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one thing i will always hate is my sexual assault and harassment being similar to what my artist that i loved so much did
right when I needed him at such a terrifying moment HE WAS FUCKING EXPOSED FOR THE SAME THING
and that my story is the same its just that the woman he did it to is DRUNK and for mines i WASN'T drunk
the fact that it was him and two other dudes mine was my rapist and his two friends.
I can't believe it. when I needed him the fucking most he was exposed for the same thing. I needed him but turns out he was a fucking monster
I hate that my assault coincidentally must've summoned him???? because how the fuck did i get assaulted and then a week after I hear him do the same ??? and now as a victim, I can't look at him and go “wah what a gentleman” “what an amazing man” because as a victim it's like ????????? there's no fucking point?
I hate the fact that I loved you so much and too much that I cry over u up until this. and I still do. I can't believe you. you're a monster
#nct#nct taeil#i cant believe my assault coincidentally clashed with his assault on another woman#its fucked up because he got exposed for his crime and then my assault happened after that#like what the fuck#as an assaulg victim im thinking yes lemme just watch some taeil and feel better#turns out that youre a fucking monster I CANT BELIEVE YOU#im so disappointed. honestly im actually annoyed#i hate that my assault is the same as that woman#and i hate that my assault had 3 dudes while it was taeil and his two males as well#HOW IS MY STORY THE FUCKING SAME????#as a victim im looking at him like ????????#i hate it here#i cant believe when i needed u the most YOU TURNED OUT AS A MONSTER#taeil...#i can't hate u cause i love u so much#but i fucking hate u for ur crime.#and its sad that i cant accept the fact that u already admitted to doing it and avoiding ur arrest#literally fuck you im so upset. I NEEDED YOU AND YOU RUINED ME#now what am i gonna do??#now that woman has her life ruined and mines too and now YOU ADD AN EXTRA BURDEN ON MY BACK#i hate my story so much#i wish none of this happened#i cant even know u the same. the kind funny awesome cute handsome man the lovely man u are#or look at the group anymore#cause you fucking ruined it FOR ME AND SO MANY FANS#please#im so mad#nctzen#nct 127
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(happy eclipse day yesterday🎆🎆🎆)
#dddaily4sherin#day 274!#geminitay#pearlescentmoon#mumbo jumbo#grian#goodtimeswithscar#cubfan135#ethoslab#smallishbeans#tangotek#impulsesv#skizzleman#hermitblr#hermitcraft#hermitcraft season 10#solar eclipse#my art#magic mountain#magical mountain#(GUYS WHICH ONE I SWEAR)#decked out diamond#(??? no clue if that ended up being their group name)#idk about the colors anymore i have stared at this for too long i just need to post it now. hope it looks ok HKASJDJASDkj#i considered drawing all the hermits but id probably die#:D ECLIPSE WOOOOOOO i dont think i did it justice that much ngl but tried my best o7
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DAREDEVIL: BORN AGAIN | 1.01
You know, it's funny, I... I know you're lying. I'm just not sure who to, me or yourself.
#Daredevil Born Again#Karen Page#Matt Murdock#Daredeviledit#Karedevil#Deborah Ann Woll#Charlie Cox#Not Revolution#GIF set#Mine#ddba spoilers#Daredevil Spoilers#More of this please#There's something fascinating about people who have a lot of feelings who try and cover with small talk#and her eye roll#he can't even see it#and I love how she keeps looking away from him#she's pissed#that's such an a-hole thing to say#but he wanted a reaction#a real one#and Karen is never more honest than when she's angry at him#I want to see her life in San Fransisco. You know before she gets dragged back to NY. I'm assuming her life in SF is going to blow up#with the regular superhero/villain nonsense leaving her no reason but to return to try and help Matt and Frank sort out their sh*t#Speaking of#I want more scenes with Karen and Bullseye#I want more scenes with Karen and Frank#I want more scenes with Karen and Matt... and Karen and Matt and Frank#there's no neutral - mediating - party in the friend group anymore. I want to see all their worst instincts collide.#I love Karen but she has issues just like Matt and Frank do. And she's only slightly better at hiding them.
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Some references and written descriptions of the lbl boys. I’ll update the rest later, but for now, take Sky, Minish, Time, Legend, Hyrule, and Twilight.
Please for the love of all things that are holy read the tags and don’t tag this as LU
Next one
#with updated designs#I will NOT touch them anymore I will NOT#they are PERMANENT NOW#sorta#obviously they could change lol#anyways I’m hoping that people can understand their personalities just a tad more#btw anything I said in the past about lbl might be retconned#I explored the story a lot and stuff is still unsure#and the lover box means someone they are actually DATING/ married to#pining doesn’t count#so it’s a very small group of Links who do have lovers#ok Everyone looks so long but shhh this is a ref it’s not supposed to look perfect#I swear shoes are my worst enemie#legend of zelda au#zelda au#legend of zelda#lbl Sky#lbl Minish#lbl time#lbl legend#lbl Hyrule#lbl twilight#link between links#watch smiles attempt at the Hylian languages#I HATE them#also some people may not agree with some choices on here like the bad with teamwork or whatever#but this is about how I wrote the characters#and if you don’t agree with some aspects of the design#move on with your life
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This is what trying to talk to my friend for the past several weeks has been like.
#bestie ily and I’m so sorry your life is shit rn but can you at least acknowledge the effort I put in my look#like no one in that group chat talks about positive things anymore I’m TRYING my best over here#the friendful visiter#quality shitposting
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three pretty best friends <3 who kind of know what a heart looks like
#bluu.original#bluu.oc#kevin#raphael#jude#oc art#solarverse#superhero oc#supervillain oc#<- tho this is set at the point in the story where raph is no longer a villain#anyways yeah hi finished version of that sketch i posted :p#this was originally gonna be based on that ‘i depend on you’ twt thing#but that would’ve made more sense with jude in the middle#because yk. blue green yellow gradient#even tho kevins main colour is more of a red-orange#but eh i think just using their actual colours looks nicer#and as before. raph is probably crouching and kevin is standing on a box so they’re all similar heights lol#don’t ask what judes gender is i don’t know anymore. he’s got a pushup bra with inserts in. just for fun. i guess#every friend group got the 90s punk the y2k mallgoth and the Large Man
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OK so your Gacha cookie run stuff has kept popping up on my homepage and it’s actually made me wonder if you’ve ever made red velvet before? Probably one of my favorite characters and I may or may not have a slight crush on him.
I’ve never really made any other cookie run kingdom characters in gacha after I made the legendaries and the ancients, so unfortunately the answer is no
But have this instead! :D

#art#artwork#digital art#artists on tumblr#first time drawing him so it may look wonky but whatever#also I don’t play crk anymore#but I still love it dearly#I just have no more space#:(#cookie run kingdom#crk#cr kingdom#crk fanart#crk art#red velvet cookie#red velvet crk#also he’s probably one of my favs from the.. dark enchantress group I forgot the name#but I do love how he is a cakehound lover#he is so real
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Been loving this dynamic


#blind man's bluff#ladyredms#l4d2#bmb spoilers#to be fair the entire group probably stinks like something died and look exhausted#but still it’s funny and oddly sweet to see ellis swooning for nick in that state like his thoughts about him are so romantic#like coach said “in stinkness and in health" hehe#it’s honestly therapeutic to draw nick all scrungly#makes me want to pick him up and squeeze him HRGHHHHH i love him so much#(but i guess nick doesn’t smell bad anymore because he took a shower in the meantime lol this doodle is a bit old)
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salix's current party, a very balanced crew both stats wise and mentally.
#pathfinder wrath of the righteous#my ocs#my art#my comic#wrath of the jo#described in alt text#redesigned salix cause he looked So Bad. it's mostly a changed in style but he's also the same and A Lot better. im at lvl 3. haven't playe#much. trying to take it easy and slow. i was worried with the first four companions. theyre personality at first wasnt too thrilling but#those other four had much more impactful introduction so im not worried anymore. my group of weirdos. salix as the crazy male voice btw#as a reminder to keep him weird. i mightve put the difficulty way too low cause so far it's going easy breazy maybe too much even#so a low strenght crew might add some difficulty. also need to figure out what to multiclass as... something that makes used of his high#dex and mobility... a monk?... ouh boy. im going to stare at a bunch of words trying to figure how to proceed.
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I swear I have read your big post regarding Peter Parker's neurodivergence and why it is best to avoid labelling him, but he definitely has a weird brain
Can't find it and feel kinda sad about it cuz I deeply related to it
i know exactly which post you're talking about and i can't find it either! i've raked through my archive, and it's just - nowhere to be seen. i think tumblr eated it (it happens.)
really, tumblr's search functionality is so so useless, i don't know what to tell you. there are plenty of keywords i can search to find it that post, but the search functionality actually just does not work!
undiagnosed audhd-addled peter parker, my darling, my light, my life, my everything.
i think peter parker's such an interesting creature to write, because a lot of people will point to a certain behaviour about him and say "this is an autistic thing, right?" but a lot of those behaviours are actually, in my head, tied to certain traumas in peter's life too.
people say "oh, the food thing, peter's a picky eater because he's autistic" and yes, absolutely. but also it's tied to his trauma with his parents.
peter gets overstimulated, and yes, it's an autism thing, but also he was bitten by a radioactive spider and his senses are dialled to 11.
it's a similar case i've found for myself, too – where a lot of friends i have kind of diagnose me because i have autistic traits, but actually - i'm hesitant to claim the label or pursue diagnosis because, actually, i know where these certain behaviours come from, and they come from certain traumas. there are events i can pinpoint in my life and say "yep. that's where this behaviour comes from."
so - i think there's a lot of overlap between trauma and autistic traits. the brain is very complex! i think the reason for that overlap is maybe as simple as the fact that people with autism and people with trauma are both doing the same thing - developing behaviours to protect themselves or soothe themselves. so - i think it's nice to be able to see a character like peter parker, who may or may not be autistic, but recognise behaviours in him and see yourself in him.
people who go undiagnosed for whatever reason - people who are really good at masking - so good, in fact, that they have no idea they might be on the spectrum - everyone and anyone at all can look at peter parker and recognise themselves. because i think we discredit the thought that every single brain does the same thing! develops certain behaviours in order to survive. every brain has that same software - we've just all been faced with different hardships that we need to overcome, and that's were all the differences come in.
autism is a spectrum, i guess - everyone falls into it to some degree. and i think events in your life probably push you along on it. but i don't know, i didn't study brain science. probably what i'm saying is very stupid and uninformed. of course there's brain chemistry involved. but i know people in my life living with autism and certain events in their life have exacerbated certain behaviours or made coping with it a lot more difficult. so maybe trauma is a catalyst.
#a lot of my traits have been exacerbated lately and i remember it was much easier for me before#and some of my friends have said “oh it's because you've been masking too long and now you're facing autistic burnout.”#and that made sense to me i think.#but then i found out about the stress thing. me overproducing stress hormone. and that's a very physical thing.#and that explains why i've been overstimulated more than usual lately. and why everything feels like too much.#and i wonder how many of these traits of mine are going to subside once i have lamar removed#and it makes me wonder a lot of things. and it's so weird how much your brain is tied to your biology.#i wonder how much i'll change. i wonder how i'll feel. i wonder if i'll still feel like me. i wonder how much me is me right now.#and how much of me is being altered by weird freaky hormones. who am i?? who will i be??#i'm almost looking at this as like. a superhero origin story of some sort. like this is my spider-bite moment. maybe.#will i be different? will i cope with things differently?? now that my body isn't fighting something anymore??#maybe i'll be normal. i don't know. i don't know.#i don't know what it'll mean for me.#but all of these things mean i relate to peter parker in a certain kind of way#i don't think you have to be diagnosed with autism to recognise and empathise with those traits i think#i think everyone can see themselves in peter. and i think that's the benefit of having characters that aren't diagnosed.#because there's so much overlap in the human experience. and certain feelings aren't exclusive to just one group of people.#peter has such a rich identity actually. it's an autistic thing. it's a queer thing. it's a jewish thing. it's a trauma thing.#there are so many overlapping parts of peter's identity that inform who he is and how he behaves and it's never just one thing.#it's a product of all of his things.#just like me! just like everyone.#so me? i guess i can be a million things. you can explain what i am in a million different ways.#a hundred different psychologists can all come up with different ways to explain why i be the way i be.#i don't think it's something that can be simplified.#sorry wow. i'm really going off here in the tags.#i hope people don't think i'm stupid. i don't know brain science. i'm just philosophising as usual.#sci speaks
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What do you think Odile does for a living? She feels teacher like to me. What do you think she would do post canon?
HMMMM THIS IS GOOD QUESTION…
ive seen a lot of people hc her as a teacher / professor so i!! think that suits her pretty well. specifically as someone who studies + specializes in different types of craft (that would be why shes so proficient in multiple craft spells. also how she was able to figure out the loops stuff, AND to find something that could prevent siffrin from looping back).
post canon i am not sure… i am always torn between how the party would handle things post canon. obviously they would keep travelling for a bit, odile alongside her family without the stress of. constant sadness encounters + a king to kill lol. i think maybe she would get to take her time, reeaally get to know vauguardian culture when not within. a crisis. as was her original intention.
eventually. EVENTUALLY. when the family settles down somewhere (i am a “they all get a big house together” believer lol) she would get back into craft stuff. maybe go back into teaching too—surely people would be eager to hire a saviour. especially though i think it would be neat of her to try looking into wish craft etc, as a long forgotten form of craft. to satisfy her own curiosity, for siffrins sake, or just as a way of preserving the countries culture in whatever ways possible.
#asks#ive never gotten to talk about this before#and its a little unrelated to the odile thoughts so im putting it in the tags#but. surely surely. there must be some group out there dedicated to looking into this. suddenly lost island#no one remembers the country ofc. i bet its hard to even think about. probably difficult to dedicate an entire project to#but you also have to imagine. the day the island disappeared. the effect without anyone realizing why#people from the island. vacationers or visiting family etc. going through some sudden spell of amnesia all at once#and their loved ones + family being equally confused#also the fact that? given bambouches (probable) proximity to the island. that many of these cases wouldve popped up there#what did people think was going on. at the time. did they assume it was a disease?? a curse?#and then forget about the entire ordeal a week later#anyway point is. someone mustve found that suspicious. theres gotta be at least one person#which to me means i find it very likely there could be research gone into it. esp esp since the party members knew about. Some island that#isnt there#anyway anyways im rambling way too much#i think odile should look into wish craft. i think siffrin would appreciate it#if not because. it was a piece of him that was Important#but also to impart the actual Dangers of it to. others#am i making sense i dont know#isat spoilers#anyways oops thats not about odile anymore#lol
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Well my ten year old reddit account got permanently banned because i lost my temper over animal abuse...
#cute little cat got abandoned at rescue centre by previous owners because they didnt want her anymore after she looked less cute#i voiced my displeasure at groups like the previous owners
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Bleach TYBW part 3 | Jugo & Bazz Set 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
#bleach tybw part 3#bleach spoilers#tybw spoilers#jugo#bazz b#jugram haschwalth#not exactly in order anymore but I tried to group them in a way that looks least odd
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seriously doubt adam or lawrence had any close/trusted friends which just makes their relationship in the bathroom that much more weirdly emotionally charged. codependency bait to the max
#like it seems like scott was kind of the last person adam really talked to when he bounced on his parents and he sticks around him#but subtext (and by that i mean text) makes it so obvious hes just kinda his punching bag. but hey he sticks around#hes got that highschool dropout who bounces between acquaintance friend groups and never got super close to anyone#kind of vibe.#everyone knows him but nobody hangs w him or whatever#but like lawrence is so in the same boat. that is a guy that goes to colleague dinner parties to keep up appearances and thats bout it#like i bet even diana’s friends parents barely know much about him and think hes just stuffy or whatever#his lawyer calls himself his friend but i really think thats just in a ‘i know you and im looking out for your best interet’ way.#i dont think they hang#and like. he doesnt even talk to his wife anymore#i think they r both lonely and miserable in different ways and kind of have what the other thinks they need#despite being so drastically different#it drives me insane#bathroom boyfriends#chainshipping#click
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