#ok thats all byebye
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Some sort of small think piece about Enjoltaire idk
A very strong belief i have about writing Enjoltaire is that if they actually end up together, Grantaire HAS to change the way he sees the world. He can not have the same cynical mindset from the start while simultaneously being in a healthy relationship with Enjolras. Not only would it be way too ooc for Enjolras to not only fall in love, but get with Grantaire if he stayed the same, but it also basically ignores what actually happened during Enjolras and Grantaire death scene.
The first point is pretty apparent to me. Enjolras feels distant for Grantaire because Grantaire is a skeptic who doesn't believe in anything at all, he dosnt see the point in fighting for anything. Enjolras himself believes in fighting. So if Enjolras' main issue with Grantaire is that He doesn't believe in anything, and simply smiles and laughs at the problems that Enjolras is so selflessly devoted to fighting for, would it not be odd and extremely out of character for Enjolras to just basically brush all that aside and get with him regardless?
I would argue that, in a way, by writing Grantaire character the same from beginning to end, you take no notice of Grantaire character arc. Because in the very end, Grantaire actually does change his views! Or at least, that is what i put together when I went over the chapter where he dies. Particularly the part when Grantaire wakes up from his drunken slumber.

I view Victor Hugo saying that Grantaire "woke up" not only as him just saying Grantaire literally woke up from sleeping, but as he woke up from the cynical mindset he always had. He's been stuck in this drunken state that doesn't allow him to see the point in anything, and abruptly when the rebellion comes to a close, he sobers up, and he sees the point in it all.
"and the drunkard who has known nothing of what has been taking place during the last twenty-four hours, has no sooner opened his eyes than he is perfectly informed. Ideas recur to him with abrupt lucidity; the obliteration of intoxication, a sort of steam that has obscured the brain, is dissipated, and makes way for the clear and sharply outlined importunity of realities."
"Grantaire rose to his feet with a start, stretched out his arms, rubbed his eyes,stared, yawned, and understood."
Now that Grantaire sees the end of the rebellion, his friends who died for what they believe in, his eyes are open. He understands now why Enjolras and Les Amis de l'abc fought for a cause he thought was pointless. The failure of the rebellion, The sight of Enjolras about to be executed, It essentially radicalized him. And so when he gose "long live the republic, im with them!" He's not just saying that so he can be able to die beside Enjolras. It's him finally understanding what Enjolras fought for. In the very last moments of his life, he finally starts to comprehend and believe in the sincere beliefs Enjolras has always held. That is why Enjolras accepts Grantaire to die with him. Because Grantaire "drunkenness has ended" at last, and now he understands Enjolras and his resone to care about any of this.
I think the fact that Grantaire does end up believing in the very end of his life adds to how tragic Enjoltaire is. Grantaire is stuck believing in nothing. He sees no point in anything, and this causes him to latch onto Enjolras, who have beliefs. And then it's the opposite for Enjolras, who has beliefs, and therefore can not reciprocate the feelings for Grantaire. It's only until the very end of Grantaire life that he finally fully understands Enjolras' passion to fight. It's all so beautifully tragic to me.
I am not really sure how I want to end this, I thought about making this post for some time, I just had not been able to put it into words. but recently, I was writing something for my Enjoltaire hadestown au (yes, this whole thing was caused by a silly au) , and finally figured out how to word it. I would love to hear what others have to say. Feel free to add on or mention anything! I probably missed some things and got some information wrong.
#that hadestown au post will be coming soon btw so watch out for thay if ur interested#i love Enjoltaire so much. it's my top otp#ok thats all byebye#les mis#les miserables#enjolras#grantaire#Enjoltaire#literature analysis#<- not really it was more like practice if that makes sense#Orpheus musing
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im actually making the edit i have in mind an actual video bc it flows better yahoo
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swan lake x valkyrie
#enstars#my art#ensemble stars#fanart#shu itsuki#mika kagehira#shumika#HEHEHE hi i havent done tag rambling in a while#but this was a piece for hourly shumika's fairytale collab!#my group decided on swan lake so this is the scene in which prince siegfried is deceived and swears his love to odile instead of odette#i sat drawing for so many hours in a row bc i wanted it to feel just right 😭 i hope i was able to capture the moment well#i wanted odette and odile to both be mika because i found out that the two roles are often played by the same dancer#and i thought that was a REALLY REALLY cool concept i could try and portray here.. also note which eye colors are visible on each#gosh.... odiles outfit is based on mikas fs1 with the ribcage i love the ribcage i think mika should have another ribcage outfit#IDK WHY I WAS SO SHY TO POST THIS HERE LIKE I KEPT PUSHING IT BACK BUT its here now YAAY#hehehe anyway i think thats all i wanted to say.. i hope u guys see my vision..#let me know what u think!!#ok thats all byebye :3
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every morning 4am this is what i see when i wake
#snap shots#woah…. rare irl photo…#i has a funny blurred pic that just makes me think of like. some kinda shoegsze album cover for some reason djdjWODJSJ#anywaydjKWKJA#stop staring at me with them big ol eyes#i got him Ever ago bur i wanted to shaew him tonight … i just changed the batteries in my candles …#it still looks like i sleep in a dungeon but thats ok Look At Him#whenever im feeling lost or down i pull him out of my pocket and hear him tell me to stop fucking around and focus#i stare into his eyes and i feel immediate shame and Stop Fucking Around immediately#works everytime …#the plush set this comes from is so funny cause its like scott jean logan#and then this freaks just there too. like nawww why is erik the bus driver all of a sudden#the day theres a lil charles plushie ill actually ascend to the high heavens PLEASE#you CANNOT separate them :((#anyways … i sleep now … with this little weirdo watching me#i cant say he’ll protect me from bad dreams but he’ll at least be a witness if i die during one so thats nice#good night team !!! i dont wanna do my presentation tomorrow ………#also im lyin. im gonna doodle a lil then sleep …#gettin a drawing tablet was the worst thing i coulda done i cannot put it down fjOWJSSJSK#ok byebye ….. prob wont post anymore tonight at least ….#so we can act like im sleeping 😏 and yet erik also acts as a witness to my lies 😔 a travesty….
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what if. woy gartic phone where we gartic phone abt woy. would anyone play
#i think itd be funny#n thats all that matters in the world ever#idk its usually like a friend activity but public gartic phone games exist so i thought maybe idk#tumblr ppl gartic phone or whatever#im fonna go sleep ok byebye
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Casually posts enstars art as if i didnt draw these back in august 2022 hello. I thought souma fish card was funny
#next post wont be enstars prommy. probably#art tag#enstars#ensemble stars#souma kanzaki#i wont tag the other two theyre barely there. little scribbles#ty for the tags on the kuro art wth……….#ive had comments on here and twt like i know nothign abt enstars but this looks pretty like AW. MAN….#im posting like almost daily rn. what’s happening#i have so much souma art btw. hes so fun to draw. i have piles of sketches of this guy#i dont like a good chunk of them tho. and i have drawings of other characters. and ive never drawn keito smiling#once again tumblr gets this before twt love u guys. ok. gootbye#OH FUCKING CROSSROADS. I HAVENT MENTIONE DIT AT ALL ON HERE.#I CANT WAIT FOR CROSSROADS AARRGRHGARGHRGRHGAHGRHJGHGRHGRHGRAHGARHGDAHGRA#okay thats it.#byebye :]
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BLUE SKIDOO, WE CAN TOO!!! ^_^
moar about me under the cut!!!
hello hi and a very warm welcome to you!!! you can call me either sappi or leafy, idc which :3 i've had tumblr for several years but have pretty much only ever used it just to look at stuff and follow artists i liked - figured it was about time i actually joined the party mehehehe!!! i'll try to keep this as brief as i can hehe… =w=;;
i have a LOT of interests, but at the moment, i'm most fixated on marikinonline4, battle for dream island/battle for bfdi, friday night funkin', stardew valley, warioware, pizza tower, pokemon (mainly sw/sh), and my original characters/aus!!! ^_^ this is the stuff i'll mainly be posting about/reblogging here!!!
i'm very easygoing, but i'd rather bigots, proshippers, and nsfw accounts not interact with my account. in general just don't be a jerk and we'll get along fine!!! :3 (i'm also not comfortable interacting with anyone under 13)
FOR MUTUALS AND FRIENDS!!! i will always tag sensitive subjects that could be triggering, but if there's anything specific you need tagged let me know anytime :D you're are also more than welcome to ask for my discord, i'm most active there!!! ^ pssst! if you wanna be mutuals/friends you can dm me anytime!!! i'll probably be very shy at first but i lovelovelove making friends!!! >w<
here's my carrd if you wanna find me elsewhere and/or know more about me!!! thanks so much for stopping by, and enjoy your stay; have a lovely rest of your day/night n remember to do what you want forever!!! x]
#pinned#intro#gonna put tags for my interests too to find mutuals...#pspspsps....#marikinonline4#friday night funkin#stardew valley#warioware#pizza tower#pokemon#swsh#bfdi#bfb#ok thats all byebye!!!
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Appletun from Pokemon
APPLETUN FROM POKEMON (GEN8)
from @readysetgargoyle
Design; 9/10 - OMG ITS A MCDONALDS APPLE PIE!! freshly baked good boy. The little apple covering its eyes I'm just AUGH cause it matches applin!! the little paws. Just a baby dragon who got baked into a pie. Also it's still apple shaped with leaves on the top!! That's really cool!
Purpose/Effectiveness; 10/10 - as a grass/dragon type, I think it works really well. I'm not good with pokemon stats so i cant speak on that but I think the design conveys the typing really well. The apple motif is obviously grass, and the little lizard parts gives it the dragon it needs. Anyways it's my new favorite dragon type thank you for showing it to me :)
Overall; 9.5/10 - the cooler flapple.
#rating#rating animals#ask me stuff#ask box#appletun#pokemon#appletun pokemon#pokemon gen8#bruh how did i not know applin had an alternate evolution#i did not know this guy existed#i feel like i comitted a crime#anyways its 11 pm so this is probably my last of like ?? 20??? posts today#between this and my main i posted so much shit today#no flapple hate btw#i just like appletun better#oh yeah just wanna mention again if anyone has pfp recommendations feel free to send them to me#rn its a shitty doodle i did of a pikmin and i feel like i can do better#ok thats all byebye :3
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i HAVE to keep the daigo plush locked away lest i squeeze it every five minutes to alleviate the cuteness aggression i feel whenever i see it
#snap chats#being without my computer charger has been maddening#that makes me sound terminally online and its because i am. its also cause all i ever wanna do is draw :((#AND I ESP WANNA WORK ON MY COMMS NOOOOO FUCK#i mean i was at least able to read through yakuza’s bias vol 2… so theres that…#MY SCHOOL STORE DIDNT HAVE LAPTOP CHARGERS i had to order one… hopefully it gets here Overnight like i asked….. if not ill kill#anyway. daigo plushie so cute :((((((((((((((((#mine cute too but theres just something especially squeezeable about daigo#alas.. thats what the aoki plush’ll be for. my personal stress toy ☠️☠️☠️☠️#lowkey i wish i also got ichi but then i remenbee they made him pale as all hell and Yeah Im Not Putting Money To That#THE SMALLEST BIT OF A TAN I BEG YOU RGG WHY IS HE SO PALE IT DONT LOOK RIIIIGHT :((((#anyway.. i have my last class in half an hour… lemme drink this tea…#also Lowkey obsessed with my outfit today.. its that butterfly shirt + gold accessories since theyre monarch butterflies#tho Lowkey 2x the black and yellow remind me of the watase blokes from gaiden…… wack…..#ok bye its tea time#help one of my roommates just came home and she just announces like. ‘man those edibles were. OUGH’#calling my dad to pick me up nooo im a lame straight edge dont talk about drugs around me ill scream and cry LMAO#ok im done byebye lemme drink this good god
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uhhhhh…..yall know i can SEE whats on ur blogs when u follow me right

#like love wins king have whatever kinks u want i truly dgaf#but maybe follow my danganronpa-oriented fanfic peddling account with a sfw main 😭😭😭 i opened that in the fuckin grocery store#mind you i dont have ‘nsfw accs dni’ anywhere so i guess thats on Me but i will be honest thats a wild main kink to blast following#NON-nsfw lgbt ppl 😭#like i said pop off stay if u want but i think im entitled to clown you a little for your choices. ok thats all byebye back to po lockdown
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meouww
#meows at u.#.pdf#rd#im so tiredd#oh!! i finished a crochet bag ive been making just last night#its a ljttle granny square backpack with pretty multicolor purple flowers on white background. and has green accents and pockets on sides :)#small project that took me longer than it maybe shouldve but im very proud of it#ok thats all for my routine in-the-tags life update#byebye i sleep now
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hello i am alive again here are some things that have occurred or are currently occurring in my life
- i haven’t sleep properly in months i do not feel like a human being
- i am 73% sure i have adhd
- i thought i was failing my classes really badly but im Not! not that badly at least
- doctor said my chronic pain was nothing :peeposad:
#waahhh#i havent washed my face with soap for like 5 months i’ll be so fr right now#doc said he could prescribe me paracetamol if i wanted#ermmm i think i have misophonia#I CANT SLEEP#thats i lie i sleep 8-10 hrs every night it just doesnt do anything#sleep apnea#maybe#apparently sleep apnea and adhd have some parallel/similar symptoms???#i want my dad to leave amen#uhhhhhhhhh#i did my homework that was a month late and was weighing me down every waking hour until i finished it#so um#yay!#please be proud of me#teachers called me lazy :(#lowk agree tho#not really im lying#i dont really care about the lazy thing though#they say i have potential to do better but i just do the bare minimum all thr time#but that is because i am trying to survive#:3#but ya#ok byebye#thoughts
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shumika doodle (^。^)
#enstars#my art#ensemble stars#fanart#femstars#shu itsuki#mika kagehira#shumika#hehe okay so#i didnt have a specific vision in mind but#but I was thinking this could be one of those early ! era moments#Where Mika is extra protective of Shu…#AAHH…..#fav..#i really wanna get better at drawing a menacing Mika!#Because if we’re really looking at her.. aw#Tis the way of a cute art style#ok thats all byebye :3
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friend notoriously bad at videogames said shed play marvel rivals with me tomorrow chat if i never post after tomorrow night its because a blood vessel bursted
#marvel rivals#snap chats#AT LEAST WE’LL HAVE OUR OTHER FRIEND THERE BUT god.#she funny as hell she just suddenly called me and was like ‘i saw your twitter. do you wanna play marvel rivals tomorrow’#and then she proceeds to be like ‘wait so who do you main. other than magneto’ Motherfucker with a capital M#NO I SWEAR IM NOT A ONE TRICK i really like wanda hawkeye and jeff….#NO SHE SAID ONE MORE THING SHE WAS LIKE ‘wait are charles and magneto the same guy’ and she tries to Just Kidding her wait outta it#Note whenever she says Just Kidding she’s trying to cover her ass I PROMISE I WAS LIKE /KAYLA. BE SERIOUS./#and then she was like ‘who’s the friendlier one of the two’#and then i had to hit her with the Technically People Think Theyre Both Varying Degrees Of Asshole. however charles probably wont bite you#and THEN SHE WAS LIKE ‘ok well you should draw magneto surprising charles with jollibees’ AND I. NO SHE THINKS MY EXISTENCE SURROUNDS JB#AND THIS GAL HAD THE GAUL TO BE LIKE ‘oh do you know how to make it since its a big part of your culture’#i was flabbergasted frankly. ‘oh you guys really like jollibees so you know how to make it right’ i screamed#LIKE ????ISJAJSJSJSJ i cant stress the anomaly this girl is i wish you all could meet her so you understand me#AND LIKE SURE I LOVE JBS but she only ever mentions puto and jollibees to me like kayla. there is more to PH culture than that sjKakss#its really funny with the ??? shit she says i cant lie#she was all ‘oh is the winter soldier in the game ? you should play him hes cool :) and from jersey :) ok well his actor is but—‘ LIKE DKSKS#‘snap arent you being a little mean’ no trust and believe AND I HAVE WITNESSES#i have stupid amounts of stories with her. like she tried to excuse being dumb by sayin shes a capricorn#we’re literally both capricorns and she was born two days before me I Cannot. Do You Understand Me.#anyways. she said i should stream me playing rivals would anyone care about that#i kinda wanted to …. i think it’d be fun…. plus i miss streaming :(#ok byebye for now my bros almost home and i said id let him play so i could work on comms#i mean thats assuming he wants to play. if not uhhhhhhh#anyways BYE. ill tell yall how the game goes tomorrow night if i dont die of a stroke#again at least our other friend’ll be there so someone can laugh at my pain
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November 27th, 2024 (Part 1) - Unsent Messages
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i always doubted that His birthday was actually today. He likes lying a lot.
But even if it wasn't, i'd like to use this day as a reminder of my appretiation.
i've forbidden myself from saying anything. It's an experiment.
So maybe this makes all my words meaningless because it even is public. It makes this useless in some way.
i don't care.
If He's reading this, i'd like Him to know how much i feel since he became part of my life.
Yes, that's all. Feel.
Now i dream of chrysanthemums and pouring rain of blood. And the hand that offers me everything i didn't know i needed.
And i never complain. Because now i feel different. Grown.
Awake.
i want to remind Him that... He doesn't have to be like him.
No, He can be better than that. He must be.
So He should stop comparing Himself with that excuse of a person. Because He is not him. He shouldn't.
i hope He remembers what a marvellous creature He is. Intriguing, entertaining, smart.
Ruthless.
He wants to be remembered, and He will be. The swaying figure of my dreams that walks among broken gems because He is better than that. With His bright mind, electrifying speech and imposing character.
And that is what makes Him beautiful.
And if He still wants to be immortal, i'd pray for his soul to be spread on all stars so that everyone remembers Him and i never forget.
(How could i do that in the first place?)
And if i can't grant His wish and ingest His cage of flesh and blood, i'll wait for shooting stars to come down and chew on them until i drank every single drop of their light.
Even if too much knowledge hurts and i choke with my own blood.
i love you, kid.
No feelings attached.
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#diary#dear diary#uh yeah#happy birthday#i think.#lol this is awkward#sorry about that#i got too excited#and well#im delulu#what did you expect#anyway did you know that the word for a “young goat” is literally “kid”?#i didnt#ok thats all#byebye
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ok hi i just finished listening to the txt album
#num speaks#I HAD ANOTHER POST BEFORE THIS#BUT IT GOT DELETED WHEN I WENT TO CHECK SOMETHING ELSE.#so my post went byebye#no worries. i can just write all of this again.#ANYWAY#COMEBACK VERY GOOD. ALL THE SONGS WERE GREAT#yes i got up 30 minutes ago to be on time for the music video. who cares. whatever#i always have fun doing it#i will be going back to bed after this.#THE SONGS WERE VERY GOOD VERY CATCHY SUPER HAPPY ABT IT#heaven is so fun#they have a line thats so fun#'from one to ten youre like an eleven'#OK??? SO FUN??? I LOVE THAT#anyway#fuck you hybe#you SUCK AT LINE DISTRIBUTIONS.#FUCK HYBE GOD I HATE THEM#i mean we knew they sucked#but like. cmon#anyway amazing album so sad it was only 14 fucking minutes#DO BETTER HYBE FUCK YOU#but the songs were great the members did a great job <3#(fuck you hybe)#i have no one else to talk to this about so sorry to you guys </3 you get all my ramblings#youre special to me <3 (????????)
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