#npd people matter

[luxgraphics]

Gyaru Slang! :D

so i have had this in my notes for forever. and i wanted to share it [most of this info came from OLD blogger websites and a couple of gyaru [[she is not anymore apparently]] youtubers!] i just found the slang interesting, so i researched it a long while ago! anyways enjoy!

Boom

“Wanna hear about my new boom?”

Usually meaning current obsession or interest. Or something they spent a lot of money on!

Co*de

“I forgot to show my latest Co*de!!!”

Usually talking about a latest outfit or favorite one!

Gyaru Coordinate/Coord

“Hi hi Gyaru Coordinates!”

Usually meaning anyone else who is reading/is a gal!

Gyaru Circle/ Gal-circle/Gal-Cir/GalUnit/Gyaru-sa/Gyarusa

“Come to the next Gal-Cir!”

A gathering of gyaru/gyaruo people!Usually out doing karaoke, shopping, purikura (and general photo taking) and going for food.

KS

“I tried to text her but she KS’ed me!!!!!!!!”

Usually a response when someone ignores you, usually on LINE.

YABABABABABABA

”YABABABABA(OMGGGG) That’s amazing!!!!!!”

Usually said when you feel a lot of emotion! So it can be used when excited or annoyed!

Yaguru or yagurareru

“やばばばばばば！山田とデートの途中で彼氏にヤグっちゃった! ” [may not be correctly translated so i am sorry!]

English: Omgomgomgomg! When I was in the middle of a date with Yamada, my boyfriend caught me cheating!

Usually used as a phrase to explain one being caught cheating! Usually used when speaking japanese and not english.

AGEPOYO

“AGEPOYO!!! I’m so excited right now!!!”

A phrase that basically is the Gyaru version of “YOLO”!

Kara-Mara

“Lets go Kara-Mara!”

Meaning Karaoke Marathon!

Uber Irry

“I am Uber Irry!!!!”

Meaning Super Irritated

Uber Pissed

“I am Uber Pissed!!!!!”

Meaning super angry

GL

“He’s so GL!!!”

’Good looking�� abbreviation

Sleep Crazy

”I sleep crazy!”

Basically means they sleep like crazy, like slept well!

Nighter

“I am going for a nighter!”

Basically an ‘all nighter’ meaning stayin up all night

Self-Cent

“You’re self-cent!!!!!”

Basically means “Self-centered”

Majorly Cue

“That’s majorly cueee!!!!!”

Basically meaning “majorly cute” or “extremely cute”

T-ing

“Quit T-ing us!”

Short for “tailing” like followin someone

Hawajew

“I want some Hawajew…”

Meaning ‘Hawaiian Jewelry”

Crushed On

“She’s crushed on Nanami…”

To get a crush on someone

Carried

“Dont get carried!”

Basically means ‘dont get carried away.’

Mad Angry

“Mad Angry!!!!”

Meaning extremely angry!

that is all the ones i had in my notes!!! maybe someone might find some of this slang interesting like i did. i find fashion and subcultures to be really fun to research and gather info on! i have whole giant notes of just that.

[anti-transphobia]

Random reminder that I HATE Plushie Dreadful!! Those mental illness/disabilities plushes? Typically rabbits? There's been a lot of criticism over them about ableism in the past. Personal feelings about disorders being marketed, formerly partnering with Autism Speaks, etc. But one thing people don't seem to notice is the ableism towards schizophrenics, narcissists, and antisocials! This site with a bunch of beautifly designed rabbit stuffed animals decided to make the schizophrenic and antisocial plushes noticably creepier than most others. The antisocial one at the very least came out cuter than the concept art. But the schizophrenic one is openly based on serial killers. And NPD? The official Twitter account made a poll about what the design should be, made degrading comments about narcissists, and liked comments by people making fun of narcissists. In the end, in order to not make the npd plush TOO special or unique looking, made it a plain brown rabbit with a paper crown (openly saying it's because pwnpd aren't actually special or deserving of a real one). When contacted by pwnpd with criticism/feedback, like they say they accept, they ignored it

Ableism towards disorders people find "scary" or "bad" is still ableism!!! It's still shitty!!!

[mr-payjay]

im actually going insane how are there so many people INSISTING pda does not have npd. pda has like the Most textbook npd i have ever seen on a character It's Okay for someone to have npd guys it doesn't make you Evil and Fucked Up

[silverwarewolf]

I will never understand the way most people seem to hold terrible resentment towards their previous relationships or some lingering something that makes them use the relationship status as a jump rope

[sanasanakun]

Jimithon Mouthwashing is such a good representation of untreated, enabled NPD like it makes me want to squeeze the life out of him. I'm endlessly fascinated when watching him interact with his crew, surroundings, and himself because he's so fucking lost in his own sauce. It's insane. If I'm being real, it makes him my favorite character in the game.

It's a little scary to say, but watching Jimmy is like seeing a mirrored version of myself two years ago before I truly committed to treatment for my NPD. He's like a shadow. The opening line "I hope this hurts," which I believe comes from Jimmy right before the crash, is such a poignant statement. It's a simple line, but I can tell you from experience that the desire to hurt others when in a narcissistic rage is overwhelming. It's such a good line to sum up Jimmy's character in that moment. Luckily, in the real world, I had my friends and family there to catch me when I hit my lowest, even though I'd hurt them so many times. Jimmy probably could've used friends to force him into therapy (cough cough Curly cough cough)

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

npd culture is finding out that you experienced like, literal grooming when you were younger and not being able to stop thinking about it (because yk) or talking about it because now! now people care about me! ill be accepted in trauma groups now because i was taken advantage of by a guy LITERALLY twice my age! i matter!!! (this is important because anything else ive experienced that could count as ‘trauma’ to me, doesnt count and i can even list anything because it Doesnt Count)

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[eclaire-went-bam]

ppl, especially low/no-empathy ppl, who talk to ableist anti-pd cluster b abuse believers with the upmost patience & understanding are so crazy (/pos) for that because what

how do y'all sit there and level w/ them just. so much.

i know it's kind of necessary bcs even if they don't listen to us anyways, they're only gonna think we're 10× worse if we don't walk them through the spiel w/ hands held (which we're not even owed to do anyways) but like i can hardly see myself doing it

so like

respect

[jupiter--dream]

(cw vent, sorry it's just been A Couple Of Days)

Not really having many irl friends comes at the price of feeling so terribly lonely, I feel like I have no one to talk to because I'm not close to enough people, or maybe I am and I just haven't talked to them in a while and I don't want this to be our first conversation qwq

I'm honestly just. Tired, tbh qwq

[pinkcasket]

ik bpd akechi is popular but honestly I'm dying on my bipolar + c-ptsd + npd/narcissistic and ocd features for c-ptsd hill

[atypi-cals]

people who dont experience friendship degradation how do you do it? I don't talk to someone for like. 3 days and I feel like I lose all connection to them as a person.

[npdiluc]

The urge to completely ghost all my friends cause they've been talking to me a bit less than usual

[maladaptvs-irl]

reasons i think i’m a bad person

- i would hurt a child or pet

- i would cheat on a partner

- i think very mean things about people

reasons i’m NOT a bad person

- i avoid/remove myself from situations in which i’d have the chance of hurting a child or pet

- i don’t date to avoid hurting anyone

- i don’t say mean things to people

it’s really that simple. being good is an action and you aren’t defined by your thoughts/impulses.

[forcedjuggalofication]

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[spacedustmantis]

sigh. yet another incredibly improtant self discovery that i won't be able to tell my parents about....

[kindnessoverperfection]

There are two paths before me.

One is overgrown, full of thorns and bristles and broken branches. The other is sunny and clear.

Surely, the first will lead to nothing but risk, danger, and pain, while the second will be a blissful, joyful walk.

But there's nothing for me on that clear path. No food, no life, no person out there besides myself. I know that the overgrown path can grant me all those things and more, if only it weren't such a wretched way to go.

So I spend some time on the clear path, walking forward until I can't take the loneliness and discontent anymore, and I turn back. But when I arrive where I started, the first path is still overgrown, worse still than before. Frustrated and feeling helpless, I start down the clear path again. When I decide to take care of myself and survive instead of starving to death on the barren trail, I turn back again. And again, the other is overgrown and terrifying.

I go back and forth, until I fall to my knees, crying and begging for someone, anyone, to help me. To remove the thorns and bristles and branches.

And then I realize, this entire time, I've been running from the pain. I've been waiting for the trail to clear up on its own, to grant me safe and easy passage.

It wasn't my fault I was never taught wilderness survival - I don't know how to make it through such an area, bandage the scrapes and wear functional gear and step over the branches. But I can learn, even if I'll experience some hurt along the way.

[cluster-b-culture-is]

cluster b culture is it being physically painful when people call you by your given name and even when you try to change it it still fucking hurts

[i say given name because the issues i have with my name are because of mental illness and trauma and not due to gender. i hope this doesn’t come off as disrespectful to trans people. i just know deadname specifically refers to when a trans person changes their name. sorry if this is rambley or unnecessary. i just have mad anxiety :) ]

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