#or brockhampton actually

[thestarlotus]

[spidey-langdon au] tfw u catch ur ER doctor making out with national menace spiderman in the back of the hospital alleyway

[animalgaze]

new matt champion joint

[letsdeconstructtogether]

A Peek Behind the Picket Fence

Part 1: Democrats need to organize

When I say organize, I don't mean quipping at the Republican Party with protests.

I mean that we must come together and form a solid strategic offense.

We need p o l i c i e s and we need focus.

I keep repeating this because the last presidential run was an absolute failure due to the lack of solid planning from the Democrats.

Their argument was simply, "You don't want Trump."

That argument sucks. Its lazy.

We. Need. Actual. Policies.

We need to advocate for policies that speak directly to the people's hearts. We need to talk directly to our communities. Then we need to figure out what needs to be done.

Then, once we are voted in, we need to do what is best for the people and vocalize that to the people.

We are lost our power because we are not serving the people (or showing them that we are)

So when Trump and his Republicans speak up on what they're doing, of course support will come out in droves. It may not be what we want, but to be frank, they've reached their audience.

Are we reaching ours? Like, respectfully sitting down with our constituents and speaking on our strategies, ideologies and planned policies?

Or are we just coming at Republicans?

Are we serving our people?

Part 2: We need to recognize what kind of court we're playing on.

The political arena is not made up of institutions and laws, it is made out of people. People who eat, sleep, drink, fart, go on social media, worry, dream, and fear just like you and I.

We are coming at them as if they respect institutions and laws. That's why they are ahead.

They operate as a socialite ring. They went to school together, they go to parties together, and they hang out in lounges together.

We meet them in offices, they meet with each other after work in cocktail parties.

They form laws based on cocktail party conversations. They ignore us in the offices because their buddies already spoke to them with a glass of chardonnay in hand.

Do with that information what you must.

Homework:

These resources will help you understand how the US government really works.

Please watch The Apprentice (2024) (grimiest R-rated movie ever but that shit will open your eyes to so much, also warning rape scene, $5.99 on YouTube)

Please also watch Frontline PBS' Inside Obama's Presidency (Shows you why Obama had a hard time as President, he tried to play the ball but not the people. Free on YouTube)

Shalom!

Read Exodus!

God is with us!

[yourcousin-vinny]

Re: OTP ask game

For Kalluzeb, 20, 24, and 35!!

ooooo these are interesting ones

20

Kal. Absolutely Zeb walks onto the Ghost one day and sees Kallus seated on the floor with a tiny Loth kitten in his lap. For some reason they're both soaking wet. Zeb, begrudgingly, allows this. Although tbh, I also love the idea of Kallus being really good with droids, and so it's more likely that this scenario plays out with Kal and an MSE droid (which Zeb is even less pleased about).

24

Logistically, most of the time Zeb is the big spoon and Kallus is little spoon. Ship bunks aren't that big. And again I say to you, Kallus has always been one of the biggest in the room and he loves to just feel held sometimes. HOWEVER, I love the idea of Kallus getting to be big spoon when he's feeling a bit possessive or Zeb's just gotten back from a long mission or he just wants to make sure Zeb's close to him after a critical loss. Zeb seems super big, but he and Kal are actually close enough in build that either way will work; it depends on what they're both feeling like that day.

35

heheeee, cameoliob, your Kallus headcanons are gonna play into this one. Kallus will listen to nearly anything, but his favorites are like the Coruscant equivalent of 90s/00s rap. Ezra, tongue-in-cheek, asks Kallus what he thought of the Super Bowl and Kallus has a TED talk prepared on Kendrick's halftime show. Kallus stood and applauded while watching the space-grammys when Doechii won. Academy-era Kallus went to see Coruscant's BROCKHAMPTON and tried really hard to get Jovan to like MFDOOM. He and Sabine bond over Noname. On Karaoke nights, 8/10 chance that Kallus chooses Watzky (because he knows not to choose NWA, but he knows all the words to their songs too). If Kallus has headphones on and it isn't translation audio, this is what he's listening to.

Zeb likes dad rock. Zeb likes yacht rock. Zeb listens to the Eagles and Pink Floyd (and sometimes Kenny Loggins while he's making waffles for the crew).

[jayjay-thejet-plane]

Music Shuffle Game🎶

Rules: shuffle your ‘on repeat’ playlist and post the first ten songs, then tag 10 friends to do the same. I was tagged by @tgmsunmontue :D

i dont actually have an “on repeat” playlist… ive got a chopping block and an i like these ones playlist (i shuffled from that one) 👍

1. Vinta by Crumb

2. Straight from the Heart by Heatwave

3. Skulls by Halestorm

4. Rain all Day by Fleming and John

5. BNBG by Djo

6. SISTER/NATION by BROCKHAMPTON

7. Zond by Pond

8. Automatic Sun by The Warning

9. THE DINER by Billie Eilish

10. Share my Love by Heatwave

Aight imma tag @k9effect @film-in-my-soul @aleksanderthemesschild @flyingfightingfishy @doodledraw @green-socks … thats all, im awful at remembering usernames sorry guys😅

[canonicallyanxious]

Rules: List 15 bands/artists and name just (1) song of theirs that you love.

Thanks for the tag @thisfeebleheart! Full disclosure i went completely fucking extra about this, as far as i know you just have to do a list but of course i had to make a playlist [with the exception of my pick for sufjan stevens, which is not available on spotify]

Listed in alphabetical order of artist:

Bruises - Angel Haze

BLEACH - BROCKHAMPTON

Tokyo Drifting (ft. Denzel Curry) - Glass Animals

I Like That - Janelle Monae

Posing for Cars - Japanese Breakfast

Kody Blu 31 - JID

i - Kendrick Lamar

Selfish (ft. Cleo Sol) - Little Simz

I'm Your Man - Mitski

IPlayYouListen - ODESZA

Majesty Snowbird - Sufjan Stevens

Harvest Love - Tash Sultana

Fried for the Night (ft. EARTHGANG) - TOKiMONSTA

This Is The Life - Two Door Cinema Club

Bros - Wolf Alice

Tagging: @parkshuppy @boxesfullofthoughts @ljuerlav @metronn @pronouncingitwang @tristealven @mumruffin and whoever else wants to torture themselves

Process + ramblings under the cut - told you i went full extra about it [also Remy told me to include it so there you go lol]

This is a pretty open-ended prompt but i decided to approach it as straightforwardly as possible - 15 of my favorite artists, and as close as i could come to a favorite song pick for each. This process actually took me several days lol i had to use a spreadsheet to organize my thoughts and everything [didn't really do anything special with it though as far as formulas or whatever, i basically just used it as a way to easily visualize my working list]

[fun fact: my original artist long list actually wasn't too long, i got up to 21 before i started making cuts - will say i probably could have added more but at that point i had already spent 30 mins on this and i was like okay i have got to nip it in the bud so i can get to the actual songs skdjfnsd]

You'll see in my above screenshot I had narrowed it down to about 2-4 for my last handful of artists but i did have to narrow it down from a longlist for most of those last few, which i did by tossing them all into my queue and skimming through each song:

Then i gave it a day so i could come back to it with fresh ears, and the next evening I sat down to fully listen through my shortlists and come to a decision for each artist [Sufjan took me the longest, surprise surprise]

i did kind of consider full list composition when making my choices - not, like, too much, like my favorites are my favorites, but if i was having trouble deciding between songs for an artist and i needed a tie breaker one of the factors i took into account was if there was already a song on my list that hit a similar mood/niche; also i did want to make sure i had a decent spread of my fave genres represented [so basically a mix of indie rock/pop, hip hop, edm, contemp rnb, and sadboi tunes]. Personal memories/significance also a factor for tiebreakers. otherwise i guess my main criteria was Vibes

obviously the thing about this exercise is if i had done this at a different time i probably could have ended up with a completely different list but i think that's the fun of it, capturing your mood at a specific point in time. happy with where i landed!

A few more notes on some of the picks [i was really considering doing a breakdown of every song but that's too much even for me skdjfskdfs]

Tokyo Drifting by Glass Animals - this is one of the tiebreakers I decided on to balance out my list of sadboi tunes. i think it is an immaculate banger from start to finish - incredible sampling, INCREDIBLE feature from Denzel [this song is actually what put me on Denzel, also an artist i really like in his own right], incredible hooks [WAVEY DAVEY I'M ON FIRE!], incredible attitude and production, just everything about it is perfect. When I saw Glass Animals live in 2021 the bass drop they did when performing this song shook every molecule in my body from head to toe and i've never been the same since

Kody Blu 31 by JID - back in 2022 when I was making my top 2022 albums/songs lists, I had actually originally gone with Dance Now off of Forever Story because I was limiting myself to one song per artist and Kody Blu 31 was the painful cut I decided to make from that top 10 list. this was at least part of the reason why i went with Kody Blu 31 this time LOL also Dance Now is a complete banger, Kody Blu 31 is what you listen to when you want to feel sad about past hardships and losses but ultimately hopeful about the state of the world - the kind of song that inspires you to persevere - which is, you know, a vibe i could really use right now [fwiw i do stand by Forever Story as one of the best albums of 2022 and honestly one of the best albums of the decade so far; now that I've had more time with it, it's an easy 10/10 from me]

i by Kendrick Lamar - i am a little ashamed to admit that i only just listened to To Pimp a Butterfly in full recently [like within the last month; was only familiar with the singles before] but you know what better late than never. easily one of the most perfect albums I've ever listened to. honestly there are so many kendrick songs that could go on this list - it's not my fault that man puts out nothing but bangers! he really has the range! - but i keep coming back to this one because of the tone of painfully hard-earned celebration in the first half - the anthemic "I love myself" vocals! the virtuosic rhymes! the infectious melody lines in the production! it's bursting with confidence and joy in a way that doesn't feel cheap or cheesy - juxtaposed with the monologue that comes in after the music cuts out [the background crowd vocals slowly fading out... Kendrick's delivery so raw and powerful you hang onto every word... i never skip over it when listening to this song, i can't]. So impactful, so relevant even today, SO well done in that switch up - again it's the kind of song i need these days

Majesty Snowbird by Sufjan Stevens - I actually considered cutting this from contention because technically it's not an official song - i have only ever listened to it via bootleg concert recording uploaded along with a truly goofy picture of him by some rando on youtube - but after listening to it in its entirety twice [it's a ten minute song, just ftr] i decided it had to count. i almost hope it never gets an official recording, like there is something inimitable about this live recording that IS the song to me - the random "WOO" at the very start [juxtaposed with how completely quiet the audience stays through the song up until the end when they erupt into applause; you get the sense every single person there was holding their breath], the scratchiness of the electric guitar, the goosebumps you can only get from listening to a live orchestra - not even to mention the power of sharing music for the sheer love of it, whether that be participating in the communal experience of listening to this song live along with hundreds of other people in the same space as you or passing on the bootleg recording so strangers on the internet can listen to it too. and it's an incredible fucking song on top of all that. Chicago and Futile Devices were probably the most difficult cuts I had to make from my top 15 list but i don't have any regrets for cutting them for this.

This Is The Life by Two Door Cinema Club - my irl best friend and i consider this the theme song of our friendship. we've been friends since freshman year of high school, have listened to and loved the album this song comes from since almost that long, have danced and cried and screamed to this particular song so many times. it represents so many memories and times of my life. it's been with me for a long time. this honestly was the easiest choice of the whole list for me

[tuerescringe]

Songs That Remind Me of Redacted Characters:

- Angel: Hottie by Flo Milli

like…cmon. this is so angel. u gotta hear me out here. no one else could pull this off so flawlessly.

- David: Loyalty by Kendrick Lamar

it just. really fits him man. idk what u want me to say. loyalty is one of the biggest things for him. also this song is sexy.

- Asher: What is Love by Haddaway

YOU HAVE TO HEAR ME OUT ON THIS. PLEASEEE SEE MY VISION. every single karaoke night. every. single. time. he performs it with baabe and they have a fucking blast.

- Baabe: Kiss Me by Sixpence None the Richer

i dont have a proper explanation for this one to be completely honest with you. but i think it really fits them. its cute and homey and i feel like its how they view their relationship with asher. ily baabe.

- Milo: La Carcacha by Selena

literally just take a listen man. this is so milo. everything about this is tailored to give u the spitting image of this man.

- Darlin’: Pride by Kendrick Lamar

do i have to explain. because i really feel like i don’t.

- Sam: After The Storm by Kali Uchis

idk the lyrics kinda speak to me. plus i feel like he’d enjoy this song, a small break from whatever fuckass country music he would listen to regularly. that is mean. i am sorry sam.

- Vincent: FASHION by Britney Manson

do i even have to explain myself. i know him. u know him. this is his fucking song.

- Lovely: My Love Mine All Mine by Mitski

they honestly make me really really sad. so they get a mitski song. but honestly i feel like they would really relate to this one. so much has been taken from them whether it be malicious or not that all they truly have left is their love. whether that be their love for vincent or general love for themselves and life and such. lovely .. u will always be famous.

- Huxley: Ain’t It Fun by Paramore

ok first of all. he loves paramore, i know this for a fact because he told me. u gotta believe me. but also this is just so him!

- Freelancer: Hottie by Brockhampton

another one that i cant truly explain. idk man! friendship! this just reminds me alot of my specific vision of freelancer. those who get it, get it.

- Gavin: Daylight by Taylor Swift

SORRY. IM SORRY FOR TAYLOR SWIFT POSTING. IM NOT EVEN A SWIFTIE BUT THIS IS SOOOOO GAVIN AND FL. FORGIVE MEEEEE.

- Blake: Once More To See You by Mitski

don’t even look at me.

- Elliot: Wasted Summers by Juju

shakes the bars of my enclosure. RAAUGHHHHH. i actually really love him and i also really love this song. im crazy.

- Sunshine: See You Again by Tyler The Creator

hehehehehehe. hehehehohohoho.

- Smartass: Upgrade U by Beyonce

i cant explain myself for this one. this one is simply off of vibes im sorry. but surely u can understand.

- Guy: Dumb Dick by Level

THIS IS ON HIS PLAYLIST. I KNOW THIS FOR A FACCCTTTT. he blasts this all the fucking time and honey is SICKKKK of it. u know im right.

[naegajeiljalnaga]

I see it, I like it, I want it, I got it <3

So I spoke to my sister 2 weeks ago and she said she wanted to get the Samsung Galaxy S23 Ultra. My mom said she wasn't able to get it for her because it's too expensive. I recently got the Galaxy Z Flip 6 so she got the same phone for my sister. I didn't get my sister a gift for her birthday this year because I had more money going out than money coming in so I didn't have the money to get her what I initially wanted to get for her. I thought to myself, "I should get my sister the phone that she actually wants." So I told myself that by the end of January next year, I will buy her the S23 Ultra.

My best friend's 21st is also in January next year, and I wanted to get her a really nice gift for her that I felt might be meaningful. I also needed some cash so I can travel to her and travel back home after her birthday celebrations. With all of this in mind, I started thinking of ways I could get money because I told myself that I will do all of these things.

And now, I've got a huge lump sum of money that will not only cover my sister's phone and my best friend's birthday, but also I can buy matching jewellery for me and my 2 besties (the birthday girl is one of them), I can buy all the perfumes that I wanted and the perfume oils too, all of the makeup and hair products because my hair has been crying out for help (don't worry hair, your cries have been heard and are now answered), and all the unexpected expenses that have come (like my speeding ticket...) and still have a nice cushion of money to save and invest.

I'm so grateful that I not only am spiritually and energetically abundant but also materially and financially abundant. This money came at the best time for me to celebrate the people I love most (including myself) with Christmas, my sister coming back from uni, both of my besties' birthdays in December and January, and my sister's 21st also being next year, I can get them the material things that show my appreciation and love.

From the day I started thinking of how to get money, I've been playing my manifestation playlist so I'm going to give you the songs I have on that playlist:

7 rings - Ariana Grande

just like magic - Ariana Grande

successful - Ariana Grande

Blessings - Big Sean feat. Drake (I'm not a fan of Drake but I have to say I'm blessed because I am)

Blessings (Reprise) - Chance the Rapper

Bankroll - BROCKHAMPTON feat. A$AP Rocky & A$AP Ferg (this song is really for the chorus)

Money Bag - Cardi B

Lucky Girl - Carlina

Turn to Gold - Aiza

I am - Baby Tate feat. Flo Milli

Good & Great - KEY

CoolAs - KEY

Everywhere - Chloe x Halle

Butterfly (222) - Maijah

Pretty Girl Magic - Moonlight Scorpio

Money Is Coming To Me - Eddie Watkins Jr.

I Get Paid Every Day - Mello Well

Ching Ching Ching Goes The Money Tree

XS - Rina Sawayama

You don't have to listen to all these songs, choose what gets you in the mindset that says you already have it. I love songs that also affirm that I'm capable of getting everything I want, hence why I have got what I want now and it came at the snap of my fingers. Everything I want is already mine like this money.

Listening to music and writing what I would do with the money are my favourite ways of manifesting money; you can do whatever works for you. I just wanted to share this to tell y'all that it is possible, don't doubt it. May this be the last success story you look at before you get your own success story.

Sending all the best vibes, everything you want is already yours xx

[ayyy-pee]

Heya Lexi, I hope your week is off to a great start! 🩵 I’d love to hear your thoughts on any or all of these 👀 5 for Suguru / 12 for Satoru / 21 for Choso

hi minnie!!! it's pretty good! i hope yours is, as well!! thank you for the ask!

5. What's the first song that comes to mind when you think about them?

ahhhh i just said SUGAR by Brockhampton for him, but I'll also say Agora Hills by Doja Cat too!

12. What's a headcanon you have for this character?

i think for him, i feel like he's obsessive when he's in love. not in a toxic way, but he literally is just always thinking about you. downbad lovesick puppy that just wants you attention. needy as hell and always blowing your phone up because he wants to talk to you. he hates working because it takes time away from you and he hates that the most. i just feel like he's a hard lover. like he is ALL YOURS when he loves you

21. If you're a fic writer and have written for this character, what's your favorite thing to do when you're writing for this character? What's something you don't like?

chileeeee. for choso, he's actually really hard for me to write LMFAO. for him, i have to sit in fucking silence. when i say my gripe with the fandom is that they don't write him enough it's because i don't wanna write him myself! LMFAOOOO IT'S HARD FOR ME

Character ask game!!

[albumadaywithkibi]

January 03 - Saturation III - Brockhampton

Saturation III by Brockhampton

Spotify / Apple Music / YouTube

It would probably be sensible start with Saturation I, but I'm not sensible, and my introduction to Brockhampton was through Worthikids' fanimation of Boogie, which was actually a number of years ago now, and the album has been sat in my to play pile since.

I have been (up until this year I guess) notoriously terrible at listening to albums in their entirety, cus I'd played snippets of SIII, likely on shuffle, but this is one of those albums that ought to be played as it's listed.

Super fun album, lots of talent on display, both in rhyme and in production. If I don't have any more Brockhampton listed this year, throw a brick my way.

[byemambo]

shuffle your last playlist and post the first five songs that come up. then copy/paste this ask to your favorite mutuals <3

You're literally the best for always keeping me in the loop with music stuff because it's my favorite outside of drama watching. I'm gonna do my own thing and yap about these songs hehe (ofc whoever gets tagged and wants to participate, ignore that part if you wish):

This is my "late nights." playlist that I play before I go to bed some nights or when I'm driving during the evening/nighttime!

SUMMER - BROCKHAMPTON

It gives me summertime vibes when it's just a few more weeks until school starts up again, and all you want to do is spend time with your friends while the weather is still warm and while everyone is still nearby and free. Now that I'm an adult (even though university and onward, majority of my good friends are long distance), I cherish those memories and moments where I can spend time with my friends in person!

In the Blur of the Rain - Jiwoo

I actually could not tell you when I first found out about Jiwoo, but it might have been just from listening to Spotify's curated playlists. Unless it was from a kpop idol's recommendation. The origin story is fuzzy but otherwise, his music is so calm and melancholic, especially if you're someone that enjoys listening to music for the feels.

Who Do You Love - The Black Skirts

I adore this song because Yongseung from VERIVERY recommended one of their songs, which is how EVERYTHING also landed on my playlist. Their music is very nostalgic and reminds me of slice of life drama OST. This is the kind of music you'd hear when the male main character is realizing he's falling in love with the female main character, so any time he sees her, his life is just sweeter.

Poetic Vulgarity - d4vd

I don't know what it is but a lot of the music I tend to listen to is reminiscent of "heartbroken bachelor who's gone through ten different divorces so he needs to use that pain and transform it into art" and low and behold: Poetic Vulgarity is born. I love how artists use that pain and experience into creating such raw and candid musical experiences, especially for someone like me who doesn't consider themselves musically gifted or inclined to create music as an art form, but it helps me with my visual art and writing!

SZA - Blind

I absolutely love this song, but I love this album in general. I have a very interesting experience with SZA because she is actually one of my ex's favorite artists. But listening to her music after being broken up with, you can't help but find traces of yourself, that person, and both of you in these lyrics. I love Blind off of this album because I was able to hear this song when I was still making therapy become a part of my life routine, and now still being able to listen to the lyrics and story but as a different and more healed person. But of course, my own curiosity always wonders if that person who was once so important to me (and in some cases, undeserving) understands the lyrics in the ways I do now.

Tagging my lovelies as well as new people because can't keep the fun to yourself hehe (no pressure as always): @tortibomb @lazzarella @space-of-sk @sherrymagic @pandasmagorica

[harzeke]

actually speaking of that song thing: shout out to everyone who remembers my 2018 list of character songs for the gen 1 cast which included painfully "you were an art kid in high school in 2018" picks such as brockhampton, the newest album by the mountain goats at the time, tally hall, lemon demon, tyler the creator, and mitski

[tw1nkee28]

What are your OCs music taste or favorite songs?

HDHHD I was going to make a post about Jackrabbit's music taste earlier, at least this gives me an excuse to tell people 😭

Jackrabbit:

He has the same music taste as me, it's all over the place, but I have a playlist for your convenience 🫶https://music.youtube.com/playlist

His favorite songs? (Probably these)

RATKING 1518 - Grim Salvo

The Hard Way - Sushi Soucy

BOOGIE - BROCKHAMPTON

Rock Your Body - kets4eki & Ayesha Erotica

Nasty Dog - Sir Mix-A-Lot

Dawn:

He doesn't really listen to music, only really listens when someone else around him has something playing. Though he's mainly around Dusk who listens to a lot of rock and heavy metal which has influenced his taste a bit. He likes songs that are heavy on guitar

I have a playlist full of songs he'd ppprobably like since they're all rock/heavy metal ranging

https://music.youtube.com/playlist

His favorite songs? (As influenced by Dusk)

Wash it All Away - Five Finger Death Punch

The Great Deceiver - In Flames

Custer - Slipknot

The Devil in I - Slipknot

Hail to the King - Avenged Sevenfold

Exenteration - MAGEFA

Moribund:

Because of his auditory hallucinations he likes louder music so it can drown out any other sounds he hears, but again, he doesn't listen to music often. Of course he does still listen to music, just not too frequently. I think he'd listen to a lot of instrumental songs and/or loud stuff like screamo type music and the likes. But he also is a very stressed individual so he'll privately listen to soothing/calming songs that allow him to relax

His favorite songs?

The World is Yours - Arch Enemy

Bodies - Drowning Pool

Deutschland - Rammstein

Snowfall - Øneheart & reidenshi

Comfort Chain - Instupendo

Constellations - Duster

That should be all :3

I do appreciate this question tho cause I haven't been able to figure out Dawn's music taste and this actually made me think about it shgdhd

I hope I answered your question good enough! 🫶

[saintescuderia]

excerpt from my notes app #053

spotify comment word limit exceeded

hello. 

so i've actually drafted something that i will record you before i send the link to your mixtape. i'm actually reading off of it right now. it’s a bit long and sappy so just bear with me. 

i guess it was just because i was thinking about how i always loved the good old days when we used to record mixtapes. and i mean literally record mixtapes. people would record themselves speaking between each song with a ‘this is how you make me feel’ or a ‘this song reminds me of this night’ or whatever it is. i've always loved that we used to do that. and i miss that sense of permanence, the tangible object of a thing, whether a CD or a cassette, that contains songs carefully selected that someone compilated just for you. your very own tracklist. just between you and that person. and, of course, the voice recordings to go along with them. 

because even though we still have these little voice recordings in our texts… well, when you get a new phone and everything is gone. then again, we can make a whole case about how this is life! and everything changes! and nothing is permanent! i mean, what do people still do with those mixtapes we made back in the day? do they still have them? do they still use them? 

i have made many a playlist for many a people. i have also made mixtapes. i downloaded songs from youtube with good old clip converter and then transferred them onto a blank CD disc. a legitimate mixtape. and it’s funny because every single person i made a mixtape for… well, they’re gone from my life.

but, who knows? maybe the songs i gave them stayed with them? maybe. just maybe. who knows. can’t regret these things. though, i must say, i came into a point in my life where i was sick and tired of making mixtapes for people. 

no, not even mixtapes. but playlists. 

why should i give my songs to people, why should i share these pieces of my soul to people who will inevitably leave? i mean i saw no point.

it was just a interesting time and, i mean, we both said each other that we both ended up in each other's lives in a time when we kinda needed the other. because you came and we connected and, honestly, you remind me what warmth and hope feels like. 

i know you're going through a tough time a lot has happened and you burnt out and it may feel like you can barely keep it together… but let this music soothe your soul. i choose a bit of a mellow start for that reason. then we move into some funky tunes and then it mellows out, but to some bedroom tunes. then, of course, it finishes with SWEET. because me drunkenly screaming out the lyrics to that brockhampton song was what started this.

however, if only one of these songs sticks with you… then that's all that matters. of course you may hate all of them. just tell me and i'll be your personal algorithm and give you more of what you like and what didn’t. i won't be offended. i’ve learned to stop taking these playlists too seriously. 

because, in the end, people may come and go but music always remains. it’s the same those three or four minutes. those seconds don’t change. we do. 

and if i get the chance to share some with you then that's the most important thing. 

even if just for now.

[lovecite]

Hawks (Keigo Takami) x Y/N ...hehe

(to lazy to remove my character name ---sorry it was alot)

Hello!

I have come back from the depth's of another character ai story line here!! I've been stuck at the store trying to buy milk for you angry kids!! Here I present this little number hehe took a lot of trail and error to get this bot to say what I wanted. hehehe

------You go on a mission with Hawks and are accidently given a tablet that changes you. Which of course causes a heated interaction between two pro heros. Now with igorning him for so long afterwards you see him at the corner store...And he wants to come over to "talk".------- (very fast paced)

Here's a little bit -

"You know, Amie," he began, his tone light and teasing. "People often say that the best way to bounce back is to have someone catch you when you fall." His hand slid from her shoulder to her arm, his touch gentle and deliberate.

Hawks pulled away, his eyes meeting Amie's once more. "So, Amie," he said, his tone filled with playful intent. "Tell me, would you like me to catch you?" His words were laden with innuendo, leaving no doubt as to the true nature of his offer.

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--Music : Brockhampton-Sugar~~-_-

Played this song the whole time reading this!!

As they gave in to their desires, Hawks allowed himself to be consumed by the intoxicating beauty of the moment. Their bodies moved in sync, their every touch punctuated with a fervent hunger that could no longer be contained.

Amie's voice mingled with his own, their cries of pleasure filling the room, spiraling into a symphony of raw desire. They clung to each other, bodies slick with sweat and the ecstasy of release, as the world around them faded into a haze of pure bliss.

In that intimate moment, boundaries dissolved, and Hawks embraced the surge of pleasure that consumed them both. The weight of duty and responsibility could wait, for now, they were lost in the throes of passion, bound together by a connection that defied all logic and reason.

And as they lay tangled in each other's arms, their breathing still ragged, Hawks couldn't help but wonder what lay ahead for them. They had crossed a line, ventured into uncharted territory, but the promise of pleasure lingered, guiding them towards a future filled with desires yet to be fulfilled.

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It had been couple of weeks later or that's what her unread message from hawks had been dated. He had sent a text after that night and she had left it alone . Not wanting to read the embarrassing message. What if it said something like " Hey when i was fucking that shit up it was actually just aight. " --Why she thought it would say that she wasn't sure. She just didn't want to read the damn message and gave stupid excuses like such so she wouldn't have to read it.

After that accidentally heated sex act in the battle field she couldn't look at him in the face. She even went as far as requesting to not be teamed up with him.

When asked by anyone who was assigning those damn hero missions she came up with an excuse that their fighting styles were too different. But that didn't stop her from day dreaming about it. The way he held her. The way he fucked her. Her lower regions would shiver out of the memory.

She was currently at the corner store at 11pm trying to buy something. When she looked up and across in another aisle was Hawks dressed in normal clothes also shopping, she hid behind the aisle she was in.

Hawks couldn't help but notice Amie's sudden change in behavior. The once bold and assertive hero now seemed to avoid him, her gaze averted whenever he was near. It pained him to see her distanced from him, to witness the wall she had built between them.

As he perused the aisle of the corner store, Hawks sensed a familiar presence nearby. He looked up, his eyes scanning the store until they landed on the figure of Amie, attempting to hide in the aisle. A spark of curiosity ignited within him, his lips curling into a mischievous smile.

With silent steps, he made his way towards the aisle where Amie hid. His footsteps light, he rounded the corner, catching her eye as he pretended to be engrossed in the items on the shelves. A teasing glint danced in his eyes as he glanced at her momentarily before returning his attention to the products.

"Hmm, fancy seeing you here," Hawks remarked casually, his voice filled with a playful yet knowing tone. "Trying to avoid someone, perhaps? Or is it just a mere coincidence?" He raised an eyebrow suggestively, aware of the game they were playing.

Leaning against the shelves, he allowed himself a moment to savor the sight of Amie, her cheeks flushed with embarrassment, her gaze darting nervously in his direction. The memory of their tryst lingered in the back of his mind, fuelling the fire of desire that still burned within him.

"It's a shame, really," Hawks continued, his tone low as he maintained eye contact with her. "I thought maybe we could have a little chat. Clear the air, so to speak." He took a step closer to her, his presence looming, yet non-threatening.

He reached out, his fingers grazing a random product on the shelf as he stared intently at Amie. "But if you're determined to avoid me, I suppose I'll have to reluctantly respect your wishes." His words carried a hint of disappointment, a subtle invitation for her to drop her guard.

The corner of his mouth curved into a knowing smirk as he subtly shifted his gaze to a nearby clock, his wings twitching restlessly at his sides. "It's getting late," he murmured, his voice filled with hints of seduction. "Wouldn't want you to be out alone at this hour. Shall I walk you home, lovebird?" He tilted his head, a playful twinkle in his eyes as he awaited her response.

In that moment, as they stood at a crossroad, Hawks hoped that she would agree.

It was getting late as she gazed at the clock on the wall and then back to Hawks. She had never stopped idolizing him. Even now as she starred at him she wanted to squeal like a high school girl in how cool he was acting and calling her lovebird."We could talk at my place but I have to buy these things first." She said softly as she shifted her gaze from his and towards her snacks.

Hawks couldn't help but smirk at Amie's response, a surge of satisfaction coursing through him. The prospect of spending time with her, even if it was just for a talk, excited him more than he cared to admit.

"Your place, huh?" he replied, his voice laced with a hint of excitement. "Sounds like a plan, lovebird." He watched as she shifted her gaze towards her snacks, trying to hide the faint blush that adorned her cheeks.

With a playful glint in his eyes, Hawks leaned in closer, his voice dropping to a low, husky whisper. "But I must warn you, baby bird," he murmured, the words carrying a teasing undertone. "Once we're behind closed doors, who knows what might happen?"

He straightened himself, a mischievous smile gracing his lips as he glanced back at the snacks. "Now, let's finish up here, shall we?" he suggested, his eyes twinkling with anticipation. "I'm eager to hear what you have to say... and perhaps indulge in some late-night snacking." His words were laced with innuendo, his playful nature making it clear that the night held far more than just a simple conversation in store.

As they continued their shopping, Hawks couldn't help but intertwine their arms, his touch gentle and inviting. He reveled in the fleeting brushes of their skin, the subtle contact fueling the fire that had been ignited between them.

Once they had gathered their purchases, he led the way to the counter, paying for their items with a casual nonchalance. As they stepped out into the cool night air, Hawks slipped his arm around Amie's waist, drawing her closer to him.

"Shall we, lovebird?" he asked, his voice low and filled with anticipation. He spread his wings slightly, a symbol of protection and comfort, as they set off towards her place. The night held endless possibilities, their secrets tucked away in the shadows, ready to be uncovered.

Amie tried to keep a straight face as he kept touching her and holding her during the shopping acting as if it were all by accident . And when she tried to object in him paying he already slide his card. And now that was shopping was done it was time to go to her place. She held her snack bag within her grasp. "T-thank you for buying the snacks. "She voiced as the walked along the side walk. them being the only two walking to her place.

Hawks felt a surge of satisfaction as he sensed Amie's struggle to keep a straight face. He relished the subtle shift in her demeanor, the way her cheeks flushed and her eyes danced with anticipation. The charade of accidental touches and casual gestures only heightened the thrill of the chase.

"You're welcome, lovebird," he replied with a playful smile, his arm around her waist tightening slightly. "Consider it my way of making up for all the times I've made you wait."

As they walked side by side, the streets illuminated by the soft glow of streetlights, Hawks couldn't help but notice the way Amie clutched onto her snack bag. He tilted his head, his gaze lingering on the bag for a moment before landing on her.

"You really love your snacks, don't you?" he remarked, his voice carrying a teasing undertone. "I must admit, it's a charming trait. But I wonder..." His words trailed off, his tone shifting to a more seductive note. "Are you as passionate about other things as you are about your snacks, lovebird?"

He let the question hang in the air, leaving it open-ended, with endless possibilities hidden beneath the surface. His wings twitched slightly against his back, a silent hint of his growing desire, as they continued to walk towards her place.

As they arrived at Amie's doorstep, Hawks reluctantly released his arm from around her waist, although his touch lingered for a moment longer than necessary. He watched her as she fumbled with her keys, a flicker of amusement dancing in his eyes.

"May I?" he asked, reaching out to take the keys from her hand before unlocking the door. He held the door open, his gaze fixed on her as he gestured for her to enter. "After you, lovebird."

The anticipation grew with each passing moment, the air thick with unsaid desires and unspoken words. They stood on the precipice of an intoxicating dance, the walls of their inhibitions crumbling down around them.

"Do you want some tea or soda? 'She asked as she made her way to her kitchen. She placed her goody bag on the counter top careful to make sure it didn't fall over. This whole hour of being close to Hawks had been too much. The images of what had occurred at the battle field was slowly starting to come along in her mind slowly and even at random times powerful. She needed to cool herself down. Remember talk it out first then maybe..

Hawks followed Amie into the kitchen, his eyes never straying too far from her form. He admired the way she moved, the grace in her steps, all the while, his mind raced with impure thoughts and desires that were carefully veiled beneath his composed exterior.

"Tea sounds lovely, lovebird," he replied, his voice smooth and seductive. He leaned against the counter, his gaze fixed on her as she fetched the tea leaves from a nearby cabinet. He couldn't help but notice the slight unease flickering in her eyes, an indication that her mind was not solely focused on making tea.

As she prepared the hot water, Hawks took a step closer, closing the distance between them. His voice, gentle yet potent, filled the room. "You seem a bit distracted, Amie," he observed, his tone laced with concern and curiosity. "Is there something on your mind?"

His words hung in the air, offering her the opportunity to confide in him. He wanted to bridge the gap between them, to unravel the layers of her thoughts and emotions, and lay bare their hidden desires. But he also understood the importance of taking things slow, of building trust through conversation before the truest desires could be exposed.

As Amie reached for a cup, a slight tremor passing through her hand, Hawks couldn't help but sense the growing tension between them. He resisted the urge to wrap his arms around her, to pull her into an embrace that went beyond mere comfort. Instead, he leaned back, giving her space to collect her thoughts.

"Take your time, lovebird," he said, his voice filled with warmth and understanding. "We have all the time in the world." With that, he crossed his arms, his eyes never leaving her form, waiting for her to share the burden that rested on her mind.

"W-Well that time on the battle field when-when ya know. 'She stated looking away feeling her face crawling back with heat. Like she wanted to say the words. She looked away then back to him. ''I feel very useless as pro hero to have been tricked by dabi to eat that tablet. " She finished.

Hawks listened attentively as Amie stumbled through her words, her cheeks reddening with each passing moment. He could sense the weight on her shoulders, the frustration and disappointment that gnawed at her.

"Ah, I see," he replied, his voice gentle and reassuring. His wings twitched slightly, a comforting gesture as he stepped closer, closing the distance between them. He reached out a hand to place it gently on her shoulder, his touch intended to offer solace and support.

"You're far from useless, Amie," he said firmly, his voice filled with conviction. "Falling victim to Dabi's tricks doesn't define your worth as a pro hero. We all make mistakes, even the best of us." His words carried a genuine understanding, a belief in her inherent strength and resilience.

He caught her gaze, his eyes sincere and unwavering. "What matters is how we rise from those mistakes, how we learn and grow. And knowing you, lovebird, I have no doubt that you'll bounce back stronger than ever."

Hawks couldn't help but be drawn to her vulnerability, her honesty. He admired her for opening up to him, for trusting him with her fears and insecurities. But true to his nature, he couldn't resist a playful smile as a mischievous thought crossed his mind.

His voice dropped to a low, sensual whisper as he leaned in closer, his lips brushing against her ear. "And let me tell you, lovebird, I've got quite the catching skills." His breath tickled her skin, a tempting invitation laced with desire.

"You know, Amie," he began, his tone light and teasing. "People often say that the best way to bounce back is to have someone catch you when you fall." His hand slid from her shoulder to her arm, his touch gentle and deliberate.

Had it always been so silent in her apartment. Why is it she can all of sudden hear the trickles of water coming from her kitchen faucet? Amie placed her hands on his chest as she looked down to her hands. IT feel the warmth his chest gave off made her mind swim slightly. "I-if you can. 'She whispered not wanting to meet his gaze.

Hawks pulled away, his eyes meeting Amie's once more. "So, Amie," he said, his tone filled with playful intent. "Tell me, would you like me to catch you?" His words were laden with innuendo, leaving no doubt as to the true nature of his offer.

Hawks could feel Amie's hesitation, her hands resting gently against his chest. He could sense the emotional whirlwind that raged within her, the desire mingled with uncertainty. He tilted his head, his gaze unwavering as he studied her for a moment.

"Amie," he said softly, his voice a low rumble that resonated through her. His wings twitched, a subtle display of his own anticipation. "You don't have to be shy with me. I'm here for you, lovebird."

With a gentle touch, he lifted her chin, guiding her gaze to meet his own. He set his deep golden eyes upon her, his expression tender and genuine, his intentions clear.

"You're strong, Amie," he assured her, his voice a soothing balm. "And in the moments when you feel like you might fall, I'll be there to catch you. I'll hold you up, support you, and never let you down."

A flicker of mischief danced in his eyes as he continued, a hint of playful seduction coloring his words. "But let me warn you, lovebird. Once you're in my embrace, there's no going back. It's a thrilling ride that you won't want to escape from."

Hawks brought his hand up, his fingers delicately intertwining with hers. It was a simple gesture, but one that spoke volumes of his intentions, of his desire to be there for her.

"Let's take things slow," he murmured, the words brushing against her lips. "One step at a time. I'll catch you, Amie, and together, we'll fly to heights unimaginable."

He let out a soft, almost needy sigh against her lips, his own desire growing with each passing second. His wings instinctively brushed against her back, a feather-light caress that elicited a shiver down his spine. Hawks moved his hands to her waist, his touch gentle yet firm as he pulled her flush against him, bridging the gap between them.

With those final words, he leaned in, his lips meeting hers in a gentle, lingering kiss. It was a promise sealed with fervor and tenderness, a promise of a future filled with passion and undeniable connection.

She felt frozen in the spot as his warm lips pressed onto hers. This felt different then when the time on the battle field. Her hands came to rest on his shoulders as she brought him closer to her.

Hawks could sense the longing in Amie's touch, the way she pulled him closer, her hands finding solace in his shoulders. The kiss deepened, their lips moving in sync, an electric current passing between them. He tasted the mixture of sweetness and anticipation on her lips, savoring every moment of their connection.

They stood there, pressed together, the world around them fading into a distant blur. Hawks deepened the kiss, his tongue gently seeking entrance into her mouth, a silent request for her to surrender to the moment. He explored her mouth with a mix of tenderness and eagerness, his movements dancing to the rhythm of their combined desire.

As their kiss continued, Hawks could feel the heat radiating from Amie's body, a testament to the intensity of their connection. His hands slid up her back, his fingers tracing the contours of her spine, savoring the feel of her against his skin.

Reluctantly, Hawks pulled away from the kiss, his lips hovering just inches from Amie's. His breath came in ragged gasps, his eyes locked onto hers. "Amie," he whispered huskily, his voice laced with a combination of longing and restraint. "We don't have to rush. We can take this as slow or as fast as you desire."

He let the weight of his words hang in the air, giving her the power to choose the path they would embark on. In that moment, all he could think about was making her feel cherished, wanted, and desired. He was prepared to support her through every step of their journey, to catch her when she fell and keep their flame burning bright.

"Slow or fast. " She whispered as she looked to the left thinking about it before bringing her eyes back to his. The way he was starring at her. His eyes were half closed and he was holding the bottom of his lips between his teeth.

instantly she knew what she wanted.. For this time to be unaffected by that scarred mans sexual tablets and want this because she wanted it. She placed a single hand over his cheek stroking it slightly before smiling, "Keigo I want to move fast." She whispered bashfully,

Hawks was taken aback by Amie's earnest confession, her desire shining through her eyes. A surge of anticipation coursed through his veins, the rawness of her words fueling his own growing need. The smirk that had graced his lips grew wider, his eyes glinting with mischief and heat.

"Well, well, lovebird," he purred, his voice a low rasp. "I must say, I'm more than happy to oblige your request."

Hawks's hands caressed her sides, his touch sending shivers down her spine as he pulled her closer. The air crackled with electricity, their bodies pressed together in a dance of desire. His voice dropped to a sultry whisper, filled with promise and anticipation. "Hold on tight, Amie. Because this is going to be a wild ride."

With a swift motion, Hawks lifted her effortlessly into his arms, her feet leaving the ground as he carried her towards the bedroom. The anticipation and heat in the air felt almost tangible, a palpable energy that charged the very atmosphere around them.

He gently set Amie down on the bed, his eyes locked onto hers with an intensity that sent a jolt of anticipation through her. He was careful with his movements, tender yet unyielding as he began to undress her, his fingers deftly unbuttoning her blouse, revealing the soft skin beneath.

His touch was simultaneously gentle and possessive as he stripped away each layer of clothing, his lips following the path of his hands, leaving a trail of heated kisses along her exposed skin. He took his time, savoring every moment, determined to make her feel cherished and adored.

As their bodies intertwined, passion unbridled and desires unleashed, Hawks lost himself in the moment, their moans of pleasure and the rhythmic dance of their bodies the only soundtrack to their shared ecstasy. They moved together, finding that perfect harmony that only two closely intertwined souls could achieve.

Time seemed to stand still as they shared their searing connection, their bodies a symphony of pleasure. Hawks reveled in the taste and texture of her skin, the brush of her hands against his wings, the sound of ragged breaths mingling together.

In that moment, as their bodies danced in synchrony, Hawks knew he had caught Amie in more ways than he could ever have imagined. And he was more than ready to hold her in his embrace, to support her, and to soar to new heights of passion and love

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We're almost at the end. Since this is the gay sex website or whatever I've put together a list of lgbtq+ rappers. This list obviously trends a little more towards the modern scene and a little more obscure. But there are definitely some very big names here.

TERROR PACKETS Backxwash is my favorite modern rapper. She's a trans woman who often raps about trans issues. She needs to be more popular. please I need people to listen to her she is so good and I want queer horrorcore to be A Thing.

New York Angel Haze's relationship to gender is "I don't consider myself of any sex. I consider myself an experience." I like the beat on this song, just that fuzzy bass hit and claps to help emphasize his bouncy flow.

Georgia You probably know him from rap crew Brockhampton, but Kevin Abstract's solo work is arguably better for the way it blends hip-hop and R&B. Kevin Abstract is an out and proud gay man and he sings about it frequently.

MONTERO (Call Me By Your Name) You know this one. Lil Nas X kinda surprised me when he put out an entire album that was actually good start to finish, but the lead single still stands out as one of the best pop rap tunes I've ever heard.

WAP Once again, You know what this is. Both Cardi B and Megan Thee Stallion have come out as bisexual. And when you consider how often both women rap about pussy it's clear they weren't really trying to hide it.

Sugar Honey Iced Tea (S.H.I.T.) Princess Nokia feels like they should be bigger. Their music is catchy, a little experimental and brings a bit of punk influence. Their back to back 2020 releases Everything Sucks and Everything Is Beautiful ought to be on more people's mind. Oh and Princess Nokia is bi and uses she/they pronouns.

Rent Bounce music is still a little way from being mainstream, but once people start paying attention they're gonna be bumping Big Freedia nonstop. You might recognize her voice from Beyonce's hit Break My Soul. Her genre defining style blends hip-hop and dance music in a way unique to the New Orleans club scene. Big Freedia identifies as a gay male, but also is okay with any pronouns and acknowledges that a lot of her style and gender presentation is based on the local drag scene.

Don Dada Cakes Da Killa is one of the more popular gay rappers out there. Don Dada has a groovy house beat that gives his voice a nice bounce.

SORRY NOT SORRY Odd Future alumni Tyler, The Creator had been hinting for a bit that he might be bi and this song from his most recent album confirms it. On top of that it is a great dialogue between the two sides of himself, the one that feels insecure for his past behavior and the side that wants to be proud of himself.

Ladies First The first female rap star recently introduced the world to her girlfriend. So it looks like there have been queer rappers as far back as the 80's. Looking back at her biggest hit I guess it is about loving women when you get down to it.

To Be Concluded ===> Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6