#part of that is going out of ur way if u want it. and getting it. making sure youre part of it.
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✨ShadowPeach Bio Parents Bio AU Q&A! 18/02✨

Welcome to the Q&A! A space where I can answer related or similar question about the Shadowpeach Bio Parents AU! If you submitted your ask anonimously, then you’ll have to check the whole post if it’s answered here, if it’s not, worry not! Your asks might have been used for a future comic or just in the queue~
@snsp6 ha chiesto: Don’t know if this was answered but what was the inspiration for bio parents au??
no inspiration. just my stupid brain not being able to like something without taking my whole life.
@roseltelle ha chiesto: Are you ok with AUs I was thinking about writing a fanfic. Basically with a younger Mk. Events of the show haven't happened yet, Wukong and Macaque aren't on ok terms yet (Slow Burn) unlike the show.
I don't think I understood. You're asking if you can do an AU of my AU?
@mistress-of-nightmares ha chiesto:YOU MENTIONED YOU HAD MK'S FINAL OUTFIT READY SINCE LIKE SUMMER, IS IT GOING TO BE THIS PRINCE-RELATED THEMED??? (sorry for all caps it just came to me and I screamed)
that's not the only one I already had in mind.
@shaya21 ha chiesto: Hey kyri I have a question maybe that was already ask and you answer it, so sorry if you did but does macaque, wukong and mk purr in your au ? When they are really relaxed and with someone they trust, like mk when he fall asleep in redson arm in the last chapter. That’s all And thanks you for making such a good au, that’s something I really appreciate (my life his based on😅)
No I don't think they purr.
@mysticanchorcheesecake ha chiesto: I just wanted to say.. I LOVEEE UR ART AKCIFdkfkdKckd!!! *Calms down mentaly* i a HUGE fan of ur parenting au.. thats it luv u ^^
Thank youu!!!!
@kilani-123 ha chiesto:Does Mk know that Wukong and Macaque are still engaged?👀
no
@deafeningcolortastemaker ha chiesto: Hi Kyri45!!!I have a little question for you and for Spicynoodleshipping.....WILL THERE BE MORE MK AND RED SON KISSED???I'm very worried. I really love spicynoodleshipping, and I would like you to release some pictures of spicynoodleshipping more often.😆 Well, good night to me, since it's 11 pm in Russia.Well, good! It's time for me to sleep, until the next Kyri45 meeting!!!
yes
@angelsbunnies ha chiesto: Was MK freaking out when he got sucked back cause he couldn’t finish adding more details to his little doodle?
poor baby yes he was.
@metalheaded-freak ha chiesto: Kyri, I just wanted to say… thank you, for creating the Bio Parents Au, it’s been such an emotional journey and honestly? If it wasn’t for you then I wouldn’t have gotten into the fandom the way I did. I guess what I’m trying to say is, you were the gateway for me to fully embrace this fandom and not be afraid to show what I do, so once again thank you!
awww tysm!!!
@ddle-lrd ha chiesto: GELLO (help gello lol) IM A HUGE FAN OF YOUR SHADOWPEACH BIO PARENTS AU AND CURRENTLY TAKE YOUR ART COURSE! I really wanted to know if the series will (unfortunately and reasonably) come to an end? Will S9 be the last or second last? (Like before the last season) Again, big fan and big supporter of your art even though i can’t support you financially besides the art course -L0S :))))
Awww tysm for all the support!
Also yes the Part 9 is the last part of the main story.
@peachy-pies-random-stuff ha chiesto: Hi Kyri! Me and my partner have been reading the Shadowpeach bio parents AU together and we're both addicted to it! Also the thing you said about writing uncharted territories..... Should we all be worried??? 🤨🤨🤨
I mean.... yes and no?
@land-of-frogs-and-dragons ha chiesto: Your monkie kid au is gonna get me to watch Lego monkie kid ngl,,,, saw your au on TikTok and went "oh I can't NOT watch this" and haven't regretted it since. 10/10 I love your art style and you draw mk's hair so fluffie I love everything about your art style and your au
thank you! heheh he has fluffy hair.
@pensoul2 ha chiesto: I was looking back at the LMK Bio AU and Redson's hair. His hair got me wondering if he ever tried cutting it. Would the scissors or the object cut his hair melt?
omg I want to believe that yes, if his hair is too hot it would melt the scissor. But I also like to think that they aren't really made of hair. It's they fluctuate between solid and plasma.
@shaya21 ha chiesto: Hiiiiiii I wanted to ask, you drew redson in bloom outfit from Winx. Do you think you can do macaque in musa outfit ? Oh and thanks for your amazing shadowpeach bio parents au it's amazing
@mysticewya already did the whole wix club team as LMK character, you should check them out.
@onyxxess ha chiesto:hiii!! ive been a fan of your artwork for a whole, esp the shadowpeach bio parent au. theres one thing i havent been clarified withCan we make edits of your art and post it on other socials like tik tok or insta?? (with creds)i would really love editing your artwork!
Yes you can. with credit. I'm both "kyri45" on IG and TT
@misagiiza ha chiesto: Hi Kyri45! My name is Izadora and I'm a huge fan of yours. I'm Brazilian and would love to translate your comic so other people could have the opportunity to know your talent!
Thanks, Iza.
Hello Izadora, there's already user "wukong_lmk" on TikTok that's doing the brazillian translation
@twilight-bai-he ha chiesto: Will we see a dance party in the celestial realm lol 😆🩷🩷😊
yup
hellopollon ha chiesto: Wait, so Macaque's scroll is close to theirs too or...?
Yup!
@mkthemonkiekiddd ha chiesto: Have you ever thought about doing different lmk AU’s after the current AU youre working on? (Like for example, infection AU, swap Au, etc.)
mm nope. I prefer to keep building on what I've already created
@whatdaflippityfloppity ha chiesto: I absolutely adore your comics and the way you draw Nezha! (He's my favourite character and needs more screen time and ✨angst✨ T-T) Quick question; Is Nezha ever going to rebel against his father? 🥺 Maybe to like, stop his father from using the pagoda or something?
he did it in the past multiple times he will most likely do it again
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hi em im in ur inbox after knowing u for one millisecond, u should write mornings w schlatt nggghhh id kill for that i fear… “five more minutes sweetheart” w lazy kisses pressed on ur lips n jaw n shoulder n anywhere he can reach without movifn too much… dies
—- lazy mornings. ft schlatt. ᝰ
summary: it's impossible to get out of bed some mornings. not for any negative reason, but because your clingy boyfriend can't have you leaving so soon.
— tags: fluff, clingy and affectionate schlatt, jambo appearance!
authors note: HIII jay, thank you for this lovely idea,, @mma1a you also suggested something similar, so here you go! first fluff piece on the account hehe. i hope you all enjoy ໒꒰ྀི˶˃ᆺ˂˶ ꒱ྀིა
the weight of him was impossible to escape from. heavy limbs were tangled with your own, you could feel the slow rise and fall of his chest pressing against your back, and noticed how his soft stomach was pressing into the bottom of it. a sudden deep exhale fanned against your shoulder causing your body to jerk in surprise. you turned your head slightly, to be met with messy, brown hair in your eyesight. tilting your head down, you finally found what you were looking for.
schlatt's face was slack with sleep, chapped lips slightly parted as his breath continued slow and steady. there was something unbearably peaceful about the way his lashes rested against his cheeks, and you admired how all his features were softened by sleep.
leaning in, you placed a soft kiss atop his hair before turning back round, and mentally preparing yourself to get up for the day. it took a minute but when you finally went to move, schlatt's arm suddenly tightened around you. "nuh uh sweetheart, five more minutes," he grumbles, voice low and plagued with sleep, but thick with something too fond to name. the sound of him made your chest go fuzzy, and you smiled to yourself before sighing gently. you tried shifting again, but his arm tightens and you roll your eyes to yourself. "jay—" you start, but the rest of the words die in your throat, as you feel his lips peppering kisses along your shoulder. slowly, he moves his way up your neck, making you lightly shiver from the feeling of his mutton chops brushing against your sensitive skin, before he moves right up to your jaw. you make no move to stop him, and rather you tilt your jaw to give him easier access. after pushing himself further, he manages to reach his final destination— your lips. he places a soft kiss against them, before rubbing his nose gently into yours. "five more minutes," he mumbles, another short, chaste kiss being placed upon you. you wanted to fight it because you both had work to be getting done, but you felt something soft pressing into your leg before you could speak up, causing you to jump and yelp. you lifted the cover, you and schlatt both peeking under it to see jambo rubbing against your leg as he purred lightly. "see? even jambo wants a little longer with you, toots," schlatt chuckles softly, and suddenly the motivation to get today's work done vanishes. you sigh, wrapping your arm around schlatt's broad shoulders before you flop down onto the mattress once more, pulling him with you. his full weight lands on top of you and momentarily you're smothered into his clothed chest. he pulls back, ready to ask what that was for, but you cut him off before he can even start. "if i'm staying in bed for you, you can atleast be my weighted blanket." and how could he say no to that?

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i've grown up in quite a secular family, never went to church etc, and only in the past couple of years started celebrating serbian orthodox christmas with my mum where we attend part of the christmas eve mass. i want to get to know christianity a little better, and i know ur lutheran and not orthodox but i was wondering if u have any tips for just. starting somewehere? it feels very strange to sit down and think "Im Going To Pray" when ive neither done it nor seen anyone do it before, but i want to explore a bit, if that makes sense. your blog is very nice and calming i feel like you might have some insight :)
Welcome, beloved!
Prayer is quite strange sometimes and Sitting Down and Doing It does not come easily to most, especially if you didn't grow up doing that. I'm honored to be asked and I have a few thoughts.
At some point as a kid I was taught the acronym ACTS—Adoration, Confession, Thanksgiving, Supplication. I was told a prayer should contain these elements. And I don't technically disagree; I think those are all good necessary things. If you want a formula, there's a formula. But I always found "I pray because I can't help myself. I pray because I'm helpless. I pray because the need flows out of me all the time- waking and sleeping" a much more real description of prayer.
We're told to pray always, without ceasing—prayer is something to bring with us. It is to be in relation with the God who is Love, who knows our suffering, and who hears. To pray is to be heard—and to listen in return, even if what we receive may be holy silence.
Mass is a prayer, one the Church does together. Liturgy is where I learned most of the prayers I say, where I first chanted the psalms. I learned to read in church. Even once a year, it shows us many parts of prayer—it fulfills the acronym, sure, but attending services has shown me that prayer can be somber, joyful, certain, wondering, penitent, musical, silent. We can also think of things prayer can be that we don't want to replicate—Jesus talks about hypocritical ways of praying, of calling attention to oneself, of "heaping up empty phrases."
It doesn't always look like Sitting Down. There are not always words. I sit down (or lie down, depending) and pray at certain times—this was a hard-won habit, that still doesn't come easy—but it's easier for me to use my own words in the woods.. You can be anywhere, and be doing anything. You don't have to commit to a form—do it a little bit differently each time. Ask a question. Confess something. Picture someone you love in your mind, and feel that love. Look at each person on the subway and wish something for them. Set a timer on your phone to spend five minutes tentatively thinking about God—this is a prayer that can be more deeply felt than all the books in the world.
Whatever strangeness or embarrassment there is in addressing an unseen being, in coming to the Universe with your one quiet voice, it is the strange embarrassment of caring, of attempting what seems impossible, of being earnest about this whole being alive thing. The uncertainty of a new relationship, the doubt of whether it all matters, the unfamiliarity of learning a new skill. But you can do strange things, new things, vulnerable things. Love is continuing movement, and each step takes more bravery. You need communication with Love to live in it.
Of course there are countless people who do not purposefully pray and yet show more love than I could ever hope to. God has met many, and sustained many, without their ever asking, sometimes without them ever knowing his name. But the asking is another kind of love, and I am one of the many who devote myself to even slight knowledge of his face. You have all you need to join me—because you have God.
The need that flows out of you, all the time—the draw you feel to start—is a prayer already. Really, there is no start—only a joining of a current already in motion. A dipping into a well that never runs dry. Others have the words, if you don't. I learn the psalms because, for all my poetry, I can't say it all, and never as perfectly as they do—and because it's a connection with centuries of voices. The practicing of the divine hours is another connection.
But really, putting aside the walks in the woods and the going to church more and the acronyms and the metaphors—how do you pray on purpose? Ultimately, there is no better answer than the one Jesus gave: Go into your room, shut the door, and (without an earthly audience, without looking a certain way or believing a certain thing) pray to the secret, listening God, in whatever language/version you have,
Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us. Lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, forever and ever, Amen.
You've never done it or seen it before, sure, but it's built into you, to need this. Once you've done it, you will have seen it. Once you've seen it, I expect you'll realize you have done it before, without noticing. You don't have the words, so they have been given to you. You don't have to believe wholeheartedly each word—that comes later for those of us who grow up in it, and it can come later for you, too. Start in the somewhere you have been placed.
The first thing we learn how to ask for as babies is the result of every prayer: being heard. So cry out.
<3 Johanna
#asks#i'm not formulating a god/breastfeeding metaphor at the end there but know one exists#anyway good luck i'm on your side! you make me happy!
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I KNOW I KNOW 2025 HASNT EVEN STARTED YET BUT HERES MY 2026 CADILLAC LINEUP (DELUSIONAL)
now, in this extremely long post that i will eventually prolly convert into a yuechube video at some point i will yap about everybody cadillac COULD take (extensive list, ive done my research folks, WITH PROBABILITY), who they SHOULD take ( my best lineup with "evidence" to support), and my hopes and dreams for a lineup. so, without further ado, lets get into it (under the cut)
COULD
Zhou Guanyu (7/10) - why zhou? well, we all know about Ferrari's connection to cadillac (supplying supplies) and Zhou boy here is a Ferrari reserve driver. He also has connections to team principal, Graeme Lowdon.
Valtteri Bottas(8/10) - now i believe this is very likely. Bottas has the experience that Cadillac needs, and while he is a little old, he's still got it. he is currently a Mercedes reserve driver, but there has been friction in the team with Torger (Toto) Wolff. thats not very good for anybody.
Colton Herta (8/10) - "bUt CoLtOn Is AmErIcAn AnD hE hAs EvErYtHiNg cAdIlLaC wAnTs WhY iSn'T hE a TeN oUt Of Ten?" Cadillac wants Colton, but does Colton want Cadillac? when asked the question sometime ago, he stated that he was "happy where he was". also, Andretti is reportedly paying him $$$ (some write more he gets paid more than F1 race winner Oscar Piastri). however, we all know Andretti, GM, and Cadillac are linked, and Cadillac *really* wants Herta.
George Russell (4/10) - George isnt stupid and neither is Toto.
Kimi Antonelli (2/10) - Toto's not letting Kimi go anywhere.
Dino Beganovic (6/10) - way back in '23 everybody was SO sure Dino was going to WEC hell, but an amazing two F2 seasons really turned that opinion around. Part of the FDA, Dino also has connections with Ferrari, and currently no seat for 2026. Right now the twenty-one year has an F2 seat with HiTech Racing through the 2025 F2 season.
Paul Aron (5/10) - Paul is currently an Alpine reserve, but i have a sinking feeling that he's not getting that seat anytime soon. Good driver, shit team. (fuk u alpine). He's also got the marketability and all of Estonia behind him.
Franco Colapinto (3/10) - on the topic of Alpine drivers, we have the infamous Franco Cola-bin-to. A Williams replacement for Logan Sargeant (rip my boy Logan i hope ur ok) the Argentinian driver instantly captured the hearts of thousands of fans. also v marketable. will probably have the Alpine seat for 26 and like half of 2025 once they inevitably drop
Jack Doohan (5/10) - rumors say he's only got a contract for the first 5 races of the 2025 season and i wholeheartedly believe he should fire his manager because what the fuck? anyways he's rated p low because i doubt Cadillac is anywhere near his list of choices
Logan Sargeant (2/10) - now, if theres anything you should know about me, you should know im a big Logan fan. like ive been following his career since F3 big fan. up until very recently (yesterday 2/18/25) i and the rest of the wider motorsport world thought he was going to race in ELMS with IDEC and Genesis, and that through Genesis, he would break into WEC. WE. WERE. WRONG. IDEC motorsport announced Logan's retirement sometime yesterday afternoon. it sounded like the team themselves didn't know. i hope he's ok. anyways he's raced 1 1/2 seasons with Williams, and although he crashed quite often, he was still a great driver. another case of the great driver shit car combo (fuk u james vowels and upper williams management)
Liam Lawson (idk bro) - Liam doesn't have an F1 seat for '26 and tbh he's just a wildcard to me. theres no facts to support this one becuase I do not know what Red Bull is doing out here.
Sergio Checo Perez (6/10) - on the topic of Red Bull boyz, we have Checo. Checo, much like Valtteri, brings the experience of a top team with him. However, he has been much less successful than Valtteri, and thus i am rating him lower. Checo is well known for his technical feedback, which is important for a rookie team to have.
SHOULD
honestly I believe the best Cadillac/GM lineup would be some combo of Valtteri/Zhou/Dino. all three bring their own special skills and i could see any of these three as strong contenders. Valtteri brings the experience, of how a top team operates, as well as racing knowledge. Zhou is a good driver period, and has a lot of money backing him up. Dino brings in a fresher perspective, and a youth to the team to balance everything out. However, unlike the others, he has not had any experience in F1. to balance that out, he is very marketable to the youth. Valtteri is also very marketable, esp to teens and men in their 40's.
MY HOPES AND DREAMS (DELUISION)
Logan and Mick
Dino and Paul
Valtteri and Zhou (yes i know they were already teammates shush)
ANYWAYS THATS ALL THANK YOU FOR READING THIS FAR (can you tell where i got tired while writing this?). lmk about your opinions and what you think about my opinions. feel free to argue with me about this in my asks or dms or the replies of this post! also PLEASE TELL ME IF I MISSED ANYTHING!!! have a nice week. yuechube video will be uploaded soon i think!
#f1#formula 1#formula one#f1blr#cadillac f1#cadillac#GM f1#2026 f1 season#silly season#ok now the big list#zhou guanyu#guanyu zhou#valterri bottas#valtteri bottas#yes i spelled his name wrong on the first tag im too lazy to change it tho#sorry valtteri#colton herta#george russell#kimi antonelli#andrea kimi antonelli#dino beganovic#paul aron#franco colapinto#jack doohan#logan sargeant#liam lawson#sergio perez#sergio checo perez#checo perez#just realized i dont have mick in the list of COULDS
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:333 hiiii! i love ur works sm. literally so delish to consume with my eyessss.
could u write a transmasc!nat x hyperfem!reader type thing - where nat hatefucks reader ‘cause she’s sooo annoying but she’s soooo pretty? (if you’re not comfy w writing hyperfem reader - then ignore this! kisses to u sugar)
🫶🫶🫶 you're so sweet! i love this request. i actually put my whole soul into this. / mdni, cheerleader!reader, (kind of) noncon, hatefucking
nat hates you.
it's what he tells himself every single day, when you pass by him on the halls, wearing a skirt and a pretty blouse with your sickeningly sweet perfume almost making him suffocate. nat hates you when you sit in class, focusing more on fixing your makeup than on whatever the teacher is saying. nat hates you when you're surrounded by other girls who are all asking where you got that new top, or where you got that new lipstick. he hates you, simple as that.
he doesn't dwell too much on why he hates you. it doesn't matter, you're annoying and he can't stand you. even your voice is enough to get him fuming.
it's not unusual for the yellowjackets to have practice times really close to the cheerleaders', or even sharing their spot. everyone is too focused doing their own thing to care that much, or at least are supposed to.
you're there, of course. the picture perfect cheerleader, in makeup and those tight tops and tiny skirts. it's almost instinctual, the way his eyes go to your thighs and chest, like a rabid animal who wants to pounce. but he hates you, so he won't.
he hates you, so he won't wait until the locker rooms are empty so that he can pounce. no, definitely, he won't. except that he finds himself lingering, watching every movement of yours, how you giggle and talk to the other cheerleaders while simultaneously making sure you look perfect. it's annoying, infuriating, stressful. it makes his tdick ache in the worst way.
he hates you, so when you're the last one left in the locker rooms, packing up your things, he has to let you know.
before you can even blink, you're being pushed against one of the lockers, two hands on your shoulder and lips on yours. you can't see who it is besides a blur of blonde hair, even as you try to push them off and failing.
"you're so fucking annoying, you know that? god, i fucking hate you." growls a voice that you quickly recognize as nat's, his hands rushing to get under your shirt, clawing at your skin without a care. part of you wants to scream, to tell him to stop being a fucking creep, but you're just frozen in place. frozen and shocked.
"nat, what are you—" "shut the fuck up. god, just shut up."
he's merciless when he slams your arms against the locker, trapping you so that you're unable to get rid of him. none of this is gentle or loving, this is just his own fucked up way of showing how much he despises you.
he spits on his fingers and pushes your panties to the side, fucking you ruthlessly and mercilessly. everytime your noises become a little too loud, he's clamping a hand over your mouth, somewhat muffling the noises, and when he feels you getting close, he stops. no matter how many frustrated pleas come out of your mouth, he doesn't let you cum.
at most, he'll get himself off by grinding against your thigh, but not much more than that. he's more focused on making you suffer, on leaving you unsatisfied and aching. it's more about frustrating you than it is about his own pleasure. even if you do try to get off on your own later, it doesn't feel nearly as good as his fingers, which leaves you with only the option of begging him to properly fuck you. whether he gives in or not is a whole another story.
#mdni#i started out really proud of this one and then i feel like the ending ruined it#yellowjackets#natalie scatorccio#natalie scatorccio x reader#📟 — ask#🗞️ — freak news
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Hey Ci. I’m having personal trainer! jey withdrawals and it’s not helping that he’s not posting gym vids anymore 😢💔 When can we expect part 4 of your series?
ah nonnie luvvv!
gosh i miss him too...so much. so, so, soooo much :,) he's locked in though... or perhaps waiting on part 4 too (kidding...unless!)
i luv this question so much i've been wanting to spill a little bit on what's coming ur way in the next week or so <3
so part 4... we're 8 months into jey and gym girlie gf's relationship... we've gone from client n trainer, to fwbs, to exploring feelings... and in part 4... he's a boyfriendddd! a very lovey dovey, sweet, doting, and domestic boyfriend.
gym girlie's busy with classes and such... trying as much as possible to manage her relationship and her studies.... and she's also moved in with personal trainer! jey <3
everything is going so smoothly.... SOOOOOOO SMOOTHLY... but something revealed to jey will change the course of how things turn out in the end!
that's all i can say for now... but i'll give u a screenshot of one of the headcanons you'll be getting along with the fic for the grand finale <3
xoxo, ci <3
p.s.: a jey workout video would be WONDERFUL ACTUALLY. and consider this a proper update for my mooties n readers who are waitingggg for the finale ... grab tissues, maybe a drink or two... it'll be out soon soon soon!
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Eventually — Lawhan Mixed Media AU
Twitch Streamer AU — 1.6k words — @ellearts — masterlist
twitch✅️

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twitch two more days with this duo streaming together, how do we feel? 🔥
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kkofficial i cant wait to be away from this guy
outbacksprout ur in my bathroom right now come back and watch sleeping beauty with me
kkofficial let me talk trash on instagram!
outbacksprout come take my trash out
kkofficial come with me?
outbacksprout ok now hurry up
user do u guys like not have eachothers numbers
outbacksprout✅️

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outbacksprout he wishes he was sick of me
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user JACK GOT VERIFIED.
outbacksprout OH MY GOD I DID
kkofficial i cant wait to leave!! seriously!!
outbacksprout youre so mean
Jack shivered as he shut the door behind them, rubbing his arms as the cool air faded into the warmth of the house. “You didn’t have to come out with me,” he muttered, not really looking at Liam as he toed off his sneakers.
Liam just shrugged, stretching his arms above his head. “Didn’t wanna let you get murdered by a rogue possum or something.”
Jack snorted, but it was half-hearted. He knew Liam was joking, but he also knew that wasn’t the real reason he’d followed him outside. Liam had felt it — Jack’s mood shifting, the way he’d gone quiet after dinner, the way he kept glancing at the calendar on the fridge.
Two days.
That’s all he had left before Liam got on a plane and went back home.
Jack swallowed hard and turned toward the kitchen, pretending he had something to do, but Liam — of course Liam — leaned against the counter like he wasn’t going anywhere. Like time wasn’t running out.
Jack clenched his jaw and stared down at his hands. “You’ve been here eight days.” His voice came out quieter than he meant it to.
Liam tilted his head, studying him. “Yeah.”
Jack exhaled slowly, pressing his palms against the counter. “It doesn’t feel like eight days.”
Liam didn’t say anything, just watching him, waiting.
Jack bit his lip. He knew he shouldn’t say this. He knew it wouldn’t change anything. But the words had been sitting on his tongue for days, burning a hole in him, and now they were spilling out before he could stop them.
“I don’t want you to leave.”
It came out barely above a whisper, but the weight of it settled between them instantly.
Liam straightened slightly, something shifting in his expression, but Jack couldn’t look at him, couldn’t stand to see whatever was written across his face.
Jack forced a laugh, running a hand through his hair. “I mean, I get it. You’ve got a life back home, you’ve got—” He gestured vaguely. “Streaming, your place, your people.”
Hannah.
The name sat heavy in the back of his mind, but he didn’t say it. He couldn’t. He refused to face the truth this whole week.
Jack swallowed, shaking his head. “But these eight days? They’ve been…” He trailed off, exhaling sharply. “I just— I wish it didn’t have to end.”
Liam was still quiet.
Jack finally forced himself to look at him, his throat tight, chest aching. Liam’s brows were drawn slightly, his mouth parted like he wanted to say something but didn’t know what.
Jack let out a breathless, self-deprecating laugh. “Sorry. I sound pathetic.”
Liam’s eyes flickered. “No, you don’t.”
Jack clenched his fists, nails digging into his palms. He felt stupid. He felt needy. He felt like he had been given something beautiful only to have it ripped away before he could figure out what to do with it.
He was so in love with Liam Lawson it hurt.
It was terrifying.
It was fucking unbearable.
Liam shifted slightly, his fingers flexing against the counter like he wanted to reach for Jack — but he didn’t.
Jack didn’t know if he was relieved or disappointed.
Instead, Liam just sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. “You’ll visit, right?”
Jack let out a shaky breath. “Yeah.”
“Good,” Liam murmured.
Jack nodded, staring at the floor. “Good.”
But it didn’t feel good. It felt like a countdown ticking too fast, like the end of something that had barely started.
Jack didn’t know what Liam felt.
Didn’t know if he was holding back or if there was nothing to hold back at all.
And maybe the worst part was — Jack was too scared to ask.
The silence between them was unbearable. Jack couldn’t look at Liam, couldn’t do anything but press his palms harder against the counter, grounding himself against the ache settling deep in his chest. He felt like he’d already lost something, even though Liam was still right there.
Then Liam exhaled sharply, muttered, “Fuck.”
And before Jack could react, Liam surged forward, grabbed him by his black button up shirt, and kissed him.
It wasn’t soft. It wasn’t slow. It wasn’t careful like their first time.
This was desperate. This was messy. This was Liam’s hands fisting in Jack’s hoodie like he was terrified Jack would slip away, like he was done pretending that this wasn’t tearing him apart too.
Jack gasped against his mouth, but Liam swallowed the sound, pressing in closer, tilting his head to deepen the kiss. Jack’s knees nearly buckled, his hands scrambling for something — anything — to hold onto, and he ended up gripping the front of Liam’s shirt so tight it stretched under his fingers.
“Liam,” Jack breathed between kisses, barely able to think, barely able to breathe.
Liam just groaned in response, like the sound of Jack saying his name did something to him. His fingers slipped beneath the hem of Jack’s shirt, his touch burning hot against Jack’s skin, and Jack melted.
There was no hesitation anymore, no second-guessing, no pretending.
Liam walked him backward until Jack’s lower back hit the kitchen counter, and then — then — Liam lifted him onto it, stepping between his legs, hands gripping his waist like he needed to feel him, hold him, claim him.
Jack was dizzy. “Li, you're leaving in two days,” he murmured, dazed.
Liam’s lips were on his jaw, then his throat, teeth scraping just enough to make Jack’s breath hitch.
“I’m still here now,” Liam muttered against his skin. “That’s what matters.”
Jack’s stomach flipped, his head spinning with the weight of that now.
Because now, Liam was all in.
And if this was all he got — if this was just a moment before the inevitable goodbye — Jack would take it.
Liam kissed him again, rough and consuming, and Jack let him.
He barely noticed when Liam lifted him from the counter, barely registered the path to his bedroom, barely cared about anything except the fact that Liam was here.
Right now.
With him.
And Jack didn’t want to let go.
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Liam barely had time to process what he’d just done before his phone started ringing.
He was still lying on Jack’s bed, his chest rising and falling unevenly, his skin warm and marked — Jack’s nails, Jack’s mouth, Jack’s everywhere. The weight of what had just happened was still settling over him, thick and intoxicating, when the sharp vibration of his phone shattered the moment entirely.
Jack, half-asleep beside him, stirred slightly. “Who’s calling you this late?” he mumbled, voice drowsy, his fingers still lazily tracing patterns against Liam’s stomach.
Liam glanced at the screen and swore under his breath.
Hannah.
Liam grabbed his phone and stood up, jaw tight. “I’ll be back,” he muttered, barely looking at Jack as he pulled on his hoodie and slipped out the bedroom door.
Jack didn’t say anything.
Liam stepped outside onto the porch, the night air hitting his too-warm skin, cooling the heat still lingering from what they’d done. He exhaled sharply before finally answering.
The moment he did, Hannah’s voice exploded through the phone.
“Are you insane?!”
Liam winced, pinching the bridge of his nose. “Hannah—”
“Don’t Hannah me, Liam! What the fuck was that? Do you have any idea what you just did?”
Liam clenched his jaw, already knowing exactly what she was talking about.
The pictures.
He had posted them without thinking — reckless, needy, wanting for once in his goddamn life. One of Jack sprawled out on the bed, sheets tangled around his legs, his flushed skin barely covered, the marks Liam had left on him clear. Another of Liam’s own back, scratches running down his shoulder blades — undeniable proof of everything they’d just done.
He had deleted them barely a minute later.
But it was too late.
“I—”
“You think deleting them was enough?” Hannah snapped, her voice sharp and furious. “People saw, Liam. I saw. What the fuck were you thinking?”
Liam ran a hand through his hair, pacing slightly. “It was a mistake. I wasn’t—”
“You weren’t thinking. Yeah, no shit.” She let out a harsh laugh, but there was nothing amused about it. “Do you even care what happens if your parents see that? If my parents see that?”
Liam’s stomach twisted. He knew what she was really saying.
If their parents saw, there was no getting out of this. They would make him marry her faster than he could blink.
Hannah’s voice dropped lower, more controlled, but somehow worse. “You need to leave, Liam. Now.”
Liam froze. “What?”
“You heard me,” she snapped. “Get your shit, book an early flight, and come back. Now.”
Liam’s fingers curled into a fist at his side. “Hannah—”
“I’m serious.” Her voice was cold. “If you don’t, I’ll tell them myself.”
Liam’s breath caught. His grip tightened around his phone. “You wouldn’t.”
Hannah let out a slow, pointed exhale. “Try me.”
Liam felt something crack deep inside his chest.
She would. Of course she would. Because to her, this wasn’t about him, or Jack, or what he wanted. It was about keeping up appearances. It was about making sure neither of them embarrassed their families, making sure Liam did what was expected of him.
He squeezed his eyes shut.
He had two days left. Just two.
But now he had to make a choice.
Stay and risk everything.
Or leave before it all came crashing down.
#gulp#sorry guys#f1#formula 1#ll30#jd7#liam lawson#jack doohan#lawhan#rpf#fanfic#fic#socmed au#smau#mixed media#idk#kats f1 blurbs!
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#bunny rambles#i was “cleared” to go back to work yesterday but she told me i could use the rest of the time also if i wanted/needed#and im using it. but the little corporateanxietybot who lives in my head and tries to make me be a Good Worker[tm] is SCREAMING HER HEAD OFF#cause she thinks my boss/Dad is gonna scream at and hit her for being Lazy#this is a trauma post also um. didnt expect to name her rn but she's screaming and i cant scream back cause she sounds like alarms and those#scare crustywhitedog so i have to calm that one so i don't meltdown#my wife submitted the RTW date for me so like. its okay im actually taking the time and ik this is necessary also bc. it is clearly unwell#that its freaking out because it's gotten a more than a 2 day break for the first time in a year#ik corporateanxietybot has protected me in some ways but. i gotta kill her so bad. maybe H can help me reformat her somehow .....#i also hate her is the thing. she cant hear me rn bc she's just looping in circles alarming but anyway. i hate her. like Me. she's so#capitalismcorebootlicker and i hate that about her and i hate that she exists and i hate that she exists bc my dad raised me to be an#Employee instead of a person 🙃🙃🙃🙃#im not elaborating or explaining any of this. this is a diary entry now#i wish i could click her to kill her like the drones in hardcoded lmao it'd be so much easier. ik she like. lives in the work mode mask as#well which is also HARD bc if im not actively thinking Of work or At work she's nonexistent#but shes so LOUD 🙃🙃 like shut up. we're not gonna explode n die from taking an extra week off you're being dramatic our boss isnt Dad#like he LITERALLY isn't Dad. not even close. he's like the most docile man in the world come on ik they're around the same age and both hve#held authority over u but boss checking in wasnt a trap ur not ab to get caught doing wrong ur fiiiiIIIIIIINE#(also corporateanxietybot is not an adult. she's 15 and terrified but she integrated to my work mask which is the problem cause she makes me#a “phenomenal employee” and also makes me work myself sick when she is given the reigns. little devil on my shoulder except the capitalist#system we live under treats her as a positive thing so she gets positive reinforcement at work which only makes her more anxious 😭 i gotta#talk to H about this next Friday huh. also wow. parts work has made it a lot easier for me to acknowledge these behaviors so i can confront#them easier. weird. strange even. so many parts have gotten names this past month n im realizing also why its been so hard to process stuff#but it also has made me kinder to myself. anyway she turned off (her batteries are low since she's been home for a month too) so im gonna#clean myself up and get some food in me and then get some cleaning done
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dont apologize for going insane im putting my rambles out there to also find insane people 🤝🤝🤝 but yeah i haven't played rebirth yet but seeing people complain on the basis of "it's not og" is ALWAYS crazy to me because it's SUPER clear, in both an in-universe and out-of-universe sense that it's like. Explicitly not OG. It's so explicitly about breaking the chains of og and that's super super interesting. remakeverse is like it's own beast and its very cool and it's also making me lose my mind because the "what if"'s are so beautiful but also [breaking down about the original timeline] THERE WAS SO MUCH LOVE THERE TOO AND IT DIDN'T CHANGE ANYTHING!!!! HEAD IN HANDS. anyway thats to say i agree with all of your thoughts thank u for the insane food
EXACTLYYYYY AAUUUGHHHH the mind-screw of it all..... the implications........
#og timeline doomed from the start.......#was the og aerith's prayer heard? did she pray for a second chance?#she wasn't expecting to die. unlike rebirth aerith who could definitely see it coming.......#maybe it was something else. maybe it was AC sephiroth who wanted a do-over. or maybe it was something higher. beyond our comprehension.#ON THAT NOTE allow me to go on a quick tangent#i can't stand players who are like 'lol u guys got ur hopes up!! aerith dies just like she did in the og all this multiverse shit is stupid!#when i think the way the scene is framed makes it EXCEEDINGLY CLEAR THAT SHE LIVES IN ONE TIMELINE.#heavenly rainbow light = new timeline. THE ENTIRE FINAL CHAPTER is dedicated to hammering the association into your head.#plus the whole point of zack's scenes is to clearly establish a relationship between new timelines and characters unexpectedly surviving.#i know sometimes the curtain is just blue so to speak. but the symbolism here is so blatantly obvious it pisses me off when it gets ignored#aerith unmistakeably lives in at least one timeline. cloud knows it for certain. what that means for part 3 will be fascinating.#OK i got that out of my system lol anyway!!!! let's be insane together 🌸✨#ffvii#ffvii rebirth#asks
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wallpaper is insane like u find a product w an ugly print ? wallpaper it. just multiple uncoordinated things put together ? wallpaper it. ugly door ? wallpaper it. ugly wall ? landlord won’t let me wallpaper it
#stream#tumblrs aging demographic etc but this was actually abt diys#the years of getting very stoned & watching the sorry girls & not even remembering what the original video was have prepared me to diy#everything#like ALSKALSKALSKLAKSLAKAA i love pullin shit out the trash like u don’t want it ? i do ‼️#i can REPURPOSE IT#i think it’s so funny#like the way i was raised was to recycle or whatever but my father also raised us to save everything bc what if u need the parts u know dads#so i just do. one of my core memories from ‘a child’ i was probably in like 8th grade at this point was when the hubcap of my fathers car#fell off his old as dirt hunk of junk older than me automobile & he was too cheap to pay like 25$ for a new 1 so he took my brother & i to#this like drainage ditch expecting US to go poke around in there & get it & i said absolutely fuckin not#bc this same man would tell us - bc we had to buy our own toys so like we u know saved whenever we got money from bday or christmas or u#know manual labour in exchange for money bc ok yea at least he taught us to demand what ur worth w that but it was like 5c ea pinecone 1c ea#stick or like ‘help me repair the roof’ ‘pressure wash the fence’ i was like 9 ALSKALSKALKSLAKSLAAKS - he’d take us to the toy store &#we’d bring our money but instead we’d go to the hardware store & do all the errands & force us to do everything w him then he’d just say#‘yea it’s too late for that sorry’ like it was just. captive audience. this man is the reason i don’t go anywhere unless i know i can leave#on my own or when i want somehow bc girl …. I DONT TRUST ANYBODY HES A LIAR & A SCAMMER LIKE#but that’s just family heritage it’s genetic we’re a long line of liars & scammers but the buck ends here bc i’m not having bio children#or any children#lord knows i’ll be dead long before the chance could arise#i shouldn’t say things like that but ALSKALKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLA WE KNEW WE’D DIE YOUNG#this started w wallpaper#i’m so high#also very very bored#i’ve to do dishes & i absolutely 100% do not want to i hate dishes so fucking much i hate doing them i hate being around them i hate seeing
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#*visibly trying not to burst into tears* hey guys whats up#surprise surprise another absence bc my life can’t stop getting WORSE evry day it seems haha!#so. now who’s gonna tell me how u deal w the loss of ur fave person n the one person u were 100% certain truly loved u no matter what#who also inspired u to be an artist in the first place n who's been there for u ur ENTIRE life#like idk how to start dealing w it lmao. one min ill be basically okay n then the next ill feel like smthing just tore a chunk out of me#looked outside just a sec ago n thought “oh so she'll never see my progress in art. oh ill never get to make another painting for her”#n yk part of me just wants to pretend like none of it happened honestly#like “hey that was a fucked up dream oh well let me call [x] n tell them I love them”#n I dont fucking KNOW how to deal w this grief n idk whats normal n what isnt#no I havent cried rlly but almost every day I feel like I cant breathe n tht my chest is collapsing in on itself#no I cant talk abt it but i can’t draw like I used to n thinking abt my last art project makes me wanna throw up#< considering it was going to be a present for her tht she'll never get to see. Haha so funny right guys#fuck I need to get so entirely drunk over this now RELAPSING TIME BABY!!#anyways. will try to be normal tm n talk to ppl again instead of isolating as a way to cope n sorry to ppl who have msg'd me Ill be back
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i can draw rime so nicely when its just like 15 minute sketches god forbid i sit down to draw her seriously & she just becomes completely uncooperative. why must u be difficult tenshi wouldnt do this to me.
#this could be so cute if she LET ME DRAW HER#TENSHI wouldnt be this difficult whats ur PROBLEM. LET ME DRAW YOU.#okay from an art perspective the problem actually appears to be the angle and lack of motion#but its more fun to say shes being uncooperative#and since my mecchi is so so jealous of tenshi she can get compared to her.#revenge for making me mad#u want to be her so bad yet u cant even be a good model for me to draw come ON#sorry im going thru it in so many ways rn#im like never satisfied with how i draw rime theres always something off no matter how i try#even the ones ive posted like come ON. UR NOT EVEN THAT DIFFICULT. WHAT IS UR PROBLEM#none of the series girls give me this issue. fuck kafu and sekai dont give me this issue#coko is an issue in herself theres so many parts to her outfit. i havent draw haru enough to say#what i have drawn of her hasnt given me any issue tho#rime is so simple WHY must u trouble me so#coloring her eyes is a different story i style havent figure out what i want to do there#im talking about just. sketching out an outfit on her.#what EVEN ever goodbye
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why is gif making becoming a lost art in fandom spaces
#seeing so many people fundamentally misunderstand what a gif is lately#they have no idea the effort that goes in to making good quality gifs either#people who think that a video clip is the same as a gif 🤡#mind you this is twitter fandom im talking about#and like i get that twitter isn't the platform for gif sharing (reason number 123432 why it's subpar as a fandom site)#but to think that making a gif is somehow 'stealing' someone's video footage is asinine#and that's not even broaching the subject of the legalities of fan recorded footage#(recording concert footage is thisclose to infringing your fave artists' copyright btw)#(like in all seriousness it is just as much of a legal gray area as all other fandom produced / transformative works)#(so if ur gonna try and have a go at gifmakers u should probably stop and think about the consequences that might have for ur own content)#anyway#i really shouldn't let a few uninformed people get to me like this#but the way one small part of my fave fandom has been acting the past 2 days is REALLY grating on me#i dont want to stop creating for a fandom just bc of the entitled attitudes of a few people#but i am not interested in dealing with this ****#also it absolutely does not support your faves to bash / drive out other creators in the fandom#fa;lksjdfalkjsdnf#rant over ig#im trying to be the bigger person and just not engage since it's all petty and indirect actions that dont require a response anyway#i like this fandom bc it's mostly chill and easygoing so I do NOT want to make waves or kill those vibes#and i have ALWAYS been supportive and appreciative of other creators#but now im feeling less interested in engaging with certain creators#so ig that's the course we take for now
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i find the difference between mitch answering media questions and willy answering media questions SO fascinating to be honest...
#mitch has a very like. authoritative presence.. i think some ppl dont think so and sometimes its wavered but hes so.#clearly leadership on this team... just the way he knows how lines of questioning work and how to answer#no matter how clumsily things are occasionally worded like. you dont doubt he can get his word in with the boys if he needs to tbh#hes very much himself... when hes going through his less confident phases like you can tell obviously but#i think theres a reason willys not been identified in the same group as leadership like fnjldks i dont think its a targeted thing lol#part of that is going out of ur way if u want it. and getting it. making sure youre part of it.#obv auston and mitch have benefited from being in the loop for a couple yrs now and willys maturing into it more now but#hes just so aloof. like friendly but hes not giving you anything at all#there is so much to say abt this. just watching them all weekend lol... interesting to see all 4 of them answering questions#puts things into perspective
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looooool lololololol
#sorry im pondering over the thought of diggs/allen afters*x sorry#they have very much opposite actions after doing it#josh loves his naps and his cuddles so he will want to call it an early night night after one handjobbie even#unless hes angry or frustrated. then diggs is gonna be on for a long. aching haul#but stef could go literally 700 rounds in the same night and still try to get up and wobble around the house doing whatever#his strange mind is set to#even with *** still dripping out his ***#obvs hes gonna clean it soon or just lick some of it off like hes a dirty h*e but hes not a dirty h*e u know#but when u have to make sure the singleperson chair is tilted just enough to capture ur good angle when u lay down like a cat in it#u have to make sure t(im not rewriting all that. i forgor)#u know!!#and ok maybe some of the wandering stems from diggs hating to display uncontrollable neediness/beauty in front of the people he cares about#MAYBE HE GETS A LITTLE EMBARRASSED ABT THE WAY HIS THIGHS TREMBLE AND THE MUSCLE JIGGLES THEN TENSES FROM CONSTANT CHANGE#MAYBE HE HATES THAT HE LOVES HOW HE HATES THE WAY HE LOVES WHEN ALLEN'S STUPIDLY BEAUTIFUL BROWN EYES ARE OVERTAKEN BY BLACK#FROM HIS PUPILS BLOWING AND HIS LIPS PARTING IN NOTHING BUT ADORATION AND ADMIRATION OVER HIS WR#and the bliss he's been put in OKAY MAYBE ! MAYBE !!#AND MAYBE BY GETTING AWAY FOR A BIT LIKE AN APATHETIC BLACK CAT SLINKING AWAY INTO THE NIGHT HELPS#KEEP STEF FROM COMPLIMENTING JOSH OVERANDOVERANDOVERAND- AGAIN. BCS HES JUST SO. UGHH. AND HE GETS SO. uGh#when stef compliments him and stef LOVES complimenting him bcs stef LOVES speaking the truth and what he says IS the truth#and josh LOVES hearing it and . UGHHH it's so MUSHY it's GROSS!!!!!!!@! grosser than the *** still in his ***#... even grosser than the fact that stef will sometimes hold off on cleaning up while walking away bcs he knows josh#as tired as he is.. will make the bed heave a great strain of spring and coils from the owner's devoted departure#following stef with blankets towels some freshly brewed tea and wrapping him into a big hug#as he breaks the singleperson couch from trying to cuddle like a giant dog that doesnt know it's a giant dog#MAYBE THEYRE GROSS AND SICK AND STUPID AND DOMESTIC OR WHATEVER! AND MAYBE DIGGS HATESLOVESHATESLOVESLOVES IT???#THATS THEIR BUSINESS !! AND IM UP PONDERIN IT 🗣‼️‼️ SORRY#ted sus#diggs/allen#ted redacted#it's late so ihope noone sees this LOL it's embarrassingfr 😭😭 IHATELOVE
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hey guys u know how like reinhard can come back to life right after dying anyway what if u decapitate him and then his headless body casually gets back up and calmly puts his head back on like how fucked up would that be haha
#ITS ALMOST 4 AM AND I HAVE THOUGHTS OKAY. THIS POWER IS SO FUCKED UP.#LIKE OKAY THERES THE PRO OF LIKE HES ALLOWED TO TALK ABOUT IT WITH OTHERS IF HE WANTS…. BUT HE CANT GO BACK IN TIME AND POTENTIALLY FIX#THINGS THAT WAY…. HES JUST LIKE DEADPOOL BUT WITHOUT THE SCARRING…#LITERALLY NOT EVEN ALLOWED TO DIE HES JUST STUCK CONSTANTLY CHOOSING DUTY OVER EVERYTHING…#also just haha wooo death powers yay!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭 im throwing up (metaphorical) every time reinhard is uncanny and eerie bc of dp things#rezero#reinhard van astrea#tw gore…..?? this is also a rezero blog so this comes with the territory#reinhard in arc 5 watching emisuba fuss over him and go ‘ARE YOU OK DO U NEED A HEALER AAA’ over him while hes like haha 🙂 anyway lets move#on from that haha 🥰#LIKE SIR U DIED. U DIED!! U CONVULSED AS U DIED…. UR ENTIRE BODY GOT BISECTED… SIR???#this gets more and more horrifying once u think about it like if u cut all his guts out elsa style is he just gonna regrow them#can he regrow limbs like a lizard#is it just a *snaps fingers and body part is back* kinda thing or like#like if his guts are hanging out of his literal body does he just casually push it back in and he heals instantly#like 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 A A A A A A A A his death in arc 5 raises SO MUCH QUESTIONS AND CONCERNS….
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