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hinamie · 4 months ago

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new limited edition firefighter spacesuit hazmat itfs just dropped

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #megumi fushiguro #itafushi #itadori yuuji #fushiguro megumi #fanart #jjk fanart #yuuji #megumi #ignores the clock NICE 2 draws up in a day :)#needed smth quick n loose n easy after th behemoth tht was my last draws #these fits r.....something #i still do not like megumi's colour palette here but i think adding extra values n making his skin tone a bit less saturated helped #also toned down the orange #also fixed his hair >:( ily gege i respect u so much but pls....respectufully.... do a better job slicking back his hair........#anyway i realized midway through sketching tht the angle yuuji is at does Not show the majority of the belts around his hips n thighs #so i made some educated guesses but i do not claim 2 b an authority on Belt Placement #similarly ! guessed at the text on their jackets i Can Not Read #is it a 9? is it an S? lower case g? cyrillic/???? who can say i went with 9 #and gun 2 my head i cld not tell u what R-<3-T-E stands for . if those r even the letters #oh well i tried my best not bad fr 6 hours

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leisure · 3 months ago

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i’m also confused cause he’s still referring to us as being together and i’m like? how?? why would i enjoy being with someone who’s unsure about me?!

and then he’s like well why are you saying you aren’t good enough and i’m like ?! you just told me i’m not!!! lol!!! what??

lmao he just hit me with “i’m unsure of what i want with you” why am i so stupiddd for believing someone would want to be with me

#and like i’m not like mad and i’m trying to be understanding cause he’s bringing up how his last relationship yeArs ago messed him up #but like come on lol i may be dumb but i ain’t stupid!#and it’s always like when i actually get feelings and start caring this happens lol it’s like dude sense something #oh well i guess i tried my best!

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jellyfish-grave · 1 month ago

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I thought Tumblr might like this one

#hey guyssss...........ahah...#i awkwardly address my folowers every couple months to go “hey guess who changed fandoms again tee hee”#im so sorry but also im not because this is what you signed up for. you saw my 40 titles-long fandom list.#anyways time to add the weird gravity falls doomed yaoi to my hyperfixations. sigh.#if anyone can anaylise some shit i put in there and the meaning behind it they get a cookie #meaning so obscure I wasn't even able to explain it to my best friend HAHA #there's a reference in there i dont expect ANYONE to get. but oh well i can always hope heheheh #OKAY enough rambling what are you doing in the tags #camma the drawer #gravity falls #billford #?#bill cipher #stanford pines #gravity falls ford #gravity falls bill #gf ford #gf bill cipher #gf standford #ughhh guys look at my comfort character *points to egomaniac tyrant who almost killed my favorite characters and tried his damnest to do so*#bbbbye

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moeblob · 9 months ago

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Calling out your homie's weirdness before he says anything weird in front of Angel who is, in fact, an angel.

#my characters #oops i fell in love #paul does actually watch his commentary v well as does right with his language if hes around angel #the entire group just adores angel and she is so pure and innocent and loving #and she decides she wants to marry mr right - much to her dads suffering #but since she doesnt really know all the things about marriage seeing as she proposed v young #she knows her dad had a wife and she knows right refers to her as a future wife therefore!#right is also her future wife and when chris tries to correct her right is like WAIT WOAH why cant she have a wife too?#do you think i would make a bad wife? i will be the best wife to her i love her so much how DARE you insinuate that i dont #and she does eventually realize oh i guess it would be husband but she shrugs it off because mr right already agreed to be her wife #so hes going to be her wife ! and right is like this is the best person on the planet and i love her so much

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butterflieswhisper · 1 month ago

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tori sitting on the stairs is so. the lighting in heartstopper is awesome big fan of the blue/orange. is tori also depressed in the show i still think it would be so fucking funny to offhandedly mention her school burning down

#whisp whispers #charlie is the focus here yeah but if micheal gets introduced it does mean that solitaire is relevant #meaning 'toris school got set on fire bc some guy was that obsessed with her' and 'tori tried to kill herself' is like. possibly canon #and i think it's SO funny that there is a very large chance that all that Happened and just isn't being acknowledged #noooo charlie don't kill yourself ur so awesome&cool haha.... uh. oh hi tori. you can like. die i guess idk. not gonna stop you #like it really is just brushed past entirely in the comics. which is sad but also extremely funny like. conceptually. my older sister #almost killed herself in a state of mania. oh well. she has a boyfriend now though so that's cool!!!#<-well. depression i guess. some mixed of sleep deprivation mania and also just normal depression. she's awesome #i hope the ferris wheel coming out scene gets adapted. please please please please please. please. if that scene gets changed #because isaac came out first i'm going to .do nothing probably. but mann. man. tori spring 'im asexual' scene please. please. please.....#these tags are not relevant to the post anymore really. sorry for heartstopper posting my irl i usually talk abt oseman to hasnt seen it yet #um. circling back to my original point. if her depression is canon how do you think she feels sitting there knowing she can't get help #bc the resources need to go to her brother and she can't draw attention away from him. tori's tumblr makes an appearance also that was #scary. what do you mean tumblr is on tv in the year of our lord 2024. hello? .anyways brought it up because #'anon asked: who's ur best friend? / probably my brother. sad.'#man. she's so awesome. me if i was cool and british and a girl and had a brother and also if my school burnt down

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lord-squiggletits · 8 months ago

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"Rodimus is a better Prime because it didn't hurt for him to bond with the Matrix while for Optimus it did" headcanon/theory my beloathed.

One day I'm literally gonna snap and make a whole post addressing why what's wrong bc I'm tired of the inaccuracy and tired of ppl not understanding the Point TM of IDW and its version of the Matrix/Primacy and even more tired of people putting down Optimus in favor of Rodimus by essentially arguing that being unworthy means you deserve to be punished/put in pain bc you just weren't good enough to hold the Symbol of Ultimate Authority

#it's wrong on so many levels both in terms of lore and as well as like what the general themes of idw1 are #it's just a validation contest using the matrix as some magical symbol to decide who's the most special #which is ironically something that was a plot point in exrid/OP. specifically how stupid of an idea that is ldskjflksd #ppl revealing that they havent read anything besides mtmte/ll as usual #like half the reason ppl think optimus is a bad prime and rodimus is a good prime is literally bc like #optimus was written by an author who was specifically trying to deconstruct him (sometimes to the point of absurdity)#and rodimus was written by an author who takes a more optimistic/idealistic approach. and is also better at writing #but also like am i seriously the only person who thinks that that argument is fucked up?????#like 'OP felt pain which means he's unworthy/not a real prime/not a true leader'#ok so you think that there's a hierarchy of moral goodness in which anyone who falls short of that Moral Ideal should suffer #as a sign of their unworthiness?? like does that not sound dystopian as hell to any of you?? why would you WANT the matrix to work like tha #even if the theory were true (which it isn't) why would you view the matrix as a good authoritative moral judge of character #if its idea of 'moral judgement' is to inflict pain on anyone who's supposedly not truly good/worthy #wasn't the entire point of the ending of LL (including rodimus being a good leader) that everyone is worth it?#like rodimus literally said 'you ARE damn well good enough' or something like that #so what? everyone else in the universe tries their best and that's enough but somehow when OP suffers it's like #a sign that he's not actually a good prime/leader?? we're really going with the punitive perspective purely for One Guy??#swear to god ppl are projecting their authority issues onto Optimus the way they shit on him for things they would excuse #if any other character did it #Optimus is uniquely deserving of pain/being marked as unworthy bc idk he was a cop once and that offends my delicate sensibilities #what's even funnier is how much harm was inflicted by rodimus as a captain sheerly due to his stupidity or ego but everyone forgives him #i guess bc as long as the matrix likes him that means he's valid no matter what he actually does as a person #WHICH IS SOMETHING IDW ITSELF ARGUED AGAINST BC A LOT OF THE PRIMES THAT WERE CHOSEN BY THE MATRIX #WERE DICKS AND THE FACT THEY COULD WIELD THE MATRIX DIDN'T MAKE THEM GOOD PEOPLE #like oh my god stop using the matrix as an arbiter of moral authority in idw1 it literally goes against the themes of the story #including the themes that are embodied in rodimus himself #idw op love

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karaokekittycat · 1 year ago

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i give up this man cannot be captured well in my style

#julian bashir #i just cant capture him in my style #just not powerful enough...#these like vaguely resemble him tho so i guess its fine enough for making some jiles content #sorry if he looks woobified or anything i swear it wasnt intentional i tried to balance the cartoony but i dont think i did the best job #oh well #ds9 #ds9 fanart #wrendrawsart #dr bashir

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vamptastic · 2 years ago

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i think my constant seething rage is honestly very reasonable. i literally live in florida.

#got in argument with a guy the other day abt idk. trans athletes #was basically him trying to explain what the issue is to me (i know. that's kinda step one to having an opinion on it.)#and then going yeah huh i guess you're actually right (i was)#and i was like okay great cool we're done here let me go to class and he starts talking about like #how he still loves trump for this and that reason kinda unprompted (sorry you lost an argument dude go introspect somewhere else im LATE)#and i was like yeah idk abt that. on account of all the corruption. and the foreign policy youre saying is like manly macho man strong is #mostly just wildly stupid posturing that's going to achieve nothing at best and world war at worst #and he goes no don't worry i think DESANTIS would be better for 2024 actually #and i. UNDERSTANDBLY. was like oh okay i cannot speak to you (because i am visibly shaking with rage)#and he goes well i think you are misattributing my intentions (cunt.)#and i said no no i don't think you're malicious i just think you're stupid and wildly misinformed #and then left bc i was about to either hit him or start crying (bc that guy has been like very tangibly ruining my life for months #and i genuinely cannot fathom what fucking tax issue or whatever one would value over like. my right to idk. Exist atp.#and also this coming from someone who just tried to be like no i know so many trans people i love trans ppl im not like those conservatives #like try to dig deep down into whatever rotted husk of a brain is left in your skull and fathom why i might have a strong reaction to your #support for DESANTIS and the SPACE LASERS WOMAN #you fucking idiot.)#and was that civil. No. and now i have to apologize to him bc i feel bad about it even though i fully meant it #idk its what i get for trying to change peoples minds with stupid things like #' statistics ' and ' a utilitarian perspective ' and ' existing legal basis for my argument '#guys so wrapped up in their right wing bubble they just dont wanna hear it #n they always assume i mustve not heard their talking points and its like look at where we fucking live #and look at the state of the world. NOBODY in any form of mainstream news shares my politics lmao #you think i havent heard every conceivable argument abt trans people??? also you think im dumb enough to form an opinion without looking at #the other side? yeah man i know about the three trans women who have ever won a sports competition ever. do you?#do you even know their fucking names or sports or trial outcomes.#GOD just fucking. pseudo intellectual facist horseshit like pragru and infowars masquerading as legítimate sources #are making so many dumbass illiterate (i truly don't think they have the reading comprehension to decifer a study or even long article)#guys think they're gods gift to politics bc they listened to someone else tell them what a source says through ten layers of propaganda #just. uh. everyone should die forever and also learn to read.

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gejnialne-arty · 2 years ago

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idk how it didn’t occur to me earlier but these two are kind of similar?

Donnie and Rose both:

are purple-themed

(in my heart) are light players

are very sarcastic

emotionless (jk they have so many emotions and emotional issues)

frustrated by the unknown

would tear the world apart just to understand it

have “smarter than you” attitude

violent/murderous tendencies

could and would kill a god

conclusion: THEY ARE THE SAME CHARACTER, so obviously i had to draw them interacting

jk they are very different but i just couldn’t stop thinking about this surface level comparison... and i can imagine them getting along for the first 10-15 minutes of their interaction (”ah yes, finally, a fellow intellectual”), then they’d start trying to one up each other, especially who can use bigger words and who understands game’s alchemy better, which would lead to their sarcastic and competitive nature to come out, not to mention Rose’s passive-aggressiveness not mixing well with Donnie’s inability to catch more subtle social cues, aaaaand later Donnie discovers Rose’s fascination with magic and wizards and her general witch-y aesthetic which he very loudly would declare being idiotic and well- it’d be just hell from there :D

as a bonus, their twins (shhh i know in both cases they are not technically twins but let me have this “why is my twin such a nerd” solidarity between these two) observing purple duo interact for the first time:

#rottmnt #rise donnie #rise leo #rose lalonde #dave strider #homestuck #i just wanted to see these two interact after thinking about their similarities #tried to draw strilondes in rise style #which mightve been not the best idea since i barely tried practising drawing humans in rise universe but oh well u live and u learn #i love combining my passive hyperfixation (hs) and active hyperfixation (rise)#i didnt mean to finish this on 4/13 but its neat coincidence happy hs day #i guess!!

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kerorowhump · 11 months ago

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thinking about ep 35 again because i rewatched it for natsumi's birthday and i find it interesting that kururu goes out of his way to defy keroro's orders to try to find out what gift natsumi would like. that's so awfully nice actually, in a fun chaos inducing way which is exactly his style

#i love that in the end they all gave her gifts that r basically stuff they themselves like. but they tried. there was an attempt #ep 35 #kururu #LIKE AT LEAST HE ASKED. kinda crazy #also when rewatching that episode i kinda spoiled myself for 87 bc now im certain whats happening there is theyre pulling kero's plan on him #i deliberately avoided watching the ending of that ep bc i wanted to be surprised but ya there is no doubt in my mind theyre doing that lol #which in its own way is flattering for him bc like hey good plan. ykno #and still good angst for me. i win. get ignored on ur birthday bitch (deeply affectionate)#it's a surprise i think... i BELIEVE...? well theres an inkling of wondering so i guess im not spoiled just YET. and don't you dare spoil me #i will watch it and find out for myself when i wanna do it. probably tomorrow for his birthday anyway #i did watch his freakout moment WITHOUT SOUND as a way to like. sneak peek 💁 it was so good (sad) amazing #maybe one of the best examples that he shows his sadness thru anger anyway. thats what his meltdowns are... + other stuff #oh boy here i go talking abt keroro again... THIS POST WAS ABT KURURU! sorry for brainrotting

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theflannelwizard · 2 years ago

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My dad has this theory about “project-based friends” that I’ve been thinking about lately. A project-based friend is someone you meet through fandom/hobbies, and they’re usually really easy to get super close to while you’re both invested in the project, be it an actual project or the same fandom/fixation or whatever else.

But as soon as one or both of you moves on from the project, you fall out of touch. Because the project-based friend doesn’t really care about you as a person as much as they care about what you bring to the project. Or even if they do care about you, they just don’t know how to keep a friendship up when you don’t have a project together.

This isn’t necessarily a selfish thing, it’s just… the friendship isn’t personal. A project-based friend will have fun with you while it lasts and then either move on entirely or stay kinda half in your life, never really reaching out or holding real conversations. And I think a big part of my problem is that I’ve been expecting project-based friends to stick around for me when really we just liked the same work of fiction for a while. I keep thinking I’ve made a new best friend and then they get into some media I don’t like and the whole friendship kinda disappears.

#this is hard to accept because it’s some of the people I consider my best friends. but my dad is probably right.#they’ve gotten a new project and that doesn’t mean they hate me it just means I’m like. not on their radar how I once was.#do I cry about it every weekend? of course.#but I am trying to learn to not take it personally #cause I don’t think it’s about me. I think it’s about them having new interests and me not being able to join in with that #I’ve TRIED to join in but it just doesn’t work. I just don’t like the current project.#and maybe when the project is something I do like we can talk again #that’s another thing about project based friends is it seems like I am always the one making an effort to get into their new thing.#almost never them trying for me. and if they do try it is very short lived. oh well #Calvin talks #vent #I guess #personal #I dunno. it’s been over half a year. I’m getting tired.#also WHY is it that 9 times out of 10 my project based friends will get me into the damn thing and then move on before I do #dude I did this for you!!! I got into this shit so we would have something to talk about!!! and now you are ignoring me!!!!#sorry. I’m having a rough evening #I kinda don’t know if I should post this actually #I don’t like to get personal on tumblr #and this isn’t intended to vague anyone it’s just some ruminations on the nature of almost every friendship I’ve ever had.#even tho it DOES feel especially bad lately #like I care more than ever and people are either stringing me along or ignoring me entirely #but like. again. I just tend to get too invested in relationships that don’t matter to the other person #or that do matter to them but not as much #delete later

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ratatatastic · 1 month ago

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there is something so special about self fulfilling prophecies

#txt #i woke up early this morning to take advantage of the good weather after the hurricane left #because i tried to get a skate in yesterday. failed miserably. and made it a maintenance day instead. and had to adjust my wheels.#anyways everyone else thought that as well because there was a lot more people on my route than usual so early in the morning #and i was like 3/4ths of the way through my route and there was this really pretty woman with preformance fans that were flowing so prettily #in the high winds with a cute traditional dress dancing and then i promptly ate shit staring at her because i was trying to slow down #but the winds knocked me off balance and i couldnt catch myself in time because of said staring and realised a little too late she was #filming and she finished her dance stopped filming and turned to me in utter disbelief as she smiled like #YOU COULD JUST PASS BY??? YOU DONT NEED TO STOP??? because she thought i stopped because i didnt want to mess up her video #and i didnt have the heart to tell i only noticed after i was kneeling on the floor waiting for her to finish that i even saw her tripod #and i was like nono!! youre good its okay!!! im okay 👍!!! and scuttled off and went honestly this is what i get for wearing the tank #i got at pride today of all days like this one is on me ive fufilled the prophecy i never wear it out because the sun is a ferocious thing #and the last time i did my shoulders burned pretty bad even with sunscreen but i had a hoodie ontop because it was windy today #and i thought oh its fine itll be fine. chat never change your habits and routines. superstitions are real. and the gods will punish you.#anyways why self fulfilling prophecy. well if you guessed the tank had the best buy logo but instead of “buy” it replaces it with “bi”#youd be correct. and also the disaster bi allegations are very strong with this one.#anyways im think im just afflicted with dumb shit happening when im in the middle of the route because last time a guy did chat me up #while i was resting and invited me back to his hotel room after i yapped his ear off about the pantrs #and i didnt say it but i did turn it down because... the cats were playing in like 2 hours so...#or like that other time-#okay you know what i do have to stop

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whirlinglikeaballet · 1 month ago

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RANT TIME ‼️‼️‼️

#the cast list came out and your girl is not pleased #I won’t say what show it is or anything bc i’m paranoid abt creepy stalkers finding me or whatever lol #but basically i worked really really REALLY hard for MONTHS for this certain role #and it’s a role well within my vocal range and typecast and stuff #at auditions and callbacks i read for it a lot of times and like a million people (some i’m friends with and some i’m not) came up to me #and told me what a good job i did or that i’d be perfect for the role etc etc #and i tried not to get my hopes up but i kinda was because i REALLY wanted it and i worked REALLY hard for it #and everyone was pretty positive at the end of callbacks that it came down to me and one other girl #now. this other girl. where do i even begin #let’s call her joanne #(that’s not her real name i swear)#now joanne is my least favorite person in this town- maybe this county- maybe this state- perhaps this country #she is the most irritating girl i have ever endured the presence of. she believes wholeheartedly that she is the best singer and #the best actress and the all-around best person in the entire world #she goes around telling people she has zero insecurities and being mean to her friends and ARGHHHHH when i tell you i cannot be around her #you see where this is going don’t you #so basically joanne told everyone that this other role in the show #a completely different role than what i was going for #is her ultimate dream role and the one she wants #so she doesn’t want the role i want at all and the two of us were obviously the top two contenders for it #but the thing is that the directors are OBSESSED with joanne. they fawn over her and feed her already-unbearably-inflated ego #and they’ve given her leads in shows before (keep in mind that they’ve cut me in shows before)#but since the times they’ve cut me I’ve actually come so so so far as an actor like i’ve played leads and they’ve SEEN ME play leads and #TOLD ME that i did amazing #but GUESS WHAT THEY DID???? i bet you’ll never guess!!!!#joanne got the role i wanted #i got a role too but it’s definitely on the smaller side and oh. here’s the kicker. i’ve PLAYED THIS ROLE BEFORE. VERY RECENTLY.#and they knew that!!! yet they cast me as her again!!!#and it would be fine (or at least better) if joanne was GOOD as this role #lav speaks

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mejomonster · 2 months ago

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I am yet again debating if im willing to wade through dating apps to try and meet someone

#rant #i guess like. im chronically ill. and work remotely. so its probably in theory the best way to meet ppl?#but in the past few years dating apps have degraded to be designed for users to find it harder to meet other ppl which 1 super sucks #and 2 means the apps barely do their only purpose for users!!!#and then like... 3 years ago when i was on apps... i matched with 10k ppl #and talked to dozens of ppl. and asked out many ppl #and no one wanted to actually date. they wanted comoliments from strangers #only poly ppl wanted to date and i didnt wanna be in a poly relationship #the only Not poly person i met at that time was such a dumb himbo he didnt realize i was asking him out. then he left the country so oh well #and like... after that many nonstop poly people and married couples and non-looking compliment-fishers for uears straight i was just #tired and depressed. i felt like i was unable to meet anyone even after trying hard for years. so i gave up apps #i tried meeting ppl in person too both then and since. i kept meeting married or partnered ppl so not available. or aromantic ppl not #wanting relationships. so then i also felt burned out and like welp okay. even in my hobbies and social events i only meet unavailable #ppl. so i guess i felt a bit hopeless and lonely either way #if i do a dating app again im just gonna try being as brutally honest as i can? i feel like i was before but #maybe i can do better? like: studies chinese and japanese. writes fanfiction. into X Y Z games and shows. nonbinary. bi. looking for #potential for long term relationship.#do i also list demiromantic? demisexual? i would rather not but i also dont want a naive person to just Assume im not into them just cause i #dont want sex for 3-5 months. i just... need to feel a crush after time bonding for a while before i want that ;/

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sortanonymous · 7 months ago

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I hate most commercials on TV right now, but I'm gonna be frank, that NerdWallet ad with broke "future you" is legit quite hilarious

#nerdwallet #for some reason my absolute favorite part is the old lady saying “now we're totally screwed”#funny commercial #i do mean ads suck these days #like the fact that the coke zero sugar “YeAh YeAh YeAh!” and universal windows song ads stopped proves things can get better even today #(no seriously as a nascar fan that coke ad is going to haunt me for the rest of my life)#and i know musical ads are tried-and-true but what's with them being so insufferable right now?#oh and i guess the other nerdwallet ad (“no vacations for you”) is also fun but the “screwed” one is definitely better #definitely helps that the old couple kinda sounds to me like frank and marie from everybody loves raymond #not like i've watched much of that show (it's an all-time classic to my mom though)#but i at least remember enough to know full well that frank was the absolute best part of the show (HOLY CRAP!)

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thirsty-4-ghouls · 8 months ago

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No one has been more convincing about encouraging me to play fallout new Vegas than the queer people in my phone. Literally every straight man I know in real life could not be half as convincing as the autistic queer people on this website

#emma posts #i don’t know what this says about me #but I’m going to be honest with you. it’s now making me think about playing some other games too #you guys are better at selling me on a game than every straight guy I know in real life #and honestly most company advertisements #i would be buying more of these games you speak of if i had more money #and also knew how to make and use a gaming laptop #I can’t even figure out new digital art programs. the last program I used on a computer was in 2011 #i feel like an old woman and I’m only 26 #at least when I’m trying to figure out new computer stuff #I also have to look at the keys when typing #despite how hard my computer class teachers tried to change that #my brothers will be using their gaming pcs and my brain will get overwhelmed #also those bitches are expensive af #just me and my ps4 doing our best #I guess i also have a ds from my childhood but it’s not like I could play new games on it #it still works though. I was super careful with it #aside from getting my improvised stylus stuck in the storage spot #i found my original stylus eventually #you know what. I think I have an art tool that might be able to remove that now. I’d have to bring the ds from my next visit to my parents #but maybe if I could buy some of those old games everybody talked about but my parents never got me I could play them now!#they can be spendy though 😩#and I don’t see many in the thrift stores #as much as I love thrift stores for things like silverware books and picture frames #also some other stuff. that’s just the most notable things #I’ve been looking for a table there for awhile but they are always too big for my tiny apartment #I’m kinda scared of buying clothes there because I’ve heard of people getting bedbugs 😖#but not from the local one I suppose 🤔#oh! I found nice glass mixing bowls there too! they are clearly well used. but it was nice to find cheap ones #I’m getting distracted though. I hope someone can get use out of the jeans that got too small for me. I donated them

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