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yawpyawp · 1 month ago

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i just read the ASD report that the guy did and he literally misinterpreted 80% of what i said to him? some of the stuff in there (like medical history and background stuff) is fully FACTUALLY INCORRECT

anyway, i'm systematically going through the report pointing out what's inaccurate, which imho is a pretty autistic response, although i may also be a psychopath bc i have a compulsion to make this poor dude bend to my will

#void journal #every once in a while i'll take a dumb online 'am i a psychopath' test #because in my brain i am The Correct One Always and i REALLY need people to bend to my way of thinking #which like i have heard is a trait of psycopathy #and apparently my neuroplasticity is Too Flexible for autism?#of course i have good neuroplasticity i am literally SATURATED with THC #THC makes u bend like willow not stand like oak bruhh #i’m literally paul muad’dib but instead of spice it’s weed #like legit after all these years of therapy and reflection?#if it's not autism i fear it's genuinely psycopathy #like it’s not that i think other people are NPCs i know they have autonomy #the problem is #there's only enough space in my brain for me to prioritize one person and that's ME BITCH #but i dont think that's psycopathy i think i just dont have enough spoons to devote brain space to actively caring about knowing other ppl #do i have confirmation bias? YES OBVIOUSLY #but also are elements of his report literally objectively inaccurate? ALSO YES

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