#Also hair algea are driving me insane and moss (?) is growing on plants and the leaves keep falling off
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doxiedreg · 9 days ago
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Im going through it so hard but I'll survive I prommy *I'm facedown on the floor and burning*
#i'll live#just getting overwhelmed by everything#stress of symba behavioural issues#darkness cold and wetness from winter#shit load of unprocessed trauma and suppressed emotions#a lil worried about my fishtank because my shrimp population just crashed for some reason#amanos are fine but the neocardinia are disappearing :(#maybe its my assasin snails eating them when they molt..#Also hair algea are driving me insane and moss (?) is growing on plants and the leaves keep falling off#also big orange's daughter appears to have the same cancer that she had to be euthanised for so thats fun#other fish are fine#in other things that worry me#gonna get my blood drawn on Tuesday to exclude medical causes for my exhaustion#wednesday im gonna go to the vet again to see if they can finally solve symba's armpit irritation spots#on the 7th of January i need a cavity filled#i need to still call some government thing to ask for clarification about an aspect of my welfare#i feel shitty about not being able to draw or work on my ocs#or on lore#i really want to share my ocs and world with you guys..#i also really want to launch koc for my friends before the year ends..#its been in the works for way too long#i got a million art wips..#just ugh so much to do..#havent been able to visit my mom since ive obtained Symba either#because he will freak out the second he sees a dog and i cant predict wether a dog will get on the bus or be at the station#and also he still gets snippy with people sometimes when overwhelmed#and my mom is scared of him because he bit her once#god theres just so much going on in my head..#but i will stay safe i promise#lena whines
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