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The "Go" of Unconditional Identification through Christ
Encounters with Jesus lead to self-discovery and transformation. These moments reveal inner truths and encourage genuine change. The concept of "go" in discipleship urges individuals to step out of their comfort zones, embracing spiritual growth
Todayâs podcast discusses âUnconditional Discipleship: A Path to True Freedom and Healing,â focusing on how discipleship can help individuals, particularly those recovering from addiction and family issues. It emphasizes the importance of seeing oneself through compassion, which fosters healing and a sense of belonging. Discipleship involves following Jesus and embodying His teachings. It isâŚ
#biblical identity#building identity in Christianity#Christ&039;s love and identity#Christ-centered life#Christian faith journey#Christian identity#Christian Living#Christian Spirituality#Christian teachings#exploring identity in Christ#faith journey#finding purpose in Christ#identity in Christ#inner peace in Christ#personal identity in faith#Spiritual Growth#Spiritual renewal#Spiritual Transformation#Unconditional identity through Christ#understanding self through Christ
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Armand + "Bad Faith"
Sartre explained: From bad faith to authenticity, David Detmer // Interview with the Vampire // Being and Nothingness, Jean-Paul Sartre
[part one]
#my contribution to the 'does armand know he's a bad person?' debate#I think on some level yes#he's obviously lying about having no agency#but I don't think it always *feels* like a lie to him#and so much of armand's identity is built on the narrative of his own victimhood (both genuine and perceived)#to take responsibility would completely destabilize his sense of self#so i see the denial as self-protective#in the same way armand convinces himself that louis has forgiven him/didn't stay with him to spite lestat#it's bad faith!#iwtv#iwtv amc#interview with the vampire#armand#loumand#jean paul sartre#parallels#my post#also... it's so so essential that I could make an identical post about louis 'he's the love of my life' du pointe du lac#tbh I don't think either of them are particularly convincing liars#they're both just equally invested in this self-deceptive story about the life they've built together
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i really think a good half of queer discourse would go away if people stopped viewing themselves as the ultimate authority and decider on who is queer and how people can identify and became more comfortable going "this identity doesn't make sense to me.... oh well! none of my business!" instead of demanding that people with complicated/confusing identities justify them to random ass people
#non religion#an identity does not have to make sense to YOU for it to be valid#it makes sense to be curious it's fine to try to understand if you're doing so in good faith etc etc#but i think âmy personal understanding is what determines if someone is queer or notâ is a Really bad precedent#& other people do not owe you explanations#PLEASE get more comfortable with the reality that sometimes you're not gonna understand people's identities and That's Fine
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thinking about todd and his resolve toward⌠not quite isolation, but being alone in a room full of people again. he goes along to the study room to sit on his own and do his homework, he sits at the poets table and follows along with whatâs being said while keeping quiet, he goes to the meetings at all but doesnât necessarily contribute (in fact, if you watch him when cameron is telling the story âfrom camp in sixth gradeâ, you can see that he recognizes it before any of the other poets but doesnât voice it until they all have). heâs not alone, necessarily, if you want to get technical about it, heâs just lonely, and heâs generally okay with that. he doesnât have friends and thatâs fine, he doesnât participate in class and thatâs fine, he doesnât have a relationship with his family and thatâs fineâhe could live without any real connection and heâd have been, more or less, fine.
the thing about when he says âi can take care of myself just fine!â is that he isnât really wrong, you can infer that heâs been doing it his entire life anyway, itâs that âtaking care of yourselfâ isnât the same thing as really living or being happy. toddâs an introvert, certainly, and even as he gets closer to the group he defaults to sitting quietly in the background, but heâs also denying himself community out of fear not introversion. todd isnât friendless because heâs an introvert, although that definitely plays a part, heâs friendless because he pushes anyone that might want his company away. if anyone has every wanted for his attention in the first place. (neilâs unwavering interest in him is unique (even when it comes to the rest of the poets, who are fine with todd coming along and joining the group, but arenât really hellbent on him being there in the beginning) and his refusal to accept it is a direct result of being so lonely growing up.)
thereâs obviously something to be said about the implications of his parents neglect, and the more than likely fact that he grew up friendless, and how those both play a part in in him being so skilled at dodging social interaction/being so avoidant of it, but by the time we see him in the movie heâs all but accepted his fate as being alone his entire life. heâs already accepted being the family disappointment, and heâs already accepted heâll never amount to anything, and he obviously doesnât like it, but heâd have managed living with that knowledge without the confirmation that it was all wrong. would he have been miserable? almost certainly. but heâd have managed. heâd done it for that long already, anyhow.
#and like obviously itâs BAD in the long run and his isolation IS only making his life worse but⌠genuinely heâd have been alright#all things considered#itâs super interesting to me how itâs neil who starts the domino effect of toddâs life becoming Less Shit#both by beliving in him and putting faith in him that heâs never seen before and refusing to let him hide away#but it isnât a savior moment on neilâs part#and i find it so odd when people frame it as one#todd is like⌠actively irritated at him in that scene đ#neil is right that todd needs to get out of his shell and put himself out there and Believe in himself#but todd canât accept it yet because he canât see what neil sees in him yet and doesnât believe it exists at all#and it frustrates him because unlike everyone else neil REFUSES to give up on him#and as far as todds concerned itâll be for nothing#as far as toddâs concerned âneil isnât a savior or a hero in that scene heâs an annoyance#a necessary one in the grand scheme of things but an annoyance all the same#i think people forget that just because todd DOES want to break out of his shell (âdonât you think you could be?â / âno! i⌠i donât know!â +#âcome on you heard keating donât you want to *do* something about it?â / â*yes* butâŚâ) doesnât mean he knows how or believes he actually CAN#todds autonomy can be taken away from him a lot (ironic) and he can be twisted into someone with no opinions or thoughts or whims +#outside of neil but that isnât really the case#and a part of that blame lands on the movie because todd doesnât get explored a lot but thereâs still evidence of him being his own person#heâs not a yesman and he tells neil when his ideas are stupid (keeping the audition from his father) or he just doesnât personally agree +#(the entire ânoâ scene) and he functions perfectly well when neil isnât around and while they arenât focuses +#there are short scenes where todds alone or scenes that start eith them apart that make it clear they arenât attatched to each other +#in the way people can often write them to be (that is in the trenches if the other is missing)#this post and all these tags are my long winded way of saying FUCK the codependent anderperry thing some people subscribe to it makes me#mad#neilâs goal is to help todd grow into himself and become his own person and find his identity more than anything#and todd doesnât need neil to hold his hand to do literally anything and everything heâs a normal guy with anxiety#come on guys#dps#dead poets society#todd anderson
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I literally woke up in the middle of the night like God will dark rise is so fucking screwed. The line thatâs like. âEveryone wanted to kill the Dark King.â Whatâs the part where he looks at Violet helplessly, haunted, almost pleading for mercy? But of course he reveals nothing of substance to anyone. Elizabeth is too young to understand but the reader knows what âHer relationship with that boy wasâŚunnaturalâ can mean. Tying him to bedposts? Failing to strangle him? What else? Never not even once seeing beyond a mythological identity Will himself didnât know he had? What did he think was the reason? That he was just intrinsically hateful? Of course he says nothing. Of course Violet canât trust him- heâs given her nothing as painfully real as what sheâs given him. So he gives her the sword hoping at least he can die at the hands of someone he loved, but even that doesnât work out - she gives the sword to a Visander still furious at SARCEAN. The pattern continues; no one looks at Will, who vomits when he realizes whatâs happened to James, Will who is much of a liar and killer and sneak as Elizabeth accuses but nonetheless wants to be different. Even when he doesnât remember his own past. Thereâs no way out for him that doesnât hurt. Hope this obsession passes soon given the one and a half years of waiting required for book 3
#dark rise series#dark heir#rarely does a cliffhanger pain me so much#bc rarely am I ever THAT invested in a plot I am sad to say#nona the ninth was so cathartic in of itself Iâm content marinating before alecto#BUT PACAT ONLY EVER GIVES EMOTIONAL CRUMBS#have any of these bitches ever known peace fr#maybe this is what reading princes gambit and not immediately having the follow up mightâve been like#honestly itâs possibly damen and Lauren just generally had less problems tho#more than his relationship even with James. will/Violet is perhaps the genuine source of like. I WISH HED GIVEN HER A REASON.#the narration that describes Violet as Willâs star in the nightâŚâŚ.. like fuck fine#will canât reach any level of genuine intimacy with James bc the mess of fraught noncon dynamics is this massive unspoken horrible thing#wills identity is personal w James in a way it is with no one else but James is so fucking oblivious of undercurrents it comes unbalanced#and will knows it. but (as far as we know) violet isnât reborn has no history with sarcean the dark king sheâs literallt just Some Guy#and that almost makes it worse???????? that they are so loyal to each other even as heâs keeping a massive secret?#they werenât dated or destined to entangle the way will is w characters like James and Katherine#and I think that makes his rship with Violet possibly the realest and truest experience of trust and love will has ever had#like itâs nothing bro. truly she knows nothing about him other than his lies of omission and her faith in him goodness which may or may not#beiltimately justified. but that was probably as honest and close will ever got to anyone. and him to her.
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What gender are you?
what are you a cop
#> comes into my inbox on anon#> reveals nothing about themself#> asks for personal information about me#btw anon if this was meant in good faith im sorry but i just have a few too many bad experiences with this sort of thing#and really. does it make a difference to you (anonymous person whom i do not know the identity of) what gender i identify as#ask tag
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i am a very medical person when it comes to DID, like i've researched my own condition and been in professional DID therapy for four years now, and i am very passionate about being a person with a disorder/disability, in a grounded sense. i have a lot of frustration toward the internet's treatment of DID as some sort of magical/mystical thing, something that would make a person with DID vastly different from anyone else. DID is just PTSD pushed to its most complex, yaddayadda i won't go on a psychology/science ramble here. but.
at the same time DID directly influences your experience with life and identity since you are a child, a traumatized child at that, and it is an experience i have been living all my life. it is impossible to remove my DID from me, similar (but not exactly the same of course) to how it is impossible to separate me from my autism. my brain developed this way and even if i wanted & achieved "final fusion" i would still always have a DID brain that could split again in the future.
so while i strongly acknowledge that i have a disorder and want to be viewed as such, it's not ALL that. DID influences every aspect of my identity and life and therefore it is empowering to talk about it, make art about it, just be a person with alters. i certainly do not love having trauma and all the bullshit that comes with it but it has been essential to my work-in-progress healing to embrace the parts (no pun intended) of my experience that DON'T all fucking suck. i love disabled joy and part of that for me personally is finding joy with DID. it's like please do not forget this disorder and the shit i went through is horrific but also i am still a person and i experience joy and that joy is inseparable from my DID because my DID is inseparable from everything.
does this make sense. i hope it makes sense. i'm brainfogged as shit right now this might come off as word salad for all i know but i'm doing my best because i'm randomly really emotional about this tonight lol
#kiki was here#kiki.txt#please read this in good faith if you can#if anytihng is worded poorly im tired and not used to talking about this publicly with strangers often#also i don't speak for every person w DID#this is just my own personal path w things#dissociative identity disorder
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like i do think it is funny that many of the blogs saying insane shit were perfectly fine with first kneejerk defending, and then continuing to be friends with queerbuck, certified racist cunt, for like months. and i am a real person. so isnât that something
#but i have to like tommy. because of aids#like we all knew that that freak didnât actually want to kill me. but it was an inappropriate thing to say to a real person who could see#it. but no they were all fine with circulating that and defending it and even just believing it for no reason!#it wouldnât have been inappropriate if it were a broad statement for example! and it certainly isnât inappropriate to talk like that about#FAKE PEOPLE. i knowww weâre all capable of understanding this! clearly! LOL.#oh and my identity mattered in that situation! we knew that too!#just bad faith shit happening all around. itâs so tiring#and then thereâs the matter of just like. playing telephone games about posts#screenshotting me saying facetiously that WHEN PEOPLE WRITE FANFICTION ABOUT HIM tommy shouldnât be treated as anything more than an eddie#replacement so he should be Dehumanized. and removing the context of the fanfiction part to make it look bad. or removing the#âgenuine fear and vulnerability and bid for connectionâ part from paigeâs post to turn it into âviolence against gay men for daddy kinkâ#wholesale. like can we be fucking serious. how do i take you seriously
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grrriaanwwnananannn i tried to make a cool effect but its not really that cool
sorry fo the casual negativity but im going through the craziest art crisis ever and like im completely overhauling as much as i can from my old art style so all i have rn are doodles ahhhh its so frustrating but i feel like i should post somethin anyway just to make me feel better
#dsmp dni#as much as that will help anything#hermitcraft#hermitcraft whatever season honestly#hermitcraft is very long i realized#in the early episodes of grians season 6 pov rn#ive watched it out of order so i mean i finished season 8#if youve seen that one time i talked abt hermitcraft in my tags#u know how scared i am to post any hermitcraft fanart#not because im not proud but because im just scared#minecraft smp fandoms areâŚ. not always the kind of people i want to attract#no shade i just dont have a lot of faith#grian#does this count as a specific grian#i dont know any of the grian lore#or any lore#i really dont care about the lore#theyre just funny guys building cool shit on a big server#grian fanart#hermitcraft grian#i dooonnnt know really#i usually use tumblr tags as like a personal diary but rn im just feeling bitter#I HATE MY ART!!!! I HATE DRAWING!!!#the art crisis is less an art crisis and more an identity crisis#i think im getting on the right foot with my art wnd then i feel like i mess it up?#digital art especially i just hate everything i do digitally#really negative what a debby downer am i right#but nobody actually reads tumblr tags#also its my blog i can be a debby downer on my blog#for archivial purposes obviously
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in my perfect world everyone makes so many lesbian muses the men then have to deal with the exact same behavior when every single post ever written isnât about dick.
#CLAWS RETRACTED.#[real talk: Iâm a lesbian transmasc little enby guy. but my gender? is lesbian. itâs how I explain it. my attraction to women is a part of#my innate gender. thatâs just how it is and the two things inform one another. heteronormativity is still so alive and now everyone can put#it under progressive little labels where the character is bisexual but everything thatâs focused on for miles is the hetcoded shit. itâs a#cool little thing people do now. it went from when I was a kid and âthereâs no such thing as bi youâre just confusedâ to âeveryone is bi#because it gives me points but I will never meaningfully observe the queer aspect of that identity and it can make me seem comfortable with#queer identitiesâ. itâs lip service so much of the time. and I never ever ever say youâre only valid if you write bi characters in a#queercoded relationship. bisexuality is forever valid always even if youâve NEVER been in a queer relationship. but this is writing and#real bisexual people (Iâm not even bi Iâm literally a lesbian) have experiences irl that make them feel shitty#when they see them boiled down to shallow. a lot in the same way I get upset when I see lesbian relationships brushed off or ignored in#spite of my own excitement toward the ship. MY POINT IS that lesbians are completely ignored by this point and I can say this both irl and#on here because when you live a life that excludes men from your romantic space youâre basically illegal. it drives me fucking insane. the#way anyone can make a fucking whitebread ass man on this site and their inbox will be exploding but you make a lesbian and you have to pad#quietly around because from jump youâre already worried about how people will perceive you and you KNOW they wonât be immediately welcoming.#this is an irl thing in such a big way and Iâm a NEW YORKER. but the fact that this exists in the rpc? truly I miss when we just wrote and#enjoyed things and this wasnât a cesspit of discourse instead of an actual creative community. like. I went to college to study boring#theses that couldnât keep my attention. I slogged through litcrit theory. do I love it? yes. but some of yall really just wanna be on#debatebro YouTube and not in the actual rpc. itâs wild. everyoneâs a philosopher but no one wants to meaningfully engage. and if they do#they want to in either bad faith or basically hardheaded ignorance about an issue. someoneâs 2 seconds from rping destiny.#swear to fucking god if I see one person make an asm.ngold joke I will cry.]
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some more ghost rider sketches, version i guess i wanted to draw some bones,
including a partial prototype of whatever the hell the Rider has going on underneath his skin-suit (which might need more leather 'muscles' but. whatever), a theoretical endpoint of how dead Robbie could get in my verse, which. unlikely? extremely. but fun to draw, and a line-up of Robbie, Lisa, and Gabe
in theory, Lisa's sense of style was inspired by @wazzappp 's post of Claire's fashion Lisa, but, well, outfit design eludes me. so. brightly colored vague y2k vibes are. the best i got
#robbie reyes#gabe reyes#lisa (ghost rider)#revenant robbie au#i am fully just drawing whatever at this point but. its fun so idk#ANYWAY i read the avengers 2018 run and. ok it was bad#both generally and also. sob they hit robbie with the generic mcu-quippification and naive teenager beam đ#absolutely no escape#but challenge of the ghost rider kind of hit tbh#if only bc it had robbie racing blaze for Gabe's sake and well.#ok objectively idk how his parents got pulled to hell like.#were they supposed to be there?#did johnny drag them from another afterlife?#idk at all#but *man* ok im not immune to family/loved ones finding out about a fave being a 'monster'#and accepting him anyway ok#so long story short idk if im gonna go with an exorcised-eli yet or not#but i gave robbie a rosary (not accurate. yes i know i didnt get the spacing on the top part right) on account that#religious iconography in marvel works based on a personal faith#re that one panel of kitty pryde burning dracula with a star of david#so i figure there's a high chance that robbie was raised roman catholic when his parents were around#even if that was a long time ago#and even if he doesnt believe/is religious in the strictest sense#he still has associations yk?#(<to be clear speaking as another mexican american and the impacts of religion in the culture as a kind of atheist)#anyway my point is#in a non-exorcism version hes found that wearing a rosary. even if it doesnt shut eli up entirely#makes him more? bearable? less loud/oppressive? easier to push down#while in an exorcism version ig it helps with keeping his identity as robbie centered and dealing with supernatural emotional regulation#zsketches
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âDin Djarinâs identity as a Mandalorian will always be central to his character, and his devotion to his orthodox religion, warriorâs creed, and its chivalrous code of honor is a truly noble one.â
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âDin Djarinâs devotion to his creed has fundamentally isolated him from love, his role as The Tribeâs breadwinner was as unsustainable as it gave him purpose, and the fierceness of his faith stems from unprocessed trauma and the guilt he feels as an orphan and a foundling. His views on what it means to be a Mandalorian were narrow until he met others who didnât conform to his own creed, and in this, his status as an voluntary oathbreaker is equally as integral to his character.â
âŚare both takes that co-exist in my mind.
#Star Wars#the mandalorian#din djarin#character analysis#sol rambles#obligatory this is not meant to be a hot take and nobody has to agree with me on this#2nd obligatory I can interpret this character however I want to within reasonable limits#and as a person from a religious background who now identifies as agnostic#I find this more than reasonable#I honestly love entertaining the idea of Din renouncing his orthodoxy as much as I loved his redemption#Dinâs relationship with his faith in S2 was so realistically messy#and it resonated with me greatly#the âis it truly faith if people just get to pick and choose what to adhere to and what to disregard?â#âwtf does that make me?â#people do turn to religion after deep personal loss#and it can be a beautiful thing as much as it can be dangerous#faith can consume you to the point where you can no longer recognize yourself without it#and I saw Din being well on that path if Grogu hadnât come along#transcending religious identities is such a juicy motif in Star Wars#all starting with Luke declaring heâs a Jedi like his father before him#while also fiercely defying both his masters by refusing to sacrifice Han and Leia in order to complete his training#the training Yoda dictated for him#literally the embodiment of The Old Order#and whatâs that saying?#none will be free until the old ways are gone forever#oh my god I am rambling#THANK YOU FOR LISTENING#Sol out
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sorry to still be on those polls but genuinely some of those responses are so distressing to me. the belief that trans people should go through that self discovery process in monastic self isolation and never receive input from the people who love them Until They're Ready is so genuinely bleak and indefensible, regardless of whether or not you're ideologically consistent about which audiences you think the suggestion is "appropriate" for. and furthermore the idea that a cis person getting erroneously told theyre trans by One Person is somehow equivalent to a trans person getting coercively held to agab standards by The Whole World...... like come on. come on.
#so many of them i think are written from the pov of someone REFUSING to entertain the idea that people have irl close friends#the idea that telling a friend having gender thoughts 'hey ever thought about this' is equivalent to like#going into a gnc cis person's askbox on tumblr and going 'so youre trans huh.' is mind boggling#what about emotional intelligence. what about reading the room.#if you refuse to take questions about an entirely hypothetical scenario where someone might be trans in good faith#guess what there is almost no recourse that doesnt make you sound like a transphobe#'gnc cis people exist' yeah and they are capable of being like 'im cis and gnc!' and then continuing to live their lives.#the idea that trans identity is being Coercively Assigned to people is exactly what transphobic legislators are saying right now.#do not buy into it!!!!#words!
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not dipping back there again after this, but my opinion on where the discourse re: us politics is heading is not getting any nicer.
#thoughts#personal#not a vagueblog about any blog in particular#because it's been a deluge on my dash for a good two to three weeks from every side and almost every US blog I follow#I don't even disagree with the endgoal (I mean I extremely do but I understand the stakes)#but I deeply *deeply* disagree with the way it's all being framed#though I'm not surprised. and I wasn't expecting better.#but yeah in a couple of years we might all need to unpack what that strategy looked like from the outside.#because wow#the weaponization of âwhite guiltâ in particular to silence what is often (from what I see) PoCs trying to express their loss of faith#is. so very revealing to me.#the assumption of motive and identity here and how much more convenient it feels than the actual messy complicated truth#I think the usage of âwhite guiltâ and âwhite saviorismâ as a weapon thrown in between white people to control each other's behavior#especially in moments like these where PoCs are explicitely demanding our collective solidarity and voice#is actually a conversation we should all very seriously have at some point#anyway.#not mad at anyone for wanting to vote for biden#kinda mad at a good 75% of the posts prompting people to do so however.
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ok. in bigger writing for everyone.
if you send me allegations over anon i can't verify or believe a thing that is said.
thanks <3
#anon at what moment did you read my post and decide to overlook that point so severely.#like sorry for your alleged friend or whatever but that's the thing.#i do not know you. i do not know if the person you are apparently championing exists.#i do not know if this is actually someone trying to harass whoever it is that's being accused.#why? because i do not know who you are nor can i verify good faith over anon.#if you aren't confident enough in your allegations to disclose your identity even in private then why should i have confidence in them?#i could go into anyone's askbox rn and accuse anyone who annoys me of harassment and it be fake. it's that easy.#do you get that?#out of stories#tbd //#drama //
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Filled with Divine Fullness (Colossians 2:6-15)
Whenever you're full, you have no need for more; unless you listen to somebody who is 'full of it.'
Resurrection, by Oliver Pfaff As you therefore have received Christ Jesus the Lord, continue to walk in him, rooted and built up in him and established in the faith, just as you were taught, abounding in thanksgiving. Watch out that no one takes you captive through philosophy and empty deceit, according to human tradition, according to the elemental principles of the world, and not according toâŚ
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#apostle paul#Christ#christ&039;s authority#christ&039;s power#christian faith#christian life#christian values#christianity#church#colossians#colossians 2#cross of christ#divine deliverance#divine fullness#faith#following jesus#forgiveness#fulfilled#fullness#give thanks#god&039;s power#gratitude#identity in christ#jesus christ#lord jesus#pauline epistles#person and work of christ#philosophy#redeemed#redemption
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