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spy headcanon thread! just some of my personal thoughts and musings about his character :-) enjoy!
starting off by saying that spy is Absolutely Everything to me.. i've put his thread off for so long because i have SO much to say and im afraid i'll leave stuff out BUT we're going to take a Stab at it (đ) and i guess i'll just add more stuff later if i need! As Usual this is just pasted from my twitter so i'm sorry for any wonky formatting issues!
the most important thing to me about spy's character is that it is Varied and can be Contradictory. i say this about all of the mercs tbh but spy is among the Most important given his role/occupation as a spy. he IS A Spy, but he's also Just Some Guy (gender neutral).
spy is a bit dry; very sarcastic, a bit stoic, but he's definitely not heartless. i think he's very "emotionally in-tune" to those around him and prides himself on being able to read a room exceptionally well!
... but just because he knows what people might be thinking doesn't mean he's going to do anything about it! he likes being in the know but seldom ever enjoys interfering; it's best if he keeps out of the fray, or so he tells himself!
that being said, i Do think spy makes exceptions to this rule (which To Me is what makes his character Interesting!).... as we see in expiration date! he spends his "last living days" helping scout become a worthy date for miss pauling!
if he sees someone Floundering or really stuck in some kind of emotional squander, he'll pass by with a hand on the shoulder and a concise, discreet, kind word of advice in their ear and move on. no need for thanks, he's just Sharing an Observation! if you try to thank him, he'll give you a coy look and be like "for what?" but he knows. he's just letting you know you don't need to thank him <3
loves breaking balls. he'll help you if you ask him, but not before he gives you a LOT of shit for it. he'll volunteer himself to help you (even if you tell him you need his Stinking Help!) and he'll roll his eyes and say "ha! you are So helpless! i know you're glad i'm here to see this through with you uUu" LOL
but he will give you genuine insight and Surprisingly Good advice. huh, you didn't know he knew you so well! despite his job as a spy, he'll tell you to be authentic and will encourage you to listen to your instincts.
is an Observer First and an Action-taker second. prioritizes being in the know and likes being in the background (despite how good he is at being in the spotlight!). always thinks before he speaks, very calculated in everything he does!
got wiser with age. when he was younger i think he was quick to save his own skin and thought only about himself. among his first "selfless" acts were running out on scout and his mom to "protect" them, but with the wisdom of hindsight, that wasn't the smartest idea!
firmly believes in the power of respect. seems to have a positive relationship with all of his teammates (yes, even sniper, engineer and pyro lol) and scout's mom, too (regardless of how u see their relationship). tells scout that he has to earn pauling's respect to be worthy of her!
won't hesitate to stick his neck out for/work with people he appreciates. in the comics, he works with (and even prioritizes the safety of) miss pauling, helps sniper, and obviously comforts scout when he's dying in the way that Scout would want to be comforted. good job pops!
which brings me to dadspy... how i love you... i could make an entire other thread about my dadspy thoughts BUT i'll keep it "brief" here. i don't think he ever "treated scout like shit" nor do i think he was abusive to scout's mom or scout. he's just the world's most mediocre absent father to me... KDSKF
i think scout's mom knew What Spy Was and knew that at some point, he'd have to leave her. i think she's a perfectly capable woman who spy is genuinely still in love with (they have an open, long-distance relationship!) and is quite the deadly catch herself! perhaps i'll make a thread on her if that's something people would want....
i don't think she resents spy for running out and i think spy has complicated feelings about running out. he's convinced himself he did it for everyone involved's safety but in hindsight he Does feel a Bit (emphasis on Bit. it's not Earth Shatteringly Dramatic, just a little demon that sneaks up on him now and then...) guilty and tries to "make up for it" by Trying to get along with scout even if it's... not easy LOL. him turning into tom jones when scout died was to comfort scout the way Scout would want, which i think says a lot about spy's character.
however, once scout finds out the truth, i think he tells spy that he shouldn't have lied to him about it ("what kind of dumbass lies to their son on his deathbed! đ§") and spy's like "ah... i suppose that... was also a mistake." and they smirk/smile at each other.. Road To Forgiveness begins..
also i personally love the running gag that everyone knows that spy is scout's dad (except for scout), not because i think spy would tell all/even some of the mercs but because it's SO obvious that all of them are like "i mean yeah.. doy". extra points if their knowledge Also surprises spy. "WHO TOLD YOU? HOW DID YOU KNOW?!" and the mercs are like ??? "erm... we have eyes...?" LOL
DESPITE being Stoic and Unknowable and Mysterious, he is also Quite the Doofus. one of my favorite and most important thoughts on his character. i think his authentic laugh is his snort laugh and i think that's what made scout's mom fall in love with him... :') has a great sense of humor.
loves playing pranks, causing mischief and being a Smug Cunt. will hide behind his Carefully Crafted Facade, but those who really know him (heavy, scout's mom) can see right through it! teaches scout some of his "best ones" (though not before pranking HIM with them first! it's okay though. scout's a good sport and gives him props LMAO)
a short list of spy's "best ones":
cleaning a glass door REALLY well and tricking the mercs to run into it at full force
oil on the kitchen floor so that anyone who comes running in will slam into the oven that engineer Just Fixed God Dammit! and destroy it
mentos in soda
scout and spy have the "same laugh" when they REALLY start howling. snorting, wheezing.... they sound almost identical. usually if they're laughing THAT hard, the rest of the mercs are looking at them like this >__> (covered in soda, can't get up from the ground because oil, etc)
obviously enjoys literature! language is one of his favorite things, though. loves learning about different dialects, slang, accents and learning the intricacies of grammar, too! likes studying the other mercs for this reason. the base is a fun, mixed bag for him!
the best secret keeper. contrary to popular belief, spy will NOT air your business if it's Serious. he might "let it slip" to medic that sniper sleeps with a stuffed animal, but he won't let anyone know that heavy has ptsd. he likes giving people shit, but not genuinely causing harm!
ah.. breaking balls as a love language.. this is something that i think is shared between spy, scout, and scout's mom. they LOOOOVE to give you shit, but it comes from a loving place. i think a lot of scout and spy's banter in exp date is like this:
it's not actually Insulting to either of them (spy calling scout a failure, scout telling spy to go to hell, etc) and is in fact more like a thing of Endearment. if you know people like this then you know what i'm talking about. idk how else to describe it KSDFKS
he is very girlfailure that thinks he's a girlboss but is actually a girlfailure and is coming to terms with his girlfailing. as i've said, spy isn't heartless. he knows he's made mistakes and knows his job has costed him a lot and now he's trying to reconcile with it. sometimes it's funny, sometimes its angsty!
is a total foodie and has a LOT of opinions about all kinds of cuisine! loves cooking with engineer and pyro (YES i think pyro is an INCREDIBLE chef. they only burn things because it's fun/funny! for the bit. you understand), and heavy has a perfect palette (just a personal hc of mine heh) so he always gets to tag along and taste test! <3
if spy is involved with any of the other mercs, scout's mom knows about it. they're in an open relationship and spy values her just like he'd value any of the mercs in a romantic relationship. she knows all of them and they're all very polite to her (ala like they are with miss pauling), but she quickly surprises them by being snarky and playful like spy and scout! she also doesn't hesitate to begin telling the mercs the most Humiliating Dirt on spy AND scout! HEHEHE
i don't think he'd cheat on her nor do i think he'd bother cheating on any of his partners. he's very open with communication when it comes to his interpersonal relationships (this is ironic to everyone but him because his relationship with his son is currently in shambles). he's good at it when it comes to romantic relationships though!
his love languages are, well, any and all of them! he loves being in love, he's a huge romantic and is not shy about showing it. will absolutely DROWN his partner in gifts and pretty words (that he really does mean!) and so on... perhaps to the point of it being a little overwhelming! at his partner's request, he'll dial it back... but he still loves to spoil his lovers, and THAT is something he WON'T apologize for! >:)
as i touched on earlier, has a good rapport with all of the mercs and pauling. he's patient with soldier and the other mercs hear him out about the bucket list idea (and are all Quietly Amused by how scout promptly ruins that for him. team dynamic ykwim). i think he's the closest with heavy (i'm a spoovy enjoyer), engineer, pyro, and sniper (BUT in kind of a "unique" way. perhaps i'll elaborate) but he enjoys the company of all of the other mercs as well!
is Informed about engineer's, demoman's and medic's research (though not on the levels they are of course) and likes being in the know about things going on around the base. he mostly shares enemy intelligence with these three over anyone else. they talk frequently and Love to gossip (engineer SWEARS its not gossiping but demo and medic are like "no. its gossip!" SKDFKSDF)!
will absolutely always enable you to treat yourself. scout, spy, medic and demo are the KINGS of "go on!! treat yourself!! :D" no matter what it is. if spy sees you really struggling about whether to get something, he'll slip it in with his own purchases and gift it to you later. "this one is from me, so you don't need to worry about compromise. <3"
in battle, he's a bit more sadistic than his teammates; likes making people squirm and is more than capable of getting under your skin. information extraction is part of his job and he treats it as such: Part Of The Job. he doesn't get a LOT of pleasure from hurting others, but he Does enjoy starring in a good revenge tale!
no, i do NOT think the world's most absent father cares about his 30 year old son's sex life nor do i think he's even "fiercely overprotective" of scout just in general. i think he knows scout is a grown man who has to make (and account for) any failures and fumbles he makes in his life. he'll be there with a kind word (and a few snarky ones!) when shit hits the fan, but he's not running around fighting scout's battles for him. scout loves battling too much to let him anyway! LOL
he teaches him things that Spy Himself values (like respect) because he... values it and since spy IS trying to be a bit more of a Dad to scout, it's also a reflection on him (to spy. scout doesn't care or think of it that way). insists on the value of self improvement! (something he himself didn't learn until he was Much Older... but scout doesn't need to know that!)
#ok FINE this is good enough for now...#-_-#hit tweet limit three times <3 i have things to SAY#dutchfoolery#dutchiehcs#mercthreads#<- yeas i have other mercs in there.. take a look if u want... heh#tf2#spy#rrgghhh sorry for the tags... grrhhh
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andrewâs definitely gotten in trouble with his pr manager for tweeting things along the lines of:
âno mania inducing medication will compare to the euphoria i will feel the day donald trump drops deadâ
#pr manager is like: andrew⌠this is the last time iâm gonna tell you#andrew: whats the point of democracy if i canât exercise freedom of speech#pr manager: andrew itâs no longer about your image#at this point we are concerned the fbi is going to show up#andrew: neil has connections. iâm fine#they thought marketing andrew on social media would be good#they were sooooo wrong#because now andrew has a place to share every insane thing heâs ever thought#for instanceâa tweet that just says âan alien googling: human clothesâ#heâs on there advocating for lgbtq+ youth you KNOW HE IS#heâs cursing and mildly threatening members of congress for imposing these disgusting bills#one day he tweeted âdoes mitch mcconnell know heâs dead yetâ#when mitch mcconnell stepped down from senate andrew tweeted âhopefully next he steps down from lifeâ#unsurprisingly: this endears him to some people and makes others fucking hate him#and heâs such a shit. he does not care either way#heâs kind of just like: pr manager. you gave me a twitter and told me to tweet. iâm just doing what you asked me#theyâve threatened to change his password so many times#they actually did once but andrew reported the account so many times for defamation and fraud that it got suspended#and he made a new account out of pure spite#his pr manager is like: andrew nobody is going to want to sign you because of your public image#and andrew is like: ?? ok. they can lose every game then#(he knows heâs the best goalie)#ok i think thatâs enough for now. however i will probably be back#andrew minyard#aftg#tfc#trk#tkm#the foxhole court#all for the game
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was trying to figure out why I feel so Wrong rn and I think it's because I didn't follow my usual daily routine like At All and now my brain is freaking out. woke up at a vastly different time, had entirely different tasks throughout the day, took a nap at a weird time (to make up for the fact I had about 3 hours of sleep last night), zero human contact for the past 15 hours, and ate different food from usual (various leftovers from social events/thanksgiving, instead of cooking for myself like normal). and before I really realized that these were all things that were Bad For My Brain I was just wandering around my house like "why do I feel like garbage?? I've literally been outside so much today my brain should be happy"
ANYWAY here's to me not remembering I have issues with unstructured living because my days have been so similar for the past 4ish years that I straight up Forgot that things being too different too fast makes me crazy âď¸
#rye.txt#I'll be fine lol#the sudden shift in my daily schedule and my generally unhealthy eating today were the big things that made me feel Bad#so now that I am actually cognizant of this I can take steps to mitigate it tomorrow#god. what the hell did I even eat#leftover soup. that was breakfast (very out of my ordinary). uhh. a lot of pie (grandma made a ton for thanksgiving).#a tangerine that miiight have been on the edge of going bad#(thought I should eat a fruit. fruit did not improve status)#reheated âpopcorn chicken? that was not a good decision I felt so gross after eating that#hrm. ok my issue is that I feel like I Need To Eat These Leftovers So They Don't Go Bad#otherwise i'll be Wasting Perfectly Good Food#BUT. I don't want to eat it and eating it makes me feel generally unfulfilled and kinda blehg#ough. why can't I be normallllll#I'm also not dealing with the whole 'zero human contact' very well tbh. which is weird because I'm a deeply introverted person#and usually spend my days avoiding people like the plague#but idk. it's been literal years since I've spent and extended period of time completely alone#I don't knowwww i don't know#I'm gonna invite some friends over tomorrow and get them to help me eat these dang pies#ALSO. ITS BEEN REALLY COLD TODAY. AND I HAD TO BREAK INTO MY NEIGHBORS' HOUSE#(was not breaking in; I was trying to take care of their dogs since they're out of town)#(but their door code AND their garage door code weren't working#and I didn't have a physical key to use#so I had to push my way in through a back door that'd been blocked by a pile of boxes taller than my head#and squirm into their garage in order to get inside and take care of the dogs)#(was a very stressful way to spend my early waking hours)#i ALSO had to drive to the AIRPORT this morning which SUCKED. had to drop off family#which like I'm happy to help but also airports suck so much ass I hate them#anyway. today was sort of shitty#but mostly I only have myself to blame#did not structure my day well enough
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Warning, this is a pretty dark one towards the end. A lil spooky if you will
Chapter 5- Somethingâs in Faron Woods
Zelda was exhausted. With the new problem of disappearances, her workload doubled. She was getting several letters from people claiming that they knew who was causing these disappearances, or people who claimed that they got caught and escaped. She was then dealing with the economy of Hyrule, then their relationship with Labrynna, then schoolwork for her daughter, and then trying to provide for the army. Sheâd barely gotten any sleep, but she supposed it would be fine. Sheâs had sleepless nights before, this would be no different.
She was eternally grateful for the resistanceâs help, since she couldnât do much on her own with the disappearances. She sent Ashei and Shad to help Hoz on his investigation, she requested Auru to ask around since he couldnât do much in his old age, and she sent Rusl and Link to investigate Kakariko, knowing that Linkâs wolf abilities would be useful. And she requested this all under her alter ego: Sheik.
She remembers when she first disguised herself as Sheik and went to help the resistance. They were dealing with straggling Bulblins who rebelled against their king. Sheik showed up to assist, and the resistance were rightfully distrusting towards her. It was difficult since Sheik wasnât exactly a bubbly and kind person, but after a few years with her giving them correct information on situations, they started to trust her more, and she was grateful for that. It was nice doing more for Hyrule that she wouldnât be able to do as queen, but it had made her twice as busy, and she almost had no time to do anything. Even spending time with her own daughter was severely limited, and even though she wished she could do more with her, she just didnât have time. And she wasnât willing to give some of her workload to Edmund.
Theyâd known each other since they were kids. her father was attempting to have an alliance with Labrynna and they saw each other often. They had a good enough relationship then, Edmund was very polite and kind, and even when they reunited he still was, but she couldnât bring herself to trust him. He was never outwardly terrible, but she knew that if she gave him even an ounce of power, he would take it all and control Hyrule. Sheâd seen it with her father, sheâd seen it with Zant, and sheâd seen it with Ganondorf. All kings taking power from queens, why would Edmund be any different?
Despite her refusal to let him help her, she was exhausted, and sometimes she wished she could get help, but until she found more people she could trust, she would have to make do. Of course, it wasnât easy to hide how she was feeling from everyone, and when she nearly fell asleep during a boring meeting, they all grew concerned for her well-being.
âMy queen?â The representative for the Zora spoke up when she nearly fell over on the table, and she rubbed her face, sitting up straight.
âIâm alright,â she said quickly, and she glanced over at Edmund who stared at her with his brows pinched together.
âAre you sure?â
âIâm fine, just a little tired is all, we all get like that,â she waved their concerns away and looked down at the papers in front of her. She honestly didnât remember what was being discussed, but she quickly skimmed over the details and caught up as much as she could. As soon as the meeting was over, she got up and left, with Edmund trailing behind her.
âZelda?â He called out for her, and she groaned, turning around to look at him.
âYes?â
Edmund let out a huff and put his hands on his hips. âWhat have you been doing?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âYou know what I mean. You look awful. Youâre rarely eating, I hardly ever see you, and youâre never in bed when youâre supposed to be.â
âMaybe I donât want to sleep with you,â she said coldly, but instantly regretted it. That was an inappropriate thing to say, and a hurt expression flickered across Edmundâs face. He looked away and ran a hand through his hair, frustration apparent in his face.
âGoddesses, Zelda. Iâ I didnât want this arranged marriage either, but Iâm trying to make it work for our kingdomâs sakes! Itâs been ten years, why canât you do the same?â
Zelda faced him fully and looked down, biting her lip. âI⌠I apologize for that comment, Edmund. It was rude of me.â
Edmundâs glare softened slightly. âSo, whatâs going on? Is it the disappearances?â
Zelda pursed her lips. âItâs fine Edmundââ
âNo, itâs not fine. Youâre clearly overworking yourself.â
Zelda turned away and let out a frustrated sigh, spotting the nobles and representatives getting closer to them. She grabbed Edmundâs arm and led him away to somewhere more private.
âItâs fine Edmund,â she reassured when they were tucked away in a corner, âthese disappearances have been a lot of work to deal with, but it will pass. Besides, I have help from friends and Hoz to get to the bottom of this.â
Edmund stared at her for a moment, his brow pinched together. âOk, so you have help,â he finally said after a moment of contemplation, âwhy donât you let me handle the next meeting so you can⌠I donât know⌠get some rest.â
Zeldaâs heart spiked and she shook her head. âNo, I do not need help.â
âOh, so youâll get help from Hoz and friends that Iâve never heard of before, but not from me, your husband?â Edmundâs voice raised a little, and Zelda sucked in a breath.
âItâs not your responsibilityââ
âYes it is! Weâre supposed to have a partnership! Weâre supposed to work together to keep our kingdom allies! That is why we got married! Why canât you trust me?â
âMaybe itâs because you have no respect for my kingdom! Maybe itâs because you berate and criticize my people and my army! Why would I let someone who hates my kingdom try to rule it?â Zelda snapped. Edmund stared at her, surprised at her angry tone. She always spoke in a controlled tone, never letting her anger get the best of her since it was improper. Zelda took a deep breath and quickly composed herself, not wanting to escalate the conversation anymore. âEdmund, can we discuss this later? I have a meeting to attend to.â
âThatâs what you say everytime I try to talk to you about it,â Edmund scoffed.
âWell I donât have time.â
Edmund was about to say something, but he glanced up behind Zelda and his glare softened.
âAmber!â He greeted, and Zelda turned around to see her daughter walking towards them.
âHello, mother and father,â she said when she walked up to them, her hands clasped in front of her. âI finished my studies and I wanted to catch you when the meeting ended!â
Edmund gave Zelda a look and he relaxed his posture. âWell, you caught us in time, my dear.â
Amber grinned at Edmund and gave a small curtsy to Zelda. Zelda nodded her head and forced a smile. The two stared at each other awkwardly, and Zelda looked down.
âIâm glad to see you, Amber,â she finally said, and forced another smile. âI take it your studies are going well?â
âYes, mother.â
âRightâŚâ
Zelda looked away and Edmund sighed.
âWhy donât you tell your mother what youâve been studying, Amber?â He encouraged, and Amberâs eyes lit up. Zelda cringed internally, wanting so badly to stay and listen to her daughter, but she simply had no timeâŚ
âWell, Iâve been studying the founding of Hyrule, and I find it quite fascinating! I read that Hylians descended from the sky and made land here, creating alliances with the many species already living here. I just canât imagine living in the sky! I heard that they flew on birds! Big birds that they would ride on andââ
âAmber,â Zelda cut in, forcing another smile, âI think itâs wonderful that youâre interested in history. I have a meeting I must attend, but you continue on with your studies.â
Amberâs expression fell which made Zeldaâs heart twist in pain, and she looked down. âOf course, mother, sorry to keep you.â
Zelda couldnât force another smile, and she simply walked away, trying to ignore the guilt creeping up on her. Goddesses she wanted to stay, she wanted to stay and to talk with her daughter. She wanted to ignore the meetings and to actually rest her eyes. But she couldnât, there was too much to do, and she didnât have the time.
Zelda couldnât help but glance at the two when she turned the corner. Amber was still facing away, but Edmund was staring at her, and where she expected anger, there was nothing but sadness in his eyes.
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Link watched the field around him carefully, sticking closer to Rusl this time around. Kori was no longer riding with him, and was inside the cart playing with his new toy, meanwhile Colin sat behind him on Epona. Talo was riding his own horse on the other side of the cart, grateful to no longer be alone on the trip back home. Link was also glad that they were with Talo as well, learning more about the strange disappearances have gotten him nervous. Rusl tried to make sense of it all, explaining how the scent probably got messed up, but Link supposed he couldnât truly understand how bizarre the whole thing was. The scent wasnât replaced, nor was it lost, it just vanished. The fact that he didnât know why this was happening, or where to continue looking, chilled him to the bone, and he was anxious to get back to Ordon and out of the open field. Colin picked up on his nervous energy, and he rested his hand on his shoulder.
âAre you alright, Link?â His younger brother asked, and Link shrugged.
âI dunno, I just donât like the open field,â he answered simply.
âI heard you and pa were investigating some disappearances, anything going on with that?â
Link sighed. âI donât know, I tried to follow the missing peopleâs scent and I found nothing.â
âNothing?â
âAbsolutely nothing. The scent just ends. Pa thinks that the scent was replaced or lost but⌠I honestly donât think thatâs the case,â he ran his fingers through his hair, letting out a breath.
âWhat do you think the case is?â
âIâm not sure, the only explanation is that the people got taken to⌠a different world or something,â Link felt the heat creep up to his cheeks as he said it outloud. The idea of different worlds wasnât far-fetched to him, the temple of time literally took him through time to when the temple stood tall and proud, and the twilight realm was a world he could never forget. But to get to these places were nearly impossible, especially the twilight realm, so the idea that these people somehow getting taken to anywhere like that was ridiculous to him. Colin only hummed.
âYou sure theyâre not dead?â
âIâm sure Colin, I wouldâve smelled it. Once we get home Iâm gonna try to look further into it.â By the goddesses he was not going to let something like this continue. He was the hero for Dinâs sake, he still had a responsibility to Hyrule. Link glanced over at the carriage to see Kori and Rela poking their heads out from the carriage, smiling at the nature in front of them. A protective feeling surrounded him as he watched them. He was going to make sure that his family, especially Kori, were never going to experience a dangerous Hyrule ever again.
They reached Ordon when the sun began to set, and everyone let out a sigh of relief as they got off their steeds or out of the cart.
âBy the goddesses, itâs nice not being attacked every five seconds in the field,â Talo commented, stretching his arms after he got off his horse. Beth and Colin cheered in response as Link led Epona to his home, patting her neck and giving her a treat. Kori ran up to him and patted Eponaâs snout.
âThanks for getting us here, girl!â He said, and Epona lowered her head to nuzzle his chest, which Kori giggled at. Link smiled at the two and left them alone together as he went to help Rusl with unloading the cart. The kids stayed back talking and playing with the horses while Link and Rusl went to their home. When they opened the door, Uli set down her sewing project from the couch and met them at the door in seconds.
âYouâre home!â She cheered, and gave Rusl and Link a hug. Rusl chuckled and pecked her on the lips.
âHello, darlinâ,â he said when he pulled away, and the two smiled at each other for a moment.
âHow was it? Howâs Renado?â She asked as they pulled away to put their stuff down.
âIt was fine,â Link answered, plopping down on the couch. âRenado seems pretty overwhelmed, but otherwise it was ok.â
âWhat did Kori get?â
âA stuffed cat he named Jasper,â Link answered, stretching his arms above his head. Uli tilted her head and crossed her arms.
âA stuffed cat? If I had known that he wanted a stuffed cat, I wouldâve made him one!â
âYeah, kids are weird like that,â Link said with a chuckle, rubbing his eyes. âThe moment they see somethinâ they want at the store, they ask for it even though you can make it at home.â
âItâs more special from a shop!â Rusl chimed in, leaning near the fireplace. Uli raised an eyebrow and smirked.
âAre you saying that if I made it, it wouldnât be special?â
Ruslâs eyes went big and he turned away. âOf course not⌠thatâs⌠you know what I meant!â
Uli gave a quick laugh. âI know what you meant darlinâ, Iâm just messing with you.â Rusl glared at her and she simply giggled teasingly at him. She turned to Link and her teasing manner dropped slightly. âWell, I heard you two were investigating someâŚ. Disappearances,â she started, âwere you able to find anything?â
Link looked at Rusl and shrugged. âNot really.â
âWe didnât find anything useful at least,â Rusl added quietly. Uli frowned.
âAre you going to continue investigating?â
âWell, I kinda have to. Kori wants everyone to return home safely for his birthday,â Link said with a small smile on his lips. Uli grinned and ruffled his hair.
âHeâs a sweet boy. He reminds me of a certain someone.â
Link looked down bashfully and rolled his eyes as Uli began to dote on him. Kori was a sweet boy. So gentle and kind, despite being a little mischievous at times. He couldnât take all the credit for it of course, or really any of it. Midna raised him by herself for his first two years of life, and even though she's not with them all the time, sheâs impacted his life in more ways than one. Goddesses he missed her. He wanted to tell her everything about Kakariko, he wanted her advice, her comments, her support. He just wanted her hereâŚ
Uli clasped her hands together and sighed after a moment of silence. âWell, where are the kids?â
âDealinâ with the horses. I think theyâre a little stir crazy.â
Uli smiled and gestured at the fireplace. âI have some soup cooking if you wanna drag our little ones over here?â
The smell of the soup cooking above the fireplace hit his nostrils, and he wiped some drool that suddenly appeared on his chin. Uli let out a hearty laugh and ruffled his hair.
âIâll go get them ma,â Link chuckled, slightly embarrassed, and jogged out the door to find Colin, Rela, and Kori.
The three were excited for the hot dinner when Link told them, and they quickly put their things away as the sun set behind the horizon. Kori wasted no time showing Jasper the cat to Uli, explaining the complex backstory he gave to the plush, and how it connected to Billy the goatâs backstory. Uli listened intently, and Link let out a laugh. He always talked her ear off, but she always listened. Link wondered if he was the same way when he was younger.
âSo, I take it Midna didnât go with you?â Uli asked when Kori finished his story. Link shook his head.
âNo, she had other stuff she needed to do back home.â
âWhat does she do anyways?â Colin asked, his spoon full of soup inches away from his mouth. Link shrugged.
âStuff.â
âYou always say that,â he said, sipping the soup from the spoon. Link shrugged again.
âYâall werenât supposed to know about her existence anyways. If she wants to tell you what she does, then she will. Itâs not my business to tell you.â
âFair ânough.â
âWell,â Uli started, standing up, âI already ate, but I can dish up some food for the rest of you.â
âNah, I got two strong arms, I can do it myself,â Rusl said with a smile, grabbing a bowl and hunching over the pot.
âNonsense! Youâve been traveling all day,â Uli began to argue, and the couple began to fight over the soup. Colin and Link exchanged a look and smirked as Kori and Rela jogged over to the fireplace, trying to break up the battle for service between the two lovers. When Uli finally admitted defeat, Link got up to the pot to serve himself and Kori, smiling at his ma who returned to her sewing project. But as he began to walk across the room, he stopped, his ears twitching. There was a sound, it was distant, and out in the woods, but as it got closer, the sound became more apparent.
Screaming.
Soon it got loud enough for Uli to hear it too, and they both looked at each other in fear. Kori stared at the two, hearing it as well.
âWhat is that?â He asked, and the whole family grew quiet, hearing the sudden screaming. Rusl got up, grabbing his sword and gestured for Link to follow him.
âStay here,â Rusl said to Colin and Uli, who were about to follow him. Uli walked towards the kids while Colin reluctantly stayed by the doorway, and the two swordsmen marched out of the house. As they got closer, Link was able to spot three figures huddled together. He recognized mayor Boâs large frame next to Jaggle, who was consoling a hysterical Coro. Bo looked up as the two men got closer, and he let out a sigh of relief.
âThank the spirits,â he said, stepping away. âI was just about to come and get you two.â
âWhatâs happeninâ here?â Rusl asked, staring at Coro who looked to be a mess. âWhy were you screaming?â
Coro raised his head and stared at the two. âS-somethingâs out in the woods!â His voice shook as he said it, and he was shaking in fear.
Link frowned, feeling dread and fear creep up on him. âWhat was it?â
âIâ I donât know! I donât know!â
Rusl rested a hand on Coroâs shoulder and kneeled down. âTake some deep breaths for me, ok? Think about what you saw and try to explain it to us.â
Coro swallowed and took a deep breath. âOk, you are all gonna think that Iâm insane, but I promise Iâm not! I know these woods, Iâve seen all sorts of plants and animals! But I was putting my things away f-for the night, and I heard somethinâ behind me and⌠I saw a black creature staring at me!â Coro wailed and buried his face in his hands, and Rusl gave Link a look. âIt tried to kill me! I swear!â
âDid you have a light to see this⌠black creature?â Jaggle asked skeptically, and Coro gave him a glare.
âI didnât hallucinate it if thatâs what youâre implying! Trill saw it too!â
As if on cue, Coroâs bird, Trill poked out from his hair, staring at the men. Link expected him to begin chatting, but he was uncharacteristically silent as the men observed the bird.
âCan you⌠Uh⌠describe the creature again?â Jaggle asked, and Coro let out a frustrated huff.
âI know it sounds ridiculous, but it was a big, black creature with long arms! It almost swiped at me but I didnât wait around! I thought something was off about the forest, Trill came to me a few days before talking about a bear, so I-I thought that he just got spooked! There hasnât been a bear in these parts in ages so I assumed he saw a wolf! Thereâs been wolves around here right? But this wasnât a bear, I donât know what it was but it was no bear!â
Rusl, Jaggle, and Link all glanced at each other as Coro continued to ramble, and Rusl scratched the back of his head. âSounds like you had a scare, Coro. But letâs think about this, it couldâve been a tree or something. They look scary at night, right?â
âTrees donât try to swipe at you!â Coro yelled.
Jaggle glanced at Rusl and sighed. âYou can stay with us if it makes you feel safe, weâll be sure that the gate is locked extra tight, butââ
âNo! You need to find that thing, now!â Coro grabbed Rusl and shook him slightly. âA gate wonât stop it if it found us! Itâs too big! Donât you remember what happened ten years ago? When a green monster burst through the gates and stole all the kids?â
Ruslâs expression grew dark, and Jaggle pulled Coro away.
âNow you need to calm down!â He yelled. âItâs gettinâ late, and itâs too dangerous to go out at night, weâll hunt down whatever it was you saw tomorrowââ
âJaggle,â Mayor Bo interrupted him, staring at the entrance, âperhaps we should find whatever Coro saw.â
âWhat? Bo are you crazy?â
âI donât want anything attacking us at night when weâre most vulnerable,â Bo explained, his hands raised defensively. âWe at least need to be prepared for something!â
Jaggle opened his mouth to say something but Rusl stepped up. âHeâs right, itâs not dark yet, me and Link will check it out, the rest of you will make sure nothing happens to Ordon.â Link looked at his father in shock, but he avoided his gaze. âWeâll find whatever scared you, I donât want anything to attack us at night either.â
Coro looked relieved and nodded. âThanks, sorry to bother you folksââ
âItâs fine,â Rusl waved his apology away, âme and Link will investigate, Colin, Talon, and Beth will look after the village in the meantime, if it ainât a bother.â
Jaggle let out a loud sigh and shrugged. âDonât think Talo would be bothered at all.â
âGood. Thereâs still some sun left, once it gets too dark, me and Link will return, ok?â
Jaggle seemed more comfortable with that and nodded. Rusl nodded back and turned to head back to the house, with Link reluctantly following.
âAre you sure this is a good idea, pa?â Link asked softly as Bo led Coro to his home. âWe donât have a lot of time before it gets too dark.â
âWeâll be fine, Link. I take it itâs nothinâ serious,â Rusl said, but he didnât seem too confident in his own words. âBesides, if something is out there, I donât wantâ I donât want another attack on Ordon.â Ruslâs voice grew quiet, but he didnât turn to look at Link.
Link pursed his lips, but said nothing. When the two reached the house, Rusl quickly explained the situation to Uli and Colin. Uli protested against it while Colin grabbed a sword, determined to protect the village. With enough reassurance that they were going to be ok, the two bid their farewells, collected their swords and torches, and headed into the woods.
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The forest was quiet save for the rustling of the leaves as they blew through the wind. The moon was full, which thankfully gave him and Rusl more light to work with. The sky was a deep purple, making the forest much darker than what Link would like. Sure there was some sunlight, but it wasnât enough to investigate. It was uncomfortably silent between Link and Rusl, both listening intently to whatever could be out here. Linkâs eyes were darting back and forth, his heart beating against his chest as they got closer to Coroâs house. Heâs never liked the dark, but after the twilight invasion, heâs grown to hate it. Anything could be hiding in the shadows, watching him and his father as they walked by. It made his hair stand on its ends. Rusl seemed to be more relaxed than him though, a determined look on his face as he observed the trees illuminated by his torch and moon. When they reached Coroâs house, Link lowered his breathing to hear whatever it was Coro saw. His sword was raised in front of him while Rusl looked around the house. The silence was deafening, and the night air sent a chill up Linkâs spine. He studied the ground around the house for a moment before looking at Rusl, who put a hand on his hip and sighed.
âDo you see anything?â He asked, and Link shook his head.
âI havenât seen anything unusual, but something isnât right.â
âWhat makes you say that?â
âIâI donât know, something in the air isnât right.â Link pursed his lips as he watched the trees around them. There was a good chance that he was just spooked, but the feeling of dread wouldnât leave him. Rusl clicked his tongue as his head turned behind him.
âWhat do you think Coro saw?â
Link shrugged. If it was anyone else he wouldnât be so worried, but it was Coro that got scared. He wasnât scared of anything. Even when he saw Link as a wolf he seemed calm, even when monsters were right outside his home he didnât care much. The only time Link has seen Coro frightened was during the twilight invasion, when shadow insects were crawling all over his home. A sinking feeling rested within his stomach as he thought about the missing people, but he shook his head. There was no way that there was another twilight invasion. The only Twili that were left in the world was Midna, and how she was able to be in this world was a mystery to him. No, it had to be an animal or a tree or something. Coro wasnât afraid of anything, but everyone gets spooked every now and then.
âHe probably saw a bear,â Rusl said softly, his brows pinched together.
âIf it was a bear, then we should head back and hunt it tomorrow. Itâs too dangerous to be out here at night.â Bears were rare in Ordon, but they showed up occasionally, and Link had heard too many horror stories from Rusl about them that he knew that they were a serious threat. But regardless, the idea of Coro seeing a bear scared Link less than any alternative. Rusl pursed his lips and stared at the ground.
âIâm not seeing any footprints though,â he muttered, kneeling on the ground and tracing his hand across the ground.
Link looked over his shoulder, the sudden feeling of dread overwhelming him as he stared at the darkness. Something was out in Faron woods, something dark and evil.
âPa, we should go,â he said, trying to keep his voice from quivering. âWe can lock the gates and look for it tomorrow, but weâre at a disadvantage here.â
âI know, Link. But itâs not too dark yet.â
âItâs dark enough for this to be dangerous!â
Rusl stared at the ground blankly for a moment, before looking up at Link. âYou think he saw something out in these woods?â Rusl asked, and Link tilted his head.
âYou donât believe him?â
âI-Iâm not sure. Iâm not seeinâ any footprints or anything around here. Nothing was by his house, I think he saw the shadow of a tree or something, but⌠I donât want to take any chances.â
Link frowned as Rusl went back to staring at the ground. He didnât want to risk a potentially dangerous monster attacking Ordon either, but Link knew that they wouldnât last against a black creature at night. He looked behind him at the entrance to Ordon, shifting his feet nervously as he felt eyes on him from all sides. Rusl picked up on his nervous energy, and he stood up, eyeing the house.
âIâm just gonna look around some more, then weâll head back, ok?â
Link nodded and watched as his father marched to Coroâs home. He lingered near the trees, watching them intently as if something would grab him. It was silent for too long, and he occasionally glanced over his shoulder to check on his pa, who was barely visible from the torch he was carrying. It was getting too dark, his patience was wearing thin, and his anxiety gnawed at his insides. He couldnât wait out here any longer, they needed to head back now.
A snap of a twig caused Link to jump ten feet in the air, and he had his sword drawn out defensively in front of him as he glared at the darkness in front of him. His heart beat furiously against his chest as he strained his eyes to see what was lurking in the dark.
Was it a monster? A bulblin? A lost traveler? Several possibilities ran through his head as he searched the woods in front of him, fear nearly paralyzing him so much he couldnât even speak. Another sound was heard, along with rustling, and something dark emerged into the light Linkâs lantern emitted. Link jumped, yelling out as soon as he saw it, and when it was fully in the light, Link saw that the creature that spooked him so badly was a fuzzy rabbit, staring at him as its nose twitched. Link stared in shock, his breathing quick and his heart beating a mile a minute.
âLink?â Rusl called out worriedly, and Link heard his pa jogging towards him.
âIâitâsâ a rââ Link let out a sigh of relief as the rabbit hopped away, and he started giggling. Loud.
âUh, Link?â Rusl sounded much more concerned as Link doubled over laughing.
âIâitâs a rabbitâ a rabbit,â Link wheezed out between giggles, and Rusl raised an eyebrow.
âOkâŚ?â Rusl gave him one more look before returning to the house, his head shaking in confusion. Link let out a breath and stared at the ground lit up by his lantern, feeling slightly more relaxed. He picked up his lantern and stood up, but as he got on his feet, the light moved further into the darkness, and that was when he saw it.
A black hand, clearly human shaped, standing out in the lit up grass. It quickly disappeared into the darkness, but Link was able to see it. He felt his blood run cold as he shot up, his sword shaking in his trembling hands, the relief gone in an instant. Did he imagine that?
The feeling of dread began to overwhelm him, and he spun around to his father.
âPaââ he was interrupted by a familiar shriek. A shriek that paralyzed him to the bone. His body trembled as his heart beat so hard against his chest it felt as though it would burst. His senses were clouded, he couldnât see, he couldnât hear, he couldnât feel. All he knew was fear. Until the strong paralysis went away.
Link gasped as he was able to move again. His head felt light, his heart continued to race, but he felt conscious again. He looked around, shocked that he himself was left untouched. His lantern was left on the ground, standing upright, still emitting light enough for Link to see. The sky was black now, the moon emitting barely enough light for Link to see beyond the lantern. He shakily picked it up and looked around him, his heart sinking into his stomach as realization hit him.
Rusl.
The other light that came from Ruslâs torch was put out, and Linkâs father was nowhere to be seen.
âP-pa?â Link called out weakly, tears pricking at his eyes when he was met with silence. He ran to Coroâs house and searched the ground, but there was no sign of Rusl, all except his torch which was laying on the ground. Link wasted no time turning into a wolf and sniffing the torch, but he was only met with the eye watering scent of smoke and fire. Goddesses, how could he find him?
Link noticed some scuff marks on the ground, and he saw the footprints. They werenât human, there were no toes and they were much too small, but he knew that whatever they belonged to, it was what took Rusl. Link took off running, using his wolf senses to see in the dark. The footprints went into the dark caves, and Link plowed through, luckily remembering where to go from traveling through them hundreds of times. He ignored the rats and keese that tried to hurt him, and he emerged from the other side. At the end of the cave, Link spotted something glimmering in the moonlight. Ruslâs sword. Thank the spirits.
With no smoke to cloud his senses, Link was able to pick up on Ruslâs sent. It led deeper into Faron woods, through the thick trees that used to hold poisonous gas. Link sprinted through, the feeling of deja vu of hunting down the missing tailor and Goron making him more and more anxious.
Please donât be too late.
Link was so focused on running that he barely noticed that he actually passed the scent, and he skidded to a stop, spinning to where the scent stopped. The scent didnât seem to end abruptly the same way the tailor and goronâs did thankfully, but the feeling of dread kept any feeling of relief shining through. The creature was here, and it was watching him.
Link growled at the darkness in front of him, and he heard something shuffling. A dark mass silhouetted by the moon revealed itself, growing more and more until it stood up straight, and Link felt his heart drop.
It was a shadow beast, but it was different. Its skin was black as the night, blending into the dark trees around it, all except the red Twili mark on its chest. Black tendrils jutted out of its body, mostly from its head. Two arms were laid awkwardly on its back, instead of a mask there was a mouth that snarled at him with yellow teeth, and it was huge. Bigger than any shadow beast Link had seen. How�
The creature snarled and rested on its two front arms, the arms on its back hanging menacingly. Linkâs growl got more low, his fear replaced by fury. This thing did something to Rusl, and he was going to make it pay.
A hand suddenly swiped at his side, and Link was barely able to move before it hit him. He barked and jumped at the beast, biting into its shoulder as hard as he could. The beast shrieked and threw Link off of it, slamming him into a tree. Link sucked in a breath, scrambling to his feet as his back ached from the impact. He shook his head and snarled at the beast. It snarled back. He moved back and forth, trying to figure out where to begin on fighting this thing. If it was similar to a shadow beast, then fighting it shouldnât be too difficult.
Link charged at it again, sinking his teeth into the shoulder of the beast. It let out a cry, but Link continued biting, ripping it apart with his claws and fangs. Eventually he was thrown off again, but before the beast had time to recover, Link jumped at it again, this time aiming for the stomach. Link went much deeper into the soft flesh of the torso, and he was able to rip a good chunk of it out. The creature shrieked in pain as it slammed its fist down onto Link, but he dodged just in time. The beast hunched over, holding its stomach in pain as black goo fell out. Though this creature was much bigger and stronger than a shadow beast, it was simply too easy to fight.
Link went to charge again but the beast made a strange noise that stopped him in his tracks. It stayed on all fours, hunched over, gagging. Link could only watch as it gagged, his confusion holding him in place. He only came back to reality when the beast began to vomit, and soon he saw a hand flailing around from its mouth. Rusl!
Link quickly turned back into a Hylian, reaching out for the hand. He felt relief when Ruslâs hand quickly gripped to his own, meaning that Rusl was still alive and conscious, and Link pulled with all his might. The beast remained still as Rusl was slowly pulled out, and Linkâs father let out a gasp as his face emerged from the mouth.
âPa!â Link yelled out, and Rusl struggled to pull his other arm free from the throat of the beast. His face was covered in the black goo that poured out of its stomach, covering his eyes and hair. As Link pulled him out more, he noticed the teeth of the beast ripping up his clothes, but he didnât stop pulling.
Ruslâs other arm was pulled free, and it flailed towards Linkâs arm, and he weakly hung on as he was pulled out the rest of the way. But just as he was free, the beast suddenly bit down on Ruslâs leg, and Link gasped as Ruslâs grip went limp and he was pulled away from him.
âPA!â Link screamed as he was dragged away, and the beast snarled at him, leering over Rusl as if he was its prize. It scooped up his pa in one of the hands on its back and it took off running, deeper into the woods. Link cursed under his breath and turned into a wolf again, ignoring the pain that shot through as he transformed. He took off running, following the beast through a gate to where Coroâs birdâs shop was. Link pumped his canine legs, and was able to catch up to the beast and Rusl. When he was close enough, he bit down on its leg, attempting to drag it to the ground. The creature shrieked and spun around, ripping its leg from Linkâs mouth. The beast snarled at him as Rusl hung limply in its hand, blood and black goo dripping down his feet and hair. Link barked at him, but he didnât move. The beast backed away from Link as he tried to wake his pa up, its back arching like an agitated cat as it growled at him.
Link made sure he was merciless this time around. He attacked relentlessly, aiming for the arms resting on its back, trying to get it to drop Rusl, but its grip was tight around his father, so it never let him go no matter how hard Link bit into its arms. The beast smacked Link a few times as he attacked the arms, but he fought through the pain, fiercely biting and scratching the beast. Link had severely underestimated this creature, with it not giving out anytime soon. Shadow beasts normally would die after having their throats ripped out or being clawed to death, but it seemed that this thing was invincible. He didnât know why, but it was stronger than any Twili creature heâs ever fought.
Link was smacked against a tree again, and he staggered slightly as he got on his feet. He was growing exhausted, he felt like he was doing the same thing over and over again to no avail. Though heâd just ripped part of its stomach out, it didnât seem to be bothered by it. What was this thing?
The creature snarled at him again, having a more confident pose as it faced Link, and all he could do was growl at the thing. He didnât care what happened to him, he just needed to make sure Rusl was safe. The beast charged at him, and Link braced himself, but it suddenly stopped, shrinking back into the shadows, making strange noises that sounded like pain. It looked up at the sky and to Linkâs surprise, it dropped Rusl and sprinted away, leaving Link alone with his father. He quickly turned back into a Hylian, staggering at the sharp pain in his back, but he stood up, pulling out his sword. He ran to Rusl, standing over his father protectively in case it returned, but it did not.
Why did the thing run away? It was winning, it wouldnât have dropped Rusl like that. The sun rising in the sky answered Linkâs question, and soon the forest was lit up. Relief swept over him as he was able to see, and he knew he was safe. For now at least. It seemed that theâTwili beastâ hated the light.
Link relaxed and put his sword away, exhaustion beginning to overwhelm him, but he couldnât rest, not yet. He looked at his father who was still unconscious, and he turned him over. His entire body was covered in black goo, and some of it mixed in with blood from small cuts on his skin, possibly from the creatureâs teeth. His leg looked the worst, with a bite mark circling around his calf and shin. It had stopped bleeding it seemed, but dried blood mixed with black goo made it look much worse. Rusl was breathing, though it was shallow and sounded wrong. Link hoped that his ribs werenât bruised or broken, he wondered how tight that thing held onto him. Link took a deep breath and shook him gently, brushing his clumpy hair out of his eyes.
âP-pa?â He whispered, shaking him a little harder. Rusl seemed to be reacting to being shaken, so Link tried harder. He needed medical attention, and his mind thought of the spirit springs. He remembered fairies appeared at each one after he faced a trial from the great fairy, he wondered if they were still there. âPa,â he repeated, a little louder. Ruslâs blue eyes began to flutter open, and he stared at Link confused.
âL-Link?â He croaked.
Link smiled a relieved smile and started to help him to his feet, but Rusl stopped him quickly, hissing in pain as he held his side.
âSomethings wrong,â he rasped, sinking into the ground. Link frowned and looked him over. His ribs mustâve been broken.
âCâmon, pa. We gotta get to the spring. Youâll feel better.â
Rusl stared at him, wheezing and holding his side painfully, but he didnât stop Link from helping him to his feet. Rusl leaned heavily on Linkâs side, and the two slowly walked to the spring. It felt like hours until they finally made it, at some point Link had to pick up his pa to carry him the rest of the way, despite his protests. He set him down in the spring water, immediately feeling comfort in the warm water. Rusl let out a sigh of relief as he rested in the water, but the relief melted into panic as he looked at himself.
âHey, whatâs wrong?â Link asked, calming down his father.
ââDonât want to dirty the spring.â
âYouâre not gonna dirty the spring, the spiritâs light keeps it clean,â at least he assumed, the water never seemed to get dirty no matter what was put in it. Rusl relaxed again and stared at himself, his brows furrowed. Link began washing the goo and blood off of himself, helping Rusl occasionally. Rusl was uncomfortably silent while the two cleaned themselves off, and Link wanted to bring up what had happened, but he couldnât bring himself to talk about it either. After Link finished washing out his wounds, he stood up, limping towards the bushes to see if any fairies were hiding. Luckily he found two and he returned with them both, noticing Rusl staring at him with his brows furrowed.
âSome fairies,â Link said, handing them both to him.
Rusl silently opened his palm where one fluttered onto his hand, and it healed up his bleeding leg and bruised ribs. He let out a sigh of relief and stared at Link who still held the other one.
âYou need another one, pa,â Link pressed, but Rusl shook his head.
âYouâre hurt too.â
âNot as bad as you.â
âI donât care, my leg is healed, you use it.â
Link was taken aback at his intense tone, but he was too tired to fight back. He held the fairy gently in his hand and it floated around him, healing up his aching back. It rested on his head when it finished healing him, and Link let out a sigh of relief. Fairies were wonderful creatures.
The two sat in silence, staring at the crystal blue water they were in, soaking in the sun as it rose higher and higher in the sky. It didnât feel like they were gone all night, but with Linkâs tired body, he supposed it made sense.
âLink,â Rusl broke the silence, continuing to stare blankly at the water. âWe need to tell the resistance about this as soon as possible.â Link stared at him for a moment, and he opened his mouth to say something, but Rusl continued. âThat⌠thing⌠it has to be responsible for the disappearances. We need to tell them about this.â
Link nodded. âWe oughta tell them when we all meet up thenââ
âIâm not waiting until the date Sheik set, we need to tell them now.â
Link stared at him for a moment, then nodded. âYeah, ok, I agree. Iâll send a letter, then we can move out tomorrow.â
âLinkââ
âWe move out tomorrow, pa. We need rest though, weâve been up all night. Besides, we gotta tell the folks around Ordon to stay away from Faron at night, ok?â
Rusl glared at him for a moment, but it softened when he had no rebuttal. âYeah, ok. We need rest.â
Link nodded. He was no stranger to staying up all night, but as heâs gotten older, itâs been much harder to deal with. He stood up, his legs feeling weak as he walked around, and Rusl followed, being careful on his newly healed leg. Link stared at his leg for a moment, then faced him.
âAre⌠are you alright?â
Rusl stopped walking and looked up at him. âIâm⌠fine. Thanks to you. Are you ok?â
Link pursed his lips and nodded. âIâll be fine, pa.â
Ruslâs gaze softened and he wrapped his arm around Linkâs shoulder. âLetâs head back then. I bet everyone is worried sick.â
#I realize I should add a summary to all of these huh#Iâm a wee bit of a fool#tis fine#legend of Zelda#legend of zelda au#zelda au#twilight princess#love at twilight#Kori#finally weâre getting to the plot heavy stuff#heheheh#Ruslâs fine I promise#just a lil traumatized#both he and Link are traumatized <3#the beginning honestly makes me sad#poor Zelda :(#I promise you will get good things bb girl#for now you must suffer#Edmund doesnât understand why sheâs so cold towards him#he will learn soon enough#Amber my beloved#ok maybe sheâs not a spoiled brat#idk I like her#gosh this chapter gave me so many issues#I was like âwhy would Rusl and link go out into the woods at NIGHT?#so I had to change it just a smidge#augh#and then the dialogue#SHEESH#anyways hope you enjoy it!
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AHH OMG I FORGOT TO SHARE THIS AWHILE BACKKK!! i got this super duper cute constabell commission from @serenadeofsunshine !!! đđđ i ADORE the way they look in her style ;;n;; đ
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ok iâm gonna be real here. i donât get people who vehemently hate the mcelroy brothers and everything theyâre associated with. itâs one thing to just not enjoy their content/humor/media presence but ive seen so many people go full on âthese guys suck so bad and anyone who enjoys their stuff is an idiot and theyâre cringe losers.â a lot of times its former fans. and it just makes me think about how deeply sad and insecure that person must be, to be so desperate to feel superior to random people who find joy in something ultimately harmless.
#kitty needs to chill#personal#same with like. thomas sanders#itâs fine to not like someone or something#especially niche internet celebrities#iâm not a huge thomas sanders fan. i donât dislike him but i rarely if ever seek out his content#so for me to say itâs bad to dislike or be ambivalent abt stuff would be shitty#but going on and on about how horrible those internet celebrities are#SOLELY bc you think theyâre cringey or whatever#is just. so fucking sad#are you happy?#do you feel more secure in your social standing now?#does the approval of people who are equally as insecure about their perceived coolness feel good?#have you fulfilled your desire to be a bully in middle/high school bc you lacked the social capital to be one then?#is the superiority you feel within your hyperniche social group enough to make you feel ok with yourself?#doesnât policing your joys and interests ever get tiring?#idk man#it just makes me feel very#ohhhh really you hate the mcelroys? you used to be a fan when u were younger but now you think theyâre cringe??#should we tell everyone? should we throw a party?#should we invite leafyishere
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i want to see exactly how many people actually have thought i am for research because ive gotten this quite a few times from different people i just wanna see how far it goes
#please understand while im not doubting so much now im not going to base off everything by peoples perceptions of my online behavior but#i feel like it does give good insight#i just always have a little hesitation in me because i feel like no one can get a full scope or honest picture of myself to Know me enough#to say that i can trust their opinion of me without knowing me enough in that sense#gahh. cuz i always feel like im doing Just Fine Enough i feel normal enough but im not guhh.#GUHHGGGHGH#it literally wouldnt change anything for me. like im autistic . ok! shrugs my shoulders. i cope i cant to anything more to help myself#than that#do u guys get it. do i have to go eat bricks or do u guys get it. my internal struggle. im like sisyphus#i cant trust other peoples opinions of my and i cant trust my own perceptions#while of course self diagnosis is a wonderful thing i dont want to put a name on myself that serves me no purpose#autism is awesome but do i deserve that title when dont feel like i own it wether i am autistic or not#im just so conflicted.#do you get it. do you get me. am i being reasonable . am i just fighting a truth about myself or are my doubts realistic. but the Evidence.#im so tired#i do not wanna b one of those tiktok girlies saying theyr hyperfixated on cooking pasta#Now do you get me#all my long winded rabbit trail rambles out of me before i finally get to my one point condensed conclusion#and now i just cant delete the rest of my tags because of all my time spent on them#enjoy my indentity crisis lol#i Might delete some of these tags later
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okay I started reading Dungeon Meshi the other day only because I liked those character sheets. it's good and fun so far, I'm on chapter 37 and very invested. I thought it was gonna be just slice of life (because it was for like the first 20 chapters or so), but now there is a plot, and I like it both ways. it has kind of a slow start even for the slice of life stuff: not like it's bad, I was just unsure whether it was going to move past "enjoyable" for the first couple chapters. but then it went from enjoyable to deeply charming and now it's gone to exciting while still pretty darn charming. without knowing the author, I can confidently say she's a giant nerd. this is a work that would be impossible to create unless you were a person who is great at drawing with intense special interests in classic fantasy RPGs and biology/ecology. which sounds very specific but thank goodness because that's what makes it good. it feels like it comes from a place of love.
#pickle pontificates#dungeon meshi#ok enough for now. I'm trying to avoid spoilers#also. people love assigning autism to characters with varying levels of adherence to canon#which is fine and good and all#be free live your life etc.#but if laios (one of the mcs) isn't the most heavily autistic coded guy I've ever seen in fiction I'll eat my hat. i don't say this lightly#his sister probably too but there's less of her so far#and i feel so bad for chilchuck because the running gag is people treating him like a kid cause he's short#but he like. very clearly has the soul and mind of a cynical 29-year-old man. which is hilarious#okay now I'm really done for now adios bye bye
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ais could have a trauma & stress disorder. to the enlightened mind. I too want to hit things until the shit in my head goes away.
#shitboxposting#not putting a fandom tag on this but it's ok to reblog if you like. want#think post traumatic stress disorder but there are other related/similar/less severe ones under the same umbrella#diagnosing him with that. ooh you want to kill everyone & then yourself when certain things come up#for the record this post was drafted 4 days ago when i was still going thru it but im all good now#until the next time something bad happens. but that is not my problem#reading and writing horrifically angsty fic is cathartic enough so i'll be fine đ#no but anyways this could be an interesting way to adapt his situation &personality into a modern reality setting if it's done well#if. that's an important if
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i hate maintagging Rebloggable things man i hate being a source of Content. "you must be this tall to ride" sign on all of my posts but it says "you must 1) have something to say to me OR 2) must be someone i know"
#leologisms#refrained from posting w rbs off because oh i dont know#i figured having my own stupid commentary would be a good enough indicator..... silly me for forgetting that the people#Prowling The Tags are in there BECAUSE they want to find something to rb#hey man why did you rb that one with the addition? while having nothing to say about it?#im interrogating you now. in my mind empty concrete room. hey. did you see the other post that that addition was explicitly referencing?#do you know whats going on here?#ok. quits in the middle of being StupidTerritiorial over my online space#<- I AM AWARE I AM BEING UNREASONABLE#like UGH FINE fine fine people can rb it and say nothing if they want. i think its stupid and it pisses me off but what am i going to do#about it. throw a fit and then think about it for a few days. and then nothing else of note
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guys... please help... I'm getting really into typology...
#weirdly enough the enneagram was my gateway drug#like i was AWARE of mbti but only got into the really surface level of it so thought it was like âeh okâ#but now i am learning about cognitive functions#AND OMG#EVERYTHING IS CONNECTED#like guys you need to watch jreg's autismophrenia video#bc like the Ne / Ni cognitive functions map on really well to his schizo / autism ends of the spectrum !!!#and idk enough abt cognitive functions to make a good commentary on that#BUR ONCE I LEARN MORE EXPECT AN ESSAY FROM ME#(also i do cringe a little every time i talk abt jreg's autism / schizophrenia spectrum bc sob urge to use names of mental illnesses#correctly. BUT IT'S FINE THAT'S THE MODEL HE MADE AND I HAVE TO LIVE WITH IT NOW)#also i have so much thoughts abt the enneagram#localscriptman's video series my beloved#and like OMG I FEEL AS IF I'M GATHERING AN UNDERSTANDING OF THE WORLD AAAAAAARGH#EVERYTHING'S CONNECTED. I CAN FEEL IT#(i hyperfixated on different typology type stuff before it's always such a fun feeling :3)#also the stigma around typology is slightly :( like YES it is a pseudoscience but it can still be useful!#(however also some ppl in the typology fandom do take it a little too far so fair enough i get the critics)#typology#enneagram#mbti
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omgg lol [guy who won't stop going "more like scapeGOATED" voice] now hold! on!! lmao [same guy just saw encanto voice] Hold on!!!
#& [it might be 5am but i'll still see if i can draw some] trackpad homemade reacts. inhales & hands to head/face x9 then walking off#site giving pretty random Suggested assortment there where i was like oh right sure. prob not tumblr keywords captures lmaooo#(plus happened to have it open in firefox) but my god Not the scapegoated literal seers lmfao. whoooo. my god#also it was just really good anyways like right nice. damn#the (queerrr) seerrr the perceiverrr the truth tellerrr the ruinerrr the scapegoat be-errr the internalizerrr the neurodivergerrr#& now i Know there is 0% chance ppl weren't putting ''always a gay cousin or it's you (avuncular edition)'' in that thing#family tree design not even leaving space for the hypothetical kids of this relative we mostly pretend is nonexistent hmm#also that necessarily. it's giving all intents & purposes Disability abt a dozen ways & it's saying [accept that] vs [we'd better fix him]#you don't cite said [it's giving disability] as part of the We All Hate The Horrible Little Freak scapegoating justification & then be like#''actually we don't have to do that anymore b/c he's sooo normal :)'' or not if you're serious about [don't scapegoat your family] anyways#which like oh ok they Are serious so The Weirdo's scapegoating / casting out / lack of support Isn't justified#so he's still weird & you just gotta get over that b/c otherwise. bye. having a natural rat affinity is such a slay btw#& we've all been there like ''you NEVER want two scapegoats talking it's Over if they do'' + littlest kid is like um. they're the best#plankton voice Correct! inhale i'm so impressed like. getting to go ''finally someone Normal'' (serious abt letting someone Be Weird(tm))#which also always counts as like mm hard time suggesting someone's Not queer & also autistic for a start lmao. an award#adding in suggested layers like talking to oneself; talking Oddly / w difficulty; physical uncoordination; rituals ; acting; animal friend#the layer of ''& all that's fine? like?'' again rather than him ever suppressing or even changing it so far as it's suggested#besides that it's observed as Weird like but so? or else what? nonrhetorical: hostility / rescinded support & driving someone off is what?#& that Truth like the [worse treatment / exclusion / scapegoat] oft recipe for someone giving the support they're not getting themself#again Never let the [ppl both experiencing this] talk oh it's So over. or the child who's all i like family support & kindness actuallyy...#obviously also like the complete opposite of billions. knowing what they're about & letting this Just As Beloved crucial guy be So Weird#but billions Also [hmm feels right for our scapegoated guy to Perceive / Tell Truths / openly want/need & then be hurt] now get his ass#anyway [guy who could always go way on could go way on but only has thirty tags & it's 6am & i still mean to try some drawing] voice#remarkable amt of So True & ''it feels like ppl on the same page w/exactly what they're doing are all behind this''#remarkable amount of concentrated My God That Is So A Slay located in bruno all at once. what a gift#sticking to ''sometimes someone In Your Group is Weird. Disabled. deal'' firmly enough there's no ;) oh u can bet we'll Fix Him in the end#everyone always assumes the worst so....me when i'm [always as a kid yearning for Living In Secret Passages]. emile gtmpota?#oh congrats to whatever rando who will be having his dramatic gay reunion w/bruno just out of frame obviously. i perceive#now imagine if That rando was....emile gtmpota! what a crossover event. haunting4haunting. do i have enough tags for this lmao. yea#& having 1 more tag to say: as though the [endless serving] isn't enough bruno's also as close to gender envy as it gets. incl rats; sure
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Currently unable to do anything, but at least my art ideas list to work on soon now features about 14 different album cover redraws
#and by anything i really mean ANYTHING. i thought this would pass after i was no longer writing something 6 hours a day#but it seems that even listening to music (not even NEW music. any music) is too much effort for me currently#you know something's not right when i don't listen to music for several days and barely register that fact#i mean it's not all bad. at least i can still come up with ideas. now to just stsrt working on them#it would help if having normal amounts of sleep after months of abnormally small amounts of sleep#meant anything at all. like having more energy and not being sleepy all the time. ok enough complaining about that#bcs the good news is that my brother is visiting this weekend so we're all going to have a movie night#and watch the new wallace and gromit movie. with popcorn. and then also make waflles for dessert maybe#heck yeah. long time no movie night#in short my epic plans for the new year that include but are not limited to making art and listening to more new music#and being more adventurous about it. and also reading books & watching movies maybe and all that stuff. are not going so well or even at all#but it's still only january!!!! so it's fine!!! altough maybe i don't like how it's already the 2nd half of january.#goosepost
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i'm gonna be honest i'm doing pretty bad rn. i'll live but somethings gonna snap sooner or later
#germ and disease paranoia mixed with emetophobia mixed with the state of the world#mixed with feeling bad abt feeling bad bc EVERYONE is living thru most of this stuff and is doing fine. they've got jobs and lives and stuff#meanwhile i'm holding on by a thread here.#snapping could be as small as shaving my head or as big as running thru the streets naked screaming i'm not entirely sure#another level of fear for me. what do i do at my breaking point. i've never been there before#but i'm walking on a tightrope rn#it just feels like i get like 5 days out of every month we're everything is okay. and the rest of it is just bad and fear#and i'm expected to use those 5 days to be productive but i have to use it to recharge#and it isn't even enough days to do thatďżź#i'm just tired in my head. the last time i wasn't was 5 years ago and that's hitting really hard#and that's an example of what i'm talking about! everyone lived thru covid and they're LIVING THEIR LIVES NOW. i should be able to too#i have no room to complain so many have it so much worse than me#i can't keep having breakdowns in bed at 2 in the morning. it's been on and off for 5 years#when are things gonna be ok again. get good without something else getting worse.#is it ever gonna be that way again? can it please be that way again?#i miss being 10 i miss my old house i miss my hometown i miss when things were simple#i had all these things to do i had friends and was every teachers favorite student and everything felt like it was gonna be alright#now it feels like nothings ever just gonna be ok. i think everything gonna just be wrong forever#i'm gonna go take a shower and try to clear my head i'll be back later#sassy speaks
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tried putting on my radiator for the first time this winter (we've had snow this week.... its focking cold) but it trips the fusebox for the entire flat lmfao. I'm fuuuucked đ
#all the other radiators work fine its just mine :'(((#and bc its thw weekend they wont come out to fix it until monday at least so thats great#its fine i havent needed it on this week so far and i have layers and a hot water bottle so ill be fine but i did cry abt it a bit#but not so much abt the radiator just a lot on my mind.. i couldnt pick up my prescription after work either bc the secretary left half an#hour early and the very kind nurse who had a look for it anyway couldnt find it and i cant get there any earlier next week bc of work#i know itll be fine ive already sent an email to ask if they can send it to my local pharmacy instead ill get my meds before they run out#but still i cried a bit walking home from the clinic đ˘ just been a long week even if not a bad one. and i miss my friend whos moving#he'll be on the plane now.... man. its a bit selfish but im also sad abt it bc he always noticed how i was feeling when i was at the gym#like if i was privately dealing w some shit or just wasnt quite myself he could tell n would find a moment to gently ask or just be there#without probing abt it like man hes so reassuring and kind and has such a big heart. before he left he asked me to look out for some of#the quieter ones in our group and make sure they feel included and someones listening to them when he wont be around to anymore#đ˘đđđđ and i know i didnt know him long enough to become proper good friends with him but it meant a lot that he looked out for me#like all i really want in this world is to feel seen n safe esp when im having a hard time. and none of my closer friends really do that#and thats okay like its not their fault and they just express their way of caring differently but sometimes i feel so lonely ah....#and also my period is due and im kind of scared of how painful itll be bc the last few have been so bad snd i find loneliness a lot harder#when im in a lot of pain and anyway this is all probably just the pre period hormones making me so tearful so it doesnt matter#its ok made a big bowl of rice so im going to eat that wrapped up cosy in bed with a movie i think. and then sleep#.diaries
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the girly...... my wife.....
(yes. it is that miku figure.)
#idk she looks a bit weird to me but <33 shes not normal soo +w+bbb#yayyy#i did most of this in the car on vacation bc i was boredd but its finished enough noww#sillyposting#arakawa shuuji#from madness with love#my work#ok bc i did this on my phone i had to scroll trough old photos aswell and.... i was so cool.....#man i was SO cool i miss that T-T#VERY bad part of my life but my hair was red and longer and punk alternative andd anddd T-T come back to mee#ig this is why i feel so boring nowadays.... i need my cool hairstyle back instead of badly bleached short hair :((#noo i like my hair now i thinkk.... plus ive seen like three photos where it looked good which. is NOT indicative to how i looked 24/7 hmm#i need to transport these onto my pc and add them to my collectionn#i wanna make SOME type of photoalbum that is just. me trough the years.... its so cool....#also if anyone caresss and is still reading this... you may see themm just send dm =w=bb#ive distanced myself from the old me so much that i somehow dont relate to them anymore ig T-T so its fine#yippeeee#ok back to wife <333
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