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god something about Nya’s funeral and how everyone showed up…Vania and Skylor and Dareth and Ed and Edna and Unagami and Scales was there and just so many people in the background…they didn’t have to animate everyone it could’ve just been the main ninja and Kai and Nya’s parents but no, they animated so many people to show that Nya was so, so, so important. that she helped so many people.
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al-luviec · 2 months ago
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zane + nya parallels
#alek gifs#ninjago#zane julien#nya smith#that's enough main tags for me#i had to MURDERRR the quality on these sorry for ugliness#also for those confused on why i picked these :#gif 1 “what are they doing” followed by gif 2 which is wu's response.#gif 3 is the funeral and gif 4 is what people did to honor that sacrifice. zane statue and 'nya day'#a lot of these differences are because of the writers / animation studio#i am not power scaling their funerals based on attendance#which is. hilarious concept wise actually#braincellshipping#can be taken as such . wink#something about zane and nya and ice and water and how without one the other cannot function the same#zane going to the digiverse / rebuilding himself. nya going to the sea and having to rediscover who she really is#the way nya saw zane die. like legitimately she was on the rooftop (with pix and borg but yknow)#the way zane's ice was what held nya's form together in s15. oh guys im crazy#they have a lot of trust thats kinda. looked over. she did all of his repairs!! he was fine with her poking around his mind and body#which means a lot bc zane is a very closed off guy. 'i dont feel strong emotions but you can see my every thought nya c: '#also victims of the 'written as hating being seen as one thing... and thing ens up written as just that one thing' ninjago writers issue#zane w robotism. nya with being a girl / jay's girl. oh goodness im cuckoo#ignore how inconsistent the text sizes are i threw this together at 6 am and im NOT feeling it#i forgot how much gif making sucked#oops#rant over
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misfortuneskeep · 1 year ago
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what i love about this is theres no indication of like. WHEN the ninja were 21. they definitely werent when they became ninja but like. what is the point in the timeline where they were most robbed of being at the club
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p4r4no1danarchist · 22 days ago
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Wu hates music, it was loud and obnoxious. A waste of time in his opinion, he could be using that time he spent listening to that nonsense doing other things.
Wu hates music. Some of it was alright, like the kind Lily showed him. Classical, she called it. Her and her husband loved to listen to it, dancing to the rhythm with loving smiles as they looked at eachother. He could never understand it when they got Wu to join them, they knew he doesn't like music and yet they still included him...
Wu hates music, it reminds him of what once was- the very thing he craves more than anything else. A time when life was alright. Sometimes he still listened to the songs after the funeral, but it was never the same. It hurts.
Wu really hates music. Why can't Cole understand that? It's gotten worse since, for some gods awful reason he gave Cole that old record player. His student spent weeks of precious training time fixing it, playing music on it and fixing it more.
Wu can't stand music. He tried to explain this to Cole, but he just looks at his master with a smile and says everyone likes music, it's what links people together. Wu just hasn't found his taste yet... Lily used to say the same thing.
Wu likes some music. Cole was right, some songs grew on him. They spent training time listening to all kinds of music on the old vinal player Wu had found in his attic and later gifted to Cole. They listened to alot of Jazz to the point Wu found himself humming the songs as he helped Cole work on his form.
Wu loves music. It's the first thing he found that connects with his students the easiest. His music tastes have changed so much yet they still keep going back to those old jazz records, now worn and well loved. But now they also listen to rock, and classical, and even some metal and folk songs since Nya and Kai have joined.
Maybe Lily was right. Music really is a link between people.
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mooni · 2 months ago
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based on one idea i had, wrote this a little while ago and finally decided to post here
At some point, Jay stopped.
Stopped caring. Stopped trying. Just.. stopped.
Talking was all but torture, so he didn't talk. Eating felt pointless, so he didn't eat. Going outside became a chore, so he didn't bother.
Instead, he just existed. Look ahead with empty eyes, eat the food the others left right outside the door for him, throw that up, sleep, repeat. He didn't want to die, not really, but he didn't have the energy to live.
After doing nothing but stare at bedroom walls and old pictures for days, Cole and the others had staged some stupid intervention. Told him that they missed her too, that they understood, but that what he was doing wasn't healthy.
Something like that, anyways. It happened only a few minutes ago. He couldn't remember the details. (He didn't want to.) All he knew was that a mountain of words later, he'd found himself sitting outside.
He looked up at the sky. Today was a sunny day, blue untainted by a single cloud, temperature warm but not hot, gentle winds blowing every so often.
How strange it was, that the world could be so perfect and yet so very destroyed.
Everything about his own was ruined. Ever since.. the incident, it felt like all eyes were on him, and First Spinjitzu Master were the stares terrible. Pitiful things, words whispered behind closed doors and told right to his face, blank apologies that didn't mean anything to their owner or their recipient. The empty, yawning pit that could never truly be filled, signed away to deep brown eyes and childhood dreams years ago. Those stupid voices that stirred, pulling him down, down, so far down. That feeling, that godawful, terrible, freeing feeling when he didn't resist.
But the worst part? Nya was still out there. They'd held a funeral for her, but she wasn't dead. Gone, but not dead. Not dead, but not truly alive.
His yang had left him. (The wind got just a little more aggressive.)
Everyone left him. (Gray began to blanket the sky.)
Why did everyone leave? (The blue wasn't visible anymore.)
Jay clenched his fists, seething in silent rage. And they all said that they knew, that they understood. Kai was the only one who came anywhere close, and even then he didn't really get it. They dared to insinuate they felt what he did, dared to look him in the eyes and tell him they missed her just as much, dared to even suggest that he'd heal. He didn't need healing, he didn't need fixing, he needed gentle kisses and annoyed smiles and nighttime comforts where she'd wake up when he woke up and yeah dreams were terrible but the only dream he needed was right in front of him.
A yin to a yang, the eye of a hurricane, a love everlasting. Jay needed Nya, Nya needed Jay, and that truth would live long after they died.
He still needed her, but she didn't need him anymore.
Then he cried. Sat down on the steps since when had he been walking away and sobbed. Not just for Nya. Selfishly, he also wept for himself.
Because Jay Walker had disappeared into the sea with a thing wearing the face of Nya Smith, and all he'd left behind was a shell calling itself human.
The sky cried with him. First gentle, soft kisses of rain, the tears of heaven falling on his skin and tracing gentle patterns down. Then a little harder, harder, until harsh wind and unforgiving torrent of water was all that surrounded him.
Jay probably could've put a stop to it if he tried. But he had tried before. He'd been trying.
Fate was not kind to those who tried.
So he stopped.
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kindaasrikal · 6 months ago
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It’s funny how the two people who were considered ‘outcasts’ were the ones with the most meaningful and painful deaths, both to the fandom and to the ninja.
Let’s not forget how Zane was treated in the early seasons, like a weirdo hanging out with the popular group, who don’t rlly get said weirdo. Bro was constantly mocked and treated as less human just because of how he was made, despite the fact that he was more human than anyone else. It started with the ninja mocking him, and as much as it might’ve been lighthearted on their side at first, it was always tension filled to Zane. And later, when it became public knowledge that Zane was a nindroid (and at the time the only one of his kind) he most likely was belittled and misunderstood/mistreated by the public. I mean seriously it’s still happening with dragons rising with them viewing Zane as property (i think this is whats happening, i haven’t watched it yet)
And then Nya, sweet Nya. My girl was the only girl in a group of boys and was constantly belittled and undermined due to something she cannot control, her gender. She was underestimated by both the public and by her own family and friends. Her name is never truly remembered unless she proves herself, always referred to as the girl, no matter the situation, as if thats her only trait. Not the fact that shes the water ninja, or was samurai X, or the fact that she’s equally as powerful as the others. Especially in the earlier seasons she always seemed like a weird side character that is making a place in a group that has no room, and in the later seasons the others are shown to still not understand her struggles and pains.
Nya and Zane were the two outcasts in the early seasons, and in the later ones as much as they are accepted within their group much more then before, the public will never truly accept them being apart of the group, and the other ninja will never truly understand their struggles (yet when Pixal comes, i feel like they both finally had someone who understood their struggles a bit better then everyone else)
Yet, despite being the so called ‘outcasts’ it was their deaths that caused the most grief and heartache within the family, friends, and community as a whole. Both Nya and Zane had large funerals that had many from Ninjago coming to give their thanks.
Both Nya and Zane were some of the most remembered heroes in Ninjago after their deaths, with the lanterns for Nya and the statue for Zane.
Both Nya and Zane helped the ninja understand others and their own selves more than they could ever accomplish on their own. Both Nya and Zane were safe spaces that held their team together through their existence alone.
And it was the death of Nya and Zane that ripped the team apart, that sent them deep into grief and self destruction for ages until it was both NYA AND ZANE, WHO DRAGGED THEM ALL BACK TOGETHER ONCE THEY REALISED THEY CAN BRING THEM BACK.
Nya and Zane are both considered outcasts, yet now its in a way where the others acknowledge they’re different, and love them with everything in their very souls because they would never want them in any other way.
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okimnerdy · 2 years ago
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@paskariu do you know how comforting this is to read?
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I swear to Garmadon if Cole is actually dead in Dragons rising, I am THROWING HANDS.
No one puts flowers around a picture frame like that if they're STILL ALIVE!!!!
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ninja-confession-go · 5 days ago
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i'm worried the Evil Jay arc won't have any consequences. This NEEDS to be the exact opposite of how the Ice Emperor and Water Nya ended. I won't accept anything less than (1) Jay stays "Rogue" forever and the wiki changes all previous references of his name (2) He does horrible things that can't be undone, like vandalism or jaywalking (3) he gets his memories back but knows he's gone too far and, unlike Zane, accepts the punishment for his misdeeds: death penalty (4) funeral and no resurrection, ever (5) epilogue where Rogue meets Cliff, looks up at the ninja from the afterlife, finally at peace because the warmth reminds him of the desert he grew up in
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starsfic · 2 months ago
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*breaks down door*
REDSON AND MK AS KAI AND NYA’S GRANDPARENTS
THIS CAME FROM A WATTPAD CONVO AND I CAN’T GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD
Kai had never seen his grandparents before the funeral.
It wasn't because his grandparents didn't care, his dad had said. They sent birthday and holiday presents every year, and they talked on the phone several times. It was just that his grandparents lived far, back in his home country of China, and his dad didn't trust the blacksmith shop with anyone for the time it would take. Kai had once asked why they didn't visit and his father had looked at him like he wasn't sure how to answer that question.
Later that night, Kai had overheard his parents talking.
"-I mean, people are starting to ask questions. I'm surprised Kai hasn't asked anything sooner..."
"I know, I know, but I can't bring them into this. You know how Baba's mental health is. I know he's doing better but the universe likes to whack at him..."
"So, what? You guys think that if they come the universe is gonna start the end of the world?"
"..."
Then the funeral came.
He and Nya had been living at a neighbor's house. They were dressed up in white, waiting for the funeral to begin, when he finally saw his grandparents.
For a moment, he was confused. The couple running up looked too young to be grandparents, not like wizened Mr. Chen or Mrs. Aoi. As they drew closer, he noticed his father's eyes in the smaller man before he pulled him and Nya into his arms.
"Ohmygods, I am so sorry, we tried to get the fastest flight possible-"
"Noodle Boy," the taller man, his hair flaming red, said gently. "You're crushing them."
The man paused and pulled away to smile at them. The forced happiness was ruined by the tears in his eyes. "Hi, sorry," He wiped at his eyes. "I- it's just been so long since I've seen you, you probably don't remember me."
"Are you my yéye?" Kai asked. "You look too young."
The man laughed and more tears sprung up. "I do, don't I? But, yeah. I'm your yéye." He stood up and offered his hand.
Kai paused for a moment but took it. Nya gripped his other hand tightly.
"I promise," his other yéye said. His eyes were slightly steaming, like his dad when he cried. "We'll take care of you."
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icy-watch · 10 months ago
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Well, I have emotions and thoughts and feelings.
I don't think I can properly put everything down in a coherent string of sentences, but I'm going to try.
Nya is officially the ocean now. I don't really know how she's going to be involved in the next season, especially if she doesn't really remember anything.
And there's only 1 season left of Ninjago left, so they wouldn't really get rid of her, would they?
She's gotta be involved somehow. I just don't know how.
So many people came to her funeral. Like, half of Ninjago was there. That's so different from Zane's funeral back in s3. Maybe they'll build a statue for her? That'd be nice.
I don't even
Words are hard rn. I'm gonna go to bed, and try to be more coherent tomorrow when I'm less likely to sob any time I look at a cookie or a cup of water. I'll post my correct and incorrect predictions then as well. Until then!
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destinygoldenstar · 1 year ago
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I LOVE seeing headcanons related to Kai's powers. Like in the show he uses his power as a light source and that's cool, but people online go beyond that and come up with cool ideas of variety he could do as an elemental.
My favorites include:
The flame shield we saw with his True Potential. With how destructive fire is, you'd think his would be offensive like Zane's is, but no it's the opposite. I think that's poetic with how True Potential functions with the master's discovery of themselves. Zane's is raw power from his heart and soul because of his acceptance of his identity. Cole's is strength from his strong will to stand up for who he is no matter the weight and pressure. Jay's is teleportation and flight because... faith trust and pixie dust? Idk that one confuses me a little, someone help me there. Kai's is a shield because he is a brother at his core. That's his fighting purpose. It's to protect his family, blood or surrogate. His fire is a protection barrier for the people he loves.
Speaking of family, the idea that he has a higher body temperature than the others, and it doesn't affect him negatively. Maybe it causes heat strokes in intense environments, but idk for sure if that's a problem for him. So he's just a space heater half the time. Especially for his siblings like Nya and Lloyd. You're cold? You're sick? You're cuddling with Kai and staying warm, and he ain't letting you go. Unless you're Jay, then he might tell you 'can't wait to go to your funeral knowing I could've changed that outcome'. (Lloyd goes limp cause he's part dragon)
The flames change colors when in certain sources like the crystals from Elemental. I never knew I needed that. But I think Kai would just like to play with it around Lloyd to cheer up the angsty child, and Lloyd likes it because ooo pretty lights. Imagine using this for like a bedtime story for someone. He also would do it to frame other people for pranks. 'Oh the ashes are green well clearly Lloyd did it' 'Oh its rocks it's gotta be Cole'. It almost never works.
He's afraid of water because he can't swim. That's how I interpret it. So when you splash him with water, he's just frowning. And it depends on who does it. If it's Nya, he goes, "...ok." If it's someone else, he goes, "What'd you say to me?!" If it's someone like Jay, he goes, "So you have chosen death." My point is that despite the water paranoia, he likes taking baths, especially before bed. He'll tell you he hates them, because they make him do it before bed. They do it to calm him down because if he goes to bed mad, or has a panic attack, or has a nightmare, his powers could go off the fritz and he burns the bedsheets. He likes it as a calming thing, away from stress of the day. He also likes the bath salts, again his flames changing colors with that stuff. Half of the time it's ingredients from that Sereni-tea from that Wu's Tea shorts. It's a therapy medicine for him.
BLUE FLAMES. YUS. This is one that I wish we actually saw in the show because that would be awesome. He doesn't use it very often because it's hard to control and maybe damaging, but that's why he only uses it when he's just... out of control of himself. Imagine a nightmare of a situation where an enemy just takes it too far. Severely injures one of his siblings, for example. Then you just see the fire turn blue... you'd run for the hills if you were them. That man is angry. ANGRY angry
These aren't mine. I did not come up with these. I've just seen these scattered online everywhere, and I love it, and I love art of it.
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colebrookstone-irl · 3 months ago
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I don't think I ever told you guys what happened between me and Lloyd and why I'm mad at him so here we go
Yk how there were 21 or so boulders in my room? There are now 14. ... and also my room is getting a rework - 💀
Anyways I will be holding a PROPER funeral for the following boulders:
Bole
Bloyd
Bone
Ben
Bry
Blunder
And...Buck.
May they rest peacefully within the earth they originated from
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Anyways he was mad at me because I took over his leadership role for awhile (everyone agreed to this decision btw) because he is MENTALLY UNSTABLE. And he didn't like that and I decided that he was gonna watch the monestery (while Jay and I went to get Bizarro Nya) if he wants our trust in being leader again and. Yeah no screw him he destroyed my fucking room and murdered 7 of my kids.
Anyways that's why I'm mad at him and will be for awhile. :)
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random-chaotic-bitch · 1 year ago
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ninjago characters as things my friends and i have said
"Use Miracle Grow, it does wonders! You'll have a beard in no time!" Jay to Lloyd (prob just before the merge) (iykyk)
"People who put their crocs in sports mode are walking red flags." Cole to Zane
"I support women's rights, but I also support women's wrongs." Jay, about Nya
"Show the angles." Kai. On a daily basis.
"It's official, seagulls are the spawn of Satan." Nya, pissed that a seagull ate her sandwich (this actually happened to me... fucking beach pigeons)
"THIS FUCKING BOOK IS 40 CHAPTERS LONG WTF WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME" "Yeah... Sensei didn't want to break your spirit." "MY SPIRIT NEVER FUCKING EXISTED I WOULD HAVE APPRECIATED THE HEAD UP" Kai and Nya
"Don't die of boredom, I would hate to have to give your eulogy." "Going to your funeral would be inconvenient for my schedule." Kai and Jay to Cole
"Oh. I wasn't aware of that information." Zane
"Daddy long legs" Jay to a very confused 6'4" Zane
"Oh no not the crusaders." "Oh yes yes the crusaders." Cole and Nya
"I HAVE NEITHER THE PATIENCE OR THE CRAYONS TO DEAL WITH THIS!" Lloyd. Specifically little Lloyd (pre-tomorrow's tea)
"Do me up, I dare you!" "I'll do you up! Oh, goddammit!" Cole and Jay (while Nya is on the floor laughing)
"Find another animalistic queer identity, this one is mine." Cole, Lloyd, or Kai
"It's me, hi. I'm the problem, it's me." Lloyd
"I just love giving Cole anxiety attacks." Jay
"Do you think that after we physically die, a part of our soul gets trapped wherever we died?" Cole (joking about the whole ghost thing)
"I've fingered the middle!" "... Fuck you." Kai and Lloyd
"I thought charity was about giving, not bitching." Nya
"We got you two for a buy one get one deal." Cole to Nya and Kai
"You're the child, Sora is the cousin that comes and goes as she pleases, and Wyldfire is the rabid cat-like creature we found on the side of the street." Lloyd to Arin
"I have a little bit of karma in my back pocket!" Kai
"I have a joke, but if I say it, you might actually kill me." Jay to the team
"We wouldn't kill you!" Lloyd ^
"Okay then." *tells the joke* Jay ^
"... You have five seconds." Lloyd ^
"Give it back you- you rat!" Nya to Kai
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NEVERMIND
Hundreds dead in “I just realized that my first mutual on this website deactivated “ incident……
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ninjagobythenumbers · 2 months ago
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Ninjago Species by the Season
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I made this chart upon @weirdcatbean's request. I also wanted to include allignment and centrality on this chart, but as you can see that would get pretty busy.
Here's the percentages.
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Interestingly, it keeps a pretty consistent human:non-human ratio. The earlier seasons actually have less humans percentage wise, which I did not expect. However, I should note that this chart includes every single named character, so while yes there may be 36 humans in Seabound for instance, 19 of them are ensemble who were just there for Nya's funeral. I'll be making an improved version of this chart later that's a bit easier to read and includes some more relavant data points. Now, you may be wondering, why didn't I include what the chart looks like without the inclusion of ensemble from the beginning. I admit, normally I would. To explain why I didn't, I have to tell the story of how I came up with these numbers.
Methodology
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While I could have just tallied up individual species season by season, I knew I would probably want to play with the data in other ways besides just this one chart. Thus, I undertook the massive endeavor of indexxing every Ninjago character by Name, Type, Allignment, Species, Gender, and Season. For instance, here's the pilot season.
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You may be wondering what the New/Old column is all about. In order to include the full character breakdown for each season, I had to make new entries of each character every season. This created a lot of repeats, so to separate unique characters from repeats I noted whether character's were introduced with this season (new) or whether they were a repeat (old). This was also useful in that it allowed me to alter the criteria of a character with each season so I can accomadate for changes such as Cole turning into a ghost. Once I had compiled this data (839 entries and 292 unique characters), I attempted to use Google Sheets' pre-provided data analysis.
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It was sort of useful, but it would only show the top 4 and bottom 4 frequencies and I couldn't copy and paste the data. It also was a bit fussy around filters. Thus, I did something a bit wonky where I filtered by season and just copy pasted the column into a different sheet.
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I then used functions (ex: =COUNTIF(AC3:AC1002, "Skeleton")) to create my raw data table which you can view above. This process worked but it had a lot of problems. It was time consuming, didn't allow me to employ multiple filters, and, most importantly of all, it wasn't allowing me to use this data I had spent days compiling to its full extent. Thus, I decided to create a sort of search engine for Ninjago characters.
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This search engine allows me to input criteria and recieve not only the total characters that fit the criteria, but a list of all of their entries. The fact it lists all of their entries may not sound that impressive, but trust, it is. (For me at least) Here's an example search of good, recurring Serpentine.
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I am very excited about the potential of this tool. It's going to allow me to create a lot of great charts, including an improved Species by Season chart. For now though, I'm only uploading the original requested chart, because creating this tool has taken the better part of my day. I plan on sharing it, but I still need to work out a few kinks so you can look forward to that as well. I know I already said it, but I'm so, so excited about what I'll be able to make. Here's a preview to the search if you're interested. It also includes all my previous spreadsheets, but I'm still working out some formatting issues and stuff.
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sketchyslushies · 1 year ago
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Posting this here bc it’s the only place where ppl ik irl don’t follow me!!
Seabound fic!!! Kinda angst ig? It’s my first time writing a fic so don’t judge too bad ><
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Kinda spoilers for Seabound!!! And mainly Jay and Kai w a bit of Cole (not shipping!)((ok maybe VERY MINOR lava coded)) (((like blink and you miss it)))
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“She was my SISTER.”
Kai snapped, his eyes glaring straight at Jay. A silence fell over the ninja, none of them really knowing what to say. They’d never admit it, but they were useless without Nya. The team had struggled to stay civil in the beginning, and the cracks were starting to reform. It was only when Nya had become a ninja when they started realizing their groups potential. Kai’s stare stayed sharp on Jay, Jay looking back with his nervous yet persistent eyes. Kai just didn’t understand. He didn’t care. He didn’t know Nya like Jay did. He didn’t love her like Jay did. No one did. The others had gone back to normal life, albeit separated. But Jay, he stayed behind. He waited for her to come back. He knew that she would.
Jay would never know this, but Kai cared about Nya more than he cared about himself. If he really thought about it, he had practically raised Nya. She was his little sister, the reason he kept going when he had lost everything else. She was his light in the dark, the reason he even became a ninja in the first place. But he was too proud to say that, too arrogant to admit it.
“You didn’t even cry at her funeral.” Jay said, his electric eyes finally looking away from Kai’s. The other ninja all glanced at each other, stuck between interfering and letting Jay and Kai settle this themselves. It had only been a year since they all last saw each other, yet you’d assume they’d never met before. Tension spread throughout the room, thick enough to cut it with a knife. “It’s like you wanted her dead.”
“Jay, that’s enough.” Cole said, stepping in front of Kai to try to stop any more discourse. Jay was even dumber than everyone thought if he was purposefully egging Kai on. “We all miss Nya, and fighting about it won’t bring her back.” Jay looked away from Cole, scoffing, but backing off. Even he knew he was going too far.
“Whatever,” he said, shoving his hands in his pockets and walking away. “I’m going back to the lighthouse, it’s not like we’re doing anything anyway.” Jay reached for the mechanical door’s button, a hot flame burning his hand. “Ow! What the hell?!” He turned around to see Kai, his aim still good as ever. “What was that for, asshole!?” Jay sneered, not noticing Kai’s obvious anger rising. He walked up to Kai, pushing Cole out of the way. His words came out in a jumbled mess. “I seriously don’t get your problem, Kai. You didn’t give a shit about her when she was alive, and you clearly don’t care now that she’s gone. You’re just upset someone’s finally pointing out the fact that you only care about yourse-“
“Do you ever just shut the fuck up?!” Red screamed, punching Blue in the face. Jay fell to the ground, unable to react quickly enough before Kai threw in a few more punches. “You have no idea,” he shouted, “no FUCKING idea how much I care about Nya! Shut your stupid ass up before you say something you don’t know anything about!” Kai’s stature towered over Jay. Sure, he was only a few inches taller, but he was stronger and Jay knew he wouldn’t be able to do much held down to the ground. The other ninja wanted to step in, but couldn’t help but feel like Jay deserved this a bit. They really did all miss Nya, they just didn’t mourn like Jay did. He just didn’t get that. Kai’s fist would meet Jay’s bloodied face just a few more times before Kai paused. Just as he was about to land another punch, he stopped himself. Something he’d never done before. Jay looked up at Kai, noticing a difference in his expression. His dark red eyes were watering. His face stuck between anger and sadness. Jay felt a droplet of water fall onto his face. Was Kai…crying? That can’t be right. Kai’s never cried before. Was there even enough water in his system to do so? The team kind of just assumed his body heat had been too hot to manage water, but never really questioned it. Jay quickly scurried away from under Kai, leaving him still stuck in a punching position. He wiped his eyes, but the tears wouldn’t stop coming. “I loved Nya more than anything in the world, Jay. I did. She was all I had for YEARS. Do you know how much it destroyed me when she left? How much it bothered me when everyone asked how YOU were doing? How YOU were handling her death? No one asked me how I was feeling with my sister dying,” he sniffled, rubbing his eyes and looking towards the ground. “I had to keep it together. If not the team, but for me. I was the face man, the cool one. A little loss wouldn’t do much to me, they said.” His voice warping in and out of a whisper and a sniffle. “I would do anything to get her back, Jay. You don’t even know how far I’d go for her.” Jay had never seen Kai like this. None of the ninja had. The fire ninja, the most dramatic of them all, looked so small in this moment. So vulnerable. His tear stained face was hardly visible to the team, yet everyone could tell exactly how he looked.
Jay stood up and stumbled towards Kai. His bruised body was staggering, struggling to keep upright. He kneeled by Kai, getting to his level. Cole and Zane carefully kept close, just in case Jay was about to get his revenge. Instead, he positioned Kai’s shoulders up to get him to sit upward. He got a really clear view of Kai’s face, his eyes and nose red, his tears smudging the dark eyeshadow he swore he didn’t have on. Jay wiped his tears away, before punching him back in the cheek. Cole practically ran up to Kai. After all, he did always have a soft spot for his firecracker. But, before he could stop Jay from hitting him again, the smaller boy pulled the bigger one into a hug. Blue’s arms wrapped around Red, a small voice muttering out a simple, “I’m sorry.”
Eyes wide open, Kai was surprised. Before he could say anything, he subconsciously tightened his grasp around the curly haired ninja, digging his face into his dark curls and letting his tears fall.
“I hate you.”
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Hope it was an ok read!! Lmk how you liked it/id there’s anything I can work on!
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