#sorry im going thru it in so many ways rn

[red-dyed-sarumane]

i can draw rime so nicely when its just like 15 minute sketches god forbid i sit down to draw her seriously & she just becomes completely uncooperative. why must u be difficult tenshi wouldnt do this to me.

[peacheenie]

ohhhhh groundhog day on tv downstairs rn . . . it is one of my fave films plot wise so im letting myself be a bit indulgent and thinking abt larry goin thru that in the middle-aged opposites ex event . . . let me have this ok . . . . .

his whole day of "oh god i dont wanna fucking be heerrrreeee. i dont wanna talk to these kids abt stuff i dont care about. i need to leave so badly." then bumping into kabu near the end of it but thinking nothing more of him turning into an everyday cycle of becoming more and more unhinged as hes forced to do the same mundane shit he just does Not want to do, over and over. but also simultaneously sloooooowly getting to know kabu and his peers more, mostly against his will, the more out of his routine he goes every day when he finds the courage to do so. ultimately it turns those days into moments of genuine interest when he and kabu end up bumping into each other....

that or diff version where the event happens normally throughout a singular day; they end it in the hot springs eating hoenn delicacies together but then after all of it they end up hanging out at the hotel in larrys room, accidentally talking all night and falling asleep with their hearts and heads full of joy only for larry to wake up the next day and kabus straight up just gone; he isnt in his room with him when he wakes up.

that isnt even the worst part tho because when larry confronts him again the next day, kinda giddy and Very not his usual self because hes actually... yknow... allowed himself to just Be with someone else As himself for what feels like the first time ever.... kabu doesnt remember any of it!!!!!!! 💥

i think hed go a little bit insane abt that tbh....

like. imagine for the first time in probably over a decade; genuinely opening up to someone and showing interest in getting to know them better (despite telling yourself to not bother because youre probably not even worth their time) only for the next day they turn around, look at you and act like it never even happened. and just after having been so casually and genuinely accepting of you to boot. i think hed just kinda deflate after that. argh. 💥💥💥💥

groundhog day just makes me think so many things guys,,, it is rly rly good and fun to explore the concept i think,,,,

[ayyponine]

not to be a milennial but harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban really is that bitch....

[phagodyke]

didn't realise I was angry abt my mum trying to seek emotional reassurance from me until I brought it up in conversation w my roommate and ended up bitching for an hour abt it like. yeah okay I guess I am a bit pissed off !!

[strangersynth]

bc you have things to say doesn't always mean you needa say them let alone it also doesn't always mean it's your place to say them kwim

[whokilledsamara]

How about Mr. Stitch SFW / NSFW HCs?? :)

MR. STITCH N/SFW HCS

a list of n/sfw hcs for Mr. Stitch :D

warnings || smut, cunnilingus, rough sex, no aftercare, aggressive sexual activity, blood play, blood as lube, sadism, non-con aspects but not fully non-con

{an: sorry i haven't been active, im going thru a depressive episode rn, ily guys and i hope you are all well!}

SFW

its definitely hard to even call what you have with Mr. Stitch a relationship.

Mr. Stitch doesnt understand the needs humans have, nor the emotions they feel. he sees you more as a plaything.

there may be some feelings he has that he just cant seem to understand– but he shows them with little gifts he finds here and there, and even a jacket that looks all to similar to Mr. Humans.

if you sleep, you have to sleep where he can watch you. he refuses to have it any other way.

he often gets into fights with Mr. Crawling– most of the time having to be you who breaks up the argument.

he is a very touchy person. not in a perverse way yes it is but he is constantly touching you.

is absolutely aggressive. he manages to do it in a cute way, seemingly as a game or something. he doesn't act like a villain despite what he does.

even when he isn't near you, his gaze never seems to leave. he could be many rooms away from you and you can still feel his eyes on the back of your head.

he definitely likes scaring you. not in a mean way, he just likes seeing you jump.

a very playful man XD

NSFW

when you have sex, he seems more curious than anything.

he doesn't understand anything other than the fact that it feels really good– sometimes even leading to him overtaking you, not caring about your pleasure.

that however is rare, he wants his plaything happy. just teach him what to do and he will try his best. make sure to tell him not to actually consume you though.

his favorite position is up against a wall. he can easily lift you, but he likes positioning you so easily.

he isn't HUGE down there, definitely not longer than Mr. Crawling, but his length is very thick.

he much enjoys when you bleed as he pounds you. his pace is fast and rough– the blood making it easier for him to slide in.

is one to bite very often. expect to leave with many many bite marks and bruises on you.

takes pleasure in your pain. likes to watch you begging him to stop from the overstimulation leven as he doesn't.

most of the time, sex is random. he definitely doesn't warn you before he does it. as said, will just slam you against the wall.

has no idea what aftercare is, so unless you teach him– don't expect it.

{ made by @whokilledsamara }

[mintmatcha]

mint, the way your handle tiktok!reader is so insane. she’s so complex and you deliver that in every line. i have to reread paragraphs before to even try to understand some nuances.

the situation with [Redacted] is so heartbreaking too. as an SA survivor, i sincerely applaud you. i think you’re handling her story with such care and love but never belittling her for her actions and expressions. she’s got so much trauma, so much baggage , so much rewiring to do that the corporation (im sorry i forgot their name , im fr blanking rn) has put her thru. i’m not sure if im remembering correctly, but she doesn’t want to come out about it, right? not publicly, at least.

and with how bakugou is handling it, it’s such a guy thing. to want to protect what’s theirs. to beat the shit out of anyone who has harmed, or will harm, their loved ones. but he’s trying to be respectful of the readers pace and i respect that,

i think it’s crazy, like i’ve never really related with so many different pieces that an author has wrote before. but it’s even crazier that you handle all of those situations with love and care. you never blaze thru it. you let it marinate and you let it sit and take such good care of it.

i also think you’re an amazing author BECAUSE i can relate. even with the smallest of things, im like “omg that’s me too!!” and then you go into detail. about emotions. or descriptions. and i’m like, “omg. that’s me too…” and it’s so crazy! idk if im making SENSE!

thank you tho, is what it all boils down to fr. i’m glad you’re alive, not just to write these pieces but , like. i know there’s someone out there that can empathize and sympathize so hard with different situations, that when you write it, it’s like, “hey i see you,” from a childhood friend!

Thank you! I really am trying to handle the topic with the care it deserves

im sad that you can relate to her, but I hope it's cathartic more than anything

[saturngalore]

hiii i just wanna say thank you so much to everyone on this list and those following me because in some way you’ve all made my year! i really enjoy seeing yalls posts and knowing that y’all are creating something truly unique for the simblr community whether that’s via your own sim creations, creating builds and cc, writing nicely written stories, and/or just supporting those around you! and i think most of y’all are black so yasssss go black excellence 🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾 black simblr >>>>

@invisiblequeen @riverofjazzsims omg thank y’all SO much for helping me test almost all my cc and always creating such lovely sims, stories, and backdrops to go with my hairs 🥹 y’all have kept me going and really motivated me to keep creating my hairs because i know that y’all will give me much appreciated feedback and support no matter what 💗

@prematurehag @yngblkarawak @simphic @daminini @blackskorpi0n @simsadilla y’all are literally so creative that it blows my mind like every single post y’all do especially the renders are so so good like they’re all masterpieces! y’all just leave me in awe every time so pls keep doing what you do bc simblr would be extremely bland without y’all 🫶🏾

@xmiramira i used to watch so many of your sims 4 videos and gta livestreams on youtube and your melanin skins were literally a godsend when sims 4 first started like almost everyone couldn’t create a black sim without your skins so thank you so much for being one of the best black simmers ever and tysm for showing me so much love i could literally faint knowing that you follow me and like my content🫶🏾🫶🏾

@browntrait i know you’re not active rn but and i already told you this but you’re literally one of the main reasons why i wanted to create a simblr! your edits and your sims especially zenya had such an impact on me like i literally saved your edits on my phone bc i wanted to do something similar with my own stuff. you are my inspiration!!! 🙏🏾

@thaplumbob @yuyulie @fizzysugar @aghilasims @helloavocadooo @gnael @darlyssims @sims4bradshaw @earthmoonz @hdmiports @l-e-i-k-o @koibish @cowboycid @armadoth @francescalater @orphyd @boneheelda @mangosimoothie @minaevesmoths @mrsimqle @chaunceydollz @sleepingsims @thestarboysims @starshinesims @zohrou @bonneblah @kimorasimz @meoanii @simtric @glazeio @faestelle @kyaikoo + many others (im so sorry my memory is terrible 😭) i don’t want this post to get too long but the rest of y’all are amazing in your own ways like creating sims that i can instantly recognize that they’re yours without looking at the username, commenting or leaving such sweet tags on my posts which is my favorite thing ever, helping me test my cc or posting your sims in my cc (like !!!!), inspiring me almost everyday, or making me laugh or smile thru a brief yet lovely interaction with you! just thank you so much again and have a lovely 2024!!! 💗🫶🏾🫡

[mrstellmeafuckingsecret]

pls pls pls pls pls yap about ur opinions on fanon and the absolute slaughter that has happened to some of these characters!!! oml pleaseeeeee! i'm dying to hear someone who agrees with me cuz so many ppl just don't get it!!!!!!! babe i'll take anything!!!! fanon!remus slander, love it, fanon!regulus slander, live for it, fanon!sirius slander, NEED it!!! if you're feeling really in the mood, maybe marlene?? literally just yap and im yours!!!!!!!

HI ily OKAY SO!!!

fanon remus fuck him man he's so annoying i hate everything about him but TODAY i will be talking about his backstory im sorry its so !!! UGH. so much of the marauders fandom makes him either an orphan (atyd)/give him severe daddy issues and i hate that ?? so much ???

he suffered a lot canonically thru his childhood, but people erase that and give him these new issues that dont go well w his character (at least in the way i've seen it done).

do people not understand having a very lonely childhood + being discriminated against x2 + having low self esteem + etc can give you long term consequences??? do they think the only way one can have trauma/ptsd/etc is if they got beat by their dad?? probably !!! so @ marauders fans fuck you !!! other problems exist lmao they're just not as romanticizable

fanon AND canon regulus. I HATEEE HIM. I DESPISE HIM. I CANNOT. i cannot rant about him rn. it's like 9am and im trying to have a good day.

fanon sirius my bby what did they do to you ☹️☹️☹️

i cant even hate him bc i just feel so bad for him every1 litr hates him+bullies him sm like he doesnt even do anything and like that must be so triggering and annoying and ugh ily bby

but like rant right SAWR

i actually do NOT understand why sirius was changed sm in fics ?? like you could just shittily simplify his char to remus fanon or morally grey bf or smth and thats infinitely hotter+more accurate ??? idk !!!! ive ranted abt him a lot so idk what to yap abt rn IM SORRY ily

MARLENE !!!!!!!!!!!!! marlene. ok i hate her fanon. like fr. why is she the token mean lesbian like ho get a life. her only traits are gay gay & gay and bfr we see the problem w that right. like ugh. + i never see any discrimination she has to face ?? which is weird esp since beabadoobee is a lot of people's fc of her? and shes gay ?? i feel like when u have a char thats just a blank slate you can do sm w it but the marauders fandom just turned her into npc number 14 like fuck u man

[alyksander-the-writer]

OOC

me irl: wow lets check how long its been since i posted on the rp acc. ik im not that big yet but it still wouldnt hurt to check!

(hasnt posted since december 2nr)

me irl: oops!!!!

ermm hi guysssss sorry i was gone for a fat minute (aka 10 days) i was busy with school and improving my art mostly 😓😓😓😓

plus ive been rewriting alyksander's backstory and a bunch of other stuff with him like hiw he acts after the crash and how he dies which yall will know thru art and the post-crash rps 👁👁,,,, either way this account is gonna go through a rebrand! im gonna rewrite the intro and delete past posts,, :3

to make up fpr being gone for so long,,, here's a drawing of alyksander!

i wouldve drawn more but im in school rn- but pls take this plaspsldpslfdcm mffjrm

but oh my gosh i was NOT expecting this account to get the notes it did. 20 notes on my first post(?) HELLO? that isnt alot but, like, still??? i was worried this wouldnt get a ehole lot of attention because of how many other rp blogs are out there but HOLY CRAAAAAAPP!!!! thank you six followers here's some ice cream 🍦🍦🍦🍦🍦🍦🍦

[superm4ks]

im very happy max won but the more i think about his pole being taken away/vsc or safety car not being deployed immediately/the flip flopping bw dwys n yellows and green flags etc. the more cynical i feel about the sport🙁what do u think? is this weekend an outlier or is this j how things are now? common sense out of the window, decisions taking ages…

UMMM I'll hold ur hand when I say this but Qatar definitely wasn't an outlier, prolly the most egregious showing since the sprint in Brazil, but F1 always has like 4 races in every season where u kinda wonder if ur watching a sport 😐 This gonna get long but theres some important context I think ur asking for here also I kinda lose it at the end I'm sorry but yuh.

Saur after Vegas everybody was like omfg daddy Marques is here to save us, he addressed some basic track issues and nobody got fucking paralyzed by a pothole exploding thru their ass hurray, so there was hope that maybe Marques was off to a better start than his predecessors and wud maybe give the fans a better ending to the season. But putting Qatar after Vegas is like quizzing somebody on shapes and then asking them to solve a rubriks cube or whtvr.

Qatar was originally built for motogp so the whole thing is designed to be quick and relentless. That means lots of medium to high speed corners, long straights basically 2 hours of edging ur braking. Most drivers consider it a cool track, very demanding sure but fun to drive. For us fans, though, its an odd 1 because theres no reference points so it can be hard to follow. Think of it as the opposite of tracks like Miami or Monaco. RC did a particularly heinous job here because Qatar was Marques' first taste of a track where u either plug the first leak in record time or the whole thing goes to shit. Like, his job.

A lil lesser known fact is that they had Marques on double duty that weekend because the person who replaced him to direct the F2 heat got the boot before her plane even landed and they had NO one else to do it. So Marques had to direct both the f1 AND the f2 Qatar races the same weekend. And thats not all. Just before his inaugural run in Vegas he had just been at the helm of the iconic Macau GP that saw 12 red flags in 40 minutes of qualifying. I wont even tell u how many SC were deployed but only 12 out of 27 drivers finished the race. Ugo my most beloved won so this has nothing to do wid Qatar and Macau and the way its used by the FIA in terms of junior development is a can of worms I cant open rn but like just to show u thats the type of shit Marques had been dealing wid on a weekly basis once we got to Qatar. So truly bro never stood a chance.

When Alexs mirror fell on track the only possible course of action is to get it OFF. Idc if u wanna do VSC or a full SC u need to clear that track NOWWWWW. 3 cars caught strays from that mf before a SC was even deployed. To fuck up that badly that early in the race just showed exhaustion, it showed immaturity and frankly it showed incompetence. Its unacceptable. Wud a different RD have reacted earlier? who tf knows tbh, because these 'mistakes' always happen and they're always dismissed as 'one of those crazy ones' in the season and nothing ever gets done to improve the standards of the personnel ((theres no personnel left btw)).

Then u got the long awaited return of the stop and go and drive thru pens which was super forced and made no sense and immediately showed why those bitches been sat in a corner catching dust because theres literally always better alternatives and they almost never serve actual officiating purposes. 'Precedence' means fuck all if u also have the 'precedence' of not fucking doing that and being way more consistent and delivering better racing. But ohhhh he had to stop in the pits and THEN he had to go back out ohhh he had to go thru an area of the track thats not the right one and lose a bunch of time and become essentially worthless in the race we love when competitive cars do that. Sorry this isnt directed at u I just have a very particular beef wid fans who act like drive thrus and stop and go's are these celestial artifacts that are gonna restore balance in the universe like the harder u throw the book at these drivers the better the product will become. I cud live 200 lives and not have enough time to explain how thats the actual furthest thing from the truth but ur innocent and ily so lets regroup. ❤️ My actual conclusion to ur q is that this is how things have always been and no they're not likely to improve. Unfortunately I gotta borrow even more of ur time to show ur how truly bleak it cud get real soon.

FIA been circulating a bunch of changes to their rules that are prolly gonna be approved at their general assembly in about 10 days. These 'new statutes' include 1) changing the governing bodys ethics rules so that Sulayem can in fact talk to drivers however the fuck he wants and THEY will be held in contempt for criticizing him 2) the 'compliance officer' responsible for overseeing Sulayems spending cannot report to an independent committee and propose an investigation unless directly asked by the Senate President who .. and ur not gonna believe this .. is appointed directly by Sulayem. 3) yes u understood it correctly FIA will prolly become a system where the FIA president and the president of the senate that he chose decide each other's fate in any ethics inquiry.

Sulayem is up for re-election and its becoming more and more likely that hes gonna run unopposed. A sporting director, a technical director, multiple heads of mobility, communications, legal affairs, the women in motorsport commission, several race directors, stewards, a compliance officer, deputy directors. All fired under his watch. Dozens of others quit.

Stewarding has become so abysmal Max received a one place grid drop AND a penalty point as a mitigating punishment for something he literally didnt do under circumstances that didnt warrant any type of punishment let alone a mitigating one like the document literally says that 'unusually, neither car was on a push lap' because if they had been on a push lap max wud have received a 3 place grid drop but 1 and 63 were not on push laps so naturally we have to give Max a one place grid drop and a penalty point for not doing the thing that he would've been punished for had he done it. This isnt even the most controversial or confusing aspect of this years Qatar race. Im gonna kill m

So about ur cynicism and ur concern and ur general discomfort wid how the future is looking. When the GPDA posted that ig statement telling Sulayem to watch his tone and asking where the money was, these proposed changes to the ethics commission and the financial oversight were the FIA's direct answer. And if they do go into effect on December 13th bro I think Abu Dhabi gonna be the end of more than the 2024 season.

Happy Wednesday lmfao

[l0vergirlatheart]

Hey zombie apocalypse anon here! That request was well written. How do you think zhongli, Childe, and cyno would react to zombie apocalypse creator?? How would they survive in creators world. How would they react to the trauma and PTSD?

welcome back!! do forgive me for cyno's part, not the most educated on him and his story!! also it's really short

a/n 2: sorry im going thru some stuff rn so its super delayed :((

c.w // blood, gore mention, zombies (obv...), disturbing descriptions, loud noises(?), ptsd mentions

start under cut.

ZHONGLI

He had been the ones sharing stories with you for so long, that now you believe it's time for you to share one aswell.

Your world may not be the most pleasant, but you will not keep yourself in debt when you can easily remove it.

Stories of your world, the start, the wars, the massacres, the infections, the losses, the attacks on technology, and of course, the fall of mankind.

It was the worst. The screams, the cries, the pleads and begs, yet you were powerless. You weren't the god of that world, but you're the god of this one. You were damned if you were to let that happen again.

You told him everything; and he stopped you at points due to your body's reaction to the memories.

"Take your time. There's no need to rush, we have all of eternity together, after all." He reassure you constantly, and you were glad to have a devotee like him.

After sharing your stories, the first thing he did was reach for your hand, softly putting his on top of yours.

Later, he held you. He ran his hands through your hair, fluffing it, caressing your face and hands, doing his best to pamper you more than ever.

Even as a previous war machine, a mass murderer, nothing could've prepared Zhongli to even think about you coming from somewhere like that.

It's alright now though.

You're here with him, in his arms, under his protection.

end : 1/3

CHILDE / TARTAGLIA

God, your world reminded him of the abyss he tried so hard to forget. It may have taught him how to fight, and gave him his love for bloodshed, but god, he hated it.

So much so, you wound up being the one comforting him more often than he. Though, there were times when you needed him more than he needed you. Where he ran his hands through your hair and held your hand, where he whispered reassuring words in your ears and kissed you ever so delicately.

Where he promised never to let another hurt you again.

Where he promised to hold you until you felt better. Until you'd fallen asleep. Until you'd stopped shaking and sobbing, no matter how long, he'd wait, because he loves you.

"It's okay Your Grace, those things won't touch you, and they won't even be able to see you either. Not when I'm around. I'll kill them all for you--"

"Nononono-- I just-- I just need you here. Alive with-- with me, please."

"I'm here, I'm not going anywhere."

He really wasn't- he'd stay by your side 'til the end of time. No matter how many zombies he'd have to slash, no matter how many thieves he'd have to kill, no matter how many murders or anything he had to do,

He'd do it all over again, just for you.

end : 2/3

CYNO

Cyno had been through enough fights and enough places to know what you were going through the moment he saw it.

The way you made the smallest flinches at the smallest touches, the way you could hear and identify from mere footsteps, the fast reflexes that definitely didn't just come with your birth-- no matter how hard you tried to deny it.

He knew, but he wasn't going to call you out on it. It was your decision whether you wanted to tell him or not, he hasn't been through what you have, just like you haven't been through what he has.

All he could do was wait, and comfort you.

end : 3/3

[spinecurlingmice]

hey mice ^_^; no pressure to answer this or anything, just want you to know that i love you. i was hoping to think of smth like . comforting and cheerful to say but tbh shit's just kinda scary rn.

gonna get a little real bc i'm kinda brainweird atm (as i imagine many folks are)-- i nearly died this year right? got real sick, lost a lot of blood, etc etc. thankfully i got diagnosed in only a few months which like never happens with autoimmune but it still upheaved my life in a lot of ways. you were one of the people who offered me support when i was feeling the worst i'd ever felt. i was scared and in pain and so angry that i had to go through that, but seeing kind messages from you and the others on this website really really helped me get through it, even if i only knew you as an anon at the time. your well wishes helped me feel strong enough to keep moving forward when everything felt like hell.

and now things are hellish again, albiet in a much different way. it's fuckin scary, and i'm not gonna say "it's all gonna be okay." i hate platitudes like that. it's probably gonna suck, a lot. but, idk. i've been through shit that sucks a lot, and i lived. i imagine you have too. and i mean... disabled queer/trans folk solidarity our governments have wanted us dead for a while now lmao. anywho

i don't have like a point to this ask or anything. maybe anticipate more highposting from me in the next couple weeks bc i imagine i will be stressed tf out, idk. anyways. i'm here for you, i care about you even if we haven't technically known each other long idgaf our souls are cut from the same cloth methinks. shit fucking sucks but we keep moving forward right. i dunno. i just refuse to die here yanno.

anyways. like i said, you don't gotta answer this. hope this was somehow comforting, if it made anything feel worse i'm sorry. love you, stay safe <33

ahhhmarss thank u <3 this made me a little emotional eek.. im glad i was able 2 help u thru those times srsly but like im horrible at words at the moment but i was (and like still am) glad u got recovery and stuff ^o^ i was rlly happy 2 see u alright even tho at the time we only talked via me going "i think komahina should fuck" and u nodding nodding . i can only really imagine how scary everythign was then from my own experiences so . fist to fist . wahts the image . you know the one . i Hope....

but yess true true. i care about u too and i wanna be there 4 u 2 ^o^ but yes fair . i'll pick myself up and put it in a batch of cookies and eat them and hope the world doesnt catch on fire for much longer. thankk uu this was comforting thank u . ily2 and hope uure doing well <3

[sungbeam]

i am stabbing riize anon, mona! sorry i do not know u haha. i had to ask that question for my friend who was … too shy… to ask… even in anon, because we really love ur works and the lack of riize fics are just 💔💔💔

anyways, i’m really loving your night terrors series rn, beam! it’s such a breath of fresh air (especially for me since im typically not one to read fantasy x readers that are less focused on romance haha, but urs was just too good not read). it also brought me back to me days as a deobi, since jichang was also one of my biases (=ﾟωﾟ)ﾉ im obsessed with demon!changmin and y/n’s dynamic, and the overall tension between them during their hectic journey 😵‍💫 not to mention the little ways they care for each other without flat out saying it—its just too good! from the start of their coincidental meetups to their sudden alliance. also so so in love with the .. world building? or is it more like lore building? regardless, it’s evident that a lot of thought was put into it, which just shows how much you treasured this series while writing it, and it’s so nice to see that for an author!!!

tldr: i love ur writing plz dont die

stabbing riize anon (but also not anon) welcome!!! haha

noo pls don't be shy, i promise im really not scary, just super silly 🤸‍♂️ but thank u sm for reading my works i really appreciate it !! :')) and im glad to hear u and ur friend liked the sungchan fic too <33

i really have had a conversation abt maybe writing for riize but i'd need to,, think abt it some more haha 😅😅 sohee /is/ really cute..... but i always hate hearing when there's a lack of fics for a certain groups, it always makes me so sad 😭💔

omg wait ur hangup119 right?? thank u sm for reading night terrors :')))))) im super stoked that u did, and i'll def be going thru those reblog tags soon ^^ i also don't really read a lot of fantasy x reader aus that aren't super romance centered, so i totally understand where ur coming from!! and a MUCH bigger thank you from me for giving it a chance 😭 RAAAAH U WERE A DEOBI???? WHO WERE UR OTHER BIASES??? can i convince u to come back to deobiland.................. haha jk.... unless.....

ahh yes i really did treasure it 😭 i think this fic in particular hit so many marks for me, creatively esp :'))) thank u!! world building AND lore building i feel can be pretty hit or miss so yay!!

(the pls don't die im crying)

[causenessus]

HI HI HI HI NESS IM BACKKFJFKSMSOS so first of all tumblr hates me why is that the FOURTH ask of mine u answered that i wasnt notified of should i just die

anyways im eating lunch rn

healthy girl era did not work out i took a 6 hour (?) nap yesterday so!!

trying again today

N E WAYS

today the teacher told us her old students were too non che lent (nonchalant!!) so they failed the exam (wat.)

and my friend wanted to laugh about it w me but i wasnt looking so she yeeted my OTHER friends eraser at me

but it

it hit (near?) the teacher..

she was sooo mad omfg

giggling i hate her

like basically i answer all her questions out of spite now like YEAH BRO I KNOW THIS ALR😕😕

Also i swear i dif this math problem right but the teacher said it was wrong (wat.) and my friend did it too and we got the same answer (wat.)

i wrote fanfiction at school ☝️😎 it has already been digitalised but like i DID write it

and tjen my friend read an original short story (? 1.2k words) i wrote which was basically me projecting and she almost cried so like Uh

slay???

dude i love talking so much u have no idea actually

ALSO THE THING ABOUT THE ENRGY LIKe I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY OMG SO I GET EXCITED YK

n e ways..

i was watching american psycho last night but i got distracted..😭 ALSO IM SO EXCITED ABT ONICS LIKE EUSHEPSHAPSJXOSKAJDKAAKKDKD

>tries 2 normal

>fails

OK SO!! HRU AND WHATS GOING ON IN UR LIFE AND IF U EVER NEED TO HIRE A HITMAN IM HERE FOR U ❤️‍🩹 as the hitman btw ❤️‍🩹

U SHOULD NOT DIE!!! TUMBLR SHOULD DIE HOW DARE THEY!!! i am so confused at like what is happening at tumblr hq 😭😭 like there are problems that need to be solved!!!! and i feel like they should be pretty simple to fix!!! but instead they're like "NO LET'S MAKE TAGGING USERS GO BLUE AND COMMENTS UGLY"

but anyway!! i hope your lunch was good!! AND A SIX HOUR NAP SOUNDS AMAZING AND JUST AS PRODUCTIVE AS WORKING OUT!! it's hard to balance everything so definitely don't stress too much about it!! you have your whole life ahead of you to like do something like working out so not doing it one day is totally okay!! (yk?? i hope that made sense and i'm sorry i hope it's okay to say that 😭)

??? nonchalant -> failing exam???? i do not see the correlation??? 😭 YOUR TEACHER IS VV SPECIAL!! IS THIS THE ONE THAT TEACHES ENGLISH BUT ISN'T....ACTUALLY....THAT GREAT....AT ENGLISH??? 😭 OR MAYBE IT'S UR MATH TEACHER BC U ALSO SAID SOMETHING ABOUT THAT BUT THE ERASER ALMOST HITTING YOUR TEACHER IS CRAZY I WOULD'VE DIED ON THE SPOT 😭😭

also math teachers love to like??? tell u ur wrong and then not explain how to correctly do something??? so i think u should just blame them for everything!! that sounds fair <3

I'VE ALSO WRITTEN FANFICTION AT SCHOOL LMAOOO i remember being on my computer during french class and my guy was just so boring i pulled out the doc and started writing but LUCKILY it was like an oc fic so it wasn't as scary to write as a x reader UNLIKE WHEN I WAS MAKING TONIC PFPS AND MY DOCUMENT WAS LITERALLY CALLED LIKE yn & atsumu and for some reason all of my friends wanted to COME UP FROM BEHIND ME AND HUG ME!! OR LOOK AT MY SCREEN!! and i was just 😃😃😃 but i have no shame so oh well

THE ORIGINAL SHORT STORY SOUNDS GOOD!! ESP IF IT ALMOST MADE YOUR FRIEND CRY?? 😭 I HOPE YOU'RE DOING ALRIGHT THOUGH <3 AND I LOVE HEARING YOU TALK!! PLEASE TALK AS MUCH AS YOU WANT I WILL READ EVERYTHING YOU TELL ME <33

I'M SO SO GLAD YOU'RE EXCITED FOR TONICS!! I AM TOO <333 I'M SLOWLY PLANNING IT OUT LIKE ONE CHAPTER AT A TIME AND I'M LITERALLY SHAKING WITH EXCITEMENT OMG OMG OMG <33

THANK U LINA!!! I WOULD LOVE FOR U TO BE MY HITMAN <33 I MAY NEED ONE JUST TO GET THRU SCHOOL BC MY HALLS FR ARE SCARY SOMETIMES YK?? like too many scary girls who look me up and down in their little crop tops and shorts and nike air forces and are like "why are u wearing pants in the summer" BC I CAN?? AND I DON'T LIKE SHOWING THAT MUCH SKIN THANK U?? (sorry this probably makes no sense i think my brain has short circuited today </33) BUT I'M DOING ALR!!! i'm stressed about my theatre duties starting up very very soon 😭😭 but i'll let u know how that goes once they start!!! I HOPE YOU'RE DOING WELL TODAY!!! AND EAT SOMETHING GOOD <33

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YENA!!!

HIHIHIHIHIHIHIIIIIII

i missed you!! i have my finals rn so im trynna live with an average of 3 hours of sleep so woohoo!

and idk why but is it just me who always starts binge watching in exam season? like i wont watch any shows at all and then my exams start and i binge watch like hell. its been maybe a week since my exams started and ive watched king the land, 2521 (i cried), queen of tears (i cried), strong woman do bongsoon, jatp, twikling watermelon, about 4 eps of whats wrong w secretary kim (before i realised i hate it), 2 eps of true beauty (idk why but true beauty is not my thing), a perfect pairing, purple hearts, 3 eps of en o'clock, 2 eps of zbtv, 2 eps of whatdoor, Hybe game caterers, Svt game caterers, a lot of gose and tws club, like 3 new skz code eps, 4 wanteez eps and 3 eps of lsfm day off.

I told my friend this and she asked me where i found the time and i honestly didn't know at all until we both came to the conclusion that in exams my last priority is sleep so-

ANYWAYS!!!

how are you! how'd the finals go?

also random question

rate your #1 bg and gg from each gen

i still have finals rn so ill probably stay dead a while

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HI SPROUT ANON!!!! sorry for answering late bub everything is on delay due to exams 😭😭 but i miss u too aww and honestly why are you and i LITERALLY in the same boat with this HAHAHHA we can do this and make it thru exams 🔥🔥🔥

why do i get you so bad too ?? i didn't get the kdrama binge urge ahah but i Did end up wanting to rewatch every early 2000s white girl film ever so i currently have a list in my notes app of the things i wanna binge once exams are up 😭 and the way you and i have such similar tastes in dramas tho like !!! crazyy pls and ive been wanting to watch twinkling watermelon for so long but then summer strike hit me and i binged thru that a couple of months ago instead </33

my exams are going well, thanku for asking! they're not quite over yet but we're getting there and im hoping that im alive by the end of it lmao

also rating #1 bg and gg from each gen feels kinda controversial so im afraid i can't do it 😭 also bc i don't actually think id be able to make a fully informed decision bc i don't know that many grps or their capabilities so it'd probably be a popularity ranking ??? but i do wanna hear ur thoughts on it so lmk! <3