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What if I straight up didn't explain myself? What if I just said trust me on this? Would you?
#fe warriors three hopes#mercedes von martritz#miklan anschutz gautier#we really only need to clarify this is STRICTLY warriors miklan and i think ive already condemned myself but i accept it#i am very sorry but the person i usually would talk to about rare pairs has been a bit busy so i couldnt go to them to get it out that way#so art is the only way i have you have to understand its not my fault (its my fault)#did you guys know i reset the azure gleam map three times before googling the chapter where he dies to try and save him#no i dont think he deserves to be pardoned for what hes done but i liked that w3h gave him a small chance to be better FOR HIMSELF#no i dont think he should simply be forgiven for everything he did but i do like that he was given humanity and how#he was still not a good guy but damn you guys i think about that npc sometimes#who says that they admired him becoming something despite being a criminal bc if miklan can do it whats stopping them from being better ?#like that npc stuck with me a while ok#just ......... there are a lot of thoughts here that i dont think many of you care to read even in tags so ill stop now#i will say the canvas is saved as speed run to cancellation lesgo
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natlan 5.1 was batshit insane but i won't deny cookery when i see it. last 1/3 of the archon quest is just brilliantly done in my opinion, from writing to level design to soundtrack. just genuine excellence
#sev.screams#natlan#the character centric parts were rather weak to me#ororon has an intriguing arc but i don't care enough about him to care about the arc#similarly i only felt a surface level investment with a lot of the other main cast; though funnily enough excluding citlali#she's a breath of fresh air amongst the cast and i really enjoyed her screentime#there are a lot of story decisions in this quest that i'm impressed and glad hoyo decided to take; it adds a layer of realism to natlan tha#was missing in inazuma and ultimately i believe was the reason inazuma flopped as a nation#there is real tangible weight in the things that happen in natlan; i felt moved by the story and i think that's the hallmark of a good stor#i hope in the next archon quest they don't undo or undermine these decisions in any way. they truly contributed so much to the overall tone#of the story that to remove them would be like taking the legs out from underneath it#writing aside the environmental storytelling and level design also contributed so much to crafting the atmosphere of this quest#it felt gut wrenching in a way inazuma never did. for even the briefest moment these npcs were people and you were watching them struggle#a poignant beautiful desperate struggle that i think is so incredibly human and both moving and heartbreaking to witness#also helped by the exquisite ost. hoyomix has certainly not lost their touch even with yu peng chen gone#despair hope triumph relief; all captured so wonderfully in a score i know i will be listening to for the next few weeks once it drops#i'm rambling so much but. i liked this a lot and i can only hope hoyo sticks the landing on this one#i hate having high expectations but i can't help it for this one i fear
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okay no bc i agree w you on this. there’s too much Plot happening AROUND the pcs right now that’s just the nature of where the story is at rn but it feels like they aren’t really leading the story so much as being dragged along it and being told what to do. and also we have just ended up with a party that would all rather sacrifice themselves for each other than have one (1) conversation about their real feelings. before all the ludinus stuff like properly kicked off it felt more like they were leading. but since they went to the moon idk it hasn’t really felt like much has happened bc the party was looking for it. also i miss delilah fr she could be counted on for some inter party drama fr
yes exactly!!! delilah most reliable juicy drama instigator fr. the fact that it took one (1) hour for delilah to be ostensibly neutralized for-fucking-ever is the cherry on top of the most disappointing cake ever
esp as someone who's been watching c2 at the same time it's just wild to compare. in c2 it feels like most everything is happening as a direct result of the m9's interference, and m9 is doing those things bc they want to and decided to, for their own personal reasons. this recent stretch of c3 episodes has legitimately been like 8 hours of level 20 npcs telling bh what to do and bh going "ok. thank u for telling us what we're doing next and also for letting us do something" it feels so shallow. and this is episode ONE HUNDRED AND SIX. m9 was turning the tide of the war on their own terms in like EPISODE FIFTY. *SHAKES THE NEAREST PERSON'S SHOULDERS* DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M SAYING
#i saw a good text post about this a few weeks ago and i forgot to draft it and now idk where it is >:(#it was about how bh still feels underpowered bc they just keep taking npc quests. i have literally no idea who wrote it but it was great#anyway i'm so sad. i miss early campaign when i felt excited about where things were gonna take the pcs#now i feel like almost anything could happen w the big mission and i wouldn't even rly care. bc it doesn't have anything to do with bh.#(other than liliana's fate. but that's the only thing i can think of)#relaxnotshaveeyebrows#ask#answered#critical role#cr3#cr negativity#nova shh
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i just realized i dont use this blog enough to even show my dragons so heres my draconified cotl gang 👍
#not doing each and every npc like i did with scryption i really only care about the bishops + baby#yea my lair is still 80% fandragons what of it 😭#flight rising#fandragons#cult of the lamb#fr
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aoughhhh argenti quest...how to be the most capable but cringefail at the same time? Hes the master at them simultaneously.
the way he rlly wanted to see wubbaboo 🥺
and i find his relationship with velite very...interesting. during the whole quest it felt like smth happened between them (?) Im not sure how to describe it. The thing abt hsr is time is only convenient to the story. Weeks will pass and the reader wont be informed. Exactly how many days were we in the sting or wtv it was? Definitely more than one day. I might have thought otherwise if velite was not part of the quest, but his behavior says more time has passed. He starts with annoyance than near the end feels affection towards Argenti. He talks as if they have gotten a lot closer over the course of the quest, which further soldified my thoughts. How much time passed from the events of the quest and Argenti's mssgs? Obviously quite a bit since Velite changed careers during this time and how Argenti helped.
Overall the quest was pretty cool, but it would've been so much better if they just added a scene like "___ days later..." or smth like that. Or "the next day". The timing kinda threw me off since it didnt take very long but felt as it should have.
But what himeko said at the end kinda made me sad for argenti. He's essentially looking for something that can't be found. Or maybe idrila can idk how aeons work.
#argenti#hsr#honkai star rail#wubbaboo#hhh and not jade#rambling lol#IM SORRY HES JUST SO#AUGHEOSDJSJSNS#this quesr made me feel thinsg#hes just so FAIL#but still wows me#its amazinf#amazinf#amazing#very unique character#yes i am normal about him#of course i am#what makes u think otherwise...#not abnormal abt him in the slightest 😍😍😍#i kinda rlly wanna see velite again ngl#hes cool#the first npc i actually cared for lmao#but he went thru character development!!!#consumerism to slayism 🤩💅🙄#so many thoughts#this better not be the last time we see argenti#i swear to god if the only interaction with him is texts...#analysis era
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i just read the ASD report that the guy did and he literally misinterpreted 80% of what i said to him? some of the stuff in there (like medical history and background stuff) is fully FACTUALLY INCORRECT
anyway, i'm systematically going through the report pointing out what's inaccurate, which imho is a pretty autistic response, although i may also be a psychopath bc i have a compulsion to make this poor dude bend to my will
#void journal#every once in a while i'll take a dumb online 'am i a psychopath' test#because in my brain i am The Correct One Always and i REALLY need people to bend to my way of thinking#which like i have heard is a trait of psycopathy#and apparently my neuroplasticity is Too Flexible for autism?#of course i have good neuroplasticity i am literally SATURATED with THC#THC makes u bend like willow not stand like oak bruhh#i’m literally paul muad’dib but instead of spice it’s weed#like legit after all these years of therapy and reflection?#if it's not autism i fear it's genuinely psycopathy#like it’s not that i think other people are NPCs i know they have autonomy#the problem is#there's only enough space in my brain for me to prioritize one person and that's ME BITCH#but i dont think that's psycopathy i think i just dont have enough spoons to devote brain space to actively caring about knowing other ppl#do i have confirmation bias? YES OBVIOUSLY#but also are elements of his report literally objectively inaccurate? ALSO YES
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the way that if any bh member died now it wouldnt even be a "oh no im gonna miss them :(" feeling but more so a "man they didnt even really get a chance to finish anything" feeling is.
#bh didnt really get a chance to make enough 'good' memories to miss anything about the group dynamic if one dies#like look at fcg he died and the only reason it's like 'damn' is because he died Before aeor and speaking to gods#so i dont miss him so much as miss his missed opportunities lol#and then if orym had died to zathuda it wouldve been like 'damn he died protecting someone but what a dumb and sudden battle yknow? oh well#not even to begin talkin about how the plot makes bh a slightly 'unbiased' (HEAVY quotation marks) party#but it also makes it so they really dgaf what happens either way when it comes down to it and you can Feel that#DIDNT EVEN GET TO EXPLORE PERSONAL RELATIONSHIPS OUTSIDE OF EACH OTHER ENOUGH#TO FEEL ANY STAKES IN LOSING THE WORLD#like if everyone but bh died really who are we losing. why do i care.#like try answering that question without mentioning people who AREN'T from this campaign#we didnt spend enough time with npcs for their absence to be felt more than 'ohh noo :( anyway'#theyve got nothing to fight for and NO thats not deep or on purpose theyre barely even fighting for each other#'class of students who's plane crashed on an island and they just gotta work together now' ass party dynamic I HATE IT HERE#anyway ignore everything i do love cr3 im just unbelievably frustrated at [gestures wildly and indiscriminately]#'yeah cr3 sucks compared to--' shut up youre not affiliated with me
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I do think Withers has a really subtle background character arc in bg3. Because at the start it is really clear he doesn't want to be here and he's being forced to clean up his mess by Helm and probably Ao. He doesn't really care either. Everything ends so nothing really matters, he'd like to go back to his paperwork now please.
Except he's stuck babysitting a bunch of traumatized dumbasses as they stumble into dealing with the most recent bad idea of his three fuck-up disappointments. So he brings them back when they die for a pittance, lets them pay for some vengeful ghosts to come back as flesh and blood to wreak bloody vengeance on the Absolute, and starts to... comment, on what's going on, as he follows them on their adventure.
Next thing you know Withers is like, doing things unprompted. He refuses to bring back Alfira (or Quil) but that's an act of compassion, keeping the poor girl from the Urge and letting her rest, his actual duty as a god of death. He tells Arabella to follow her destiny and does that thing to make her grief go away which honestly freaks me out but seems to be him trying to help her. He shows up at Moonrise and prompts us to consider why the Dead Three would want a bunch of soulless illithids that would give them no power, getting us to think of the big picture.
And by the end (especially if you do a resist!Durge playthrough) Withers is actively interfering and seems genuinely invested! He brings Durge back from the dead, free of their father! He encourages us before the final fight with the Netherbrain! He's real fucking smug that the Dead Three lost when he never seemed to care about the destruction they caused before! He throws a reunion party and many of his lines are genuinely touching or kind! Especially if a companion died permanently! He has tea with Gale's mom and Tara! He's like, socializing and shit! Yes, everything is temporary and we all die, but there's great beauty in fighting for that precious time and living it to the fullest!
Basically Wither's character arc is this meme, all because Helm made him go outside and touch grass.
#bg3#like... thematically the characters are bg3 are all struggling with mortal frailty and meaninglessness in the grand scheme of gods#several of them are on a ticking clock to immediate death. the tadpoles themselves are a death sentence. others are being actively#hunted by their abusers or will be drawn back into a life that's no real life at all or told to kill themselves or seen as nothing but#disposable pawns in the game of the gods to be used and discard as if nothing#or are destined for objectively shitty afterlives#and what do they do? they fight it! tooth and nail! and try to live their best life here and now! they form bonds and fall in love#and help strangers or each other and have fun even for only the moment and cling to life by their fingernails#while also accepting death could be tomorrow or next week or decades from now because we all die but that's no reason to lie#and meekly accept it because some god said so#they care! they all care SO SO MUCH ABOUT LIVING! even if its tempting to give in to the nihilism they all try so goddamn hard#even on evil routes there's something so deeply human and vulnerable to how it all comes from caring so deeply#about wanting to live and survive and be loved and safe#listen to Wither's lines about the companions if they died. especially Karlach. do you get it? they made the GOD OF DEATH#JERGEL HIMSELF! feel something about the beauty of the mortal life in all its fleeting incandescent glory!#but also I think it's just that Jergel needed to leave his sad little crypt more and talk to people other than kelemvor#and Helm accidentally made Jergel less terrible by forcing him to socialize with the mortals#it's like never leaving your room as a teenager. it makes you depressed and sad and full of despair like an understimulated parrot#and like is Wither's being more invested in the affairs in mortals necessarily a good thing? maybe. maybe not. but he clearly is#so good on him. I think more gods should hang out with mortals in non-worship contexts. might give them some perspective#just pretend to be some random helper NPC#and this is all especially poignant when we remember Jergel’s past as Neutral Evil and the genuinely horrible things he’s done
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OKAY SO. this is like some of the only colored art i have of them (think it's from something like 3 or 4 years ago) but this is Chaos (right, in the orange) and Carnage!! (left, in the indigo)
They were both rescued from Jenna's workplace, which had an Evil Alien Human Hybrid Clone Sector by a guy named Gordon who was just trying to play a fun video game. unfortunately he got stuck in the video game for reasons that were as of yet unclear to him (again, long story!) but he ended up adopting these two. Neither of them are really supposed to be alive-- none of the other clones had any brain activity (beyond basic brainstem stuff: breathing, heartbeat, etc) and were mostly just dissected for research.
Chaos comes off as very human, but actually is unnaturally strong and sort of has all-the-time hysteric strength activated. this isn't really good for him, but he's learned to deal with it. He lost a leg while leaving the laboratory and this got him interested in prosthetics! He also likes engineering and stuff.
Carnage is mute and generally comes off as a lot more intimidating than xyr brother! xe's very tall (around 7'2) and generally sneakier than you'd think, but xe is actually pretty friendly once you get past the quiet, intimidating impression xe gives off. Xe uses sign language to talk a lot so typically people who don't know sign language get the impression that xe's very serious because xe has very flat expressions, but xe actually jokes around a lot and is pretty playful with other people. If xe likes you xe'll typically tease you a lot.
Xe's hair works like fog sort of, and starts to take up more room when xe's stressed. Xe hides xyr hair under xyr helmet for this reason, but the helmet is also just a comfort item in general.
Xe also has fucking terrible vision. Basically blind.
They're basically inseparable, and end up meeting Hud (technically B, a different character) and Birch during college.
#tommy's foolery#Chaos doesn't particularly care about pronouns that much but he usually goes by he/they#carnage uses xe/xem. neopronouns for xem because i love xem!!!!!!!!!#yeah also they live in a video game. that too#B is the character who technically possessed hud (it was an accident to be fair to him)#and birch is a tutorial npc technically though they eventually break free of it#i think there's really only 2 more fully fleshed out characters (Gordon and Game) but there's more characters than that!!#it's very enjoyable being able to handwave bullshit logic under the 'it's a video game it's not supposed to make sense' thing though--
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I'm really glad elyss came several years before melliwyk, because mel's alignment shift from chaotic neutral to chaotic good sometimes feels a little embarrassing in an 'I can't keep my own feelings to myself for the sake of committing to the bit' sort of way, but the counterpoint to that is that elyss, steadfastly true neutral, just simply Does Not Care about anyone other than her own loved ones or anything outside her own immediate interest no matter how much I sometimes wish she would
#she has a soft spot for children but that's the only real exception. other people's problems are none of her business!#she's not gonna look for your kidnapped husband or whatever unless the paladin wants to (he wants to. this is my loophole as a player lol)#whereas *I* wanna befriend and adopt every NPC and do quests and help people out of genuine desire to help#melliwyk is still more self-interested than not but at the end of the day she fundamentally really is a good person#she just lost track of it for awhile. being around people again has reminded her that she cares about people actually#she IS bothered by needless suffering. she IS smart enough to recognize when smart people handwave 'necessary sacrifices' to be cruel#she DOES oppose evil on principle rather than just because of how it directly affects her or her friends and family--#not just passively and in general but actively enough to want to do something about it herself#and I dunno it's nice. it's nice that it feels like that's not just me muddying the waters with my desires as a player--#but that it's just something *neither* of us realized when I started playing her but that was nonetheless always true#and honestly I also think it's nice that elyss is Like That but that I don't think there's anything wrong with her for it#she's not evil! she's not hurting anyone who didn't deserve it! she's literally just trying to mind her own business#she's not going to needlessly or carelessly hurt people just for her own gain like early campaign melliwyk would have#she's true neutral like a wild animal is true neutral and That's Fine#the ONE downside I suppose with mel is that 'NICE does not mean GOOD' is compelling to me#especially when your stereotypical chaotic neutral dnd character is an edgelord asshole#but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ maybe if her field of study had more opportunities for human experimentation lmao#melliwyk the experimental necromancer or behaviorist or summoner has a different relationship with ethics I have no doubt#melliwyk has READ studies with Dubious Ethics and gone 'I mean they couldn't have GOTTEN results like this otherwise'#really the biggest difference between Good Melliwyk and Neutral Melliwyk is opportunity for temptation. which is also compelling#my OCs#melliwyk#elyss
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sorry I keep forgetting about tag games and dm's etcetera I am in the not real mental state time
#we have a week break coming up (theoretically a break bc things are due after it so I know we'll all still be working)#hoping to decompress and get off of all devices during that time just to like. touch grass and smell the flowers yanno#self care and enjoy nature#I just haven't had the same energy since The Fire aisjsahsndhdh I am floating on a cloud loving and supporting y'all#while entering my unconscious npc era ahshsshdhdh#i'm shooting brainwaves at u filled with positivity#going to a gallery w my friend today to look at a fairytales exhibit hopefully that'll be a nixe relaxing thing#I would yell about the dnd sess yesterday but. tired. doodles coming eventually#one of my classes is literally drawing for games so the only fun art i'm doing atm is kofi member doodles ajahshdhdh#please other kofi memebers request a doodle sometime so I can draw more cute ocs. it heals me#anyway gotta go vote also oajssoahfjd have a wonderful day everyone <3#nadine is typing...
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made the realization my vampire story would work best as a video game and now i can't stop thinking about it
#personal#like. vtm meets cyberponk. do you understand#it would be very focused on prioritizing... because you do play as a fully established character#but you get a bunch of jobs to take care of and you have to decide what you do first and most importantly how you solve it#you can combine certain jobs to do at once to save yourself time and effort but everything you do comes with consequences#if you ignore a problem for too long or deal with it poorly it will come back to bite you in the ass later. you can lose friends and such#basically you have it all from the start and then gradually like. work your way towards a single ending#locking yourself out of other paths because of the choices that you make etc etc and so on#friendships can help you out but they can also get in the way of other things so you have to think about like#how far you're willing to let yourself get distracted. but also no distractions is also a bad way to go at it because you'll end up alone#it would have a wide variety of endings but i suppose the 'canon' one would be the one where everything works out#because of the whole already established character thing. and also this is not real this is my story so i can do what i want#if it was an actual video game it wouldn't have a canon ending but it's never gonna happen so i can say it has a canon ending#but yeah you can play as heavenly the vampire hunter or as sun the vampire and then you get cool vampire abilities :]#i do like the idea of romance availability but they're different depending on who you play as#valentine can be romanced by both but he's a little brat so idk if you'd want that#isaac can only be romanced by heavenly because isaac is a gay man. valeska can be romanced by sun only because#valeska and heavenly are exes. so you can have a one night stand with her as heavenly and then she ghosts you LMAO#you can go into clubs... you can play carousel with npcs. it would be a very immersive experience#if you hang out at certain clubs too much then other vampire factions will be warier of you when you visit their club instead#you can forge alliances to be allowed into certain areas in town. you can disguise yourself. you have to hide your weapons#there's actual ways you can research locations or people involved in gigs so you can prepare yourself properly and potentially like#learn new things that open up a new way to deal with a situation#sometimes you have to wait until nighttime to be able to go somewhere because it's quieter around those hours. or vice versa#sometimes you have to wait a few days before someone can meet with you but if you miss the meeting you have to reschedule#and then you have to wait even longer. and some quests don't give you that much time so then you'd have to improvise#being spotted in a location can be dealt with by wiping security footage / killing the person who saw you. or just reloading your save#but if you've been spotted and you don't take care of it then that will ALSO have consequences. etc etc and so on#difficulty level in the game would determine how generous the game is surrounding stealth / time for quests / resilience of the guy you pla#and it wouldn't like. necessarily turn enemies into bullet sponges because that's lazy. it's much more fun to change other things
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me watching the olympics: oi, so when the fuck is layton vickles gonna show up?
#shitpost#my post#neopets#altador cup#the joke is that i'm not watching the olympics and the altador cup signups are out and i only care about one of these things#neotag#olympics#my personal curse is having brainrot about all the neo npc athletes and having no opinion about any irl ones that isn't simone biles is cool#which hardly even counts as an opinion really
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Devsis should put Maple Taffy Cookie in Kingdom as a joke
He just appears in the kingdom one day and is like “Hi!!!! I heard there were dragons here :)” and everyone is just like “what”
#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#maple taffy cookie#he can be an npc still for all I care I just need him#I feel like he'd definitely freak out the dragons though#like ''this cookie knows so much about dragons... Is he only pretending to be a cookie?''
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I'm having the sudden urge to make a discord server for all of us but I'm almost definitely not qualified. Like idk I just like you guys and you seem so cool and funky and sometimes I think we should talk and listen to music and show each other our art and our outfits and vent and celebrate together and play games and shit
#but oof thats a terrifying thoughts#ive had bad experiences in discord before#because they were not moderated well or people just decided to make a bunch of drama for some reason#one time a person legit called me several slurs?? when i was just trying to ask if they could be a little more respectful#and then they were like 'well ACTUALLY im only racist and violent because im autistic so stop being ableist maybe' like???#skgkfj it was honestly so absurd its just kinda funny#but then the LITERAL PERSON THAT MADE THE SERVER started insulting people too#saying that we were all boring npcs and didnt care about them at all and saying how much they hated all of us#like ??? ok i kinda feel for you but also the only reason no one was talking was because it wasnt being moderated at all#it was like they didnt pay attention to what was actually happening in the server at all#they were fifteen and mentally ill though so idk how much i can blame them. i just hope theyre ok cause it was a lot honestly
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I need to confess something so I’m gonna put it in the tags and hope that nobody who Knows will see dhsksj
#THIS ISNT BAD OR DRAMA OR DISCOURSE OR ANYTHING this is me being like teehee I did something I’m not supposed to#anyway my latest dnd group is like a subset of an existing discord#so our dm created a thread so he can talk about campaign spoilers with the rest of the server#without us players seeing it#but secretly ………….. I check the tag regularly#IM CAREFUL THO about things#I only look at spoilers that pertain either to myself or the campaign at large#I DONT LOOK at anything to do with the other players and their backstories#(okay I did see ……….. one thing I’m not supposed to)#(but I PROMISE I can keep the secret! I can act like I don’t know!)#AND LIKE OKAY TO BE FAIR ALSO a lot of what I’ve seen is stuff that’s like. well I do not know what this means because I don’t have context#or like ‘here’s an npc that is blorbo’#and since it’s a pre written module that I haven’t read but others in the thread have#the dm doesn’t expand on it so I don’t know what they’re talking about anyway!#and there were a few things I snooped on they went and later told me about privately anyway so y’know what. that’s fine dhsksjsh#I’m just a nosy person who enjoys spoilers okay and I don’t think I’ve done anything that’ll ruin things for me#OR ANYONE ELSE because despite appearances I CAN keep a secret#(okay the thing I know about another character would’ve been a really interesting reveal if I didn’t know)#(but since I do I can consider it. dramatic irony! for me and me alone mwahahaha)#delete later
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