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introspectivememories · 1 year ago

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i miss when the main personality trait for dabi was "even tho we have differing goals and wildly different ways of achieving it, know that you're my little sibling and i will always love you" and then the reveal came and hori was like "you stupid fucking idiot, you really thought you could have big bro!dabi?? he fucking hates them you idiot"

#it used to be dabi taking care of his siblings in secret #now it's just pain #i miss when big bro!dabi was real to us #now every time i see fanart with big bro!dabi all i feel is an immense amt of sadness #also disclaimer #ik he doesn't really hate them and is just unable to move past his childhood thereby dooming to retrace his steps over and over again with #no respite and there are a lot of other factor that played into touya becoming dabi but please this is just a lil post #can you tell i love the todoroki family drama?#todofam #todoroki touya #dabi #bnha

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lesbianralzarek · 11 months ago

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"life doesnt get better, you just get stronger" does NOT include ages 11-17. life does in fact just get better from there. those years are dogshit. like, you do get stronger but its mostly just a factor of not being 11-17 anymore. positive thinking helps but it doesnt fix whatevers going on at 15, you have to brute force through that one raw

#i originally posted this as just a 'hey remember how fuckin bad middle/highschool was? shit was wild' type post but now #there are a bunch of teens in the notes being like 'oh my god are you serious? it gets better? im not stuck in hell forever??'#and im reminded that the only people who told teenage ella 'it gets better' were speakers at mental health assemblies #aka the least relatable people alive who were seemingly born to lie to you #so. uh. yeah im a certified adult who isnt here to lie or sugarcoat the realities of being a teenager #the only thing more certain than the pain is the transcience

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caffeinatedopossum · 2 years ago

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Me when I remember something I said ages ago that was wrong or my values no longer align with

#my path of self improvement has been less self righteous and personally gainful #and more just. a lot of embarrassment and pain #like i wouldnt change the path i took to get where i am now but i wouldve chosen to travel that path sooner because omg #nothing hits me like the fear that future me will feel the same way about right now me that right now me feels about past tense me

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maelicgrn · 7 months ago

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Self-indulgent showtime sketches

#my art #fanart #digital art #the amazing digital circus #tadc #showtime #showtime shipping #pomni x caine #caine x pomni #tadc fanart #look i get that he’s an ai and that she probably hates his guts #but their designs just compliment each other ok??#and they have such a fun dynamic too #i am cringe but i am free #tadc caine #tadc pomni #took me a lot of willpower not to draw them for a while now but the parasites the demons in me….they want me to draw showtime #paine

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bonerot19 · 7 months ago

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I know we like writing fics where Jason is all "I'm not the kid you lost" and "he died and I'm all the worst parts of him that came back" and whatever. but lately I've been thinking about a Jason that's angry bc everyone thinks he came back wrong, because to him, he's the same as he's always been. sure, he's more upset and angry and traumatized, but he's still Jason.

I've been thinking about a Jason that spent most of the time since his death underground and then catatonic. to him, hardly any time has passed at all. to his family, three years have gone by. and Jason knows he looks different than he did, and he knows he's sharper around the edges, now, but he's still Jason. he's the same kid that died and now he's back and why doesn't anyone see that?

they're the ones that changed, not him

#anyway #I just think it'd be neat #bc I love a good 'Jason has no self worth and everyone needs to convince him he's worthy still'#but the angst of trying to convince you're family you're still in there #under layers of trauma and pain and anger #that you're still YOU despite it all #and I want him to recon w the fact that Dick and Bruce and Alfred are different now #that part of that is his fault (for dying)#that the rest is their fault (for coping so poorly)#(batman used to smile is the thing)#jason todd #batman #batfam #bruce wayne #dick grayson

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nova-rpv · 4 months ago

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ftm amy. hell yea