#one month on t

[uh-velkommen]

Oh my god, yall, it happened. I haven't been talking often so I haven't really got to hear my voice and when I get to work I speak in a higher register so it naturally sounds a bit feminine but today I had a stupid little npc interaction with a stranger and the voice that came out was NOT mine omg. I was in the elevator going, "This is my voice. This is my voice. This is my voice." In about 3 days, I will be officially one month on T, and my voice is already deepening. It's so weird because it physically feels different like my autism brain is like NOOO that's not how that's supposed to work! But my queer brain is like, "yes queen!!"💀 I looked in the mirror and saw an androgynous person! (Well except for the boobs but I'm working on that) !!

[juicebox-01]

One Month on T!!!!!!

So I hit one month on t a couple days ago and changes are thus:

more body hair everywhere especially on my stomach and arms but I'm a little more fuzzy everywhere

enough facial hair that i felt the need to shave it and did with success

deeper voice but not that much deeper and not since about two to three weeks

I'm not exhausted anymore which is nice. I'm glad that effect has worn off

maybe a little hungrier

One more thing. I would like to put forth an unforeseen effect of t-gel specifically. I have not had a stable nigh time routine in years, and the fact that I'm taking t-gel every night and it's something I can't just skip has turned it into an actual routine for me. I brush my teeth and wash my face, then shower, moisturize my face, t-gel, and pajamas. I feel so much better in the evenings and it is so much easier to fall asleep it's insane.

[staygoldsquatchling02]

So I've been on Testosterone for about a month now so I figured why not do a little check in and list some of the things I've noticed.

First off, god damn my throat hurts, it feels like I have sore throat almost all the time, and after talking with my brother who's also trans masc, that normal because my voice is getting ready to drop

Second my acne is getting worse, like it's not bad but definitely getting zits more often

Third isn't one I've personally noticed but according to my brother, my facial hair is getting thicker, for reference I've always had like two or three dark hairs on my chin because of my PCOS and he says that there's more coming.

Lastly I've seen only a few people talk about this effect and I gotta say I love it. Basically I just feel more alive. Like I actually have a reason to keep going. Even with all the shit I'm going through on a daily basis, I feel mostly content and like I'm on at least the beginning of the right path.

[hornyverymuch]

happy pride to these two for saying the gayest shit almost 60 years ago on television and singlehandedly inventing slash fiction

[unholyqueer]

!TW: mention of needles and blood!

one month on T! and i fucked up a shot little bit xD i did everything okay, even no blood in injection (because of veins blahblah), BUT-! as i pushed injection to "the end" i felt sharp stab-ish pain, so i thought 'meh, no blood before no now'... not THAT meh tho. as i pulled the needle out a drop or two of blood leaked down my thigh and that moment i was like 'waaaaaiiiit a fck moment... shit'

ANYWAYS i am still alive, leg is complete nothing is missing so good for me

also... i dont really see any noticeable changes, not that much. maybe a little bottom growth but i cant really tell, if thats it then i had btm grwth my whole life. which is and isnt sad, cuz like-... i was excited but??? no??? what??? i need either a refund or bigger dick >:[ although i smell different, little more sour??? idk how to specify, just different. my voice is not that squeeky but thats maybe just my wish.

another big thing is...- wait for it...- i have appointment for pre-surgery consultation for top surgery. in my country we have gender affirmating health care (as rest of healthcare) on insurance. there is this rule that if u want top surgery u have to be a year on hormones and go thru assessment comittee (idk if its Richter term for this word) so they allow u to have top surgery. another big BUT...- in my country there are only two doctors who can give u papers for top surgery without comittee. two sexologist to be more specific. and one of those two sexologist is my doctor (who take care of me in trans healthcare and stuff). so she gave me those papers like "go kid go, chop off these tittiesssss"

my appointment for pre-surgical consultation is in november. wish me luck!

(sorry if there are any grammar mistakes, its 4:19 a.m. and single tear is rollin down my face)

[wtfforged]

i love the vtuber one piece videos and wanted to draw this part

[papanowo]

au where bones is a witch, spock is a runaway prince and jim’s like, the chosen one or something (they don’t talk about it)

( prompt fill for @mcspirkevents bingo card prompt “fantasy au” ^_^ )

[muchmossymess]

my contribution to the fmab fandom, slowly but surely (click for better quality)

[scuderiaspringsteen]

nico rosberg | 360 by charli xcx

[kbsd]

the legend of ron speirs

roland aimed his thompson gun he didn't say a word...

[deadpoologist]

their relationship in a nutshell

[wandixx]

Seriously chaotic fashion misadventures

I realized I posted a teaser and never really followed up on it, so here is some more of that

“Hey, Dami?”

Boy hadn’t looked up from the kittens he was bottle feeding but let out a hum indicating he listened.

“I'm thinking about trying out a more girlish style. Do you think it would suit me?”

Well, Damian had no idea but if Dani wished to give it a chance, then, well, the only proper reaction was to offer his aid.

*-*-*

“Father, I require access to your rouge gallery.”

Bruce almost choked on his breakfast when his youngest made this announcement.

Rouge gallery, as his children playfully called it, was vast collection of lipsticks, which he collected to uphold his Brucie persona. Famous playboy with head constantly in the clouds couldn’t not show up with discreet signs of scandal from time to time. And it couldn’t always be the same shade. Or scent when he choose more subtle approach and used one of his more feminine perfumes.

In all honesty, he enjoyed this.

But that’s not the point, point was that Damian wanted to use it and Bruce needed to know what disaster would fall upon him if he agreed.

“Mind telling me why, chum?”

Dick, who visited Manor for a weekend, barely stifled his laughter while Tim stared at his empty coffee mug like it personally betrayed him. Cass just wore her usual knowing and mischievous smile.

Damian shifted in his chair, hands clenching on butter knife. He was nervous and suddenly Bruce dreaded the answer he was about to hear.

“I don’t see how me sharing this information would change anything. It won’t be used to cause harm to anyone but it’s necessary in the extracurricular project I just started.”

“Dami, what project?” Dick asked, voice oozing with genuine curiosity and excitement. He was almost bouncing.

“I don’t want to disclose it.”

“Is this a hero or civilian type of deal?”

Damian didn’t look any of them in the eyes, both hands clenching on his seat as he kept shifting. Bruce narrowed his eyes. Was his youngest… flustered?

“Civilian”

“Alright, great” Dick swung back with single clap, almost tripping his chair over “I think B won’t have anything against you using his rouge gallery, will he?” Man knew his oldest son well enough to recognize his ‘don’t you dare to disagree’ tone. He was confused but there wasn’t any harm so he nodded with affirmative hum.

“Thank you, Father”

Boy practically inhaled rest of his food and rushed outside. Despite all his training and all his efforts, they clearly saw his excitement. Tim pinched himself and returned to staring at his mug.

“Cass, have you seen what I’ve seen or am I overreacting?” Dick asked, barely restraining his enthusiasm. Girl nodded eagerly, shoving more crumbs into her mouth. Young man cheered, throwing his hands up.

“What have I missed?” Tim mumbled, frowning a little.

“BABY BAT HAS A CRUSH!”

Cass nodded again with wide smile.

Oh.

Oh no.

Who were they? What did he know about them? Was Protocol 3r0s started? Did someone run a background check already? What could they do if they somehow hurt Damian? Was this person a risk to their identities? Oh gods, oh no.

He probably will have to do The Talk™.

He always dreaded having The Talk, with any of his kids. He felt The Talk with Damian would be even worse. Understandably so.

“Also sleep in at least three da-”

“Fuck off, dick.”

“Was this insult or-”

His children remained obvious to how much work it meant, cheering and sassing each other like they often did.

*-*-*

Damian did not know how it was possible but he lowered his guard enough to get caught.

"What are you doing?" Brown choked out after they stared at each other for a long moment.

"It does not concern you–"

"You're rummaging through my wardrobe, not many things concern me more and also, that's frickin creepy don't do it to anyone outside of the family"

She did have a point however he was not convinced it would be the correct approach if he shared his plan. Father's wards (even unofficial like Brown) tended to make assumptions and overreact based on these conjectures. Dani wasn't easy to scare off but he didn't want to check if his family would manage. They often did things thought to be impossible.

He tried to get away but the blonde stood fiercely in a door, leaving the window as the only way out. He wasn't this desperate. Yet.

Girl looked more and more angry at his silence. He had to give her some answers.

Now that he actually considered it, she could be a useful asset. She was far better versed in women's fashion and if he phrased it correctly, he wouldn't even need to bribe her. Question was, how should he phrase it?

"I have an acquaintance- I have a friend," he corrected himself "from the animal shelter I volunteer at. She mentioned wanting to try out more 'girlish style' and asked for my opinion. I wanted to see if you had any clothes that would fit her. She is smaller than me so I thought that whatever I take, it wouldn't be missed." 

Brown grinned with an unsettling gleam in her eyes. He suddenly regretted opening his mouth if not coming to this room in the first place. 

"Say no more, I have a plan Demon Child"

[hivemindscape]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHOU!!!

Fluff for the occasion!!! set in 2015; in the current day and age he's turning 25 which is crazy, hope mans nailing adulthood

bonus air kiss to my fellow queers and especially aspecs:

[favlie]

cozy at night zzz @zutaramonth day 5: living together and day 11: one bed -- do not repost and/or use without permission!

[cattrek]

life could be so gay

[bryverros]

im soooooo normal guys