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not now sweetie mommy is working on her mandatory pride&prejudice spirk au
#thought i would give an update to you guys#we've officially hit chapter 4#out of 11 i have planned#theyre relatively short for now but well see what damage the editing process will do#fic update#spirk fic#status: wip#i think if i manage to focus i can finishe by the end of october#star trek spirk#well see#star trek#anyways my phone is at 1%#peace out#finish ir*#finish it*#i aint correcting that damn typo you deal with it its your problem now
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i genuinely love that the hunger games is in katnissās pov bc shes the one character that has no clue about whats going on, clearly does not want to be there, and shes just walking through life in a permanent state of utter confusion. and idk i really relate to that.
#katnissās diary entry 11: āso turns out once again everyone knew the plan BUT MEā#the hunger games#thg#katniss everdeen#i ādont think anyone else would have been gagged as many times as she has.#peeta mellark#everlark
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#making Lori the main character was a mistake there are 0 fun clips of her. she just vanishes after the intro don't worry about it#''journey doesn't quite go as planned'' yeah ya girl fucking died lmao#the context for where the hell all these other people came from is nonexistent#but there's 11 seasons of this shit and I can't find the clips I'm thinking of so#fuck it#I have more important deadlines rn lmao#there's a few clips I had that I'm sad about leaving out but this shit is already too long#I rly wanted the one of Rick putting in that CD and Daryl being like ''please don't-''#also Daryl being horrendous at driving stick with Rosita and Denise#wanted to have everybody bopping to that song drawing the walkers away from the movie theatre...#Carl crashing the car in front of Enid...#the rollerskates...#but alas#twd
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prepare!
for context: i pitched an idea to the ava tumblr community about a day where we can just draw chosen happy, eventually it turned into a week!
the only real purpose of chosenweek is to draw chosen happy after all the shit he's been through, thats it! its the week of wholesome chosen art, to put it simply
note you can also include other silly sticks, not just tco! though remember what this week is all about heh
ACK, forgot to mention that you can draw, write.... uh etc. stuff for this event!!
the REAL start of chosenweek will start arounnnd 12am gmt+8 (when it turns october 28 in my time), this post is only for preparation
speaking of, i also made some prompts for the event, some of them were suggested by the community! youre welcome to use this though take note that you dont have to finish all of them and that this list is ENTIRELY OPTIONAL because i know sticktober is still going on
this promptlist was only made for fun, btw so have fun
oh yeah to anyone wondering, if you want to post anything related to this event the tag is just simply #ava chosenweek!
participating in this silly mini event the community thought up is your choice btw!!! not forcing you to join or anything!!
#ava#animator vs animation#alan becker#ava tco#ava the chosen one#ava chosenweek#dude this was queued ever since JULY 20 HOLY SHIT#and the original idea was pitched a day earlier............#this is how you know how long its been planned for oh wow#while ava 11 isnt out and we get even more tco angst we can at least have this for a bit#see you tomorrow! WOW im so excited but also so nervous at the same time#i wonder how many people will actually participate....#lets see!#lilacsart
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#ronal gave her a taste of her own medicine lol#I know she's got trauma and all but she literally watched Spider grow up from an infant exposed to nothing but the Na'vi way#and she's still convinced he'll turn out like Quaritch#i'd get it if she was wary of unknown humans but this is your weird kids' ONLY friend before they move to the reef#she doesn't have to LOVE him but at the very least she needs to respect that her kids love him and let them be#and not try to ban them from seeing each other#or try to jump him cause ma'am you had no reason to do all that to a child š#and all while Mr Jacob āI helped Quaritch plan Hometree 9/11ā Sully gets completely forgiven#I NEED Avatar 3 already cause I need to know how Neytiri and Spider's relationship will be resolved#cyren myadd draws#avatar#avatar the way of water#avatar the way of traumatizing spider#avatar 3#neytiri sully#neytiri
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(abt my last ask) thank you for the answer, your understanding of charas is trully stellar!
I wanted to ask, what's your take on recovery!au (unless you intend to cover it in your fic)? In the universe, where Jimmy happens, but the crew somehow survives. Everyone is traumatised, Anya is pregnant, Curly is disabled (could he even be able to afford disability aids? Pony express in no more, would they even be paid a sufficient compensation?). There is also a question of p*lice investigation (or whatever agency is responsible for space crimes), even more trauma... Man, it's bleak.
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I like them sad but for emotional and physical recovery reason rather than all the actual legal stuff that would ensue.
I like when Swansea relapsing is explored and Daisuke losing a little bit of his light. I am clearly a big supporter of Anya and Curly remaining close friend after but I think exploring the unhealthy dynamics of the trauma bond theyād develop should be played with way more. I think itās a bit annoying when people are on the nose about Anya telling Curly he shouldāve done more, especially when heās struggling through recovery.
I feel like people really want her to be a character to rub salt into wounds, just to give her something cathartic, but itās just OOC for me. Itās not a kindness thing but I donāt think she wants that sort of guilt to stay with him like that? He did not do what Jimmy did, he couldāve done more to stop it but she would not intentionally try to direct what she can never take out towards Jimmy at Curly. At least when they all make it out. This is not to say she doesnāt think he shouldnāt have any remorse but she understands that no one else could have foreseen Jimmy crashing the ship or getting that bad.
I like when it gets psychoanalytic in fics with the crew. Talk about Curly finally opening up on details on how he and Jimmy were friends, have the others realize how bad Jimmy was to even Curly, not a lot of people realize that they donāt know how Jimmy was to him. Have Anya be angry and snippy, have her worry sheās becoming like Jimmy even though she could never be like him, itās that fear though, that she is owed that cathartic release and may take it out on others in some selfish subconscious desire to reclaim control for herself. Have her actualize-herself, is med school the only option? What does she want now? Does Swansea divorce his wife, give up on the life he created because he was just following the path of a good man, one he didnāt believe? Or does he stay and use the time he has left to make it something he believes in. How is Daisuke? Is he more mature or does he lose a little light? What are his new aspirations if any? His relationship with his parents?
Ultimately, I think a recover au should really focus on just them actually getting to know each other and filling themselves. So much of their interactions were likely based on coworker dynamics first. With that out the window they are now people who canāt really move on from each other but need to move on in life.
#ngl Iām a baby and do like recovery aus where jimmy dies and Curly is injured but not as badly#mainly because the theme of characters not getting what they desire both as like a reward and improper punishment hurt#like that shouldāve been Jimmy in the damn cockpit like again wtf is wrong with curly cause he was just no fear or plan willing to risk his#life like again he wouldāve eventually done the right thing and had to live with the guilt of not doing it sooner cause mans effectively#killed himslef with that stunt idk heās an odd white fellow#I want Anya to be happiest in these aus because no one talks value the fear of becoming like ur abuser in a way like sheād be stuck on so#many ways he affected her and not know if she was like this before or he brought it out of her like would she feel like she gave curly to#him to abuse the bruises has to be obvious to a nurse did she really think they wouldnāt get into the med bay#was she being merciful to curly or not caring anymore like Jimmy wouldnāt? itās not fair to her to have these thoughts#her attempts at doing the right thing were not misguided by selfish delusions but god she thinks they are for a bit Polle haunts her in a#different way as she realizes none of this was her burden and it shouldnāt be anyone elseās#idk post aus are fun but I just hate when people make it about punishing a character or overly pessimistic like damn get rid of that fix it#tag if nothing is resolved and everyon still wants to die 10 chapters in im trying to cry tears of relief i will be back for chapter 11#mouthwashing#ask#š anon
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whatever I donāt care abt my stupid grandma anymore we have kittens
#it was our honest intention to have our cat sterilized but literally the same week we planned to take her to the vet#construction workers came to our āhouseā & didnāt close the doors properly & she got out bc she was scared of the noise they were making#and was gone for 11 days and came back pregnant#and by then we had already spent the sterilization money on various things necessary for our survival while being homeless#but we thought we still had enough time to amass enough money for her like . abortion. bc we thought there was no way in hell we were going#to be able to take care of them but she gave birth literally out of nowhere last sunday#which was the day i left the house so . here they are and im finally spending some time with them and theyāre so cute im gonna pass away#i realize I donāt have to be explaining all this but I donāt want some moron calling me irresponsible for forcing my cat to have kittens#while homeless like i cannot describe how much it wasnāt our intention to do so#mp
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Itās been 0 weeks since the World Cup finale, 17 weeks to go until sgp and 34 weeks to go until next season.
#and we are back š« š#first countdown post is always the worst one#but it will get better just not now or the next weeks#trying to uphold some sense of community with these countdowns#i am not ready for the tag to die#and to not have any comps in the foreseeable future and with that no sj content#I'm fine this is fine#ššš#oh I forgot this is also the first post that gets the offseason tag this is bad#someone sedate me until next winter#yeah I am feeling totally normal about this sure that's a completely healthy reaction#the range of emotions I went through preparing this post#and in case you're wondering I always plan to prepare these posts for a few weeks or the whole offseason in advance and never do it#so of course I frantically open tumblr at 11:59 am on sundays accompanied by muttering shit shit shit and type the post and tags#plans made but chaos reigns#there are no fixed calendars out yet they are usually discussed and approved in the spring meeting in april#but I based this on the last years so it should be more or less accurate :)#ski jumping#offseason2024#sgp countdown 24#actually it's 25 because it counts as part of the new season but that seem awfully confusing so it stays 24 here#sj countdown 24#same with this one technically it's 24/25 but yeaaahhh the season starts in 24 so it's fine
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finished the outline for CW, its gonna be a total of 28 chapters! some parts in the middle im still a little iffy on but i have all the broadstrokes/know exactly where all the big important scenes are placed >:) including a lot of things im very excited for
chapter 11 in particular. them running low on painkillers is something i am setting up on purpose for the events of that chapter. this is your only warning
#canary continuity#chapter 11 might be worse than anything in caged lungs actually#depends on how it pans out. but its already extremely upsetting in my outline [rubs my hands together]#you know that joke i made about the lamp? ahem#anyways#after im finished with CW ill do an epilogue oneshot (takes place post s2 finale/after the lair change) and then CC will be over probably#i dont plan on going into the invasion or anything like that i dont think its relevant#im happy to have some more solid plans on where im going!!#although chapter 3 is one of those im actually not super solid for (sorry if im slow for this next one) so i just need to brute force it#i know what im gonna ADDRESS i just need to put it into a plot#excited for chapter 4 though! it has some of the earliest scenes i had planned for the series actually#ok ramble over theres my update on my process
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displeasure
#num draws#yuuta posting#im gonna collect all of them and have a tag for each one#i already have four i just need to draw kurosaki nextā¦#dies irae vn#dies irae yuuta#yandere#yandere vn#digital art#fanart#hi i redrew this like 11 times#this isnt even the original idea#i had plansā¦. and they didnt work out#art block im punching you in the throat#its okay maybe ill try again later </3#sorry for using the same bg over and over again it will happen again#im bad at them im sorry š#i hope he at least looks like hes annoyed#why cant i DRAW š#save me please#even though i couldnt do what i wanted i still wanted to draw yuuta#so here he is#thats four out of five haha#i said that already#whatever
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Like itās soooo easy to fall into despair and just assume something is fundamentally wrong and idk man sometimes you are just working with different pieces than everyone else and it sucks! But also sometimes you have to grit your teeth and figure out what the root of the problem is and what you yourself can do to improve it and itās also going to be soooo easy to think of the solutions as big and daunting and impossible which is why you have to break it down AGAIN and figure out the smallest and most tangible ways to work towards it possible. Like who gives a fuck if your goal is just text one person a day thatās still SOMETHING, and if you keep doing it then maybe someday it wonāt be as scary!! Maybe itās writing for five minutes a day or maybe you start by asking people if they want to hang out and study for an afternoon or maybe you try eating an extra piece of fruit every few days i donāt freaking know but sometimes it really is just about doing something small and manageable over nothing at all and letting it build up. Idk. Iām just some guy who tries to talk in a discord server every day
#SORRY FOR GETTING PREACHY OR SOMETHING. I JUST FEEL STRONGLY ABOUT THE POWER OF SMALL REPEATED ACTIONS#I HAVE SPENT THE PAST COUPLE MONTHS REFLECTING ON QAYS I PERSONALLY CAN CHANGE PARTS OF MY LIFE#AND I HAVE BEEN WORKING ON IT A LITTLE BIT NOW THAT IM NOT DYING AND PLAN TO MORE WHEN IM BACK AT SCHOOL#AND I ACTUALLY FEEL PRETTY GOOD ABOUT MYSELF#and idk. itās fucking terrifying sometimes but down the line itāll be like that less and less. you just have to do it.#but again I am just a guy who had to figure this all out over the past 11 years. because adults and professionals hate to see me winning#like so fucking what I feel awkward socially. do it awkward man. do it until you feel comfortable being awkward around people#do it with the social algorithms and calculations do it needing 5 minutes to string words together right but DO IT!
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Think itās safe to say that the off season bracelet making is getting a little out of hand
#I have plans for at least 11 more š#the Boston ones are varied because Iām running out of green beads#and Iām not leaving Minnesota out I just donāt have any purple beads in the kit I have#which is actually a bit weird because thereās 4 shades of pink but not a single purple#also side note dyslexia makes making these so unnecessarily hard I second guess the spelling so much because the beads just make the names#look wrong when I know theyāre not#pwhl
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papa and his principessaš (yeah its the cardinal face I DONT CARE !!!)
#is it basically just vincent price?#yes#have he and copia merged in my brain?#si#anyway#SUGAR DADDY COPIA#i have a 11 chapter fic planned out for this#satanspeed to me#my-art#the band ghost#cardinal copia#papa iv#dolce papa#the band ghost fanart
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actually crashing out, vent in tags
#been planning this xmas party w my friends for a month#my mom got super into and weāre cooking a bunch of food for it#well we talked about what movie to watch and a couple of friends said the shining#didnt wanna watch that#thats not a christmad movie#but i was under the impression we never agreed to a movie#so i bring it up three weeks later#and my friend gets pissed at me for changing the movie#when we never agreed to one in the first place#like itās my fucking party i think i should have some say#so we finally agree to home alone#and i think everything is fine#then i get a text today#saying we need to start at 10 instead of 11#because one of my friends#has to fucking work tomorrow at 3#i start crashing out#bc this shit has been making me so anxious#and this just made it worse#i want to cancel the party but i cant#my mom already spent a bunch of moneh#they want to fit in a 3 hour board game and im like#when are we gonna have fucking time for that#jesus#so iām pissed at two of my friends#my best friend has apologized to me for them#love him so much thanks pookie#anyway#been cleaning the house to prepare for these stupid idiots#i donāt think iām ever hosting anything ever again
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starting to kind of date someone right before christmas is so stressful fr. do i get him a gift or what we've been on two dates but i'm seeing him tonight n it's christmas eve.....but what if he didn't get me anything then it will be weird.....
#i planned to try to find something small enough that i could easily carry around concealed then take it out if he got something for me#but the thing i got ened up being a bit too big for that lol#im gonna bring a big bag of gifts for all my friends maybe and then it won't be weird idk#by some miracle my mom showed me a bag of emergency gifts for the girlies and i was like cool im taking all of them tonight š#which was not what she intended lol#but im gonna do it#if i had time i would have gotten him something different but its good enough#he mentioned a book he hadn't read last night so would have been cool the got him that but its too late its a music hat now#if he even got me anything idk#but he specifically told me he was last minute christmas shopping so idk#i am over analyzing this for sure tho#anyway most unrealistic part of christmas romance movies is they're not anxious wondering whether to gift or not to gift#also im lowkey scared abt new years š³#not that i wouldn't like to kiss him probably but i already have a hard time looking at him without blushing š#so that would make it 10000x worse lmao#also idk if i want to kiss him JUST bc its new years instead of waiting for the right moment to just happen? idk i dont wanna rush things#its not for sure we'll be together at midnight on new years idk what his plans are#but we'll see#anyway things are going well but moving faster than expected š
#also not 100% sure i'm seeing him tonight and def not tomorrow so that might take the gift pressure off but idk#waiting to hear back abt tonight#ššš#also idk why we waited until we were both on break from work to do stuff bc honestly every time we've met it's been after work hours anyway#however it allows us to stay up later than on work nights which is nice#he didn't leave my house until after 11 last night lol#anyway trying hard not to get swept up in all this while its new but fr im like oh this is what it's supposed to feel like š„ŗ#never been in love before every relationship i've had was awk and forced was starting to think maybe im just not capable of love#but literally cuddling on the couch watching it's a wonderful life last night i was like hm i'm definitely capable of love actually#not saying im actually there yet but it would be soooo easy to fall for this guy which is p scary actually#esp bc im not sure it would work for other reasons
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death note is super unrealistic in the fact that everyone who even as much as glimpses at light's direction appears to be completely obsessed with him like L, takada, mikami, misa, all of his past girlfriends, on and on and yeah, like he is literally not anything special. he isn't even that hot but like. personally, though, this part of me knows deep down that i myself would have folded for him immediately. he is an ugly rat but if he showed up, his usual facade of this charming and smart man, there is not much i could do. i am no better than any of them.
#š arian's shit#death note#light yagami#but he would not be going after me i would be so utterly useless to him#literally nothing going for me#also there is a pattern to this post you have got to understand i ALWAYS thirst over light like this when i am planning to write until an#ungodly hour#this is my fuel i guess. making posts about that ugly bitch light yagami and talk about how badly i want to kiss him#at like 11 pm and then write until 3 am and pass out
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