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when youre writing about a charas trauma and then somehow (!!) tap into your own trauma and you have to cry in front of the keyboard for like 2 mins then clean yourself up and keep on writing this is like. am i a Real WriterTM now
#p#im not even that upset its actually pretty funny. this has happened at least 4 times now#the challenge is hurtcember but YOURE the one hurting......brilliant. 5 stars no notes.#hahaha not the chara receiving the love and care i didnt get haha no way!!#hahaha the others charas saying things i wish wouldve been said to me....crazy!!! how is this happening!!#.....his trauma wasnt anything like mine either...its just the reactions are the same. huh. who knew.#ok back to it wish me luck
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Thematically appropriate comic for Make a Terrible Comic Day!!
I saw the original post this morning and it made me get out of bed to make something, so thank u Pseudonym Jones mission accomplished
#makeaterriblecomicday2024#comic#comics#sketch#does this count as horror like comment subscribe down below#Ever since I stopped being on social media as often/stopped taking it deadly serious I've been able to fall back in love with the process..#...of art which is fantastic!! I do enjoy taking my time with things but it's still very easy to get caught up in making something Perfect#ESPECIALLY WITH COMICS#As a comic maker and comic enjoyer you have to remind yourself people speed through reading them. It's ok to take shortcuts#Every frame does not need to be a painting#Anyways this was a great way to make something after falling into an MMO hole for a few days...#unrelated did u guys know Wizard 101 is still alive with an active player base#Ok hopefully I can get back on track to finishing my next short horror comic in the next month or so wish me luck fellers
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@scimagic Uhhh made this because I just think theyāre dynamic is neat. Also completely agree with the Puzzle headcanon super fun silly and very on point. As we speak he is clinging for his dear life :))
I really enjoy seeing the illustrated storyline you have unfolding between the two and figured it would be nice to see this motorcycle sequence in motion. So tadaa here it is! In animated form! Now your obligated to make a full length written novel in-depth about their relationship /j
Sincerely though thanks for the creative inspiration and keep on being a swagger artist šāØ
#Whoops seems my hand slippedāsilly me these arenāt my characters! Hereās your lovelies back sorry for abducting them momentarily :))#tagging people is scary Iām just going to hide under a rock after this gets posted jksjsksp#my brain goes āteehee my genius hidden evil scheme no one saw comingāyess I shall gift lovely artists fanart when they least expect itā >:3#and then once itās actally time to post my brain goes crisis mode and implodes#like why am I drawing attention to myself huh? why canāt I scutter off as a masked anonymous figure into the night#oh well at least we made a dope ass motorcycle animation hell yea. Hopefully you like it <3#honestly in retrospect kinda surprises me that Puzzles doesnāt have a helmetā¦pretty sure his screen is durable but not THAT durable#one oopsie woopsie and that thing will get cracked again <<#but then again where are you ever going to find a rectangle screen shaped helmet to fit his head jksjsksp#thereās simply no winning#oh uh also incase anyone wishes to know the logistics of making thisā¦.didnāt take too long just three days! Pretty speedy :3#ok now this is the part where I twiddle my hands and await results lol#ā¦..also just occurred to me the motorcycle model shouldāve been a Harley or Suzuki Iām just dumb and forgor#even tho it was specified in the tags of the initial post I referenced heavily#like I was staring at the art for reference + online material but that useful tidbit of tag information flew over my head :P#sorry all you get is the generic motorcycle modelā¦.mission failed better luck next time *dies*#hplonesome art#not my characters#gift for someone else#do I even need to specify that in tags NO CLUE IāM PARANOID/j
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i know the whole "do you think jon ever used his powers to Know what his parents looked like" thing is far more devastating than this but what if he tried using his powers to remember original sasha? jon and sasha always seemed closer than the rest, he picked her (and tim) to work with him and tolerated a lot more nonsense from her than anyone else (using his password to access his computer [161], debating his pronunciation of calliope [25], etc)
and ofc jon and martin became significantly closer as the podcast went on, but in the beginning he was cruel to martin when he gave a statement but accepting of sasha? idk i think their friendship was a lot deeper than we realized (ESPECIALLY since his first murder in season 5 was because NotThem provoked him about sasha) and i think jon wouldve used his powers to Know the original sasha, not sure if it wouldve worked though
so so sorry to distract from the post but can yall read the tags for me because i suffered immensely for this post
#they make me ill#sasha was so cool i miss her every day#i think we need more sasha content#idk i wish we got more of them specifically#THIS POST. HAS CRASHED. 4. TIMES.#i am trying to write about the magnus archives and its like āhee hee tumbeast ate your postā give it the fuck back?#it saved to my drafts after the 4th tag but this is pissing me off#every time i try to tag it as ātmaā it crashes so im not doing that#just pretend i did ok#16 more times total of 20 every time i try to write tags it crashes#it wont let me write the archivists name im genuinely so serious#please help me please help me#im gonna sit here for a second and let it save as draft#6 more times#ur joking#total of 26 crashes over this one post#hate to distract from my incredibly brilliant insight but this is unusable#i think its okay again actually?#gonna try tagging with real tags wish me luck#jonathan sims#jon sims#sasha james#tma#the magnus archives#the archivist#notthem#notsasha#tma theory#tma spoilers#holy shit it worked
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i will go to my first ever gay date with courage! i will not overthink it! i will not get bi imposter syndrome! i will not tell myself im meant to only ever be with a man! i will just follow my heart and my pussy and live my life! a gender is just a gender! a date with two girls is still a date! i am allowed to date girls! i will not get brainworms!
#the hardest thing is i keep thinking ābut youāve never liked a girl like her beforeā#āsheās femme and youāve never liked femmes! you canāt trust what youāre feeling!ā#but i have liked girls exactly like her before!!!!!#literally one of the cool guitarist women who i found on instagram and who turned me gay!! looks so much like her and has the same vibe!!#also it doesnāt matter!! iām bi i am attracted to lots of people!#but sometimes my brain canāt get with the program on that#who knows maybe iāll go out with her and feel nothing and have a crisis#and thatās ok!!#i kinda doubt it rn tho cuz sheās so beautiful wowwwwwwwwwww wow wow#and if i feel a certain way now and a different way later thatās ok!!#that doesnāt mean i was wrong! that just means my feelings changed!#ok hype speech done iām gonna refer back to this later before i get there#wish me luck <3#bisexual#wlw#internalized homophobia#internalized biphobia#rambling
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Papyrus shouldn't in therapy
Because he should be okay!
#Papyrus was just too busy in France to post but I'm back!#Ok OP here. I couldn't post because of my poor mental health state#and fanily issues I also got busy running a tournament and stuff so I just took a big break. I will try to post every day drom now on if#I remember to do so haha! I have ADHD so umm... Wish me luck remembering š#I'm glad to see people are still supporting this!#Papyrus will come back from therapy soon!#Even Papyrus needs help š¼#*family (I wrote 'fanily')#therapy#papyrus in places he shouldn't be#papyrus#papyrus undertale#undertale#undertale papyrus#the great papyrus#*from. no 'drom'#excuse my poor spelling I write too fast
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You have a goofy thing to draw with old movie cherik (^_^*)
OH NO YOURE RIGHT
#snap chats#PLEAAASSEE IVE BEEN MEANING TO GET TO IT#ITS SO SILLY AND DUMB I WANNA DRAW IT SO BAD#THIS WEEKEND I HOPE ā¦ but thank you for the reminder !!!#very rare i actuallt. do get reminders. very much appreciated my friend !!!#thank you my friendā¦.. ill be thinkin of that idea for. the retnof the hour now i fear#ok its exam time ill be back to answer some more stuff later BYE EVERYONE WISH ME LUCK
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i'm about to start (continue) reading lockwood & co for the first time in like months
#and its funny bc i stopped in the middle of the whispering skull#at like chapter 24!!!#which is just great#because now idk whats going on#anyway im gonna listen to my l&c playlist bc i need to get back into the vibe yk#wish me luck <3#lockwood and co#lockwood & co#lucy carlyle#anthony lockwood#george karim#george cubbins#i love them im so excited!!!#dreading it too but its ok lmao
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THERE ARE LEECHES IN MY EYEBALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grug can you hear me grugg grugg where are you grugg the DRILL grugg get the DRILL GRU-
#grug get the drill#migraines shouldn't be allowed to last for more than 3 days what IS THIS BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#:'D#im going to fight the sun#with my eyes closed bc light. ew. but i fhink we should brng the heatdeath of the universe tonigh#pack it up boys it's all over this is it#TRIED TO STAND UP BAD IDEA ABORT MISSI9N#this is my life now. everything's spinning. why the fuck did i think drawing spirals all over the place was a good idea#im going to either go back to sleep or ascend wish me luc#k#luck#luuuuck#that's all from me today ok bye good morning bye#delete l8r fuck this#lmaooooooooooo
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#ok wish me luck i am working the courage to leave to find my director to get this shit over and done with#pLEASE#but at the very least get an idea of when we could#because that way at least i can have a date to mentally prepare#me right now? im checked out (said while being checked out for... 3 months now <3)#i have ! 8-9 days to get this done (even less than that)#so please š¤²š¼#lien speaks#if she isnt there at least i can have a short term joy of 'whoopie!!! avoiding yet another day of this bs!!!! yippeeee!!!!'#oh yeah i should probably think of what to do after i get back.#no thoughts presently.
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#PLS WISH ME LUCK š iām so nervous š#itās noteworthy that the oral surgeon iām seeing is part of an all women clinic#so though i am shitting myself bc iām scared of everything ever iām also like.. ok feminism !!#hsndbdvsndbd iāll be back :D#anyways.txt
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miss u beb ;3; Iām sure youāre working v hard and Iām very proud
i am in the trenches right now with midterms week... i don't mean to alarm anyone with my absence, but i will be taking a brief ~internet cleanse~ this week to study (and deprogram my ipad baby syndrome)
thank you for the love, christina!! i miss you too <3
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IPKKND LIVE BLOG SEASON - 1 [EPI - 3]
Cooommmeee onnnnn. Let'zzz beegggiiiinnnn.
Satvik Mishthaann Bhandaar. Khushi opens the cylinder's regulator's knob. Picks up the oil cannister, with tears glistening in her eyes.
Khushi's flashbacks of the lines that broke her heart :
i) "Mat kaho hume Amma." (Don't call me your mom.)
ii) "Payal iski sagi behen hoti tabahu aisi harkat karat?" (Had Payal been her real (blood-related) sister then would she do something like that ?")
iii) "Aaj tum saabit kar dee ho ki tum humra khoon naahi ho." (Today you have proved that you don't consider us as your own.)
iv) "Tum jaisi ladkiyon ka kya hai, ek jayega dusra phasaa lena." (This should not be a problem for girls like you, if one slips away then trap another.)
3. ANDDDDD- she lights the gas and makes jalebis. As we all get to know that stress eating and stress cooking are her outlets.
4. Sun comes up and we are in the next day. Hii Bitwa. Good morning.
5. We see Arnav, again, drowned in the horrors of his past. The head of his PR team comes and informs about the damage control but also tells his boss about his suspicions that some media people might still have managed to get hold on a few photos and videos.
6. But Bitwa is in no mood to listen. He gives him a threat, straight, of getting black-listed from the corporate market and having to spend the rest of his life in a 'kiraane ki dukan' (General store). Calm down angry young man, it's not good for your health.
7. He asks about his schedule to Rajesh (his secretary? then who was Aman? Lol. Whatever.)
8. Oh. So Bitwa eats oats(or toasts? Whatever.) for breakfast everyday. He is surprised to see channe ki roti, (orange-?) juice and fruits. He asks about the change and-
9. There comes his Di. "Hum jaante the, ki tum hume miss kar rahe hoge, chhotte." Look at his face. It's like 'not again'. Lol. Just sibling things.
10. So, Di wants her chhotte to complete her mannat and Our Bitwa has a very valid question, "Di mannat aapne maangi hai toh mujhe kyun puri karni padegi?" (Di, if you had asked for the wish then why do I have to complete it?) Lol. Just some Bitwa things.
11. I agree with Bitwa, here, Di. Why does he have to- OH OH OH I FORGOT- HE HAS TO MEET HIS WIFE THERE. HOW STUPID OF ME TO FORGET. Lol.
12. On a serious note, I hope you know the symbolization, here, Anjali, herself, called Khushi into Arnav's life, as his mannat.
13. Arnav, begrudgingly, accepts to go to the dargah for completing the wish. But. Of course. Without having the channe ki rotis, his Di made.
14. Excuse? Me? Khushi? Is? Still? Making? Jalebis? Like? What the-?
15. HAhahahahahisddifvoaidawdw. Jalebiyan ka mount everest. I am wheezing. (Jalebis' mount everest)
16. Lol. In an interview, Sanaya had mentioned that she likes all type of sweets except jalebis. I cannot help myself but focus on that thing. Babuji offers her a jalebi and Khushi is shown taking a bite, only that Sanaya did not take a bite, she just pretended to. I just cannot overlook it. Ok back to the serious-ness. Stop distracting me, okay?
17. I want to say something. I- it's so beautiful and heart touching, a father consoling his daughter but making her understand her mistake but also making her feel that whatever she did, that is to stand up against dowry system, is also A VERY RIGHT DECISION, but her way of taking matters into her hand, was also very wrong, she should have talked about this to her father. I felt so at peace. The father-daughter duo give off such a beautiful, soft and touching vibe.
18. He also consoles her for the things that Buaji said to her last night. In fact, he started the conversation with those words. Coz he knows and understands how gut wrenching it might have been to listen those harsh words.
19. The society people gather up and show their support and understanding towards Shashi babu and his family.
20. Stop making those annoying faces, Buaji.
21. Bitwa is on his way to the dargah. He asks his manager not to cancel his meeting but says will get delayed by 10-15 minutes.
22. They have reached the dargah. Khushi's first ever 'Laad Governor' makes an appearance. She talks of giving him a mouthful if she sees him ever again.
23. Did you notice this too? Arnav has changed his suit. Earlier, this morning he was wearing a grey? suit, i think and now there's a shiny black suit, with black aviators.
24. He starts walking and guess what, the cravat is back. *heart eyes*
25. Bitwa is well, Bitwa. Someone comes and tries to ward off evil eye with those peacock feathers and the way he dodges it off with making that face. Lol.
26. Payal tells Khushi to cover her head and Arnav, being an obedient jethji/jijaji, covers his head as well.
27. Is it coincidental that the first syllable of Arziyaan song starts just as Arnav enters the frame? And also the fact that the song is addressed in first person pronoun so it seems like it's been sung on Arnav's behalf.
28. "Tere derr pe jhuka hun, mitta hun, bana hun." (I have been destroyed and re-made myself (by hardships of life?) and I am bowing down at your doorstep.) This line, in fact, this whole song is made for our dear broken Arnav baby only, and only for him. I got emotional. Wow. Back to the epi.
29. Payal goes to take the niyaaz and Khushi crosses Arnav's way and her dupatta wraps up around his head. I think, he is kind of intrigued by it, coz he keeps looking at the back of that girl, in all white. Also, maybe tries to -identify?- her-what's with that unreadable expression Bitwa?
30. "Pyaas le ke aaya tha, dariya woh bhar laaya,
noor ki barish mein, beeghta-sa tar aaya."
How beautifully these lines along with Arnav entering the main entrance of the dargah, have been synced together. I mean. Wow. (Click the lines to read the translation.)
31. Inside the mazhaar. Khushi, what is this behaviour? Wait for your husband.
32. I really got a few second goosebumps here. The fact that they are just a mere inches away, separated by that-wall?- tying the sacred threads, praying for their loved ones.
(Arnav, I hope so you are praying and not thinking that you are the mighty ASR and you don't need all that blessings and shit, just pray. For yourself. For your mental health, my boy. You need it. Believe me. You really do.)
33. "O ek khushboo aati thi,
mein bhatakta jata tha,reshm-si maya thi,
aur main takta jata tha."
Are they hinting at the telepathy that Arnav will start experiencing after a few days? Uhhuhh, foreshadowing, I see. Writers are very clever.
34. Khushi is complaining, to Khwajaji, about her meeting with 'woh'. Lol. Tell me Khushi. Who is this 'woh' here? I did not understand.
Also, Khushi says that, for the first time, she had to hide something from her babuji which means no one knows about their first meeting yet.
Khushi and her 'woh' sitting opposite to each other. One complaining while the other listening looking around with a frown in his face.
35. Do you know this fact that girls in India, after getting married, address their husband as 'woh' to every one else and even if they have to take their name, they add an extra 'ji' after it.
Did you see what I did there? Heh. I iz veri kelever.
Bitwa is looking at his wife leaving, after ranting about him.
36. Are you following her Bitwa? Do you love her already? So. Both are there, to tie their 'mannat ka tala'. Khushi prays to Khwajaji, to get her sister married to a good man, as she cannot bear to see her sad. On the contrary, look at Bitwa's face. He is doing 'all this' just for 'his Di's happiness.' And careless bitwa, instead of keeping the key in his pocket, lets it slip away from his hands. I realized that I loved the BG score here.
But, his wife Khushi will make sure he rightfully gets back his mannat ki chabi. Look at Arnav's face, when she calls out, to hand him the key. He already knows it's the same girl (the girl from that previous night).
37. He does not turn immediately. Look closely, he turns as if to gauge her reaction. Her polite-slight- smile drops as she realizes that it's her 'woh'. Khushi, still very much affected by last night's harassment, clutches her neck-line, in fear. Arnav looks at her face, already smitten tells her to 'phek do' it. (Throw away)
Turns back and leaves. Khushi realizes that he 'phir suna diya' to her. (He, again, had the last word.)
38. The BG score, that is playing, here, is basically played for Khushi every time whenever she has an idea for some thing in general or is talking to devi maiyya (i think?) or is talking to herself or is ranting about her LG or has a 'brilliant' idea to exasperate her LG and here, is giving a pep talk to herself.
39. Arnav is doing his ASR walk without disturbing anyone and Khushi is doing her 'Hum Khushi Kumari Gupta' style running, skidding, jumping and scaring everyone around her, with her chaotic run.
40. Khushi comes to a stop. Arnav notices her and stops as well. My God. How is it possible that I can literally feel her, being out of breath and not being able to get out a single word from her mouth, without breathing loudly, just after running a -what-few meters-? Lol. I love Sanaya.
41. Bitwa is like 'calm down babe, have some water and sit down first.' So, Arnav is staring at her and walking towards her, with slow and careful steps. Khushi, obviously afraid, steps away from him, trying to maintain a safe distance.
42. Screen freezes at Khushi's face and starts to fade out. *quickly pauses it* Precap. Don't like spoilers.
P.S. : I thought their argument over god and their beliefs would be in this one only. Btw, I loved Khushi's look and hair as well. Arnav's was fine. I loved loved loved babuji's scene with Khushi in the morning. I loved it. It was so soothing for Khushi, as well as, for all of us viewers too. Also, all the 'wife' and 'woh' jokes that I made for Khushi and Arnav are still not relevant, here, because of the harassment that was shown in the last one, so please don't take it seriously, I just did it to add some humor to it. Please don't take it the wrong way. Ok, bye. Have a great day/night ahead. God bless you.
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#arnav and khushi#arnav singh raizada#ipkknd#khushi kumari gupta#arshi#ArShi#iss pyaar ko kya naam doon#i get so hella tired after completing this#but there is still some work left#i have to proof read it myself#going to sleep ryt now its still afternoon i sleep in the afternoon#bye y'all#coming back in a few hours to publish this#okay i have to tell you some thing#today a follower asked for the epi 3 live blog as i did not post anything the whole day yesterday#i was so so SO overwhelmed when i read that comment#like literally?#they were WAITING for ME TO WRITE IT????#like what the fck how did i become so noticeable#okay bye y'all#i have an exam on 5th#wish me luck#go and tie a mannat ka tala for me okay#i need it#ok bye#i have gone mad#lol#bye.
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showing you guys my halloween costume early cause a costume contest is happening in my area today
#planning on getting back in her on the 30th for our works costume contest#wish me luck on placing for both šāļø#kayla.txt#ok to rb
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how deal with taidan
#^ crying over saki for the second night in a row#i am Not Okay about the fact her taidan is exactly a year after her pb footage aired on sky stage#bc that was the very last thing where i was like ok yeah maybe saki IS my second fave of all time#feels weird to call her my second fave#shes like basically on par w aasa š idk how else to word itjfhd#idk not the point i am just emotional and sad and will miss her dearly#but also wishing her luck in whatever she decides to do next whether that be in the public eye or not#also just feel so sad about how busy ive been recently šš#was planning on going back and watching all her shinkos and leads that i havent watched yet before the 13th but uni hit me like a truck#and i have not have time š#have not had *#sorry if you are reading this š it is not coherent šš fjdhdjd#idk i was torn up enough over kiwa and this is about to be 4000x worse sofhdhdjd#did watch every sakigumi show in order a while ago w my gf and that was nice at least#idk man im excited for aasas run im sure itll be great im just so not ready to say bye to sakigumi#god if youd have told me when i first got into zuka i would be this torn up over saki leaving i would not have believed you#but here we are#at no point was i expecting to get This Attached to saki but it just kind of happened#aasas fault whatever#fjhdjdhd#sorry none of fhis is coherent i do not know how to organise or articulate my thoughts#idk i love s4kiaasa so much#getting to watch them together both on and off stage for the last two and a half years ish since i got into zuka has meant so much to me#i hope they both continue to thrive and i look forward to seeing what they do next
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think it shouldnāt have been legal that my first day of teaching of the year coincided with grey and rain and storms. however! have some very lovely new students, some very enthusiastic returning ones, thereās new cookies in the cafe, and I get to play with pendulums tomorrow, so there are some (many!) positives
#teaching#text post#my post#my knees are unimpressed#by the combination of being back on my feet lots and whatever the weather did I think#but the cookies are truly magnificent#and itās cute to see the students again theyāre very nice and excitable mostly#but I am tired#ok this post was mostly an excuse to just divulge how the day has gone#it felt very autumnal this morning with grey skies and wind and the smell of rain which is kinda nice yknow getting that October feeling in#but god itās gonna be such a long term#like ridiculously so#I have all these resolutions about doing more hobby stuff in the evenings and stretching more but like#weāll see considering: the Tired#anyway the pendulums lesson is not even fully planned but I wasnāt about to stay super late on literally day 1#I plan much better in the mornings anyway#and start as you mean to go on right#so thatās morningās problem#but itās pendulums itāll be fun#tomorrowās my first non-stop day of teaching (ie no free periods) in two years soooo#wish me (and my knees) luck for that one#those are usually ok once you get into them cause time just flies#but planning is a pain and Iām out of practice doing them cause I had none all of last year thankfully#ok thatās my update I think itās bedtime#if youāve read all these tags I am very impressed have a cookie šŖ#less impressive than the cafe ones but still good
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