#other than like i know people who have done that show and generally have an affinity toward that kind of theatrical performance
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Man the jumpscare I got when I saw Iâd been mentioned in a post by someone I donât know lol.
In case youâre still curious, I did in fact get my number by first searching Goncharov and then clicking on the official fandom tag - both while logged in. No filters were used, just the number under the official fandom tag. Also it was on mobile, an iPhone and Iâm in America and NOT using a vpn. Idk if that affects anything tho. Sometimes country borders make shit weird.
Hereâs a screenshot I took less than a minute ago using the same exact process as when I made my original post. Seems like no new fics have been posted in the fandom tag in a long while.
Also, hereâs some proof that no filters were used to make the number smaller:
If I had to guess, then the higher numbers were probably through just slapping Goncharov into the search bar like prev deduced - which while useful for gauging its general levels of cultural awareness and memetic spread/longevity, is not a good gauge for putting the amount of fics in a fandom into relative perspective.
To test this, I have done exactly that. Peer review and all. These screenshots show what it looks like when I simply type Goncharov into the search bar:
You can tell that there are no other filters and Iâm not in an official tag or fandom based on the text under search results and the fact that the button below that says âedit your searchâ and not âfiltersâ.
The number is much higher, and it matches up with the previous higher numbers people have listed. It fits within the projected growth, which I did not calculate but rough estimates are good enough for his bullshit and I should have been asleep over an hour ago; I am not doing more math for this.
The screenshot shows that using this second method fics in completely different fandoms will show up - such as a miraculous ladybug fic, just because Goncharov is tagged despite it not being a Goncharov fic. Itâs like if you tried to include people who took adderall at a party one but who donât have adhd in the statistics for how many college students have adhd just because they took adhd medication one time.
Basically, it completely defeats the point of the Goncharov index - which is meant to compare fic amounts between fandoms. Including other fandoms in the gonch side of the index is literally the opposite of scientific integrity.
Anyway itâs now an hour and a half after I intended to be asleep, so imma go now. This dumb index has made me willingly engage in the scientific method/math late at night twice now and Iâm not happy about it. Bye.
people trying to insist a fandom is tiny when it /only/ has a few thousand works on ao3 meanwhile my current fandom is a sixteen book series and has several hundred fewer works than goncharov, a movie that, and i cannot stress this enough, doesnât even exist
#fuckin GI#I hope thereâs a gi doctor that knows about this thing#just cause the pun potential is through the roof#gi in health spheres stands for gastro intenstinal btw#or is it gastric?#idk but somethin about bowels#Goncharov#Goncharov index#gonch index#science side of tumblr
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Hi! Could i request Feixiao, Boothill, and Argenti with a s/o who has panic disorder (or panic attacks in general). Just generally how they react and such :)
@dragon-anon
A/N: Surprisingly I found this a little difficult IUESJhief I have a lot of experience with. having anxiety when I was younger. I think I was even diagnosed with it at some point ? Which is weird because Iâm not diagnosed any longer and I no longer really get anxiety attacks so idk what the fuck that was erm. Anyways thatâs beside the point. I really struggled to make Feixiao and Argenti different because I think they would handle it similarly (hence why Argentiâs part ended up so much shorter than the other two, cause I didnât want to just. Repeat Feixiaoâs whole part.) and Iâm a little worried Boothill is ooc because I havenât done the new quest and it seems like it showed a lot of his backstory so forgive me if Iâm not up to date on that. Sorry about rambling Iâll get on with it now help
Reader has an anxiety disorder
Characters: Feixiao, Boothill, Argenti
Cw: anxiety/panic attacks (descriptions kept brief, not very detailed), slight mention of self-harm inflicting behaviours in Argenti's part (only reader unintentionally scratching themself, not necessarily done out of a desire to harm oneself).
Lmk if there's anything else I should add !
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Oh sheâs greatÂ
Amazing at picking up your signals, amazing at assessing what course of action would help you most, amazing at following through with it
She can tell what sets you off, even without you telling her, and she has a lot of firsthand experience with handling other peopleâs anxiety (both from more intimate relationships and from soldiers she doesnât exactly know on any personal level). Itâs not hard for her to figure out what calms you down most quickly.Â
Your episodes have never been shorter than they are with her around đđ
Iâm not sure exactly how I imagine her handling it, because I think it switches a lot depending on what she knows about you. If she knows you find physical touch comforting, sheâll hold you and gently talk you down. If youâre the type who doesnât need much reassurance, sheâll firmly remind you of where you are, that sheâs with you, that youâre safe, etc, etc. Sheâll find whatever solution works best for you.Â
Apart from being great with damage control if you do have a panic attack, sheâs also pretty good at preventing them from happening in the first place.Â
If she recognises youâre stepping into an environment youâre likely to have an attack in, sheâll either steer you out of it if she can or sheâll make sure youâre in there for as little time as possible. Like, for example, if youâre bad with large crowds, sheâll usually just find a less packed road to take around the mass of people.
Obviously itâs unavoidable sometimes, and she wonât always be able to adhere to you completely because she does have a very important job that she canât really put on hold for your sake, but like I said, sheâs great at handling it then too.Â
If something needs to be done but you canât do it, sheâll do it for you (after gently trying to encourage you to face your fears and do it yourself â but she does quickly relent if she notices you really, really donât want to)
10/10 would recommend sheâs amazing
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I feel like Boothill would be absolutely dogwater at preventing any anxiety attacks from happening, but heâd be great at stopping them once they do happen
Like obviously he wonât trigger you on purpose but he wonât tiptoe around the things that put you off either. Both because he doesnât usually have much choice in the matter considering his line of work, and because he believes in exposure therapy. And because he maybe sort of kind of forgets. đ
But heâd be great while youâre in the middle of an anxiety attack ! So that counts for something !!!!
He always manages to snap you out of it pretty quickly. Takes you out of the situation once he recognises the signs that the attack is coming, then gets you present in the current moment again. How ? Thatâs very simple. He confuses the fuck out of you
You know that tip about making someone having an anxiety attack bite into a lemon ? Yeah
(If you havenât heard about it: a way to snap someone out of a panic/anxiety attack can be to make them lick a really sour lemon without any warning. The sensory input is really overwhelming and the person having the episode might be so shocked by it they kind of just snap out of it because who the fuck makes you taste a lemon when youâre at your lowest like that ???)
Youâre curled up in a ball, hyperventilating because there are too many people, too many sounds, too many what-have-you ? Not anymore, now youâre too busy being confused and lowkey angry at him for shoving an ice cube down your throat. Like wtf are you doing my guy
Usually his little stunts do the trick to get you out of that headspace, and then he can just verbally talk you down so youâre nice and calm again. Will let you cool off while he solves whatever issue it was that led to your anxiety attack. Donât worry about it anymore, heâs got this.Â
If he canât confuse you out of it, though, heâll just do whatever youâve instructed him to do while lucid. If itâs hugging you and talking gently until youâre calm, he can do that. If itâs to just take you into a quiet space and let you ride it out, no problem. If itâs to just continue on and let you just stand next to him, sure.Â
Only thing he wonât do is to avoid your triggers altogether. He can give you a heads-up when possible, he can let you sit it out if you really need to, but he wonât (in his words) âbaby youâ. In his opinion, youâll never get over it if you just avoid it forever.Â
He says it in a kind of harsh way, but thereâs genuine care in his tone and his expression, so you know he doesnât mean it like that.Â
All in all I think Boothill is really great if youâre the resilient type and you have the kind of anxiety that can actually get better through treatment, but if youâre sensitive and need someone who actively helps you avoid your triggers I definitely wouldnât recommend him đ
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Obviously amazing at handling it is there anything heâs not good at ? đ (/j)
He immediately becomes very serious when he realises your control is slipping, falls silent and looks at you worriedly. He recognises surprisingly quickly whatâs happening, and steps into your field of view and crouches down, makes sure you can see his face. Takes both of your hands in his, wishes he didnât have armour so he could let you feel his heartbeat.
He calmly talks you out of it. He sounds so sure of everything he does, to a point where youâll question afterwards if he has firsthand experience with this.Â
(He does. He used to experience a lot of anxiety and panic attacks as a child, it is only natural when you grow up surrounded by war; youâd never guess just looking at him now, though.)
Heâll obviously switch how he handles your panic attacks if you ask him to, but his default is to hold your hands (both to prevent you from accidentally scratching yourself, and to remind you heâs there) and to softly reassure you
I think he becomes sort of hyper aware of what triggers you, and does as much as he can to avoid it. Lowkey starts to baby you a little, but just a little, and even if itâs annoying itâs done with love, done out of a desire for you to be happy. It does put him in some tough spots though, considering it means he sometimes tells you to sit an adventure out, but the plan was for it to have the both of you and itâs harder to handle a lot of things alone đ
Overall super good though I love him <3
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My inbox is open, feel free to send in asks or requests, I'd love to ramble about things <3
#[rawbin]#[feixiao]#[boothill]#[argenti]#[by me]#[rawbin headcanon]#feixiao x reader#boothill x reader#argenti x reader#feixiao#feixiao hsr#feixiao honkai star rail#boothill#boothill hsr#boothill honkai star rail#argenti#argenti hsr#argenti honkai star rail
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would you like to talk about how bad the mha ending was hella
as much as i would love to give like. a comprehensive response i genuinely dont think i can get my words together just yet without it being a constant unintelligble stream of 'AND ANOTHER THING-' and bc it's become quite torn in the fandom on if the chapter was good or bad i want like. an actual coherent response here. so i will reblog this if/when i can word it but know IM NOT FUCKING HAPPY
#paragraphs and paragraphs about the villains' endings alone. hawks hpsc president. midoriya's ending#the fact hero society is barely changed and the changes that do happen feel very much TELLING the reader it happened#as opposed to actually showing us how society changed on it. this is smthn ik people will argue w me about#bc yes it was a 400+ chapter manga arguably showing us how society changed but like. did it actually show that#like do u honestly think any community would watch televised battles between TEENAGERS and bad guys#and have the majority of them go 'gah! i cant help but sympathise with the bad guy who just suckerpunched child extra no.28!'#so like. why are they all suddenly on board with massive systemic reinvention. where's the rage where's the bitterness#this wasn't a story on showing the villains as redeemable and working towards society sympathising with them#and slowly painfully coming to a conclusion where japan was ready to change as a COLLECTIVE#this was a story of showing a group of redeemable villains (first step CHECK) getting DEFEATED IN BATTLE#THEY ALL FUCKING DIED EXCEPT SPINNER AND PRESUMABLY COMPRESS#WE DONT EVEN FUCKING KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO DABI AT THE END ONLY THAT HE WAS PUT IN THE EXACT SAME POSITION#HE WAS IN WHEN HE WOKE UP FROM HIS COMA AND DABI WAS BORN. 'DABI' AS A PERSONA MEANT NOTHING#we still have an abuser who didn't come to justice. we still have the corrupt government body now being led by the guy they trafficked#and abused and conditioned into the perfect soldier. do u think maybe his opinions are a little biased in regards to that gov. body#maybe. perhaps. slightly. and we still have hero charts!!!!!! every kid in the last chap is still obsessed w becoming a hero!!!!#and dont get me STARTEDDDDDDDDD on midoriya being a teacher. 'i think it's cute he finally gets a life of peace đ„ș#this way he can help the next generation directly đ„ș' womp to the fucking womp he was supposed to be the world's no.1 hero#he barely sees his friends anymore. 'it's realistic to adulthood!' i dont want realism in my superpowered teen and up manga#put them in the avengers mansion NOW#so as you can see i waffled regardless of saying i specifically wasn't gonna do that and some of these points bother me more than others#with some being personal I Didn't Like It and some being i genuinely truly believe it to be bad writing#but my summary is mha ultimately felt like a story where a group of individuals unlearned (eh) the beliefs of a toxic society#and tried to save the people that society failed and then they themselves DID NOT FUCKING SAVE THEM#(i have a hit on the redemption via death trope on the dark web for ten bajillion pounds)#and while yeah that isn't objectively an evil story to tell i think 1) it was done poorly#and 2) isn't what a lot of people believed the premise to be nor what i think horikoshi himself was trying to write#ask#mha spoilers#mha
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Some people need to write in this absence of courage though, and purely because of it, and purely FOR it.
Not to say that I don't get your point: it is a good point and I would like to see more hopeful dark stories, stories similar to what you prefer. I would prefer them too, ideally.
However sometimes people really do not have the courage to "want something better, to know that it was wrong"... Because to THEM (and I say this as someone who is similar to them to an extent, though I fight everyday to be hopeful) it does not seem like an act of courage, it seems like an act of insolence.
Why insolence? Because of a lot of things.
"How dare you (general you, not you, OP) want something better? The result of what was done for you is a negative thing that pushes you to do negative things, how dare you think that you should want something better?"
This is the insolence I speak of. The insolence they think they are culpable of. Sometimes people really do need to show the trauma "bare". They need to write out the negative voice. It's what they know and they feel isolated because people keep telling them it'll get better but they are not there yet, so they want to show their frustration. They may want to reject the idea of not taking up space, alternatively, when they show their trauma: so they show it in a gritty manner and without solution to spite the people that tell them they should just keep it all in unless they have healed, or unless they have the intention of doing so.
It may not be hopeful dark art, that's true. But that's not what dark stories HAVE TO be in order to be "good art", either. They don't want to fix something. They just want to show it. They are "vent art".
And it is needed. By people that don't have the "courage" yet, that maybe won't ever have that courage. They need to see something other than their mind crumble... something other than their body, something other than their voice, something other than their memory while it's crumbling. They need to see a story that crumbles without getting back up. That way they feel less alone, perhaps. They feel that the suffering is real and that it does not need healing to be considered suffering. Especially when others interact with the story and cry alongside them while in a similar situation.
A weird broken sort of solace so to speak.
Is it nice? No, not really. But in certain moments of people's lives it's what they need. In a twisted sense, for some people, all they will ever want to experience. It's not just insolence after all. For certain people, darkness itself is the refuge, because the world outside is too bright and a lot people want to be rid of their dark thoughts and want the victims themselves to be rid of the dark thoughts and find a solution for them, whereas these victims just CAN'T, they can't manage yet and they feel inadequate so they produce something that makes them feel like they matter for something.
Something dark and gritty and hopeless.
Art isn't good due to the fact that it expresses correct values. Art is good because it makes you feel, or merely because you feel drawn to interacting with it. Same goes for dark art. It is good dark art when it makes you feel dark stuff, whether or not it heads towards a good or bad ending.
I say this as someone who is hopeless about herself and himself and hopeful for others. Weird right? But it's how I exist. People's comfort sometimes makes me feel even lonelier. I would prefer silence and reading dark content AND hurt/comfort most of the time.
I come from a place of being pressured into healing. I want to heal on my own now, I don't trust therapists for shit. I will find my hope but not now. And dark content with hopelessness, vent art done purely for the vent and not for the healing helps me immensely because I feel my resistance to healing seen without someone telling me that I can heal because I know I CAN, I just don't want to because people have all sorts of expectations about how my healing should be, but while people can object to my healing not really being healing, they can hardly disagree that the dark stuff I write isn't dark. At least in my experience.
People have differing types of sensitivity, and not all people who are lovers love themselves. Love doesn't have to be total, not all people experience it like that. Sensitivity does not have to make you like dark hopeless stories, but it does not mean you are sensitive only if you prefer hopeful stories OR when you reject completely dark stories. People can be "lovers" and sensitive in all three of cases. So I agree about being frustrated for people saying "you're not sensitive enough" because that's not true, your sensitivity simply differs from theirs.
Vent art can be self care just as much as hopeful art. And dark content does not have to be vent art, it can also just want to make people witness gross stuff because they enjoy gross stuff being depicted for the sake of it (to make an example: people with certain laraphilias that cannot be explored safely in real life).
I am merely playing devil's advocate, with the devil being something I love: my only chance at venting without feeling pressured into a reaction. So I will concede this exposition may seem personal, almost too personal, and angry, but I tend to be passionate about the things I love.
I hope I didn't anger people with my response to this. But then again, I should take up space more often...
too much to say in a post but i re-read (partly skimmed) my manuscript of my book from a year and a half ago and it's so fucking good and also feels like a hemisphere of my brain has been returned to me. like oh yeah. my creative self. the fullness of my being. i missed you
i need to fucking talk about it but it's intimidating
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a friend who'd wait :)
#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops.#and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can!#and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol#finn's ocs#finn's art#i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me#and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun#i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here:#barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past#he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it#he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned#which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them#they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore#but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird#and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place#though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library#and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together#since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door#eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement#barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time.#barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate#but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd#he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself#but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done.#and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies.#and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them)#and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances''#from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov#sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3#but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh
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objectively insane to equate a one night stand that may or may not have happened (but probably did but okay) with a whole emotional affair that spanned years?
#this is what I mean by people who are surprised show Billy is Like That need to read the book again#he was like we were equals in this marriage we both got things we needed from people who werenât each other at a point#hers being what he suspects is a one night stand with her ex his being what he knows was a whole emotional affair with someone he admitted#to being in love with đ yes those have the same weight theyâre both human flawed lolz#s speaks#It felt kind of right for Camila to be the one positioning things as âweâve both done thingsâ in the show though I can see her justifying#his treatment of her to herself that way.#because I think she does a lot of narrativizing there#I think itâs interesting that they are similar in their interest in narrativizing themselves and their relationship while Daisy is so#authentic and unapologetic. even though In general Daisy and Billy are so much more alike than he and Camila thatâs an area where itâs#the opposite
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Hear me out what if they went back to tent dragon for fantasmic
#apparently their solution to the gigantic elaborate animatronic burning down#was to replace the dragon transformation with like. nothing kind of.#maleficent grows on the pedestal and instead of swapping out for the dragon focus sort of just stays on tall maleficent#which is like#reasonable i guess?#off the top of her head my wife suggested that they just just the water protection again and show an animated dragon#which like#i like that idea SO much more than what they actually did#the dragon is on the sign guys you got to deliver on the dragon#i actually like the more theatrical 'just show enough to suggest a dragon' and think that would be more fun generally#but that's maybe just preference#I'm not sure why I'm keeping up on this I'm not really interested in going#other than like i know people who have done that show and generally have an affinity toward that kind of theatrical performance#it's niche as hell but the people are so damn talented#and they put up with way more than they should have to ugh#i think the protection mapping in the newest version of the show was actually good support for the existing show instead of distracting#mostly i was curious how a production like that dealt with its climax burning down#it was the solution that required the least work they retimed some lighting cues and had an actor visible for a while longer#done and done#i guess#also they have not updated the costumes to accommodate for hd cameras with zoom#they look best from the intended like 100-200ft away
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iâm in such disbelief right now and beyond disgusted.
i really hope yâall are choosing your morals over kpop; because we do not know these men at all. i will never side with or defend a predator and a criminal, even with little to no proof. even if there is the smallest chance he may be innocent, i will always believe the victim first.
some of you, as fans of the boys for years and him in general, i know you must be feeling disappointed and betrayed. youâre not dumb for previously supporting him, as we couldnât have possibly known. but now is the time for a reality check and itâs time to wake up and take a step back. this just goes to show that we know absolutely nothing about them.
for sm to just outright put out a statement on their own before any rumors even surfaced and immediately kick him out? this has to be insanely serious and iâm terrified of what he couldâve done. the crazy thing is with everything currently happening in korea with the telegram situation, and korean women constantly being in danger in general because of the men there, iâm not at all surprised that celebrities are being exposed. sm has protected criminals before, and held onto lucas when his scandal came out as well as other artists who have been exposed for similar crimes. i canât even imagine the severity of the current situation. weâve seen what happened with the burning sun, and these men are not immune to being misogynistic, vile human beings.
members have already unfollowed him and deleted posts with him in them; his best friend of 17yrs has unfollowed him. the company taking the initiative and him getting kicked out of the group in less than a second before anything even came out, no denying the claims or even trying to defend him. that should be enough to tell you and understand how serious this actually is. i am beyond disgusted with him and this whole situation.
i sincerely hope the victim is doing okay and praying for them to heal and get the justice they deserve. and remember that your love for these celebrities should always be conditional, because we do not know them. itâs their job to put on a show and show you their public persona, but behind closed doors? we donât know what theyâre actually like. we put them on a pedestal and yet we donât know what theyâre really capable of. they are still men after all. i hope the police are taking this seriously. there needs to be consequences and these women need to be protected.
let this be a lesson to all of us. they donât know us, and we donât know them, not really, not at all.
ALWAYS choose morals over these strangers you idolize. and as women, we should be standing with the victims.
maybe not all men, but enough of them. and maybe not all men, but somehow always a man. and going forward, i will continue to support nct as a whole with the remaining members. however, keeping the situation in mind, i will be supporting from afar for a little while. if the situation escalates and other members are investigated and new information comes to light about the rest of them either knowing or possibly being involved, it would be best to step away for good. i will do my best to stay updated. but i do hope the rest of the members are doing okay, and hopefully no other members were involved; but this, just shows that they can always surprise us. you never think itâll be your fave, until it is.
letâs hope this causes a domino effect and more of these people are exposed and charged for the crimes theyâre committing.
sending love to anyone who has ever experienced sexual violence or has been targeted and been in a similar situation. it is not your fault and it never was!
love you all and my dms are always open if you need to vent. <3
âïžEDIT: also i wanna add that we need to not praise the rest of the members or any other celebrity for simply unfollowing him on social media. that is the least of anyoneâs worries.
we donât know if they were aware, we donât know if they knew and were protecting him or turning a blind eye. it could be them trying to save themselves and clear their guilty conscience. maybe they didnât know and are just as shocked as we are, we donât know that either.
we blindly trust these people and believe they have good intentions but look at where that can lead to. fans being upset is valid, yes; but remember people with money and power will do whatever it takes to sweep things under the rug and make it go away in order to save face and keep their image and reputation.
follow-up post here.
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leftism without introspection, recognizing what ideas you've picked up and how they're harmful and then changing, isn't leftism, its just aesthetics.
#you can shout as many slogans as you want until your words align w your actions i dont trust you.#until your actions show you actually have an understanding of the shits i dont trust you.#if you've never thought to yourself 'wow its really fucked up i believed that' and instead devolve into giving a million excuses#or trying to do some weird gymnastics to justify why you still believe it- i dont think you're actually a leftist then.#hell this is just a way to detect abusive ppl in general- if you NEVER EVER think of yourself as being the perpetrator of abuse of#some form in the past and only ever try to paint yourself as a victim in every situation i dont trust you FOR SHIT#NO WAY IN HELL you've never done shit wrong. dont pretend you're some inhuman godly being who never does wrong uwu fuck you#thats impossible and you fucking know it so knock it the fuck off and grow the fuck up and own up to your shit already asshole.#at the very least plenty a yall were bullies. but as we've seen yall only try to make excuses for why you were rather than actually#grieving the loss of the 'good perfect innocent never-does-wrong kid' you thought you were. no one is like that. not a single person.#the only way some of yall can keep going on acting all high and mighty and holier than thou is bc you've not only convinced others#but more importantly convinced yourself that you've never actually hurt anyone ever. thats the ONLY reason some of yall#act like you're so above it all and the perfect leftist. THE ONLY fuckin reason. self reflect bc ik for a damn fact you are not the perfect#person you feel the need to tell yourself you are my good lil bitch.#if i ask you 'how many times have you apologized to someone directly or mentally' and you say 'never' i dont believe you're a good person.#i will remain unconvinced forever. good people recognize their faults and try to be better. not pretend like theyve never done wrong.#pretending you're a good person will never make you a good person you fucker.
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[ID: drawings of a golem animated by a palestinian flag painted on its forehead. it is seen: holding out its arms protectively in front of a crowd of children, the children also hold each other supportively; catching an air strike missile from the air and throwing it away or crushing it in its fist; turning its back so that a child can warm her hands by the earth oven built into its back, food in a pot is cooking on the fire and a boy holds a cup of steaming tea to his face and enjoys the aroma; clearing away rubble so a man can help up his wife who was buried underneath, she is clutching a baby to her chest; stooping down to look at a kitten a young boy is holding up to show it; and dissolving small flakes of clay from its finger into a glass of water, purifying it. end ID]
@fairuzfan asked people to create and share art for the strike. i wrote an artist statement and then set about trying to draw what i envisioned. artist statement below.
This golem is a protector that I wish I could gift to the children and adults in Gaza. The flag on its forehead is to show that love for the Palestinian people is an animating force for people fighting for a free Palestine all over the world, especially for those in Palestine who are trying to free themselves and their people. Love is the motivation for the call for a free Palestine, not hatred like people try to claim. It is very strong and fast and can catch air strikes out of midair and crush them to dust or throw them back in the direction they came from. It can lift all the rubble of a collapsed building very quickly so nobody can get trapped underneath. It has an earth oven in its back with an ever-burning flame that people can use to warm themselves and cook food and heat water to use to bathe themselves or make tea. Pieces of its clay can be crumbled up and mixed into water to make even the most brackish and unclean water pure and safe to drink.
The golem is always a bit of a tragic figure so I don't imagine it staying around forever once Palestine is free and it is no longer needed. I think it would use its great strength to help rebuild the destroyed houses, churches, schools, universities, hospitals, and mosques and then dive into the Jordan river and dissolve. It would clean the river of all pollution and make the water splash up over all the newly replanted fruit trees, causing them to grow big and strong. Its love for Palestine and its people can be tasted in the fruit they grow for generations.
I choose a specifically Jewish icon of protection because of how it feels to witness such horrors done in the supposed name of Judaism and the Jewish people. For many anti-zionist Jews, we feel like we are acting directly within the teachings of our stories and communities by opposing this genocide. It is difficult to understand how the very people and institutions who taught us these values now fight against them so fiercely. While obviously I would still oppose Israel were I not Jewish, the way I oppose Israel is directly informed by my Jewishness. I hope that someday, somehow, Judaism can bring as much joy and support to the Palestinian people as it has brought grief and destruction. That Jewish symbols used in the name of love and justice will bear more significance than the ones used in shows of hatred. Knowing the depth of the harm caused, I do not know if this is possible. But this artwork and everything I have dedicated myself to these past few months and continue to dedicate myself to in the future is born from this hope. I love you. Thank you for being on this planet with me. From the river to the sea, Palestine will be free! And it will be beautiful.
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Dating the Slytherin boys (+ Harry) âȘ HEADCANONS
Requested:Â No
Characters:Â Mattheo Riddle, Tom Riddle, Theodore Nott, Draco Malfoy, Blaise Zabini, Regulus Black, Harry Potter (+ y/n)
Warnings:Â NSFW mentions, English is not my first language
A/N:Â I'm not sure I like this but here we go. However I have to say I like Regulus' one so I might turn his version into a one shot one day (when uni won't be killing me slowly). This will include also the pre-dating/flirting stage as well. SORRY FOR THE TYPOS. Comments and feedback are always appreciated. Enjoy! ^^
Tag list: @helendeath @im-jesus
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Mattheo Riddle:
His feelings for you probably confused him at firstÂ
If he falls first, he either wonât let you know or will do everything to get your attention (âHey, y/n, come sit here, the seat is free!â, ây/n, do you mind helping me with homework for Snape? I canât bloody do itâ, âHow about we go to Hogsmeade, just you and me?â, âyou look beautiful, y/nâ)
Your love for him always calms him when he gets anxious or when heâs upset, especially after his father comes back
Will tell you things he never told anyone
Would rather spend time with you than with his friends
Is terrified something will happen to you because of his fatherÂ
VERY jealous, but trusts you
Despite easily getting angry, he canât get mad at you. Even during argumentsÂ
LOVES sleeping in your arms or when you just hold him
He's crazy about your body
Loves showering with you, and we both know how it often ends
HOT, passionate sex
Will randomly eat you out without expecting anything in return (doesn't mind if you return the favor, though)
100% calls you "baby" or "love" all the time
Doesnât care about what anyone thinks of him as long as you love him
Your love makes him feel lighter and stronger
You're his whole world
Feels bad when he hears someone criticize you for dating himÂ
Always makes sure you donât overwork yourself, and makes sure you get enough sleep, water and food, and comforts you when you're anxious
Holds your hands when he's anxious or stressed
Will listen to anything you have to sayÂ
Crazy about your perfume
Theodore Nott:
Struggles to express his love or feelings in general, at least in the beginningÂ
Has never done serious relationships before, and it may cause some trouble in your relationship, as you end up believing he doesnât care about you
It causes many fights, and the last one will be the first time he says âI love youâ
Always goes to you for comfortÂ
Loves sleeping with you in his arms/on his laps, or cuddling, and with time he canât sleep without you
Loves watching you sleepÂ
Loves having you on his lap
Always gets you great gifts (even randomly)
âWell, it thought it was pretty, andâŠit reminded me of you.â
Will fight any guy who is rude to you or acts like a creepÂ
Very jealous (trusts you, doesnât trust others)
Doesnât mind PDA at all, will gladly hold your hand or kiss you in public
Always has a hand on your waist or around your shouldersÂ
Very supportive in everything you do, even when he doesnât understand it/isnât really interested in it
Isnât very good with comforting people (mostly because he's not used to it), but will hold you and listen to you as long as you need, can even give you advice/reassuranceÂ
Every compliment/'I love you' you say melts his heart and means much more to him than he shows, same goes for anything you do for him
Loves doing fun things, even if itâs just throwing snowballs at each other during winter (which ends in loving kisses, just savouring the joy of being together)Â Â
Love getting in a pool with you and playing "childish" games during summer
Any form of intimacy means A LOT to himÂ
He's used to hooks up and "fucking" but it takes him a bit of time to have sex with you (despite being crazy about you and your body) because you mean everything to him and with you it's really making love instead of just "fucking"
The first time is loving and slow yet passionnate (eye contact at all times, hands holding, desperate kisses from him), and it gets a bit rougher and passionate the next times (but aftercare, which he isn't used to, is always on point and keeps getting better)
Is secretly very insecure, and is terrified you will leave him (especially for another âbetterâ guy)Â
Craves your touch and your love but wonât admit it
His boggart is probably you being dead alongside his mother
Will tell you sweets things in Italian
Very clingy in private - and also in public with time
With you he learns to be happier and discovers a happier side of himself he didn't know he had
Loves you much more than he actually shows at firstÂ
Will often say you're all he has (and means it)
But with time, you have no reason to doubt his love and heâs the perfect boyfriend
Blaise Zabini:
Probably will court you like the gentleman he is
He doesnât trust people easily and might be a little distant (while always polite and kind) in the early stages of your relationshipÂ
But with time he becomes very warm and smiles a lot
Always kisses the top of your hand or your foreheadÂ
Doesnât do much PDA except for holding hands and kisses on your forehead
However in private heâll 100% cuddle you and hold you
Dates in parks or restaurants Â
Get you flowers at least once a month
Will always defend you against othersÂ
One of his love languages is acts of service
Lorenzo Berkshire:
You either were friends before dating or he fell in love with you at first sight, there is no in between
Takes you on fun dates (arcade, funfair, theme parks)Â
Can be shy at the beginning, which will make it a bit hard for him to talk about how he feels about you
Movie nights where you two eats lots of snacks and sweets while cuddlingÂ
Always smiles when you enter a room
So supportiveÂ
Loves when you're on his lap
He has no problem with PDA
Quickly willing to meet your family if you agree
Heâs a great listener and mostly gives good advicesÂ
Loves taking naps with youÂ
Always makes you sure you get enough sleep, water and food
Wonât let you get yourself into dangerous situations
Loves to go anywhere with you, no matter the activity and even if he just follows you aroundÂ
Many pet names
If you're Muggleborn or grew up among Muggles, he will totally ask you questions about the muggle world
Passionnate sex, will get rough if he hasn't seen you in a long time or if it's angry sex after he got jealous
His aftercare is the best, and he's always thankful you trust him enough to have that form of intimacy with him
Draco Malfoy:
Wonât flirt at first with you but keeps wanting your attention
Tries to seduce you with expensive gifts, and is a bit taken aback when you say he doesnât work
Continues to get you gifts, but will make sure they match your interests/tastes, and keeps expensive gifts for your birthdays and Christmas (even though heâd like to get them all year for you)Â
At first he doesn't show any weakness in your presence
With you heâll learn patience and to focus of more positive things, and also to stand up to his father
Takes you on dates every chance he gets
Will ditch his friends to spend time with you
Probably makes Crabbe and Goyle carry your bags or do things for you
So proud to be dating you, it might even make him more arrogant
Gets grumpy when jealous but after a kiss on the cheek heâs back to his normal selfÂ
Will invite you to his home and write you nearly everyday during holidays
Hates it when Harry or any Gryffindor boy tries to talk to you
Surprisingly has no problem with PDA
Loves when you come to see him play during Quidditch matches
Tom Riddle:
Oh boy
It started with him admiring/watching you from afar, for a reason he canât understand
SUPER confused by what he feels for you and why
Will probably try to get closer to you through homework or through books if he sees you read one
Will know everything about you, and will secretly follow you, saving you if youâre in danger with you never knowing who saved you
Crazy about your perfume, so much so that it makes him steal one of your clothes just to be able to smell it anytime he wants
After a while, heâll spend most of his time with you without ever admitting he likes it
Will probably let you know his feelings for you after he cast a spell on a guy for being a creep with youÂ
Wonât let another man touch you
Will ask Mattheo for advice to be better or to make you fall in love with him
Will do your homework without hesitation, even if he pretends that he hates it, and will leave explanations so you understand his answers/his work
No PDA except for holding hands or your hand under his arm, but will make sure to stay close to you at all timesÂ
Is a surprisingly good listenerÂ
VERY jealous, but surprisingly isnât mad or suspicious at you
âDid you enjoy having his attention? Do you wish for me to show you how my attention is better?âÂ
He doesn't stress over homework or stuff like that, so he finds it ridiculous when you do (learns with time to be more understanding)
Will let flowers in your room with a note on it
Pretends to not care about the gifts you get him for his birthday or Christmas but it actually means so much to him as no one ever got him any gifts beforeÂ
Nothing the others say about him gets to him, but he gets angry when he hears someone say that you deserve better than him
Is secretly insecure about his background and the fact that heâs poor, and thinks you deserve betterÂ
As Voldemort: Might be torn between continuing his goals for power or spending a simple life with you; is aware youâll leave him if he gets on a darker pathÂ
As Voldemortâs son: would do everything to protect you from his father, and if heâs forced to get the Dark Mark, he will makes sure you donât knowÂ
Possessive kissesÂ
Would hurt anyone who does you wrong
Borrows money from Draco to take you on dates or to get you gifts, as he feels like you deserve the nicest things, even though you keep telling him his mere presence is enough
May feel a little bit guilty that he canât properly show you his love like ânormalâ boyfriends doÂ
Wonât admit it but considers you the only good thing in his life, and if he ever lost you heâd get on a dark path
Wonât cuddle at first, but if you wake up first youâll find him sleeping close to you, with at least one of his hands touching you
Always notices when you donât eat, sleep or drink enough
Youâre the first (and only) person he will feel romantic love for
He has a bit of sexual experience before, but with you it's completely different - once you guys have sex for the first time, he becomes obsessed with your body and how it makes him feel
Loves fingering you
"You like it, dove?"
Even if you guys donât work out, he wonât ever be with somebody elseÂ
Would ask your parents for you hand in marriage, but honestly it's just out of politeness, the only answer that matters to him is yours
Regulus Black:
Like Blaise, he was raised the old fashioned way
Acts coldly towards everyone except you, his tone and eyes gets warmer and kinder when talking/looking at you, and youâre the only person heâll smile at
You were his best (and only) friend and he has been in love with you for years
He hides his feelings very well, but one day you start dating someone else (thinking Regulus doesnât share your feelings) but he canât bear it and confesses his feelings
Always defends you
Heâll take you on restaurants or picnics dates, always bringing flowers
Mostly fine with PDA (holding hands, hands on your waist)
Thinks heâs very lucky to have you
Probably already starts thinking of marrying you during your last year at HogwartsÂ
A bit jealous, but canât stand it when Sirius tries to talk to you
Will gladly do your homework with/for you
Loves it when you sleep in each otherâs arms, loves feeling you close
Loves it when you call him âReggieâ (only you is allowed to)
Will literally do everything you ask him to
Youâre everything to him
Canât stay away from you for long
Will get worried if youâre five minutes late
Always calls you âsweetheartâ or âloveâ/âmy loveâÂ
Slow, romantic sex most of the time but sometimes he needs to be rougher
Thanks to you heâll feel lighter and he will become kinder
Youâll even make him change his views on blood purity and stand up to his parents, and with time he gets closer to Sirius thanks to that (and you)Â
If that doesnât change and he still joins Voldemort, heâll leave you a letter before going to the cavern, saying how much he loves you and how much you mean to him
Harry Potter:
Donât expect any pet names from him, but he might create a nickname with your name (like he calls Ginny âGinâ in the Cursed Child)Â
His love languages are fierce protectiveness, loyalty and a patience he didnât knew he had
Has no problem with PDA because he doesnât care about what other people think Â
Loves cuddles
Rarely gets mad at you, and feels guilty when he does
Mostly gets mad at you when you hurt yourself (for example during Quidditch) but it's also because he was scared for you
Hot kisses in private
Will be jealous if he sees you with another guyÂ
Heâs passionate in a lot of things he does, and it includes you and everything you do
Will fiercely defend you again anyone, can even throw hands
Gets FURIOUS when Umbridge hurts you during detention, and will cuddle you for hours and do everything he can to make the pain disappear
Knows people are mean to you during fifth year because you're dating him and he hates it
During that year the only peace he feels is when he's holding you or when you sleep in his arms (it's also the only time he doesn't get nightmares)
Very supportiveÂ
Loves getting you giftsÂ
You make him feel SO happy, heâll just keep smiling for no reasonÂ
Gets more and more clingy with time
Always write to you during the holidays (you always invite him to come to your house)
I'm not sure about sex while you guys are at Hogwarts but he 100% feels lust for you, there will definitely be hot making sessions when you guys are alone in a dark corner of the castle and it often ends up with you against the wall with your legs around his waist while he kisses your neck and caresses your legs
However sometimes he just can't stop himself and will eat you out (even maybe finger you at the same time), and will be proud when you come
Any act of service you do for him means a lot
You're always worried about him when he's at the Dursleys but he reassures you that he's fine
Comes to you in the middle of the night if he has a nightmare and generally comes to you for comfort or to rantÂ
Needs you more than ever after Voldemort comes back and after Siriusâ deathÂ
Misses you like crazy during his quest for Horcruxes, and he canât bear the thought of something happening to youÂ
Might struggle to show it, but he knows and is thankful of how patient and comprehensive you are with him, and that makes him want to be the best boyfriend he can be
Terrified Voldemort might hurt/kill you
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if I see one more post about Aegon âbullying Aemond his entire lifeâ, I will go fucking ballistic, I swear to gâ
scratch that, I will actually go ballistic right now. this is the âAegon doesnât deserve such a shitty treatmentâ club and Iâm the self-proclaimed CEO. we are about to do some analyzing and reading so BUCKLE UP.
gonna make one thing clear first â Aemond was bullied when he was a child. no one denies that, no excuses can be made for that. Iâd only like to note that there wasnât only one bully. hereâs a quick reminder:
now that we successfully counted to three, letâs look over Aegonâs other horrible crimes relationship with Aemond throughout the years.
đ the night Aemond lost his eye (S1EP7), Rhaenyra suggests he should be âsharply questionedâ (she means tortured) so they can learn who told him that her sons were bastards. Viserys, in his perpetual denial, angrily asks Aemond âwho spoke these liesâ to which he replies that it was Aegon. it is clear that Aemond does that to deflect suspicion from their mother but his words come as a surprise to Aegon.
heâs in a tough spot â Viserys demands the answers âas their kingâ, not their father (to signify his authority and pressure them into telling the truth). and Alicent screamed in Aegonâs face and slapped him just a minute ago, so he may be less eager to defend her. he can easily lie and say that he overheard some maids gossiping or that he canât remember where the rumor came from. instead, it takes Aegon about 5 seconds to back Aemond up.
đ we didnât get many scenes with young Aegon and Aemond in general, but hereâs a short bit people keep overlooking: when Harwin and Criston start fighting, Aemond and Aegon instantly gravitate toward each other. and moreover, Aegon puts a hand over Aemondâs back (which to me is either a protective or a comforting gesture). what a horrible brother, truly.
đ next we see them all grown up before dinner in S1EP8. I think itâs safe to assume that if Aegon has been bullying Aemond all these years, Aemond wouldnât want to spend a second in his company. heâs seated between Helaena and Otto, both of whom are dear to him, so Aemond can stay at the table and chat with them. and YET, not only does Aemond voluntarily talks to Aegon, but their conversation seems friendly (you can barely hear it in the show so hereâs the enhanced audio). Aemond makes a joke about Aegonâs drinking habits â Aegon quips back â and then, what a shocker! Aemond starts venting his frustrations to Aegon (âEven when the noose is so tight, they expect us to break breadâ). nothing wouldâve stopped him from venting to Otto but Aemond stays with Aegon. he wouldnât have done that if there hadnât been some level of trust between them. he wouldnât have done that if he hated Aegonâs guts.
đ at dinner, when Aegon pisses Jace off and the brunet springs to his feet, Aemond stands up too, which forces Jace to act as if nothing happened and come up with a toast. Aegon watches him with a shit-eating grin on his face. itâs the face that screams âI know you wonât dare to act up in front of my brother and my brother has my backâ.
when Aemond makes a toast and calls Rhaenyraâs sons âstrongâ, Aegon raises a cup to that. he can sit this one out â Aemond has his personal vendetta against the boys, and it would be safer for Aegon not to meddle. but what does he do instead? when Luke gets up from the table (clearly intending to go to Aemond), Aegon instantly stands up, comes up to Luke and not just stops him but slams his face into the table right in front of Rhaenyra without thinking twice. and it doesnât look like Aegon is just messing with him â no, it looks like he wanted to do that for a while. like Aegon finally got his chance to stand up for his brother too. AND he also stops Baela from joining the fight.
đ S1EP9 is when we get a glimpse of Aemondâs ambitions: he deems himself better than Aegon, he thinks he deserves to be king. but once he finds Aegon and they get into a fight, it turns out that Aegon knows that Aemond is a better choice. he doesnât want to fight him, he begs Aemond to let him go. and Aemond can do that â Criston has his back to them, so Aemond couldâve pretended that Aegon managed to break free. and even once they caught Aegon, I have no doubt that Aemond couldâve helped him escape. but it seems that, despite his displeasure, Aemond values his family the most. he canât betray his motherâs trust, and he knows Aegon is the first in line to the throne. Aemond envies him, yes, he may even hate him because of that. but he values his family the most.
đ as @florisbaratheons noted, during the coronation scene, when Aegon glances at his family, Aemond looks right at him and gives that tiny nod that says âI may hate this and think I am better for the job as king. But Iâve got your back.â I like that Aemond is the one who keeps eye contact in that scene. He couldâve turned away to signal his dissatisfaction with the situation, there wouldnât have been any consequences for that. But he didnât.
đ what I find interesting about S1EP10 is the beginning of Aemondâs dialogue with Luke. thatâs the boy Aemond wished to get back at for years and yet, he starts by saying âDid you think that you could just fly about the realm trying to steal my brotherâs throne at no cost?â. Aemond couldâve skipped that part â imagine him saying smth along the lines of âWait, Lord Strong! Donât you think you and I have other matters to discuss?â (to which Luke answers that he doesnât want to fight and the conversation goes on). instead, Aemond makes a point to remind Luke: my brother is the king, and I came here on his behalf. you can argue that Aemond doesnât do it for Aegon specifically but for his family in general. but Aegon is a part of the family, and S1 Aemond has his priorities straight.
đ as much as I hate comparing the show and the book (these are two different things and should be viewed as such), Iâd like to remind you that Aegon was the only one who stood by Aemondâs side after Lukeâs death. I wonder why we didnât get that scene⊠I guess itâs because it would be kinda hard to call Aegon âthe main bullyâ after he literally throws Aemond a feast. but we do get to see Aegon supporting his brother: in S2EP1 he welcomes Aemond at the small council meeting despite his motherâs protests (âAemond is my closest blood and my best swordâ). and he trusts Aemond wholeheartedly, that much is obvious.
đ letâs get to the most controversial part â the brothel scene in S2EP3: some people believe Aegon is being a bully at that moment. those people seem to forget one little detail:
itâs been only a few days after the death of Aegonâs son whose murder was a direct result of Aemondâs ruthless actions. does Aemond ever address it? does he express his condolences? does he mayhaps help to catch the killers, being the skilled fighter that he is? the answer is NO.
I do think Aegonâs joke was cruel (I wrote a whole post about it) but thatâs all it ever was â a JOKE. the humiliation comes not from the things he says but from the fact that Aemond is found in a vulnerable position and surrounded by a group of strangers while his brother laughs at him. TGC explained it best:
I also love @notbloodravenâs take on that scene:
Aegon lashing out so cruelly at Aemond seems to be an effort in making Aemond feel as badly as he does and blaming him for Jaehaerys without actually saying the words.
would this be the right way to act? no. but thereâs no right way to grieve and to cope with the loss â and HIS SON WAS BEHEADED so maybe take 1% of the sympathy you show your favorite character(s) and cut Aegon some slack.
+ other things worth talking about:
đ @bietrofastimoff23 analyzed S2EP3 beautifully and I canât help but mention the scene that happens before Aegon goes to the brothel. itâs the moment when Larys suggests that Alicent and Aemond are plotting against Aegon. he isnât surprised by the idea that his mother can do that â but the second his brother is mentioned, Aegonâs face falls and he shakes his head no. because there is no way Aemond would ever do that to him. and instead of asking for any proof, he asks Larys âwho spreads these lies?â and then commands him to âtend to them.â Aegon can ask him to spy on Aemond, to find any dirt on him, find any weaknesses he can use â he does not.
đ it turns out to be true â Aemond was plotting behind his brotherâs back. which is treason btw (I donât think Criston intended to keep things from Aegon â he probably believed that Aemond would let Aegon in on their plan). and Aegon does have the power to remind Aemond of his place â he can throw him off the council with a snap of his fingers, he can take offense at Aemondâs attempt to publicly humiliate him (their conversation in High Valyrian â Ewan himself calls it a âpublic executionâ). but thatâs not what happens: as TGC phrased it, Aemondâs betrayal âbreaks a bit of Aegonâs heart offâ. an actual bully wouldâve immediately pushed back, but Aegon silently sits down and doesnât argue, heâs so defeated he canât utter a word. he has the means to be a bully but he doesnât contemplate it for a second.
đ I donât want to talk about S2EP6 because it makes me sick but I will reiterate one thing: never ONCE Aegon made fun of Aemondâs disability or tried to cause him any physical harm. just want to point that out.
there is no moral to this story, I guess. if you managed to read till the very end, thank you. if you still hate Aegon, thatâs your opinion and you are allowed to have one â but please, for the love of god, just stop making shit up. no, Aemond was NOT bullied as an adult, absolutely nothing suggests that he was. Aegon was naive to blindly trust him and it backfired on him, thatâs the actual story. and if you are so eager to hold Aegon accountable for his mistakes, maybe itâs time for Aemond to take responsibility for his actions too.
+ some of my favorite critical posts about Aegon and Aemond: x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x.
P.S. I will not argue with anyone so please donât waste your time â I consider all my arguments solid and thatâs enough for me. if you are thinking of sending me anon hate, pls go take a walk instead, it will do you more good. đż
#aegon ii targaryen#sorry if I sound passive-aggressive guys (I totally am)#I am just so fed up with barbecue jokes and people mocking Aegonâs suffering for no fcking reason#I log on to this hellsite and 90% of the fandom is suddenly like that#so I had to make this post simply for myself (and maybe for 3 other people lol)#to think that people made excuses for Luke who MAIMED Aemond for life and then dared to laugh in his face#but when it comes to Aegon everyone is nitpicking his every move without ever trying to take his feelings into consideration#aegond#aemond targaryen#hotd critical#hotd S2#hotd spoilers#house of the dragon#aegon the second#laura rambles#the greens
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I have to explain what is going on in the UK, because it is absurd.
So, this is Gary Lineker:
He's known for a fair few things over here. He was a very good (association) footballer, playing for England in the 1986 and 1990 World Cups, winning the Golden Boot in 1986, and managing to never get a single yellow card in his playing career. He played for Leicester City, Everton, Barcelona, and Tottenham, before finishing his career in Japan. But if you aren't in your mid 30s, you probably know actually know him him for a couple of other things. The first is the role of spokesman for another Leicester icon, Walkers Crisps (which are sort of equivalent to Lays, but hit different), as pictured above. Despite being a notably clean player, he used to play a cheeky serial crisp thief. I don't think he's done that for well over a decade, but his ads were on the telly a lot when I was a kid and it's a bit like learning that the hamburglar was an incredibly clean (American) football player or something.
The second thing Gary is widely known for is having presented Match of the Day, the big football program on the BBC, the sort-of state broadcaster, since 1999. He is, incidentally, very well paid for this (though with a consensus that he could get even more if he went to one of the non-free-to-view broadcasters because he is very good at the job). He also has a twitter account. And political opinions. So, the UK government has got itself dead set upon doing heinous stuff that will totally somehow work to prevent people who want to come to the UK making the perilous crossing of the Channel (between England and France). By heinous, I mean "openly advertise that they won't attempt to protect victims of modern slavery" stuff. It's very obviously using a legal hammer to victimise a marginalised group of people in order to win votes. And, uh, I should clarify that by "legal" I mean "using the passage of laws" - the policy is, in addition to all the other ways it's awful, probably incompatible with the Human Rights Act and the UK's international law obligations. Gary, top lad that he is, objected to this. On Tuesday 7th March, he made a quote Tweet of a video of the Home Secretary, Suella Braverman, bigging up the policy, he wrote "Good heavens, this is beyond awful.". This got a bunch of backlash from extremely right-wingers, and then he made the tweet that really got him in trouble (with right-wingers): "There is no huge influx. We take far fewer refugees than other major European countries. This is just an immeasurably cruel policy directed at the most vulnerable people in language that is not dissimilar to that used by Germany in the 30s, and Iâm out of order?".
Now, I am not actually subjecting myself to watching a video of Suella Braverman bigging up a cruel policy to say whether the specific comparison of the language to 1930s Germany is accurate. But needless to say, Ms Braverman was amongst the many figures on the right of UK politics objecting to Gary's rhetoric. And here's the part where a fact about the BBC comes in: it is nominally neutral and impartial (and so, of course, is routinely accused of bias from all sides but particularly the right-wing), and has something of a code for its contributors to this effect. Now, that code has previously been applied to Gary Lineker, over a comment about whether governing Conservative Party would hand back donations from figures linked to the Russian regime. But it generally hasn't been applied too strongly to people like Gary, whose roles have nothing to do with politics (such as presenting a "here's what happened on the footie today" show), on the basis that, well, their roles have nothing to do with politics. However, when directly asked about whether the BBC should punish Gary Lineker for his tweets, government figures basically went "well, that's a them problem". But a couple of days passed, and it seemed like Gary's approach of "standing his ground because he did nothing wrong" was working and everything would die down. He was set to get 'a talking to' but not much more than that. The Conservative right, after all their fire and fury earlier, had gotten bored and moved onto something else. And then, on Friday 10th March, the BBC announced that he would be suspended from hosting Match of the Day this weekend. But it could still go ahead, because there are, like, other hosts! Except, well, funnily enough, when you take a beloved figure off air, for making a fairly anodyne tweet, no one wants to be the scab who actually takes up the role of replacing him. Gary's two co-hosts, Alan Shearer and Ian Wright, said that they would not appear without him. People who (co-)host Match of the Day on other days followed suit. The net result is that Match of the Day is currently set to air without hosts, BBC commentary, or global feed commentary. And the solidarity shown to Gary Lineker, over what is very flagrantly actual cancel culture and an attack on freedom of speech (the logic implied is that institutional impartiality requires that no one say anything too critical of the government ever), has continued to grow. The BBC has pretty much been unable to run pretty much any live sports content today, and has resorted to raiding the BBC Sounds archive to fill the sports radio channel. And, as of 17:30 on Saturday 11th March, the situation shows no signs of improvement, though some are calling for the Chairman Richard Sharp, who is separately facing corruption allegations, to resign (yes I linked to the BBC itself there, there is nothing, nothing, the BBC loves more than going into great detail about how much the BBC sucks).
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On Tommy Kinard
"It's not that I don't like Buck and Tommy, it's just happening so fast, he's underdeveloped!"
*clears throat*
Here is a recap of what we know about Tommy. And this is just off the top of my head, I didn't rewatch anything.
He was closeted at the 118 before and found the atmosphere repressive. He (probably) acted like a dick to fit in. When presented with the chance to make things better, he took it, and developed positive relationships with Hen, Chim and Bobby.
He was in the army and trained there as a pilot.
He knows Muay Thai and has a set up in his house.
He likes to work on cars and has a lift at his house (where TF does he live is my question - he has some nerve being agog at Buck's loft if he has a muay thai gym and a car lift)
He is down for violating departmental policy at the drop of a hat (has done so on at least two occasions) to help a friend and has no problems fucking with the fire chief.
He is a nerd. He likes pub trivia and has incorrect Star Wars opinions, and can keep up with Chim in the movie-quoting department.
His favorite movie is "Love, Actually" and he likes craft beer and monster trucks.
He came out when he transferred to Harbor and felt comfortable enough to stop lying about who he was.
He follows MMA and has friends in Vegas who like him well enough to hook him up to a frankly insane degree.
He'll risk his own life and engage in helicopter skulduggery to save people he doesn't know...I mean, apart from doing that for a living.
He'll take time out of his day to give a tour to the cute boy who called him up and offer to give that boy flying lessons (a significant time investment) which was probably maybe about more one on one time with said boy.
He yearns for the belonging and found family that the 118 became after his departure and probably befriended Eddie hoping to earn a plate at the cookout, aside from just clicking with him.
He likes Eddie and Chris a lot and they like him. Chimney also likes him.
He was attracted to Buck right away and was emotionally aware enough to pick up on Buck's jealous feelings over Eddie and his friendship, even if he was surprised that it was him Buck wanted to get to know.
He respects and values Buck and Eddie's friendship and wanted to make sure Buck knew that.
He's brave enough to shoot his shot by planting one on a dude.
He's a lil bitchy but also generous and ready to throw in with this insane guy who's inviting him to a family wedding after 0.5 dates.
He showed up to a bachelor party when he was on call because Buck asked him to, then showed up in turnouts after fighting a fire for like 12 hours yadda yadda we all know this part.
He has got it BAD for one Evan Buckley, who he only calls "Evan" which according to LFJR is a conscious decision by the writers, which fascinates me.
He was willing to take a chance with a man just discovering his sexuality BUT wasn't willing to put himself through that if the man in question wasn't ready for it. When Buck showed him that he was, he was all in.
He does NOT take his coffee like that.
Oh and
He's a beast.
This is VASTLY more information than we knew about ANY of Buck's previous girlfriends with the possible exception of Abby. Even Taylor did not get this much development over 20 episodes (things we knew about her: she was an ambitious and ethically flexible reporter, did not eat fudge, had a dad in jail, and sometimes jogged for exercise, she was capable of being nice and did love Buck, I believe). And as for it being fast? Sometimes it just be like that? A relationship doesn't have to have year(s) of buildup. Sometimes people do just meet, like each other, and start dating, in fact in the real world that's usually what happens. It's in TV Land that you have to have eighteen seasons of UST before pulling the trigger. Most of the time in reality people just vibe off each other and decide to go out and THEN they learn about each other.
And they've got a great start. You'd think they'd barely spoken by how a few naysayers are talking about it - the loft scene was like a solid five minutes of very open conversation, the Cringe Date seemed to have gone well and again, open and honest (if cringey) conversation before Cockblocker Eddie showed up, and the coffee meetup was again....open and honest conversation. They're not gonna show us long scenes of them exchanging firefighting stories and workout preferences (I mean, I'd watch that, but it's not what the show is about).
In conclusion, anyone saying he's poorly developed or the relationship is "out of nowhere" either is being willfully obtuse or has ridiculously unrealistic expectations for relationships and/or what constitutes character development.
As for whether they have chemistry, that's a matter of subjective opinion. Given that a TON of people watched that harbor tour scene (even when it was posted as a sneak peek) and started going "wait...what's going on here...are they flirting??" might be a clue. People were talking about Bi!Buck maybe happening with Tommy based solely off that clip of the harbor tour and what they were seeing between them. And imho that loft scene was crackling. But we all see things through the lenses of our biases, myself included.
Got that off my chest, whew.
#9-1-1#evan buckley#bucktommy#911#tevan#kinley#tommy kinard#9-1-1 meta#9-1-1 shipping#fandom discourse#firepilot#trying to use all the ship tags we have#buck x tommy
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r u mine? â jj maybank
summary: you werenât sure what to call you and jj. friends with benefits? a situationship? either way, the two of you certainly acted like more than friends.
word count: 4181
warnings: lowkey toxic!jj but we love him, jealousy, smut 18+!!!, unprotected p in v sex, squirting, creampie, some fluff
a/n: i am quite proud of this one so I really hope yâall like it! let me know what you think! <3
âUgh, I hate that word.â You shook your head, taking a swig of your nearly lukewarm beer, grimacing at the skunked taste on your tongue.
âWhat else would you call it?â Sarah scoffed, raising her eyebrows inquisitively at you as she playfully shoved your knee.
âHanging out, I donât knowâŠâ you mumbled, your feet playing absently with the sand below you.
âYeah, okay. Itâs okay to call it what it is. A situationship.â Sarah grinned, nodding her head oh so matter of factly at you.
You and Sarah somehow ended up at a kook party. It just kind of happened. It had been awhile since the two of you had been to one, but seeing as the rest of your friends either had plans or were working, it was either this or another night at home, but the former somehow seemed only slightly more appealing.
You didnât like labels, but if you had to pick one, you were a pogue. You were in a similar boat as Sarah and Kiara. Rich parents, but you hated nothing more than the snobby, âIâm so much better than youâ lifestyle the people on your side of the island lived by. By no means were you ungrateful for the life you were given. Your privilege was not ignored. But it was the country club luncheons and the uptight fakeness and the general attitudes of those you grew up around that you wanted no part of. So one day, you met Kiara, and the two of you clicked almost instantly, both of you finding solace in someone who shared the same views. Next up you met Sarah, and the three of you were inseparable. Your friendship was great until it wasnât, and you and Kie found home in a group of boys from the cut while Sarah completely turned the other way.
But that was old news, history. Sarah came around, started macking on John b, and the three of you eventually made up. Shit happens.
So here you were, on your third beer, sitting on the beach next to Sarah, the full blown kook party going on only a few hundred feet behind you. The two of you tried to mingle, but that lasted for a total of about five minutes before you took advantage of several coolers stocked to the brim with beers, each of you grabbing a few cans before making your way down to the mostly empty beach in front of the Oceanside home holding the party.
You found comfort in the peace and tranquility of the ocean, the soft glow of the moonlight illuminating your senses could have very well brought you peace, if your phone wasnât blowing up with messages every few minutes.
jj maybank: you really ainât gonna text me back? got me over here double texting and shit??
jj maybank: knew youâd go back to full kook eventually. my lifestyle ainât enough for you huh?
jj maybank: alright that was out of pocket I canât lie my b
You and jj had gotten along since the second you met. Apparently Kiara had been hyping you up, because surprisingly, jj showed zero apprehension to letting another âkookâ join his circle. The attraction was also immediate, on both ends, but that took a bit longer to come out. Shared glances werenât uncommon, neither were legs brushing against each other on the boat, even though there was more than enough room for the two of you to sit apart.
You and jj were friends for about a month before you hooked up the first time. It wasnât anything crazy, you were both drunk and horny and one thing led to another. It was sloppy and pretty quick. But instead of it being a one and done deal, it kept happening, no alcohol involved.
You couldnât pinpoint the exact moment where it went from purely sex to more, but it just happened. You and jj would spend time alone without the rest of your friends, cuddling on the couch at the chateau while everyone was out, or you calling jj late at night sobbing after a particularly nasty argument with your parents, which led to him climbing through your bedroom window and staying the night, sneaking out before you woke up the next day. Since that night, you would keep your bedroom window cracked ever so slightly, and most nights, like clockwork, jj would make the familiar climb up and through the window to be with you. Sometimes this led to sex, but other times it didnât. Thatâs why it was weird.
You had both agreed that you werenât in a relationship. jj for one didnât want to commit, and you didnât either. Several shitty relationships prior to meeting jj would taint your view on love. So it seemed like you were on the same page, but both of your actions proved otherwise.
This is why it wasnât an uncommon occurrence that jj was currently blowing up your phone. For two people who are not in a relationship, you both had your fair share of jealousy issues. But you shouldnât, because youâre not in a relationship.
âHeâs freaking out right now,â you groaned, turning to Sarah with an exasperated sigh as your eyes glazed over the messages on your phone, âheâs mad that Iâm not responding and that Iâm here, but he knows itâs Kelceâs birthday party and so he assumes Jake is here since theyâre best friends⊠but heâs acting like Iâm gonna do something, like are you serious?â You vented, finishing off the last few drops of your beer.
Jake was your most recent ex. Total asshole. You cringed every time you thought about your time shared together, hating the fact that you ever gave him the time of day. He was overly preppy, but also overly possessive, yet he still cheated on you. Imagine that.
âHeâs mad about Jake?!â Sarah gaped, leaning in closer to you as she glanced down at your phone, not missing the texts flooding through from jj.
âThatâs what Iâm saying⊠I hate him, and itâs not like Iâm gonna cheat on him ââ
âAh, you canât cheat on someone youâre not dating.â Sarah hummed, shaking her head at you.
âUgh, you know what I mean. This situationship bullshit is so stupid. But either way, thatâs a valid point. Not only do I want nothing to do with Jake, but even if I did, jj isnât my boyfriend, so he shouldnât even be mad,â you rambled, pausing for a moment before looking back down to your phone, âyeah, no, thatâs a good point, thatâs what Iâm gonna say.â You mumbled as you began typing out a response to jjâs multitude of texts.
you: you say itâs about the kooks but seems to me like itâs one kook in particular youâre mad about
you: yeah, jake is here. I ainât dumb jj, youâre transparent as fuck lmao
you: also Iâm just trying to figure out why youâre mad bc you know I hate him but even if I wanted him, why would that be your problem? Weâre not dating soooo??
you: have a good night at work! <3
You locked your phone, but not before putting it on do not disturb and shoving it in the back pocket of your denim shorts.
âOh, well now heâs gonna lose his shit even more.â Sarah giggled, having watched you type out your messages.
âI donât care, let him. Heâs pissing me off.â You shrugged, rolling your eyes, but you couldnât help but laugh along with Sarah. You wouldnât admit it out loud, but the thought of jj freaking out with jealousy over you made your stomach tingle. Just a little bit thoughâŠ
An hour had passed since you had texted jj and you havenât checked your phone once. Youâd be lying if you said you werenât the slightest bit curious to see his response, but your stubbornness was strong, outweighing your curiosity for the time being. The four beers in your system helped too, lightening up your overall mood and somewhat helping you forget about jj for a little while.
You were only a little tipsy at this point, but you and Sarah had mutually agreed to call it a night and start your trek home.
You both felt generally safe walking home. Streets were pretty well lit and it was figure 8, all the drunk creepy frat guys you had to worry about were down the street at the party.
âHey, text me when you get home, okay? And keep me updated on jj whenever you check your phone. Iâm honestly surprised he didnât show up at Kelceâs after that exchange.â Sarah giggled as the two of you approached her house, giving her a quick hug goodbye and promising to update her. You only lived one street away from her, and she had plans with John b early the next morning so you decided to not sleepover this time.
You continued your journey home after seeing that Sarah had made it inside safely, sighing to yourself as the soft island breeze gently blew against your face, cooling down your slightly flushed cheeks.
You arrived home only five minutes later, tiptoeing through your dark home so as to not wake your sleeping parents, humming softly to yourself once you made your way upstairs and into your bedroom, pulling your shirt over your head and letting it fall onto the floor before fishing your phone out of your back pocket and tossing it onto the bed as you went to unbutton your shorts.
âOh, so you do have a phone.â
You gasped, nearly screaming as you scrambled to flip your lights on, immediately spotting jj laid back on your bed, hands behind his head as he leaned seemingly comfortably against your headboard.
âjj what the fuck?!â You whisper yelled, wishing more than anything that your parents werenât home so you could truly yell at him. You didnât have to question how he got in, though. You had left your window cracked like you always did, as jj would have more than likely came over tonight anyways, but that was before you had started bickering over text. He had done this before, too, surprising you in your bedroom while you were at work or out with friends, coming home to the boy waiting for you in your bed.
âYou put your shit on âdo not textâ or whatever and I couldnât get ahold of you. I was going to go straight to Kelceâs party, but I took a moment to consider the fact that that wouldnât be a good idea, so I decided to wait for you here. Were you just gonna ignore me all night?â He sat up once you had acknowledged his presence, his hands playing with one of your pillows as he looked at you.
âFirst of all, itâs âdo not disturbâ and second, you were blowing up my shit and being annoying. Therefore, you were disturbing me.â You rolled your eyes, feeling jjâs eyes on you as you grabbed a sleep shirt from your closet and pulled it over your head before sitting on the edge of your bed as you worked to untie your shoes.
âWhy do you do this to me?â jj whispered after a few moments of silence, scooting himself closer to where you were sat.
âWhat am I doing to you, jj?â You asked, not looking at him as you removed your first shoe, now untying the other.
âYou â fuck. You make me fuckinâ crazy. I donât like that I feel like this.â He muttered, and you could feel by the movements in the bed that he was anxiously adjusting and readjusting his hat, an anxious tick you had picked up quite early in your friendship with him.
âI make you crazy?â You questioned, your brows raising as you kicked off your other shoe and finally turned to look at the boy sat behind you on your bed.
âYeah, and I hate it. Got me⊠got me checking my phone every two seconds to see if you texted me, fuckinâ â picturing you with that douchebag ex of yours⊠literally has my heart pounding. Like I canât think about anything else.â He admitted, and you couldnât miss the way his knee was shaking anxiously, his fingers playing absently with your blanket, yet he still kept his gaze on you.
âjjâŠâ you breathed, your voice softening now. You felt for him. You knew it wasnât easy for him to express his feelings, and you didnât want to dismiss the way he was feeling just because you had argued. You would also be lying if you said you wouldnât be jealous if he was around his ex all night⊠but you can blame that on your shitty past relationships, not because you didnât want jj around girls he used to call his⊠definitely unrelated.
âListen, I get what youâre saying, okay?â You sighed, slowly placing your hand on his bouncing knee. âBut⊠we arenât dating. Weâre just friends who sleep together, you know?â You added quietly, hating the words that left your mouth, but it was the truth. There was no gentle way to say it.
âYouâre right, youâre right. But let me just,â he reached for your hand over his knee, moving it to your side, âletâs just not talk about that right now, okay?â He licked his bottom lip, his hands now finding your thighs, rubbing the soft skin slowly, his fingertips inching their way up past the top of your shorts and underneath your shirt.
You didnât speak as he took a hold of the bottom of your shirt, lifting the fabric over your head, leaving you completely bare from the waist up. You didnât protest, your body heating up at his touch like it always did. He let out a long breath as he took in the sight of you before him, his hands quickly grabbing your tits, squeezing the soft flesh in his calloused hands, causing your back to arch slightly, your lips parting as an almost inaudible gasp left your lips.
His eyes found yours quickly following your reaction and you nodded at him, no words spoken between the two of you as you fully gave into his touch, crawling all the way onto your bed and scooting yourself back towards your pillows.
âSo pretty..â he cooed, his fingers pinching your hard nipples, making you whimper softly, fully giving into him. You reached forward, pulling his hat off of his head and tossing it onto the floor alongside your shirt, your fingers entangling in his messy locks as you pulled him closer to you, wrapping your legs around his middle, bringing his face right up to yours before you connected your lips.
You hummed into the familiar feeling of your soft lips against his, and only a few seconds passed before your mouths had both parted and your tongues were moving sloppily together, his soft groans sending vibrations into your mouth and through your body, your core feeling even hotter and wetter as the seconds passed.
His hands continued to toy with your tits, but they eventually began to trail down your stomach, unbuttoning your shorts blindly as you continued to kiss. You lifted your hips up as he tugged the denim down your legs, leaving you in just your underwear.
You opened your mouth in protest when he suddenly pulled away from the kiss, your chest rising and falling rapidly as you caught your breath, about to say something about him pulling away but stopping once you watched as he pulled his shirt over his head, and your attention was now turned to his naked torso.
âShh, I got you, I got you.â He murmured, his hands now tugging the zipper of his cargo shorts down, ridding himself of his shorts entirely, the two of you now only in underwear. Your eyes flew immediately to the ever present bulge in his boxers, and you didnât miss the wet spot right where the tip of his dick was, no doubt leaking precum. You had almost an identical wet spot in your underwear as well, your arousal practically dripping out of you as each second passed, eager for his touch.
âjj, please.â You grumbled, wrapping your arms around his neck as he lowered himself back down to you, your lips connecting again, this time moving a lot quicker and more sloppily than only moments ago. Your centers both connected within seconds, you bucking your hips up to grind against him and him grinding himself down against you. Who had gone for it first, who knew. You were certainly on the same page.
âPlease what, baby? Hm?â He breathed, holding himself up above you with only one hand as his other wriggled its way between your bodies and down to your wet core, fingers barely even teasing at the waistband before he slipped them inside, cupping your pussy.
âFuck ââ you moaned, shamelessly grinding yourself against his hand, desperately aching for more of him. The feeling of just his hand had you crumbling, any thoughts of your disagreement from earlier were long gone and forgotten in this moment.
âUse your words, baby. You want my fingers?â He questioned, already knowing the answer.
âYes, yes, please. Touch me.â You answered immediately, and that was all it took for him to yank your underwear down your legs and push his middle finger inside of you, effortlessly sliding into your slick yet tight walls. Your head fell back onto your pillow, a long exhale leaving your swollen lips as he pumped his finger quickly, adding a second after you began to adjust.
âGoddamn, youâre fuckinâ soaked, woman.â He spoke lowly, quickening his pace once he found a good rhythm, curling his fingers into your g-spot, emitting soft whimpers and curses from your lips, you still being half mindful of your sleeping parents down the hall.
The sight of jjâs furrowed brows and parted pink lips had your stomach turning, and you watched as he watched intently at the sight of his fingers moving in and out of your pussy, a look of concentration mixed with arousal evident upon his features. That and the spots his fingers had found inside of you had you crumbling quickly, your fingertips that were lazily resting in his hair now gripped tightly into his locks, your eyes squeezing shut as you felt your orgasm approaching quickly.
âjj, gonna cum, oh fuck, oh â oh god.â You panted, head flat on your pillows now as you felt him quicken his pace, hearing his own moans as you pulled on his hair.
âYeah, let go for me, baby, come on now.â He urged, and that was all it took for you to let go, your orgasm hitting you at full force. He quickly shot his free hand up to your face to cover your mouth, quieting your loud cries of pleasure. He loved the sound of your sweet moans, but being caught by your parents would be less than ideal. You cried into his palm, your juices gushing out of you and all over jjâs hand and torso, dripping down and soaking his stomach and boxers.
âOh fuck, thatâs right, so good, so good, huh?â He cooed, his fingers slowing down as you rode out your high, uncovering your mouth once you had fully finished and planting several soft kisses all over your parted lips as you worked to catch your breath.
You lifted your head after a moment, your eyes opening to meet his hungry gaze, untangling your fingers from his hair to reach for his boxers. You needed more of him.
âNeed you now.â You spoke, voice still a bit shaky as you had just caught your breath. You removed his boxers with his help, his leaking cock springing free from the restraint of the tight fabric. Your mouth watered at the sight, watching as he pumped himself slowly, finally giving himself some relief.
âNeed me inside you, sweet girl? Hm?â He licked his bottom lip as you nodded eagerly, a smug grin present on his lips at your neediness. You didnât care, he could be cocky after the orgasm he just gave you. He could have his moment.
âPlease. Please fuck me.â You pleaded, pushing your hips up to rub yourself against his cock. He groaned at the contact, giving himself a few more pumps before tapping his tip against your sensitive clit, causing you to gasp and push your thighs together purely out of reflex.
âAhh, keep those legs open for me. Gotta open up so I can fuck you, sweet thing.â He tisked, pushing your thighs open with his free hand, positioning his cock against your entrance, slowly pushing himself in. Once halfway inside, his hand trailed down from your thigh to grab your ankle, lifting your leg to wrap around his back, quickly doing the same with your other leg.
Finally getting you positioned like he wanted, he pushed himself all the way in, jaw going slack once he bottomed out, grunting at the depth he reached inside of you.
âFuuckkk,â he breathed, his messy hair falling onto his forehead as he looked down at the two of you, fully connected. He inhaled sharply before he began moving, struggling to keep his eyes open as your tight pussy hugged his cock perfectly. But he wanted to watch you, that was one of the best parts.
You did everything in your power to not scream, his cock immediately hitting all the right spots inside of you, his pelvis hitting your clit with every thrust. You couldnât stop yourself from moaning however, your arms wrapping around his neck to hold you up, keeping your body somewhat up. Your fingernails found home in the soft skin of his back, each trust and movement he made surely forming scratches into the skin.
âSo good, so good,â he moaned, sweat beading past his hairline as he found the perfect pace, his balls slapping your ass as his cock disappeared inside of you, âyouâre fucking perfect, yeah, oh fuck.â He breathed shakily, almost whining as you squeezed your legs tighter around his torso, his body pushing closer to you if possible, his dick hitting deep inside your wet pussy.
You were a mess beneath him. The tension throughout the night and the way he was fucking you perfectly was not doing anything to prolong your orgasm. But you could feel by the way he pulsated inside of you that he wasnât going to last long either.
âShit, Iâm close, baby. Where dâyou want me to cum?â He asked, slowing his thrusts for a moment as he attempted to gain composure of himself, wanting to give you one last orgasm before he finished.
You didnât even hesitate before responding.
âInside.â You answered, eyes looking up to meet his.
He cocked his head in confusion, stilling his movements following your words, almost unsure if he had heard you correctly.
âDonât fuck with me ââ
âIâm not, jj. Please. Want you to cum inside me.â You assured him, pushing your hips up, urging him to move again.
âYou⊠okay.â He resumed his movements, each thrust bringing both you and him closer to the edge.
âOh fuck jj, Iâm gonna cu-â
âSay youâre mine.â He cut you off, not stopping his movements, his breathing was shaky but his voice was steady, and he was serious.
âWhat?â You panted, your chest rising and falling rapidly.
âSay youâre mine.â He repeated himself, soft grunts following his words as he watched your face below him.
You knew what he was saying, and maybe it was the impending orgasm, or maybe it was the fact that you had never felt this way with anyone before him. Maybe after you said it and you both finished you would both get hit with that post nut clarity and go back on your words, but you could figure all of that out later. You could be his. You wanted to be his.
âIâm yours.â You spoke, and that was all it took for him to reach his end, his balls tightening, thrusts sloppy but still quick as he released inside of you in hot spurts, his face falling forward as he moaned, triggering your own release.
The wet sounds of his cock pushing into your cum filled pussy filled the room, his movements slowing down as you both rode out your highs together, eventually stopping completely before he slowly pulled himself out of you.
His cum leaked out of you almost immediately, but jj was quick to reach over the side of the bed and grab his shirt, placing it under your leaking pussy.
âShit,â he breathed, rubbing your lower stomach gently as your bodies both began to relax, leaning down to kiss your swollen lips gently.
âYou still mine?â He asked after a few moments of silence, mentally preparing himself for your rejection, nervous you had only said that in the heat of the moment. He meant what he said though.
âMhm, Iâm still yours.â
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How high on the clingy/protective scale these boys are âŠ
Dick: a solid 8.5/10.
A very clingy bean.
Dick would be attached to your hip 24/7 if he could but he couldnât answer that makes him sad.
In the wise words of @obsessedwithromance on one of my recent posts; âif Dick was a dog, heâd be a husky.â
And heâd make a very vocal husky at that with how often he whines and whinges whenever you tried to move from his grasp, acting as though every attempt in removing yourself from his arms were an attack against his character. So he will take personal offence to you wanting to leave him out in the cold and desolate place that was your bedroom. đ
âStop trying to get out of my arms.â He moans, tightening his hold on you as he buried his head into your neck, locking legs with you for extra measure. âDick, I love you but youâre being too clingy for me right now.â You reply and had just noticed the error of your ways almost immediately and were about to explain yourself but it was already too late, for you had set Dick the human husky off.
âMe? Clingy? I thought you liked it when I was clingy? Why the sudden change? What did I do wrong? Why donât you love me?â Dick began his tirade and you could only lay there and let him talk your ear off -and loudly might I add- about how you apparently didnât love him enough, which was a bunch of bullshit, but dick was too in his feelings to listen to reason. Youâll have to kiss him to shut him up, thereâs no other option.
So once heâs settled down, heâll go back to cuddling against your back,smiling dopily while you could only congratulate for a job well done at defusing the situation form getting any worse. You love your dramatic human husky and you wouldnât change anything for anyone.
Jason: 7.5/10 or a 8/10.
The only time youâre seeing this man be clingy as all hell if heâs in a particular mood and want your affection, which might as well be all the time with this man, or after a not so great nightmare.
He would wake up in a cold sweat and immediately look for you and hold you against his chest as though you were his personal teddy bear, only just until his breathing evens out and not so tense in the muscles. Until then he holds onto you tightly and familiarises himself with you in anyway that he could, whether that be counting your eyelashes, noting the different shades that make up your eyes and much more.
At least just enough to help him gain some sense of self and awareness that he was safe and sound from all harm.
Like Jaime, Jason would watch over you like a hawk as Red Hood without a shadow of a doubt, and Jason has his reasons to do so as he knows the type of people who litter the streets of Gotham at night like the back of his hand. He doesnât want to subject you to that sort of life of constant fear of having to look over your shoulder in hopes that there wasnât someone following you home.
For in his minds eye, heâs your sole protector and the one thing that stands between the scumbags of the street and you. Jason doesnât take this position heâs given himself lightly, itâs unlike him to anyway, as your safety is his top priority and heâd do anything to obtain it; whether they way itâs obtained was morally questionable or not, he doesnât care for as long as your safe, heâll live to learn with having permanent blood on his hands.
Damian: 5/10 on a good day. 2/10 in general.
Heâs not an overly clingy person. Protective? yes. Clingy? No. Itâs just not in just nature and he can be very awkward going about it too.
Damian knows he doesnât have to constantly survey you 24/7, he has more faith in you and your abilities then most. He knows that you wonât call upon him if at all when faced with a situation that you could easily resolve yourself.
However if you were to get hurt on his watch or otherwise, thatâs when he gets slightly clingy and will attempt to be within any space with you possible. Damian shows care in a completely different way than most and will more or less act like a guard dog when it came to you.
This little dude will point his sword at anyone that comes into close contact with you while glaring at them, meanwhile youâre having to push the blade of his sword down and away from the poor victim, only for Damian to raise his sword back towards their throat once more.
âPack it in.â Youâd hiss.
âNo. Youâre practically useless when hurt, so let me deal with this one.â Damian said.
You purposely ignored the fact that he had just called you useless and instead pushed the blade of his sword down until it was pointing at the floor again. âHeâs not even a threat, just a regular citizen. So you can stop it with the fear attics now.â You told him in a hushed tone. Damian meets your eyes with a glare of his own. âHow you can be certain heâs a harmless civilian? What if heâs a low life thug of an underground drug syndicate on the rise? You canât allow yourself to trust every face you meet.â He replies, not one to back down for anyone, not even you.
You sigh as you rubbed the sides of your head. âWell at least try not to cause more issue for your dad. I swear between you, Jason, Tim and Dick I donât know who gives him the most grey hairs.â
Jaime: runner up for Dickâs crown with also a 8.5/10
Heâs clingy in a sense that he fears of loosing you constantly.
Khaji-Da doesnât make the situation any better as it only encourages Jaimeâs Innate clinginess tenfold, and now Jaime canât go a couple of minutes without offering to join you on wherever your going.
He just cares about you very deeply and wouldnât know what to do with himself if heâd ever lost you despite having the ability to stop any harm from coming your way. So needless to say that you spend most of your time with him and his family is a severe understatement.
Itâs not as though he doesnât trust you, he wholeheartedly does, but that trust doesnât extend to potential outside threats. Hell, he would even go as far as to watch over you as Blue Beatle, much to the behest of literally everyone that isnât Khaji-Da because the scarab is just as clingy over you in a sense that you were Jaimeâs mate and there for should be within close proximity to him at all times.
Itâs endearing but I think itâs about time you told Kahji-Da to cool it on the whole threatening people you talked to with plans to eliminate themâŠ
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