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um but seriously. why did they do that. why does balth smile at him like that. why does he call it 'genuine'. why are they impossibly in love. literally what is going through their minds. i think maybe they're cosmically entwined or something. no one else would ever do this.
#something you should never do is write 2000 words about them being sweet and in love the night before you will wake up to sigh not so#this may be a niche experience but its the one im having and. my god#anyone ever thought abt them#okay whatever i dont care#nmtd#nmtdaily#sorry for being this way in the tag
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do NOT separate them....
#giggle EVERY time i wear catra on the thumb and she ra on the finger like yeah man. thats their height difference exactly 😭😭#okay tag dump incoming cover your ears#she ra#spop#catradora#diy jewellery#rings#jewellery#she ra and the princesses of power#ykw i think thatll do it 👍🏻 my gay little project can be called complete#<said no one everrrrr. ive got liver of sulphur so i might do catras mask slits and dye them with that. if i dont remake it entirely (quite#likely. i shldve used much thicker copper it is so fragile)#COPPER AND BRASS MEDIUM FOR ANYONE WHO CARES. PLUS THE DIRT CHEAPEST RED NAIL POLISH I CLD FIND#txtpost or whatever#my stuff#okay thisll do for now i can always come back and edit tags goodbye i love you say it back!
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Vague idea I have for a Project SEKAI AU; Mizuki Akiyama and Tsukasa Tenma as infamous phantom thieves, who are often used as the subjects of renowned painter Ena Shinonome's work.
#no idea how long im gonna care about this idea#but i care about it now so we're gonna see how far this goes#might make akito a phantom thief as well. because white day trio go brrr#but idk what card to use for him#dont have a lot figured out for this au yet as i just came up with it last night#also i usually come up with aus with ruikasa and mizuena as endgame#but i also like the idea of mizukasa/mizuakikasa as partners in crime/romantic#so uh. relationships are pending lol#also you're free to take this idea and go wild#just let me know if you do so i can see whatever you make because id love to#be prepared to me to either post a whole bunch about this#or to literally never talk about this again#or both. probably both#okay now to the proper tags#project sekai#pjsk#au idea#pjsk au#pjsk cards#mizuki akiyama#tsukasa tenma#ena shinonome#phantom thieves#phantom thief au#i think thats it
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You know there's actually something I really appreciate with how Lucifer is depicted in Hazbin.
Everyone thought he was gonna be this intimidating king who crushes Charlie's dreams. We all thought he was gonna be a sadistic rebel or something.
Instead, Lucifer is just a brokenhearted dreamer who's heart is too big for his own good. Just like Charlie
He wasnt a "rebel", he wasn't "evil", he didn't want to harm anyone. He just wanted to share the beauty of being truly alive with mankind, and he was cast out. He was cast away because the angels feared what they couldn't understand.
When Charlie tried explaining to her father her dream, he said everything he could to discourage her not because he didn't believe in her but he really just wanted to protect her from the soul crushing rejection he experienced. He was afraid for her
And there's something so painfully realistic about that fear.
As someone who's grown up in the church, and who's parents eventually became the pastors of the church they grew up in, I cannot tell you how terrifying the idea of being rejected by those you love is.
All of the most important people in my life are at this church. They paid for my Sweet 16. They were there when my grandparents died and my parents had to go on emergency trips to Costa Rica. They were there when our house got flooded and my family was homeless for 3 months. They threw my parents their 50th birthday parties. They went to my brothers highschool graduation. They went to mine. I'm grateful they're in my life.
But being the type of person I am, someone who isn't afraid of interacting and being friends with those the church deems as "dirty sinners", someone who would charge headfirst into spaces most "good Christians" would be too afraid of touching with a stick, I'm terrified of what I think is the inevitable future.
I've always know I wasn't meant for ministry like everyone expects I should be. I'm not meant to work in exclusively "Christian" spaces, and I have no desire to. My parents keep trying to tell me to use my career for Christian specific projects and I know that's not my purpose in life. They would never say it but I can see it on their faces that they fear I'm gonna "stray from the path of God" for pursing the career I've dreamed of since I was a kid.
How do I begin to explain to them that this is God's path for me? I know it is with all my heart. One day I'm gonna move out and fulfill my purpose in life and ultimately be rejected by the people who I consider my family?
I know there will be people in my life who will never understand who I'm meant to be, and my heart breaks thinking about it because I don't want them to be afraid of me. I haven't "changed", I'm just finally who I was always meant to become. I know there are gonna be people who think I've sold myself to "the world" or something, how do I make them understand?
Luficer says: "Heaven never listens. They didnt listen to me..." and my heart clenches
Charlie says he cant know that and Luficer says with tears in eyes: "I DO" and my own eyes fill with tears
Lucifer sings: "My dreams were too hard to defend" and I feel that deep in my own soul.
Some of us were meant to be rejected for what we're meant to do, and rejection is the biggest fear of every kid who's grown up in the church.
Hazbin isn't perfect, I will never claim it is, but GOD is this depiction of Lucifer something special. What other character can perfectly show what kids who grew up in the church feel?
#okay im done#i dont care that Hazbin isnt “Biblically accurate” or whatever#cause thats not the point and never was#as an artist whos Christian i appreciate what Hazbin is *attempting* to do with Heaven and Hell and Lucifer#i love tiny lil Lucifer so much he means a lot to me#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel spoilers#lucifer morningstar
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never not thinking about that interview where matt damon interviewed ben affleck and ben said "i love you man i want you to do all my interviews are you cheap" and matt said "I'm free" auuhggghghhhnngngng okay. "I'm free my love doesn't cost anything" and also "im free i got you whenever you need me I always have time for you im always free for you." and like im not even joking rn and im not even saying all this in a shipping way. it's just. genuinely. like.
#idk whatever. whatever. i dont even care. best friends for decades for their whole life. okay. i dont even care#ben affleck#matt damon#zsófi rambles#mattfleck#ben & matt
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don't mind me if you see me randomly posting/reposting a bunch of things from multiple fandoms, that's me trying to get over the fact we have to wait two more years till we get Alicent & rhaenicent back
#i do also genuinely enjoy the media/fanart/whatever im talking or posting abt ofc too#but shhh dont remind me how long we gotta wait#hotd#house of the dragon#alicent hightower#rhaenicent#hotd s2#hotd s3#NOW!!! idec if its trash i need them back#okay thats a lie i do care dont do weird ooc writing again please but ykwim
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FAWKDKKK i accidentally put an extra panel on that wing preening comicf im gonna💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥
#GODAMMNIT okay whatever WHATEVER!!!!#guh#thats so messe up#should i delete it#and post it again#ogrhyfrhghfffghhh thats so tedious tho UGH#UGHHHHHHHHHH#no yknow what idc. WHATEVERRRR WHATEVER!!!#i dont care!!! (is in shambles)#pawu.speak
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OKAY! Chatot rant in tags below! Read at your own discretion.
#okay starting from the beginning of where ppl usually dislike him. apple woods chapter.#he doesn’t give hero/partner the CHANCE to explain themselves despite them being relatively good recruits up until that point.#and that legit might be my only gripe with that chapter bc!!! stories need conflict! I LIKE the conflict in apple woods!!!#hero and partner being punished so something they didn’t do!#the misunderstanding! how team skull (Skuntank) actually outplays the main duo with a clever yet rotten trick. I LOVE that it segways into-#one of the more sweeter scenes of guild members looking out for eachother. I LIKE APPLE WOODS CONFLICT.#but chatot just. not giving them a chance. is so dumb.#I’d personally fix this by having a lil montage of hero/partner fucking up on jobs. A LOT. and chatot giving them a pass every time.#and let the perfect apple incident BE the one where he puts his foot down and doesn’t listen to them. bc he’d given them loads of chances.#and doesn’t want to hear any excuse.#but yeah. I legit dont mind him during that chapter except for that really stupid and frustrating moment.#NOW. CHAPTER 17.#UGGGGHHH WHERE DO I BEGIN#Him not believing hero and Partner about Grovyle and the future being in ruin? FINE. ACTUALLY GOOD. BC CHATOT WOULD BE SKEPTIC.#IT FITS HIS CHARACTER!!#BUT WHAT DOES SUCK. IS HIM GOING ‘Dusknoir isn’t the bad guy. he didn’t do anything wrong’#WHEN HE LITERALLY KIDNAPPED HERO AND PARTNER RIGHT I N F R O N T OF HIM.#(NO LITERALLY. HIS CHARACTER IS IN THE FRONT ROW WHEN IT HAPPENED.)#and him. having the GALL to tell hero and partner they must’ve been ‘seeing things’ and downplaying the HELL they went through.#despite them being missing for hours/days. his own guild recruits. and his angry sprite showing up.#like. I think that’s when I genuinely despised him.#that and him going ‘OH I BELIEVED YOU THE WHOLE TIME HEEHOO :)’ shit was so fucking annoying.#just playing it off as a joke the second the guild started to believe hero and partner.#IMAGINE IF HE W A S ACTUALLY TESTING THE GUILD’S TRUST. SHOWCASING HIM AS THE MORE RESPONSIBLE AND RESPECTFUL RIGHT HAND OF THE GUILD.#and yes. Brine cave he saves hero and partner. but at that point I just didn’t care anymore.#he fucked those two over so much. that I didn’t care what ‘valiant’ sacrifice he had.#and he grills Team Skull for what they did OFF SCREEN. they couldn’t even give us THAT.#<<< THAT or him outright saying sorry would’ve been nice. IKIK his ‘actions’ or whatever but.#eughh again this is all imo. I’m not trying to make people hate him or change their mind.#I’ll get into positives in the second post cause I’m running out of tags
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when i wanna try this kinda thing my titan(s) suffer
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#i need some way to practice anatomy okay#to be more precise it's more like motivation#the reason why i dont draw shaxx is because the internet will probably execute me if i draw him way too badly#and no one cares about my titan so i can do whatever i want#also this is the only thing i draw today so im posting on tumblr anyways#destiny titan#that's enough tags#my art
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#twflpokespe#this is him with any other person you ship him with so im just gonna not put anyone else in it#pokemon#pokemon special#pokespe#pokespe meme#reguri#trainer red#namelessshipping#heartgoldshipping#me when i dont know other ship names because i dont ship them!!!#whatever i dont care like it if you want to im only tagging the ones i know#originalshipping#me when i only know two ship names#i think i saved down other ship names somewhere wait#depressionshipping#polishipping#its so sad whys red silver called depression lmamooo#wait okay tags below this are ships i dont think anyone even like knows exist#redcas#redhueshipping#antidoteshipping#lmaooo??? so funny#then these are ones i dont like#did i have to do this? no but i just want to#specialshipping#colorfulshipping#my ss doesnt have any more ships okay next post
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confession time: i am actually ok that frostpaw didnt become leader SORRRYYY. like it would have been cool and i dont like the idea of icestar but considering her entire arc is about expectations and pressure being put on her from such a young age and how much it distresses her, for her to IMMEDIATELY become leader at like 20 years old would leave a bit of a sour taste in my mouth. idk
#this is assuming the end of the arc is meant to be a happy ending which is... debatable#i think her leadership marking a permanent change in the status quo would be awesome#BUT we know the erins would never do that so#actually the more i think of it the more i mourn the potential of froststar. fawkkkk#but as it is. i guess. thats. Okay#warrior cats#WHATEVER i dont even care#also i think frostdawn is actually a great name#HATE these books#frostpaw#star spoilers#a starless clan#asc spoilers
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I had no patience for people policing other peoples ships before i went to library tech school and library tech school has make me a little bit pissy about the entire thing actually.
#its 1:47am i am not going to rant about it#but Jesus Christ on a cracker i hate how censorship has become common and almost mainstream if it’s ’for the right reasons’#fuck you and fuck your ‘right reasons’#there is no reason to deny someone the ability to create or access material that you don’t agree with#‘but-‘ i do not careeee about your arguement it is my job as a library worker to provide ACCESS TO INFORMATION FOR EVERYONE#‘but it has siblings that kiss!’ DONT CARE. BOOKS DO NOT DICTATE MORALS. MOVE ON.#‘but it has (insert other thing)’ DONT CARE. THE PATRON ASKED FOR THIS BOOK. THEY ARE GETTING THE BOOK. NEXT#‘but but but THE CHILDREN’ THE CHILDREN NEED ACCESS TO INFORMATION JUST LIKE THE REST OF US. I AM NOT PARENTING YOUR CHILD.#IF CONTENT MAKES YOUR CHILD UNCOMFORTABLE BECOME THE PERSON THEY GO TO TO TALK TO IT ABOUT#OR TELL THEM THAT ITS OKAY TO CLOSE THE BOOK AND PUT IT AWAY#IT IS NOT MY JOB TO MAKE SURE YOUR CHILD IS FOLLOWING WHATEVER RULES YOU HAVE ON MEDIA CONSUMPTION AT YOUR HOUSE#MY JOB IS TO PROVIDE THE BOOK.DVD.THING. THEY WANT#YOUR CHILD NEEDS TO LEARN HOW TO CONSUME MEDIA CRITCIALLY AND THAT SOMETIMES THAT INCLUDES#READING THINGS THAT MAKE THEM UNCOMFORTABLE AND THEN HAVING A SAFE ADULT TO TALK TO IT ABOUT#AND NEWSFLASH: IF YOU ARE NOT SEEN AS SOMEONE SAFE TO HAVE A CONVERSATION WITH YOUR CHILD WILL GO ELSEWHERE OR JUST#NEVER TELL YOU WHAT THEY ARE CHECKING OUT#anyway. turns out i did go on a rant. whoops.#moose rants
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You guys wanted trans characters, you can't even handle Fuyume Hanamura right
#joke post but yeah#i dont really care what people think but fuyume's pronouns is not she/they/he#but do whatever you want im not gonna police you guys#enstars#fuyume hanamura#well maybe they is okay but shrugging idl
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if chibnall was the one writing this season you lot would be talking VERY differently
#anti rtd#oomfs ur so right#s14 is the kinda mid that people think his era was#and yet#you throw in that razzle dazzle written by rtd and all of a sudden there's no criticisms!#or worse somehow#is how its a polite and gentle reframing of chibs criticism#like with him it was hey he ate this singular one thing But I KNOW CHIBS IS BAD HE'S TERRIBLE DONT WORRY I KNOW IT#and with rtd its oh i disliked this nonsensical and objectively bad writing but ummm guys i lOVED LOVED everything else i swear#its soooooooooooooOOOOOOOOO#it must be studied#but i knew yous were a lost cause when we had 14/15 running around calling men hot bc yes totally something the doctor just does#not ooc at allllll#bc this is how we know the doctor is queer now guys#dont you know it#i have like a million other complaints i miss being like oh hey that was mid/bad and moved on with my life 😭😭#god i think 13 era killed me bc now i do care about u hypocritical losers#rip 15ruby i wish i cared and that you had any development#ncuti millie i would like to hang out with you though#15 maybe you'll cry less next season so that the emotional scenes have impact perhaps 🙏🏾🙏🏾#ramblings of an insomniac#god i just remembered the whole real mum antics#fuck i need to go i gotta go!!!!#ps the ncuti conundrum where he's the most charismatic dr in nuwho whilst also being the worst actor is driving me nuts#idk if its the characterisation or his lack of ability in creating that inner psychology that connective tissue between his louder acting#which he's great at btw!#idk maybe that one monologue in boom made me go yes okay here we goooo#but then every other moment has been like hmmmnnnmtgodhd okay whateve#i think he needed more acting prep before he got this role bc he's got Something he could be Great but the subtle stuff is lacking#sooo hoping he can grow into that but it's giving perfect actor wrong time.... and if ur white ur not allowed to agree with me shush go away
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thinking about love in danger days
this is part of my conspiracy theory that that album is aroallo, but i've always gotten the sense that romance and romantic attatchment is much less important to danger days than any other mcr record. with bullets&revenge it's quite obvious as the demolition lovers take up like, everything, and the black parade has a heavy focus on a romantic relationship as well.
while i do think there are lines in it that are romantically coded, there is a definitive lack of emphasis on it- like it's nowhere in the plot at all.
i do think danger days represents a very familial type of love though. while other albums visit a sense of "i want you, i need you, i miss you, i hate you,", this is more like…"i love you, i want to protect you, i'm sorry"
i find this especially strongly in s/c/a/r/e/c/r/o/w:
"Nevermind about the shape i'm in, I'll keep you safe tonight"
"love, love, love won't stop this bomb"
"run, run, bunny, run"
and other songs:
"i'll find you when the sun goes black"
"just save yourself and i'll hold them back tonight"
"how long until we find our way in the dark and out of harm"
relevant things i can't cover with just quotes are planetary go, oft-theorized to be about party poison and kobra kid, as brothers, leaving battery city together; sing, about the killjoys' last message to the girl while saving her; goodnite dr. death, phrased as him saying goodnight to children; and summertime, which i can't discern the meaning of but seems more like a family type of love.
i think it makes sense that danger days is like this, seeing as it features main characters that take care of a child main character as opposed to main characters that love other main characters of the same age/ability.
another thing i noticed while re-listening to the more sentimental songs for this essay is that there's just a distinctly different vibe to it. So much of it is focused around wanting to protect people, keep them safe and out of danger (<- ha that's the name of the album) and loved. i think this also makes sense, because the killjoys live a very, well, dangerous life without much security, and they'd want to provide what they lack the most. another semi-related thing i noticed is just how much of an emphasis there is on childhood in this album. i feel like there's a vibe of youth or teen-hood throughout the earlier ones, but this is just VERY strongly about kids. again this makes sense cause not only are the killjoys teenagers (a type of kid!) they also have a proper little kid to watch.
also, i wonder how much of this stuff was due to gerard becoming a parent. just something to think about
#mcr#my chemical romance#danger days#ddttlotfk#danger days: the true lives of the fabulous killjoys#barely on topic but i hate how everyone always brings up the different greek words for love whenever they talk about different kinds of lov#I DONT CARE ABOUT EROS AND PHILIOS OR WHATEVER!! its actually okay to use adjectives to describe nouns. its okay. you dont need to use more#at any rate im not USING the damn greek love paradigm i see no reason to be chained to its definitions#ppl will be like errhmmm (nerd emoji) (pointing emoji) did you know that the greeks actually had different words for brotherly godly and ro#erhm yes i did know that.#sometimes i feel like danger days feels more energetic and youthful. less serious than the more emo other albums even though i acknowledge#but in some ways i also think it's a lot more mature#like the black parade is a serious mature story but it feels very young adult/teenager vibes. danger days is so strange because it feels si#i guess that makes sense cause the killjoys are teenagers (apparently) but also sort of parents of the girl#i think they have similar conclusions of acceptance and letting go#they just feel so distinctly different#i feel like this is kinda incoherent but i dont care about the thesis enough to edit it#okay since i wrote that tag i have since edited this the autism won#i have to resist the urge to say “stick that in your skillet and let it simmer” (the thing that stoner otter says in acnh) every time i say#i was writing in my notebook earlier and dropped a metaphorical bomb about the black parade and then i feel like i didnt have anything to s#it was so hard not to write that there😭😭
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The parallels between Ronance and Steddie are crazy. Here’s two nerds that were on opposite ends,, one considered a priss and the other a band geek, who finally learn that you can’t know it all from a reputation. Then, with Steddie, you get a Jock and a super-senior metalhead who would've had no business hanging out with eachother.
Both hear praises of the other by mutual friends(Steve for Ronance, Dustin for Steddie)
And then, they finally meet for real and they're hesitant, but then they learn from one instance(The library and actually believing this light in the dark lead,, The drop of the oar instead of fighting) That they aren’t what they were made out to be.
And then,, of course Robin and Eddie trying to fix their relationship issues. Except,, with this Robin was trying to get Nance to open up with her problems, and Eddie was trying to push Steve to get back with Nancy.
Also theres like,, NO WAY they did those walking scenes without meaning for them to be parallels(If anything happens with Ronance next season then that basically makes Steddie canon hahah jkjk unless)
#reminder this post is all just in good fun#it’s absolutely okay if you don’t like wither of these ship or dont care for the characters and what-not#this was just a fun post#i don’t actually think either are gonna be canon i just thought the parrallels were sweet#at the very least i think this entire group is full of platonic soulmates#a nerd-nerd-nerd- and a jock#granted they’re all different types of nerds but whatever#steves an honorary nerd in the way that everything that comes out of his mouth is dorky#hes half geek on his brother-not-brother’s side#stranger things#robin buckley#nancy wheeler#eddie munson#steve harrington#ronance#steddie#nancy wheeler x robin buckley#robin buckley x nancy wheeler#eddie munson x steve harrington#steve harrington x eddie munson#rottenaero#rottenaero rots
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