#not to sound dramatic or anything

[cursed-elo-images]

WHILE I AM SAD that only we get to hear Jeff and Bev talk, I AM SO GLAD to see the seven sillies ONCE AGAIN, IN A NEW VIDEO I HAVE NEVER SEEN BEFORE!!!

[melinoesmadness]

I hate myself so much and everyday I'm more of a negative cynical person. I dont want to speak anymore because all my words are like black sludge. wash my mouth out but it remains. im incurable and broken more than I ever realized.

[wiitzend]

at the end of the fourth episode on quiet on set, it releases a statement by dan schneider who said, "everything that happened on the shows i ran was carefully scrutinized by dozens of involved adults. all stories, dialogue, costumes and makeup were fully approved by network executives on two coasts, etc, etc." i guess he put that statement out to try and spin this narrative so that it doesn't sound so absolutely horrific, but all it does is highlight the fact that damn near every single adult knew. they knew and did nothing. dan was able to take advantage of these defenseless children and allow other predators to prey on them and not a single adult raised hell about it. he was able to do this for years, completely unscathed, and nickelodeon offered him a huge amount of money in order to drop him from the network. the sadness and rage i feel CANNOT be put into words.

[thranduel]

astarion, the man who was dying and offered eternal life, but had no idea that it meant becoming a slave to a sadistic master.

astarion, the man who had his freedom and bodily autonomy ripped away from him.

astarion, the man who was forced to befriend, seduce and sleep with people to lure them back to his master, resulting in severe sexual trauma and the struggle to form any sort of intimate relationship.

astarion, the man who was horribly punished whenever he refused his master’s orders (one punishment being sealed away in a dusty tomb, starving, for an entire year. he scratched his hands raw trying to carve his way out).

astarion, the man who was forced to eat rats.

astarion, the man who hasn’t even been able to see his own face since he turned.

astarion, the man who had his body mutilated as cazador carved scars onto his back, which he later found out was to bind him to a ritual.

astarion, the man who is so severely traumatised that he admitted he doesn’t know how to say “no” or ask for help (and he feels guilty when he does).

astarion, the man who waited two centuries to be helped and freed from torture, but no one came.

astarion, the man who was always treated like a monster when all he wanted was to be treated like a person.

astarion, the man who came up to you in the middle of the night just to thank you for defending him and allowing him to make his own decisions.

astarion, the man who said that no one ever looked out for him or showed him kindness, and that you’re the only one. “other people don’t have a heart like you. you’re you. no one is like that.”

astarion, the man who broke the cycle of power and terror that started centuries ago thanks to the love, care and compassion that you showed him when no one else did.

astarion, the man who confessed that he loves you and feels safe with you; something he has never felt with anyone before.

[canisalbus]

i looove the influx of machete and vasco art i luv them so much i love seein em happy waaahh 😭💕

Ah, thank you so much! I'm so glad to hear this ongoing fixation of mine has been brightening people's days! ;w;

[milkbreadtoast]

o yeah btw i liked these guys from the latest crk update..... detective gays.... macaroni and cheese....🤭

[incorrect-mltd-quotes]

Thank you so much.

Hello, all. This isn't a post I've wanted to make, and still don't, but I think the right time has come and it's apparently better to rip that bandage off, so to speak.

I've mentioned offhandedly a couple of times that I'm struggling to keep this blog going. I've considered stepping away but wanted to continue these silly quotes for as long as possible, in the hopes they make someone out there smile. I still hold true to this and didn't think I'd feel so gutted when writing this out, aha, but I think I finally have to admit defeat.

Without absolutely rambling about my entire life story, it's sadly just a matter of how busy (and stressed) I am. I do still study, and work, and that will likely be the case for quite a while longer. It's a challenge for me to find quotes that I can use, and this is made harder by the fact that I'm barely able to keep up with Mirishita anymore. I still love the idols and the series, but if I'm finding it difficult to keep up from a fan perspective, doing it from one that's supposed to be running a decent blog is almost impossible. My mental health isn't the greatest and while I do adore making up funny things that the idols say, I need to see how I get on without it.

Thank you for all the years you've given me with this blog. Checking back to jog my memory, it's been going for a good six years, which is baffling to me. I didn't think it was as long as that! I've truly enjoyed seeing your reactions to my little posts, and I'm pretty sure my heart died from too much love whenever I got a message sent in. I'm truly sorry, but I do have to go. I did try cutting the amount of posts down, and it did help, but not enough.

I will leave this blog up for anyone who might want to peruse it. I've checked, Tumblr shouldn't delete it, and if they do, I will be very miffed. I may try and put a quote up every once in a while, perhaps a break is all I need, but unless I announce that I'm properly back, please assume that this blog is inactive for that time. Who knows? I might just be able to get my crap together and come back one day. I hope so. But, until then, thank you all. It's been an honour, and I hope I was able to make you feel even just a bit happier.

Until we meet again!

[collgeruledzebra]

could-be-nothing realization of the day that i came to while listening to 99% Invisible: kane and feels is sound designed like a documentary

[dollwrites]

trying to desperately hold on to that little piece of advice that’s like “don’t listen to your own brain past 9pm” but I feel like nothing makes me happy anymore SKSKSKKS

[daz4i]

i think I'm gonna try using tumblr less if i can

I'll probably fail and you're still gonna see me online a lot but. yeah I'm gonna at least try to make my visits shorter

[bunnihearted]

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[muzzlemouths]

Muzz!!! Hello I hope you're doing well waa!

I hope you're sleeping also!! squints my eyes at you (affectionate)

KIBS!!!! HELLO KIBBS HI. I'm doing alright thank you for asking!! I hope YOU are doing FANTASTIC!!!!!! don't look at my sleep schedule though. it's fine I promise it's FINE but don't. look at it ok

[margindoodles2407]

Legit a crime that I have been involved in theatre since I was nine years old and NOT ONCE have I been cast as an ingenue in a musical theatre production

Like Come On. My guys I am a ~semi-classically trained soprano~ I am ~young~ and ~beautiful~ and I can ~hit those ear-shatteringly high notes~ what more do you want from me

[spineless-lobster]

Alright so I’m having Some Thoughts™ about the Captain coming out and I’ve kind of thought of the ideal coming out scene (at least for me)

The ghosts are holding a club, perhaps a therapy session with Alison, and they’re discussing people who were close to them in life. Naturally it’s the Captain’s turn next, so he talks about his dear second in command. It cuts to a flashback of some sort of interaction. After the flashback ends, the subplot (or main plot idk) kicks in and we’re left to process that for a bit.

After that we’re back to the Captain talking about his life with Havers and it ends with him describing Havers leaving. Then we get a little tense moment where the Captain goes “And…”

“…And I loved him.”

And that’s when we get to see him finally come out, ideally without getting sucked off because I don’t think I (or any one of us) could handle that. All I really want is a dramatic moment and a short, gut wrenching line that can be made into gifs

[gorkaya-trava]

I really wanna fall asleep and never wake up again

[jinstronaut]

this is also why i stopped using my tracked tag for a while tbh