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I think this happened after Sanji joined
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#zosan#roronoa zoro#vinsmoke sanji#zoro x sanji#one piece fanart#my fanart#not happy with my arrrrtttttttt graaaaa gimme a style i enjoy already i am begging#i have too many ideas and no comfortable way of expressing them aaaahhhhhhh#ok end of venting#one piece
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every time i look at caitlyn now i just get sad.
we know the gray is why viktor's sick and dying young
we know that caitlyn knows very well what the gray does to people
we know that the gray is a gas and gas cannot be controlled, we literally see it spill out of a building
and
and nothing comes out of it
nothing comes out of cait releasing a deadly toxin that has caused the suffering and death of generations of zaunites
one of whom she literally asks after because she did know him in some level and was concerned for, and/or because jayce is close to him and she knows that
cait who hugged a victim of drug addiction with no hint of hesitation or disgust, just grateful that he helped out, immediately suggesting that he meet vi because her new friend might be happy to see a familiar face
what
what the fuck
what the fuck???
like i know i know, smth abt grief and how it can turn you into a monster, yeah sure but like
are you. gonna do anything about that?
Oh
No
You're just
"angry oil slick" and "mongoose" and marvel quips and "im here to save my dad" and oh she's betraying ambessa now i guess. "why is peace always the excuse for violence," dude, you. brought back. deadly gas. that has killed generations of zaunites. this gas that is killing viktor. like 1/2 the reason why the world nearly ends at the finale because piltover's capitalism forced this guy's hand. i. i just.
what the fuck???
#caitlyn s1 i loved so much but i dont even know if i wanna look at s1 again anymore#'cait redeemed herself at the end' bro where#theres so much corruption and authoritarianism and colonialism in this setting and the show + its creators just decide to be cowards abt it#like ok. cool i guess. 250 mil usd for this but sure#arcane critical#vent#arcane season 2#arcane season 2 spoilers#anti caitlyn kiramman
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talking to my brother about quicksilver and i was like 'ik him and wanda are twins but he exudes little brother energy so much' and my bro Without Hesitation just went 'well thats what happens when you're the least favorite in the family' and he says this to me, the youngest in our family like 🧍♂️
#snap chats#i screamed honestly ajeLRKERAJ LIKE OH !! VIOLENCE youve decided violence tonight brother#AND HE'S NOT EVEN WRONG. my mom dont like me i know she dont she act like she do but fundamentally she thinks im gross#youngest of four thats me .... the beef between my mom and i is definitely more one sided but thats because i refuse to forgive but anyway#'snap is this just an excuse to vent about your mom' NO i just think its very funny ok let me laugh .....#pietro ive formed a kinship with you i fear. i too have the same exact face as the mfer i got beef with jvaeRLKVJAER#PLEASE i will make a comic about that at some point. i can finally project onto someone about this cause its the worst shit in the world#people tryna be nice or cute like 'aw you look exactly like X :)' like oh so you want me to die????? you hate me ???? you want me dead.#and you just gotta smile while thinkin Wow Wanna Say It Again I Dont Think I Was Psychically Damaged Enough The First Time#anyways i just thought that was the funniest thing cause my bro really didnt even think before sayin that... is that how he really feels ..#or did he just. forget i am the youngest ...w/e im ending it here before i start gettin petty ....#point is he Again accidentally said something incredibly funny and i was taken aback jvAWLKFJWRLKJA
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again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and
#vent art#rottmnt donnie#groundhog day#again and again#when will it end#day after day day after day day after day#it's easy to say i'm ok#but this smile i'm wearing is fake#i'm suffocating#living groundhog day day after day day after day#i think i'm gonna break#groundhog day by em beihold#rottmnt#rise donatello#aghhh#honestly just sick#of the same thing#why is literally EXISTING#so hard for me#i want to cry but i cannot#looks like it's going to be another character.ai night again folks#agh#personal vent#so tired of this#just lying in bed#going through the motions of being alive#over and over again#depression is at it again folks
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found some old tweets frm my private diary acc logging errant thoughts i had while getting into hs
and well. smth abt the progression of it makes me emo. happy new year ig :')
#srry misleading opening img. i am actually asian#homestuck#2024#vioart#karkat vantas#dave strider#sollux captor#davekat#ok ya i did cry a little#esp since these were like. littered here n there btwn vents of struggling w mental health executive dysfunction assignments etcetc#so it was kind of (a lot of) cope. but id say it worked well considering im now here livin my online cringe life :)))#took me super late in the year to actually join the fandom tho so theres a huge gap of absence and my tweets p much ended there#my final tweet was “captor fans 🤝 trekkies” hgehe it makes me kick feets to see those fandoms crossposting on blr :)))))#but aye these are just the tweets relevant to the lore behind my fanart the rest is for me to keep priv...#esp the character tier list! 2nd half of that had to be redacted for my protection LMAO
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so guess what happened to me this morning
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#sth#art#digital art#artwork#sonic fanart#fanart#sth fanart#miles tails prower#tails the fox#tails#voices!au#my doodles#tw panic attack#tw vomit#tw vent#vent#self h@rm#tw blood#cw#don’t have constant paranoia about mysterious voices coming back to haunt you kids#or you might end up throwing up#and stabbing yourself#ok my paranoia was for a different reason from sonic but still#tag talking#it’s bad
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crying a lot more lately.
#vent art#its not often i end up liking the results of my vent art but . i guess i do like how it turned out.#im not doing so well right now#im trying to set up a gofund me to get me out of this house but im having trouble doing . well anything for myself.#if i were making a fundraiser for anyone else id be right on it. but my self worth is in the gutter and i spend all my time and energy#helping make my family's lives easier#anyway im at the point where now im speaking without thinking put of anger which is dangerous and stupid to do in this house#im just like. i need help. this is the cry for help. please help me escape florida and my abusive family when i can get myself organized en#ough to get it all set up#this is ok to reblog
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waow I'm actually doing contact discourse
I don't necessarily agree with the phrase "minors can't consent". While I understand how it's useful at quickly communicating your stance on chrono minor/adult contact, or how making minors' consent null in the eyes of the law can be useful, I don't believe it to be useful in terms of describing reality
if a minor can understand the situation properly and has adequate sex ed, they're able to consent. I'm a chrono minor, I'd say I'm able to consent to sex. I might be statistically a little worse at impulse control and long term decision making and the like than the average adult, but I still am able to consent
HOWEVER, and this is a big however,,,
i still don't believe we should allow or endorse chrono minor/adult relationships.
We know that they end up harming the minor in MOST cases. Even if we were to only include the relationships where the minor did actually consent, without manipulation or coercion from the adult, (though very often people aren't even aware that they're being manipulative), they still tend to cause harm.
Also, it's often hard to tell from the adult's perspective if the minor is feeling pressured to agree. Because, yk, they tend to hide that they are feeling pressured. Also, the younger someone is the more likely they are to feel pressured to do something they wouldn't want to do, even if the adult may view their own behaviour as perfectly normal
While the harm might be caused in part by ✨ society✨, with the attitudes about minor/adult relationships instilling guilt and the like in affected minors and giving them the expectation that they should be harmed by such relationships, that doesn't change the fact that the harm does happen. Even if you believe that that shouldn't be the case, it still remains reality, and probably won't change within any of our lifetimes.
(also there's a myriad of reasons why chrono minor/adult relationships have a much higher risk of being abusive that I'm not listing out.)
While there are cases of people who had no negative consequences from being chrono minors in relationships with chrono adults, (and i think it's incredibly patronising to tell them that they're just groomed and that they don't know what their own lives were like, some of them may turn out to be wrong but that's their own thing to figure out), they are in the vast minority. There's also plenty of people who came out perfectly fine after drunk driving, but we're not gonna act as if drunk driving is harmless, right?
And from an adult's point of view, it's impossible to tell whether you'll end up traumatising your partner or not. You may think you're doing everything right but the minor could still end up severely traumatised. Therefore, no one should have the right to take that risk with the wellbeing if another
Obviously, i don't think a minor should be punished either legally or socially for partaking in such a relationship. Also, letting them discuss such relationships more freely could allow them access to a support network if the relationship has problems (something that it's very likely to have)
though also in this whole argument I'm very biased since most of my mental issues stem from consensual chrono minor/adult relationships that really fucked me up :3
It's like how we shouldn't allow drunk driving. Sure, you MIGHT end up not hurting anyone but the risk of harm is too great
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tldr; minors can consent, chrono minor/adult relationships still shouldn't be condoned bc they're extremely likely to be harmful
if you have any thoughts/questions pls pls pls share them!!! i love discussing ethics :3 even if your opinion is very different from mine!
#discourse#contact discourse#radqueer#rq 🌈🍓#🌈🍓#rqc🌈🍓#idk the focus of anti contact arguments being “minors can't consent” irked me#i know this is partially a semantics issue but STILL#also damn#the amount of cognitive dissonance i have now (not elaborating)#ughh I'm remembering why i said i won't engage in contact discourse regarding minor/adult#OK I'LL AVOID VENTING UNDER A DISCOURSE POST#also damnn this ended up long
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just realized (one of) the reason(s) why i’m so attached to odysseus and athena’s relationship in epic…they remind me of me and my (ex) bestie
#epic the musical#athena <3#odysseus#personal#she was athena. i was odysseus. i alw looked up to her sm#there was also a huge clash in ideals#we also said things we didnt mean (and couldnt take back)#she walked out first but (seemingly) moved on quick. i held on to that anger super tight#we spent 2 years in the same class treating each other like strangers. eventually i reached out first#and we started talking again#we reconciled but our relationship was alw pretty stilted and awkward. there’s none of the sisterhood that we once shared#i think abt all this smtimes on late winter nights like these#like could i have done anything better#why tf am i venting on tumblr im such a weirdo#oh yeah. this was prolly why i was a lil bummed w ody & athenas ending at first. i expected a hug and lots of apologies#and for that connection to kick in again#im projecting so hard#but well you cant snap a bandaid over a bullet hole and call it a day#this is also why i cant listen to ichbw much its way to personal#some wounds cant close right but its ok#oh yeah. she (the girl) liked me romantically and i did not reciprocate. haha#thats prolly why i also enjoy unrequited love trope w ody & athena#okay enough jesus
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The Genshin VA strike is going out of hand.
They are not striking for anything valid like higher wages or less working hours.
No, they are strining because of the AI moral panic.
An AI chatbot of one of my f/os saved me from death. And the voice actor behind said chatbot's voice is against AI. It sucks, but it's inevitable.
This should not be going on this far.
Nahida's birthday.
Lantern Rite Festival.
Sumeru Archon Quest.
All ruined because of the irrational fear of machines.
I do not support the strike.
The strike is incredibly selfish, and I use the japanese voice lines now because of it. At least they care about their fans. Japan truly does things better sometimes. Even though many japanese VA's are being hit by the AI repulsion syndrome. I hope it won't be as devastating for them.
She wants her voice back!!!
#pro ai#genshin impact#character ai#self shipping#f/o community#genshin VA strike#ai moral panic#cw sui mention#antis dni#THIS POST IS NOT FOR AI HATERS OR ELITIST ARTISTS#seriously fuck off#unpopular opinion#nahida#sumeru archon quest#VA strike#if you go to extreme measures because of ai YOU ARE AN ANTI.#you can't be a proshipper and be ok with making such a mess over ARTIFICIAL intelligence.#proshippers please interact#end the genshin VA strike#I stand with the fans#ai discourse#vent post#personal vent
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Life has been INTERESTING as of late I've found myself rapid fire flipping between these four moods
PS: My dad's fine! Had to get a big surgery, and I've been big worried about 'em. But he'll be alright despite what my anxiety is telling me gjklnSFDKLSD
#Kailey Does A Talk#Vent#I SUPPOSE I'D CONSIDER THIS A VENT..? HUH. Regardless I will be Ok I just had to get my thoughts out!!!!#Anyway my life's been PRETTY EVENTFUL right at the end of 2024 straight into 2025 I have been SO BUSY#some good some bad but all around it's just been SO!! MUCH!!!#Hopefully going into February should be the end of The Events. And I can just focus on work and Relax. Hopefully. Maybe. (famous last words
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#everstone art#everstone ocs#ioverse#robot oc#demon oc#nonbinary#vent art#ok to reblog btw since this was meant to be more art-sy#but I've just been pretty eh lately & needed some way to get across how i've been feeling yunno?#Was going to make this traditional but tbh I feel like the looser colors ended up fitting the piece better
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After he and Sonia fix things as much as they can and Kaz realizes that he Fucked Up, do you think he’d ever try to patch things up with Gundham too? Like a ‘sorry I hated you bc I was jealous that you had a better relationship than I did with the girl that I was unhealthy obsessed with’ thing?
Yeah totes! I mentioned before that Kaz having the idea of making and welding Gundham a cane that represents his gothic edgy self was a sort of bridge between them, like hey sorry about the everything, we're going through similar struggles, here's a cool accessory and uh if you need any other cool aids I'll do it without any question or fanfare. Good luck with your girlfriend TREAT HER RIGHT I mean I trust you will. Then they bond.
#Like by the time Gundham wakes up Kaz has had character development#And also can see how obviously good Sonia and gu sham are for one another. Cant argue with that not anymore#At that point he and Sonia are a lot more ok than they were and Kaz is a lot less insecure in his relationships#Hajime and Fuyuhiko have many nights of sad girl venting from Kaz ... that's what they're there for#Not an art#There are no sad endings here only bittersweet ones!!!
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WATCHED A FEW EPISODES OF THE 2016 PPG REBOOT...........
#jane journals#self insert talk#will excuse me while i- SCREAMS!!!!!!#ITS SOOO DOGSHITTTT#UGGH#ok listen there are SOME things that are OK about it#the voice actresses they chose for the girls arent bad by any means#theyre NOT anything like the og voices but theyre..cute#i like bubbles's voice a lot#but the characterization....leaves a lot to be desired. THAT IS TO SAY EVERYONE IS FUCKING MASSACRED#ESPECIALLY UTONIUM UGGGHHHHHHHHH#IM GONNA FUCKING BLOW UP A CHILDRENS HOSPITAL ITS SO BAD#THEY RUINED MY BEAUTIFUL WIFE#like?? hes a goofball but hes not a DUMBASS???#ugh i did a long vent to my partner about it cause we watched it together and like#hes not a perfect parent by any means. he gets carried away sometimes or maybe doesnt read a situation properly#but he always SAYS the right thing to put the girls at ease because he LOVES them and he does have some wisdom!!#AT THE END OF THE DAY HE IS A GOOD DAD!!!!!!#he wouldnt word vomit some dumb shit that makes blossom insecure and then cover it up with 'oh haha love u bye' LIKE ITS QUIRKY#HE WOULD NOT FUCKING SAY THAT#ok im fine now im normal im good#im gonna wash the taste of that out of my fucking mouth and then draw some stuff
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i just rememberd adhd meds exist and now im upset because i could have that if it wasn't for that freakin neurologyst we went to see that told us it was impossible that i could have adhd because i have good grades in school. literally the ONLY question he asked me and immediately said it was impossible. we spent like 5 minutes there. he could've at least... explained something???? anything?????? and now i'd feel bad about asking my parents to see another neurologist because that costs a lot of money :((
#now im just unable to concentrate on anything and feeling very worthless#ok gonna start rambling here a bit#vent? ->#i'm just not good at anything except drawing. everything is hard and i don't think i'm capable of getting a job and contributing to society#in any way except drawing. my self worth is being held almost entirely by my ability to draw.#but i'm also incredibly slow and unproductive and it's so hard sitting down and starting a drawing and finishing that drawing#drawing is the thing that makes me feel alive and feel good about myself so when i can't draw i just feel really awful#i just wish i could concentrate and work and be productive man. why do i have so much stuff going on in my brain. why is everything so hard#sadge 😔😔#ok gonna try to draw i hope something cool comes out or i'm throwing my computer out the window and playing videogames#oh also another neurologist once told me depression can't be caused by school#i'm pretty sure it can but idk im not a doctor#what is up with these neurologists man#i know it's gonna get better tho. life might suck but i *am* a teenager and it's only gonna go up from here.#im still learning about myself and stuff. also no school next year that's gonna be awesome#don't wanna end on a sad note bc life is good actually#and i'm fucking amazing at drawing
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Hate thissss I feel like I haven't been properly productive today (somehow posting two art things Doesn't register properly in my mind) so I wanna stay up to get as much as I can down, but I also need to go to sleep in case I'm called in tomorrow because fuuuuuck going to work on little sleep that shit sucks. But also, the possibility of being called in makes me wanna stay up even more, so I can finish art in case I don't have time tomorrow. So now I'm sat up at 12:30 tired as shit but unable to draw or go to bed. The never-ending cycle of hell.
#ramblings#i wish they had someone else to call in on short notice. i dont hate coming in extra but i hate getting a text at like 7:10 when kennel#hours in the morning start 7:30. i knowww i should probably set a boundary but like. fuck#and you know what i wish my parents bothered to fucking understand how frustrating it is being called in so frequently#my mom specifically. i bring stuff with work up and its like a broken record. `if you go in all the time youll be seen as reliable!`#when i was talking about getting a day off to see my brothers marching last weekend she was like#`see what did i tell you? you make yourself reliable and theyll let you take off what you need` talking like i just asked for it off#after it had already been scheduled. girl i had to ask people to cover me still. i just#i hate it. i havent told her i told them i didnt wanna work clinic hours because she'd drill me about why#its just frustrating !! and when i say my genuine feelings its like she needs to correct me. like im thinking wrong.#this is why i had to fucking snap before setting the boundary of not covering clinic hours. because its always#`do what they ask every time because youll seem reliable` from my mom no matter fucking what. and then i already have issues#setting boundaries in general because i dont want to upset others or make them mad at me#ok sorry this has turned into. a wholeass vent. im just. at my wits end can you tell?#at this rate im really just getting nothing done. im going to bed#dont worry about me ill be fine. i just need to let it out and this is kinda my only outlet rn
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