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[ everytime i go to make mark say ‘i don’t want to get involved’ with the lawrence shit or anything negative at all about the situation i remember that larry literally drew a picture of him and the apprentices like a sweetheart and it upsets me. so fucking much. why can’t these fuckers break up. sighs and pressed a gun to my temple ]
#ooc#out of character#ooc post#out of character post#lawrence gordon saw#detective mark hoffman#adam stanheight saw#sawrpblog#this is so mitski#oooh kill me#ooooh kill myself#ooohhh
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Yes I am a dramatic hysterical little girl and I believe my rights are about to become nonexistent. That YOU'D buy a gun about it is your problem. I prefer to be butchered without resistance.
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In these days i realized i like art and writing and creating and shopping and taking walks and talking to people and cleaning and helping and studying and doing things but i'm just. too stressed, tired and burned out to do them. How great!
#i am losing my sanity day by day#drowning myself in the nearby lake seems better and better every day#why am i even writing this i have literally no mutuals or even people who'd care about#don't mind me crying myself to sleep haha#ooooh look at this pathetic baby. sitting in their little bed crying stupid tears. i should at least get tissues now while my crying isn't#fuck history fuck school and fuck me i quess#am i gonna start treating this as an actual blog and make a sideblog for reblogs? who knows! certainly not me; stay tuned for the story!#i'm gonna go and just let it all out into a pillow#vent ig#my mom is blasting holiday music in the other room lol#nice to have a whatever the fuck im having while “jingle bells” plays#at least i'm not hearing mariah carey ig#anyway i've probably hadn't been taking care of myself lately it has been worse despite me promoting it to everyone who needs#when i vented last time and it wasn't taken seriously so woop#anyway imma go try to calm myself and back to my notes i go#please gods what did i do to deserve thi s shit. fuck you#i hate it here i really do. i hate when these people talk to me i hate them. i at least can be sorta accquaitances with one but they just.#all stare and laugh? i actually can't. like i'm some fucking clown and laughing stock. just kill me at this point. i have been enduring this#for YEARS and suddenly i'm being a little bitch about it?? what the fuck. why am i so mushy all of a sudden. being shown an ounce of respect#and care made me expect it more? fuck#i'm just setting myself up for failure. i am just a giant loser and failure of a person.#everything seems so fucking hard. and pointless. i am tearing my rotten little heart apart with this. i am once again grieving things#long ago and things i never had. my everything has to be pleasing to an outsider#my value is my suffering. am i breaking enough? is this beautiful to look at#at my self destruction? i hate myself. i treat others so cruelly. i am a horrible fucking person.#my problems are not their burden - i forced it on them. wept like a baby because she left me. and what happened in the end? my paranoia got#to me. i left them. i fucking. i fid the thing i was afraid of being done to me.#this is showing so many issues.#so many things wrong with me. i shouldn't even be alive by this point - i wasn't supposed to survive past 12#i am being forced to do this every day. someone please just end my fu king suffering
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I can't sleep and I just threw up three times in the span of like two hours 😭😞😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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also I can't believe I didn't mention this on my previous post but our instructor was giving us some tips on our makeup and how we're wearing our uniform and stuff (this part is normal at my job don't worry) and she said I have an EXOTIC BEAUTY. exotic. I think this is the worst thing anyone has ever said to my face lol
#she basically called me ugly in front of the entire class#when I mentioned to my closer coworkers afterwards they were all like#no!!! that was a compliment!!!#no the fuck it isn't?#you won't go to someone who's actually pretty and go omg you're SO exotic#wtf does that even mean also#there's nothing exotic about my face. I'm just black! these are black features!#I know I'm ugly like. I am FULLY aware of that. but it was just so shocking to get an actual back handed compliment like this to my face#all I was used to was uncomfortable silence when I said that about myself#you know. when u say ''I'm ugly'' and no one has the heart to disagree bc they don't wanna lie to you but also don't wanna hurt ur feelings#so they're just like 😶#that shit I'm used to! happened more times than I can count in high school and scared me deeply#but having someone actually say I look ''exotic'' never happened before and it was humiliating lmao#I guess I didn't mention it in my previous post bc I was so distraught about fucking up and saying the wrong things throughout the day#that I didn't even remember someone insulted me anymore#but now I remembered and ooooh boy I will not forget it lol#and right on the day I was feeling my most average. I even took a selfie. my first selfie in like a year#and now we're back to square zero because I'm EXOTIC! killing myself rn#rambles*
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fuck fUCK FUCK SHIT FUCJ. oc rant(?) time
#so. mirra gets killed in action. very sad everybody cries ak'kula wants to kill herself#whatever#(jk im heartbroken) BUT#my first thought about how she dies was like she probably got shot by a droid#but it lacked the 👁️🫦👁️ yk. SO.#what if WHAT IF. mirra is in the field lazar is right next to her they're in the middle of a battle#lazar reflects a shot. but well.. they reflect it into mirra#bc they're both in each other's blind sides like they always are if they're together#and ooooh que heartbreak and trauma and self-hatred and everything else#i'll see myself out
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me: hmm i feel bad
me: you know what would make it worse
me: *goes on facebook*
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i need to off myself fr
#suicide ment tw#not for real fr i just have an exam tomorrow#im reading the 30 page doc of ppl saying how it went for them (diff ppl r taking it each day#since Monday)#and ooooh boy#like 1. im not prepared enough for this 2. this exam fucking sucks#*** kill yourself#(*** is my uni im just mot doxxing myself)#also me not being prepared enough is only partially my fault because getting resources for this has been a nightmare and i only very#recently got most of this stuff#also yeah its me being annoying but also the exam is just being conducted absolutely horribly so yeah
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girl help one of my irls (who does not know i am trans) got monster hunter rise and he wants me to play it with him but i named my hunter adeline and i have no fucking clue how to explain it to him and i have no fucking clue how to just drop the act and come out to him
i am very afraid and it feels like one or potentially all of my irl friendships are on the line due to who i am
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Kathryn Hahn x female reader
Scene opens with Kathryn Hahn and Y/N sitting side by side in front of a camera for Wired’s Autocomplete Interview. The two are on a press tour for their latest movie together, a dark comedy-thriller with a supernatural twist. Kathryn, with her warm smile and energetic demeanor, contrasts with Y/N’s more stoic, but subtly charming presence. Y/N is 23, tall, and has a masculine-presenting style—she’s often dressed in darker clothes, favoring leather jackets and combat boots, a stark contrast to Kathryn's colorful, quirky outfits.
They both look at the famous whiteboard with Google search questions taped onto it, ready to answer fans' most searched questions.
Kathryn: (grinning at the camera) Hello, Wired! We are here for the Autocomplete Interview! I’m Kathryn Hahn, and this is the incredible Y/N, my co-star, who you probably know from her chilling horror roles or as Knightmare in the Marvel universe.
Y/N: (smiling slightly, a subtle quirk of her lips) Hey.
Kathryn: (playfully nudging Y/N) She’s super talkative, as you can tell. laughs But, seriously, she’s brilliant, so let’s see what people are curious about!
Kathryn peels off the first question.
Kathryn: Alright, first one! reads “Is Kathryn Hahn���”
Y/N: (leaning over to read too, curious) Ooh, let’s see what they wanna know about you.
Kathryn: laughs I’m nervous! “Is Kathryn Hahn…related to Adam Sandler?” Oh, wow. laughs
Y/N: snorts softly What?
Kathryn: Yeah, no. I’ve been in a movie with him, sure. But related? No. That would be an interesting family dynamic, though, wouldn’t it?
Y/N: nodding with mock seriousness Yeah, you guys could have, like, a whole comedic dynasty thing going on.
Kathryn: laughs Right? Imagine family dinners—just bits, all the time. But nope, not related. Alright, next! tears off another strip
“Is Kathryn Hahn…a witch?” laughs loudly Okay, okay, I see where this is coming from.
Y/N: grinning now Agatha Harkness. People loved you in that.
Kathryn: dramatic voice The power of Agatha compels them! laughs But no, I’m not actually a witch in real life. I just play one on TV, and apparently, I’m convincing.
Y/N: smirking Too convincing, maybe.
Kathryn: You know, with all the witchy roles, I might start believing it myself. Alright, next! Y/N, your turn!
Kathryn hands Y/N the board, and Y/N tears off the next strip of questions.
Y/N: reads “Is Y/N…”
Kathryn: leaning in with curiosity Ooooh, I like this.
Y/N: deadpan “Is Y/N a serial killer?”
Kathryn: bursts out laughing Oh my God, of course that’s the first thing people want to know!
Y/N: shrugs with a smirk Can’t really blame them. I’ve, uh, killed a lot of people. Kathryn giggles at that On screen.
Kathryn: Yeah, let’s make that clear! She’s a total sweetheart off-screen, I swear.
Y/N: quirking an eyebrow Thanks. But no, not a serial killer. Just play one in horror movies. turning to the camera with a mock serious tone Don’t worry.
Kathryn: teasing I mean, she is very convincing, though. Sometimes I wonder. laughs You’ve got this whole intense thing going on in your roles. How do you flip the switch between being the killer and just, you know, hanging out?
Y/N: considering for a second Honestly, I just look at it like a job. I step into the character’s head, and then once the scene’s done, I step out. It’s like leaving the mask behind.
Kathryn: nodding That’s cool. And also, the intensity you bring to those characters? Terrifying. You know how many nightmares you’ve given people?
Y/N: smirking Knightmares, you mean?
Kathryn: laughs Yes! Marvel’s very own Knightmare, everyone! Speaking of which… Kathryn rips off the next strip “Is Y/N in Marvel?”
Y/N: nodding slightly Yeah. I play Knightmare. She’s the daughter of the Seven Deadly Sins.
Kathryn: Which is so badass.
Y/N: chuckling softly Yeah, she’s… complicated. A lot of darkness in her, but she’s also figuring out her place in the world. Kind of like me, except I don’t have demon parents.
Kathryn: laughing That we know of!
Y/N: dryly True.
Kathryn: Knightmare is such a cool character, though. Dark, complex, a little terrifying. Very much your brand.
Y/N: nods Yeah, I like playing her. She’s got layers.
Kathryn: You’re amazing in that role. Every time you come on screen, people are like, "Oh no, things are about to get real."
Y/N: smiling a little more now Thanks. It’s fun getting to show up in the Marvel universe and just… bring that intensity. But also not just be, you know, the villain. She’s more than that.
Kathryn: seriously Absolutely. There’s so much more going on with her. I love that Marvel’s giving you that space to explore it.
Y/N nods, visibly comfortable in the conversation, though still measured in her responses. Kathryn peels off the next question.
Kathryn: reads “Can Kathryn Hahn…” pauses “…sing?”
Y/N: grins Can you?
Kathryn: laughs Yes! I mean, I can carry a tune. I did some singing in Central Park and WandaVision, and I love it. But I wouldn’t call myself a full-on singer. You wouldn’t see me in, like, a rock band or anything.
Y/N: teasing I don’t know, I think you could pull it off.
Kathryn: playfully Oh, please. With you on guitar? We could start a band! What would our band name be?
Y/N: deadpan Agatha and the Knightmares.
Kathryn: laughing hysterically YES! That’s it. You’ve just named our band. We’ll tour next year.
Y/N: smiling, slightly amused I’m in.
Kathryn: still chuckling Alright, let’s see what’s next. tears off another strip “Can Y/N…fight?”
Y/N: smirking I hope so.
Kathryn: mocking awe You are so intense. But seriously, you do all your own fight scenes, right?
Y/N: Yeah, mostly. I train a lot for them. It’s important to me that the physicality feels real, especially in the horror stuff and as Knightmare.
Kathryn: nodding You’re amazing at it. I mean, I’ve seen you fight on set. You’re no joke.
Y/N: modestly Thanks. It’s all choreography, but yeah, I like it. It’s like a dance in a way.
Kathryn: smiling A deadly dance, but yeah, I see it. You’ve got that precision.
Y/N: shrugs Gotta keep the audience on the edge of their seats.
Kathryn: You definitely do. Every time you fight, it’s like, “Oh no, someone’s about to die.” But you also bring this emotion to it, like it’s not just about the violence.
Y/N: nodding Exactly. It’s more than the fighting. There’s always something driving it—whether it’s survival, vengeance, fear, whatever. That’s what makes it interesting.
Kathryn: impressed See? This is why you’re so good at what you do. You put so much thought into it.
They share a smile, and Kathryn reaches for the next question.
Kathryn: reads “Does Kathryn Hahn…”
Y/N: mock suspense Drumroll.
Kathryn: laughs “…have tattoos?”
Y/N: looking at Kathryn, curious Do you?
Kathryn: laughing No, I don’t! I know, shocker, right? I’m like, the most tattoo-less person ever. But I do think about it sometimes. What about you?
Y/N: shrugs A few. Nothing crazy, though.
Kathryn: intrigued Really? Where?
Y/N: teasingly You’ll have to guess.
Kathryn: laughing Ooh, mysterious. Okay, okay
. I’m not gonna push you for details, but I’m now very curious.
Y/N: smirking Good.
Kathryn: shaking her head, smiling Alright, next! “Does Y/N like horror movies?”
Y/N: nods slightly Yeah, I do. It’s weird because I’m in them so much, but I love the tension, the atmosphere. It’s not just about the scares for me. It’s about what horror can say about fear, about people.
Kathryn: thoughtful That makes sense. You don’t just act in them—you kinda live and breathe them. What’s your favorite?
Y/N: pausing to think I’d probably say The Shining. It’s a classic, but it’s more psychological than just jump scares. There’s this creeping dread that sticks with you.
Kathryn: nodding Yeah, that movie is so unsettling. I can totally see why you’d love that. You bring that same kind of dread to your roles.
Y/N: shrugging modestly Thanks.
Kathryn: teasing And yet here you are, the nicest person in real life. It’s wild.
Y/N: smiling slightly Gotta keep people guessing.
Kathryn: laughing You’re good at that.
They both share a relaxed look before Kathryn grabs the final question.
Kathryn: Last one! “Does Y/N have a Marvel future?”
Y/N: glancing at the camera with a slight grin That’s… classified.
Kathryn: laughs Classic Marvel answer! But seriously, people are excited to see more of Knightmare. And I think they should be. You’re fantastic in that role.
Y/N: nodding We’ll see. There’s a lot of potential for where Knightmare can go. I’m just along for the ride.
Kathryn: excited And we can’t wait to see it!
They both look at the camera as Kathryn wraps up.
Kathryn: Alright, that’s it for our Wired Autocomplete Interview! Thanks for hanging out with us and for all the weird, funny, and insightful questions!
Y/N: nodding Yeah, thanks.
Kathryn: grinning And don’t forget to check out our new movie—it’s a wild ride!
Y/N: smirking It’s killer.
Kathryn: laughing Of course you’d say that!
The camera fades out with the two of them laughing together, a perfect blend of Kathryn’s infectious energy and Y/N’s cool, subtle charm.
I tried a bit of a different style with this one, hope that's ok also I did another oneshot since I was away for sometime, I started University like 2 week ago and I'm still getting used to the timetable and that shit
#lesbian#wlw#wlw post#x reader#x fem reader#x fem!reader#women of marvel#kathryn hahn x reader#agatha harkness x reader#agatha x reader#agatha all along#agatha harkness#kathryn hahn#wlw fanfic
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Cosmere Protagonists Who Would Support the Villain...of Other Cosmere Planets
As requested by @asteroidfieldgame :)
Sure, in their own stories the villains are not well-liked by the majority of the cast. But if we took those villains and had them meet protagonists of other Cosmere novels...well, then it might be different, mightn't it?
[Here there be spoilers! I would skip any entry if you're not caught up on all the books for both characters involved!]
1. Moash: Supported by Kelsier
Kelsier: [holding Moash protectively ala that one meme with Kevin Hart] Kelsier: My boy Moash has LITERALLY never done anything wrong ever! Kelsier: Ooooh, did he kill his oppressors? Is he mean to poor helpless nobility? Did someone Rich experience a Consequence? Moash: (mumbling) I did try to drive my friend to suicide. Kelsier: Shh...baby boy, it's okay! Kelsier: I made my disciple advocate for old people to kill themselves with spikes to preserve their power! Kelsier: You're literally fine.
2. Odium: Supported by Harmony
Harmony: Listen, I'm not saying I agree with everything Odium does. Harmony: But making it so that you have a planet of mighty, battle-hardened residents to prepare for the coming Cosmere-wide conflict? Harmony: Sometimes I wonder if I should have done something more like that. Harmony: Instead of giving everyone an easy life and making giraffes because giraffes are neat. Odium: Have you considered...battle giraffes? Harmony: Please don't patronize me.
3. Hrathen: Supported by Ellista (that one Ardent who was really into romance novels)
Ellista: I am not immune to a handsome man in bloodred armor with a troubled past whose hard, mean exterior is slowly worn away through love. Ellista: A man who chooses love--unrequited love!--over his own god! Ellista: Problematic for an Ardent like me, but so, so compelling. Ellista: (sighs dreamily) Hrathen: ... Hrathen: Could I have someone else's support please?
4. Riina [from Tress]: Supported by Wayne
Wayne (counting off reasons on his fingers): One, if you're gonna be the sort to be giving out curses, giving out breakable curses makes you less of an unforgivable villain and more of a garden-variety dick. Wayne: Two, rats are cute. Makin' someone a rat is better 'n' making them a grub or something. Wayne: Three, and most importantly, her penis spaceship is hilarious. Riina: IT WAS NOT A PENIS SPACESHIP
5. The Lord Ruler: Supported by Dalinar
Dalinar: I suppose I am simply more aware than most that being a king is hard and can involve less-than-ideal-choices. Dalinar: And didn't he essentially become immortal while trying to cage an evil god and save his planet? I am literally setting myself up to maybe experience that as we speak. Dalinar: I know he took an entire population and made them slaves, but I did tell Jasnah not to free our slaves so, like... Dalinar: ... Dalinar: Maybe Wit was right. Maybe I AM a tyrant. Wit: You've never done an enforced breeding program with humans, though. That I know of. The Lord Ruler did that! Like, a lot! Dalinar: ... Dalinar: Wait I want to mitigate my support a little.
6. Taravangian: Supported by Shai
Shai: That Diagram of his...well, it's pure art, isn't it? Shai: I'm not immune to the appeal of incredibly complex and well-researched plans turned into an artistic representation so beautiful that it attracts worshippers. Taravangian: It's really more science than it is art, I'd say. Shai: Hilarious that you think those things are different.
7. Nale: Supported by Marasi
Marasi: He knows the law and follows the law. Marasi: Don't think it would ever occur to him that someone could be quote unquote "above" the law. Marasi: That makes him better than, like, quite a lot of my coworkers.
8. The Machine [from Yumi and the Nightmare Painter]: Supported by Vasher
Vasher: Obviously a soul-eating machine that nearly destroys a planet and turns people into nightmares is not ideal. Vasher: But it's not the machine's fault it was given an ill-considered Command. Vasher: Hey! Bald guy! Wanna gentle-parent the machine too? Szeth: Uh
9. Raboniel: Supported by Elend
Elend: Not for nothing am I chair of the Support Women's Wrongs fanclub. Elend: Nor can I fail to support a Woman in Science. Basic feminism. Elend: And although I know my bar is on floor, a parent who will do anything to save their child from eternal suffering gets me right here. (points to his heart)
10. Straff: Supported by...no one
Straff: ... Straff: ... Straff: OH COME ON
#cosmere#cosmerelists#Nale; Taravangian; and Straff entries suggested by requester!#Moash#Kelsier#Taravangian#Shai#Straff#elend#Raboniel#Nale#Marasi#Lord Ruler#Dalinar#Wayne#Riina#Ellista#Hrathen#Harmony#Odium
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Media - House Of The Dragon AU Character - Gwayne Hightower Couple - Gwayne X Reader Reader - Y/n (GF) Rating - 18+ Masturbating/ Sexting/ nudity Word Count - 2364
Gwayne lay down on the bed inside the guest room, letting out a sigh after a long day of dealing with his sister and the general chaos of the family having gathered under one roof. He didn’t really want to be involved in it all even just after two days of it he was already ready to pack his things into his car and scamper under the cover of night. But he knew he had to stay, he’d never near the end of it if he didn’t.
He pulled out his phone, the first time since arriving he’d even had the chance to look at it. And he saw one new message -
Y/n (Darling 💜) -
“Hey, how's Kings Landing?”
Gwayne (Hubby 💚) -
“It’s wonderful. So happy to be home 🫠 I swear to god it gets worse every time I visit, I’m surprised no one killed each other over dinner.”
“Aww yeah that does sound awful, are you okay though Gwayne? No trouble?”
“No trouble. Nothing to worry your pretty little head over, 😘”
“But I can't even give you a cuddle and a kiss to make you feel better 😥”
“I miss cuddling with you and receiving your kisses. Your embrace always makes my worries and concerns melt away and I feel safe in your arms.”
“Awww 😘😘”
“Your kisses are my favourite things in the world. They always make my heart flutter. I love you. 💋💖💞❤️🔥”
“Aww love you too Gwayne, 🥰💕 I'm sure it won't be too long till you can come home to Oldtown”
“Yes, although it's only been two days since I left Oldtown, it feels like a very long time. I miss you, my love. I can't wait to come back to Oldtown and see you again. When I return, I'll give you the tightest hug I can give, and then cover your face and neck with countless kisses.”
“I'll hold you to that 😘, it is very lonely here all by myself, I miss you 😥 the bed is far too big without you”
“When I come back to Oldtown, the first thing I'll do is give you the biggest, tightest hug I can give, then I'll cover your face and neck in countless kisses, and then, I'll pull you onto our bed and hold you in my arms all night. I miss you too. My days are far too long without you. All I can look forward to is hugging you tightly and giving you many kisses. 😘💖💞❤️🔥”
“Just hold me? Or will you do other things in our bed to show me how much you missed me Gwayne? 😈”
“Oh, I'll definitely do other things, my love. I'll show you how much I missed you with more than just hugs in bed. 😈”
“Ooooh ☺️”
“Indeed. My lips, my hands and my tongue will show you just how much I missed you while I was at Kings Landing. 💋👅😋”
“I'm sure you will, you do have such skills in that area 😝😈😘”
“My skills in that area are even better when I miss you. And I've missed you an awful lot lately. 😈😘🥰❤️🔥💋”
“Perhaps I should be a little mean 😉☺️😈💕”
Y/n then sent a photo of her in their bedroom in her green silk nightie
“Perhaps you should. 😈😘”
Gwayne replies with a photo, showing him sitting on the bed, dressed only in his jeans, leaning back, with his hands holding his hair and biting his lip 😋
“Awww now your being mean 😭 how can you show me that and not let me cuddle up and lay in my favourite spot 😭”
“Oh, we'll definitely cuddle up and lay in your favourite spot when I get back to Oldtown, my love. 😋🥰😘❤️🔥 And I'll kiss your hair and neck and face and give you many hugs and kisses, I promise. I'll love you all night. But, I will admit that being this far away from you is making me quite playful and naughty in our texts. 😈😘”
“I can tell 💜 naughty boy 😈”
“Oh, it's not my fault. You bring out the naughty in me, my love. 🥰😈😘 You make me want to be playful and frisky with you. 😈😋❤️🔥 And it's not my fault that I know you love it when I act naughty. 😏😘”
“Did you want me to stop? 😝”
Y/n sends another photo this one her nightie is tight against her body revealing her every curve and lack of bra, biting her lips as she wears his favourite purple lipstick
“Oh, please don't stop, my love. 😈😘”
Gwayne can't help but let out a little moan when he sees the new photo. He leans back and lets out a loud sigh, before replying with a photo this one showing Gwayne's lower body as he lies on his back, his jeans now pulled down a little, revealing his V and stomach,
“Oohh Gwayne 😘😘 didn't realise you missed me that badly 😉 what's going on in that lovely picture then? 💜”
“Oh, I can't help it. Seeing you in your lovely photos is making me miss you awfully. 😍😘😏”
“Awww you poor thing 😘😘😘”
“Yes. Without you, I'm in quite a desperate state, my love. 🥺😘💜”
The response is a photo of Gwayne's face with an exaggerated pout. A small drop of drool at the corner of his mouth
“Awww your drooling over me darling 💜 my poor desperate Gwayne all lovely and hard without his lady 😘😘 This you - 🤤😍”
Y/n then sent a picture of her blowing him a kiss with only he hands concealing her from the waist up,
Gwayne has to take several deep breaths before he replies to her latest photo. He bites his lower lip hard
“Oh, my love. Your photos are going to be the end of me. 💜💜😘”
Another photo follows, this one showing his lower body again, his jeans pulled down a little more, with one hand clearly inside them
“Oooh busy boy I see 😘👋”
“Well, I'm quite helpless to not be a naughty boy when I see your lovely photos. I can't exactly keep my hands to myself, now can I? 😈😘💜”
The photo he replies with shows his torso and head. His lower lip is very red from how hard he is biting it, there's a soft flush to his face, and his hair is now messy and dishevelled
“Can I see? 🥺 You know how much I love watching you play with it 😍😘”
“Of course you can, my love. How can I say no to you? ☺️💜😘”
A video follows, starting with Gwayne's face, looking at her while biting his lip, with a clear look of intense, barely contained need on his face. Slowly, the camera pans out and down his body, until it reached his lower body, and shows his hand in his jeans The camera then moves again, this time showing his hand moving and his lower body arching up from the bed, until he lets out an intense little gasp and his muscles contract, followed by him letting out a long, low moan
“Ooohh Gwayne darling 😘😘😘💕 i should have known you missed be that badly my poor poor darling so desperate without me 💜🍆”
“Ohhh, yes. I'm very desperate without you, my love. 😣💜😘 Gods, I need you right now. 💜💜💜”
Y/n sends a video of her own she blows him a kiss and then pulls back her hands letting him see her bare breasts
“This what you miss so much darling 😘😘🍼”
“Oh oh oh 🤤😍💜💜💜”
After watching it, Gwayne is completely lost for a moment, his mind clouded. It takes a while before he responds, and all he can write, is an incoherent jumble of letters, clearly typed one-handed
“My love. I'm so sorry for my incoherent message just now. I just couldn't type anything after seeing you in that video. You're too damned gorgeous. 💜💜🔥🔥🔥”
“Awww 😘😘😘 my poor Gwayne all lonely and desperate 😭 but we both know why you were only typing one-handed 👋 the other ones busy isn't it? 🍆”
“Oh gods. Yes. Yes it is. 😘😘😈💜🍆 I miss you so much, my love. I need you so badly.”
“My poor darling 😘 how about a little something to help you? 🍾”
Y/n then sends a little video as she pushes the nightie away completely and lets the camera see everything, she moves to start slowly rubbing on her slit and the video ends just as she softly moans his name
“Ohohohhoh. Ohhh gods. Yes. Please 😍💜🥰😘”
Gwayne is almost completely lost when he watches the video, and has to take a little time to recover, before he responds
“My love. That was absolutely wonderful, but it's made me need you even more now. You're amazing, my goddess 😍💜💜”
“If you send me a video I'll send you one too, if you hurry I'll let you watch me ⛲”
“Ohhh yes. I'll send it. I can't wait to see more of you 💜”
The video Gwayne sends starts with his face. He's flushed, his hair is a mess and there's a clear look of desperate need in his eyes. After letting her see his face, the camera then slowly travels down his body, until it reaches his lower body, and shows his hand busy with his hard cock,
“Awww my poor darling 😘😘”
She replies with her own video showing her thrusting her fingers inside herself,
“Ohh, my love. You're so good to me. 💜💜💜”
His own breathing is becoming erratic, and his hand picking up speed as he watch her video again, and again
she then sent a cute little picture of a small silicone toy on their bedsheets
“Can I? As your not here... Pretty please 🥺🥺😘”
“Oh, my love. You can do whatever you want. I don't mind one bit. As long as I can watch you do it, I'd be happy. 💜😘”
“😘💜”
Y/n sends the video, showing off everything, she first gives the toy a kiss and then moves it down her body and begins to work showing him everything form the perfect angle as she loudly moans his name
“Mmmmm ohhhhhh. You're so good to me, my love. 💜💜💜💜”
He can't take his eyes off the video, he's clearly completely lost as he watches her, and his hand is beginning to move faster, while he lets out some soft moans of his own, He watches the video a few times, his breathing becoming more deep and erratic while he does. After a few repeats of it, his free hand moves up to gently and desperately grip his hair, while his imagination is no doubt full of her, and his intense need and desire to be with her. Soon, he can't keep just watching the video on his phone anymore, he has to set it down, so he can use both hands while he still watches the screen. His body is visibly shaking with need, and his head thrown back a little bit
“Ohhhh my love. I need you so badly, my darling. My sweet, beautiful, perfect, incredible, gorgeous love. 💜💜💜💜😘”
He's so lost in this moment, his breathing is getting faster by the second, and he's biting his lower lip again, staring at her video on his screen, with intense, needy desire
“Aww my desperate darling, 😘 I need you too. Please let me watch you when you do it you know how I love seeing it 🍾”
“Oh yes, my love. You can watch me. I'd love nothing more than for you to see me like that. 💜😘❤️🔥😈”
He's completely lost, his eyes fixed on the little video she sent, as he moves a bit faster, watching himself on his phone while he looks at her video, thinking intently of her, and missing her so badly in this moment
Y/n sends another video much more fast and intense letting him see everything as she squeals and whines getting closer
“Ohohohh ohhhhhh. You're so good to me my love. You're so perfect. I need you so bad. 💜💜💜💜😘😘😘”
He's completely lost in the moment, his body trembling and quivering as he moves a bit faster, watching himself on his phone, while he looks at her video, his eyes fixed intently on it while his breath comes out in gasps, moans, and desperate sighs
she sent the next video and this on tipped him over, as she touched and used the toy which sent her screaming his name as she orgasmed,
“Ohohohhhhh mmmm ohhh gods. Oh, my love. 💜💜💜💜”
He lets out a string of words which are mostly her name, or things like "I love you", or "I need you" and "you're perfect". As he made sure to send over the video as he came across his stomach, His body is still shaking, and the sounds he's making would give the game away if anyone heard him, He takes a few moments to recover after the video, letting out a few soft gasps for air, and breathing heavily. He looks completely wrecked, utterly spent, but at the same time, still filled with need with want for her
Y/n sent him a picture of her utterly spent her toy beside her, a wet patch on their bed, and blowing him a kiss
He's completely stunned by the look on the picture, and he can't stop himself from moaning out loudly when he looks at it. He just stares at it for a while, before replying with a photo of his bare chest and stomach, as he lies on his bed. He's breathing heavy, and clearly still recovering from the moment, but she can tell he absolutely loves everything he sees
“Awww all messy 🍾🍾 and I'm not there to clean you up 🥺 however will my darling clean up without me 👅🫦”
“Oh my love, you have no idea how I want you here to clean me up. I can barely get off this bed to clean myself up without you. You're too good to me. 💜💜💜🔥😘😋”
“Ohh my love. You're too good to me. I need to find some way to reward you the moment I'm back home. 💜💜💜💜”
“And I don't have you to clean me up either 🥺 and my little toy is nothing compared to my sweet Gwayne 😘😘”
“You’re Sweet 😘 You really tried me out darling ❤️, I’m gonna get some sleep I’ll text you in the morning Okay?”
Y/n (Darling 💜) -
“Aww Okay, Goodnight Gwayne, love you 😘😘😘”
She sends over a cute photo of her cuddled in bed blowing him a kiss,
So he quickly sends one back to her,
Gwayne (Hubby 💚) -
“Goodnight Darling, Love you more 😘😘😘”
#gwayne hightower x reader#gwayne fanfic#gwayne x you#gwayne hightower fanfic#ser gwayne hightower#gwayne hightower x you#gwayne x reader#gwayne imagine#gwayne hightower#hotd x reader#hotd fanfiction#hotd fanfic#hotd season 2#fanfiction#hotd fandom#hotd#hotd smut#house of targaryen#house targaryen#house of the dragon#house of the dragon season 2#house of the dragon x reader#house of the dragon fanfic
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Sun Burnt: Yandere Reborn
Lot of stereotypes came with having certain Flame types I mused. As bullets rammed into my back, ricocheting around me like bouncy balls of death. My feet eating up the earth as fast as I could. It was all kinds of unfair.
Like? If you were a Sun? You were expected to be gregarious. Cheerful. Some happy go lucky healer type. To hell with your ambitions, I got a paper cut! And a storm? Well OBVIOUSLY watch out! We got a HOT HEAD over here! Look out for the HOT HEAD! A TEMPERAMENTAL ASSHOLE coming through!
I mean? Maybe they're pissed cause you keep POKING at them, huh? Wouldn't anybody?
I dodge down an alley. Jumping trash cans. Throwing them down behind me. Hearing curses and howls of outrage. Man, they are persistent. And! And like? Being a LIGHTNING?! God, being a LIGHTNING can SUCK sometimes! Sure, I get to be a Tank. And yeah. Human tazer. Pretty neat. But the ASSHOLES!
It's all "ooooh~! You're nothing but a DUMB MEAT SHEILD! Come be my DUMB MEAT SHEILD and lick my BOOTS, meat sheild! That's all you're good for! Because you're so DUMB! Impulsive! We wanna use you to solve our stupid ass turf disputes and lead you ooooon~!" Like? Fuckin REALLY?!
Is it MY fault your brains move so slow? That you're so SQUISHY? I'm not fucking IMPULSIVE! I think things through! I just do it FASTER then you jack asses! Granted... never said I do it BETTER. I may, in fact, be a dumbass. Probably am. All signs point to "maybe"...
......ARE THEY SERIOUSLY STILL CHASING ME!?
It was MY haul!!!
Steal your own SHIT!!!
And yeah, was it WISE to flip the table, punch the Don, and jump out a window with the fugly ass statue they planned to stiff me on? No. No it was not. But I REFUSE to not get paid! Try to steal from ME will you?! I'ma toss this fucker into the SEA!!! Swim for it BITCHES!
I skid onto the main road of Mafia Island. Knocking over somebody's fancy ass mistress. Probably gonna pay for THAT too. Fuck it! Yolo! I am pouring on the Lightning flames at this point. COATED. The metaphorical bull in this, the mafia land China shop. Pulling shooting. Amused and playing bets. Flames rising up to brush against me.
I am a fuckin circus act on display and I HATE it.
But by all that is holy! Those bastards ARE NOT getting their stupid statue back!
To the SEA with it! I shall cast it to the briny BLUE!
FUCK THOSE GUYS!
The crowd is parting like the red fucking sea. Except... except?! Oh shit! Pretty guy on a suit! Move pretty guy! MOVE!! Aaaaah!
I barely... BARELY!! Manage to stop myself from running into Pretty? Hiiitman? Hitman. Got a gun. Very calm. Yep, hitman. Barely! Dodge! By forward flipping OVER the guy and Superhero sticking the landing. Dropping the statue but... meh. Don't care. I still plan to...
Are. You. FUCKING SERIOUS!?
Drugs!?
That FUGLY STATUE WAS HOLLOW! No WONDER they were so desperate to get it! They were BREAKING Vongola's BAN!!! Ooooooh! I'm TELLING! You FUCKERS USED ME!!! Jail! Ten thousand years JAIL! Kill um, Mr. Hitman! They're dirty, non-thief paying, DRUG MAKERS!
Am I pointing accusingly? Yes. Hanging over the hitmans shoulder like the tattling tattle that I am? Absolutely. Jail for them! Get um! Boooooo! My flames still coat every part of me. Which is why I can FEEL when the hitman decides... "fuck it. Why not?"
I can TELL? Because it's like feeling the mountain you're standing on suddenly deciding to move. Like a giant, blinking their eyes open and beginning to stand. Rising up and up and UP. So great it feels impossible. The Sun flames infront of me? Go beyond the concept of "powerful".
It's like standing in front of a star up close.
So bright and burning fury, it consumes all other light.
I can't even FEEL the other Flames around us anymore. Almost can't HEAR what's going on. He... he has a low, purring voice. Like espresso. Smooth. The smell of gunpowder and decadent things... CLINGS to him like a lover. The suit under my carelessly grabbing hands... f... feels EXPENSIVE.
Bad. T... this is BAD. D..Don't panic. Just. Just let go! Yeah? Let go, be polite, and apologize. Y... you'll be okay. Oh god. What did I DO?! L... LET GO. Move! W.. why can't I MOVE?!
I feel more then hear the shots. The slight recoil. Utterly effortless, he ends their lives. An amused lilt to whatever he's saying. His head tilts so he can view me from the corner of his eye. A mean smirk on his beautiful face. I amuse him. My FEAR amuses him.
His Flames reach out like a crushing fist... I... I can not move...
The world seems to STOP.
As two notes of the same song find each other. Flitting and high to some great and terrible low. The two farthest ends of a Set, still empty, with no sky to hold it in balance. Yet? Resonance none the less.
"Oh~?"
The flat disinterest of those abyssal eyes changes. Like a damning light flickering on in the dark. Leading something terrifying straight towards me. No longer just background noise. I was interesting. I... I didn't WANT to be interesting! No, no, NO!
He turned towards me.
And my stomach plummets straight through the earth. Oh god. Please God, no.
Before me stand a terrifying legend. Living infamy itself. THE World's Greatest Hitman, it's greatest killer, Reborn. Who's eyes were locked on my face with a terrible interest. Who's Flames, vast and hungry, tugged and prowled at the edge of my own. His mean little smirk had turned into something that could pass for charming... if I didn't know who he was.
If I wasn't probably going to die.
He casually tucked his gun away. Pulled his other hand from his pocket. And then... oh god. Then two burning weights clamped down on my shoulders. No where to run. No chance of escape. He leaned forward, towering over me.
"You know, I didn't catch your name, bella. Who do you work for again? We have so much to LEARN about each other, don't you think? All the time in the world. Now... give me your phone."
I whimpered. His hands were almost burning with Sun flames. They washed over me in a greedy search for ties that bind and cracks in my defenses. Pushing and pushing. Trying to get IN. Covetous.
"After all~ It's not like you could possibly escape me."
#threepandas#yandere#Sun Burnt au#yandere khr#yandere reborn#yandere x reader#katekyo hitman reborn#yandere oc#stalker yandere#like you WOULD NOT BELIEVE#but not yet#lightning flames reader#reader insert
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Hey did anyone ever start a war over either of you? I didn't think so
Call and Aaron weren't the next generation paralells to Constantine and Jericho, Alex and Drew were.
#me reblobging my own Alex roleplay account with my Jericho roleplay account beike#be lik#talking to myself#ooooh ooh#Shit i got a song stick in my head again#fuck life#Master Joseph kill me faster I'm tired
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Can you do one with Poseidon before the big three made the pact to have no more kids. And he meets her on the beach and one thing lead to another and had a son that would end up being the reason why the pact happened and why in the future Zeus is so paranoid about Percy. 
ooooh this sounds fun! sorry for the late reply, i've been busy with work, university and Ramadan!
when power meets passion
PJ!Poseidon x F!Reader
summary - the ask :)
warnings - not proof read, fluff at the start, devolves into angst at the end
Humans were never meant to mingle with the gods. They were meant to be worshippers, dedicating their lives to these divine beings. There was no such thing as falling in love with one of them, or at least that's what you believed before you actually met one of them.
You were a marine biologist, the ocean's wonderful and mysterious animals the objects of your fascination and awe. You also loved the water, and could spend hours just swimming with the fish in their enclosures at the rescue center you worked at.
One of your particular endeavours, the one that actually caught the sea god's attention in the first place, was rescuing a baby tiger shark that was about to be eaten by fully grown bull sharks. You'd brought it to the center, nursed it back to health, and practically raised it until it was ready to be released.
You didn't ever think that would lead you to meeting a handsome stranger on the beach who had seemingly come out of nowhere, nor did you think that you'd manage to start and maintain a relationship with this man.
He was so kind, so gentle and he shared the same passion as you about marine life. You never suspected anything about who he really was, not until he took you aside the night after you both found out that you were pregnant.
"Look, uh...I know this isn't going to be easy for you," he started, a little nervously, "But there's something you need to know. Somethung big, actually, and I'm sorry I've kept it to myself for so long. But this time with you...it's been the best I've had in a long while. And I didn't want to ruin it."
You started getting nervous, wondering where this was going, "What do you mean?"
He took a deep breath, taking your hands into his larger and warmer ones, "It's okay if you don't believe me right away, but you'll see when our baby is born. They're going to be special, in a lot of ways you won't expect. Because I'm not just any ordinary human...I'm Poseidon."
Your jaw dropped, before you laughed nervously, "That's a joke, right? Cause of how much I love Greek mythology? It's really sweet that you're trying to make me laugh right now, but-"
"I mean it," he stated firmly, squeezing your hands. "I am the Greek god of the sea." To prove his point, the waves crashing against the shoreline outside the cabin died down, as if by command. "I didn't want you to know, because I was enjoying your company so much as an ordinary person. But now that you're having my child...he or she will be a demigod." He placed his hand on your stomach, and warmth spread throughout your body, relaxing your tense limbs. "I can't promise to be involved in the baby's life, but I will watch over you two."
You frowned at that, "Are you leaving? Before the baby is even born?"
He sighed, as if he'd been asked this many times before, "It's not the best idea to raise the child around me. They need to be sheltered, especially because of their attractiveness to monsters, and I will only get them killed."
That was his excuse, he didn't want to tell you that it was normal for a god to fall for a human, have a child and leave. He genuinely loved you, and didn't want to hurt you like that.
You tried your best to understand, you really did. You still felt hurt, not understanding fully why he couldn't be with you if you loved each other so much. But you had to move on, because he was doing the same, and you weren't going to let him think that you were weak, especially since he was a god.
You gave birth on your due date, a healthy baby boy who barely even screamed as he was birthed. He came out quiet and calm, much like a certain god who fathered him. As you held him in your arms for the first time, you understood what Poseidon had meant about him being different. He radiated a different kind of energy, and to you he seemed, and looked, very much like the sea god. He was different, he was special, but you would love him no matter what. He was your greatest gift.
And, as you would soon learn, your doom.
Because years later, when he turned twelve, the first monster attacked. He dealt with it okay enough, coming out with only a few bruises and one deep gash, but the ocean water healed that. Another sign he was different, the ocean was his safety, the source of his power and healing. He could control it, command it, and bend it to his will. He could use it to fight, to heal himself, and to do whatever he pleased.
This power went straight to his head, and left you wondering where in all the years you had gone wrong in raising him.
Your son was everything that Luke Castellan would become (decades later), multiplied by ten. Angry, vengeful, scornful of the gods because they weren't around. Because they abandoned their mortal lovers and children, choosing to keep to themselves and stay up in their palace.
The city was flooded. Buildings were crumbling. Cars were crashing. It was all happening too fast, too much all at once. You didn't know where to look, where to go. Your cabin had been flooded first, so you fled into the city hoping the tsunami wouldn't reach it.
But it did.
A tsunami worse than anything your city had ever seen before was approaching, looming over you all like a monster straight out of Tartarus. Every fire hydrant on every street had burst, soaking people, cars and stores alike as water just poured in from all sides. It was the worst sea storm in history, one that was brought forth and controlled by none other than your son.
The boy you had raised, was now destroying a whole city in his rage. Blinded by anger and scorn, by hate for the deity that brought him life, he took other lives. It was unlike anything the gods had ever seen, one of the worst acts of rebellion ever committed by a demigod.
You had tried to speak to him, tried to reason with him, but he was beyond saving. His frustration and resentment had built up too much and caused him to explode, in the most horrifying way imaginable. This was not your son, not the sweet little boy who used to giggle at stingrays and grab baby sharks with his bare hands. Not the sweet boy who used to wake up early on Mother's Day to make you breakfast and remind you that you're the best part of his life. Not the sweet boy who understood why his father wasn't around, before all the quests.
Quest after quest, he suffered. Mentally, emotionally, and it changed him. He got angry that the gods refused to help, even when he was put in extremely dangerous and life-threatening situations. Furious that his father would ignore him when he called on him for help.
You didn't want to, but you witnessed the heartbreaking encounter between your distressed son and his father, who finally appeared to him after all these years.
"Where were you?!" You could hear (son's name) scream, atop a massive wave of water. "Where were you all those times I needed you???" He kept on going when Poseidon couldn't find the words, "Not once did you visit me, NOT ONCE! You just left me, and mom! All those times I called for help, all those times we were having it rough, and you couldn't help in ANY way!" His voice was so agonised, you felt tears pool in your eyes.
Your poor boy...
"Son, if you stop this now-"
"DON'T CALL ME THAT!" Your son roared, the wave getting higher and more imposing, "I WAS NEVER YOUR SON! YOU NEVER ACTED LIKE IT!"
Still, Poseidon tried to reason with the boy. But when that failed, and the sea god met your eyes, you knew exactly what had to be done. You shut your eyes in pain, an overwhelming ache growing in your chest.
And when you opened your eyes again, Poseidon was in front of you, his face the saddest you'd ever seen it. Sadder than the day he'd left.
"You know what they're going to decide about his fate," that deep voice you missed so much boomed, trying to speak gently, "You know what's going to happen, and I...I can't stop it. I wish I could."
"I know," was all you could choke out, before his strong arms wrapped around you comfortingly, and you were sobbing into his chest.
And when your eyes ran dry and all you could do was sit at home and stare out the window, he had to go. He promised he'd try to come see you, try to make things right, but you didn't think that was possible anymore.
You just had to live with it.
And beyond the halls of the Olympian palace, you heard their decree. You heard the decision that would inevitably be broken decades later...
"Each of us, Poseidon, Hades and myself, Zeus, shall swear an oath here and now to never bear children again."
A/N: I hope this was what you had in mind, or at least similar! Ended up being sadder than I thought, broke my own heart writing this but I still hope it was good enough!
#heroes of olympus#hoo#percy jackson#pjo#pjo hoo#poseidon#poseidon x reader#poseidon x you#pj!poseidon#pj!poseidon x reader#pj!poseidon x you
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Hello again! I have an idea for Transformers: Rise of the Beast. Before the Rise of the Beast begin, when Unicron and Primus battled against each other long time ago: Primus defeated Unicron by splitting him into two persons - one half is good while the other half is evil. Even though Unicron did horrible things, he just couldn't kill his brother, that's why he split him because he wants his brother's good half to have a chance to start over. Centuries later when the Rise of the Beasts begin, the good Unicron woke up on Earth with no memory of anything, himself, and his name. The Autobots meets the amnesiac young Unicron when they were looking for the Transwarp Key. Elena befriended the good amnesiac Unicron and named him Buddy and became partners. When Autobots meets Scourge again, they heard Scourge told Buddy that he is Unicron's good half and his master -Unicron- plans to use Buddy as a vessel, Buddy didn't believe him angrily, refuse to believe he is Unicron until he absorbed the dark energy from Airazor that saved her and Unicron temporarily possessed Buddy that nearly killed his friends and allies until his friendship with Elena snapped him out of the possession...it has devastated him and scared of himself - afraid of hurting everyone. Buddy suffered with guilt at nearly killing his friends and at what he has done as Unicron. Elena comforted Buddy, telling him he doesn't have to be Unicron again, Buddy can't change the past, but he can choose to be better than what he used to be. With that, Buddy is determined and ready to take responsibility for what he has done. Before the battle with Unicron, Buddy said to the Autobots and the Maximals, "Guys, even if I don't remember anything when I was Unicron, I know what I did as Unicron is very unforgivable. Alot of your friends and family are gone...because of me. I understand you will never forgive me for all of this and I'm not asking for forgiveness, but I want you all to know is that I'm...so sorry, for everything. I know apologies means nothing to you. You don't trust me...I don't even trust myself, but I promise I will help you to stop all this madness and I will try to be better. Primus gave me a second chance...and I won't mess this up again. I will protect your people and humans until my last breath." Characters Elena, Airazor, Optimus Prime, and Optimus Primal. Please and thank you wonderful person. (Good God, that is a long text than I planned it, sorry about that. You can change this, shorten it, turn it into parts, or ignore it. I hope you have a good day/night.)
Ooooh! Never worked with a Buddy like this before, this should be interesting.
Hope you enjoy!
Bot Buddy being Unicron's good side and fights for the Maximals and Autobots with Elena, Airazor, Optimus Prime, and Optimus Primal
SFW, Angst, Platonic, Cybertronain reader
ROTB
When they woke up the first thing they saw where the twinkling of the stars above them.
They looked around them seeing a bunch of leafy vegetation and in front of them a bunch of smoldering rocks.
That place looked as if it was destroyed recently.
They didn’t like the look of it.
They did see some little organic creatures here and there, but their tanks told them not to trust them.
They waited until most had left and moved out of the area.
They really didn’t know what they were doing, they just let their body decide where to go next.
They eventually reached a dark port nearby the area where they woke up.
They heard voices.
Some angry.
Some sad.
Some resentful.
They moved a bit closer to the sound before accidentally kicking a pipe with their pede.
Then something shot right next to them making them scream and fall flat on their aft.
Several beings came towards them.
Some of them where the smaller organic creatures from earlier and the others…
They looked almost like themselves.
Optimus looking at the intruder.
“Who are you!”--Optimus
The bot cowers a bit at the sudden harshness in his voice.
“Woah Prime, chill a bit. I don’t think they’re gonna hurt anyone.”--Mirage
The bot hugs their pedes close to themselves slightly shaking.
Airazor hops a bit closer to the intruder.
“What is your name?”--Airazor
The intruder opens their mouth but pauses and thinks.
“I… I don’t think I have one of those…”
“You do not have a name?”--Arcee
The intruder shakes their helm.
“I just woke up a couple of hours ago. I don’t…I don’t know who I am or what my name is…”
Elena moves towards them.
They shrink a bit.
“Its okay…I’m not gonna hurt you.”--Elena
Elena gently pats their pede with trusting eyes.
They relax a bit.
“Do you all have names?”
“I am Airazor, this is Optimus Prime, Mirage, and Arcee. The humans are Noah and Elena.”--Airazor
Buddy noticed the bot laying on the floor by them.
“Who is he? Is he taking a nap too?”
“He’s—”--Arcee
“He need rest… he is not well…”--Optimus
Optimus offered his servo to the bot.
They look at it and slowly reach for it as he helps them onto their pedes.
“We need to give you a name.”--Elena
“What kind of name?”
“How about Breaker?”--Arcee
“Breaker?”--Noah
“Thundercowl!”--Mirage
The bot cringes a bit.
“That doesn’t really suit me…”
“How about Buddy?”--Elena
Their helm perks.
“I like the sound of that. Buddy… I like it.”--Buddy
While the humans had to go home for tomorrow’s expedition.
They were informed by Airazor about the next day’s events and some of the history between their kind.
Buddy didn’t like hearing much about the war and destruction that this Unicron was doing.
“I may not know too much about all this war and Unicron. But I do know I cannot just stand by and let this happen. Please, let me help you in any way possible.”--Buddy
Prime looks at Buddy with a bit of pride.
“Thank you, Buddy.”--Optimus
Buddy beams a little bit with the positive words.
The next morning everyone arrived just in time for Stratosphere to show up.
Buddy could definitely agree with Mirage about wanting to walk all the way to Peru. The giant mech looked like they were going to fall apart at any moment.
But now they were sitting squishing inside Stratosphere.
Buddy was absolutely terrified of the heights they were going.
Buddy holding their pedes close to their chassis.
Prime looking over at Buddy.
“Buddy? Are you all, right?”--Optimus
Buddy squeezes their optics shut.
“This is the first time I’ve been up this high. And quite frankly Prime, I’m not a fan of it.”--Buddy
“Got it. Flying kinda sucks, but it’s not too bad.”--Mirage
“Yeah, but I just woke up yesterday and now I’m thousands of miles up in the air.”--Buddy
Arcee flicks his helm.
“Oops? Kinda forgot about that part.”--Mirage
Some turbulence starts shaking the plane.
Buddy squeezes their optics even more.
They feel a servo on their shoulder.
It was the Prime’s.
“He didn’t say anything but kept his servo firmly on their shoulder.
Buddy appreciated the gesture, but they were still far from okay.
“Elena?”--Noah
Buddy turns to see Elena slowly moving towards Buddy with her shaky knees. Noah followed behind her.
Buddy reached out to hold her and Noah steady.
“What are you doing? Shouldn’t you two be sitting down?”--Buddy
Elena grabbed onto Buddy’s frame and sat down next to them.
“You looked like you could use a friend.”--Elena
Noah moves to Buddy’s other side where Mirage was.
Mirage took advantage of his new friend and held him onto his lap ignoring his slight protests.
Buddy grabbed Elena and placed her on their lap with a secure hold on the human.
They stayed like that for the rest of the trip.
Buddy didn’t like the idea of Noah and Elena going into town be themselves with this ‘Scrouge’ fellow and his crew around.
Not one bit.
But there was also little that Buddy could do.
They didn’t even have an alt mode to blend in with the others in the city.
Buddy ended up staying with Airazor for most of the mission.
The two did talk a bit to pass the time.
Enough for Buddy to feel safe with the Maximal.
She was nice.
She told them some stories about her team and her family before they sought refuge on Earth.
When Elena and Noah began screaming about being followed Buddy nearly blew their cover.
They had to follow Wheeljack and Arcee to the back roads and thick jungle in order to keep up.
When Buddy saw a giant mech yell at Elena and Noah, they immediately jumped in front of them and produced a sword from their back.
“Back off!”--Buddy
Noah slightly lowering his blaster at Buddy suddenly appearing out of nowhere.
“When did you get the sword?!”--Noah
“I don’t know!”--Buddy
“How do you not know you have a sword that big with you? Its almost as big as you?!”--Noah
Everyone starts showing up.
“When did Buddy get armed?”--Mirage
“I don’t know!”--Buddy
And with an explanation had cleared the tense air.
Buddy had placed their sword back and turned to the Maximal leader.
Another Optimus.
Optimus Primal.
They greeted him and the rest of the Maximals warmly.
Primal was a bit startled by the mystery bot.
They looked ancient.
“Who are you if I may ask?”--Primal
Buddy chuckling a bit.
“I’d like to know that too honestly.”--Buddy
“They lost their memory. They ‘woke up’ just yesterday.”--Elena
Primal looks at Buddy.
“You are very brave to have come on this journey Buddy. Especially without knowing who you are and your purpose.”--Primal
“It wasn’t too hard. I want to help protect this planet where my friends live on.”--Buddy
“And! So, we can get back to Cybertron. Maybe we can get you looked on when we get back home.”--Mirage
Buddy smiles at Mirage and walks to Airazor.
They notice the rust stains on her back.
“Airazor?”--Buddy
“I’m fine Buddy, no one leaves Scrouge without getting… touched.”--Airazor
Buddy drops the topic but does glance at Airazor’s back every now and then.
Soon enough they all reached the human camp where they would rest for the night.
Buddy kept watch for their friends as they slept.
They felt as if they slept too much.
They didn’t feel tired.
Buddy was the first to be alerted about Airazor erratic behavior.
Elena followed behind Buddy.
Buddy was surprised when Airazor tried to attack Elena.
They held her as she thrashed around in their arms.
The burns were visible, and it made Buddy sick to their tanks.
How could a monster do this to such a kind soul?
Airazor managed to launch Buddy far enough to see Elena and Noah run into the woods with the two leaders following behind.
Buddy started at Airazor in horror as she picked up Elena and carried her off.
They ran and ran trying to keep up with them.
By the time they reached the mountain top they saw Primal start to crush Airazor’s chassis. He was going to…
Buddy’s frame moved on its own.
They kicked Primal off of Airazor and wrestled her down themselves.
Through the kicking and thrashing Buddy managed to place both of their servos on both sides of her helm.
Everything went black.
It was almost like they were back in that sleep again.
It was nice.
Almost nostalgic in a way.
But then swore they heard someone call them.
The voice started getting louder.
They looked around for the voice.
It sounded familiar.
Then it hit them.
Elena.
But why was she calling them?
Why did she sound so upset?
The last call woke them up.
Their optics were unfocused as the colors were blending.
The blobs were starting to make shapes.
They blinked a couple times suddenly feeling exhausted.
They looked at their servos.
One had the sword in it.
The other…
Elena?
She looked slightly terrified and relief.
Why was she terrified?
They heard Airazor and Primal tell them to carefully place Elena down.
That’s when Buddy became fully aware of their surroundings.
Noah was being held by Mirage rather protectively with Arcee and Wheeljack in front of him.
Optimus Prime was holding his sides in pain as was Primal.
Airazor looked okay but there were obvious signs of injuries.
Injuries that weren’t there when Buddy had…
The sword.
Elena.
Buddy carefully placed Elena down who was slightly holding her sides.
It struck them.
They did this.
They hurt their friends.
“I…did this…?”--Buddy
Buddy dropped their sword and fell backward and quickly backs into the stone wall behind them.
They are shaking and tears start clouding their vision.
“Why would I… what happened?”--Buddy
Airazor taking a step forward.
“You… you took Scrouges touch from me. In doing so you became Unicron’s vessel.”--Airazor
“But how…”--Buddy
“Because Scrouge told us you are the other half of Unicron.”--Primal
Buddy feels their spark drop.
“I’m what…”--Buddy
“Long ago Primus had fought with his brother Unicron. Unable to bear the loss of his brother, he split Unicron into two different entities. The Unicron we know from myths and…you.”--Prime
Buddy stares at their servos.
“I…I’m Unicron? I…I…”--Buddy
Buddy stifles a cry as they wrap themselves up into a ball trying to get as far away from their friends as possible.
“Hey Buddy. You’re not him.”--Elena
Buddy peaks out to see Elena just feet away from them.
Buddy tries even harder to get away from her.
“I am…I’m…I’m a monster. I hurt all my friends. I hurt you!”--Buddy
Elena shakes her head gently placing her hand on Buddy’s pede.
They just stiffen at the touch.
“You’re not a monster, okay?”--Elena
Noah gets out of Mirage’s grip and walks to Buddy.
“Buddy. Would you ever hurt us?”--Noah
“But I just—“--Buddy
“That was Unicron, not you. Do you want to hurt us now?”--Noah
“No—”--Buddy
“Then you’re not a monster. Only a true monster would want to hurt their friends. Unicron was just using you, like a puppet. You had no control over it.”--Noah
“He’s right. Buddy you gotta listen to us.”--Elena
“You saved my life Buddy.”--Airazor
“No monster would save a life. The monsters seek to take them before their time.”--Primal
Prime walks over to Buddy and offers his servo.
Buddy hesitates but ultimately reaches his servo and lets him pull them up.
The reality of Unicron once again hits everyone.
He needed to be stopped.
For the safety of this planet.
For the safety of Cybertron.
For the humans.
For their friends and family.
Buddy vowed to not let them down.
Their evil half can throw whatever he had, but as long as their spark still burned, they will not fall.
Not now.
Not ever.
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