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Hi!! Delivering some OC questions: What's their favorite genre of books? What's their least favorite genre?
The photos above is a bookshelf with books collected by JAKE (Juliet, Atticus, Karina and Eden)
Juli is the most avid reader out of the four. She can read every type of book, from the dark and grim to the soft and meaningful. Her favourite genre is History and poetry/theatrical as History relates to her dream of having her name in history while the theatrical is for her love of acting. Though Juli hates with a passion, any smutty book as she views those books as “Paper bounded by a weak plot, names and descriptions to aid those who cannot experience the ones in the book” she’s also asexual so it probably why she hates it.
Attina is a couple that have one brain cell, which makes them read smutty books because that’s the type of people they are and because they hate reading. Atticus reads it because one, he’s desperate, and two he likes making Juli angry. Karin mainly does to get more ideas. Though Karin also has books about beauty, depression, modelling and envy to help her issues. She also has books about the ugly duckling or swan lake as they relate to her swan theme. Atticus only have magazines that he stole from Karina. They both dislikes history and textbooks, basically just big wordy books.
Eden, mainly reads fairytales, kid books, sappy romances as well as books on building confidence, gardening, crochet. Eden like Atticus and Karina hates history and big wordy books.
#only Juli actually likes reading#art#my art#oc#oc art#ocs#fe3h oc#Wise man Emotion#Juliet von Gloryhers#Attticus Mauricio#Karina Gautier#Eden Gardenia
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MERSKELES PART 3!
Definitely not mermay anymore but here's the last 3 sirens I wanted to do
and some explanation on why I choose what I did under the cut
(little warning for parasites on fresh's section)
So from left to right
Dream is a golden colored koi carp fish, I picked it because they are very pretty and they represent a lot of positive things like luck and fortune, some people even wish on them to make their dreams come true :> I also thought of the legend where a golden koi fish climbs a large waterfall to turn into a dragon, so they have some mythical legends as well. In terms of the actual fish, Koi are very sociable and sturdy, they also live for quite awhile.
Nightmare is a coelacanth, he should probably be an octopus considering he has tentacles, but I really wanted to make him a coelacanth because I think they are neat. Coelacanth's are very old with the latest fossils being over 400 million years old, they were thought to be extinct until one was found in 1938, grandpa nightmare. They are also nocturnal, sleeping in caves during the day, they live deep in the ocean as well.
Fresh is actually a two in one, he is a rainbow parrotfish with a tongue-eating louse in his mouth. Out of alI the bright fish I did a parrotfish because I really like their gradients, and I think the magenta fins fit his jacket. He's a parasite inside of a Sans body, so I picked a fish parasite to go along with the fish half of his body. I chose the tongue-eating louse, a type of parasite that replaces a fish's tongue. It first severs the blood vessels to the tongue and once it falls off takes its place. feeding on nutrients and acting as a new tongue for the rest of the fish's life, very cool and terrifying.
#parasite#No irl photos or anything but warning for describing how the parasite invades a fish#Tongue eating louse dont affect parrotfish Im pretty sure but Im ignoring that for fantasy#Fresh was also a combo between the Rainbow and bicolor parrot fish for the colors I put rainbow on the sheet because it sounds cooler#I love coelacanths sm they are like one of the neatest fish#I remember really liking relicanth as a pokemon and then realizing it was actually a real animal???? Phenomenal#Also someone requested dust If youre reading this I think he would be an eel of some sort#maybe a Gulper eel?#Angler fish would be cool too but only the females have the classic light lure on their heads#The dragon koi legend Im pretty sure is the inspiration for magicarp and its golden shiny#I would say im done with fish for now but im not I love fish Ill probably do something else aquatic related at some point lmao#Mermay#its july :''')#my art#my utmv art#utmv#fresh sans#nightmare sans#dream sans#dreamtale#utau#undertale au#sans au#siren#mermaid
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Yeag...
#boniji#bocchi x nijika#hitori x nijika#am I allowed to be cringe over a rare ship on tumblr dot com in the dwindling months of 2023?#like I didn't expect this pairing to become my recent comfort ship in these trying times#one time I got curious and decided to read some fanfics back in February (?) It didn't click to me yet. I just think it's cute and moved on#but months later it came back to me full force in July and the next thing I know I went into a gay trance (just like Bocchi in ep10)#and starts searching for fanarts and obsessing over them#this ship is seriously my coping mechanism during a stressful time#sometimes a ship is what keeps a fixation (sanity) going#gathering the crumbs from both anime & manga 'Mmm...scrumptious~ 🤤😋'#episode 8 my beloved 👐💕#fr what's with me and rare pairs. I'm not that even big of a shipper#but this is actually my first time where the tag of the ship (on tumblr) is basically inactive#or only sometimes gets tagged when other ships are involved 😭#like I know there are some great art in the tags but it's just...not enough#it's tough to fixate on smth that's barely have any content for it#well there's one way to fix that... ◉‿◉#I'm about to be annoying on the tag of this ship#I was gonna tag the main tag but I chickened out. I'll just stay in my niche corner brainrotting over a rarepair 🤐😶 however...#btr#<- using this obscure tag instead lol#my ramblings
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it’s just me and my glocs (glee original characters) against the world
#also i do not have glee ocs this is actually referring to the fact i haven’t watched glee in ages so they are basically my ocs at this point#like i’ve only consumed fanfiction and even then i haven’t read glee fanfiction since july when i reread acitw#BUT IM THINKING ABOUT THEM AGAIN#maybe i need a gleewatch or read more fics again 🤨🤨#meg’s incoherent thoughts#kurt hummel#kurtbastian#sebastian smythe#glee
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I should write a stage play
#i've read only one play in the last several years and it's one that considerably goes against common play structure 😭#and i am a little obsessed with it but like that's one play abd i didn't even watch it but ough#i just had an idea that i think would ONLY work as live theatre and it's kinda cookin#like i've read other plays but it's been a long time 😭#my fav was the cr*cible but we also read juli*s caesar rom*o and j*liet+m*cbeth back when in school so didn't get the full appreciation#but recent things have me yearning to interact with theatre#i think i might actually be better in that medium than a novel
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i haven't seen seasons 1 through 3 since 2019 (but i am slowly making my way back through it) so forgive me for any inaccuracies, but purely from memory this is how im ranking steve from each season
character in general
Season Two Steve, because he's still got that jock-ish bitchy energy but it's also where we really start to see his softer side and also i think the first time you genuinely feel for him (his problem with billy, his implied problem with school, the bullshit scene), it's also the birth of babysitter steve!! and the second but much more thorough time we're shown that he's fully willing to put his life on the line to protect people he doesn't even know that well. He's a competent and strategic character who definitely has the vibe of Just Trying To Get Through The Year.
Scoops Steve, for similar reasons as the above but we also get to see the goofier prettyboy side of him and we're better introduced to Steve's observational skills and how the fact that he's not "smart" like the others is actually one of his advantages. Because while robin and dustin were focused on translating russian, steve couldn't stop noticing how familiar the background music was. this is also the season where Steve is starting to be written as a ditzier character, but i'm choosing to chalk that up to the fact that he's more laidback and less worried about his public appearance now that he works at an icecream parlor and wears a sailor uniform. (This is also the most bisexual version of steve, followed by s4)
King Steve, who i personally think was quite shallow (like from a writing perspective) but that is almost definitely because he wasn't originally supposed to survive the first season so he's forgiven for that. Still, we are shown someone who is cutting and self-confident, and then later shown that he is someone who is quick to realise when he's genuinely fucked up and just as quick to apologise. It's also when we're introduced to the idea that he will consciously put himself in danger to protect others. (@peter-pantomime made a really great video about one of Steve's tells on tiktok and i haven't been able to get it out of my head ever since)
Season 4 Steve, because they pretty much erased any and all of the competency previously shown in his character. I think this season did the most disservice to him, seeming to only write him off as genuine idiot who gets treated like shit by all of his friends and is only useful as a babysitter for teenagers who don't want to be babysat. It erased any progress he'd made in regards to his relationship with Nancy Wheeler, i think the only thing that kept him feeling like Steve was Joe Keery's acting and how well he knows the character. I think a lot of what was wrong with Steve's character this season could've been a really great way to introduce the amount of head trauma he's received through the other seasons but considering it wasn't so much as hinted at in canon it just seems like they circled back around to making Steve Harrington's character as shallow as it was in season 1. whether or not that's because they're setting him up to die in season 5, i think it was unfair.
character design
Scoops Steve, in his little sailor outfit with the floofy hair and the lipgloss?? iconic (bonus: the dark blue jeans with the red and blue vest when he applies at family video)
Season Two Steve, with the tight blue jeans and the sunglasses and the swoopy hair and the nail bat, also iconic (bonus: his gym uniform AND the maroon sweater when he drops dustin off at the dance)
Season 4 Steve bc he spent a majority of his screen time shirtless and only wearing a battle vest, and then later the coolest fucking jacket i've ever seen (wait shout out to that blue and white polo shirt that showed off his arms, thank you for your service; and his cute little yellow sweater)
King Steve, while i do love the preppy look and how much it made him look like a puppy at times, what the actual fuck was going on with his hair?? i would have liked to see more of the floppy haired steve we saw when he was helping Nancy study ):
#this was literally just happened because i was arguing with myself in the kitchen#i dont care if you agree with me this is just my opinion on steve ajfhskd#i would like to do one on mike wheeler actually but i'd need to rewatch the whole show first#i only know steves storyline as well as i do bc of the amount of steddie fanfics i've read since july#anyway thank you for reading if you did and also thank you for not reading if you didn't sfjsdhkf#steve harrington
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Actually we r at 6 months now without any major deaths in my life, which is great! That's the longest I've gone without any major deaths since last May! The second longest was 4 months between July and November last year. Wow !
#speculation nation#negative/#i mean not exactly but also. ya kno.#really i dealt with death after death in may july november and the biggest in february#actually i think my great grandma died within the span between july and november. but i wasnt close with her & dont remember when#so idk if id count that. if i did then the longest would be 3 months. between november and february.#all this is to say. wow what a Fucking year last year was huh#i still dont rly feel like i have much trust in people staying alive in my life.#but maybe im a bit less scared of even more people in my life suddenly dropping dead.#... then again now i apparently have something wrong with my liver. which i am still not happy about.#the only reason why im not dying of anxiety is bc i still feel relatively normal overall.#but i also just remembered how. well. 28 has Long been my unlucky number. and im turning 28 next year.#so ive been half convinced im just gonna die when im 28. bc thatd be just my luck wouldnt it#and like overall theres no real reason why i Would die at that age. but now theres something wrong with my liver.#and like ok i dont think it's liver failure. i dont have any real symptoms for it#and if it was an emergency my doctor wouldve told me to go to the hospital. probably.#but idk. my truest anxiety about it is that it could be something cancerous. or something.#and really i have no reason to suspect that specifically. it's just one of the potential causes for the enzyme abnormality we found#but bc it's not entirely off the table. well now my mind has latched onto it. and is like 'What If'#and ok i just now looked into possible liver diseases to try to calm my anxiety. with mixed success.#bc i found all sorts of liver diseases. including cirrhosis. which is irreversible damage.#im just clinging to the hope of the fact that my readings werent Too high... just.#every single one associated with the liver was high. which means theres Definitely something wrong with my liver.#and im kind of scared it's bc of my prior alcohol use. i wasnt an alcoholic but i did drink pretty regularly for a bit.#but also how unfair would it be for me to get a liver disease from that??? the most i ever drank at one time was 8 shots#which is a lot but there are some people doing that kind of thing Regularly. and they dont get liver disease???#regardless this has been extra persuasion to stay off the alcohol. especially until i know what's up with it.#heyyyy mr liver inside me i prommy i will take good care of u from now on. pls dont die on me 😭😭😭#see ok this is what happens whem i start to think. i get anxious. i just need to keep not thinking.#it's 10 pm i think thats a good time for sleepies
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MCFLY JULY ‘24 ⸺ 「 17 / 31 * DAVE'S NIGHT OFF 」
March 3, 1986, Twin Pines Timeline(β)
Five months since Marty’s sudden disappearance.
Linda doesn’t even have to pretend she doesn’t know exactly where she’ll find Dave when he’s not at home. If he’s not working, busting his ass taking whatever job that pays so he can keep funnelling it into the supplies to stock this cursed garage, he’s hunched over on the couch, buried up to his brain in papers that may as well be written in Greek for all he can read them.
It’s the same place he spends most of his free time these days; surrounded by ghosts and a couple of Mom’s swiped bottles of vodka.
Not like she notices when a couple of them go missing.
Dave once said he could hear Marty in here. Like he was still alive. Still here, because Marty’s not dead. He’s somewhere, God-only-knows, but he’s not dead because they only found one body in that parking lot and Marty had to be there because he was Doctor Brown’s fucking shadow—but since Marty’s body wasn’t there, just that truck and that poor dog—Einstein or Edison or whatever; some dead scientist—lying next to the body, according to the cops, that meant someone must have kidnapped him.
They're faint echoes, Linda, he'd said, three-quarters deep into a bottle, but he sounds happy.
It sounds like bullshit, but it's far more than anything they have at the moment.
And it means, regardless of however tightly she has to wring her own heart to get even a single drop of hope out of it, there's a chance Marty is still alive.
“How long have you been here today?” Dave pretends not to hear her. Or maybe he wilfully ignores her. Once, she knew how to tell. “Dave, face it. T—”
“Shut the fuck up, Linda,” Dave snaps, and it takes every ounce of her resolve not to march up to him and slap him in the face for that.
It’s grief that made him an asshole. It isn’t him. It has a way of burrowing into the deepest, most vulnerable parts of a person and poisoning them from the inside out until they were but shadows of their former selves.
It’s already hollowed her out, stuffed her full of ice and made a cold, heartless bitch out of her until she was numb to the world. She figured that out when her mother’s broken sobs didn't spear her through the heart like they used to. As if it was her fault.
Why weren't you nicer to him that night?
That shouldn’t be an excuse. But she lets it be for Dave’s sake, and her own, because maybe, as fucking crazy as it sounds, they’ll just find that one in a million breakthrough scattered in the ramblings of a dead man.
Who apparently claims he learned to leap through time.
Some good that did him if it was true. He’s buried in Oak Park Cemetery, looking like Swiss cheese. Wasn’t time-travel supposed to help prevent exactly that?
Maybe it could have saved Marty.
Maybe it’s exactly what stole Marty away from them.
“They’re going to tear this place down, Dave. In two weeks! T-w-o. And they’re not going to stop the bulldozers because you’re glued to that fucking couch. What good are you going to be dead? Do you know what that’s going to do to Mom?” She puts her hands on her hips and might have inwardly shuddered at how much she sounded like Mom if she had the energy.
With Marty gone, she didn’t expect to be an older sister again.
After a long, tense silence, she finally sighs. She didn’t come here to fight. “Did you eat anything today?” He’s swimming in his T-shirts now; they’re all but falling off his shoulders.
Dave huffs, dragging his fingers through his shaggy hair. “Jen left about twenty minutes ago; she’s grabbing Chinese. You know, that place...where...”
Yeah. I know.
“I gave her some money. Then we’re gonna go back to this.” He spreads his arms, gesturing to the mess of paperwork that makes just as much sense as it did four and a half months ago.
“Are you staying?”
Linda says yes because a part of her, too, is trapped within these four walls.
#mcflyjuly#mcfly july 2024#back to the future#bttf#somewhat AU leaning and heavily inspired by many-worlds theory as well as steins;gate 0 and the idea of there being 'other' martys#(this is my entirely shameless plug telling you to go watch/read/play steins;gate actually. it's fantastic.)#like - other dimensional counterparts existing on other worldlines#as well as the idea of various worldlines that all have predetermined 'endings' that can't be changed#and that their marty only escaped the cycle by unknowingly hopping to a different worldline#so even if they create a time machine - who is to say they can change the outcome of history this time#and instead of following marty we're following linda & co now#as they possibly do very reckless things in search for answers#i also think this iteration of dave has some parallels to the way he ends up in 1985A given the circumstances oops#they're all incredibly broken by grief BUT in a way - something good has come out of this#as opposed to the original twin pines timeline where they make it seem like dave has no direction yet-now he has a purpose.#it keeps him going#for some reason i really love writing for linda - especially the twin pines variant where she's a little more jaded#ALSO - i bet the news of doc's death actually ends up being a whole thing in hill valley#for 95% the very wrong reasons but - you know how people are. god the shit some of them will still say even though he's gone#(my original idea that i wrote out and hated the way it came out had dave going to chat with doctor brown after marty's been#hanging out with him for a few weeks and just non-stop talking about him. but i couldn't get it written right and i went WHAT IF...#and now we're here eyyyyy)
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i apologize to all my mutuals i promise i will be normal but there is a part of me regressing to my 15 year old self reading an archived livejournal pete/key manifesto for the first time at 12am on a school night
#TO BE CLEAR i’m excited bc i love bang the doldrums and i never thought i’d hear a live version#but the fact that it’s today of all days. does make the rpf lore brain go brrr#actually it probably wasn’t even archived i think it was still up#but literally my memory is crystal clear of how i even learned it was a thing#my friends during class were joking about some post about fourth of july (the song) being about them#and i was silently like hmmm what’s this about#and when i got home that night i immediately looked it up#i distinctly remember it being one of the first times i stayed up on my laptop way too late lmao#i really only got deep into ryden when i first got into brandon stuff#(which was at the beginning of 2015 i was late to the party)#and i wasn’t really into mcr yet at that point anyway besides a few songs and like i knew who mikey was obviously#(i never got into other mcr rpf and now i’m an adult it’s too late to learn the Lore. i would not be normal)#anyway i also remember reading the ryden livejournal stuff but that was earlier. i just vividly remember hearing about petemikey#from people At School#anyway there’s no point to this i just like talking about myself#r.txt
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The circus bookclub - The Letter Killer Club, by Sigizmund Krzhizhanovsky
There are some authors I simply cannot get enough of, and Sigizmund Krzhizhanovsky is one of them. In this first ever edition of this new bookclub, here in the circus, I'll share with you my most recent read of him! And what more fitting title than The Letter Killer Club to introduce the bookclub, right?
Hello there! I'm the circus resident poltergeist, Eliott, managing this blog until Lav comes back. Here in the circus bookclub I share with you my most recent reads/amazing books I wish everyone would pick up one day!
Sigizmund Krzhizhanovsky is an Ukrainian author born in 1887 in Kyiv, who died in Moscow in 1950. He wrote his works in russian language, and was little published in his lifetime: most of his works were published posthumously.
The Letter Killer Club is a short novel (approx. 100-150pages according to the publisher/language of translation) written in 1926. Its story revolves around the life of a Club, the Letter Killer Club, run by 7 individuals. The story starts when they welcome an 8th member, a writer intrigued by the peculiar people seeing each other once a week, in a quiet room lit by the fireplace.
In the Letter Killer Club, the members think that writing their ideas on paper would denature them. In their philosophy, ideas stay pure when they only stay to this stage: ideas. Every week, the members of the club tell each other their book ideas, scenarios, without ever writting them on paper. Each week, one member speaks. This is how the seven chapters of this book are organized, by the story of one individual, followed or interrupted by the occasionnal remarks or conversations around it (reminding me of Marguerite de Navarre's Heptameron, if some of you are familiar with french late medieval literature here). In these stories, Krzhizhanovsky seems to always explore a philosophical thought, or ideas about literature and what it is to be a writer. This is, according to me, part of what makes this book so interesting to read.
These stories are strange, almost metaphysical at times, funny and tragic. I will not go in details about them so you can fully enjoy this book, should you decide to read it, but what striked me in The Letter Killer Club is how well balanced Krzhizhanovsky's writing was, between telling the stories and the characters of the Club themselves. With very few elements, Krzhizhanovsky succeeds in creating a particular atmosphere, one that engulfs you and makes you feel like you are seated there, amongst them, almost as a 9th member of this strange reunion.
Krzhizhanovsky is an incredible writer. These themes of the idea vs. writing it, putting it on paper, what it is to write, to have ideas, to be a writer, are extremely present in most of his works, but they seem to be particularly explored in this one. During his lifetime, while he wasn't much published, Krzhizhanovsky was very present in literary circles, and therefore certainly involved in many philosophical discussions of what it meant to be a writer at that time. This shows in his works, and he explores these questions in a very clever way.
Krzhizhanovsky's writing is demanding and his ideas need some thinking and time to be well reflected upon, but I believe his works are extremely interesting if you ever want to explore more of the literature of his time. Often using fantastic elements or situations to convey his ideas, his writing is a clever mix of fantastic, abstract, absurd and reflection on writing itself.
I hope this made you curious about this author's works! Krzhizhanovsky has written many short stories as well, and these are also great if you ever want to give a chance to reading his writing.
Sources : his wikipedia page for the bio / goodreads for the english edition of the letter killer club
#circusghost#putting up the chairs in the cathedral bringing books to the table#have you missed these bookclub sessions? i certainly did#not only is that insightful for me to write but it also makes sure i actually concentrate enough on what i read#when you read around a hundred books a year this helps a lot#the letter killer club is the 58th book i've read this year (i start my book year in july) so i still have a long way to go#i'm really happy i got to share Krzhizhanovsky's books with you today!#if you ever feel like it give him a shot#he is worth it#sigizmund krzhizhanovsky#the letter killer club#there is a lot to say about him but i always keep these bookclub sessions short so it's#1/ easier for me to write#2/ more accessible to anyone#thecircusbookclub#tagging this as the bookclub so it's easier to find if i ever make more#which i certainly will#look Lav it's happening i set my little circus bookclub on your blog#I loved the sound of Saint-Petersburg's bookclub as well but that was an era and we have to move on from it don't we#from Saint-Petersburg to the Circus#what a trip#I hope you liked this first session!!! let me know your impressions if you want to!
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guess who finally figured out shit about one of their ocs
#deity dialogue#for the past few years cashmere has had like a heart problem but it was vague because idk shit about heart issues#I realized I can just be cliche lmao#so inspired by the many webcomics I read I’ve decided that cashmere is sickly and has heart problems due to his body rejecting magic#their family is a long line of famous sorcerers (yes this family is op as they’re royalty and sorcerers I can do what I want) but cashmeres#body was like nah fuck that I’m gonna die about it#their fam is big mad about cashmere ruining their reputation of being flawless people and perfect sorcerers#so obvs they just gotta ignore the problem and have cashmere hide that anything is wrong! it’s a fool proof plan#I love cashemre this bitch can fit so many problems and traumas in them#sorry my beloved mind blorbo I like to make my ocs suffer it’s fun and therapeutic 💖#it only took me like#god 6 years??? to get an actual like idea of what’s wrong with them#wait how old was I went I created cashmere#they use to be a diff character and then the heart problem was only something I thought up three or four years ago#let me go check my old art blog brb#returning to announce that my first post of cashmere (in the past she was a paladin named sabrina) was made july 2018!#so she’s five years old!
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usually at work all of the coffee bagging is split between two ppl, i do all the retail and the other guy does all the wholesale. but he's going home for a month on july 14th, which means for that month i will be the only one doing all the bagging
so like on one hand i feel "sweet more money/shifts, maybe i can actually afford that new phone soon" but on the other hand........yeah, it does mean that im gonna have a lot more responsibility on my shoulders alone huh
#im going in to his shift today so he can show me what i need to do for wholesale#which like. i mostly already know all of the actual bagging n boxing to be shipped#but i gotta learn how to read the orders online so i know what to ship#also wholesale has more of the specialty blends which means having to learn which beans to mix#rather than taking the barrels of already prepared beans and just bagging/grinding those#also getting preemptively sad that i'll inevitably be working more the last half of july#which means i cant dedicate as much time to artfight after the 14th 😔#i mean...unless he works a wholesale shift like RIGHT before he leaves#which means i'd probs only be called in to work 2 or 3 days on the last week of july#regardless im gonna be exhausted come august 😩#at least i can organize the warehouse exactly how i want it to be while he's gone#and not worry about messing up any system he works with#which i doubt he does considering i can never finds the things i need bc theyre just set down randomly#we have a stack of drawers for a reason!!!! why can i never find the pens or sharpies!!!!
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ladies……….
#michelle speaks#next chapter pages long description of her relationship w a man………….#who she ended her relationship bc she fell out of love w him & she ends the part by saying that#and she’s like i worried after that that i was numb and passionless and could had missed my only chance#and she ends it by saying until her best friend (julie)’s husband showed up…….#like she never met him before lmfao……so i think it might actually be her being upset abt julie getting married so HOPE!!!!!!!!!!!#but i cannot read more rn so we finish tonight w a massive L that’s what i get for looking ahead 😔
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some of the za inconsistencies just make me laugh. like when they made a big production about how no one is supposed to ride on a dragon but now they’re basically taxis and how it was this huge deal to use the binding needle that you had to be specially trained for and now it’s just being used left and right 😭 what was the point
#i’m not picky about series like this i’m not genuinely criticizing i’m just here for a good time#actually i’m not really even having a good time but semantics#like i’m sorry i’m just sooo tired of this series my ideas for how it should have gone are way better#this whole war arc is just so so basic and tired and i truly only like it when these characters are happy 😭#like it sounds messed up but that’s when they entertain me and i don’t care enough about them to feel upset about their angst it’s just bori#boring to me#anyway i’m sticking it out for the bluelance chapters but apparently they don’t really have any#also i was looking ahead and it seems like we get a delicious twin fight right before the end#also anyone who genuinely didn’t think they were bringing back darius is a fool 😭#mine#juli reads redacted#anyway these things just seem silly to me bc they could have just made them normalized there was no need to cause a fuss
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Doing the writing in the English C1 exam feels EXACTLY like Hamilton writing the Federalist papers.
#sorry if i misspelled anything#spain#Hamilton#how do you write like you´re running out of time?#IN the C1 I actually finished early the writing and they let me go to the break room#happy because I got to write about Disneyland París#ON THE SECOND PART WE HAD TO CHOSE SOME OPTIONS AND ONE WAS ABOUT WRITTING A REVIEW OF AN AMUSEMENT PARK#AND I AM A DISNEYPARKS OBBSESED#AND SPECIALLY DISNEYLAND PARIS#THE ONE GOOD THING FRANCE HAS#and also I was happy because I finished the writing and the reading and only had the listening and the speaking left#and they´re kinda easy#not in the C1 but in the B1#i actually got everything rigth in the listening of the B1#anyway I hate english#and i am rn 14 y/o and maybe I change my mind later in life#but rigth now I´ve made the promise (that I´ve allowed myself to not fulfill it if I chage my mind) that I wont do another official English#exam until 5 years pass off this one#and it would be the C2 which my English teacher even said she found it useless#(my academy teacher not my spanish school teacher)#I dont want to go through with all of the suffering I went through the C1 again#I did it the 6th of July and the 5th of July was the day I cried the most in my life#I wanted to rest but I also felt guilty and wanted to do like 8OOO mock exams#worst day of my life#I do not reccomend doing the C1❌
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Also I'm really happy to report that the girl who used to wake up at 4 am to snoop through her Christmas stocking grew up to be the lady who checks the fandoms in the fic exchange to see if she can guess which one her mystery gift is for 👍
#I can guess actually!#Because only one of my requested fandoms have fic that I didn't write myself lol#And I am stoked to read it! July 20 can't get here soon enough! \0/#(but also it can take all the time it likes because I refuse to sacrifice a week of writing time)
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