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HEESEUNG DOLL COCK 😫😫😫😫😞😞😞😞😞😞🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴
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TWO WEEKS LADS HOW WE FEELING
#personally cannot wait#i was on that valorant grind but i've lost my edge#time to fixate on game of the year tcm
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i am CRAVING having my hands pinned above my head!! pin me against a wall with my wrists in one hand and the ur other hand between my legs
#cannot wait be able to have this again#justyn.txt#personal#ftm nsft#t4t nsft#trans nsft#ftm sub#ftm bottom#ftm puppy#ftm t4t
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The way she takes of the high heel but is still on tip toes, how she waves around and the car drives itself, the barbieland sign with the hearts around, the pink slide, the glittery posters and the perfect descriptions
SHE'S EVERYTHING HE'S JUST KEN!!!!!!!
Greta you did again!!!!!!
#she will be my joker#I'll be insufferable about this movie#cannot wait to make my entire personality about this movie#its for the girlies and the girlies only#greta gerwig the woman you are!!!!!#barbie#barbie 2023#margot robbie#ryan gosling#greta gerwig
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solas: uwuuu you disrupted my ritual and trapped me!!! now im stuck here and it’s all your fault wahhh poor little old me stuck in the fade in a prison that i designed myself within my realm that i created where im supremely powerful and can “casually reshape reality” with a thought and i have an anchor that lets me open rifts physically in and out of here BUT NOW IM TRAPPED!!!!! 🥺🥺😣😣😰😰
meanwhile solas:
#people keep getting defensive of him on my other post about this as if they are interpreting me saying this as criticism????#which is cray bc I adore this man#i literally love that he is an untrustworthy manipulative cunning brilliant strategist and trickster#BUT NO MATTER HOW SOFT AND ROMANTIC WE HAVE SEEN HIM BE#WE HAVE TO REMEMBER#HE IS STILL AN UNTRUSTWORTHY MANIPULATIVE CUNNING TRICKSTER STRATEGIST#WHO EFFORTLESSLY WON 4D MIND CHESS WITH A QUNARI SUPER SPY#personally i cannot wait to be bamboozled by him#anyway this was prompted by listening to the podcast#where he is also being suspiciously incompetent with magic rituals in a way that just does not make sense….#idk what he’s up to but i know he’s up to something#corseque has a lot of great posts on trickster mythology and why we should be suspicious of him being trapped#highly recommend#anyway I’m watching ur ass solas….#solas#da:v#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#solas dragon age#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#dav spoilers#da:v spoilers
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ok I MUST see the results of this for Teen Wolf. Spin here for a character and then vote
#teen wolf#fuck marry kill#I hope braeden and deucalion don't have last names because I sure as hell couldn't remember any for them#cannot wait for the first person to get finstock#this blog needs a tag for my bullshit
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SINGLE DIGIT DAYS LEFT UNTIL VEILGUARD
#image from @felassan hehehe#god i cannot believe it’s gonna be REAL#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: veilguard#what is my personality even gonna be when it’s no longer ‘’waiting for da4’’#ramblings
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I can only take so much, but lately, they have replaced my reflection. And realize I'm just as bad as them.
#messyr#doodle#vent art#idk what im feeling but im just really tired- pessimistic and agitated lately#overthinking stuff about growth as a person LMAO. Envy that builds inferiority then dissolves into insecurity ew#ive yet to accept the truth that it will never get better- so i can only be there for others until i watch them go.#And I walk back to the same cage where I grew- bc the cage is all I know. I'd watch from afar and wait- wait for what? Idk#Genuinely happy and proud to those who worked hard for that success-- an ugly thought whispers to me thinking why cant I have the same#well- people w the same situations as me- knows how unfair life is so we work twice as hard. but sometimes... It's-- not enough.#And to an unfortunate fate- it'll never be enough. and it feels as if you amount to nothing.#I've been stuck for so long- I'm convinced enough that I cannot be helped. Still I cling onto the tiniest spark of hope.#bpd#abuse mention
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a look into the healing properties of ▆▆▆'s power
[prelude]
...some notes from the "White Book"! Will you read it? >Yes
when I started this second comic, it was primarily to address these plot beats GameFreak left in their writing of the Hidden Treasure of Area Zero Epilogue that I found to be "immersion-breaking":
why didn't the protag tell anyone about Kieran? (my answer: they had to keep it a secret)
why did the protag travel from Kitakami to trigger the epilogue, then fly back to Paldea real quick before going back barely a week later? (I can't justify it for GameFreak lol so for me there are two protags and one of them was already in Kitakami, while the other got the call from Arven.)
I know in game this was done from a gameplay perspective, but it's fun to imagine an intricate story and reasoning for all this :] With this, my version of events can still play out in the games themselves without being too au-y. (It's even in-line with my previous pkmn art, which I'm semi-particular about.)
Of course, it was also to give my version of Florian and Juliana as well as Nemona some form of closure. I wasn't planning on healing them, but a kind comment from someone led me to this little brief passion project. Although the characters aren't mine, they seem to have taken hold of me anyway, driving me to finish telling their story.
Making this was what I call "wish-fulfillment" art. It has shippy elements, a bunch of specific exposition a nerd like me would care about, JP text for a character raised in fictional rural Japan that I'm aware not many would enjoy as I do? Or, idk. It's fanservice for me alone, and it was extremely fulfilling to draw, which is what matters. Believe it or not, it's been a while since I've been unapologetically able to enjoy drawing like this.
Basically, I blacked out and boom. These silly guys took over my life. I enjoyed it. I hope you guys do too.
#pokemon#pokemon scarlet and violet#kieran#florian#nemona#carmine#arven#juliana#penny#rival kieran#rival nemona#my art#briar pokemon#geeta pokemon#rika pokemon#elite four rika#tumblr gets this early bc i physically cannot wait to share#hehe. pls enjoy.#i purposefully set this up so mochi mayhem can happen waugh#i also hope the text dump at the end is ok :"3 me personally i love reading letters#so#i wouldnt mind it#but not sure abt others idk what do u thinkkk :3#i never made a comic this long... help#what getting back into pkmn after 10 years does to a mf#the indigo disk#the teal mask
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BTS x Major Arcana
for @dearedwardteach 🖤 {cr. namuspromised / psd / cards}
#HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BEST PERSON ON THIS ENTIRE SITE <3#i'm late and i'm so so sorry#i had entirely different thing planned but it was awful and then i found this template and it made me think of you immediately!#i hope you like it#bts#btsgif#dailybts#dailybangtan#userbangtan#btsedit#*mine#ot7#sabri i have no words to describe how lucky i am to get to know you#you wished on my birthday to go to concert together and now look at us! we have two booked!#i cannot wait march to see you <3#i hope you will have great year full of happiness and kind people and so much love!#ily fr <3#disclaimer: i know nothing about tarot cards or anything like that#i went with general descriptions#so please let me know what you think about my choices! it's actually very interesting!#if there are any typos or anything please don't tell me or i'll cry
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god. vessel talking about jaws (kerrang interview)
and saying “you don’t know someone until you have seen them destroy something”
I AM CHEWING THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE I AM SO ABNORMAL ABOUT THIS
#ramble on exie#sleep token#sleep token vessel#i have always loved jaws#because it’s always struck me as such an intense and frustrated song#he’s asking this person to show him their worst. to be their worst. so that he knows them#but it’s still unhealthy because like. it’s also implied (to me) that this ‘worst’ is how vessel perceives this persons love#i cannot be normal about this band omfg#my sibling was laughing at me yesterday for being so passionate about carl jung’s work#and i was like ‘you don’t understand. i wrote a think piece about jungian theory and sleep token. i am insane’#anyways. jaws is another song i could write an essay on. but that will have to wait until my next mental breakdown
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sleep token rituals 2/? ♯ source — Higher
#i'm renata bliss i mean vessel ur new freestyle dance teacher#user copia all tag#str_series#sleep token#vessel#i should NOT be giffing but i saw this on instagram and was overcome#next thing i knew it was exporting from vapoursynth...#what can you do#love it when he grooves like he's part of the music it's the most joyful thing to watch and i cannot wait to see it in person#user copia edits
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Instruction on Courtship
[First] Prev <--> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan jingyi#lan sizhui#wei wuxian#a-qing#(In case ppl are wondering: LJY and LSZ changed their hairstyles to get into character).#I love this scene very much its so silly and sweet#a-qing is WAITING though guys. Come ON#Lan Jingyi definitely is the type to read romance novels and be a deep romantic at heart. And of course vehemently deny it.#But the truth of the matter is that wwx and lwj don't follow those typical romance tropes (at least not at the moment)#wwx and lwj split up because they *know* the other one is perfectly capable on their own! It's about acknowledgement and respect.#The original line was “Why. I trust him and his skills” which is more accurate to the Audio Drama. Because that's the core of what makes#Wangxian so good! Trust!! Despite years of miscommunication- there is deep trust between these two!#They can and will delegate tasks because they are an effective team!#If you cannot trust the person you say you love and care about - you have killed that relationship. (Genuine relationship advice).#Add one more to the 'retelling of wwx's story from other's perspective' counter.#I know that wangxian get more lovey later on but I really feel like mxtx was trying to make a point here. The more interesting dynamics#are not one's that rehash lines and tropes from dime a dozen romance books (sorry boys)
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Just. percolating thoughts about Bill, denial and his lies are lies. Bill as a character I'd say is characterized by deep deep denial. He's a character that's both aware and immediately not aware of his feelings and his situation; it's all very doublethink. It's about denying everything and drowning it all out (yeahhhhh big partier? Alcohol and drug abuse? Totally a result of being healthy; not to mention the dissociative episodes he APPARENTLY GETS???).
Because essentially, hes constantly warping his perception of everything occurring around this glass tower he's built of who he is, a ruthless, unfeeling tyrant of a monster, akin to a god (and beloved by humans when he deigns to charm them). This persona is something that he's made in response to his own belief that he's a monster, his own deep insecurities for being a freak and wanting to have proper connection, care and vulnerability with someone that he's lacked. It's a persona built upon self destructive tendencies, denial and the pursuit of pleasure for the purpose of drowning out anything uncomfortable, that he's practiced for trillions of years. And at the same time these insecurities that built this persona are all deeply denied in the way he'll deny that Ford meant everything to him but also when asked if Ford meant nothing to him, backtrack. He's both aware and not aware; he'll never have a thought of 'oh I loved Ford' because that is IMMEDIATELY repressed. He can't even admit that. It doesn't fit who he's supposed to be, it's vulnerable, and we can't have that. This triangle is more repressed than a fucking gay Catholic priest. He's both emotionally literate and completely illiterate because any emotions or situations that don't fit his fictional self gets immediately suppressed/skewed in perspective.
And that's how he's both good and terrible at manipulation, because he knows how to play people and can be very good at it, but his denial gets in the way. That's why you see him not talking about his dimension unravelling to Ford to ask him to make the Portal, instead of pulling the rug out under Ford; because it's vulnerable, it doesn't fit 'him as a monster' and even if it would get his way he can't do that. He mentally cannot even conceive of asking that and can't even in a way to himself accept that his dimension is unravelling and he can't do anything prevent it, can only take over earth instead. And he assumes that Ford will simply just bow to his will because that's what's supposed to happen, right? And it's the same as his lies about all the people he contacted over human history that were annoyed by him; he's too far in denial to even acknowledge that they didn't like him because hes supposed to be loved by all he tries to charm, that's why he puts the pages in to TBOB because he thinks it makes him look good, even if anyone looking at that goes 'yeah that's not what's happening'.
And this is all the most obvious with what he did with his dimension, his guilt around it because if pressed he will never admit those feelings, and he doesn't even admit it too himself; in fact when it's brought up by others such as time baby he gets angry, because his denial over the situation becomes questioned. And it's only ever one instance, that you see Bill admit to vulnerability, to admit to being actually aware of any of all these underlying feelings, and that's the moment that he shares unprompted about Euclydia with Ford, in response to Ford's own vulnerability... in which he indirectly calling himself a monster.
And it's all so fascinating, because if his denial is ever properly cracked enough, oh BABY you know that glass tower is going to shatter, everything is going to come down like a house of cards, and Bill will be left in the wake of everything that he's done, with nothing to shield him emotionally. And so isn't it better to be in denial? To deny he killed his dimension? Doesn't it hurt less than to admit all along it was guilt, it was insecurity, and that after his dimension burned, he's razed civilizations to the ground in denial and self-destruction?
post previous to this (similar vein)
#hugin rambles#hugin rambles gf#gravity falls#the book of bill#TBOB#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#bill cipher#ford pines#stanford pines#billford#gravity falls meta#anyways uhhhh yeah been thinking bout bill clearly a lot. but. yeah#back to bill rotating around in the brain hours again whoops#but yeah christ this man is... built on denial#like yeesh where do you even begin in therapy because you begin to tug on it and it all begins to fall down around you. and youve had#trillions of years of denial. its second nature to you its muscle (mind?) memory.#i keep being like man this triangle need therapy- oh wait hes in therapy#but yeah. ford made him feel safe. feel connected. and bill was vulnerable with him. first time in trillions of years he was honest.#and then it all came crashing down and Bill did what he always did; into his glass tower. and he assumed always always assumed#that sixer was going to come back (he needs to come back) because they all love him (sixer loves him doesnt he?)#and Bill could offer him anything. and then Ford didnt come back and you see bill get abusive and upset because it wasnt supposed to#be like this. its not supposed to and he had suddenly lost the only person he had ever felt accepted and safe around. and suddenly that#worship-that love- it was something hes starving for even more acutely but he cannot even admit it#man bill you fumbled him sooo hard rip
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i'm ready to fight every single caitlyn hater with my bare hands. was her almost killing isha wrong? yes. but i know damn well that every single person put in that position would be in the exact same mindset. her mother had just been killed, her city was destroyed and everyone was looking to HER to solve everything and magically take up her moms position. Obviously when she saw the one person who caused her whole life to be destroyed she was going to go into autopilot and do everything she could to kill jinx.
#i ALSO understand cait leaving vi#not that it was the right thing#but i understand where she's coming from#the one person who listened to her and promised to kill jinx stopping her when she had the PERFECT shot?#if i was in her state i would've been pissed too#but good lord this season is CRAZY#oh my god i'm obsessed#caitvi has me on the floor#why do they do these things to us#i cannot wait a week for part two#i'm bugging#arcane#arcane s2#arcane season 2#caitlyn kiramman#caitlyn arcane#vi arcane#violet arcane#caitvi#vi and caitlyn
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the Hims i have so far
#wip#wd gaster#gaster#cannot wait to post this comic#for those of you who enjoy my art but look at it like 'damn theres this woman here again' <3#first of all fuck you and second of all /j dont worry i understand#wont stop indulging myself though#perhaps i will even make you enjoy me as a character#or not. i am a bit of a boring person
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