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HELP MEEEEEE THIS CANNOT BE JERMA. LOOK AT HIM
#HIS HAIR AND MUSTACHE GOODBYE. HE LOOKS SO GOOD#I WILL BE DRAWING THIS FIT LATER HOLY SHITTTTTTT#I am going to pass away ❤️❤️❤️❤️#ok sorry I’m normal again#jerma#thing
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No one no one no one no one no one no one no one no one no one no one no one no one NO ONE LIVES FOREVER!!!
#I’m so happy#dancing while the grim reaper cuts cuts cuts#but he can’t get me#I’m clever as can be#and I’m very quick but don’t forget#we’ve only got so many tricks#NO ONE LIVES FOREVER!!!#*sickest guitar riff you have ever heard*#*danny elfman howling into the microphone*#ok sorry I’m normal again
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YALL IM-
IM LIGHTHEADED IM LIGHTHEADED IM LIGHTHEADED-
Btw his song from my playlist is Defying Gravity by Matt Copley I don’t make the rules💖
#NOT NORMAL BOUT THIS GUY SORRY#AND HE JUST HAD TO BE VOICED BY JEREMY JORDAN#VARIAN USED TO HAVE ME IN A CHOCKHOLD HES DONE IT AGAIN#GET OUT OF MY SKINNNNNMMM IM GONNA THEOW UP#ok I’m fine#we’re cool#I like him good character#WOOOOOO#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel lucifer#hazbin hotel lucifer Morningstar#lucifer#lucifer morningstar#hazbin hotel x reader#hazbin hotel lucifer x reader#hazbin hotel x y/n#hazbin hotel x you#lucifer morningstar x reader#lucifer x reader#lucifer x you#lucifer x y/n#camiposts
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Dad always said I was like him
Meijack and Chilchuck Tims Dungeon Meshi, Ryoko Kui
^ 1: Moony moonless sky, Fatima Aamer Bilal / 2: Bug like an angel, Mitski / 3: Woodtangle, Mary Ruefle / 4: The Third Hour of the Night, Frank Bidart / 5 & 6: FROM THE MAKERS OF "TWO-MOM ENERGY DRINK," IT'S "LET YOUR FATHER DIE ENERGY DRINK,", Daniel Lavery & Cecilia Corrigan / 7: Batman: Year Three (1989) / 8 & 9 : FROM THE MAKERS OF […], Daniel Lavery & Cecilia Corrigan / 10: Wilt, CJ the X / 11: How Do We Forgive Our Fathers, Dick Lourie / 12: Milk and honey, Rupi Kaur / 13: And My Father's Love Was Nothing Next To God's Will, Amatullah Bourdon / 14: Moony moonless sky, Fatima Aamer Bilal / 15: Someday I’ll Love Ocean Vuong, Ocean Vuong / 16: untitled, Joan Tierney v 17: Drunk, The Living Tombstone / 18: unknown
When your father tried his best to provide for you but he worked all the time and even when he was home he was either tired or stressed and he’s always liked to get drunk to relax and cheer up. When you know he values work ethics and respectability so you grew up to be capable and quiet. And when he says you’re like him you’re sort of puzzled, does he really know you so little, or does he know himself so little? But you like the feeling of your father ruffling your hair so you accept it, and still you stand next to your mother just as silent and just as stoic as her during family gatherings. He leaves again and again and when your mother leaves him nothing changes, really. You wonder if it’s more telling that you know him better than he seems to himself or that you don’t know him as much as you wish you did, or that you don’t think about him all that much these days. Out of sight, out of mind. And he’s never really been there, even when he was there, after all.
#It’s ok they do get in touch again and he prob at least lives to 40#Alright I’m ready to be normal about chilchuck again#Spoilers#I guess?#dungeon meshi#chilchuck tims#meijack#chilchuck’s family#meijack chils#Web weaving#alcoholism#cw alcohol#webweave#A couple more i liked are like a rearview mirror we’re not as close as we appear line and this french one from#Kristina Gauthier-Landry that goes like hands full of trout running up to you / look what i caught look / how much you love me#And this other one about chocolate coins that a dad arriving from work in middle of the night gives the happy little daughter running up#And it’s so anticlimatic and about transactional relationships and oughh ough it’s a good book#I am Chil is a complex absentee father truther sorry. Idc go see my analyses if you want don’t argue w me here#posts for which i am the target audience#Oh oh another one : So were we close? Or was it just the big things that held us together and the small things that let us fall apart?#The word father rotted in my mouth#Bc it’s left there to rot get it get it………..#Sigh. Like father alike daughter#I’m a truther that she’s more like her mom demeanor wise
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crazy how the sanshee plush is one of the few actual direct confirmations on what a non-act 2 Natsuki’s home life is like because of how cagey she is on literally everything. Like this isn’t anything surprising or something you wouldn’t be able to extrapolate from the games but unlike everything else we know about her the implications are right there on the tin.
They literally did the character bio trope where where all the likes are normal but the dislikes are about their very specific trauma it’s just so funny they did that on the plushie card
#the thing is the rest of the bios are mostly normal it’s just this one with the yellong part why did they do that#idk if I’m stupid or forgot the yelling thing being shown directly in a non-act 2 context but I at least appreciate the confirmation#since I might just be mixing up fanon and canon considering 90% of what we know with Natsuki’s whole deal is interpolated from small tidbits#but like trying to understand anything about non act 2 Natsuki’s background is so funny because she doesn’t like to talk about anything#so all we know about her home life is by comparing her to act 2 and the secret poem plus psychoanalysing her thoughts and actions#is like the secret poem says Monika definitely made her dad worse but the problem is we don’t know how much#anyways and for all we know her dad could range from somewhat average dad to should be put on a watch list#and sometimes there’s dialogue like the one in self love about Natsuki worrying about her friends retaliation#and it’s probably meant to act as a confirmation to whether there’s physical abuse considering how out of left field the question is#but like it could be interpreted either way so it’s basically just Schrödinger’s physical abuse for no reason#I’m not criticizing or anything I think the characters being able to hold secrets is cool and ambiguity is awesome#and the choice to keep the ambiguous is intentional since the characters only share what their comfortable with#but I just need to vent about that one line in self love ok#like idk if I’m just stupid but there’s multiple interpretations but it’s seemingly both a decomfirmation and confirmation#idk it’s weird but her dad yelling at her enough to make it one of her dislikes is at least something in terms of actual evidence#damn it I put a paragraph in the tags again I’m sorry gang I’m not moving it#ddlc#doki doki literature club#tempestmothtalk
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A jesters lament is the most fanfic ever forever
@dappledpaintbrush hiiiiii 💜
Flat vers,,
#I SPENT A FUCKING WEEK ON THESE YOU BETTER CLAP AND CHEER#Grace when they proceed to spend hours making art of a niche fanfic for niche fandom: :3👍#IM SOOOO NORMAL GRAAAHHHHHGFDSHIFDKLGP#Also decided to use my Luigi design just cause bias lol and iirc he doesn’t have a different design or anything in ajr sooooo yippee !!!#Spm#spm au#dimentio spm#luigi#Super paper mario#dimentio#dimentio super paper mario#King boo#luigi mario#Blood#tw blood#Looks at ibis saying these took 23 hours *collapses and explodes ok bye forever I’m never drawing again sorry guys pack ur bags that’s it /#The whiplash of these goes CRAZY lol#lament au
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this is a test
#i’m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th#the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters that’s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo#g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit#ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring let’s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco#ding to all known laws of aviation- jk i’m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo#e podcasts so bad that’s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isn’t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a#ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha#e to type btw there’s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i don’t#care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea#y like i’m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss#im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop#e so much it’s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books they’re all so talented for being so yo#ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas#ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can#use fills stops. sorry that’s made everything a bit messy. i should’ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s#much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think you’re being annoying i literally don’t care be a#annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically#now it’s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i don’t really have any thoughts to put here idk if we’re halfway ermmmm omg it’s#lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. it’s wild how it’s basically almost christmas. like#what. that’s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesn’t crash or#smth cause i’ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc#ok it stopped me but i’ve saved it and holy jesus it’s a lot of text im just sat here giggling there’s really no point to any of this other#than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldn’t that be crazy) so wait there’s 140#haracters and 30 tags so what’s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i haven’t done maths lessons in two and a half years i’ve forgotten everything wai#let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o#what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some#one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james#im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh#w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause#ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:
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yk i was having trouble writing tllr chapter 12 because Dew is sick with a fever in the beginning and i just,, idk felt uninspired or something because im not the biggest fan of sickfics or whatever
well now i’m sick with a fever and it’s helll so sorry Dew im gonna have to put you through this now my bad 👍👍 at least i am now inspired
if this post makes no sense it’s because my brain hurts and i’m tired 👍👍👍
#i’m fine it’s just kinda funny#like last night i was writing ahead to chapter 14 because i was stuck on chapter 12 cuz i didn’t know how to write it#and now i’m sick with a fever just like Dew hahahaha sorry buddy but we’re in this together now 👍👍👍 and it’s 105 idk if that’s normal#at least it’s giving me inspiration and i am no longer stuck on it#but i’m too sick to fucking write it!!!! i wanna write uhhgjjfjdjd#ok im done#well actually i had the craziest dream last night#it was about this new animated movie that doesn’t exist and i was watching it/ acting it out as the main character and it was so fucking#cool like i was flyingggg!!! i was a weird purple creature with wings and was flying just like dew it was fucking awesome#like there were so many really cool characters with really creative designs and the antagonist was a weird giant bug who could also fly#so he was chasing me around in the air and it was so cool i was so fast flying around like in a minecraft elytra course#i love vivid dreams like that that feel real and like after the movie was finished i posted on tumblr about how much i loved this new#netflix animated movie and my mutuals were there and also thought it was cool#anyway it was fun i love flying in my dreams i feel so free.. unlike Dewey oopsie sorry buddy#deweyeyeyeye ur so silly i love him SO MUCH#ok im gonna shut up now#wyrms says stuff#fever#fever dream#if i tagged this as irl whump would i also have to tag it as minor whump hahahhaha#idk i wanna play roblox with my mutuals again#mutuals if ur reading this u can literally bother me to play video games all day every day because the answer will always#be an enthusiastic YESS!!!!#i should watch nightmare time today#no dumbass i should REST dumbass ehehheehe#i’m being so annoying again sorry everyone 😼😼😼😼#dreams#wyrms lore
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HI JULIA
just wanted to send you this! bye~~~
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Pat why are you doing this to me WHY?! I LOVE THIS JUNGKOOK SO MUCH ITS NOT NORMAL LOOK AT HIS POUTY LIPS AND SPARKLY EYES AND FLUFFY HAIR!!!! and the way he sits… excuse me I have LITERAL HEART EYES RN this is too much for barely 7am
#i looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove him#how am I supposed to focus today when I’m going to see him every time I close my eyes#my baby boy the love of my life#also it is 2019 jay kay right?! because he gives me that vibe#and 2019 jay kay is my ultimate weakness#okay ok normal again I’m sorry Pat#ask
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i think revolver ocelot is one of the best characters in anything ever
#everything that he is is just so ridiculous and yet every single double agent reveal had me gagged i’m ngl#revealing that he was a double agent at the end of mgs1? crazy#revealing that he was a triple agent at the end of mgs2? insane#revealing that he was actually adam and a double agent again in mgs3? ok we all called that one but good for him for sticking to his ways#revealing that he was actually a quintuple agent and brainwashed himself into thinking he was liquid snake so he could double cross Himself#in the name of world peace even though he’s been a seventeen-timing terrorist this whole time? fucking legendary if we’re being honest#he didn’t fucking do anything in tpp tho sorry. except love a dog and become a mother to hundreds of child soldiers#phantom pain was his mid life crisis ‘normal phase’ where he erased his whole personality in favor of Cowboy before#returning to being the real kelsey after leaving his 40s#and on top of all that he’s gay. can you imagine
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Not doing Damiens route moodboard
#sorry I’m not normal#I will post like this again tomorrow#ok it’s 4am I need to sleep#gif#flickering#fast movement
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maybe one day i’ll release the edit i made on my phone of wilbur in the sorry prison video. to the song fame by david bowie. i don’t know what fuckign happened i just blacked out ok
#listen i’m pretty sure i’m aroace and i am not attracted to this man except aesthetically and maybe emotionally#i just thought it would be kinda badass ok. or i think i did idfk i blacked out and downloaded video star for nostalgic reasons#i’m going to regret posting this but then again i’ve been too normal on this webbed site lately#wilbur soot#sorry boys#my post
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dad doesn’t know how to approach child with autism more at 11
#hey reddit am i (420 m) the asshole because i don’t know how to sound different when i’m complaining versus when i’m talking#which led to dad (46 m) trying to combat a point i made not realizing i was complaining#idk how to carry a conversation normally when i’m talking about my interests sorry dad#he said that this is a me problem and he shouldn’t have to specify when he is and isn’t being combative or arguing with what i said#i also don’t understand having a conversation and going ‘well here’s this from a different point of view that isn’t my own’#THEN WHY ARE YOU SAYING IT IF YOU DONT EVEN AGREE WITH IT#just continue the conversation with questions not with things that are against the point i was making#i was talking about renfield and how it handled mental illness#and i don’t even understand what my dad was trying to say. it wasn’t even a poiny#it was just ‘well it’s hard to make a crazy character nowadays bc cancel culture’ OK AND?#it is not that hard just don’t go into stereotypes and you’ll be fine#IT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH MY POINT I WAS JUST SAYING HOW IT DETRACTED#FROM THE ORGINAL CHARACTER AND HOW RENFIELD BASICALLY BECAME A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT CHARACTER#there was nothing about hollywood or the directors. it was about the CHARACTERS. the MOVIE CHARACTERS#i can give a rats ass about the directors and what they were doing IM TALKING ABOUT THE CHARACTERS.#ok sorry autism attack again i don’t understand where i went wrong in that conversation#and my dad explained it but in a very attacking way#so i still don’t really understand.#squid.txt
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[ im in my angsting-about-william’s-bipolsr mood again bc i’m having awful mood swings recently :’)) if you see me writing more william analysis in my threads / replies no u don’t ]
#(( thousand yard stare i think i need to develop a universe where he got medication and proper support. maybe he even still kills idc but +#oh my god so many of his issues come from the shame & suppression of having this disorder. ))#(( obligatory ‘having a disorder doesn’t cause you to murder kids in a bunny costume’ but i’m speaking about like.#his refusal to talk about feelings. his view on the world. his solitude. etc ))#(( SO MUCH OF THAT COMES FROM 1980S PORTRAYALS OF WHAT MOOD DISORDERS ARE. OK ))#(( like this man grew up in the FIFTIES. he was NOT doing ok even ignoring the mental health stuff ))#(( Sorry i promise im normal over him and not self projecting / seeing myself in him. AGAIN. OBLIGATORY I HAVE NOT KILLED KIDS DISCLAIMER ))#(( he’s relatable in OTHER ways. anyway back to my usual incoherent posting ))#(o) ooc
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another day another massive spike in anxiety before an interview
#personal#it’s for a LOW PAYING JOB!!!!!! my heart should NOT be pounding as hard as it is rn#anyways is anyone else getting into the game love and de.epsp.ace?#bcux i am. zay.ne is my bbg i love him so much. but sy.lus…….#and i KNOWWWWW everyone downloaded the game for sy.lus but CMON NOW.#‘sweetie’ I WILL ATTACK YOU. DONT PLAY WITH ME LIKE THAT 🙈#ok sorry ANYWAYS. zay.ne past lvl 20 in the crush stage saying shit like#‘if uou can’t keep your hands to yourself. i’ll just have to show you how surgeons tie knots.’ AAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA#MY BABY. I LOVE HIM#OK. ok i’m normal again. ranting about my fave game rn did not help calm me down 😭
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girls exponentially vastly prettier and more likely to be read as as feminine than i ever will love to go online and say things like “i wish i wasn’t an ugly clocky manlike monster” cool so bitches like me should just give up then huh
#the selfishness of the assimilationist that turns on her fellow trannies.. come with me please sister we can both leave the bucket#boo hoo the thousands of dollars of feminizing medical care i could afford at a young enough age puberty hadn’t even fully affected me yet#have not magically rendered me literally cis#therefore i’m hideously masculine and anyone who looks like me or worse should just kill themselves <- this is what yall sound like#ok sorry i’m normal again now
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