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Harvey telling the farmer it's their time for the annual check up before knowing them for a year is always funny to me. But the fact I keep drawing Asmodeus♡ with a big mouth and fangs made me read the dialogue more like "that's scary, please stop" rather than "okay onto the next part".
Anyway, I have never drawn Harvey before so please enjoy my attempt. (gives him a lil gray. as a treat. to me. the gray is for me.)
#stardew valley#farmer asmodeus♡#sdv harvey#i need to actually use the wiki for heart events and go on a spree lmao#im actually p high up on hearts for ... a lot of people ? but have seen so few heart events for em#cause im too busy doing fishing requests or the bonkers hey i need 100 amaranth on the fall request board thing#where its bigger tasks#cause hoo boy that took way too much of my time and i didnt really get to socialize much with the town except for randomly in passing#and so the relationships kinda halted progress mid to late fall#BUT ITS FINE GUYS#I finished fall ! and on fall 28 im proud to announce#asmo is no a good level 10 fisher#and i would like to say that its really funny that my last request was for a salmon on fall 28#and im like dude requesting this you better be glad i have confidence in getting this in one day#since it was willy i was just sitting outta the shop fishing and then realized wait a second#i have about 7000g and an iridium rod is 7500g#so i caught the salmon and a few more to boost me up to 7500g and as soon as i go in to buy the rod#i look at my level and oh nice its now level 10#happy level 10 have a new rod as a treat i guess asmo.... you have 131g now have fun
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Could we get an avoid? You choose which flavor
help there’s been a shadow guy rotating in my mind constantly for (checks the date) FIVE MONTHS.
I exploded in the tags
#DO YOU EVER THINK ABOUT THEM DO YOU EVER THINK ABOUT HOW HE TOLD AVID TO BURN DOWN LIMBO DO YOU EVER THINK ABOUT HOW HE WAS#IN THE OPPOSITE OF THE LAST AVIDVENTURES VIDEO#L O N E L Y. AND. P U R P O S E L E S S.#do you think he knew Trog was right behind him.#do you think he could hear Avid communicating with Olm.#do you ever think about how he stopped telling Marm to run and begged her to get him out#do you think he felt anything when Olm said he would have just been sent to the abyss. or was he already too used to being nowhere forever.#do you think he said goodbye to anyone before he lost his memory#do you ever think about how he doesn’t know. he doesn’t know about limbo. He doesn’t know about new Salem.#he doesn’t know he’s missing his soul. does he miss avid anyways? Does he realize that’s what it is? Or does he even know he’s feeling that#Do you think he was allowed to keep the transponder in this universe. Does he know what it is?#“I don’t know anything. You’re the only one I know.”#The only thing he knows is building Olm’s world. Olm. Who trapped him in limbo for a thousand years. Who took away his soul.#Who took away EVERYTHING he had.#and he’s so excited to give them more creators to build their world.#skyblock kingdoms#avidmc#avidmc fanart#skyblock kingdoms fanart#my art#asks
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sometimes i feel little sad it took me nearly 23 years to fully realize that i’m a trans guy for so many reasons but also. i’m just so so happy to have realized it at all, yknow? like. idk. i just spent so much of my life hating myself and being uncomfortable with some aspect of basically every facet of myself and my identity and for the first time in my life… i actually don’t really feel like that anymore. i mean, yes, the self esteem issues haven’t gone away and yes im still very uncomfortable with myself and my body sometimes (shoutout dysphoria) but like. the sudden increase in comfortability in my body? the way i dont just want to strive to take up as little space as possible anymore? the way i get excited to put on clothes that affirm how i feel rather than hide my entire self? the nervous excitement i feel at the prospect of hopefully starting t soon? like holy fuck… i feel like im actually living my life a little instead of just surviving for the first time ever and it’s just… very very cool
#slightly inebriated rambling lol i’m just… having such gender thoughts#mentally i am still so so unwell and the dysphoria is also worse than ever lately but i am still so fucking happy and grateful to be me#sometimes#i love being a trans guy#i love being a boy#i love discovering who i am more and more every day#like who i actually am#bc for so long i’ve felt like no matter what i couldn’t quite figure out who i was#and idk… if nothing else i’m really realizing that i truly can be whoever i want and it’s okay for me to try new styles#and interests and hobbies and stuff#and identities ofc#i’ve literally identified as a lesbian since i was like 13 and more or less p much never gone back#and suddenly i’m transmasc and questioning potential bisexuality?? crazy#life really does go on huh#transgender#trans#trans pride#transgender pride#tboy#tboy swag#trans masc#trans community#transblr#ftm#ftm trans#transmasculine#trans guy#trans joy#trans positivity#queer
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I know the ask is about ships but could you make a non ship one with Dean and Carlos from the Winchesters? I can't think of an exact thing for Dean to say, but the first sentence can be what Dean would say for their first meeting. Thank you if you can (*^‿^*)
"I like your hair," Dean says, staring up from where he's clinging to the bottom of Mary's winter coat, and Carlos grins wide when he adds, with all the breathless gravity of a four year old eager to impress their opinions upon a new friend; "It's swooshy and it's pretty like Mommy's hair, and your-- your beads are pretty and shiny and shiny is my favorite color."
"Swooshy and pretty and shiny is exactly what I was going for, so thank you, little buddy."
Even with almost six years between now and the last time he'd seen Mary, Carlos is relieved to find that they still have a good sense of one-another -- can still communicate silently, swiftly, like they used to when it was life or death. He meets her eye, and her face softens, and understanding passes between them before he slides one of his lucky beaded bracelets -- the bloodstone one -- free.
Dean's eyes light up when he takes it.
When he smiles, he looks just like his mother.
[for this askbox game if anyone else wants to send me a prompt]
#supernatural#the winchesters#supernatural fic#the winchesters fic#dean and carlos#hi anon i love you and YES you can have a platonic dean and carlos ficlet!!!#for the record this is set in the uh... the prime universe? og spn universe?#did we ever reach a consensus on what to call the different 'verses?#but yeah this is a world in which the events of the winchesters didn't happen#so mary got out of the hunting life as she did in spn and lost touch with carlos and lata and ada#and carlos has been on the road#and just happened to be passing through lawrence when he bumped into a heavily pregnant mary with a four year old dean at the grocery store#so here we are :P#cass writes fic#fandom: supernatural#fandom: the winchesters#also now i've made myself extremely sad thinking about a year later#carlos swinging through lawrence again and going over to the house to visit mary and meet her husband and the new baby#and finding the house abandoned and ravaged by fire#checking the local newspapers and discovering that mary had died and her kids and husband have dropped off the map#having to call lata and ada to tell them#and then not reconnecting with dean (and meeting sam) until many many years later#when they happen to be hunting the same monster#and he realizes who they are#and is absolutely distraught over what has become of mary's children#especially the sweet little boy who'd been so enamoured of carlos' pretty hair and jewelry#also i linked to a picture of bloodstone because it is indeed very pretty#and i chose that as the stone used in the bracelet carlos gives dean for several reasons:#it symbolises strength and resilience and encourages growth and positivity generally but also especially during times of hardship#so i've basically decided that carlos helped keep dean safe for many years thanks carlos <3
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some rejuv doodles...again~
#pokemon fangames#pokemon rejuvenation#pokemon rejuv#pkmn rejuvenation#pkmn rejuv#KArts#idk why#i like zooming in the canvas and doodle#st about how blurry the sketch line make me happy#was checking my screenshot folder and i just realized Maria literally said ''indriad DESTROYED their bodies''#and i was line ''wait...so techinally venam just has a new body now?''#''p/n. I despise you''#that line alone make Alain my fav protag#compared to other protags#they shown more anger toward player and i love that
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Finally made a Parapluesch OC, introducing Mama Oz ♥ (Patreon)
#Doodles#Parapluesch#Do I need to tag all of them? I don't want to so I won't lol#I can tag my original I guess :P#Mama Oz#She's based on this absolutely ridiculous and darling object I found at the same place I got my new-to-me video games haha#So apparently in the 60s this specific type of - magazine rack? in the shape of a kangaroo?? was made??#Ridiculous. So ostentatious. I fell in love immediately and had to make her into a Parapluesch#Like as soon as I laid eyes on her standing there I was like ''Oh you're from Die Anstalt'' - Instantly started filling in her backstory#Mama Oz's deal is your classic Stages of Grief - in her case from losing a child#Since she's a plush she never had an actual baby but she lost Her Child if you get me - she stopped being played with#And so she projects that grief onto others and adopts them in an attempt to get Her Child back#Except if this new relationship isn't within that framework then she rejects it and goes to the next one#She doesn't really realize that she's inconveniencing them by trying to adopt them and limiting herself from forming lasting connections#Not allowing change or growth - stagnating and trying to reclaim something lost#One of my favourite parts of Die Anstalt is that each of them is shown to have flaws#They still need and are deserving of help! But their uglier symptoms aren't shied away from#Dolly and Lilo use self-harm as a coping mechanism#Sly is shown to seek out the high at times and be short and destructive#Dub takes pride in his overwork#Kroko is surly and prickly#Don't even get me started on Dr. Wood lol#So it's fun to imagine what Mama Oz would be doing to - even by accident! - harm herself or others#The whole point of helping them is for them to become their best most comfortable selves :D#I also think what's especially funny is that I've been Meaning to make a Parapluesch OC for /years/ now#I always planned for it to be a Gender Dysphoria diagnosis since that's in the DSM and I had a design and route planned and everything#No. Kangaroo magazine rack. Okay#Lol
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Everytime I see that "fandom is worse now because all the POPULAR KIDS got into it" post or any of the bajillion similar ones I die a little on the inside. You all sound like a 34 year old white cishet self identified gamer scoffing about how "all these girls pretend to like anime when IN MY TIME they would have bullied me for being a nerd" before he goes on to watch 4 more videos from a youtuber who participated in gamergate.
#complaining and whining about fandom#'fandom is ruined because thE POPULAR KIDS-' unless you are literally in highschool right now this language is beneath you#highschool cliques are not eternally applicable. grow up.#get a better framework for reality#also the more i learn about fandom history the more i realize the folks waxing poetic about the old fandom days are either a) LYING#or b) oblivious to all the horrible shit because they were 14 at the time#oh puritanism in fandom? thats new? yeah NO ONE moralized about gay kinky sex in the 90s and early 2000s. do you hear yourself.#the satanic panic was still going on in the 90s for fuck's sake#people used to accuse the h-p books of glorfying satan and luring children into witchcraft!#stop your weird RETVRN fantasy about a past fandom that does not exist#and start looking at the problems you can solve in your communities in the here and now
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just realized one more thing that makes even more INSANE Caitlyn rebound era with Maddie.
We all know thanks to Amanda that one of the main reasons she did was that she wanted to see how it would be date someone her mother approved. And we all know that Maddie was a Noxian from the start and a honeytrap made by Ambessa for Caitlyn now lets see the insanity of all this:
In some way Ambessa and Caitlyn had a surrogate mother-daughter relationship and Ambessa "gave" Caitlyn the perfect girlfriend to date. That woman was trying to fill every single hole left behind in Caitlyn's heart after she lost both her mother AND lover and thanks to this Ambessa manipulated her so easily.
Like, your new temporary mother figure, gives you a "girlfriend" who would fit on your recently dead mother standards (that you're still Grieving) and she does that because she wants to fill the hole your last situationship left in your heart like, she is not only filling Cait emotional mother figure need but also thanks to Maddie she is filling the romantic need. All that so she can manipulate Caitlyn into making even worst choices.
No joking Caitlyn lost herself and spiraled easily into a dictator, the only two people giving her some kind of support were there just to manipulate her and make her think that yes, marshal law is good and fine like: "no worries kitten, you can totally trust in our opinion."
And the most amazing thing is that as soon she saw Vi, she was able to get back to her senses and choose to CHANGE.
Like she instantly realizes that: "No, she don't need to use violence, yes you can make good choices and yes you fucked up and hurt people." And immediately she is trying to fix in someway her mess even when she believes that there is NO WAY to make amends for her own mistakes.
#I realized the insanity of: my new mother gave me a new gf that my dead mother would like and for this reason I fucked this gf#I love when lesbians go insane because of trauma and I loved her arc sorry#tbh I wished to see her having more breakdowns and being miserable while living in luxury and having some nice p*ssy by the night#also I love how she takes responsability of her shit after#caitlyn kiramman#caitvi#maddie nolen#ambessa medarda
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Could we have some mass x York? :3
TEEHEE :3
a little late for valentines day but they're cute so it doesn't matter
#i finished this in math class#guys i realized after i finished this its like almost identical to the last massyork drawing i did#but just ignore that I'm posting it anyways :P#TY ANON#hehehe#welcome to the table#welcome to the statehouse#wttt#wttsh#wttt massachusetts#wttsh massachusetts#wttt new york#wttt fanart#wttt ny/mass#wttsh ny/mass#wttt shipping#wttsh shipping#ben brainard#yetiarttag#my art#anon#asks
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Sunday mornings at the Sewell household! 🌅🌤️
#flawtown#keith sewell#killian sewell#shandy sewell#boo sewell#boo(ze) sewell#mornings w single and his three kids :p#Killian your typical grumpy teen who hates breakfast but not so typical that drinks black coffee? (bros taste is fked up)#Keith would do everything for Boo just to keep her cheerful soul living :(#also Keith not realizing he have a genius kid (aka Shandy :0)#love how I’m picturing the Sewells for yall lookin all happy but... their past…#bonus: I’m a sucker for past scenes so you guys might expect ALOT in my sims posts not just in FIAWTOWN hehe#also not me posting this at 10PM in my timezone rushing before sunday ends *SEND HELP*#next flawtown post featuring a new characters…#MWAHAHA#sims 4#ts4#simblr#sims 4 story#ts4 story#my sims
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pshift culture is trying to do research to better understand yourself and your body but you can only find fantasy novels and long dead groups denounced as cults
I just wanna learn man ;^;
Ah yes, misinformation misinformation misinformation.
Sadly a lot of resources for shifting have gone permanently offline due to them being apart of the old internet. We recommend taking a look into the internet archives or social media, since thats where we as a community really reside now.
Also please be careful whatever you do theres still misinfo even within the community.
But to be completely honest we would recommend nipping the dependency on past info in the bud and focusing on what works for YOU. Following what feels right. A lot of shifters have gotten really caught up on shifting to perfect a technique and forget why they even wanted it in the first place.
#wow advice#we never do that SO SORRY#just a future note to shifters who are new and curious#physical shifter#physical shifting community#physical shifting#physical nonhumanity#nonhuman#p shifter#physical shifters#p shift#p shifting#p shifters#We wished we just untangled ourselves from the community and focused on what worked for us#although do find us in social media (as in shifters not the runner of the acc) its always nice to see new views of shifters#ANYWAYS this is like the only advice we are giving out goodbye#proudphysicalshifters#always remember why you value your identity as a shifter so much#edites because we realized we slipped up and said 'i' instead of 'we'... we make mistakes sometimes lol
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Was anybody going to tell me Peter Bernardone's social worker was Darkwing Duck, or was I just supposed to read that on IMDb while trying to figure out why this Eli Stone guest actor looked familiar?
#i know i am like 10 years overdue on watching the new DuckTales#i have some very complex feelings to work out okay#and also it's a gosh darned miracle i realized he looked familiar because there are like 4 different brunette-actors-who-aren't-JLM#but-all-look-vaguely-the-same on this show#and i absolutely thought he was the brother at first#no one asked you ms p#james avery is in this ep too and I could cry I love him so much
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which two members of the gang are running this scam selling this product next season?
#my vote is for mac and dee#they have some kind of shared or similar experience with unwanted attention from men#and both get pissed off and stumble into some baby feminist ideology about consent#(mac is still a misogynist the whole time and can only manage emotional empathy for women in short bursts)#but it's edgy enough for them because it's self defense and knives and they were both personally affected by the problem#also dennis is fucking furiously defensive and combative the entire episode#because of mac and dee's new views and because of them getting along without him#anyway mac and dee go into business together with this device and are able to keep up the relatively positive messaging for a little while#until they both end up liking the same guy and tearing each other and their business down until it all blows up#ok but listen: then there's another switch-up where they realize the guy fucking sucks#it's trevor all over again#but this time mac and dee come together and figure out a way to ruin this man's life all on their own#girl and boy best friends#meanwhile charlie is in the back probably being put to work manufacturing again#and frank's falling down the stairs#sorry p high still but i don't think that means i'm wrong necessarily
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not me realizing what caused my flare up and why it hasnt gotten better 😭😭
#its my SHOES#the insoles r completely trodden down now and causing pain 😭😭😭💀#as if i can afford new ones this late in the sneakers season#i use skechers arch fit bcos theyre literally the only shoes ive tried that doesnt cause me massive pain from feet up to shoulders#and the insoles r done for now (which i feel is silly that i didnt realize sooner)#im looking @ alternative insoles for a lower price since the shoe itself is technically fine. but u cant buy the skechers insoles seperatel#(fuck u capitalism) but spending that kind of money on insoles that might not even work is also p terrifying tbh#ill see what i can do but for now im basically cuffed to the bed whenever i Dont have obligatory engagements with the irl outside world#my brain is sooooo fried i might as well be put in a medically induced coma 😭😭😭#arfids still rly bad too but tbh its easier now that i dont move a bunch? require less sustenance energy 🙃🙃😭#abyways sry for my rant. im holding out nd miss u all so so so much !!!!!!#these r the longest words ive written for a while. im surprised im so coherent rn#nohr.txt
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A dapper fellow 🐸
New follower sticker for: @uncountedwoe!
#stickers#sticker collection#cute#animals#Frogs#new follower sticker!#I had a different one for u but I realized that I already posted it!!! So this is a bit of a last minute switcheroo :P#Hopefully a frog is still acceptable!#I think he's very handsome 😌✨#individuals#Stickers northwest brand
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I mean if the gay dean truthers want to twist themselves into pretzels talking around Dean’s long history of having sexual and romantic relationships with women to dismiss every single one, that’s their prerogative, but then to flip around and say every lukewarm/dead fish/most just straight up assault/interaction castiel has ever had with a woman makes him soooooo very bisexual ? ? ?
#castiel: ‘there’s a female in the car’#bi!Cas truthers: holy shit!!!! so bisexual!!!!!!#meg was on her death bed and she still couldn’t that gay ass Angel to fuck her!!!!#Dean: I would give you a minute alone with her#castiel: why would I want that?#April the reaper preys on him and ties sex with comfort and shelter#Hannah gets overwhelmed by her human vessel and tries to eat his face cas tries to halfheartedly bring it up once but gives up#Nora asking him out allows him to follow human customs#to take all this but then to dismiss Dean/Cassie??#whack :-p#I guess people think Daphne and Emmanuel were actually fucking?????????????#the waitress asked him out and all cas tried to do was sniff her ?????#be so very serious 😭#but this fandom constantly mischaracterizes cas so what else is new?#not to mention most of this relies on fandom realizes how often his consent is steamrolled over so that’s a lost cause
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