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Magnapinna Mermaid
I've always wanted to do something for Mermay and magnapinna squids have been on my mind recently
#work#mermay#magnapinna mermaid#anime#anime illustration#celshading#thalassophobia#magnapinna#pov#horror#or at least i tried to make it scary#really anything looking at me from below the water surface would kill me instantly so
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b4 death B) - angel w a little hat below cut <3
tried to stick to their death dates a bit but. idk i only googled for like 5 mins. also i wanted those old news print colours 😌
#alastor#niffty#angel dust#hazbin hotel#fanart#i wanted to like. idk not necessarily match their designs but what i think they'd have looked like when alive#a lot of people give angel heterochromia which i dig but i like the idea he's got the same thing as david bowie - 2 different sized pupils#i wanted 2 make niffty deranged but also sweet bc i love her dearly but i do think she killed people#alastor i tried to like give him a cab calloway vibe like charming but then also his scary little smile#Had to give Al the little glasses chain for extra cuntitude#angel i think was strange to make bc. he's the least human out of these 3 to me. so he could've looked like anything.#you can pry him being a bleach blonde out of my cold dead hands tho this man has dark hair naturally#needed him to look Fruity. but only a little. the amount of times i'd give him makeup then had to force myself to remove it#i love talking abt visual headcanons im so shit at writing to so you'll have to put up w drawings just so i can ramble abt them in the note#human niffty#human alastor#human angel dust#.ctf
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cursor selkie sc (due to some unlikely plot contrivance) in god with a bag of groceries au would be so funny...bystanders watching god pass by with a bag of groceries, followed by tiny god with a packet of cookies. adorable.
ANON... YOUR MIND..........
#tommy's foolery#selkie sticks au#tommy's stickmen tag#tommy's aus#pitch's art#i can only imagine what bystanders must be thinking. just. big scary cursor followed by the littlest of guys#i imagine that knowledge that humans aren't just cursors isn't too common#(or at least not something the average stick who hasn't looked into would know)#so it's confusing but weirdly cute?#any stick who knows that humans aren't just cursors though would be like '??????????????? THE FUCK?!?'#i think they'd only visit the outernet if they had the CG with them tho#it's really funny to imagine the CG sneaking onto a computer in hopes of getting to a safe place‚ making friends with SC#and then refusing to leave when alan tries to shoo them out#sorry sir. your child adopted these random kids as their siblings#god. that only makes it funnier because chosen wouldn't see him in the outernet until he's already adopted everyone#chosen follows him to the desktop and a bunch of kids pop out and hug him#as well as this tiny little cursor who is just. munching(?) on a cookie#just. What The Fuck#furthermore when you ask them if he's been mean to them at all they go '? no he's our dad'#and the cursor proceeds to squeak in mortification (they can do that?) and grab whoever said that and begin (gently) shaking them#because DON'T CALL HIM THAT HE'S NOT YOUR DAD........ STOP THAT#the cg all think alan reacting like this is very funny even though chosen is extremely concerned#anyway SORRY this is just so funny to me. thank you anon for blasting me with this image
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sometimes i think about buff aaron minyard and my brain just goes numb
like yeah yeah andrew minyard is buff but he’s also an exy goalie - it’s kind of the norm
but aaron minyard is a med student, eventual doctor and i just avavsjsbsnskshabah
like imagine you’re in your doctors office for an appointment and you’re kind of nervous because you have a new doctor and you don’t really do well in new situations and in walks this buff, 5’0 even, blond guy with the widest shoulders you’ve ever seen and he’s polite and introduces himself and his last name is kinda familiar but you can’t place it
anyways he begins your checkup and leans in closer to take your heart beat, his face is near yours and you realize he has holes in his lips from snake bite piercings and holes all up his ears
so your new doctor is incredibly short, incredibly buff, and used to be incredibly emo (and judging by that huge ring on his finger, incredibly married)
nice to know nice to know
#and he’s gentle#he’s so gentle#like his bedside manner is amazing#and he should be scary but he isn’t bc he tries his best to make himself as least scary as possible#and i just ahavabsbabajka#aftg#all for the game#aftg fandom#aftg headcanon#tkm#tfc#aaron minyard#aaron minyard headcanon
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over the weekend started my rewatch of twin peaks and it will never not be funny to me that i first watched this show when i was in like 5th grade. maybe 6th grade. absolutely perfectly fine thing for a child to watch
#you dont understanddddddd i was OBSESSED w that show as a kid. but its literally insane to say that i was watching that as a kid#cooper being one of my early movie/tv/actor crushes explains so much. so much . thats where it all began#ive said this before but i had a little notebook and everything where like i had twin peaks related drawings#and tried to figure out myself like making lists of clues n characters to solve who shot cooper. AND I WAS RIGHT! i was very proud of that#i think its fortunate that i (at least to my knowledge) was never asked for an assignment what my favorite show was#bc that might have been an interesting situation#anyway i love that show so dearly.#but why for the love of god was i watching that on friday nights. with the amount of scary/violent stuff in there#anyway more carrie lore that perhaps explains why im like this now. its because i watched twin peaks as a kid#which like is fine. but its still weird lmao
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Paperweight
#This is going to haunt my dreams now isn't it#I broke down crying at least 5 times while making this#Be glad that you only have to look at this for 5 seconds. I had to for hours.#“Take a picture of yourself in this pose so it will go faster” (delusional)#Why did I even make this oh my gosh#I tried my best off of the reference I had. If you find a page that has a better quality image don't share it with me#He's so scary#And don't ask about the lighting source. I don't know where it is#How do you shade metal anyways#Anyways glad this thought is out of my mind now#I can't wait to secretly put him in the background of my drawings#reigen arataka#mob psycho 100#mp100#eudikart
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oh my god
#w#AWESOME#POINTS. I RECOGNIZE THIS SCARY THING#i didnt read much new haven wards stuff before deciding i wanted to read worm but i did read enough to learn about the existence of muse#i like that this objectively horrifying thing is happening to the least sympathetic character thats fun#i like the questions this keeps asking#’hey would that be fucked up or what’ combined with the consequences of that shit being fucked up#and where morals do or dont go and how they get twisted even in the good guys’ side#it makes it a REALLY interestinf read after my pd binge#because prime still has flaws#but seems to have a genuine attempt to make things suck less#with setting up the young heroes only against guys like le frog supposedly low-level rescue missions#even the guys who are supposed to be the next prime force they tried to keep out of the way#fascinating juxtaposition of adults who care about the kids and protecting them as part of their mission#vs adults who consider the kids tools to further their mission#chanting i wont write an essay about pd s1 adults vs s2 i wont i wont i wont#but even someone as self serving as david had *people* he cared for#vs armsmaster who wanted the ultimate showdown#infuckin love that and i love superheroes
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thinking about my oc Bytte. and. her gender is Aro. her Aromanticism is inextricable from her gender experience.
#toy txt post#i love to make an alloaro oc whos a woman navigating a usually masculine role in society far before we ever coined aromanticism#whos Aromanticism informs so much about her but with no language to adequately describe it she doesnt really know how#and so she does kinda blow up her relationships by accident bc she does Want human connection#and what she Wants is to fuck someone whos friends with her and chill about it who will just be fucking Normal about it#and Not Make It A Big Thing and also for other people to not make it a big thing and they can hang out and be friends#but never fucking domesticize her. and its in part a rejection of the misogynistic role of Wife in historic (and even modern) society of#course but its also a rejection of the relationship hierarchy of Wife. of the romanticization. bc of her circumstances the only role on#offer of course has been Wife. but in the hypothetical situation where she was offered the role of Husband? she would at first probably#accept that. in theory. it sounds fine. sure. but if she tried to LIVE like that. to Live even as a Husband. it would Also be Wrong. to put#any of her relationships into that framework is to fundamentally ruin them forever. and she is living in a society that wants that to be#the only framework. anyway its crazy how ive made a character like that exactly Twice at least#(Bytte and Lucille. Bytte is a bit more genderfucky than Lucille. Lucilles gender is also ugly violent scary woman. for reasons)#both of these characters rn are cis. well. not /cis/ cis but theyre afab and women bc i want to explore that but i am thinking lately about#a transfem take. to explore. ive considered it and i dont think i want that for Bytte? all that means is watch out for future ocs#i could do a character very similar to Bytte as transfem and it would be really good but theres something about#and honestly it would probably make more SENSE for Bytte? due to gender roles in like ancient sparta or whatever?#but if shes transfem in sparta i think there would be subtle nuanced differences in how ppl interact w her that i dont necessarily want for#her? if that makes sense. i know this reasoning sounds weak in a vacuum but i Promise i have way more characters than this and i do want to#explore things differently. i promise there are complex transfem characters in witchverse and also complex characters whos asab im not#decided on yet. there are some im not sure i ever want to be decided on? the downside of being incredibly specific about fictional#characters is that it doesnt leave you all room for headcanons#sorry. good news is you can go make your own ocs about it 👍 idk. much to explore. much to think about#also sometimes a ''''cis'''' character CAN have a fun gender to play with honestly its just that mainstream media Never does#so theres no good way to be like no but listenn i swear its fun#anyway this is all moot cos im not a fucking writer im just making up little guys and doing nothing#also anyway. i think my gender is also aro and a little ace. personally. also before u get mad at me about these 2 ocs being like#probelmatic aro rep or smth: 1) aforementioned its moot anyway im not even a writer 2) these arent the only alloaro ocs i have its just#funny that i made this one twice lmao 3) my brain is huge. my ocs are rad. suck my ass. ♡#if only i Was a writer tho god. thered be sooooo many aro characters fr fr
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Finally got a dr appointment to see what’s wrong with me and I’m so nervous and excited
#weight discussion tw#like I know I don’t talk about it a lot directly#but I have gained probably 10-20 pounds a year since I started recovery#which was incredibly good and important in the beginning#but now does not feel normal#like /anything/ I’ve tried to lose weight doesn’t work#even those fad diets that knock off 20 pounds you gain right back? just makes me not gain weight for a minute#truly the only time I lost weight in adulthood was the few months working at an understaffed target doing drive up while in grad school#body in pain 24/7 from running around 20k+ steps a shift w no time to eat or do anything but work and school#and my lovely parent didn’t decide to clue me in that the overweight women in my family#are not just lazy/can’t stick to a diet#they ALL have PCOS (or had all the symptoms but they happened too long ago for proper diagnosis)#so as scary and stressful as this is#finally starting on the journey to that possible diagnosis#or at least to give some direction to taking proper care of my body#bc anything I got hasn’t worked yet lol
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margaery when she heard renly and loras were scheming to get her to court so robert would become infatuated with her and replace cersei with her
#♡ about. ⊱ ❝ 𝘌𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘳𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘢 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘰𝘳 𝘢 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘴. ❞#I think this is like . . . the one scheme of theirs that she wasn't really a willing participant in lmao#like I'm sorry boys but that was SUCH a fucking stupid play to try to make. and not one I see marg attempting on her own volition.#it would have done a lot to give renly and loras more sway but would have done jack shit for marg personally and she would recognize that#the sad thing is I don't think she would have refused to do it altogether but it definitely wasn't the same prospect to her#as trying to marry joffrey or tommen#like yes marg wanted power she wanted to be THE queen but it's just Different under those circumstances#unsettling implications aside#with joffrey or tommen she felt she could have power over them at the very least#which is what put her into competition with cersei bc cersei wanted to keep that control over her sons#robert was much older and already married and she wouldn't have any power over him. cersei didn't and she's cersei fucking lannister.#and plus being seen as a 'mistress' first would have been bad for her reputation and we know how important her reputation is to her#and on top of all of that what is the fucking point??? if robert was almost guaranteed to die when she's still young????#then she'd just have to marry joffrey anyway if she had any hope to remain queen#but that would be almost impossible given the circumstances of her being previously married to his 'father'#also the irony of them planning this because they think she looks like lyanna and that will be enough to entice robert isn't lost on me#if they succeeded they would have just been damning her to the same fate lyanna had tried to run from#anyway the whole situation is just Nasty and I am shaking renly and loras by their well-conditioned hair#it's scary its gross it's ironic and sad
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the B in Beyond Birthday stands for baby boy. and also beautiful. and also blood. and also... Beyond Birthday
#beyond birthday#death note#another note#death note another note#my art#sketch#blood cw#i mean it could be jam. you dont know.#also. He Is Looking At L.#this is FRESH hot new art btw. i drew this Today#im still figuring out my Face for him and i could not for the life of ne decide if i wanted him to have eyebrows or not... my L does#so it doesnt really make sense for beyond to NOT have them prior to the. end. of DNAN. he does have no eyebrows after... well you know#the first concept i drew for him was of him in recovery and it was so scary that i had to stop working on it#and i turned that sketch layer on again when i finished this one and jumpscared myself SO bad... evil fucking drawing apparently#anyway. pretty happy with him! he looks like Himself... i dont like the idea that he and L are indistinguishable when hes Doing His Bit#hes supposed to look different even in his makeup but still very similar and i THINK i achieved that... i want them to have very#different faces but similar Vibes. yknow?#like i want the faces to be different but the energies to match#i see a lot of people make beyond Not Japanese which is kind of confusing to me like... is he not canonically japanese? the way he talks#to naomi seems to at least imply he is#regardless of canon! my beyond is lol. my L has japanese heritage as well but hes mixed and wasnt born in japan#my beyond was born in japan and was brought to wammys after L... he latched onto him right away lol. or at least tried to#he was in LOOOVE in love with L as soon as he saw him#they r very 'sandbox love never dies' to me... omg actually beyond/L jennifers body au would be so cute and funny#beyond birthday voice I Was The Snowflake Queen#BEYOND BIRTHDAY VOICE MY TIT...#anyway. anyway. i love him so so so much. hes really scary to me but also really sad and compelling#his dynamic with L is like. so. much. just. much to think about#MUCH to think about. when it comes to beyond birthday. and trust... i Will Think About Him.
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I’ve really not been functioning well mentally lately 😔
#I can’t seem to do my assignments and everytime I sit down to I just space out again and again and forget what I was even doing#I missed my bus stop last week and didn’t notice for a while and had to bus back at 11 at night#i made two kind of scary mistakes while driving today that I would usually never make#even an event I wanted to go to I ended up missing because I spaced out and was 20 minutes late and by then they’d left#I kept forgetting what I was doing in the middle of making dinner and talking to my mom on the phone#I haven’t even eaten dinner and it’s 3am and there’s soggy pasta in the pot that I never got to straining or putting sauce on#I have turned in very few assignments and I keep getting zeroes and I’m pretty sure I flunked a midterm because I couldn’t focus when I#tried to study#I’m worried I’ll genuinely fail out of college this time but I don’t want to leave bc I at least sort of have friends here now who is miss#*I’d#people keep recommending me like focus apps and setting timers and stuff but I forget about those too#I just feel like I’m on a completely different wavelength like I’ve procrastinated before but this is different#like I don’t even remember that I’m supposed to be doing something until I suddenly remember and start to do it and then I forget again#this has never happened before I don’t know what to do#personal
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shed your skin
#i tried to do a more monstery werewolf and play with techniques while i was at it#i think it's still very obvious that im a furry. but. at least it's a little scary looking? maybe?#also i couldnt figure out how to make pants work and maybe i should have tried harder bc it's a Little offputting in the wrong way#but ah well he's nakey#i need. a better art tag
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One of my favourite freaking things is when you're scratching a cats head and they move their head into your hand so you get the Best spot
#misako is so cute 🥺#i love her so much#its a little scary looking after a kitten but shes eating now and shes only gotten under my feet once#i make sure to give her lots of pats when shes done eating#she didnt have much to eat her first two days with me and it was terrifying i was crying whej she wouldnt eat#but apparently yesterday when i took her to visit her family she was fed by her mum so. at least she had something#im glad i took her with me yesterday#i wasngoing to my dads for christmas and since her siblings are still with her mum. and theyre my stepsisters cats. i thougjt id bring her#to visit#as soon as i put her down they all came up to her and even her dad was affectionate#it was cute 🥺#she spent the whole afternoon playing with her siblings 💖#i tried to look up if it wasna good idea and all the things werenlike 'why would you want to.'#and im like BRO i dont want her to be LONELY
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When the train arrived I told the conductor that I was getting off at Llanfairpwllgwyngyll, but apparently he's getting off at Chester, so I have to tell whoever his relief is too. Which. You know. Is fine. Hopefully the practice of telling the first guy will help!
#I think I managed okay on the ll sounds?#like... not... great#but I think it at least sounded like I knew that it didn't sound like ll would in English and that I had Made An Effort#which is probably the best I can hope for at this kind of notice#the rolled r Did Not Happen#but I tried to say that bit quickly so it wasn't as noticeable#I hope that I am not making it seem like I think Welsh is stupid or wrong btw#I just think that I don't speak Welsh and am not familiar with some of the sounds that come up a lot in it#and I don't want to not even try or pronounce it as if it were English#with no regard to the conventions of Welsh spelling or pronunciation#or that it's y'know... its own language#I don't huff at tourists Not Even Trying to learn how to say Irish place names#only to turn around and do the exact same thing when I am visiting in another country with a minority language#but it is a bit scary to have to figure this out with less than 24 hours (much of which was spent sleeping) notice lol
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started to think how i do kinda hate being fat again or just how i look in general then i remember the substance and um actually ilovemyself123 ❤️
#i don't want to get it to that point like that makes me so scared 💀#i kinda don't give a fuck how i look most of the time as long as i look clean im okay#but family being fatphobic for like 20 yrs is errmmm damaging i would say but it hasn't gotten to the point where i feel like i have to do#something about it? yea i tried losing weight but they freaked out bc they won't have a pig to make fun of anymore so there's that#idc most of the time but the thoughts and feelings creep in...and i feel like i have to like myself at least just how i look after watching#that movie bc wow um that's scary and sad to feel this 10x even more :\#share ko lang 🙄
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