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#I'm sure things will be okay with the babies#I'm sure things will work out#I'm sure everything will be all right#it's just going to take time#I've barely adjusted and I'm a human#my boyfriend is barely adjusted at all and he's a human#fancy has a lot of adjusting to do and she's just a little cat#a little gray cat who lost her very best friend in the world#the house still feels so empty without them because even though the babies are here#the babies are still not in the spaces that the boys used to be in#Raleigh used to sit in my window in the mornings and bring me the sun in his fur#he used to meet us standing on top of the washing machine and ask for hugs#I just miss them#just one and I could bear it#this year's been so cruel and I'm so afraid#but I'll find a way to be all right#I'll find a way to stay safe#somehow#I don't know#we'll find a way
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started stardew valley for the first time. born to remember villager likes and dislikes forced to immediately forget it the moment i take my eyes off thw wiki
#HELP. HEEEELPP <- THE FORGETTER#i have 18 different tabs open and im pretty sure half of them are duplicates. i have not made anything past 5000G i am so cooked#rn im at summer 11 ish?? i cant remember dates in real life either jesus christ GRIPPING THE COMMUNITY CALENDAR WITH MY BARE HANDS#my ass really went into this like “ill just take it easy and go into it blind so i get the newborn baby deer experience" completely ignoran#to the fact that i get anxious disappointing ppl and not having any background knowledge going into smth new. like a FOOL#also the walking speed is just slow enough to make me space out and forget where i was going and what i needed to do head in my hands#ive had to backtrack all over pelican town so many different times im in fucking adhd hell. resource management hell#im saying this like i hate it but its actually pretty fun and engaging when im not gripping my head trying to remember what i was doing#i got linus' 2 heart event and it made me whimper a little. LINUSSS LINUS I LIKE HIM. AND WILLY AND MARNIE THEYRE SO NICEYS#marnie kinda like.. reminds me of my friends mom even her face is pretty similar. shes sweet i like her. also willy calls me lad hes cool#i think im just gonna start a new save and NOT rely on the fucking mixed seed forages bc my ass was too stubborn to buy seeds#i just got sebastians 2 heart event too ughhh ive never had to work so hard for an emo boys approval. but it was satisfying#corn will fix me. its a replenishable summer-fall crop corn has to fucking fix me PLEASE#i also. made a stardew valley farmer. the one im playing as. their name is cosmo they have a backstory and everything im making#him a ref. his backstory is so fucking funny just wait#yapping#diary#puppy plays sdv
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how i’m looking at @applysome rn after she only went and surprise gifted me the most wonderful milex fic just to cheer me up 🥺
#and oh BOY did it work#truly the loveliest friend anyone could ask for 💖#also the fic is GORGEOUS#full of pining and bed sharing and angst and smut (aka all my favourite tropes)#i just know it’s going to be one i return to over and over again any time i need a pick me up#(also i have it on good authority she is very kindly going to post it on ao3 soon too so stay tuned… 👀)#not even a tiny bit over how cute and thoughtful this was 🥺#aghhhhhh#why are people just so lovely 😭😭#i feel so grateful to have met such wonderful friends through this little space ✨#💖💖💖💖#milex#lulu posts
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and today we observe a phenomenon scientists have dubbed the flan boy effect
#ladies…… best friend number one clowned herself#she spent two months shipping me with him and then all of a sudden 🕳️🚶🏻♀️ she fell headlong for him#which is by the way!!! not the first time this has happened#the last boy she liked she also spent several weeks shipping with bestie number two before falling for him herself#anyway! here we are and the flan boy effect is described as follows:#sudden uncontrollable giddiness and lightness. insomnia and uncontrollable flutterings of the chest#she’s going through it#and part of me wants to be like oh honey I KNOW what it’s like to like that boy#but of course that’s still a secret (and one I’ll take to my grave if possible) so it was more a case of I FREAKING KNEW IT#I just KNEW from the first time she talked to me about him last summer that she was going to walk herself right into another thing#it just took longer to cook this time#and also! an important emotion I’m experiencing is relief because whatever happened I was absolutely NOT#going to be in a love triangle with my best friend#so thank god — THANK GOD — I no longer like him#however because of her crush on him I’ll have an irl space to yap about him which I do enjoy. it must be said.#but yeah. what a way to start the year 🤠#elly's posts#🍮
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MCFLY JULY ‘24 — playing hooky.
MARCH 8, 1983
“Hi Doc, sorry I’m late.”
The fourteen-year-old greets @doctorbrown as usual, sliding the key under the mat and leaving his skateboard by the door. Einstein immediately bounds over, tail wagging, and Marty scratches him behind the ears.
“What’s on the list for today?” the boy continues, completely oblivious to or deliberately ignoring the fact that it’s Tuesday at 12:03 PM and he should most definitely be in Mr. Johnston’s fourth period geometry class right now. “More welding, maybe some circuitry? Dreamin’ up some new schematics?”
As if sensing his best friend’s discontentment and knowing he’s been found out, he groans, flopping onto Einstein to give the canine an impromptu hug. The sheepdog, pleased at the attention, thumps his tail more vigorously and licks the teenager’s face.
“C’mon, Doc,” Marty wheedles. “Linda’s skipping today too! It’s not like I got any tests or anything. Anyway, I learn more from you. You know that.”
What he’s pretty sure the scientist also knows is that, other than Doc himself, nobody actually gives a shit if he’s at school or not. Not his parents, especially not after last night. They probably don’t even realize, and sure as hell don’t care, that he’s gone.
#drabble tbt.#mcflyjuly#mcfly july ‘24.#doctorbrown#i bet this happens pretty much every other week in tp…#dysfunctional families with an addict parent are really really hard#you’re not really thinking about anything other than putting one foot in front of the other and making it through another day#i talk a lot about how tp doc pretty much raised tp marty (along with tp marty raising himself) and i meant it#(this is also not the last you’ll hear of that this month)#i do think when he and jen start going out that’s more motivation for him to come to school to see her#but before then??? good luck#esp with this boy’s untreated adhd and how he’d rather be doing literally anything else other than school#an institution that makes him feel so so stupid as it is#we’ve been back together for five minutes and you’re already talkin’ about the end of the universe. i’ve missed that. [doc & marty.]#you're my best friend in the whole space time continuum [doc brown.]#queue. this is heavy.
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I’ll never understand how a man I’ve begged to leave can pretend like I’m holding him hostage. I do, regrettably, need his support, and yet I’ve actively begged him to go over and over and over again, because I’d rather be homeless then live with this threat hanging over my head, and still, he doesn’t leave, and he pretends like he’s some god-tier husband and father, and I’m the nagging, helpless bitch of a wife who won’t put out, doesn’t appreciate his efforts, never lets him have a moment of peace, and is actively keeping him here against his will, killing him with some misery I’ve forced upon him, as if he’d allow me that kind of power.
#Dude went from offering me a burger on the way home#to texting me to leave him the fuck alone because I won’t fuck him and he has a shitty fucking life because of me#in the span of an hour where we did not speak in between like#he asked if I wanted a burger and I said drive safe and then suddenly I’m running his life I cannot make this shit up#I’m like boy you can leave ?! No one is keeping you here ?! Quite the opposite.#you skip work to go to parties you drink from morning to night you spend more than you make you go out every night you ignore your kid to#sit on your phone#you won’t even hold your baby for 5 minutes so I can pee like#and you’re mean as fuck to me every day#you get all the free time in the world you do what you want when you want and the only responsibility you have is financial and you can’tt#even keep up with that#I’m miserable and lonely and so fucking sad as angrier than I’ve ever been and I’m trying to keep it together#For my kids#but somehow I have the time and energy to ruin your life like grow up#my fault for enduring it and enabling it I know I’m not pretending to be blameless here but Jesus Christ#you’re not a prisoner and you can go be happy and no one will stop you so please#Let me be miserable in peace#I’ve given up my freedom and my control and myhobbies and my free time and my personal space and my potential for friends#I have nothing else to give you#Just go
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do y’all ever think about how yancy knows how to break out of prison and actively chooses not to. do you ever think about how when he breaks us out he knows the way so easily as if he’s been there a million times before. do you ever wonder if at some point he considered breaking himself out and just couldn’t go through with it.
#i have been thinking about this for the last few days it’s absolutely rotted my brain. like it’d occurred to me before but my brain is sooo#fixated on this lately like he. he knows. and he doesn’t. he’s done bad things and he doesn’t think he deserves it#just. younger yancy who just killed his parents and hasn’t fully processed anything trying to break himself out#standing at the gate knowing he can take a step out and be free again. and he doesn’t. and everything sinks in for him and he just slowly#goes back to his cell. and a few more times he does the exact same thing but… he just can’t bring himself to leave.#he constructs this half-truth about prison life being great and makes friends- makes a family. but. when y/n leaves the first thing he says#is that he’s done bad things. the ‘and hey! this is home!’ seems more like an afterthought that he’s trying to convince himself is true#god the fact that y/n gets a universal key in ending 12… i can see y/n breaking in to try and convince him to leave but he just won’t. he#could’ve gotten out before even without that. but he won’t. if he’s gonna get out he’s gonna do it right. even if it means he can’t stab any#one anymore :( and cmon everyone knows he loves to STAB#this seemed more tangential to include but also. do you think yancy’s ever broken anyone else out?#…do they visit? he was absolutely overjoyed when y/n visited in space i think he doesn’t get that many ngl…#god this character has like 15 or 16 minutes of screen time idk i haven’t recounted after space came out#*pats his head* this bad boy can fit so much overanalysis and headcanons in him#yancy#markiplier#yancy ahwm#ahwm yancy
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He shaped like a friend. ^w^
Also that green drink he got at the bar legit looks like sprite/7up. He a lemon lime soda dude lol.
#precious!#about time we got to hear about tochiro and his relationship with harlock#he a lil guy uwu#precious#captain harlock#space pirate captain harlock#leijiverse#leiji matsumoto#anime#70s anime#screencap#shaped like a friend#squishy fella#so cute#also when i first saw him and by extension one of the guys from interstella 5555 who looks like him#i thought he was a girl#boy was i wrong lol
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sometimes I wish I was a more interesting + charismatic person just so I could keep conversations going bc I like sharing space with other ppl but they routinely lose all interest and leave once I run out of things to say/start talking abt things that don't concern them :-(
#and boy do I run out of things to say so fast when I'm talking to friends who ik dont give a fuck abt any of my interests...#theres only so much i can make small talk or ask them questions abt their own interests/lives yknow. man#it just makes me feel like im constantly competing with smth else for other ppls attention all the time + constantly losing#eg. when i say smth + my flatmate reaches for her headphones a little dark souls banner appears across my vision like INTERACTION FAILED#and i can feel my rsd + insecurities praying on it like the more i feel this way the more it prophetically fulfils itself#by making me less willing to try and take up space so i become a smaller and smaller person around others#it frustrates me a lot sometimes and i dont rly have the will rn to undo that and force myself to take up more space regardless#ik this sounds like a water is wet complaint like oh nooo woe is me people get bored of me when i talk abt boring things (!!)#but when im spending time w ppl i like i enjoy listening to them talk even if im not interested in the subject bc its Them talking#and if they care abt smth then its worth hearing abt!! to me anyway. but it rly feels like no one reciprocates that idk#oh well not that it matters. at least i like the shit im into so i can talk to myself abt it in my head or on this site lmao#and i like myself as a person even if other people dont so theres always that. ur no 1 should always be urself <3#voicing this makes me feel so stupid + embarrassed urgh. i hate being anxious abt dumb shit i hate being the sort of person who worries#that their friends privately dislike/just tolerate them or whatever bc id never want a friend to worry abt whether i thought that abt them#and im not naturally a very insecure person!! i think im just feeling particularly vulnerable atm bc of the season + jobhunting so long#+ the fact im dissatisfied with my current social life + still feel very wobbly from not having other ppl i can trust or rely on etcetcetc#and thats just bleeding into other areas. and it sucks a lot. but theres nothing to be done abt it rn bc im not going to communicate it#to other ppl bc im not pathetic enough to make my anxieties someone elses problem + beg for pity attention im too proud for that 👍#anyway. gonna play some noita + then i rly need to work out today bc thats probs part of why im feeling so shite#if ur reading this ignore me im just venting itll pass. i hope youre having a nice day :^)#.vent#.diaries
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i understand that youre all being silly about it and I'm not criticizing that but. can you please talk about Sheila E. BEYOND shipping? cuz everytime I see any content of her it's like. ooc every time cuz she's either a shy silent girl or she's strong overtly rude and violent. and there's never any sort of character analysis beyond "omg... but she's pining??!!! omgg she is feeling looove..?!?" and it makes me mad cuz she's a gen great character
#fugo.txt#UGHHH#im so mad abt this#it happens w every character too#Giorno is this soft femenine boy or a mastermind who's comically insane and hashtag cryptic#Mista is gross and stupid or he's a one sided stoic man so he can be shipped with a 15 year old boy#Trish is the mom friend and she's overtly mean and she SCOFFS at the STUPID BOYS cuz shes a WOMAN and LADIES DONT HAVE FUN#do you see it???? fuck#its EVERY fan space im fucking tired#ENGAGE WITH THE FUCKING THEMES AND THE CHARACTERS AND SOMETHING THAT ISNT#INCORRECT QUOTES AND SHIPPING ALL THE TIME UGHHHHHH#sorry im just angry
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whenever I write efri and savos together I always have her say something innocuous that to him is DEEPLY upsetting. this is because he is a silly little man and I think it is funny
#in one of my summerfest pieces efri has a Minute of being uncomfortably reminded of saarthal and asks him if he's ever seen a corpse/draugr#savos being rocketed back through time and space: boy howdy have I#they are friends. in the manner of the friendliest girl in the world and winterhold's least charismatic shut-in#and every time efri leaves the tower savos has to take a solid hour to stare pensively out of a window#I love them#it's going to be really fucked up when The Events happen#oc tag#efri
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rgrhrgrhgr going insane thinking about how I have felt so much love and affection for a character from a card game anime of all things!! for over two years!!! one of the most frustrating guys ever nonetheless!!!!
#bakura i love you HOWEVER i also simultaneously want to shake you vigorously because!!! what! is!! your!!! PROBLEM!!!!#god i love him so much. have for over two years. isn’t that insane??#what happened to the days i would excitedly text my friend about every time he showed up in the manga#or how i’d get so hyped when he got screen time or attention in the anime or games#how shy i’d get about f/oing him because such and such#trying to downplay how much i actually liked him#it’s so funny i don’t even remember when he started getting most of my attention lol it just. kinda happened#so funny how that works it was mostly like that for the other boys too#not to say i don’t still get hyped about him getting attention and his scenes etc#because i do. but it’s just different now i guess#deeper affinity for him or something i don’t know#just insane that i can love someone this much. someone who is SOOOO FRUSTRATING!!!!!#ghfhfbf i love my sharp edgy boyfriend though even if he drives me insane with everything he does </3#he’s everything to me though. all of his wrongs and all of the bad parts of him and all of the angst and whatever else#he’s been with me for over two years i don’t know how i couldn’t adore every bit of him <3#been thinking of doing a dm rewatch for the longest time… i just barely have any free space to do things between school and stuff >_<#i keep reminding myself that if i live through the rest of this school year and the next then i can mentally marry my boyfriends#and it’s unironically the one thing that gets me to finish and out effort into assignments sometimes AGSJDHJSS#not even ashamed to admit that. i will kiss those boys on the altar one day just you wait#anyway. rgrhrgh biting bakura over and over and over again I LOVE YOU!! STUPID!!! i also simultaneously Despise you#jk i could never. sometimes he pushes me to it though </3 KIDDING anyway i need to go stare at pictures of him for the next 30 mins#four of spades
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having Big Feelings in the tags. you neednt read them, but you should go drink water and stretch your eyes
#makin one of those posts thats all tags bc i need to just do emotions for a sec#98% of the time i fuckin love being aroace. i like how i exist in the world and our flags fucking baller#but wooo boy that 2% of the time (my current state)#nothin makes you stare into space despondently while crying silently like knowing therenothing *wrong* w you per se#but there something fundamental to your existence that means your emotional needs will very likely never be met the way you need them to be#my roommate whom i love with my whole entire soul has their partner over whom i also love with my whole entire soul#and its making me so agonizingly jealous bc i want what they have so badly it actually literaly fucking aches in my chest#i want the banter and the cuddling and the intimacy and the love. the goodnight phonecalls and the undeniable proof that i am loved just#as much as i love and that i am a peiority in someone else's life to the same degree that i prioritize them#but i know i dont get to have that because i cant do it the way almost anybody wants#i want to fall asleep next to someone but i dont want to date. i wont do it. it makes me so uncomfortable#but without performing romance theres almsot no chance ill get to have that kind of deeply intertwined life#and like. i love my friends dearly and deeply. i vall them the loves of my life bc they are#but even those relationships wont get to be like what i want so bad. they all have or want romance and i know how that works#it doesnt matter that they love me too because when you have a partner thats the priority. i get it. its fine.#i dont mind stepping back from my friends to give them room to build the lives they want.#i jusy want somone to want to build a life with *me*#dont mind me in just tired and sad and experiencing the agonies of being 22#theres a part of me that looks at all this and just says 'maybe someday' but ive been living off nothing bu 'someday' most of my life#and im dead fucking tired of it#idk man maybe im just mentally ill and have mommy issues who knows#anyway im going to bed now#if you know me irl and you read all this 1)this is NOT meant to imply youre doing something wrong. not your fault amatonormativity is this#2) ill be fine i just need to sleep and 3) i love you more than i know how to say and i always will no matter what shape our lives take
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New boy!! Technically for the G2 thing but I'm keeping that open for a while longer bc of how many nests are on for me at this point. So he might not end up being The One but i simply like him :)
One of the lore bits I don't think I ever really talked about is that there's a system of oracle caves under the Chattering Tower. There is more to fortune telling than just @'ing Tidelord in the groupchat, so they're still doing their thing, even if Tidelord's absence has affected things a lot
Anyway, there's ponds and streams and entire flooded caverns down there, and Miyasi here is a funky water beast despite being a ridgie, so he lives down there. He's not an oracle himself, more of an underwater housekeeper who happens to get some good hunches sometimes
#i usually find the orcas too big and obtrusive but i built the whole simple outfit around it this time so it worked#i knew i would end up with more than one dragon from this xdhchfcdh#but idc this boy is neat#and there is always room in my heart for dragons coming from the lairs of my friends#and my lair space does not get a say in that#dragon share#miyasi#scries#capsule gene#bc i told myself no regening and broke it immediately#pirkad is a guard at the oracle so even if theyre not in love theyre friends :)
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update: GRISPS MY HAIR AND YANKS AND SCREAMS AND . . .........................adlkjglskjl;fafkljkdddddfffffff..........
#not art#byeah every few weeks i return to bitch about dumb shit in my life before disappearing again#hi mutuals. still love you guys. just in silence and distance like a stray cat#anywaysss..#iam an. aggressive person. always have been#but not very social#real ones may remember when ivaguely posted about my limerence unto a classmate of mine#and i did become friendly with him and his boys. but not quite friends#and Certainly not lovers.. :p#thing is. i spend a lot of time staaaring at him#he sits right behind me so i FULLY rotate my chair sideways to make it easier#. .. i talk to him Not Often. so he doesnt reallyyyy seem aware of my devious inner intentions#but TODAY ☝️ one of his friends from another class sauntered in#since we werent doing anything the teacher just let him take a seat and chat for a bit#im just doing my thing. staring at The boy wuite blatantly since hes always focused on work or playing mobile games#and this outsider friend turns to this random guy hes sitting next to (row behind me few spaces to the left)#and he is. Definitely whispering about me. nonoono im so serious#this is NOT ☝️ the paranoia or the ego talking#i can hear The Boys name. and 'staring'. and 'she' and they are most certainly look at me a few times#so erm. erm. ehm. .idk i hope they're talking about me lowkey 👉👈#iam ready to evolve from 'kinda weird but chill girl in my class' to 'wait shes kinda stalking me now that i think about it'#..grins. gums start bleeding#bye chat. go watch 'Minions' (2015). unrelated its just a Really good movie unironically. PLEASE
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the best place to take nap ? lecture hall.
#sneepiest boy in the world once I’m in here.#even if it’s interesting even if I’ve slept well I cannot keep my eyes open…#I’ve never gotten this close to sleeping in class before….#Also I was thinking again about how I thought I’d make a bunch of nerdy friends and instead#I ended up around the few ppl in really difficult to get into uni who are not nerdy#and then I started thinking about how I ended up in the fandomy spaces in the first place 💭💭#and I really think it was just there was nowhere irl I would get social interaction +fandom ppl are niceys#it’s a good distraction it’s something to do but I never got into things the same way so I still felt a little othered yknow…#So maybe it makes sense 💭💭 im out in the world and I don’t naturally gravitate to fan -y spaces. I’m not a good stan.#I became one out of necessity 💭💭#Do u guys like my mile long diary tags bc I have arthritis maybe and writing on paper a diary sounds bad#Also first time anyone believes my hand pain. I really like this guy he’s so niceys to me ^_^#his emotional drunk impression is just me in my head always I have to be. Normal. About this.#I really am just rambling it’s fun to ramble ^_^ I have lots of thoughts I can only get out in Tumblr tags I guess#a cleansing… my daily Tumblr diary post…#I need to get new shampoo the water here sucks my hair is sticky……#It would be really fucked if anyone found my Tumblr this is like in heat waves where dream had his kind of crazy diary of obsession#if they found this it would be like the sending of the texts..#terrible similie but it’s true.#well they’ll never see this though so it’s cool ^_^#Ok that’s all 4 now c u nxt time
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