#not really im lying
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hello i am alive again here are some things that have occurred or are currently occurring in my life
- i haven’t sleep properly in months i do not feel like a human being
- i am 73% sure i have adhd
- i thought i was failing my classes really badly but im Not! not that badly at least
- doctor said my chronic pain was nothing :peeposad:
#waahhh#i havent washed my face with soap for like 5 months i’ll be so fr right now#doc said he could prescribe me paracetamol if i wanted#ermmm i think i have misophonia#I CANT SLEEP#thats i lie i sleep 8-10 hrs every night it just doesnt do anything#sleep apnea#maybe#apparently sleep apnea and adhd have some parallel/similar symptoms???#i want my dad to leave amen#uhhhhhhhhh#i did my homework that was a month late and was weighing me down every waking hour until i finished it#so um#yay!#please be proud of me#teachers called me lazy :(#lowk agree tho#not really im lying#i dont really care about the lazy thing though#they say i have potential to do better but i just do the bare minimum all thr time#but that is because i am trying to survive#:3#but ya#ok byebye#thoughts
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Luffy in alabasta was at his cuntiest and bravest like he befriended a princess, took down a warlord with extreme nicotine addiction and recruited said warlord's 28 y/o international terrorist cuntenserven colleague no gears no money no bitches no special technique just a pair of sandals and audacity
#im lying when i said no bitches cz zosan are literally there btw#but im not kidding when i say Luffy's “blood is also water right?” lives in my head rent-free#man i really gotta channel my inner alabasta Luffy guys im not kidding#got my cuntiest pair of high heels im abt to get that bag#queued cz im catching some snooze#one piece luffy#straw hat luffy#monkey d. luffy#luffy#alabasta#alabasta arc#one piece crocodile#sir crocodile#crocodile one piece#nico robin
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New phone who's this
#not really im lying#broke my phone few day ago and just got it fixed#yah i really shouldn't have gave it to my niece#BAAM into the wall#new lesson learnt#never give something expensive to a toddler to play with#that's a basic info im just really dumb#but i really should've charged my brother tge cost of a new phone... just letting the intrusive thoughts speak for themselves...#meh my phone is as good as brand new now so what happened had happened im not mad#except repairing it was hella expensive
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Freak Fortress Pool Party!
*no Pyroguns were harmed in the making of this pool party
#tf2#freak fortress#christian brutal sniper#spyper#weaselcake#soldine#intelligent heavy#pyrogun#polite spy#suit spy#<- this is just my tag for CBS' red spy buddy so i can tag him as SOMETHING#my art#everytime i put the tf2 tag on freak fortress art i feel like i am. well im not lying but this is like a really specific subgenre lmao#anyway. i hope someone out there gets all of the little joke/references i put into this god bless
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while teen while goblin while aroace while injured while doing your best
#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#riz gukgak#figueroth faeth#sklonda gukgak#dimension 20#this. mmmmhhh this is so. I did Not know how to draw this really.#I am very normal about riz (<- lying)#it's a brennan-dm d20 campaign the bad guy is always capitalism (I am saying this with clenched teeth)#riz out of all of them being aroace fucks with me SO bad. bc its also established that elmsville specifically and probably the#majority of solace is not. made for goblins. and that becomes sklonda being worked to the bone and pok dying on the job#and riz spending all his time trying to keep his friends together. maybe to the point of it being injurous#like. do u get what I mean. its an economy of time it takes your time it eats up your time#not just the gukgaks but everyone you have to spend time to get to live and you don't have a lot of time left in a day#and you have to spend it carefully. you have to prioritize#you're somewhere without an established community and companionship is bought with your time spent working#this place doesn't take care of you. at the end of the day who do you have who'd prioritize you. do you understand me#the evolved aroace loathing where if your friends and family are granted more time nobody would have to choose. we live in a society#holds ur hand we live in a society. idk if Im making any sense#anyway . uhhh riz is my favourite that's my statement thank you for listening. au revoir
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i would like to draw him more i think..
#marvel mcu#xmen#xmen apocalypse#charles xavier#professor x#snap sketches#drawin him and i cant help but feel he looks like matt mercer i elakjleakjveal something i must work on in the future#a LOT to work on really but this was just a quick thing just to get basics and the sort#anyway and if i say his best outfits were in this movie. and ironically best hair#this is very closely followed by his psychedelic shirt and bell bottoms from dofp but ANYWAYS#again just wanted to do a quick doodle .. a quick study i spose#i dont have any major art plans . wait im lying yes i do but not with young charles and erik#ill have to practice those two another time ... for now i hope you may enjoy a humble professor#ps if im so tbh i just wanted to draw him cause i needed to color his eyes and lips#because i am forever mesmerized by how blue his eyes can be and how pigmented his lips can be#wait i have a text post to make. im sick ..
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i lied i had like atleast one more weston thought to expell from my brain, before i miss this boat entirely. we're heading to green lands woooo
#god i had a fever this entire morning and afternoon so I think it was my inability to do anything that finally pushed me to finish this#seriously it took a month... disapointing#more disappointing is that i didn't have the time to tear up the internet in order to find what a professors break room looked like in 1899#if there was such a thing#really tragic#ah yea welp im very glad it's out there atleast. I want to release all of my black butler stuff so badly but guh...#tragedy has struck and i have been inspired to finally make a person project of my own#so that's taking a long time#but not to worry after like 5 years and some pondering i know well that black butler will always be one half of my brain#coooool#anyway i got more dorky stuff coming I hope??? wasn't lying before I am thinking of the midfords#and ill pray i can find the strength to get everything done soon#hope my rants are more tasteful after months of absence if ur still here#kuroshitsuji#black butler#kuroshitsuji fanart#fanart#sebastian michaelis#digital art#animation#animatic#video#weston college arc#black butler anime#black butler agares
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Uploading all my Tomgreg art at once from the past few week before season 4 hits, who knows in what kind of mental state i'm gonna be once it does :')
#tomgreg#succession#dont even talk to me i started watching this show when i had nothing to do at work and now i watch it with averiel my good friend averiel#and we are going to watch s4 together and i feel physically ill from bein so excited#so ya thats what ive been up to... anyway. i love these idiots they desever nothing but the worst (affectionate)#im also a tomshiv lover btw. im the one who yells 'THIS IS HOW TOMSHIV CAN STILL WIN' while they are actively losing on screen#thats the kind of person i am#dont look at me (lying on the floor)#okay i was not going to say stuff in the tags and let the art speak for itself but i NEED to point out details in the wine Painting..#i put a lot of work into that one. thinly veiled metaphors and symbolism yknow..#greg is gripping the stem of the wine glass with his full fist. tom and greg are dressed in the same outfit (sock garters included)#greg look appalled but he is not doing anything about the spill. tom is fondly pouring greg more and more wine. he is doing him a favor#i colored the red wine the same way i would color blood :) oh and tom is not really touching greg#only holding the chair in place. greg is making himself look smaller than he is like usual#oh and @ the person who said that it's the inverse of the tom and nate scene i love the way you think. i did not think of that before#but god. yeah. i actually thought about the scene change from when roman uhh.. christens his office in s1. the one with the coffee machine#i always go insane at that cut. this is not exactly the same since it's more.. about emotions but yknow.. it can be.. the same...
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I Depend On You
#🐟 my art#theyre so normal and healthy and good for eacjother (lying)#obsessed with their fucked up complicated relationship idk .#putting them in a jar n shaking it around#two really messed up affection starved people using the other to fill their personal voids#but theres an unwilling attachment there that neither will unpack or do anything with#like. they need eachother bc screwing around w/ eachother temporarily fills that void but they wont allow themselves#to be emotionally intimate or vulnerable with eachother really (most especially ted wont)#they wont allow to be anything more than eachothers tools so they wont really unpack just how dependent they are on eachother#but they are. so dependent#im explaining this badly but i hope u get it#hatchetfield#tgwdlm#the guy who didn't like musicals#charlotte sweetly#ted spankoffski#tedchar#not sure if i should ship tag this bc its specifically an unhealthy portrayal#ill remove it if anyone asks i guess#eyestrain#neon colors
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ghost is so excited it dumps its arsenal in the house
#yeah it prepares a lot throughout the years#with weapons just lying on the ground you don't really have to be able to fight to get them#i can probably make it say a lot of fucked up stuff for a lot of weapons but this is already 10 pages long now#it becomes a sort of weapon drawing practice in the end#which is... good? i guess?#i mean weapons are hard to draw because you can't just completely screw up the perspective and ratio and still make it sort of good looking#also fuck forbearance what the hell is that rotating stuff at the front it twisted my brain#why did i choose to draw that its not like im making a point about shaxx having rhulk's weapon by standing in one place 24/7#should've drawn edge transit instead at least i actually use that#destiny 2#destiny ghost#destiny exo#destiny 2 art#my art
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the theerapanyakul kids: how close are you with each other?
loan’s kinnporsche 2nd anniversary: favourite familial relationship: the theerapanyakul kids (insp: ½+½)
#kpanniversary2024#vegas theerapanyakul#macau theerapanyakul#kinnporsche#kinnporsche the series#tankhun theerapanyakul#kim theerapanyakul#kinn theerapanyakul#kp2anniversary#kpts#kp#loan.blr#loan.gif#loan.kp#yes this is also minor family focused (with a dash of kinnvegas fascination). that is thanks to who i am as a person.#in all honesty kinnvegas and vegasmacau are my fav platonic relationships of the shows. both so scrunchy!#imagine if you will that its macau recounting all the relationships. cause obviously vegas has a much more complicated relationship to him#that macau would perceive. but then again macau prolly sees some of the shit vegas has to shoulder for him.#but to macau vegas will always be his bestest friend.#this post is very deep if you think about it (i say. lying.)#im kidding ofc but i do kinda like the concept. you could argue with certain assessment of mine but generally the categories felt fitting#anyways. this is late but if im correct its allowed and im doing this thing where im being patient with myself.#also this is my second proper gifset and i dont think i get coloring. i vaguely understand what should happen but like.#i dont think i see what i should. i dont get colors. so these are just. idk. hopefully just a tad more vibrant and not too off color.#so. is this good? not really. but im practicing gif making! and i only get confused by ps like once an hour.
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twisted scientist: I have a bunch of brains in jars😁
#psychonauts#caligosto loboto#nightmaretheater#im back at it again babbbyyyy#ive been listening to ‘the terrifiyign tale of thela hun ginjeet’ its doing psychic damage to me with its groovy tunes#kinda just wanted to render a cool doodle i had lying around.Thats it really#my inspiration was the vibe of walking thru a vintage store thats what i was doing#but then i saturated the colors to hell and back (as i should)#could not be assed to render the brain but you see : Its in a jar. i reslly dont csre🫶🫶🫶🫶#oooohhh i love stealing peopels brsins and putting them in green preservative slop💞💞💞#time on canvas : 5 ans a half hours
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one thing i personally enjoy thinking is what if grifter's bone is just some regular ass band in this universe. and with no slaughter influence, they're just a kind of niche indie punk band generally regarded as "bad" but with a very dedicated small fanbase that doesn't take itself too seriously. what if alice owns grifter's bone merch
#what im saying basically is what if grifter's bone is this universe's weezer#what if gwen makes fun of alice for the merch and she decides to REALLY fuck with her and tells that it's actually lena's#and she's just borrowing it#is she just lying to fuck with gwen? is she actually telling the truth? doesn't matter.#what matters is that this sends gwen into a week long spiral of confusion over two things: 1. is lena a grifter's bone fan.#and 2. WHY IS ALICE BORROWING HER MERCH???#tmagp#the magnus protocol#tmagp meme#tmagp shitpost#grifter's bone
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every day i think about how there is 4k documented evidence of oscar licking and biting his lips while watching lando talk . Multiple instances , actually .
#like it sounds as if im corn plating but im being so genuinely serious#and it sounds as if im lying when i say oscar piastri looks at exactly two people in this world as if they are everything:#his actual girlfriend lily and also lando norris#its just so fascinating to me bc they both insist they dont hang out much outside of work/arent really 'friends'#like girl. are you sure.#cue friends by ed sheeran#berry 06.1#landoscar
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man remember when that nyt interview w gerard dropped in 2014 and gerard stated directly that they identify heavily with woman and didnt and never could relate to men and the main reaction was people freaking out at gerard using "straight" as shorthand for "attracted to women" while discussing how that attraction was impacted by their struggle with their gender identity
#barry.txt#its also the only time outside of i think one revenge i terview where gerard used the word straight to define themselves#like i remember ppl claiming gerard was lying intentionally bc at that point there were still#huge swathes of ppl and major blogs that thought gerard was a closeted gay man#despite gerard being a not very closeted at all queer person already who shot down multiple ppl online who asked them to#''come out as straight“#and i really think that ppl just kinda let themselves white out the parts they dont like or dont interest them but w no self awareness#like ppl thinking gerards claiming heterosexuality here in whats a pretty vulnerable and complicated response regarding gender#its been like almost 10 years and im still kind of irritated bc tbh it never really stopped happening
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started working on a some PET postal service designs...
#and by started working on it i means i doodled their normal designs (as pictured but i didn't like how the pearl one turned out)#and then did rough sketches for their new ones but didn't like those and scrapped em#but i shall share these doodles#nics art#tangotek#ethoslab#ethoslab fanart#tangotek fanart#hermitcraft#usually i'd draw etho with the jacket but its been so hot here i cant even think about jackets (im lying i like drawing him like this)#also new default tango design reveal real not fake??#he is one of those guys ive never settled on a design for but i really like this one so
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