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I see there's posts floating around directly and blatantly arguing against mine (same wording) by completely misunderstanding what I said. I'm fucking BACK, babey. Should've bought some hay-scented fragrance while I was at Sephora today, because I am once again your strawman!
#yes Lucanis has been told what he's going to do with his life for his entire life and has not been able to make a lot of choices for himself#this has no bearing on how he has no moral issue with killing people for money#which is what I was saying: he has no moral issue with killing people for money and some of you are clearly uncomfortable with that#because you're bending over backward to insist that he does actually deep inside have an issue with being a contract killer#when it is INCREDIBLY clear and he discusses this multiple times that he does not have any issue with being paid to stab people to death#I can't even discuss other aspects of Lucanis because you're all so unwilling to accept the specific point I'm making#which is that the text makes it incredibly clear that Lucanis does not have any issue with being killer for hire#he has no issue with the “killing people as a profession that he engages in”#he flat out dismisses the idea that there is any moral issue to be had when Emmrich and Davrin ask him about it#you all want him to have a moral issue with the core premise of “killing people” because you struggle with the idea he does not have one#because you're all very convinced that if he chose for himself that he would choose to have an issue with murder#but he doesn't#when he engages in what you consider “making it more palpable” to him it is actually not related to the murder at all#in fact the things he does extra isn't even un-Crow-like necessarily—it's just making things more complicated and less efficient#by avoiding doing things that are not part of the contract and thus aren't necessary to do even if it would make it easier#it is still not an issue with performing murders for money!#I know I'm repeating myself a lot here but people really are doing Olympic floor gymnastics routines to avoid what I'm trying to say#which is that the text is very clear Lucanis does not have a moral issue with the part of his job where he is hired to kill people#(also to that refutation asserting that Lucanis's “enjoyment” is derived from going after objectively bad people#how did you miss the part where Lucanis HATES it when people say that when THEY kill it's Noble And Good only)#(Also his contracts are not strictly Venatori. He has a specialty but he very much states he has non-Venatori and non-mage contracts)#DATV things#anyway I should write a follow-up post
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ugh. some thoughts.
really been trying to find the joy in drawing/writing again and honestly it's been such a challenge. friends have told me it's most likely depression that's making it hard to feel motivated and tbh they're probably right.
hoping to get back into being creative in the way I Want to be at some point tho. I miss it. there's still so much with my stories and characters that I haven't been able to share or explain and I wish I knew how without it feeling like this daunting, impossible task.
I don't know when I'll get around to actually sharing art again (or writing, if ever). was hoping that I'd manage to get some of my mental and physical issues in check recently for just long enough to get back into the swing of being creative, but that hasn't seemed to work. everything feels bad, both artistically and physically. I'm struggling to keep up with the frantic pace at which my brain comes up with story concepts and intriguing character interactions, even tho everything in me wishes I could turn it into tangible artistic expression so I can get it out of my head and share it. it used to be easy. I don't know why it's not now.
I'm just . tired, I guess.
#spectre says#text post#negative#vent post#delete later#sorry#i probably shouldn't post this idk#tbh i know i've said this a million times but. even if i'm struggling to draw or whatever#i'm still open for asks. i want so badly to talk about my characters and the things i've been unable to explain through art#but i can't get my own thoughts together enough to know where to start with that in like. just a random post#and asks would be a great way for me to actually focus on one concept at a time based on whatever you guys are curious about#but i hate sounding like i'm begging for attention/interaction i just. genuinely don't know if anyone is interested otherwise#and if you guys do want to know more you HAVE to tell me directly#because vague forms of engagement are difficult for me to comprehend or read between the lines of#i can't read minds obviously ><;;#i know ask culture has changed a lot over the years tho and a lot of ppl don't like sending them out of being shy or whatever#which i understand#it's kind of an awkward form of engagement that no other site really has#so no pressure i'm just letting you know that I won't know if any of you guys are interested in learning more about my stuff#if i'm not told directly is all#anyway. tangent aside#its just been rough mentally my dudes. hopefully things clear up at some point and i won't feel so dead all the time#and actually have the mental clarity to continue drawing/writing like i used to again;;; God willing;;
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Domestic Diplomacy II is turning out to be even more "splickedy gratuitously gets caught in the weeds of xenosociology and alien language barriers, the fic sequel" and tbh I'm not mad about it
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“Oh, your moirail!” says Jade, and bounces upright, ignoring John’s wary little soft human cautionary hiss. To your vague surprise, she’s apparently learned enough not to do the human holding-out-a-hand gesture they usually do when they’re introduced; she clasps her hands in front of her, nonexistent claws politely folded in, and ducks her head briefly forward and to one side, careful not to jab at him with her nonexistent horns.
It's a pretty passable greeting—for a social equal, which is its own bizarre issue, considering he’s a highblood. But relatively non-offensive, for a human, and fortunately for her she’s picked a highblood who isn’t likely to give a shit. Gamzee laughs out loud and gives his own lazy-ass version of a greeting back, a vague twist of his wrists and dip of his head, condescending to use an equal’s greeting back at her. When he says “Gamzee Makara,” there’s a hint of a threatening buzz to it, a testing you should know to respect me warning—you could have told him she’d show absolutely no sign of hearing it, which is exactly what happens.
“I’m Jade Harley! I meet you,” Jade says, a carefully neutral statement-of-fact greeting—not fawning or hostile. You don’t know if humans are out here just learning neutral address no matter what, or if this human particularly just doesn’t give a shit that your moirail’s a fuck-off mutant-huge highblood with horns that scrape the ceiling of the block—by the expectant way she looks up at Gamzee afterward, she wouldn’t give much of a shit either way. Out of all of the humans, Jade Harley might actually win the prize for giving the least shits, no matter what Rose and Dave like to pretend.
“Yeah, I meet you too, motherfucker,” says Gamzee, looking incredibly amused, and glances down at you. “She’s a rude-ass little motherfuckin’ toothful, huh? I like her.”
“Of course you do,” you say, pained. “Don’t take it personally, alright? You’re not a highblood here, they don’t get highbloods.”
“Oh, best friend,” says Gamzee, and kisses your nugbone again, embarrassingly. “I’m a highblood wherever the fuck I go. It’s cool though. Squishy-ass little motherfuckers won’t get any grief from me.”
“<Motherfucker>,” Jade repeats behind you, and switches back to English, in the bright, wide verbal tone you’re starting to learn means ‘smiling and happy’, weird interstitial ‘vowel’ breath-sounds further back in the throat through pulled-back mouth-corners. “Hmm, <motherfucker>… Oh, neat! Is that dialect? It sounds like, ahh, what’s that other word. Kk—kkkht— Uh, dammit. You guys need to learn how to use vowels— It sounds like <;brother>.”
“It is like,” you say, surprised despite yourself. “<Brother> is a troll, and <motherfucker> you put it all spots you want. It’s a thing, it’s a troll, it’s a, tss, a doing-things word, it’s a name. It’s bad, it’s good. Any spot you want. And he does want, for all those, all the time.”
#splickedydrabbles#Homestuck#Domestic Diplomacy#me staring into the distance: what if 'motherfucker' and 'brother' are translated different but they're related words in alternian....#what if 'brother' and 'sister' aren't different words theyre just translated in english based on gender but there's no distinction actually#it's all the word I tend to translate as 'kin'/'family'/'fam' lol but gendered by english-speakers for comprehension#what if alternian greetings have implicit settings for 'i'm hostile to you' and 'i'm trying to be non-offensive and polite'#and the lack of either is an implicit message of 'we're equals' which comes with its own social baggage RE: castes#what if I approached Homestuck as though it was implicitly a translated text ala JRR Tolkein's meta-narrative of Lord of the Rings#''Alternian wouldn't spell his name 'karkat vantas' of course but it's been anglicized for the audience with additional vowel sounds''#'when his tone of voice is referenced in this line it of course actually refers to his engagement of his third subvocal chatterbox--''#WHAT IF--#I am frothing at the damn mouth I love fucking around in this sandbox so much I will make up ALL the societal/cultural indicators#this is the casual/semi-formal/court-formal code-switching in Save a Horse Ride a Dragon all over again lmao NO REGERTS
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Every time I see the English translation of a certain Clear Card panel with Touyuki appearing on my TL I want to pull my hair because that line was mistranslated so, so badly and people are making speculations and going nuts about it in the tags and it's all based on something that doesn't exists because that's not what Touya says, not at all. Like, not even remotely. It's also so out of character for him to say something like that, I don't know how his fans don't realize something is off in that line.
One day I will compile those translation mistakes in one giant google sheet or something, I need to turn this into a mission because it's honestly so irritating to see how riddled with mistakes this localization is, sometimes to the point of messing with important parts of the plot. I don't see them releasing a decently translated edition in the near future, so it's all I can do to give back some respect to the story. Clamp are aware of the translation mistakes and how they change the perception of the story for the foreign readers, just as they are aware of the posts I've made about them over the years (they talked about this in a Space long time ago, and I still cherish that mention in my heart with pride). But there was basically nothing they could do at the time, if not suggesting the English readers to check the posts mentioning the translation differences. That's great and all, I'm glad I have their blessing but this is also not really how ideally one should read a story. My posts are long and filled with personal comments and maybe that would deter many people from checking out what a certain line actually says, so I need to find a quicker and easier way. Also, I started to do those only from chapter 40 onwards (and in the beginning I was way overzealous, I would need to revise) and this panel I'm mentioning above is part of the butchery they did in the first volumes, which weren't covered by my posts yet.
#sorry for the vent but everytime I see certain panels my blood boils#i love Touyuki they're soulmates and I'm all for their moments together but damn that line was really NOT IT#it's so maddening to think how little respect was used in the translation of this work#and how much of the translator's bias shows through shamelessly#this is also referencing to how people probably still believe Lilie had a thing with Momo#while being very much engaged to Akiho's future father#another terrible translation mistake that hinted at a wlw pair when there was none of it#as I always say headcanons are free real estate#and you can mess around with them however you like#but canon must stay canon and the translation has to reflect precisely what's been said in the original JP text#no ifs and no buts#people deserve to know the real story#not being lied to for the sake of inventing stuff or giving 'flavor' to things#that's not Clamp's story anymore#it's the translator's story at that point#me being mad about this shitty translation all over again was really not what I needed when I'm so tired after a wedding party#goodnight#please do me a favor and read this story in Spanish if you can read Spanish#Norma's translation is really WELL DONE#always grateful to Agnes Perez for actually doing her job with love#goodnight again
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i think that unless you're talking about stuff that's like purposely and maliciously created with the goal of endangering people (e.g. nazi propaganda or cult recruiting etc) you should probably retire the term "irredeemable media". like i don't think this cartoon meant for children or niche webcomic or barely known indie game are as dangerous as you think they are
#even if they do end up harming people somehow. literally any media has that potential if the wrong ppl consume it bestie#it's not a question of media it's a question of literacy#(i say 'wrong people' but like. it's not a person thing. again it's literacy. it's about effort and thought put into it)#my point is. once you start marking every random thing that may contain problematic elements as irredeemable -#- you will never finish. bc that's literally everything in the world.#is this piece of media actually this problematic or do you just dislike it? be honest.#could it be that perhaps you refuse to engage with the text beyond surface level bc it contains a few slurs so you can't see its merits?#(don't get me wrong. it's completely valid to avoid things like that. but as soon as you start condemning fans and creators of the thing -#- that's where you should draw the line. especially ESPECIALLY when talking abt small or indie creations. tho not only)#i have a lot of thoughts on the matter but the tags aren't the place and now isn't the best time for that lol#ik this is a bit controversial tho so like every time i post smth like that. don't fight me or send me hate over this. just block me 🫡
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Frankenstein annotators vs Dracula annotators FIGHT (this Ask brought to you by the Frankenstein weekly annotator takes)
For real, there do seem to be some blisteringly cold takes going on in academic circles.
I think Frankenstein suffers more with people tending to identify harder with either Creature or Victor, and thus skewing everything the other one does in order to demonize them. They get plenty of material to work with either way, because both are extremely flawed individuals. Both are self-absorbed, make bad choices, cause harm to those around them. Both also are extremely depressed/self-hating, do not want to hurt anyone until they're well caught up in a self-perpetuating cycle of hatred, feel trapped and victimized by the other. I think a lot of the power of the book comes from being able to sympathize with both of them and spot so many moments of "if only-" while still feeling that the way things turned out was somehow inevitable. It's just ingredients of a great tragedy!
With Dracula, it feels more like people are trying to distance themselves from the characters. By reducing them to plot points, archetypes, and the like, these people stop engaging with them as characters. And as such, they try to force in negative nuance where it wasn't intended in the original, or view them only as a stereotypical Frigid Victorian Male (Jonathan) or say "this side character didn't do a lot so maybe they were secretly evil" (Quincey), or just get... super, super into horny symbolism everywhere in a way that actually saps away a lot of what makes the characters themselves. In doing so, they miss the heart of the story, which despite being a horror novel actually has some really uplifting stuff.
I haven't read tons and tons of academic takes on both books, but based on what I have read, I think those are the trends that seem to bring about some of the really weird or hostile takeaways. Getting too attached to a particular character in Frankenstein, and trying too hard not to care about the characters in Dracula. Opposite in a way, but both ending up missing a lot of heart/nuance that I think you can find in the original works.
I feel there also is an element of a kind of feedback loop in both cases. Each book has had a major impact on pop culture, but in ways which tend to diverge significantly from book canon. I do feel that some of the simplifications and reversals start out as either derivative of (Dracula must have a sympathetic backstory) or defiant to (actually, Frankenstein is the real monster) the film/pop culture versions. This as well as responding to so many other established lines of criticism and types of takes that have become almost a "standard" and which are somewhat removed from the actual canon of the page.
#anonymous#replies#frankenstein weekly#dracula daily#i know i personally have been guilty of going 'frankenstein was the real monster' all blase after not having read the novel in over a decad#and feeling in the moment like i knew better than most people who hadn't read the book. so i am at least partly speaking from experience#as well as observation#(once i actually read the book again it was very clear that this is not and was not meant to be a one-sided good vs bad story.#whereas dracula at its core IS. to a certain extent refusing to recognize the different goals here#feels like not being willing to engage honestly with the text on its level. like that joke about getting too opinionated on like#a marxist reading of green eggs & ham. it can obviously be interesting but you also have to be willing to consider#what the book was meant to be and consider it in that light. you know?)#dracula daily spoilers#just for the super vague quincey mention really
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Deleted tiktok, i am finally free lets go gamers
#got a tiktok today where the creator was gasping#performing shock and whatnot#to the LOUDEDST fuckin alt song#no hate to alt#i love you alt you are my life#but alt at times is purposely grating and i was already having a Bad Sensory Moment#anyways#this creator was acting all suprised and their caption was like “me when i found out what X meant”#and me not knowing what X meant immidiately started investigating#and it took me like a while to finally figure out#my immidiate reaction was to go to google because the tiktok search bar genuinely sucks shit#never gives you any videos that could actually answer your question#but google didnt work so i hopped back onto tiktok and tried to figure it out#had to dig through the comments to finally get a fucking answer#and then realized#oh#this is so fucking exploitative#this creator purposefully didnt explain what they were talking about so that people would go into their comments and ask questions#resulting in more engagement#more clout#genuinely fuck you#and fuck the way social media has poisoned our stupid lizard brains#that content mill shit is literally everywhere over there how do they stand it??#the only reason i had it was because my friends sent me sillies on there but yeah im done#no more shitty reddit stories narrated with text to speech ai for me thank you very much :)#aug tinks#content farm#tiktok
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All of my fandom OCs can neatly fit into one of two categories: the yappers and doesn’t say shit
Yappers:
Elughllue (WHA)
Clemont (OT2)
Simon (UniLord)
Doesn’t say shit
Hart (PKMN)
Wolffort (TriStrat)
#I say ‘fandom OCs’#but those are just my OCs because I don’t really make Original OCs#I want to engage differently with the things I like#Elughllue and Simon are very similar in the s use of their eccentricity#and over the top dramatic elegance#Clemont is just a scholar#so he’s inherently autistic#Hart will only talk if he needs to explain an answer to a question#otherwise his texts are like 3 words max#and Wolffort’s lore is that he doesn’t actually speak when introduced to the House he’s named after#he gradually picks up speaking but he takes to writing better#but only after Benedict suggests he keeps a journal for Reasons
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OC questionnaire !
Tagged by the splendiferous (i say it's a word) @fortunatetragedy!
We're going with Ricky Kronbach for this one because he's freshest on the mind and I really need to finish cleaning up the next chapter of Driving Through Tunnels.
What is something you want to do more than anything else in the world, but can't, and why?
You have to be at level 50 or above to get any deep, personal lore outta me so I'll hit you with a basic answer: design dark rides at Anaheim. Y'know, live the whole Imagineer lifestyle. The one thing standing in my way is that I fucking hate California... and my university having blacklisted me from pursuing any further engineering degrees. Frankly an over-reaction given that one guy had it coming.
2) Say you have to move to another planet. Which one are you moving to and why?
Acheron. It's technically a moon but I'm counting it because it's capable of hosting life. Why? I don't fucking know, but teenage me would've given anything to have been flipped off by Sigourney Weaver. Xenomorphs might be a problem but it's a problem I am willing to put up with.
3) How do you make grilled cheese?
I'm lactose intolerant. But the last time I made one was for my brother, and I put a slice of Velveeta between two slices of stale bread, smashed it until it was thin enough to fit into the toaster and then set it to 6 because Jeremy liked them crispy. I might have over-crisped it and almost set our house on fire.
no pressure tagging: @kairahara, @opaleyedprince, @kaizuart because they're the only peeps off the top of my head that i know have an impressive collection of OCs.
your questions are--
If you can steal any one item in all of history, what would it be and why?
You're meeting with someone important for dinner, and it's super last minute. What clothes currently at your disposal are you wearing?
Name one power or ability you wish to never have. Why?
#texts.#tag game#tagging kaizu because we were actually talking about this over the weekend and i thought it'd be funny#let me read your OCs voices.#oc: ricky kronbach#what is writing if not engaging in constant RP with only yourself?
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i just used SAVED! as a teaching tool with somebody for helping them heal from autistic complex trauma lol
#basically it starts with understanding that the whole chr1stian flair of the album is p much a metaphor#then you move on to learning how to articulate pain in a way that's actually useful to you instead of just reliving it over and over#so you can better interrogate the source of your harmful beliefs abt yourself#as well as to learn how to seek your joy; no matter how nuts it looks lol#also just how to spread this kind of knowledge as in ''i will be with you always''#and of course it engages autist1c auditory processing and hyper3mpathy rly well :)#text
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the messages app on your phone is actually so evil did you know thjs
#i can count on one hand the people i would actually engage in a sms text conversation with and everyone else is unimportant#TEXTS ARE SO SCARY I HATR THIS I HATE THIS DIE DIE DIE#it's been a week & i havent answered my coworker's text and im embarrassed but girl it's been So Bad over here in my brain and life#like i cant be bothered to text you back im sorry please just disappear. WHATEVER#loquitur
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me like ..... am I a bad teacher .......because I make class fun and my students laugh ........ surely this is wrong ........
#actually that's not really the guilt#the guilt is that I feel certain I'm not stopping or preventing the cheating the way that I should be#or enforcing the rules consistently#i just have this horrible nagging feeling that I'm letting them get away with too much#and it isn't good for them or me or the school#but also like. my class is fun. they are paying attention most of the time to the text and engaging with it in a variety of ways#i enjoy my job (most of the time) so i am not burnt out and bitter#i think i'm opening some real doors for them and isn't that what matters?#and yet!#anyway this has been the voice in my head over and over and over the past couple of weeks!!!!#because there is a lot of cheating that goes on. just generally. and shenanigans i don't approve of and all of that#and there is this part of me that wants to be a hard-ass#not because i think i should be and not because i'm putting that pressure on myself#but because i don't WANT to let them get away with everything! it's important to me that i sometimes catch them out#make them face the consequences of their actions#in a meaningful way!#idk i guess i just need to keep aiming for that without feeling that i need to remove any element of fun#or personality from my room#idk idk just musing aloud
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Love how me and my cousin don't really know how to talk to each other so we just play 8ball pool over facebook
#hopefully ill be able to go down to austin in October for the whiskey thing shes going to with my uncle#she invited me to houston for her birthday but texas in august sounds like a bad time#its hard to have a conversation with her when she visits kansas cuz her grandparents are with her and her grandpa makes me wanna#throw hands#hes an engineer for an oil company and hes constantly going on about how oil is the best source of power and cant be replaced and#isnt actually that bad for the environment and it makes me want to kill him#not to mention hes a judgy rich catholic.#hard to have a conversation while trying to restrain myself from launching over the table to strangle a man#he also just rubs me the wrong way#his presence feels like sandpaper and hes very insistent on eye contact and my autistic ass is not a fan#his voice is also loud#her grandma isnt so bad but she feels a little stepford wife to me so im still leary about interacting with her#conversations around them feels like a fucking minefield#so it would be nice to get a chance to talk to her without either of them around#and i never know how safe texts are since they were still monitoring her phone after she was 18#and her computer#like i dont wanna get her in trouble or having them find out shit about me that my grandparents dont know about and that i would#rather them not know#like im assuming texts are safe now cuz she texted me when she got engaged but asked me to keep it a secret but who knows with these people
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:'( :') they were nice. They're prepared for a husky. They like him. He likes them. He's really gonna be leaving soon.
#they did say we can go to the park together and we can stop by their house to see him#and they'll text pics and facetime and stuff#its actually weird how perfectly things seemed to line up lol#1. they're an engaged couple and we randomly know the guys dad?? lol#we didn't even meet through him it was just a complete coincidence#2. buckys named after bucky barnes from marvel. they didn't know that. they said they were just watching a marvel movie before we got there#and bucky was on screen and they were like hey perfect like bucky barnes!#so they thought it was really cool he was named after bucky barnes#3. he howls at fire trucks. they live right behind a fire station lol#idk when we'll officially move him over there but hopefully next week#so its not too soon#its really hard but it is relieving that hes going to the right family#bucky#my dog#:(
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Final Fantasy XVI has small text size *cries in small tv*
I hate tiny fonts. I would like to be able to read shit. Fucking need the game tho. Also I survived Xenoblade X which is straight up impossible in terms of small text
#i know this is made for big 4k screens#but ugh#not all of have those#at least nintendo seems to have shifted to bigger text again lately which is GOOD#one thing fe engage absolutely does have over three houses is actually readable text
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Abandoned Twitter for Bluesky and good god is it such a breath of fresh air. Goodbye Muskrat man 😌
#text post#seriously thank god people actually moved over there this time#it’s so nice having a platform not explicitly built to amplify rage bait and drama for the sake of engagement
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