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"How long are you gonna pretend I'm the one tugging on your tie?"
#been thinking abt rator hallucinating getting choked by tyler like this for a while ufufhfhgfh#love me some delusional narrator from time to time#hey guys 😝😝😝😝#sorry for disappearing 😝😝😝😝😝#I wasn't expecting the random bullshit of these past semesters 😝😝😝😝😝#didn't draw much cause I had so much shit to do and I also procrastinated a lot on everything#like#this is a rare sight#they shoved caravaggio down my ass so hard I started drawing in baroque#uhmuhm yeah#isn't perfect but this is my artblock rehab#I'm getting back on the grind I promise#also tie is red cause I read somewhere it was a gay secret code back in the day so I thought it would be cool to make it red#aside from the other meanings of the color red which are also very fitting#sowwy for disappearing#again#🥺#fight club#soapshipping#the narrator fight club#tyler durden#artists on tumblr#digital art#illustration#martyryo
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ark aftermath
#being in the ark with knives who had gathered such immense power definitely fucked with vash's brain#their fight before the ark haunts me. what do you mean 'blackness of decay' jesus christ#it reminds me of 'youve got more of them...scars'#knives seeing that his brother is actively like. dying.#also what do u mean knives tried to merge with him. that definitely took a toll on both of them#anyway so vash has vivid hallucinations of his brother and whatnot#wolfwood hates himself for that obviously#just imagine the horror he would experience if vash called him 'knives'#vash literally spitting blood because 1) anxiety 2) hes so fucking tired and tortured and shit#he wants a break guys give him a break#but ooobviously vash (the man he is) he'll never accuse wolfwood of trapping him in the ark. of betraying him etc#so he'll just be happy to be there alive and relatively well and hope the same for his brother#at least for the time being before vash meets him and kills him#this is the longest comic ive made sorry if it feels a bit rushed/not well concluding#best i can do#its been kicking my ass for the past week and i just wanted to be done w it#trigun#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#trigun maximum#trigun fanart#my art#millions knives#<- for a fragment of a second#what else#tw hallucinations#tw blood#tw emetophobia
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shoutout to house md eps that end with a montage of couples and then hilson. maybe patient and their s/o, chase/cameron, lucas/cuddy, and then just. hilson.
#what did they mean by that#i mean it makes sense theyre really only ever around each other#hilson couple parallels save me#still not past the beginning of s7 bc of Important Life Events and also i feel like cuddys a hallucination#or shes not and im not sure whats worse#house md#hatecrimes md#hilson#house
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I made a lil thing about track!Asgore
Under here you can see a shitty poem I made for him that like 50% google translate 😭😭🙏
Once a king who carries sorrow in his eyes
His kindom wept, away from the the skies
The lives he touched the lives he lost
Each one a memory each one a cost
A soul that withered a life betrayed
Each step he took a choice he made.
The halls once bright now stood in dust,
A broken crown, a shattered trust.
Through every battle his hands grew cold
The cost of mercy the tale of old
A sun that rose but not for them
A light they never knew again.
And even though the skies were closed
In the end the sun still rose.
A king whose hands had bled for peace
But war still raged and heart decreased
Each choice he made a curse he bore
A kingdoms fate forevermore
He thought of lives that could’ve been
Of futures lost of hearts unseen
A light that never pieced the gloom
A sun that failed to light the room
And though this is the path he chose
In the end the sun still rose
Choo choo
#kennettrememberstopost#undertale#undertale au#art#undertrack#asgore#poem#really bad poem#undertrack!asgore#track lore#kinda#very vague#his guilt consumes him frfr#wet cat core#asgore dreemurr#bro thinks he failed his people lmao#Ken’s bad attempt at angst alerttttt#that moment when you not only kill kids but also use their souls after the barrier is out of the question so now you hallucinate them#even a king must face his past#he can’t quite remember their faces#he never got to#until next time chat
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i think dc should let steph hallucinate cass again. as a treat.
#cassandra cain#stephanie brown#cass hallucinates steph to delve into her past and dig deep into her psyche#steph hallucinates cass as her number 1 hype man
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*121 spoilers*
oh ok so we are actually going to acknowledge the Dazai phantom in the room I just thought we we'd let him chill and grant him residency didn't think we'd start to ask questions like why. Why has Atsushi been hallucinating a man this whole time.
#I know the orphanage director but like#this a lil different#he's even hallucinated Dazai telling him “wake up” when he was unconscious#Dazai can stop his own heart wouldn't put it past him to be telepathic too just as a fun thing he does sometimes#and now we wait#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd 121#chapter 121#bsd chapter 121#bsd chapter 121 spoilers#bsd atsushi#bsd dazai
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More LGT, with a side dish of YJ Shenanigans™
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#bernard dowd#tim drake#darla aquista#cassie sandsmark#kon el kent#bart allen#timbern#timber#louis grieve trio#young justice#someone save cassie like pls take her away. she does not deserve this trrament.#also the mrs dowd mention is out of guilt as i still have not finished my fic 😔😔#ALSO#i have recently learned that for the past three (3) months (!?!)#my setting were switched on so that i did not show up in any of the tags#alexa play 'invisible' from Equestria Girls#so to those who dont know me..... hihi i exists#and to those who DO and are like 'girl omg i thiught u were a mass hallucination!!'#hehe hello i now haunt you outside of your dreams
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i have a lot of thoughts about wolfgang’s dad, it’s kinda funny. i also headcanon that he was wolfgang’s sole caregiver, for one reason or another, and i also like to think that he made wolfgang dependant on him. which is why he never learned how to cook or do his own laundry. his dad always insisted on it so he could continue to control him and prevent him from becoming independent.
ANON OUR MINDS ARE LINKED
I can ABSOLUTELY see that being the case! The fact that Wolfgang lacks a lot of basic skills he would need to be able to take care of himself and be independent reeks of severe parental neglect, despite it being played off as a joke. Wolfgang casually dismisses it as being due to going through college as a kid and being too stuck studying to do anything else-- which is already really damaging when you think about it-- but when you have the context that he was likely raised by a very shady, likely very abusive and manipulative man, it becomes so much more sketchtastic and deliberate.
Wolfgang doesn't just lack the knowledge on how to do his own laundry or cook, but we learn through Ulysses that Wolfgang had a surprising lack of upkeep during their bunk buddy situationship. This to me implies that Wolfgang just... never actually lived with anyone else outside of his family before? The fact that he was taken out of school to higher education and then law school at such a young age, drowned in so much schoolwork and being so locked in on studying that he had absolutely NO time for hobbies, extra activities, learning basic skills and literally having a social life, leaving him entirely and solely dependent on his sketchy father is... whack. That's WHACK 💀 It's like being in complete control of Wolfgang's success life?? Like, allowing him to achieve in education, yet still making sure that he can't flourish outside of that? Or mayhaps just a long term scheme to make Wolfgang feel indebted to him for providing everything he needed to survive despite never allowing him to do it himself in the first place? Despite putting Wolfgang in a situation where he literally couldn't keep up with everything and was dependent on him to take care of it? Like you said, I feel like his dad-- if Wolfgang did grow up with him like the blackmail implies-- insisted on covering everything Wolfgang would need to learn to be independent to keep him tied to him. Because if he doesn't do it, then Wolfgang might do it himself. If he can do it himself, then he might leave. And considering how much Wolfgang seemingly despises his father and seems aware of his role in his mum's heavily implied death, I can imagine he would dip as soon as humanly possible if he could XD
This has been on my mind for a while but I wonder about the current living status of Wolfgang's dad. Wolfgang's only 22 (goddamn he should've been at the club *SOB*), so it's not outrageous at all to assume he might still be living with his parents. That would explain why Wolfgang still struggles with chores and basic necessities. But we don't know if Wolfgang's dad is even alive at this point, and I have a nagging feeling that he's not around anymore. I'm on the fence about him being dead (and why he might be dead if he is), but since Wolfgang just avoids every drop of detail about dad altogether it's still very up in the air.
#project eden's garden#p:eg#p:eg spoilers#wolfgang akire#thanks for the ask!#idk where i'm going with this lol#the idea of his dad keeping wolfgang shackled to him after his wife's death both mentally and physically is so real to me#they kinda remind me of noel and his dad from witch's heart if you know what i mean#i love this headcanon and you're absolutely cooking with this anon#we only get small glimpses into wolfgang's upbringing and what we learn about him vs how he presents his past is so uncanny#he's all like “i was dealt such a good hand in life” but then you look at the shit with parents and you're like “are you sure about that??”#and that's just a tip of the iceberg 💀 my man really went through The Horrors and then smiles like he doesn't have a care in the world#also if he and his dad DO still live together or are still in contact i wonder how that looks like. probs very dysfunctional#it seems to me like he hadn't seen his dad in a while or was very shocked to see him as a hallucination given the violent reaction#granted it could've been due to the drugs and his emotions being entirely all over the place that caused all that pent up hate to burst idk#i feel like daddygang is dead but who the heck knows i'm down for anything here#i'm mostly just waffling i think but i like your thinking anon
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my favorite tfs oc, rules… tfa-ified bc i love the tfa scene on here
it only took me over two whole months to scrape together some more art Hey guys i lived
#transformers oc#tfa#tfa oc#rules transformers#he has a hallucination of his past self that is constantly haunting him#schizophrenic icon
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So I’ve had this scene rotating in my brain as if my brain was a microwave
#the context is that Flowerboi often hallucinates his past self#or more accurately how he sees his past self#it’s basically the embodiment of everything he hates about himself#and it says stuff like that#the song is ‘Evil Like Me’ from Descendants#flowerboi#goddess!earth eclipse#goddess!earth au#tsams#tsams eclipse#sun and moon show#tsams au
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ASAGIRI YOU LITTLE MASTERMIND I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS NEW CHAPTER
#its nothing like whay i expected#but also everything i needed#i wouldve hated a dazai hallucination twist coming so soon and abruptly#when in this mortal peril#instead we got “away with you you fool”#atsushi being smart but also fucking stupid “i had no other ideas”#and TIES TO MAJOR THEMES “you feel strongly when you return to the past”#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd 121.5#bsd spoilers#bsd atsushi#bsd dazai#bsd nakajima atsushi
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if melissa makes shauna smile this season i'll write a five chapter shaunahat fic.
#or something else idk#send me ideas#please she's only smiled while hallucinating these past two seasons it kills me
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Let Me Go
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Warnings: Past character death, hallucinations, inecplicit injury.
"You're trembling," the voice called. It always warned, always told things Leader would rather ignore. Leader's limbs were hidden beneath the oversized clothes. They had weakened too much that they were lost in fabric once perfectly fit them.
I know, they couldn't mutter out, keeping their gaze on the papers. They were in the middle of a room full of veteran soldiers. Their slip would be noticed. Last thing they wanted was the people they led doubting them.
"You're afraid," it continued.
Leader crossed their arm overtheir chest, hiding the tremor taking overtheir hands. They were. But they couldn’t act paraboid just because they were afraid either. The plans before them were solid. Only if Leader could get over this nagging feeling…
They were going to march into Whumper's biggest investment, a military grade communication building straight out of their small rebellion's league. Of course they were cautious.
"Thats not why you're afraid," the voice called out their lie. As if Leader didn’t know. But Leader refused to acknowledge the real reason.
"Are you listening, Leader?" Right Hand asked, putting a hand over their healthy shoulder for a moment.
"Yes," Leader sighed, both to the ghost and to their commander.
"Your commander, not second in command. I dont know if i should pity you or feel proud that you refuse to replace my position."
Leader ignored that, too.
"Perhaps you shouldn't join the mission. You look like you can barely carry yourself," Right Hand sighed. Their voice was surprisingly gentle, considering this was a feral beast under Leader's wing. A fierce protector with an admirable personality.
"Too much like me."
"I'm fine. Just thinking of alternatives," Leader assured, not really lying. There was something bugging them about the plans. There was something they were missing.
"If you say so," Right Hand grumbled, not believing it for a moment but also not pushing. "Then we're done here. We should rest until tomorrow."
"So concerned about you. Make sure they don't end up like me," the ghost chuckled.
It was not funny.
"I'll stay here for some more time. There's something bothering me about the plan," Leader said instead of snarling at the ghost. It earned a deep silence, but people left the room one by one.
"You know we can pull this off, right?" Right Hand asked just before reaching the door. "We can, and we can come back in one piece."
"I know," Leader assured. Leader had confidence in their squad.
"Lie." The voice pointed out.
"But Leader, can you?" Right asked, worried. That had to change. Leader had no right to make people concerned.
"Yes," they answered with a tone leaving no room to doubt.
"Lie," the voice said again. And it was right. Again.
"I'd rather be thrown into a rehab facility rather than being a burden. I wouldn't insist on coming if I felt unwell," Leader tried calmly. It satisfied Right Hand at least.
"You'd rather be tortured rather than letting them go alone either," the ghost smiled sadly.
Caretaker, Leader wanted to shout. Just let me go.
"But you're the one who can't let me go, Leader," Caretaker sighed. And Leader almost, almost saw them standing behind Right Hand with their usual attitude.
"You know, I… I thought it's because you didn't trust us to pull this off. Now I see it's because you care too much," Right Hand gave a cheeky smile. They didn't know anything. They had no right to dig Leader's soul.
"I don't want all of you to die before we get to see freedom," Leader countered with a half truth.
"Because if you admit you care, they will end up like me. If you let them any closer, they will die," Caretaker said uncharacteristically. Those sounded a lot like Leader's own words. Rightfully. Leader would sign under those. But hearing Caretaker recite those just felt wrong.
"Because I'm not here," Caretaker bit their lip. At least that was in character. "It's your mind. Unable to accept this is just—"
"Just admit you care, and I'll drop it," Right Hand of course kept pushing. Because Leader couldn't have a day without their sanity being played with, bith by the living and the dead. They didn't want their feelings to be questioned. Sure, Leader welcomed challenges to their authority as long as it wasn't destroying their function, but this qas outright invasive.
Leader held Right Hand’s gaze a moment longer, steadying themself before speaking.
“Enough,” They said firmly. “I’m counting on you to focus on the mission, not on me. I don't need it but the squad will, in the battle.”
Right Hand’s lips parted as if to argue, but they seemed to think better of it, glancing away. “Understood, sir,” they replied, their voice tainted with hesitancy.
Leader forced a small smile, holding onto the guise of calm as tightly as they clutched the edge of the table. "I appreciate the concern, Right Hand, really. But we both know I wouldn’t be standing here if I thought myself unfit for the task."
Right Hand stood by the door, lingering. But finally, they nodded. "Of course, sir."
With that, they turned and left the room, the door clicking shut behind them.
Silence settled like dust. Leader let out a long breath, slumping to their seat slightly, letting the practiced poise slip as they leaned against the table.
“Impressive. You’re still so good at pushing people away, even when they’re trying to help,” Caretaker’s voice drifted in, almost softly this time. Leader could picture them at the edge of the room, arms folded, an understanding look shadowing their gaze. "You’d rather fall apart alone than lean on them."
Leader’s fingers tightened around the edge of the table. "I didn’t ask for your opinion."
"No. But you just asked me to be there."
“You’re not here,” Leader forced out, pressing the words like a blade into their own mind. “You died, and you’re not here. So stop trying to haunt me. I didn't ask for this. Leave me alone.”
“But I’m here because you want me here,” the voice pressed. “You can leave me to die. Yet you don't let me go.”
Leader closed their eyes, trying to block out the words that hit too close to home. Every part of them wanted to deny, but they couldn’t.
"They don’t see it. How close you are to breaking. Love, you are destroying yourself.”
Leader didn't answer. They were done arguing with nothing. They were wasting precious time. They metaphorically showed the ghost and locked their feelings away. It wasn't like Caretaker could keep them from working. Not anymore.
And if they fell asleep on the blueprints of a plan from scratch, their body covering the tear marks on discharged papers, no one noticed. No one noticed - or mentioned even if anyone did - Leader not getting out of the room until midnight and walking to their room like a ghost at daybreak.
#whump#whump writing#leader whumpee#leader whump#past character death#hallucinations#inexplicit injury#i cant believe i did this. just. i had to study#it backfired#but im proud of this shamelessly for some reason#hope you enjoy as much as me
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by the two-edged sword
Baoxiang knows he is poison
band au/ 5k/ m
#the radiant emperor#he who drowned the world#she who became the sun#wang baoxiang#ayushiridara#the third prince#baob3i#pushed around and kicked around#band au#dreams! hallucinations! the club! the prince! the future! the past!
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chat the council is not ready to turn 19 in a week
#the council is me#god this year flew past me#i feel like I hallucinated the whole of 2024#and you tell me I'm turning 19 already in a week???#jfc#soon to be 19 years of not knowing what to do with my life wohoo#the voices are speaking
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Stuff in common I found between Obi-Wan Kenobi (Star Wars) and Splinter (Tmnt2012) bc that happens when u are hyperfixated with fictional characters:
-Both being badass powerful and wise jedi/ninja masters, responsibles for the main characters' training (Anakin/Luke-the turtles)
-Mental powers
-Both went into exile after some heavy events that changed their lives (the Great jedi purge / mutation)
-They had a brother in the past, but things didn't turn well :(
-Both lost the woman they loved (bruuuhhh)
-Trauma™
-Buuut despite all their suffering and pain, they never went to the dark side (well maybe Splinter for a lil bit, but that was the damn Rat King's mind control, not his will 🤓☝)
-This thing I noticed in the Tmnt 2012 artbook (this rat kinda reminded me of obiwan, now I know why)

-At some point they appear as force ghosts lol👻
-These little details that had me 👁👁
*Facepalm*
*strokes his beard*
robeees
-Sweet moments with children 😭
The whole Lone rat and cubs episode and the bond between Obi-Wan and little Leia had me like 🥹🥹
idk I'm a big fan of cuteness so watching that made me happy
-According to the character database, both are INFJ -Whatever this type of character is called, I like it
Although their context of their stories are different, I found curious to notice some similarities! so here I am, sharing them and thanking you for reading this far
#star wars#obi wan kenobi#tmnt 2012#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt 2012 splinter#2012 splinter#master splinter#hamato yoshi#idk maybe I'm hallucinating¿ but everytime I saw splinter's gestures I was like hmm I've seen u before somewhere else#anyways it's just me and my taste for wise introverted men with a tragic past 🚬#I like when they smile tooo#delhe rambles#text
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