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photographical evidence of me fighting the urge to abandon my remaining and forming relationships before they all inevitably abandon me & i vanish from existence like a ghost because no one will ever love me long enough for me to mean anything to them <3
#rottmnt#oh it has trauma#rottmnt donnie#vent post#aahhh#i am the disposable one#i'll be a stranger soon enough#i get old#low self-esteem? more like no self-esteem#just try not to miss the garbage when you throw me out#self-deprecation#yeahhhhh#wahoo#feeling like rottmnt donnie#insecure#yippee#rottmnt screenshot#i am a a seasonal decoration of sorts#shower thoughts#ooh i should write a poem#that'll fix me
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Nothing in the world belongs to me But my love, mine, all mine
#genshin impact#arlecchino#peruere#clervie#ouhhhhhhhh im never gonna be able to emotionally recover from watching that animated short#ever since it came out a couple days ago just thinking of these two makes me feel like my heart is physically being ripped in half#i cant stop thinking about how Clervie was the only person in Arlecchino's life that she truly loved#like dont get me wrong Arlecchino loves her children in her own detached-fucked up way as much as any person with her amount of trauma can#but Clervie meant so much to her that even just her presence alone kept Arle's curse at bay#and it seems that no one other than Clervie herself has ever been able to break this unemotional/detached wall that Arle has put up#and maybe no one else ever will#DONT GET ME WRONG I still fw arle x other female harbingers like that shit is still peak#but oh my god the idea that arle never moved on after clervie's death and will never love anyone the way she loved her makes me want to SOB
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so much happened in this whole episode but iām still on fig infiltrating rubenās dream, making it look like the place where his friend was murdered, and then disguising herself as kipperlilly & repeatedly saying different variants of āsomebody needs to take the fall for this, and itās not going to be me. itās going to be you.ā while adaine as the elven oracle shows up next to her. can you imagine waking up from that, the idea of a horrible truth being pinned on you by your friend to save her own skin while the personification of fate and destiny stands there, almost as a promise that this is GOING to happen to you. we donāt even know if this kid is guilty. my god.
#fantasy high#dimension 20#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#fantasy high junior year#fig faeth#ruben hopclap#lucy frostblade#the rat grinders#adaine abernant#kipperlilly copperkettle#watching fig terrorize him like girl!!! we donāt even know if heās guilty!!!!#this might just be for me but i do not think 5 teenagers willingly brutally killed their friend idk#like there just has to be some other element to it and i am very scared to find out what that was#what if they were put in a position where they felt there was/there was no other choice⦠like oh my god#my comedy brain is having fun but my āthis is a teenagerā brain is in such deep distress all the time this season#the rat grinders i trust brennan to not make u cartoonishly evil so i am holding u as gently as i can in my confused shaky hands#also with the devilās nectar iāve been wondering why they all seem so well-adjusted & now iām curious if theyāve been intentionally-#changing their memories in a way so that either the trauma is lesser or they think they arenāt guilty. idk#but it seems like from how gertie was talking she was making it more recently so the well adjustedness from early jy doesnāt quite add up#they could have another source maybe??? idk iām just low stakes 4 a.m. spitballing here#thereās also the strong possibility that theyāre aware of what happened but they werenāt the ones who killed lucy. idk who knows#the way you could probably devilās nectar yourself into believing it wasnāt your fault someone died⦠CRAZY IMPLICATIONS!!! CRAZY IDEA!!!#anyways the bad kids & the rat grinders donāt ever have to like each other but i do wonder if at least some of those kids deserve a chance
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I am so serious when I say that Kanan and Ezra have the best developed master and padawan relationship in Star Wars and I will fight people on this point
#NO ONE has their depth I'm sorry#Star wars rebels#Swr#Kanan jarrus#ezra bridger#They were the perfect duo because they were exactly what each of them needed to grow past their individual traumas#And change into the best versions of themselves#YES Anakin and Ahsoka are tragic but have you considered that Anakin and everyone is tragic#Oh also do NOT tag this as a ship please#They are father and son#Part of the reason is that they had the time to do it. 4 seasons of interactions gives the characters time to breathe.#Honorable mention to Loden and Bell because tha shit is traumatizing but like....Kanan and Ezra are just *chefs kiss*
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I want to see Nya cry and be emotional in dr.
Listen I like her "strong independent woman" thing she has going on but man am i getting tired of it. I want to see her cry and be sad and just have a full on breakdown instead of putting the bad feelings away and staying strong for the others. Like LET HER HAVE FEELINGS MAN! SHE GOT SEPARATED FROM HER FAMILY FOR 5 YEARS, SHE LOST HER HUSBAND THE LOVE OF HER LIFE AND STILL HASN'T FOUND HIM AND HAS NO IDEA WHERE TO LOOK, SHE LOST HER BROTHER LIKE THREE TIMES WITH THE LAST ONE BEING BASICALLY PERMANENT IF NOT FOR SOME MIRACLE. SHE DESERVES A BREAK AND A GOOD CRY! LET HER HAVE IT PLEASE!
#oh and let's not forget all the trauma that she has (looking at you skybound)#if anyone is confused on the three times nya lost kai the first one is when the merge happend the second is the thing with the craglings an#the third being the end of dr s2p1#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#dragons rising#nya#nya ninjago#nya smith#ninjago nya#nya jiang#jay walker#jay ninjago#kai jiang#ninjago kai#kai#kai ninjago#kai smith#ninjago jay#dragons rising s2#dr s2#dragons rising season 2
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when your friend says āiām becoming the joker,ā reply, āwell, iām becoming jigsawā to one-up them. do not elaborate on what this means
#shitty saw traps#saw franchise#mod amanda#oh youāre gonna do fucked up shit because society has driven you crazy?#well IāM gonna do fucked up shit because Iām tired and done#your violence is rooted in a desire to shock while mine is rooted in a desire for connection#(even if that connection is through trauma)#you may have lost control. but I just gained it. and thatās scarier#anyway im sorry to hear that your shift sucked#(sorry if this post is too edgy)
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I'm not fucking joking when I tell you I saw this panel and literally started sobbing and crying over seeing my babygirl buying chocolate with just fucking quarters. This is the people's jason todd for real, thank you Juni Ba

#actually was just squeaking and squaking over this like oh my god real jason rep#gotta make him a loser boy flag or pfp#love when my bbg is a boyfailure whos just trying to do right#bro has no equipment and risks his life everyday because hes emo and has trauma /hj#if he doesnt get a hug from bruce by the end of this and a new pair of clothes ill cry#pls give me a fic w this version of jay getting hugs and love from his bros#bro looks like he has one pair of clothes he can actually stand to wear with his autism#and he never takes that mask off even if it kills him#i know his hair is matted#boy wonder dc#boy wonder#dc comics#jason todd#red hood#dc black label#barking and woofing and waughing#jason todd kinnie#red hood kinnie#batfam#batfamily#batman#batman comics#batman jason todd#damian wayne#damian al ghul#damian wayne al ghul#jason todd wayne#boy wonder preview#scruffy jason todd#loser boy jason todd
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underappreciated Nico detail that I like - he seems to be an angry crier! very frequently he's angry when he cries and he cries when he's extremely angry. very AuDHD of him. emotional regulation sucks my guy and he's just going through it.
#pjo#riordanverse#nico di angelo#also fun to think about Nico getting pissed off and then getting even more pissed off that he's turning into a bawling mess#or Nico getting sad/upset and the rage just flips on so he's sniffling and crying and cussing under his breath while kicking stuff#i mean how many times has nico had a moment of someone trying to comfort him and his reaction like 90% of the time is ''fuck off''#nico thinking about his trauma: [through tears] i need to go kill something right now or i'll explode#nico working on processing emotions character arc except instead of him stopping being an angry crier#it just turns into his friends holding a pillow for him to beat the shit out of until he works the energy out#shoutout to the cupid scene in particular as one of my favorite examples of this#just cause i love Nico having a breakdown and Jason watching it like ''uh oh. i think Bad Things Will Happen if he *actually* starts crying#other favorite example is TTC. Nico being so upset he creates a rift in the ground and tells Percy to die#nico is not uwu sad boy soft baby kitten tears crier#he is yelling things that would get him cancelled on the internet while snotty and bawling#he is insulting and threatening everyone in a 10ft radius
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The promise you kept.
Extra panel: (liked this version too.)

moving on to sakumo.
Panel 1: Handprint (an older drawing to share)

Panel 2: Punishment.
what if they went for kakashi to hurt sakumo instead.
decided to dump the rest of the drawings together, but the tone shift whiplash is real (I shall do it again)
Comic 2: Bias? Not at all.


extra:

Heās just in a silly mood (he feels no remorse)
Comic 3: Did you say something?


fun idea, kakashi actually picked up his behavior from his father (sakumo version is staring people down, while kakashi is verbal)
#naruto#naruto fanart#kakashi hatake#rin nohara#sakumo hatake#fanart#art#my art#sketch#drawing#digital art#drawing expressions that are shock or haunted is fun#so making rin go through angst so sheās not left out:D#so the faulty seal going haywire once again#rin watches kakashi die from an enemy but her mind attempts to block it out#the isobu is not thrill#now moving on#SAKUMO#!!!! YEAHH#itās all fun and games until I remember to give him the same treatment I give to his son#filling him with trauma or making silly posts#I think this is my most messy post which is fun#also darker backgrounds because Iāve been straining my eyes a tad too much (I say for the 3977554 times)#experimental posts yippeee (my eyes oh no) the white screen has finally taken its toll#maybe Iāll change it later but rn my eyes arenāt it#or rn as we speak
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HOT TAKE
But I like the idea of the phantom world being reincarnated into very unexpected people.
Like I still love the idea of Danny being Martha or Thomas.
Or Dani being another clone, or her being Damian, and Sam being Poison Ivy and or Martha, etc.
But I also like the unhinged nonsense of Sam being a clone in the dc world ā ideally Kon, and Dani (or Dan) being Bruce, while Vlad is gasp Thomas Wayne.
HEAR ME OUT
JUST HEAR ME OUT
I just think the idea of Danny finding out that in an alternate world he married a nicer and age appropriate Vlad and had the son the guy has been demanding for so long in their world is hilarious.
The absolute mental breakdown that boy will go through: this is my son, and I love him, look at him go being a hero and kicking ass, but holy fucking Ancients above I fucked VLAD ā
And on the other hand, can you imagine Bruceās reaction? To his alternate mom being a sassy teenage boy, his alternate dad being an older guy āpreyingā on this kid that absolutely HATES the guy, and being an absolute creep while his alt self **gestures to your choosing** is either a tiny girl menace or the biggest and meanest growling ghost that is BARELY tolerating being in the same space as the living.
But they also hate his alternate dad and would punch him into next week with Mom! Danny.
This man will being going THROUGH IT.
#dpxdc#dp x dc#dc x dp#dcxdp#danny phantom#dp x dc crossover#danny fenton#dp x dc prompt#batman#Iām kinda leaning into Tucker being Starfire#I just think he deserves to blast green powers#and also be the hottest girl heās ever seen#Iām thinking maybe Jack Fenton is Dick Greyson#still debating on the others BUT DO YOU SEE MY VISION?#DO YOU SEE WHAT IM PUTTING DOWN?#GIVE THE ENTIRE DP SIDE OF THEIR UNIVERSE TRAUMA by seeing what they could be in an alternate world of themselves#Danny is going through it too#Vlad is not seeing the picture outside of the absolute joy he has at finally having a son that is just like Danny but without the clones#Vlad: finally! I have a son! And he has your blood Daniel!#Bruce: oh my god my dad is a creep#Sam judging Konās everything: youāre on thin fucking ice#she likes his fit but will fist fight him over what he eats and how he acts with his crush#Either Tim is Paulina or Valarie#Sam is judging Konās choices
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Gravity Falls has a weird magnet, yes, and it dragged in Stanford in a way. He was curious and wanted to study anomalies...
But Gravity Falls somehow dragged Stanley in as well, even if it was through Stanford, I think that ought to mean something.
Like Mabel and Dipper went to Gravity falls- Dipper has his little birthmark and I suppose Mabel was a little too silly (which is lovely).
Then what makes Stanley Pines an anomoly? Maybe something to do with how he wasn't supposed to be born..
#gravity falls is actually an autism magnet#and stanley pines is autistic-#like why does the fandom ignore this??? stanley is CLEARLY not normal#but we dont know why in a way#at the same time we're like āoh yeah the traumaā#what? did gravity falls see that guy and be like āoh shit thag guy has so much trauma...that- thats not normalā???#i need a fic where Ford notices this and tries to look further into that#OH you know how bill couldnt leave gravity falls? maybe the stronger the weird the harder it is to leave#so when the grunkles plan to leave they struggle because some way or another Stanley always trips up before leaving or something#like hell fall and roll back into the gravity falls border a few times and ford is there like āhmm fascinatingā#anyway#gravity falls#stanford#stanley pines
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say it like you mean it with your fists for once.
#eddie diaz art#eddie diaz#has a whole lot of cathoic guilt oh boy#slaps the top of eddie u can fit so much gay trauma in here#ethical use of ethel cain lyrics#buddie#buddie fanart#911 fan art#911 fanart#911#911 on abc#911 abc
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itās kind of funny that of all the coping mechanisms weāve seen in aftg (mostly some combination of drugs, self-harm, violence and sex), neilās coping mechanism of going for a long run plus the occasional cigarette, might be technically the healthiest. he even practices techniques to calm himself down regularly (counting).
#iām imagining neil talking to any therapist other than betsy and winning that interaction by seeming totally psychologically healthy#some psychologist being like āhe seems not to have fully processed the trauma heās been through yet but#he has a good support system and seems to have good coping strategies. recommending monthly sessions or as needed.ā#and andrew being like āoh you fuckerā#aftg
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please don't mistake silence for hatred. please don't mistake unanswered plotting messages as indifference, or a lack of enthusiasm towards you. considering the ages of most roleplayers, many of us have bills to pay, families to take care of, medical conditions to treat, appointments to make, classes to take, homes to clean, and lives to live away from the computer that are far, far more important than writing on tumblr ā life has a tendency to get in the way of hobbies and fun things like this. be patient with your fellow writers. if it doesn't work out, it doesn't work out. of course you can set your boundaries, keep your space comfortable, and softblock whoever you wish, but do so while recognizing it's probably not hatred or apathy that keeps them from leaping into your dms with message after message. they probably love this hobby just as much as you... but sometimes life gets in the way.
#rp psa#roleplay psa#rp help#roleplay help#roleplay advice#'the rpc has changed for the worse' that's your opinion#but have that opinion while also acknowledging the ages of those you write with#and recognize they have responsibilities and worlds to take care of#people who depend on them#financial strain. hardships. unemployment. housing problems#medical bills. local weather disasters#trauma in their life deaths in their family#you cannot expect instant messages or EXTREME enthusiasm from everyone in this community#when so many of us are also dealing with irl situations#that are MORE important than talking about our fictional characters meeting for the first time#would it be nice if we could all find a comfy balance#and put passion into this hobby like we did when we were younger?#oh sure!!!! but that's just not viable anymore
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Me, watching some YJS fans justify what Shauna did to Mari by using clips of Mari and Jackie giggling in s1 (normal teenage girl things), or Mari speaking the truth and trying to take Jackie's jacket (even though it was the middle of winter and the group were already sharing clothes), with said fans saying that they've would've done worse to Mari in response, acting like that makes them any better:
#yellowjackets spoilers#yellowjackets#like this fandom continues to disappoint me#āshe's traumatizedā not an excuse especially since she specifically was targeting mari for the thrill and dehumanized her body after#something in which she hadn't done to the other kills mind you and then wore mari's hair as a trope#*trophy#that is beyond being traumatized and just shauna being horrific. it's okay to admit that#what isn't okay however is to dismiss valid criticism (largely from poc fans) about how dehumanizing it was that she did to mari#by saying āwomen can't commit wrongsā or ālet women be wrongā when you know damn well that isn't the case#(or are you mad that you can't live out your violent fantasy thru shauna without being called out? hmm)#and all the reasons those fans use to justify it are just mari being 1.) a teenage girl 2.) being truthfully honest and 3.) worse sins have#been committed by the other characters like SHAUNA#when you bring up how shauna slept jeff and got pregnant by her best friend's boyfriend it's just āoh teenage girl thingsā#but when mari is also doing āteenage girl thingsā one which includes being shady and a bit mean suddenly that excuse no longer applies#largely bc fandom often times doesn't sympathize much with poc characters as they do their yte counterparts#especially if they're young#shauna shipman#mari ibarra#anti shauna shipman#if i ever said that shauna was one of my faves i take it back SO HARD#shauna's ass crying back in the adult tl like she's innocent....i need her to die#but watch the show give her a graceful send out bc it's the shauna show (even tho it's an ensemble cast)#it's kind of annoying to see these fans use lottie as a comparison saying that people care about mental illness as long as the person#doesn't react violently like shauna and while to a degree i can understand bc that is true#in this case it kind of falls flat when you take into consideration how in the show and fandom lottie and her mental state haven't been#treated with the same response or care that shauna has (lottie is beaten brutally while experiencing an episode by shauna)#and it's done dirty throughout the show until her death with only really simone speaking up angrily against how she's portrayed#(same people who are justifying shauna lashing out in anger regarding her trauma were the same ones who were hating on travis in s1 & s2)
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Slight TW for discussion of SH (Kurtās angelic symbols in the movies)
I think the fact that the patterns on Kurtās skin in the movies being self harm is skimmed over a lot by the fandom? Iāve not read the comics in years so I donāt remember if theyāre canon outside of the movie universe.
But speaking in the context of the movie universe, these are scars that Kurt is covered in, itās one of the first things he says in the movies, that he did them himself, not somebody else. Which is kind of side lined in the movie itself as well.
The next time theyāre brought up is at the end of X2, when Storm asks what they are, and when he explains that theyāre angelic symbols, and that he has one for every sin.
I dunno Iām just a sucker for Catholic guilt and think people need to talk about this more, Iāll go into more depth another time if people are interested but I just needed to get the idea out there.
#as an ex Catholic Kurt has always been a favourite of mine#I wish people talked about his trauma more#rather than him just being oh ha ha funny German blue man#x men comics#x men movies#x men#kurt wagner#x2#nightcrawler#incorrect klave talks
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