#park minhyuk texts

[ddoxhan]

starry sky

especially missing you tonight

word count : 1.5k

genre : angst, tragic; two where fate separated their friendship

t/w : death

a/n : wrote this ages ago and not edited, I wanted to keep this the way I wrote despite it being (very) slightly different from my current writing style :3 enjoy !!

it's been a while since I came back. two years? longer than I thought would take for things to settle when I moved out of town for college. exactly how long I've not seen you. skipped the new year's once and my mom dragged me back the next. I wanted to reason out with her but well things came to this point. a shade of magenta engulfed the late evening clouds as I looked above my head.

"dinner's ready!"

that was my call to help out with the dinner setting. I looked forward to finishing it as I barely got alone time ever since the start of the holidays. the night was all for myself and I wasn't going to let it all to a waste.

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"I'll be back by 11. don't worry."

a drive around the neighborhood brought back some buried memories and filled my consciousness with them. a short tour around would have definitely needed something delicious to start off with. and of course it would be the old lady's food store by the road. we always went over after a long day of school and she still remembers our usual orders. her rice cakes still taste like the ones we had and that somehow brought me back to those times.

when she asked about you, all I could say was 'oh, she's doing fine. a little busy with work.' I do hope you are. don't crush my hopes. remember when we said we would get our driving license together when our 20th spring comes? well, I guess I got mine earlier than you did. I would say I've got some skills nailed down after getting my own car.

as if I have drove in the neighbourhood for years, my feet took me to the river where we used to hang out during the weekends. you would always drag me out of my room to come here. like, nothing interesting here if you ask me. but it holds some very precious moments of you for me. I taught you how to ride a bicycle since you technically rented one and forced me to teach you. that was the very first time you successfully rode a two-wheeler without falling miserably.

it seems that the owner of the convenience store inherited it to his son. I still remember how he stared at you the whole time we were choosing what to eat. and again, he asked for you. the same reason rolled off my tongue like it was an automated response. getting ice-cream, I took my leave from the store to get a nice seat by the river. we used to take the one under the big tree so we don't get sunburned as bad as that time we went to the city amusement park.

the purple hue still remained faintly in the sky as it slowly got darker. you used to make wishes at weird things like the clock striking 11:11, when breaking wooden chopsticks perfectly in half and even when you just come across a coin. you were one hopeful kid and I was the total opposite. guess they were right when they said opposites attract. and as time went by, that didn't seem to be the case.

no matter how close we used to be, you had moved out of town and I too had moved for my studies. first few months went by as usual, calls and texts were everyday. first year came and things died a little. you and I met new people in new environments and maybe I missed your presence. I needed that warmth and I projected that feeling on my new acquaintances to feel safe.

but it just didn't feel right. numerous people came and went yet none could fill that empty spot. a normal day with nothing out of the blue came by but I gathered the courage to contact you after so long.

'the number you have dialed is unavailable.'

you changed your number. even your parents didn't pick up and seems that they changed theirs too. I was alone that night in my room, with my roommate out. it was summer but the loneliness just felt so chilly, I had to slip into a sweatshirt. that was our story.

the ice cream had almost melted entirely as I returned from my daydream. thank god I had bought a paper plate in case it dripped onto my clothes. the way you used to. spending most of my time with you then, made me pick up your habits. the way you talk, the way you think.

one drop. two drops. another one. the emotional rollercoaster I had been on this whole time finally came to a stop and I can't process my feelings. anger? resentment? regret? sorrow? or was it all at once? I had only found out when my mom called me as I finished my last class for the day. you were gone. she said it was cancer. the reason you moved out was because you needed to receive treatment in the city for the equipment.

her words hit me like a meteorite had just crashed on me. why couldn't you tell me? were you worried that I couldn't accept? well, it would have been better if I had faced it earlier. instead of making me feel all the guilt I could ever feel. I could've been there with you, to fight against the pain, and be someone you could lean on.

taking out the poorly folded paper I had always carried with me, I was again brought back to the times we had no worries. just a bunch of dorks having so much fun, and the world seemed to be so colorful. just like today. unlike every other day, it was as if your words and writing just engulfed me with a warm blanket, blocking out the chilly wind of the night.

jimin, please don't cry too much when you read this. I know it was very selfish of me to not let you know about my condition but I figured, I didn't want to let myself be a burden of yours. I didn't want you to see me die and fade more as each day passed. I didn’t want the memories of our time to end with you crying beside my hospital bed.

if the last time I’ve seen you is the time you waved at me with that smile of yours, my wish has been fulfilled. even if it means pushing you away. as much as I want to see the last moment of you in my memory to be happy, I want you to as well as of the memory of me. my last wish before I leave is for you to come back to our hometown and fulfill what I’ve written above. not to mention, please, jimin. please, don’t cry. when you come back, I will always be here so smile for me. 

jimin-ah, please live to your fullest, for me, for aunty and uncle, for yourself. this would never be a farewell letter. I would never leave your side. forever. you know right? I love you.

no matter how many times I’ve read this, tears would emerge and roll down my cheeks. what would it take to go back and retake my decisions? I would've had no regrets if I’ve tried my best. but I knew I didn’t. that is why it hurts even more than it could ever. I knew I could have done more, tried more, asked more. instead of sitting like an idiot in my room, contemplating on whether to have bought that bus ticket to the city. 

placing the letter back into my phone case, I cried my heart out even if you had asked me to smile when I came back.

‘I miss you’

can’t even fill a hundredth of the feeling. words had became a limit to express my longing to see you again, to hold you again, to have you by my side again. to see that fat smile you would always have on your face whenever I cracked a joke. 

when I had finally composed myself, it had already turned dark. the street lights were the only things keeping darkness at bay. standing up from the bench I had occupied for the past hour, a butterfly found its way to my hand.

"I know. you never left my side. you know I can feel you right?"

"aeri, don’t worry. I’ve grown to be strong, just that you are my weak spot. keeping a smile on wouldn’t be a problem but when it comes to you, it turns bitter. please, stay happy, after all the pain you have gone through. I believe that you are, so I would be also."

the butterfly fluttered several times before taking its departure again. I looked at it with watery eyes from earlier, before blinking them away as I made my way to the car.

"jimin-ah, you know I love you right?"

I turned around, confused and shocked at the sudden voice by my side. I feel my lips curling into a welcoming and friendly smile. I knew it was aeri, no doubt that it was her.

"I do, aeri. I love you so much I want to go and see you instantly but your wish was for me to go on so I’ll do that."

"one day, I’ll be able to see you again, hug you, to let you know. that I’ve been waiting for this my whole life."

[staywithastro]

i got lost - park minhyuk (rocky) texts au!

[apileofkpop]

03:52PM People watching had always been one of your favourite ways to pass time as you waited on your bus. It was inspiring to you to see all the different people around you; how they walked, talked, dressed and carried themselves. The past days you had been seeing the same beautiful young man quite often. You started daydreaming about what he was about, if he waited on the bus for the same reason as you or something else. One day he sat beside you and you couldn't help but blurt out how pretty he was. "Why thank you. You aren't so bad to look at yourself." you giggled at his answer, introducing yourself properly. He shook your hand and answered while looking straight into your eyes. "I'm Rocky."

[jaehyunsdimples-19]

jinjin: *smiling*

sanha: why are you smiling so much today?

jinjin: mj hyung said the letter H in my name stands for Handsome!

eunwoo: wha-

moonbin: but you don’t-

rocky: don’t tell him. Let’s see how long it takes for him to realize...

[sunrise-lou]

Bartender!Rocky x Park!Reader

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[incorrectquotes-blockb]

minhyuk: this is a disaster! the printer stopped working halfway through printing the birthday invitation! it’s supposed to say ‘Zico’s Birthday Party!’

kyung: what does it say?

minhyuk: ’Zico’s Bi’

kyung, shrugging: that still works

[zellybean-pop]

“Biggest runaway of the century”

[sanhasaroha]

Sanha speaking english in his birthday vlive

[tinywooniverse]

my bias is s(anha)oobin

requested: yes! it’s v v v cute i love the concept :(

genre: fluff

pairing: jealous bf!sanha x txt stan!reader

summary: you are a txt stan who loves your bias, soobin (who has been said to be a sanha doppelgänger since his debut). sanha does see why you have the major hots for soobin when you’re dating the original.

(a/n i think this idol and idol, meaning soobin and sanha, is really funny and coincidental because soobin is my txt bias and when they debuted i was already a new aroha/sanha bias)

“sanha just look at him! he’s so cute,” you say shoving your phone into you boyfriend’s face showing him a picture of your latest little idol crush. tomorrow x together had recently debuted and they were everywhere so it was hard for you not to wanna see what they were like. what you weren’t expecting was to actually stan AND be really interested in the groups leader, soobin. he was the cutest and most charming boy ever (besides your own boyfriend of course) and you grew to be really fond of him in the short amount of time.

“y/n i know what he looks like,” he sanha says smiling but not paying your phone any mind as he was just trying to cuddle and watch tv with you, “ever since he showed up i’ve been seeing his face compared to mine. looking at his is looking at me i don’t see why you’re so hung up on him.”

“pfff i don’t know why either but i hope i figure it out soon.”

sanha sits and tries to ignore you as you are practically yelling about soobin before getting up and grabbing his shoes. you look confused and put your phone away for the first time in like forever.

“sannie we were supposed to stay in together where are you going?” you pout.

“actually i have something to do with moonbin. it should take less than an hour. i be back sooner than you know it.” he says blandly before leaving without even offering a kiss. you furrow your eyebrows and can’t help but feel like he’s upset with you for being to inattentive.

you sit around and wait on sanha for almost two hours before you get a phone call from moonbin. you pick up and happily greet him asking where your dear boyfriend was.

“well he’s here with me but he literally won’t talking to me he’s just been pouting like the child he is,” he says.

“ask him what wrong?” you say and he complies.

“no answer.”

“tell him i’m asking,” you says feeling like you already know what’s going on with him.

“ah so he speaks,” moonbin chuckles and you hear a muffled shut up in the background, “he says something about you leaving him for soobin. i think you should come over and see what that’s about.”

“i’m on my way.”

you make you way to moonbin’s quickly and don’t even bother knocking when you get there. moon bin just so happened to be walking past and he greets you pointing to the living room. you nod your head and walk into the living room. sanha is just scrolling through his phone pouting just as you had imagined. when he feels your presence he looks up pouting even more. you glide over to him and sit next to him.

“i’m not gonna leave you for soobin. he’s just a little idol crush i have,” you reassured him.

“i was just a little idol crush wasn’t i?”

“yes baby you were but inalso didn’t have an amazing boyfriend who was the best thing that ever happened to me so you were different,” you say trying to lighten the mood a little.

“stop trying to suck up. i’m mad at you,” he says turning away from me. your heart sinks. how could you be so dumb?

“sannie please don’t be mad at me. you know you’re my entire universe and that i would never leave you. you’re my soulmate leaving you would hurt me too much. and if anything i should be worried about you leaving me,” you say and he immediately turns around confused, “you are THE yoon sanha. the nation’s baby boy. there are so many people that love you and would gladly take my place if you’d let them-”

“no don’t say that i would never let anyone do that... look i’m sorry i over reacted a little. i just love you a lot and i don’t want some rookie who’s being around for a month stealing my baby,” he says holding your hands. you immediately feeling guilty.

“don’t apologize. i was the stupid one who was insensitive,” you says feeling really bad about everything.

“can both of you go be cute and make up somewhere else like,,, i don’t know maybe,,, y/n’s house.” moonbin says from the next room. you both laugh and share a cute kiss hoping the older man heard.

“OH MY GOD YOURE GROSS LEAVE.”

(this isn’t edited i was in a rush i’ll edit it soon)

[serene-insomnia]

Normal LieV with any other group: *asmr voices* we hope you rest well and have peaceful dreams

Astro LieV: SLEEP IS FOR THE WEAK! WOOOO!! LET US SHOW YOU OUR IMPRESSIONS OF DIFFERENT DINOSAURS TOO! WHO WOULD WANNA SLEEP ON A BEAUTIFUL NIGHT LIKE TONIGHT?? YA’LL THOUGHT WE WEREN’T SERIOUS BUT WE’RE STAYING AWAKE ALL NIGHT!!

[apileofkpop]

03:15PM Cleaning means loud music, weird dancing and the biggest, brightest smile on your face. You try your best to keep this silly side of you hidden, and for you own eyes only, but when Rocky one day returns to the dorms early, he catches you in the act. He can’t help but laugh at you, before eventually busting some moves of his own alongside you.

[jaemvirgo]

Astro Rocky fake snaps💞

[zhxngcl]

my darling, my love, my sweet beautiful rose boy 🌹❤️ i love you with all the love my heart has to offer, and i would love you thousands of times more if i could. i’d go to the ends of the world and back for you. ❤️ my soft, sweet, lovely, minhyuk, i’m so happy to see you smiling more, to see you feeling comfortable and safe with your 5 brothers recently ❤️ i hope you’re having a wonderful birthday surrounded by people you love and who love you ❤️ aroha love you more than you can possibly imagine, my darling!

happy birthday, park minhyuk! 🌹❤️

[pinksugamonster]

+CONGRATZ+ ASTRO YOU GUYS WORKED SUPER HARD 🏆🌟💫

[tsuki-bako]

Congratulations to The Boyz for winning Rookie of the Year (again!!) at Melon Music Awards!!

Also, ASTRO's Rocky and TBZ's Q performed with Dance War contestants!!

[nectaerine]

Rocky: I'm gonna sleep early today

Rocky:

Rocky:

Rocky: is that the sun