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happy april fools day
yes that is the winged lion
#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#thistle dungeon meshi#laios dungeon meshi#this is so stupid#yall know the thing this is from right#otherwise this is going to be awkward#dungeon meshi fanart#mine
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My angsty brain: So… Callum’s Dad died of some kind lung condition, eh? Sure would be a shame if that was hereditary
#listen I don’t write the parallels between Callum and Viren okay#canon does#but ooof#imagine THAT one#Callum and Rayla’s kiddo sick and dying#of a condition Callum is pretty sure he passed on somehow?#it would eat him up inside ok#soooo much angst potential#ok#I’m going to step away from my keyboard now#tdp#the dragon prince#snake boi callum#tdp spoilers#callum#tdp callum#not tagging ‘rayllum’ coz we’re doing good#not going to bring us down right now#apart from Katolis being destroyed that is#otherwise good#ignore the last few seconds of canon from the rayllum perspective#so callum doens’t know and is just a happy boy#woo got my gf and her awkward semi-nake dad#who killed my dad#but I’m cool#cool cool coool cool coool cool cool#giveusthesaga
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DP x DC prompt [19]
A couple days ago, or maybe it’s been a week now, there had been a horrid storm.
It had been bad enough on the surface but underwater it had caused extremely powerful currents that have dragged a very young Garth away and into the unknown.
He really should have listened to Atlan and stayed put…
Lost and alone, a Little Garth has found himself a lot closer to the surface than usual, the sea currents are still churning pretty bad and he simply can’t navigate his way back to anything remotely familiar.
At this point he’s quite hungry and tired, and he’s found that catching something is somewhat easier nearer to the surface.
However, now something entirely different has caught his attention.
still safely tucked away under the waves. Garth is watching two surface dwellers. judging by size they should be even younger than Garth is, which probably means their caretaker(s) are nearby.
Garth is about to leave them to it and go his own way when he catches on to the erratic kicking movements of the smallest one.
oh, he’s pretty sure surface dwellers aren’t supposed to stay underwater that long, that is if Atlan’s stories are correct.
And even though he’s somewhat terrified, he finds he can’t just… though he probably should…
Well, he ends up saving Danny from drowning.
Jazz and Danny’s parents are busy with a supposed haunted shipwreck and not paying attention.
But by saving Danny Garth found by Maddie and Jack. Who are worried that Garth is there all alone which is like... kinda hypocritical but whatever.
No ghost, but they got a sea boy!
and that quickly has them reassessing their disappointing conclusion that the wreck isn’t haunted, clearly the ghosts are somewhere underwater! After all, the ship was lost at sea and simply washed ashore.
Garth can’t really communicate that great with the Fenton’s. He doesn’t know english, and they do not have telepathy, the only thing he can catch from them is impressions of their emotions, which does make figuring out “yes” and “no” a bit easier.
At first he decides to accept their offer of shelter and food simply because he’s tired and hungry, and they seem like good people even if they are from the surface.
Then Garth makes the mistake of getting attached. All of a sudden he’s put in a eldest brother role. Jazz is determined to teach him english with her kid books and Danny has been attached to him like a barnacle ever since Garth got him out of the water.
And Garth’s needs aren’t even remotely treated as some sort of annoyance, they make note of his need for lots of water and adapt easily.
Everything is extremely overwhelming but thankfully for Garth they don't make the offer to take him with them to Amity Park right away.
They are on a family trip so they stick to the sea for another week and a half or so. After that they ask if he wants to just come with, Danny basically begs him, having an older brother seems like the best thing ever to him.
And Garth ends up taking the offer cause the last week was better than most of his lonely life so far, even if everything is weird and difficult and he can't communicate right.
#dpxdc#dcxdp#danny phantom#danny fenton#dp x dc#dc x dp#dp x dc crossover#dp x dc prompt#garth of shayeris#aqualad#Garth will probably take all the stuff the Fentons say about ghosts and agree with them purely because he doesn't know any better#When the portal accident happens Danny is initially very hesitant to tell his big brother. But Jazz convinces Danny otherwise once she know#And Garth is heartbroken that Danny thought he'd be against his little brother because of things he had no control over#They will work it out though#Garth's evil necrolord uncle might very well just be in Walker's prison#meeting him in the zone is going to be incredibly awkward#dc stands for disregard canon#Fentons get to adopt someone from the DC universe for once
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hm. the fact that ford dreams about being famous and becoming this household name in the scientific community while also uh. not being very good at social interaction is soo fascinating to me. which further backs up my belief that it's not rlly about being famous, it's about the praise, it's about feeling like he's proven himself as "more than a freak" its about going "see! i am a productive member of society! i'm more than a freak and i'm more than my circumstances! i'm worth something!"
because let's be real here, i don't think ford "local recluse who was so isolated from the town he lived in that nobody noticed when his brother came in and took over his identity" pines would've even liked being famous very much! do you really think this guy would like being under a magnifying glass? i think he would just be really overwhelmed 24/7.
it makes me wonder how better world ford deals with it. he's still in contact with fiddleford in that dimension, does he leave a lot of the social stuff up to him? i mean, fiddleford managed to start a cult, so he could probably do it if he wanted too, but even then i don't think he'd be fully comfortable with it. is he a very private and isolated famous person? or does ford do it himself? how does he feel about it? i have a million questions about the better world dimension, it's so endlessly interesting to me. god what i would give to see what better world ford is up too.
#ford is the sort of guy to follow you around a party#make awkward small talk#get overstimulated#and then leave early#he would not like being famous you can't convince me otherwise#SAID WITH LOVE. BTW.#i'm the guy who gets overstimulated at parties we're in the same boat#inspired by another post i saw at some point#gravity falls#ford pines#yeah this can go in a character tag. why not#incredibly embarrassing if i'm wrong about all of this and just projecting#but i rewatched/reread gf and journal 3 recently so i've been thinking about this a bit
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I saw a thing about being interactive with followers, and so because this is a blog dedicated to Lockwood and Co, write in with any haunted occurrences you have had! :D Tbh they don’t even have to be true, if you enjoy writing short horror stories send them in to my asks
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Feveruary Day 7: 'I'm still not used to being taken care of'
Live action verse! :D
And also a double drabble because Huang Shaotian Cheng Xiaoshi cannot be contained!
“ – and you can forget the top bunk, when it comes to concussions, let me tell you – ” Cheng Xiaoshi’s mouth didn’t stop moving as he went in and out of the living room, bringing more of their bedroom back with him each time. From the couch, Lu Guang watched helplessly, icepack to his brow, unable to follow the dizzying whirlwind of conversation. That wasn’t because of his actual dizziness. That was Cheng Xiaoshi’s usual effect. “There. We. Go!” The two-hour countdown was set, and Cheng Xiaoshi nodded at the filled up room satisfied. With everything he needed for the night, and then some, he settled in his chair cross-legged with a bag of chips and a smug grin. “It’s funny, isn’t it. I’ve taken so many blows to the head tonight yet I’m still perfectly fine. You, meanwhile, took one and landed in the hospital. Aiyah, lie back down. Didn’t you hear me say I’ll look after you? Is that so hard to accept?” “No, it’s just,” the corners of Lu Guang’s mouth involuntarily twitched upwards. “I guess I’m still not used to being taken care of.” Cheng Xiaoshi gave him a long look. Then piled on another blanket.
#feveruary#feveruary 2025#link click#link click live action#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi#fortune's drabbles#fortune's fanfics#i feel like live action CXS has significantly less parental angst compared to the donghua#his parents are brought up once and he awkwardly dodges the question and is otherwise shown to be very happily part of the Qiao family#(and it's very cute! he is very much their bonus son!)#Lu Guang meanwhile has as mysterious a past as ever but also feels like he might be an orphan?#prior to meeting cxs the only person he seems to have any kind of connection to is his teacher (and he only knew her for around 3 years)#and based on some of he xu's comments it sounded like he was a reclusive lonely artist before that#and also he feels like a big brother to a bunch of kids in his hometown and we never get much of an explanation for that#i just kinda assumed they were all orphans after a certain point#my first thought was that his teacher was the orphanage director haha#anyway i love live action shiguang but i do feel like they also have a very distinct vibe from donghua shiguang#they haven't known each other as long and there's significantly less time loop angst there#watching them go from awkward reluctant partners to ride or die for each other is one of the best parts of the live action#it is just very sweet how much they learn to accept each other#anyway since i'm including lcla in these drabbles now i should write he xu at some point too :)
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wait actually. how did that meeting lann's mom go for maercy sjsbshnsj
she completely misunderstood what ria was asking
#oc: maercy#my art#i am not happy with this at all BUT!! now i know i need to spend longer in the planning phase.#i really don't like the panel layout. or my design for ria. it's just very visually boring to me.#designing clothing has always been a really weak point for me and although what i came up with is serviceable i just don't like it#i AM happy i finished it tho!!! look at me. finishing stuff. very cool.#also i ran out of space for the rest of the dialogue boxes in the last panel 😭 which is why the text is like that#all of ria's dialogue is from the game (occurs after you agree to go find lann) i literally changed nothing. just added maercy's reactions.#i might (*MIGHT*. HEAVY MIGHT) continue this to the rest of the quest because i do have some fun ideas#(and if i do there will hopefully be a significant increase in quality)#it is going to change how maercy realizes her feelings for lann tho because otherwise she's going to look. EXTREMELY stupid.#like excessively frustratingly stupid. also it'll be funnier than my old headcanon.#i want to make this scene 100 times more awkward >:]#you can't really see it because i made it too small but the die crit failed#wisdom wasn't maercy's dump stat but i do like acting like it was (it was intelligence)#(i can probably play it like she picks up on things but draws the wrong conclusion. i think that'd be funny)#aughh the text in panel 4 is too small but i dont want to fix itttttt 😭
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Damn that murderbot trailer kinda sucks
#why did they go with super warm colours for the lighting and everything. the world is a hellscape#also. goddamn. the thing about 'oh we need a white guy bc otherwise itd be awkward' doesnt hold up at all#cos everything seems to be played comedically#also.#the first lines in the first novella are a PERFECT introduction to murderbot#and they changed them#murderbot
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can I ask when you started on hrt? cause I'm just starting now (25) and although I logically know that's definitely not too late, I can't help but feel sucker-punched by grief every once in a while that I don't get to spend my early twenties in a body that feels like mine.
many internet hugs for you, anon. I didn't start hrt until I was around 26 and didn't come out at all until about a year before that, and I absolutely spent some time early on grieving the time I lost, especially since the pandemic struck just as I was finally starting to feel comfortable in my own body.
however, I'm now 32, and that sense of grief and regret has only grown more distant the more time I've spent living how I was meant to be. and I promise you have much, much more time than it feels like. at age 25 I was literally a bridesmaid in my brother's wedding (we joke about it now), and within like two years I'd completely socially transitioned and was working in a salon in cosmetology school where none of my clients knew me as anything other than the Obligatory Resident Gay Guy. I've made friends, I've gotten involved with the local kink community, I got comfortable enough to grow my hair back out and go full tolkien elf, and it feels fantastic. There's a lot of cultural emphasis on your early 20s in media and online culture, but it's really a tiny sliver of your entire life and pretty much nobody, trans or cis, has fully become themselves by that point.
That's not to say the grief doesn't have a place, I still have my moments where I think about what could have been and mourn the person I wasn't able to be, but the experiences you'll have going forward will more than make up for it.
#I actually went on and off t a few times (because the injection schedule was fucking with my depression/anxiety really bad)#(had to eventually switch to daily gel)#and may yet go off in the future (because I really like my hair and don't trust my genetics or my body's ability to handle finasteride)#but you don't have to have everything figured out just right to live your best life tbh#everything will get to where it needs to be#sidenote the wedding photographer was really insistent on getting a cute photo of me kissing my brother on the cheek#and it was so funny because we have NEVER had that kind of dynamic even before I came out#we're both neurodivergent and we are not at all touchy/affectionate people#also he's a foot taller than me#so now there exists the world's most awkward photo of me in a dress craning up to reach his cheek as we stand otherwise 1ft apart#hands at our sides#staring at the camera like we're in a hostage situation#both clearly having a dreadful time#it's great#he actually knew I was trans at that point he was the first person I told and he and his wife had offered to let me come as a dude#but I opted not to because I knew SIL's family leaned conservative and didn't want to risk making it a whole thing at the wedding#they ended up being pretty chill with me so in hindsight I wish I'd gone for it but ah well at least we have that photo#cosmetology didn't work out due to the plague which is a shame I loved it
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September 3, 1995 – the Executive Residence
She pads barefoot down the hall after tucking Scotty in, leaving him to drift off to the soft cadence of an old audiobook, something about the moon. He still likes the NASA stories, even if he never quite believes she used to live up there.
In the kitchen, she fills a glass from the filtered tap. Takes a sip. Then another. The coolness centers her, but her thoughts are still unspooling, drifting back toward the day. She doesn’t go to bed. Not yet. Instead, she finds herself moving on instinct, veering toward the sitting room like her body already knew what her mind hadn’t admitted: that sleep won’t come easy tonight.
It’s quiet here. Dim. Just the low hum of security lighting and the distant blur of D.C. traffic. She crosses to the window, drawn to the faint spill of city glow beyond the glass, and stands there, letting the dark settle around her. She presses her forehead against the glass, her breath fogging a small circle on the pane.
The press briefing was nine hours ago, but it hasn’t really ended. Her staff is still scattered across war rooms and call loops. Phones are ringing. Damage control unfolding in real time. Half the party has the knives out already. The other half is waiting to see if she’s still useful.
Larry was ready to take the fall alone. A clean confession. A quiet exit. Ready to spin it clean—oblivious wife, wayward husband, a discreet scandal they could move past. But she didn’t want that version printed. Not for Scotty.
Because their son would’ve grown up thinking it was Larry’s lie that broke the family, and Ellen’s silence that let it happen. She’d spent a lifetime shaping a story that made sense to the world. Tonight, for the first time, she’d told the one that was true.
Not because she was brave. But because she couldn’t stomach asking anyone else, especially him, to carry it.
And she was tired. So tired—of hiding, of spinning, of choking on things that should’ve been said. This truth had waited long enough.
Headlights flare on E Street below, catching in the glass like a spark. The moment snags her attention. Beyond the fences, the city keeps breathing. Out there, the world is reacting. Applauding. Condemning. Dissecting. Wondering what she’ll do next.
So is she.
She lowers herself onto the edge of the couch, the glass nestled between her palms. She takes another sip. Her thoughts don’t land. They just loop.
The truth is out and that should feel like something. But, it doesn’t feel like triumph. It feels like standing naked in a storm. Her chest tight. Her pulse a drumbeat in her throat. Exposed in a way that no EVA suit ever prepared her for. But underneath that, the quietest whisper of something else.
Relief. With a tinge of… it’s not regret. She just doesn’t know what comes next. For so long, the closet was the price of entry. To NASA. To politics. To safety. To control. And now, now she’s stepped out into the light, and there’s no going back. No unringing the bell.
She watches the light from the Washington Monument cut across the dark lawn in pale slices. She used to find comfort in its geometry, in the perfect symmetry. But tonight, it feels like standing in the middle of a solved equation and realizing it still doesn’t add up.
There was a time she imagined this moment. Coming clean, stepping forward, and someone else was always here.
Someone who would’ve understood what it cost her to hold her breath for this long.
She leans back slowly, the couch cushion barely yielding. Her eyes trace the lines of the window again. Clean. Ordered. Just like everything she built.
Except the thing she wanted most never fit in those lines.
She tips her head back, eyes stinging. She used to imagine Pam would be here. Not in the crowd, not watching from a distance, but just... here. Beside her. A hand on her knee, maybe. A look that said, Finally.
But the last time she saw her, there was no joy in her eyes. No anger, either. No fight left.
Just that quiet, steady sadness. Not from being left behind, but from watching someone she loved choose silence over and over. For herself, for them, for all the others who never had Ellen’s power and her platform. Pam had stopped believing she’d ever use it.
And maybe that’s fair. Maybe Ellen’s words today don’t undo the years she spent biting them back. Maybe what she did today was too little, too late.
Or... maybe not. Maybe it was still something. Maybe it was finally brave.
And maybe that bravery doesn’t have to end here. Tomorrow, when the headlines scream and the questions pile up…
Maybe she can do the next brave thing. Maybe she can go get her girl.
#ellen x pam#for all mankind#pam horton#ellen waverly#spacepoet#ellen wilson#5 times ellen thinks of pam#this is five#i hc that ellen planned to visit pam shortly after her bomb dropped#but then a real bomb happened#and she had to focus on presidenty things#so it was a few weeks later#but she still went to go get her girl#luckily her girl was home#could have been awkward otherwise
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my secret is that i don't think i have a future. i'm turning 18 in a month, maybe by the time you post this ask i will already be 18 for a while, but well, im not there yet. i just finished high school kicking and screaming, literally thought i wouldn't survive it to the point i was considering ending it all several times, but i finished it. now what? now i know i have to go to uni but i also know i won't be able to make it through. i barely scraped by with high school and now my mental health is at an all time low (thought 2021 was my worst year but life is full of surprises) and if college is harder than high school like people say it is, then i'm just royally fucked. it does not help that i don't know who i want to be in life. i'm bilingual and have language skills, but if i study for a translator job then it's just like-- who even needs it? i live in russia. my country is in shambles and so is its economy and relationship with other countries. russia does not need a fucking translator because everybody hates it and for good reason. i can't imagine any future for myself here. when i was a kid it all seemed so clear to me, i would grow up and live with my best friend and be happy and have a job i love. now whenever i think of being grown up my mind just comes up blank. my best friend has probably forgotten that we ever wanted to live together, or they just left the idea behind because it was so childish and unrealistic. i feel like i've been drifting away from them as well as my entire friend group for the past 2 years. i'm autistic, so i just don't see the world the same way they do. i used to love being aroace before i realized it's distancing me from my friends, because now they all have partners or they're yearning for partners or talking about all the sex they've had and i just have nothing to add to the conversation. i don't smoke or drink, so i guess now i'm just not as interesting to hang out with as when we were all 15 and sober. so yeah. i guess i just dont know what im going to do or what's going to happen to me. i've spent the last few years feeling more and more isolated and sinking into depression. if i get into college, i don't know what it's going to do to me, but it makes me fear for my life. if i don't get into it, then i dont know what im going to do at all. maybe my real secret is that i was put on this earth to draw gay people and not like, have a life and relationships. oh well.
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#i can't speak to the specifics of your situation but i promise that you have nothing but time to explore and settle into yourself#18 is so so young!!!! i think online spaces will try to convince you otherwise but i PROMISE 18 is SO young#you're allowed to take your time. you're allowed to be unsure. you're allowed to go in with no plans + no expectations#college can be incredibly overwhelming and difficult and stressful! but on the flipside the wonderful thing abt college-#-is that you'll meet a bunch of ppl who feel just as lost!! EVERYONE entering college is awkward. look at me. EVERYONE.#college isn't for everyone and i want to validate that! but if you're feeling lost and isolated -- college is kind of the perfect place!#you'll find a lot of people who can relate (aroace/autistic/unsure of who they want to be/what ever it may be)!!! even if it takes time! :]#lots of ppl also use college as a place to explore + discover what they like!!! lots of ppl go in w/o expectations... no declared major etc#you don't need to have it figured out right now!!! you have so so much time anon!! :] best of luck! you've got this <33
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I don't think Luigi would have ever had any of his own friends for like most of his life because he is a yapper
#text#i think he's shy and quiet then the second you get friendly with him he is the most obnoxious man ever#yap yap yap SHUT UP no don't you're funny little Italian man#i looove projecting onto this cartoon man#he's also like awkward and just generally kinda odd so he'd being trying to make jokes but they wouldn't make any sense#so he's friends with Mario's friends because Mario and his friends are also weirdos#mario probably had at least a couple friends before ever going to the mushroom kingdom because he is more socially aware#but still probably not many LMAO#Socially aware is the worst way i could have worded that but it's funny so I'm leaving it#headcanon#btw i have an au timeline thingy in my head that's built off of the Mario movie#that's what all my headcanons and yapping is based around unless i say otherwise#luigi#I'm also a yapped it's why im mostly friendless#19 years old and in my free time i don't shut up about Mario and Luigi which is annoying i guess#but it's fun to me so I'm going to keep doing it
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I bookmark pretty much every fic I finish as a way of keeping track of what fic I've read, and I almost always do private bookmarks, so yeah, I feel totally comfortable leaving the occasional negative (or like neutral but in a way I wouldn't send to the author) note for my future self. Except I have now at least twice (over several years) typed that into the comment box instead of the bookmark box by accident and that is Absolutely Mortifying
#personal#the comment this time was that it was an awkward wedding night vibe which is I think what the fic was intending#I just didn't want to go to to reread and be blindsided by an awkward sex scene instead of a sexy one#I did immediately edit it into a nice comment that I wouldn't have left otherwise probably but yikes#and the moral of the story can't even be don't bookmark stuff I don't want to reread#I read too much the bookmark is how I know I don't want to reread it#though I guess tags would be safer than bookmarkers comments#under 1/10 of my bookmarks have comments but sometimes I do want to add notes!#looking through my notes it's mostly very neutral stuff that I still wouldn't want to put in a comment dear god#sometimes me complaining about them not knowing details of a thing I know a lot about in otherwise good fic
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Mr. We Want Answers is saying Dutch boy to 🏹 by end of year because T shaped boy is out of contract at the end of year.
Calling George T shaped boy is FOUL lmaooo
#anon#q&a#anon i hope you're referring to George and his T pose otherwise this is going to be awkward lmao
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Aegon may have despised Viserys, and rightfully so, but it's so fascinating that, even if for such a short time, his parenting mirrored his father's. Like it just goes to show that, no matter how much he tries, he'll never truly be far from him in some way.
#house of the dragon#hotd#aegon ii targaryen#viserys targaryen#even tom agrees with me to so im not wrong! talk with a wall if you think otherwise!#like from him being awkward & just not knowing how to address his daughter (vis with rhae & hel)#to him encouraging his son's bad behavior & joking about it (vis with aegon himself & maybe aemond)#like the layers!!#just to be clear just bc i find a character interesting doesn't mean i fully support them#aegon is a terrible ruler & person but im not going to make him cartoonish either
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writing a fic but not adding the characters’ actual names til the last minute because I don’t wanna make them do something until I’m absolutely sure that’s what they’re doing.
#otherwise is feels like making little dolls go in a bunch of different awkward directions#I don’t wanna tell them they’re going one way and then suddenly change my mind#kinda silly
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