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#Doodles#Handplates#UT#Fellplates#Gaster#Papyrus#Sans#Mostly silliness :) Mostly :)#It's still fun to draw these two Gasters next to each other hehe ♪ Even interacting!#They're more similar than I think either of them would admit haha - ''No clearly we have very different ideals'' sure but you're both Gaster#I like the idea of classic being So Annoyed at any iteration of himself thinking positively towards humans haha#I mean it would probably hurt - that's a big piece of his trauma! - but on the surface it's just Ugh I can't believe this -.ó#I feel like they'd have a lot more common ground when it comes to their experiments tho - not a perfect Venn Diagram but enough!#Maybe even just different enough to offer a new perspective - enough to give them new ideas! Uh oh that's never a good thing lol#I do love Fell!Gaster just so pleased to be having a conversation haha so smiley - classic still not smiling but interested!#Cute face <3#It was after making the Toriel comic that the thought Really occurred to me - like obviously I saw so I knew they were still in the gowns#But it took a bit for that to strike me as odd since I mean that's just what they wear! That's normal! For Handplates anyway#He talks a lot about isolating whatever it is in Monsters that Make Them Like That - what does that entail#Gaster no seriously what are you doing to them don't just smile actually reply#And as much as I like the boys being a bit more Fell-ish I've always been of the opinion that no matter what they're brothers!#They love each other <3 And in Fellplates they'd have to rely on each other even more than regular Underfell#If anything would cause some codependency it's the Handplates setup - no matter what version you throw at it!#They're still both delicate little things - they need each other to survive ♥ If Gaster is sometimes kind to them well...#Similar to Mercyplates but Not Quite hmmmm#At least sometimes doing cute and harmless things tho! Studies how they react to flowers and teaches them to make chains hehe ♪#There's also that Underfell thing of Sans calling UF!Papyrus ''Boss'' rather than ''Bro'' yeah? Doodling ideas around that haha#An opportunity to teach! Sans only came away with the basics tho it probably annoys Gaster lol#The idea of them doing cute harmless little things and /that/ being what gets under his skin hehehehe#And ending with a Babybones! :D Surely he'd have no problem being attached since they're meant to be good...? Surely
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yeah ok i get it you don’t think transandrophobia exists but you do realize that it’s still bad to be shitty to transmascs right? you get that right?
#like you don’t get to be transphobic just bc you say ‘well they’re men so men can’t be oppressed’#as if if there is never any intersection of identities that includes being a man#like first think of gay/bi men they experience a different kind of oppression than queer women do and it would be idiotic to argue that#them being men has NOTHING to do with the oppression they face#and then there’s black and brown men who are constantly painted as scary and violent in news and media and are disproportionately killed#by police officers#and you’re telling me that has NOTHING to do with how their identities intersect between being a POC and a man. ok#it makes no sense to me because look#obviously we live under the patriarchy which systematically oppressed women as well as anyone who deviates from#the cisheteronormative white masculine ideals and i’m by no means trying to say that ��men have it harder’#it just seems a bit ingenuine to argue that UNDER NO CIRCUMSTANCES CAN A MAN FACE OPPRESSION DUE TO THE INTERSECTION OF ANOTHER#MARGINALIZED IDENTITY#transandrophobia#transgender#transmasc#trans masc#trans man#transphobia
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"Among their complaints [in 1460, the Yorkists] specifically blamed the earls of Wiltshire and Shrewsbury and Viscount Beaumont for ‘stirring’ the king [Henry VI] to hold a parliament at Coventry that would attaint them and for keeping them from the king’s presence and likely mercy, asserting that this was done against [the king's] will. To this they added the charge that these evil counselors were also tyrannizing other true men* without the king’s knowledge. Such claims of malfeasance obliquely raised the question of Henry’s fitness as a king, for how could he be deemed competent if such things happened without his knowledge and against his wishes? They also tied in rumors circulating somewhat earlier in the southern counties and likely to have originated in Calais that Henry was really ‘good and gracious Lord to the [Yorkists] since, it was alleged, he had not known of or assented to their attainders. On 11 June the king was compelled to issue a proclamation stating that they were indeed traitors and that assertions to the contrary were to be ignored." - Helen Maurer, "Margaret of Anjou: "Queenship and Power in Late Medieval England"
Three things that we can surmise from this:
We know where the "Henry was an innocent helpless king being controlled and manipulated by his Evil™ advisors" rhetoric came from**.
The Yorkists were deliberately trying to downplay Henry VI's actual role and involvement in politics and the Wars of the Roses. They cast him as a "statue of a king", blamed all royal policies and decisions on others*** (claiming that Henry wasn't even aware of them), and framed themselves as righteous and misunderstood counselors who remained loyal to the crown. We should keep this in mind when we look at chronicles' comments of Henry's alleged passivity and the so-called "role reversal" between him and Queen Margaret.
Henry VI's actual agency and involvement is nevertheless proven by his own actions. We know what he thought of the Yorkists, and we know he took the effort to publicly counter their claims through a proclamation of his own. That speaks louder than the politically motivated narrative of his enemies, don't you think?
*There was some truth to these criticisms. For example, Wiltshire (ie: one of the men named in the pamphlet) was reportedly involved in a horrible situation in June which included hangings and imprisonments for tax resistance in Newbury. The best propagandists always contain a degree of truth, etc. **I've seen some theories on why Margaret of Anjou wasn't mentioned in these pamphlets alongside the others even though she was clearly being vilified during that time as well, and honestly, I think those speculations are mostly unnecessary. Margaret was absent because it was regarded as very unseemly to target queens in such an officially public manner. We see a similar situation a decade later: Elizabeth Woodville was vilified and her whole family - popularly and administratively known as "the queen's kin" - was disparaged in Warwick and Clarence's pamphlets. This would have inevitably associated her with their official complaints far more than Margaret had been, but she was also not directly mentioned. It was simply not considered appropriate. ***This narrative was begun by the Duke of York & Warwick and was - demonstrably - already widespread by the end of 1460. When Edward IV came to power, there seems to have been a slight shift in how he spoke of Henry (he referred to Henry as their "great enemy and adversary"; his envoys were clearly willing to acknowledge Henry's role in Lancastrian resistance to Yorkist rule; etc), but he nevertheless continued the former narrative for the most part. I think this was because 1) it was already well-established and widespread by his father, and 2) downplaying Henry's authority would have served to emphasize Edward's own kingship, which was probably advantageous for a usurper whose deposed rival was still alive and out of reach. In some sense, the Lancastrians did the same thing with their own propaganda across the 1460s, which was clearly not as effective in terms of garnering support and is too long to get into right now, but was still very relevant when it came to emphasizing their own right to the throne while disparaging the Yorkists' claim.
#henry vi#my post#wars of the roses#margaret of anjou#Look I’m not trying to argue that Henry VI was secretly some kind of Perfect King�� whose only misfortune was to be targeted by the Yorkists#That is...obviously pushing it and obviously not true#Henry was very imperfect; he did make lots of errors and haphazard/unpopular decisions; and he did ultimately lose/concede defeat#in both the Hundred Years War and the subsequent Wars of the Roses.#He was also clearly less effective than his predecessor and successor (who unfortunately happened to be his father and usurper respectively#and that comparison will always affect our view of his kingship. It's inevitable and in some sense understandable.#But it's hardly fair to simply accept and parrot the Yorkist narrative of him being a “puppet of a king”.#Henry *did* have agency and he was demonstrably involved in the events around him#From sponsoring alchemists to issuing proclamations to participating in trials against the Yorkists (described in the 1459 attainder)#We also know that he was involved in administration though it seems as though he was being heavily advised/handheld by his councilors#That may be the grain of truth which the Yorkists' image of him was based on.#But regardless of Henry's aptitude he was clearly *involved* in ruling#Just like he was involved in plots against Yorkist rule in the early 1460s before he was captured.#And he did have some successes! For example in 1456 he travelled to Chester and seems to have been responsible#for reconciling Nicholas ap Gruffyd & his sons to the crown and granting them a general pardon.#Bizarrely Ralph Griffiths has credited Margaret for this even though there is literally no evidence that she was involved.#We don't even know if she travelled with Henry and the patent rolls offering the pardon never mention her.#Griffiths seems to have simply assumed that it was Margaret's doing because of 1) his own assumption that she was entirely in control#while Henry was entirely passive and 2) because it (temporarily) worked against Yorkist interests.#It's quite frustrating because this one of the most probable examples we have of Henry's own participation in ruling in the late 1450s#But as usual his involvement is ignored :/#Also all things considered:#The verdict on Henry's kingship may not have been so damning if his rule hadn't been opposed or if the Lancastrians had won the war?#Imo it's doubtful he would be remembered very well (his policies re the HYW and the economic problems of that time were hardly ideal)#but I think it's unlikely that he would have been remembered as a 'failed king' / antithesis of ideal kingship either#Does this make sense? (Henry VI experts please chime in because I am decidedly not one lol)
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mod idea i want to see realized but don't have the technical skill for: making the falmer in the forgotten vale non-aggressive towards you once you kill vyrthur.. or a master-of-disguise extension where the falmer will recognize you as friendly when you're wearing falmer armor...
#i just want to chill with them sometimes...#there /is/ a mod where it makes all of them friendly and turns the blackreach servants into mage researchers#but it feels. idk#like it rounds off the edges of them?#like the falmer are treated horribly narratively in skyrim#point blank#anti-indigenous rhetoric in their writing out the ass#but it's also like... idealizing something and demonizing something are both dehumanizing?#to be like "yah this group of people (who have had bad experiences with random folk coming to their land) would be totally cool with randos#just wandering into and around their homes and taking their shit'' feels disingenuous yaknow#kinda like the idea of being oppressed doesn't make you a better person it just makes you oppressed?#like nords have definitely not had a good time under the empire but that doesn't make the stormcloaks automatically a virtuous faction#and obviously they're WAYYYY different situations#but it's in that difference that i wish the forsworn and falmer were able to be ally-able and that you could make some sort of peace with#at least some of the falmer like you were able to with madanach's faction of forsworn#... and i wish we got more with the forsworn than that
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I wanna thank my irl friends who follow me here and also my beloved mutuals as well as followers who still send me kind messages and try to interact with me and my stuff even if I'm bad at doing it myself.
Honestly, things haven't been that great with me lately, so... it means a lot to me. Honestly. <3
#personal#i had to make the tough decision to drop out of school last week#i didn't exactly want it if i'm being completely honest here#but certain stuff was preventing me from getting further so i knew the teachers are gonna ask me to quit over at our teams meeting#i instantly contacted my nurse about my situation. and she got me a doctor's appointment which was yesterday#where i kind of broke down a little. not because she didn't grant me the sick leave i thought i was going to get#after feeling down and sleeping terribly for weeks#but because she actually *got me*. like. she actually listened to me and figured out some stuff and told me that#what i'm going through and what i've been going through for years would make anyone depressed#so i couldn't help but cry a little because yeah. i'm so tired of never being enough no matter how hard i try#because my brain's wired a certain way and it makes me slow and kinda clumsy and inattentive at times#which. you might guess is not ideal at today's work environment. or studying-wise even#so instead of granting me sick leave (she did say we can change that at anytime though) she told me to wait for that phone call#from the unemployment office. which i should be getting tomorrow. or well. later today#and talk to them about this. to see if they can offer some solutions. or if we can figure something out#'cause i'm getting closer to my 40s and not getting anywhere and it's wearing me out and tiring me out#because i clearly can't help myself or change my ways on my own#i managed to get some work last week though. at the local youth house. one shift though but money still#but i haven't been getting those offers a lot during the past few months so it's not enough to support me obviously#so i definitely need something else. and i hope i can get help. that someone could help me#i should finally get tested for adhd next month too. i don't know if i even have it or if it's gonna change anything but#at least i'd know#anyway i needed to get this off my chest. cause i'm kinda crying a little bit even now just thinking about this whole thing#sorry
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yknow what i think would be a fun timeline of relationship development for the stuttgart boys. like assuming they've been at least a lil bit in love for a while and thorsten's noticed but isn't ever going to say anything unless sebastian does first and sebastian hasn't properly allowed himself to think about it because he's dealing with The Divorce. we get to frage des gewissens and in the scene in sebastian's apartment where he is very much no longer sober after ich habe das für dich getan / ich habe dich nicht darum gebeten instead of watching thorsten storm out sebastian is like. Fuck it. and kisses him. because you know what he's drunk in his miserable little apartment that he won't clean up because he doesn't like himself very much these days and the kids aren't here for him to clean up for and neither is anyone else and he's lonely and he lied in his testimony for his best friend and his best friend doesn't get Why (the Why is that sebastian loves him and doesn't want anything to happen to him. drunk sebastian is a lot less repressed and a lot more honest with himself than sober sebastian ist) and talking isn't helping. so why not get his point across some other way. and thorsten lets it happen for a second or two partially out of sheer shock and partially out of holy shit sebastian kissing me and then remembers 1. sebastian's drunk off his ass and 2. thorsten was kind of trying to be mad at him. but the moment of discombobulation is enough that he can't really manifest the energy to be properly angry at the sad wet lump of drunk pathetic puppy sebastian is right now. so he Does pull away and tell sebastian no we can't do this (not now) and sebastian stares at him with big wet sad eyes as he does and thorsten says Okay idiot. (the My idiot is implied.) you're going to take a shower and go to bed or so help me god. (the i love you too. idiot. is implied) we can finish this discussion when you're sober and i can argue with you properly again. and shoves him in the direction of the shower and then the direction of his bed and leaves a glass of water on the nightstand and locks the door behind him when he goes. and sebastian wakes up in the morning with one hell of a headache and remembers approximately 25% of the previous evening and it's the 25% that involves telling thorsten that he lied and not the 25% that involves then kissing him. so obviously he doesn't bring it up again. which thorsten logically decides must mean either 1. he doesn't remember it (and probably didn't mean it like that anyway he was drunk and lonely and missed his wife that's all) or 2. he does remember it and regrets it. and then (because i've mentally deleted der inder from my personal stuttgart timeline) preis des lebens happens and thorsten is like Right guess i'll just take this to my grave then. ah shit this is just a whole potential fic oh fuck
#nauuurrrrrr not ANOTHER plot bunny. lies down and moans#i'm just a sucker for changing canon a Lil bit in a way that doesn't actually change much plot-wise but does make everything 300% worse#emotionally#and the thing is drunk sebastian in that scene feels Precisely unhinged enough to me that he would (if his brain presents the possibility)#reply to Ich habe dich nicht darum gebeten by grabbing thorsten by the shoulders and kiss him like that could fix them and the empty#apartment and the corpses piling around them and the world. and then forget all about it by next morning#and we Know herr lannert here makes Lying about things so that no one realizes you've ever had a personal life ever a championship sport. s#ideal situation obviously#tatort stuttgart
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i should make like a “stupid synthesis” tag or something for when i make stupid connections between pieces of media that have next to nothing in common. i do it too much and i’m the only one who thinks it’s funny. wouldn’t you say the traumagenic nature of superpowers in worm chaining people to their most vulnerable moments and externalizing that pain as violence is rather like the inverse of the “coffin motif”. the panopticon / the perpetual motion machine. in a way, aren’t all parahumans like the rose bride
#how to decimate the feminist themes of revolutionary girl utena in one sentence. by comparing it to wildbow#obviously it’s the inverse because the coffin is representative of a refusal to leave the sunlit garden the idealized past that can no#longer (and never did) exist. and externalizing that pain as violence of course.#what do we think would happen if wildbow watched utena. let’s discuss#worm liveblogging#stupid synthesis#may as well christen it now#a fun little peak into my twisted mind. i haven’t slept#frogs.txt
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i dont really have a yearning for romantic love or affection by itself. but i do feel a dreadful longing when i see anything related to the childhood friends to lovers trope
#just knowing that even if by some chance i were to have a lover.#that person would only be someone i met and came to know as an adult#this realization is hitting me recently#somehow in my brain i just thought that when i meet the person i love#our pasts will be rewritten so that we will have known each other since childhood.#obviously i didnt believe something like this lol but it was just a feeling..#but in reality i will never be able to have that kind of ideal connection. ever#i will never be able to know those parts of that person. their past versions.#meaning i will never be able to love those parts of them either. since they are unknown to me. making the love incomplete and lacking#...hm i rly should not post these thoughtful posts. my insanities ought to be contained inside my mind alone#shion.txt
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You know, I try to not post as much about politics lately for my own personal sanity (as looking at every single news update is not going to change my vote) but you know what, I’m just saying fuck it. Please please please register to vote and don’t write in a name, vote third party, whatever. Splitting the dem vote in our current system is the same as not voting at all. It doesn’t send a message, it will just get trump elected.
#ranked choice voting would obviously be ideal but we simply don’t have that rn in most states#I don’t care if they have to resessiate Biden or if a new dem nominee is medically brain dead#I’m voting blue because I don’t want American to be a Christian fundie dictatorship
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men should be able to wear skirts without it being considered 'gender bending' like babe, it's a piece of fabric, it doesn't say ANYTHING about someone's gender. what it DOES say, is 'these are the kinds of clothes i like' and that's it. just so sick of the fact that pants are the "androgynous" choice that are okay for anyone to wear but put a man in a skirt and he's a weird, sexual deviant.
like, every day gender feels like more of a prison and people are fine to just go along with it instead of trying to break free. i really think that cishet men (in particular) wearing skirts and dresses and traditionally feminine clothing is a small step in the right direction. men's fashion mostly sucks anyway so they'd be doing the world a favour tbh.
#look i don't wanna just ignore the history of clothes and what they represent#but what i can say is that it's stupid that these entrenched ideas abt what clothing represents prevents people from wearing what they like#i've been wondering for a while but would people still experience such extreme gender dysphoria if there was no gender binary?#like the signifiers for gender are all based on the white ideal anyway so why are we going along with them???#going insane reading about lolitas experiencing gender dysphoria and thinking the answer is to start wearing pants#like babe i'm sorry but the pants version of lolita (ouji) still reads hyperfeminine i don't think the clothes are the problem tbh#like if men weren't made fun of for wearing dresses you probably wouldn't be feeling that kind of dysphoria to begin with#obviously this is such an idealistic view and we do live in a world shackled by the gender binary so i get people want to be perceived#in a way that accurately reflects them but like if you're already wearing alt fashion people are already perceiving you in a negative way#completely outside of your control#isn't the point of alt fashion to say fuck you to mainstream ways of dressing and thinking anyway???
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I think it's starting to become clear that Daniel is in vcarb in 2025, even though I hate this team. But I'm happy to see Daniel's hater suffer. I hope he can return to a top team and finish with the sport as he hopes. I will be patient and wait to see him until then.
Wait you hate this team?? I love this team!! What about it you don’t love - the questionable strategies, the car that runs hot and cold, the gay dads energy from the bear lookalike ceo and the tiny French man tp who both love Daniel or the race engineer who has a tiny book of Daniel phrases to quote from and who will very likely also starting barking on the radio the next time Daniel gets a good result???
I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again - vcarb is not a bad place for Daniel to be next year. Obviously they do not run with the efficiency of a top team but they’re clearly focused on working towards long-term success and they’re laying the foundation for a GOOD 2025
#obviously in an ideal world we all would want Daniel at red bull fighting for wins#but success is relative#seeing him get a p4 in a vcarb is as fulfilling as winning in a red bull (I’m lying)#but it’s going to happen soon even if not next year#because Daniel is sticking around for another 5 years 😌#anon ask
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there's 16 things happening always and i feel like i have to look at them through 12 different angles to try and grasp what's really going on around here sos
consider... if there's no witch. as in "no magical being walking around in broad daylight making deals with you". this instantly becomes severely suspicious behavior and "the virtuous part of me and the part that sided with the witch repeatedly fought each other" "the witch whispers" sounds exactly like any other moment where you have maria making a distinction between her mother and "the witch" or eva beatrice whispering to eva that she should keep the gold all to herself. also IMPRISONED is a very strong choice of word. hmm something something here hmmm.
#i mean i jdjhsdk DON'T KNOW obviously lmao still how much magic is allowed to exist#but ideally for me i would prefer if 'witches' were really just a metaphorical term in the end. sorry maria but i don't care about#real witches existing. in fact most of the magical beings we know annoy me. i don't mind if they DO exist though i'm not a magic hater lmao#in any case it's so interesting to me cause there always seems to be a personification of this 'witch' side that tempts and takes over you#with eva it's her younger self and with shannon. idk what's going on with shannon#but that personification seems to be beato i guess. but then with rosa?? maria is like 'oh the witch mama lost to the witch'#and it's just 🧍🏻♀️ regular rosa 🧍🏻♀️ standing there LMAOO okay. she can deal with her issues herself.#ange didn't have one either but her beatrice wasn't necessarily a hyde side so. idk 🤷🏻♀️#anyway the shannon mirror scene is SUCH a pretty scene ughhvhddjkd i love her ah#umineko spoilers#umineko liveblog
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Looking through the transformation page of the zelda wiki (whoever did that I love you thank you for supporting my late night fixations) and NO ONE EVER TOLD ME
Oracle Link, aka Legend, has a ring THAT TURNS HIM INTO HYRULE??!!
WHY - WHAT - IT DOESN'T EVEN DO ANYTHING
Oh the SHENANIGANS
#Legend: why are we being hunted??#Hyrule: oh they're after my blood lol. It'll be fine we just need to distract them.#Legend (sensing an opportunity to sow some chaos): oh? So if there was... Say... A fake version of you?#Hyrule: I mean that'd be the ideal situation but I don't see how - WHAT#Legend as hyrule: *scuttling out into the open* aw shucks look at that I seem to have been spotted - *SPRINTS* *cackling*#And OBVIOUSLY there'd be fake twin pranks. Everyone swearing they saw hyrule in places he physically couldn't get between fast enough.#Everyone would want a turn but hyrule gets first veto. He finds it hilarious if super weird lol#btw the wiki said the ring transformations were mostly useless but prevented slipping on ice??? And getting eaten by likes#Bizarre but hey#legend of zelda#loz#tears of the kingdom#totk#tloz#the legend of zelda#linkeduniverse#lu chain#lu legend#lu hyrule#oracle of ages#oracle of seasons#Pretty sure it was ages but just to be sure
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I got a cut on my foot and then had to traverse running water and I was very afraid of getting an infection but the people I was with said I should be fine. I immediately disinfected the cut afterwards and have been taking care of it and it looks like it's healing fine. also I have no symptoms so we should be good.
my immune system rn battling god knows what:
#listen. Ideally. Ideally I would not have done that; okay. but there was no alternative. I was doing some bear grylls shit#and the water looked very clean and clear but that can obviously be deceptive. point is the cut looks good and is healing so we should be o#so we should be okay.
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loveee when a character is crushed under the weight of someone elses expectations for them love when a character dedicates their entire life to something they never even wanted for themself love when the only reason a character keeps going is because theyre Supposed to and bc theyre supposed to make another person happy/proud. YES !!! CLAPPING !!! YES !!!!!!!!
#this isnt rly related to any character in particular i just thought abt this and it made me scream.#flirting at a bar Damn girl you look like youre trapped in a life you built to please someone else. and then i kneel down and pull out a 💍#sry i ran out of space for the full word ring. also why when i type 💍 Ohh theyre hiding it. bc now the emoji is 💍 Oh they changed it again#pox on their home..originally it was 🔐 sughested emoji#but then the second time it was 😭.... very anti marriage. well ig maybe the sob could be like OMG... YES!!!!! I WILL MARRY YOU!!!!!!#ngl getting proposed to is such a big fear of mine like. i dont think id ever be able to propose to someone so id have to be proposed to i#suppose but it makes me quite nervous not bc im like ohh nooo dont propose i just rly worry ill react the wrong way and theyll change their#mind. like its a very high emotion moment so ik i would be supposed to be emotional And i would be but idk if id do it in the right way . y#idk. what if my autism looms and i end up just being like 😐 on accident. fuckkk. what if i say somethinf dumb. like i try to be like YES !#but instead im like YEP! god. can you imagine. id have to just bury myself at that point. so embarassing. or like what if i get excited and#flap my hands but it was supposed to be more of a like. joyful crying type of thing... or what if im supposed to just be shocked and like .#Oh my god ....#and am I supposed to run at them and sweep them into a hug or do they do thst to me. UGH. ITS SO STRESSFUL. i suppose ill just remain alone#forever so I never have to confront any difficult situations ever again . Joke .#idk it just makes me nervous. but i suppose hopefully the person proposing to me will love me . that would be nice so hopefully they wont#mind if i dont respond the right way . and they wont be upset with me bc they love me eversomuch. a girl can dream i suppose... my head lik#is pounding sry. i need to sleep probably.. stayed up too late again -_- 8am -_- and im sposed to do laundry today But i dont want to . and#since im gonna fall asleep i fear it shant happen. UGHHH#wtvr. idk what my ideal proposal would be likeee. i don't want to be blindsided ig#i like surprises but Obviously im too worried abt like. my immediate reaction#+ i think its important to talk abt marriage Before proposing just so everybodys like#on the same page and such. Obvs... but ya. i dont think id want a super public proposal like. id like it to be somewhere nice with maybs#significance to our relationship and such. and its fine if theres like Some passersby but id hate for it 2 be like. somewhere crowded. or i#a restaurant or something#Altho if it was in a restaurant maybe we could get free food..#but maybe that can be just fake proposals later on. and our real proposal can be somewhere else. YIPPEEE. me and my imaginary future spouse#who is To be honest rather bare minimum#normal girl will be like Wistful sigh maybe my future spouse will even love me and wont scream at me and will like to listen to me speak 😍#but anywyas. my beddybye time. SURPRISE GN POST#woahhthis got off topic i forgot what the original post was this always happens. i do love characters like that
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I really want the Mormon church to go down for a lot of reasons but especially because I would move back to Cedar or St. George in a goddam second if the state government didn't hate me. It's maybe the most beautiful region in the continental US but it's run by a cult that wants me and my friends dead.
#obviously in an ideal world it would be ceded to the paiute but let's be real. usa isnt gonna go for that#so can we at least take it from the fucking racist sexist homophobic cult
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