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don't really know what death mark is about but my friend asked my to draw mpreg of this guy and i was bored, though i drew the wrong guy on accident, my hand slipped
he said /j but i took it very /srs
#death mark#kazuo yashiki#idk what im doing#this is the second time somone has asked me to draw mpreg this week#and it did it#why did i spend time on this#i'm ashamed#how we feeling death mark fandom#i will not be going to college my digital footprint will not let me#they'll just look me up only to find this#my art#my posts ☁️☕️#death mark art#yashiki kazuo#i accidentally drew this one that he showed me instead of the hisser with the bedroom eyes#i feel bizarre#not to mention ashamed#i said thag already i think#don't mind the copius amount spelling errors
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I’d love to see more of your “what if Tad Strange was canon and helped Stanley”, especially how it would change the turn of events with Bill since he thought everyone he knew was dead from the accident
Ok so you might not like this but it’s kinda part of my au called “ Shapes and Pines “
I got a comic in the works for the start of it and a BUNCH of drawings and doodles! I wanted to hold off on it until the comic is done but I’m weak! So here have some lore, jokes and doodles! I’m scared!
Most of these ARE jokes but uhm… idk if I’m gonna make them kiss but wouldn’t it be funny? A little? No?
Part 1 | Part 2
#tad strange#Stanley pines#young stanley pines#gravity falls au#bill cipher#Stanford pines mentioned#shapes and pines au#my art#digital art#gravity falls#I know this is stupid#it’s really really stupid#I can’t defend myself#I am cringe but I am free#and ashamed#please don’t look at me like that
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some business to take care of
#i was tempted to caption this as she was a skater boy and she was also another skater boy but#duck scribbles#midoyuzu#enstars#whats up guys im being embarrassing again on main#been wanting a new phone wallpaper and this was born. its the lesbian version though im not showing that#midori takamine#yuzuru fushimi#yuzumido#ensemble stars#also have additional doodles that r kind of corny and im too ashamed to add into the main post so i might add on a reblog or maybe not#midterms were so awful i had to keep reminding myself i can go ham drawing whatever i want once im done. and naturally its this#anyways ive always liked midos city rider fit it suits her so well#always wanted to find a good one to pair w it and the wink killer 2nd half xscout was toooo good i was inspired immediately#finally could use this good ref pic ive had saved since forever i need to draw backgrounds more too it was rather fun somehow#mental state has been yoyoing an insane degree lately like come on i dont need to be reminded i am a useless hunk of meat every other day#with nothing good going for them. college is amazing at reminding me of such god bless#i have bad tendencies to self isolate behind the excuse of concentrating that i am trying to fix . but its hard to get back when i do#not to mention the entire Big Event happening over in good ol amerika serikat!!! my apathy is naturally immense#but whats some peace of mind here and there idk. im gonna read yuri
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Opgotchi: zoro (and sanji) visit an island
#op#one piece#zoro#sanji#tiny little guy….cant kick him now#he activates cute agression sanji is not ginna survive it#also the seagull mention#lets say dont leave ur 5 inches crewmate alone on the ship#or seagulls might find him tasty#hes never felt more ashamed it was rock bottom for him#my art
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“It could be that the loss of her children drove the Queen deeper into her darker desires...but, I don’t believe she was fighting against them that hard before that particular tragedy. No monster does.” (Patreon)
Bonus:
Hmm, wonder what he could cover those holes with :3c
#Doodles#Handplates#UT#Fellplates#UkaGaster's answers about Toriel really interest me :3c#As evidenced by the quote caption lol - but his other ones are very interesting too! Since it sounds like she's still around!#Poor classic Handplates!Gaster believed Tori dead for such a long time while she was at the Ruins#Meanwhile Fellplates!Gaster is just like ''? I saw the Queen last week she threw me into the pricker bushes? -.ò'' lol#But anyhow lol ♪ The implications that they're still in each other's vicinity really makes me curious about their relationship!#And how Toriel might react to knowing that someone - someone other than her - is having So Much Success on one of her sore spots#Not just of having children but of the constant reminders of Gaster's success where she has to live every day with a heavy heart for her own#Being cruel to him over it - well that's just par for the course isn't it ♪#He mentions that she's much more of an emotional sadist - insulting him and then making it Very clear that she does Not approve of the holes#''They're ugly and you should feel ashamed for drawing so much attention to something so unsightly''#I do think that her knowing that he's so intent on being kind and merciful and then twisting the knife on how much he's hurting her-#Making him feel guilty for daring to even attempt the betterment of all - for giving pieces of himself away and try to be a good person#''If anyone will break my spirit it will be her'' :)#Although that's all assuming that Toriel even knows about the brothers! :0 When I thought about it later it'd make more sense if she doesn't#It was still too good to not do something with the idea hehe - but imagine her betrayal if/when she found out tho she'd kill him on the spot#Gosh I haven't drawn Tori in foreeeeever I can't even remember the last time#Doing a/nother study on her would probably be fun haha she's rather plain how I draw her currently#I wonder if her Fellplates version would also wear reading glasses hehe#And the bonus :3c Where are the plates featured in Fellplates? Surely it's not just called that as a reference right ♪ Hehehe
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I love how kinda shit Tina is with kids it's incredible to me. like she thinks the eggs are adorable and fawns all over them but when it comes to like practical stuff she slips up a lot and freaks about the responsibility. When she's unprepared she's super awkward like when she first met em she spent most of her time overthinking and panicking. Or during the date when Richas started playing pretend with her and Bagi, Bagi adapted pretty quick but Tina had some trouble playing along. And she's hyper aware of to. Shes very insecure about her parenting abilities and swears up and down that her first meeting with Empanda was a garbage fire. She is, however, determined to do better. Shes actively trying to become a better parent and is holding herself to it. I just really like that she's not immediately settling into being a mother. Not everyone immediately acclimates to parenthood and it fits super well for her character.
#it just CTINE GYAHHHH#shes super duper insecure and cctina plays it so well#no way the woman who files down her horns and lies constantly abt her identity bcs of how ashamed of it she is would immediately be#the 'perfect mother'#not to mention the expectation for women being that their 'maternal instincts' kick in immediately and make up for any character flaws#and the expectation for mother to become their primary identity#IDUNNO i love her complexities shes babygirl 2 mr#<*2 me#tinakitten#q!tina#qsmp tag#smp analysis
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feeling their exceptional inherent goatedness in my blood after finishing re-reading a good book
#my art#elituli literally sexy af i'm the smartest person alive#elituli would be just really good book .#150 pages of 5d chess#me thinking back on any ideas i had about anything ever : the girl that is 'going to be okay' (looking up the sky)#all of the writing power in skyrimHQ really went toward tullius calling her a formidable woman#and then they used the last crumbs they had on#;you know#i'm ashamed to be mentioning them on a post that isn't about them#i will alwyas love me making tullius wear a lacoste polo in 9988888 BC age
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on a more positive note i'd like to share one of my fave songs called "hasta la raiz" from natalia lafourcade
while its common for people to mistake it for a song about love or a loved one like family or a partner (which is not a bad interpretation btw!) it's actually about the "importance of talking about your origins and roots no matter how much you grow up. to not forget what builds us as a person" a quote from natalia in an interview she did with the CNN
in some sort it is a song about love, but the love you feel of who you are and where you come from and the connection you have to your roots (she talked as well that this song is about her connection to her mexican roots and lationamerica)
growing up in a space where it was mostly built of white americans it was definetly hard to feel proud from where i came from, and with the years a lot of shameful comments passed by about how bad my country and my people were, definetly didnt help that it was hard for me to come by colombians cuz we're def not the majority in some internet spaces haha
still coming by the qsmp and reconnecting with my people, my language and my roots has been a healing experience. having people ask me about my country, my culture and my language just makes me proud now rather than feeling ashamed. its not a perfect place but its my home, and i love my home even with all the imperfections :]
#txt post#positive vent#qsmp#<- just mentioned but also hey any latinos/hispanics never feel ashamed to where you come from. los quiero mucho <3
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some of you have pissed me off and i would like to remind some of you again of how zionist these two individuals are. i truly hope noah and that bald headed loud loser never get booked for anything ever again. evil individuals. this is islamophobia. this is zionism. this is propaganda. this is advocating for the genocide of palestine. i don’t know how else i can say this but if you support either of these us, you are just as bad and are complicit. you should be ashamed of yourselves for putting your favourite show or ship above the lives of millions of innocent people.
stop babying noah. he is an adult. 19. old enough to vote and make decisions. this is who he is.
#noah schnapp#absolute loser#i am truly ashamed that i used to stan him he’s downright disgusting#also if you’re gonna be in my mentions saying hes a queer teenager idgaf im queer too and im not an evil zionist so#also this isn’t about jews or antisemitism considering theres a large population of jews that are NOT zionist/pro israel#there was a protest of just jewish people protesting israel and zionism and it was thousands of people#you guys are losers if you care more about byler than palestine#byler#putting it in the byler tag bc some of you have clearly forgotten what he’s done#stranger things
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I’ve become sort of more chilled out about the way I am. embarrassing to say that the judgement of peers (and honestly also my mother…) growing up had an actual impact on me but I just wasn’t accepting of the fact that the things I’m interested in are not only absolutely fine and adult interests but also are the things that now paradoxically seem to make people like and appreciate me… I just thought I wasn’t acceptable somehow but like who cares. I enjoy reading about complicated economic matters and knowing the names of birds and I like stuffed animals and animation and music no one has heard of (julia holter I will spread your influence…) and being very intense about women’s issues and being overly pedantic with my words and men’s clothes and learning about ecology. I don’t like makeup or going clubbing often or crowded spaces or tiktok or being in the city all the time without easy access to the countryside
none of these things themselves are remotely strange but it really did feel like everyone else was the opposite growing up. I just didn’t really know any weird quiet people at school it felt like I was the only one and I even found it hard to fit in with the nerdy crowd lol. really they were much more comfortable in who they were than I was and seemed much more confident and outgoing… but literally who cares I’m tired of being too embarrassed to play my own music out loud in my house or decorate my space without fear of judgement it’s exhausting. the amount of normalcy I feel I owe my mother is insane like she is straight up not nice to me at times and I know this is true because I have conversations with friends who had much less judgemental parents and the difference between some of them and me is crazy so many more little things make me way more anxious. maybe she actually shouldn’t have made me feel weird about the clothes I wear or how I spend my own money into my adulthood… when did I become such a pushover. I’m not trying to be resentful but I’m an adult she’s literally not allowed to say some of this stuff to me in the way she does… my brother had to stand up for me before when she asked me why I’d bought a man’s knitted vest like genuinely enough… enough !
#add to this the fact my therapist thinks I’m autistic and has asked me to get referred for assessment lol#but I’ve been too ashamed and anxious about my mum’s response despite her also thinking I could be and mentioning it before…#it wasn’t just her who made me this way but literally what the fuck. I’m fine#the way that I am…… nothing was ever wrong with me…… at least not this stuff#moth.txt
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Do you have a design for Bright Storm? I'm fond of the wise older figure thing you're doing with her
I do NOW
Made her, as well as a revamp of my old Thunder Storm design (I last drew him like a year ago!!) in preparation for some character summaries I plan to bang out after finishing a couple drafts, but Bright in particular gets requested so much (anon you're like the 4th person) that HERE, lady girl and her son be upon ye
I'm thinking about doing the BB!DOTC character summaries in "family" posts, so they're all grouped together the way I plan them to act in the story. Every family is telling a little mini-story of its own, in a way, from the Frost family and their inventing prowess, to the Heart family and how the kits react to Bumble's exile, to the Storm family and how they grapple with Clear Sky's influence.
I wanted to make sure Bright Storm was very large and powerful looking, but in a round, kind of "humble" way. She downplays her strength, her intelligence, and even her better judgement.
So she has these big cheeks, fluffy primordial pouch, poofy tail, keeps her head low-ish. Tends to deny compliments.
I was commiserating with my partner the other day about how intelligent characters aren't allowed to be thick-bodied. So between my fat, beloved Bumble the translator and Bright Storm the wise woman battle strategist I'm feeding us both
I needed to "finalize" their stripe pattern, because I actually plan for TIGERSTAR to have the same one. I'm probably going to update my Tawnypelt and Bramblestar designs to have it too; if they don't look better with Goldenflower's.
I just like the irony and bitterness of it. That these ancient stripes, once so associated with compassion and righteous fury, turn into a "legacy" so divorced from what Thunder Storm and Bright Storm stood for.
Becoming a symbol for the idea of modern ThunderClan and the culture of the new times, not the principles it was founded on.
Also I HAD to do the design thing where Thunder Storm's stripes look like top surgery scars lmao, my beloved transmasc boy
Anyway, I've decided that Thunder Storm was a REALLY dark orange. It bugs me a little, especially in-canon, that he looks nothing like either parent. So in BB he's not too far off color-wise from his mama.
I also removed the old "mane" and replaced it with combination white chest + his father's shoulder burls. The mane is going to become a Forest Cat trait, which is why it's going to get so prominent in ThunderClan.
Instead, Mountain Cats have a REALLY high concentration of ear tufts in their genes. They're also huge and generally hairy.
Funny enough though they're also "oily." They come from the Lake Cat population which was pretty water-resistant because of constantly dealing with the lake, and they haven't lived in the Mountains long enough for natural selection to get rid of it.
It's going to become SUPER advantageous for those who move to the River Kingdom, but become less prominent in the other populations.
But for now, Mountain Cats are kinda... well, naturally 'stinky.' That's not a BAD thing to cats who are animals who LIKE strong smells, but it is a notable trait that I'd like The Wind Runner in particular to comment on.
Thunder Storm: "Well? What did she say?"
Bumble: "Ummmmmm......"
Thunder Storm: "be honest"
Bumble: "she says she smelled you coming when you were upwind. rudely."
99% of the time when I'm changing character eye colors, it's to make them NOT blue because there's too many blue-eyed characters in WC imo. BUT.
I think it was another tiny waste to have the narrative constantly stressing Clear Sky's blue, blue eyes, almost like they're hypnotizing, and then they never really comment on what Thunder's eye color signals to other people.
So I've got an idea; instead of amber, Thunder Storm has ELECTRIC BLUE eyes. Almost green, like his mother's minty ones.
Intense as his father's, but more focused. Sharp. Shocking.
Side note: in my research I actually learned it's easier for tripod cats to RUN than it is for them to walk. They can "canter" like a horse, but when they go slow they have to hop. Taking this into consideration.
I put a splash of white on the little bit of lower limb that Thunder Storm has on the leg, so it sticks out a bit more. I don't want it to be hidden I want it to be prominent
I also figured out a hilarious trick for Bright Storm to pull on Sky's Clan at some point lmao
Thunder's crew is in conflict with Sky's cats and the attacks are getting more and more frequent. They decide they need some extra time to carry out some kind of hunt or diplomatic mission, but Bright Storm only has a small group of cats to pull off a stunt with.
She knows she can't fight them head on, but she NEEDS to buy her son more time, so she hatches a plan.
Clear Sky values his intelligence and his ferocity very much. To a fault, even. He loves to outsmart his opponents and overpower them-- so Bright Storm gets all her cats to build a very large, very tall, nearly impenetrable wall out of briar thorns. There's only one way in; the well-guarded tunnel they've constructed in the front.
It would be a challenge for a lesser cat. But Clear Sky, clever devil he is, realizes they've made a fatal flaw; they've built their camp right next to the trees. His fighters don't need to jump over the wall or push through it, the oaks are their allies!
So, while Thunder's cats are all surely sleeping, he gathers his best men and come through the canopy. In well-trained patrols, they swoop down into the camp and prepare for battle.
and no one is there.
You see, there was only one way in... and only one way out.
And Clear Sky and his best fighters watch with HORROR as the tiny crew of guards seals that entrance up like the neck of a bag. There are no trees to climb INSIDE the wall, and it's too tall to hop out of. It won't hold them forever, but it will hold them JUST LONG ENOUGH.
Bright calls this little plan "Operation Timeout."
#I can't help it. Ever since I mentioned how cool a warlord gray wing would be now I can't stop thinking about Bright Storm doing--#Art of War Looney Tunes tactics lmao#LET THE BATTLE CATS BATTLE#BB!DOTC#BB!Bright Storm#BB!Thunder Storm#BB!Thunderstar#Better Bones AU#It feels very fitting for Bright to have a lot of very ''annoying'' but nonlethal plans like that#Though she CAN and WILL hurt others to defend her family#She doesn't LIKE doing that.#One thing I do want her to keep from Gray is his aversion to violence#But unlike him she's able to come to terms with the fact she HAS to defend what she loves.#And though a lot of it does come from the love she had for Clear... it also comes from her compassion and kindness towards others.#She's been lead astray and blinded by her love of him in the past (especially in how she abetted what happened to Bumble)#But unlike Canon!Gray she's ashamed of what she did after she sits with the consequences#She doesn't want to hurt anyone. But she did. She let it happen. Contributed even#And that's rough.#YOUR HONOR. I LIKE HER.
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Oh, so, like, the entire first season's establishment of the characters and their interactions don't actually matter in Helluva Boss. Okay, cool.
Like, I get that characterization develops over time and the writers come up with new ideas and places they want to take the story, but. So much of the Stolas/Blitzø stuff recently isn't character development: it's retconning.
#I'm just salty because i was heavily invested in the unhealthy dynamic as i interpreted it#instead of the unhealthy dynamic the show decided on.#uhhhh. yeah I'll throw this in the crit tag#helluva boss critical#I'm mostly just not invested in this show anymore. alas! but i do still very much enjoy the art and animation style#every time there's shiny glowy eyes i go 😍#anyway it does just take a tiny amount of editing to have this come across how i would very much enjoy#where Stolas is just. hypocritical#he wants love and a relationship so badly#and that's such an interesting characterization and I'm here for it!#if we also just. acknowledge the way he was SO obsessed with sex while Blitzø was awkward about it#like there is a lot of mention of that - Blitzø says he thought that's what Stolas wanted from him#and is confused about why things are changing!! (i love it so much)#but the show seems to take Stolas's side instead of allowing that 'yeah‚ he doesn't recognize how his internal emotions were never seen‚#because all Blitzø sees are Stolas's external actions - exactly the problem that Stolas is having with Blitzø not communicating!'#AND i still think there should be more emphasis on 'hey yeah it was really fucked up to manipulate Blitzø into sex like he did'#the crystal didn't magically fix it and they should have issues with Blitzø not understanding his worth to Stolas#because from his POV: Stolas really does only want him for sex‚ is paying him with access to the book and human realm‚#and has repeatedly sexualized him And seemed ashamed of it when other important people knew#(compared to how he acted towards Blitzø around other Imps) (which makes it seem like he doesn't care about what Imps think at all)#Stolas can be sad and his emotions are interesting but not when all of the fandom I'm seeing is taking his side#me at all times always: i think these characters/this ship should be worse!!!
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"How are they going to make Thirteen/Mephistopheles/Raphael dateable If they aren't interesing in the MC"?
>A take made by someone who hasn't played S4 or any of the Memory cards/events that feature these three, or have gotten the Birthday calls...
It's even funnier with Raphael, because he's probably the one who states the most that he wants to get closer to MC, where do the "no interest" thing even comes from??
Even If you read all this cues as platonic, It doesn't mean that they can't become romantic later. That's what development Is for?????
#obey me#obey me nightbringer#obey me raphael#obey me mephistopheles#obey me thirteen#My biggest take is that some of you are so confident about certain characters but don't even play the game at all#so your perspective of them is through what you have learned about them through memes#and I mean. if you aren't interesed in dating the trio is okay.#but it's like me being agaisnt Solomon being dateable because he wasn't interesed in MC in S1#post0400#anyways. I'll always come to the trio defense. the only characters that matter to me <3#Mephistopheles first Birthday call is him being ashamed that he didn't get you anything for birthday...#and people say that he only cares about Diavolo?! 😵💫😵💫#like even if you think it's true. S2 ends with him getting another friend other than Dia (13)#The devs recognize that Mephisto mindset it's unhealty and he needs to overcome that. or at least get him another friends...#not mentioning Thirteen bcuz she's very obvious. Like probably the chara I always talk about
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My new therapist: your mental health isn’t perfect, but it’s nothing to be ashamed of :) if you broke your arm, you wouldn’t be ashamed of that
Me, internally: bold of you to assume I would be unashamed of a broken arm
#The funny thing is that I’m not even ashamed of my mental illnesses#She just kinda assumed I was#But I still appreciate her reassurance#she’s a wonderful therapist#Disabled#disability#actually disabled#mental illness#actually cptsd#c ptsd#ptsd#depression#anxiety#mental health#tw mental illness#mental illness tw#tw cptsd#tw ptsd#tw ptsd mention#ptsd tw#cptsd#cptsd tw#the ueue after q is silent
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Full Name: Vladislaus Straud
Age: 24
Hometown: Henford-on-Bagley
Current Location: University of Britechester, Law School
Traits: Evil, Loyal, Romantic, Family-Oriented
Let’s get this out of the way up front, shall we? Yes, I made Vladislaus Straud sexy. But not just as a human. In my old story, he was a sexy vampire—
And a sexy personification of Fear Itself taking up residence in the body of 1500 year-old-vampire who had been divorced multiple times, had complicated relationships with his adult children and felt that murder was a very reasonable reaction to the florist delivering the wrong kind of flowers.
I AM WHO I AM, OKAY?
Whew. Now that we have that out of the way, let's get to know Vlad!
Vlad is in law school. He loves his family and his best friend, and he would do any number of things for them that sound unsavory to most people but sound fun to him. He is both the wholesome part of this story and the bloodshed part.
Vlad commutes to Britechester, which is how he prefers it. The entire Straud clan—grandparents, aunts, cousins, and siblings—live in a collection of houses and barns crammed together at the end of the road. It’s a semi-communal situation, which just means everyone technically has their own home, but no one respects boundaries. They have a loose relationship with legality but a strong sense of justice, which Vlad has inherited.
Although he does not like other sims, Vlad is not a loner per se. He struggles with the fact that the whole world is overwhelming and that he has to constantly pretend to emote, understand his emotions, and respond to statements in ways that aren’t alarming. But if he can be around sims where he can be himself, he’s happy to be in a group.
Okay, fine, Vlad is happy to be in a group even if that isn’t the case because he’s a bit of an asshole and gets off other’s misery.
Still, he wants to be loved. He just doesn’t think it's possible, especially since his ex made it very clear that he lacks a heart. Like Alice, he doesn’t really have a plan after graduation. Law School was more of a “thing to do” than a calling. But he will find something, or someone (not him) will die trying.
#ts4#Vladislaus Straud#Extra Chronicles#The Save File Chronicles Lore#yes I made Vlad daddy#I am not ashamed#the sims 4#Henford-on-Bagley#simblr#tw violence mention
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Honestly no thoughts just Price and his girl being gross and sweaty and covered in cum and arousal from multiple rounds and just cuddling in bed and lazily getting each other off half a dozen times before they think to shower
especially the day after he gets back from being away for a long period of time. they make 0 effort to leave the bed, the minute they wake up their hands are already on each other. only getting up in the afternoon and even then taking a shower together was a terrible idea from the start because they can't keep their hands off each other. her hands raking up his hair abdomen, the soap suds coating his body as she does. his own hand holding the back of her neck to focus her attention on him, leaning down so his lips kiss up from her collar bone to the spot behind her ear. the bitter taste of the shampoo dripping down her skin mixing in with his saliva as he sucks gently.
#i had to mention the body hair#i had to#im blinded by prices body hair and im not ashamed it has altered my brain.#john price#nic responses#anon ask#anon#ask
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