#now i rest (this is a lie)
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It's Shin Soukoku Starting
#We got the sskk. We got the Akutagawa lives. We got Atsushi soft smile. We got the Akutagawa outfit change. I can't do this.#Okay now running to not lose another train please wish me luck#See you in one hour to scream about the rest that isn't sskk (also lie)#atsushi nakajima#ryūnosuke akutagawa#sskk#shin soukoku#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd s5#bsd season 5
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I love Bai Long Ma he truly don’t gaf

#man stayed present enough to get recruited into the story then peaced tf out for the rest of it ✌️#unbothered king#bai longma#ao lie#journey to the west fanart#journey to the west#jttw ao lie#my only knowledge of drawing horses come exclusively from mlp fanart that has crossed my path#shoulda given ao lie a cutie mark lmao#my favorite part of watching the 80s tv series is seeing them go what will we do now??! whenever they encounter a land obstacle#and look the solution to half their problems standing right next to them in the form of a horse that everyone keeps forgetting is a DRAGON#he truly could not be ASSED to help 😭#just like me fr#digital art#my art#jttw sun wukong#sun wukong#dude bajie and wujing had no fucking clue the horse was even a dragon there was one episode where the horse finally spoke to chew bajie out#and he went YOU CAN TALK?!! 😭😭😭#it’s such a pity too cuz I thought the human actor for ao lie was very handsome and he showed up like a total of three times or2#this design was actually very inspired by him#he wasn’t even in the ending scene they left his ass OUTSIDE!!!!#HE GOT A REWARD BUT HE WASNT EVEN IN THE HALL TO RECEIVE IT 💀💀💀💀#oh naaah they did my boy so dirty…#I don’t think he counts as a pilgrim I think they literally just wanted him to be the horse#otherwise he woulda technically been er shixiong?#right after wukong
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me: right, when i get home from my job i need to either work on my audio certification course or my reverse bang art
@mrghostrat : *drops good omens vampire x vampire hunter au*
me: …well, shit
#i can rest now (a lie)#mama raised a jacob fan#but i am nothing if not a family disappointment#vampire au#good omens au#good omens#aziraphale#(technically)#crowley#my art#digital art
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MY MARBLE HORNETS DESIGNS ARE FINALLY FINISHED!!!!
been working on these for a month, hope u guys enjoy 🫶 closeups under the break
#art#marble hornets#scribbles#marble hornets art#marble hornets fanart#jay merrick#tim wright#brian thomas#alex kralie#fanart#mh#mh fanart#arg#slenderverse#slenderverse fanart#THESE TOOK SO LONG TO MAKE!!!!#im so happy with them!!!!#hoping to make these into stickers and maybe charms someday#now i rest (this is a lie)
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"it was a really great story, isn't that right?
lets meet again, yoo joonghyuk."
version w/o wings below :)
#still reading bc oh boy am I slow#but I'm in the early 200s now#i miss the rest of kimcom i will not lie#kim dokja#yoo joonghyuk#joongdok#orv#omniscient reader's viewpoint#spoilers#art tag?#100#200#500#1k#2k
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Crying, screaming, throwing up you know
#dsmp#dream smp#jack manifold#ctommy#tommyinnit#pls ignore how messy it is and take it as my heart#never getting over this huh#thank you jack and Tommy for ending the dsmp#I'm happy to put her to rest now#<- me when i lie
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First image was drawn like 11 days ago I think,,,,
the virus….. it’s changing me…….
#What’s with me and getting attached to characters with hair that’s extremely difficult to draw?#This happened twice now…. I hate trying to draw p1 dude’s hair and I hate drawing this guys hair….#Speaking of p1… two of my friends thought that adult Jerry was like.. a cartoon version of postal 1 dude😭😭?????#Just crazy mate crazy /ref#welcome to eltingville#the eltingville club#jerry stokes#jerry eltingville#digital art#digital drawing#digital doodle#doodle#doodles#drawing#drawings#art#my art#fan art#fanart#the 3rd image was created bc I was rewatching the pilot and getting second hand stims from Jerry saying beedee beedee#I don’t like him…. (Lie)#One of my favorite autism creatures of all time#I swear I’ll drawing a full body drawing of him and not just headshots I swear#I also need to learn how to draw the rest of the club😒 I guess…. Sigh.. /silly#cw drugs#tw drugs#cw weed#tw weed#oops I almost forgot to trigger tag the Jerry blunt doodle😭#I love Mario smoking weed the movie on youtube.com❤️
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okay as an admitted did-not-watch-NTTD'er who got, like, all of their info from uhh recappers, the wiki synopsis, the specific clips with Q I watched, and whatever I osmosis'ed from fics.
I finally watched the beginning of NTTD at @prismatic-bell's nudging. And I was like. Okay wait. wait wait wait. This is... well-written? And shot and directed & acted?? In a hollywood movie lmao?? Like. The way it's set up w Madeleine's backstory, and then the Bond & Madeleine stuff that does a much better job of establishing their relationship, the goooorgeous wide shots.
I admittedly was rather "I close my eyes I do not see" to a lot of canon - coming from partially a comics fandom background I'm very aware, well-versed, and well-practiced in the 'canon is your pick-and-choose buffet no need to feel like you have to 'respect' the 'sanctity' of 'canon' esp when it's Bad (like it contradicts other canon or you can just Tell this character was Not Written Well and it's like, here's what it could be that is better)' - and from opinions I saw on NTTD I was expecting to be very pick & choose about it.
But okay, wait. wait wait wait. It works. The beginning at least which I watched. Works. Like, it establishes a key character moment for Madeleine that Explains Everything about her behavior, actually - like she just like Bond is actually also very traumatized & has been locking it down/deflecting it vs processing it, and the whole like Vesper thing is (to me) very obviously her misdirecting Bond away from her own Goin Thru It. I can see how it can read as very suspicious to Bond esp with everything else but it, like, is a Narrative and Makes Sense for her character and Works. wild.
Even the Bond stuff makes a ton of sense. Like, when I hadn't watched it and was going off second & third hand information, one of the things I was hrrrm ?? about was the. How do you get from the guy who says "I miss you" at Vesper's grave, to the guy who put Madeleine on the train. The man who, even after finding out Vesper betrayed him, still wanted to save her? Would... send Madeleine away? In what, a fit of pique? Surely he's more of a "run to me and I will handle it" if it turns out not to be true or a "if it is, I'll handle it" kind of guy.
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT IT WAS. YOU KNOW WHAT IT FUCKING WAS LMAO. I WAS MISLED BY THE FUCKIN. BILLIE EILISH SONG LMAO. The lyrics of it make it SOUND like it's a like "you betrayed/cheated on me how could I have ever trusted you" break-up song kind of situation. BUT IT ABSOLUTELY FCKN WASN'T LMAO.
It's like. two traumatized individuals who trauma-bonded and honestly maybe should have spent time apart healing/learning themselves again before re-evaluating if they think a relationship could work, but like. they both were Goin Thru It and let themselves get carried away with it ig. And then right when Madeleine was like. hm I've been Not Dealing with this a Lot (tbh her being a psychologist probably made it worse cuz I think it made her more effective at Not Dealing With It and deflecting/misdirecting, but like. I don't think she was doing it intentionally, I think it was just a "combination of circumstances" thing. But this also works cuz I think before the like why did Madeleine push him towards Vesper again even though he said she was in his past. And it's like. She was delaying dealing with HER shit and probably unconsciously deflected his attention by poking at waht she thinks is still HIS equivalent to her baggage) where was I. Oh yeah, Madeleine is like. hm. yeah. the whole letting go of secrets thing. I. need to come clean to him...
but then all of the Spectre stuff happens.
Even the him sitting in the car thing is soooo so so. Cuz Craig absolutely put his whole pussy in the acting for this scene. he's got that like. wrong side of overstimulated so you shoot past being in the zone and instead are zoning out lowkey thing going on, mixed with the like. agent faced with a hopeless situation Observing Everything still but like vaguely morbidly amused about it, probably what's running through the brain rn is "lmao, wonder which bullet will be The One" kind of deal. And cross-cutting the shooting & wide shots with the bells was *chefs kiss* genius.
Even Madeleine not managing to tell him was well written/paced. Cuz it was very believable that she (not trained for this) was scared/shocked & couldn't get a word out. Until the "JAMES. I'd rather die than have you think I--" and then the fucking. tragedy of the bad timing. god. And then even her not just saying it later is like, it all makes sense with the way it was paced, shot, & edited. It was beaaautiful oh man. This also where I was like. damn lmao. miscommunication in a movie where it. feels like it makes sense and isn't just a stupid macguffin lol??? In a hollywood movie?? wild
but yeah this is also where it was like. hey wait. the man who, in the face of sort of a morbid (passively?) suicidal emotional blowout due to the Everything, but was able to break through it when she got through to him enough for him to look at her, and her to cry & shake her head like no, it's not true/no don't do this/please/(w.e). and go, "Okay." and take action. How does he put her on the train??
BUT. BUT FUCKING. BUT THEN. MY GOD. *Actually* watching the fucking scene I was like. Ooooh. ough ough oh god. This isn't him vindicatively cutting her out of his life "the bitch is dead" style. This is his Vesper in the elevator cage moment. He's fucking drowning in the cage but he doesn't want to take her with him. He's locking her out of the cage. god.
And the fucking. devastation on his face while he's on the platform. THAT'S HIS FUCKIN. VESPER HOLDING HIM ONE LAST TIME AND SHOVING HERSELF TO TH EBACK OF THE CAGE AAARGGGGHH BARK BARK BARK
Which, a-fucking-gain. THEN MAKES THE NO TIME TO DIE SONG. ALL THE FUCKING MORE EGREGIOUS LMAO. "was I stupid to love you was I foolish to trust was it obvious to everybody else" WHAT ARE YOU ON. THIS IS A SHAKESPEAREAN TRAGEDY THIS ISN'T FUCKIN. 'THE BITCH IS DEAD.'
God this is like when ppl are convinced QoS was Bond going on a revenge rampage when he was (1) not even rampaging (2) not on a revenge quest/storyline - that was Camille's story!!!* caveat I did not watch QoS either lol, but I did watch a video essay breaking it down which I found Very Compelling and have since incorporated it into my worldview lmao. Like, in light of me actually watching the beginning of NTTD, and then it launching into the title sequence and the song. IT ACTIVELY. REWRITES HISTORY YOU JUST WATCHED ON THE SCREEN AAAGGGHHH BITE CHOMP KILL. IT UNDERMINES THE WHOLE. ALL OF THE WORK THE FILMMAKERS DID UP TO THAT POINT IN PLOTTING OUT ACTING OUT & ESTABLISHING THE STORY TO THIS POINT.
Like. The problem of the song isn't even oh it's a limited POV thing. IT'S NOT EVEN WAHT BOND'S POV WOULD HAVE BEEN/SHOULD HAVE BEEN BY THAT POINT. Again, this is the "the bitch is dead" edit of the scene, BUT THAT'S NOT WHAT HAPPENED. THIS IS BOND LOWKEY SPIRALING AND LIKE. OVERSTIMULATED-EXTREME-EMOTIONAL-AMBUSH-IN-A-VERY-SHORT-TIME LOWKEY EMOTIONALLY SPINNING OUT. BUT THEN BREAKING THRU IT ENOUGH WHEN MADELEINE CALLED FOR HIM. TO LOCK HER OUT OF HIS SINKING CAGE. BRUH. BE SO FORREAL RN.
also lmao she clutches her torso WAY too high up, bruh that's her sternum not her belly... but ig the idea translates across still.
but yeah. god. And here I thought No Time to Die the song was just. boring & musically uninspiring. but no. it's so much worse lmao. god.
#like. skyfall has parts where the lyrics are. not very lyrical (/poetic) lmao#which NTTD at a rough scan seems to avoid. but it does that by genericizing the lyrics so much that again. this could be#any pop girlie im so edgy and betrayed breakup song#but. again. IT SHOULD. ABSOLUTELY NOT BE THAT.#also I think I'm still holding a grudge from the recapper I watched who said they liked this song but found Writing's on the Wall 'whiny'#bruh be forreal lmao. NTTD is the whiny one. WotW is like. *plaintive*. but what the hell do you call#'was it obvious to everyone else that id' fallen for a lie you were never on my side fool me once fool me twice *are you death or paradise*#like cmon now.#but god. so not only is this song lyrically generic musically uninspired. but it actually also actively undermines the#entire pre-title sequence. and lowkey ultimately the whole movie. if the lyrics of this song are the last thing on your mind going#into the rest of it...#(then again. I can't speak to the rest of it lol. but I just. don't think Bond is a man who is wangsting#given what we see of him in Jamaica. Like. this is a very different man from his first time around there#as Nina pointed out. he has hobbies and things and is like. Doing Things. this is a man living a life#like it very much is the 'he needs to take time to himself & try to recenter & heal & recover'#vs the first time in Skyfall when his life was like. drinking. woman. Scorpion.#blgh god the perception gap. of. 'this is what people think James Bond' is vs who he actually is lmao. man)
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thinking about the theory that popped into my mind from this post

and how knowing jade grew up with a lot of his father's associates trying to win his favour and such, so at some point in his life he had difficulty in discerning their true intentions, and so he learned to put up that same mask they used to protect himself and so he might actually really treasure the rare moments when people are truthful to him, which is likely why he gets along with floyd
but he's learned how to discern the truth hidden beside fancy words and compliments but there's something deep down within him that still doubts and maybe this little inkling of doubt manifested itself into his um, giving him the chance to pull the truth right out of the affected
but he can only use it once per person, so the doubt still clings onto him while he continues to perfect how he reads people
#buut thats just a theory :)#ok i wanna go hug an eel now#oh and this would also imply he really appreciates parters who wear their feelings on their sleeve#or people who just can't lie#since they're rather a breath of fresh air where he can put that doubt to rest#twisted wonderland#twst theory#twisted wonderland x reader#twisted wonderland jade#twisted wonderland jade leech#jade leech#jade leech x reader
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I We deserved to see the scene in which Fadel went too hard on Style and I will be all KINDS of salty if we never see a scene like that
#I'm not kinky and thirsty this has nothing to do with that#I'm simply worried about the rest of the audience#yep it's all altruistic on my part#I'm a generous soul#looking out for all of y'all#that's the ticket#(apparently that's a phrase that's supposed to be used in a genuine way to express satisfaction with something)#(I learned that just now when I googled it out of curiosity)#(but my mom always used it to be sarcastic when I was saying something silly or clearly a lie)#(so that's how I've always used it)#the heart killers#the heart killers episode 6#Fadelstyle#stylefadel#Fadelstyle meta#my meta#Fadelstyle D/s meta#idk if this really counts as meta but let's just go with it
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Clocking myself for the New Years
#it’s also been a very red year#that really was the theme for this year#I love warm coloring red is like my default bg color lol#I feel like I somehow got worse??? 😭 I couldn’t draw a lot the last few months cuz of finals but I pulled thru strong in the end#I still really like that Leon one tho I need to do lineart and coloring like that again I’m kinda obsessed#I’ve been wanting to do the year end thing for a while so my goal this year was to draw at least one finished piece every month#I’m glad I finally did it yippee!!! 💪🥳#digital art#my art#artists on tumblr#hetalia#fanart#hws prussia#hetalia fanart#gilbert beilschmidt#resident evil leon#leon s kennedy#sun wukong#monkey king#jttw#jttw sun wukong#jttw fanart#jttw ao lie#this is actually so embarassing tho lmao#all my obsessions laid out for me to see#and now you 🫵#rest assured half of these are censored 🦐#the links to the full 🐱 are on the og posts#who was I…#it was the year of the rut fellas 🐺
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(ex-)lord & (ex-)retainer
#wont lie i think this looks a little better cropped so thats why the 2nd ones there#unicorn overlord#unicorn overlord aramis#unicorn overlord gloucester#anyway i really fw the aramis + gloucester arc. like i already love that the royalty character who doesn't want to be royalty anymore#actually DOESNT serve as royalty anymore. like deadass for the rest of his life. no big catch. no 'oh i guess i gotta go rule after all'.#& then his retainer's gotta learn he's no longer a retainer & is just a wandering mercenary's friend+ now. GRAGH. PEAK.
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A tender moment so sweet, you would fall on yours knees (hehehe, like our darling Hercules (つ≧▽≦)つ)
My art trade with the awesome @jayjay667! (tbh my right hand is tired & now I have a headache, but it was worth it!)
[Jayjay's part of the trade]
Extra: I had a tough time choosing light+ shade, or a simple flat color. So a simple version without all the crazy details.
#art trade#@jayjay667#this is tugs#tugs humanized#tugs hercules#tugs lillie#pregnancy#lunarfeat's art#Note from me: chairs or furniture in general#have become my no. 1 enemy lololol#I'm going to lie down & rest now#shading might not be the best but I just want to get this done
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dyke!Chilaios has me understanding breeding kink all of a sudden
#chilaios#that's a lie i understand breeding kink very well lmao#HOWEVER IT MUST BE SAID#they finish up a great scene. hot lesbian sex. all going well.#and laios lies back with her eyes closed. still flushed and sweaty. she rests her naked hand on her naked lower stomach and says. 'hah....#'did you know ...that tallmen and halflings can have kids together?' Like its just another fun monster fact.#she's trailing her fingers absentmindedly over her stomach now. tracing idle patterns.#'with our lifespans being so similar it isn't even as big a deal as it is for elves and humans. they're even fertile and that's ...#that's really rare for hybrids.' her eyes are still closed. she swallows hard. She's more red now than she was when they fucked.#'you should talk about that next time you're in me. i'd like it...' and she cracks one eye open a sliver#to see chilchuck . BEET. RED.#because Chilchuck DID NOT. KNOW.#She was already fucked out and now she's dying?? she's dying. Laios still has her huge hand resting on her huge smooth stomach#miles and miles of soft skin...that she wants chilchuck to put a BABY in#she's thought about the hypothetical lifespan and safety of the hypothetical baby! is this just a sex thing? is this a for real thing?#chilchuck does not know and does not know which one she's hoping for now!! cause both sound GREAT#AND OF COURSE THERE'S ALSO#chilchuck remembering that conversaion next time Laios's huge huge fingers are inside her. Laios's hot wet breathing by her ear.#Laios's breathing going ragged even though no one is touching HER she is the one toying with Chilchuck right now. She always does that.#between the breathing and the fingers and the warmth and the smell Laios is all around her and she just thinks -#'Laios is so huge. Laios's baby would be so huge. I'd be so huge. Pregnant with it.' And she cums.#rattles her to her fucking core. Chilchuck who HAS BEEN PREGNANT BEFORE realising. holy shit.#i want this fluffy haired socially awkward 26 year old doggirl to . to fuck a baby into me. in a sexy way.#i think . I think it's hot.#enough to turn you to drink isn't it!#u may ask - hey how come chilchuck has a girlcock and has got pregnant? can laios get chilchuck pregnant?#does anyone even have a womb in this situation? I may answer - don't worry about it#a wizard did it. whatever. its a fantasy world.#whatever is sexiest in the moment i don't care#lesbiance
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Crying, screaming, throwing up you know
#dsmp#dream smp#jack manifold#ctommy#tommyinnit#pls ignore how messy it is and take it as my heart#never getting over this huh#thank you jack and Tommy for ending the dsmp#I'm happy to put her to rest now#<- me when i lie
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#surskit#now THIS guy. very underrated pokémon. the little blush? cute. the blue? cute. the spike on their head? cute. the whole concept of surskit#is cute. and there's this one video of like serena tossing out a surskit and then they just go “a” and it zooms out#and plays gen 8 encounter music and it's a very good video. if y'all've seen it before you know what i mean. for the rest of you#well i don't know what to tell you. i don't know much about this pokémon outside of that because i kinda started liking it when i saw that#video to be QUITE honest. i don't even know what type it is for sure—bug/water? and i sure as hell don't remember what they evolve into#yeah ok i was right. and they evolve into masquerain. not a ton of continuity colors and design wise but i like Get it. the whole bug thing#i suppose i just prefer pokémon that are visually traceable#but my paws are very cold typing this so i'm gonna wrap this up and take my meds. happy surskit day#and also happy pride month! i'm queueing this up on june 2nd. my power went completely out last night#which was awesome for pride month (lie). it was a very good time (lie)
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