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onrainynights · 2 days ago

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everything would be so much better if I didn't need money to survive

#I just. ugh #I expected getting my license to make my life better but it's WORSE #because insurance is fucking $217/month.#I already only make like $600/month and more than half of that goes to my parents for rent #like. $217/month is my entire grocery budget. what the fuck #and I could theoretically so like doordash or something but I don't have my own car yet and my mom's car is simply #not reliable enough for that shit #meanwhile I still haven't heard anything about that promotion so now I'm looking for a second part time job just so I'm not a burden again #fuck my life #fuck everything #things were good #they were GOOD. for like 3 entire months #and now everything feels horrible again and I just #god #money really IS the root of all my problems. I hate everything about this #I hate that I've never even one day of my life known what it's like to not be in poverty and I hate even more that I might NEVER get to know #I asked the universe to give me a fucking break and I guess the universe decided the break was over 🙃#I feel like I did most of last year rn #fuck

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bacchuschucklefuck · 7 months ago

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this has been a roller coaster of a design journey but finally I can present you: class swap artificer!adaine and rogue!fabian

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #fhfy #fhsy #fhjy #fabian seacaster #adaine abernant #fh class quangle #goodbye... goodbye hoodie kid adaine..... we have mecha pilot/power armor adaine instead #I couldnt really land how she'd get a hoodie reliably in freshman year given the abernants pattern of confiscating shit from her #so I kinda switched gear and dug a bit into a like sukeban aesthetics instead. and since shes with the AV club I like the idea of #like a radio coord thing for her. hence the suspenders #I fully admit the sukeban thing is influenced by the hacker woman in ghostwire tokyo who I have a small crush on #she's SO cool. too bad about a number of things with that game #the jacket of useful things is a racer jacket this time bc Im predictable like that #her ensemble in junior year is her tank top + overall it might not be clear enough in the pic...#just had the thought ''man I should do turnarounds for all of them'' and immediately had to slap myself out of it #anyways uh! fabian I have inflicted with my favourite thing to do to characters who like to stealth or fly under the radar #which is Bright Extremely Noticeable Jacket That Hides Your Hands #fabian's ghost motif has led me to the famous horror movie trope of silhouette with iconic jacket from afar #(see Sinister and Alice Sweet Alice)#and I love to imagine him hanging the coat up somewhere and opponents aiming there instead of at him #but also the raincoat is specifically modeled after the yellow fisherman's raincoat #and. that led to. me thinking abt fabian pulling riz up at that cliff with a net instead of the battle sheet lmao #so his junior year design is fully Fishing. which is so fucking funny it has obliterated all other possibilities from my brain #ranger flavour: captain ahab #I still debate making him carry around an actual fishing rod tbh. right now Im giving him a rifle grappling hook thing #gods. I just think High School Classmate Suddenly Gets Way Too Into Fishing is the funniest fucking thing that can happen #thank you fabian. thank you for giving me this. love you buddy #still blanking on kristen but! throughout this whole storm here I've realised I just need to fuck around

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logicpng · 2 years ago

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I think I can with certainty say I'm past the halfway point with this. there's not that much random dialogue left to make up

I can only hope the switch works as intended on other computers, since a different timing left them mid-transition. it seems like it doesn't interrupt the bubbles switch but it's only if the menu switch/shell reset comes at a specific point before it 🤔

sakurascript is really weird with calling functions, but I Think if you call it as a variable ( %(function) ) it doesn't interrupt the script?? maybe??

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#original #CaelOS #aster #aster ghost wip #I've ran so many times into wanting to do a Thing and it being outside the scope of what you can reliably do with YAYA/SakuraScript #or at least without involving external libs #you can do anything if you write external code and put it into a .dll it seems #but now that's outside the scope of my patience /wheeze #I'm hoping to test some of this with a couple people at least #I'm sure many things would've had answers if I was brave enough to step foot into an ghost dev discord server but. I am Shy #we figure this shit out on our own and die like men /j #and like I could've just stuck with the template and make it much simpler but NOU I need to make it NEEDLESSLY COMPLICATED without actually #providing much function of my own or that good of a story #if any ukagaka devs read this pls be nice to us we're doing our best 8v8 #also I recently realized the terms 'ghost' and 'shell' are meant to be a reference to... Ghost in the Shell. I'm devastated /j #vega (aster)

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qoldenskies · 2 months ago

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Also you 🤝me

Doing Bad Things Happen Bingo looking at Rise and cackling wickedly…..now to make them their own separate thing or write more CC brainrot

always the option to mix it up a little !!! i'll probably be writing a little cc if i get an idea for something really good with my bthb but im probably going to focus mooostly on original prompts so mess around. do what your heart desires!!!

#ask #my brain races in circles for ages until i get a Zing #and that is what makes me write the good shit #and i literally could not tell you what makes it happen it just kinda. pop #WHERE DID I GET THE CANARIES FROM BRUH #fun fact for CU i was originally planning on doing a curse that affected all of them #to draw a line between donnie and his family like #its a kind of affliction that can be mitigated with physical touch #for the rest of them it barely means anything. its so easy to handle #so they dont even consider donnie at all at first until its too late #and they werent even told it COULD get that bad because why would they be???#i couldnt find a structure for it so i changed it to venom instead howeverrr #i am very invested in the idea of doing some whump for all of them like that #like idk pollen that heightens paranoia severely or something #and splinter has to confront the ways his neglect has affected his children definitely by the ways they act #OH THE ZING HAPPENED #splinter pov ....#raph fight leo flight mikey freeze donnie fawn...... chat im cooking. CHAT IM COOKING #eyeing the self loathing prompt #like mikey cant do anything but cry and cling to his family #and raph is super protective and trying to herd them and keep them AWAY from splinter out of distrust #and leo flees because he's ashamed of being distress and they cant see him like that #while donnie obsessively cleans and checks stock #and splinter thinks he's being reliable 'as ever' until he breaks down over something so simple #like not enough food and its the day before grocery day #CHAT IM COOKING #omfg

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the-kipsabian · 1 year ago

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twitch dot tv slash thekipsabian

#kip sabian #aew #all elite wrestling #aewedit #wrestlingedit #wrestling #night gifs #provided to you without context #i mean its very much there but yeah lmao #we also dont talk about the conversation he decided to have after this cause uuuh yeah. sex idol and whatnot you get the gist lmao #anyways i promised him i wouldnt do this but also do i look like im reliable lmao #dont share these to him on twitter or i will bite you tho thankssss im already dealing with enough shit from him LMAO #my beloved #kip in a box #(rp blogs dont reblog; saving and other personal use with tag credits is fine)

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silusvesuius · 5 months ago

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g*lmar rly has to be the best skajrim character on the real like even if you don't like him he just is . literally The best one i think......... on dat note i also imagine that he and ulfr*c despite being fairydust BFFs for lyfe genuinely have the worst communication skills ever seen

#text #but i already talked about how g*lmar is weird about ulfr*c anyways #literally jubilant and feeling special cus he's the only person ulfr*c actually trusts and speaks to outside of formal conversations #he's a very manly man too (like N*loth) for wanting to just control everything... well actually having ulfr*c under 'control' is enough 4 -#- him. unlike n*loth who wants to be above everything that moves. literally not about him tho #i hope that other st*rmcloaks develop a habit of going to hide downstairs in the palace whenever they can tell the vibe between -#- g*lmar and ulfr*c is off because they're gonna be yelling at each other and throwing shit around for 40 minutes in a few seconds #i don't believe they'd fight insanely often but being at an active war probably gets them heated more. Often than usual; and their -#- conflicts are never resolved. i feel like they just don't talk to each other for a good 2 days and act like nothing happened #they're way too manly and prideful to actually let the other one 'win' so they just don't say anything ever post-arguing #Tbhs g*lmar actually really likes that ulfr*c is so unstable and harrowed because it makes himself feel very good and reliable -#- but he has his limits 😂LMFAOO i bet sometimes he gets really tired of him being so traumatized. very rarely but he does think about it #i'll have to desribe that a bit better later tho... don't know how to word it atm #but maybe he wants to punch him or something BYE. no...... 💔savage as hell #he likes it in a very general sense of ulfr*c's personality especially between them but doesn't like it when it causes them to clash #this might just be mostly ulfr*c's doing cus i doubt he's actually talkative about his past issues and Troubles (torture mayhem) and -#- can't communicate anything about it or set boundaries when needed. he just gets mad or very avoidant. No fixing that tho #well it's just shameful to him so he'd rather do nothing than even admit anything to anyone Everrrrr #why does his life suck so bad LMFAOOOOOOOOO #their nasty musty mutualism .. leeching off your traumatized Bff so that he can make you feel good by saying he needs you in particular #while U pay him back with some support.......SOME #Oh well #that zero communication between some sk*rim characters looks yammy as fuck to me. A;lways. ALWAYS #nelvas is power dynamic induced...... g*lmar&&ulfr*c trauma-caused... elituli Um😂 t*llius doesn't even know any hobbies she has #bye this is why they're serving so hard

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winepresswrath · 6 months ago

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please ms midorikawa drop the extra anecdote please please please. also yes the contrast is interesting! it's impossible not to feel for Matoba when he's out there making his little overtures even if he is a real dick about yokai and defaults to presenting as self-interested and calculating (different problems). it is so fun and juicy to me that as Natori became more of a friend/ally/person-who-sometimes-needs-protection midorikawa was like ok we need a new shady older man trying to lure natsume onto team terrible exorcist. for the narrative. and he should be somewhere in the neighborhood of the natori to natori's natsume and the darcy to natori's elizabeth. also for the narrative.

#the natori arc hits so hard not just because they become friends #but because natsume is eventually like well shit he might need MY help actually i will throw my frail teenaged body between him and the #monsters #while natori is like oh god. u are a child. but thanks #and ALSO 'this man does not have enough jam in his life. i would know because i only recently experienced jam'#and ALSO 'talking shit about my friend is impermissible actually'#it's funny because #natori clearly wants to show up and be some kind of reliable adult mentor for natsume #in part because he identifies with natsume and sees his past self in him #and in many ways he succeeds! but natsume also sees his past self in natori #and it's not a question of age it's like. natsume before he had friends and parent shaped people #which is so sad! thus jam #press says natsume

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unproduciblesmackdown · 2 months ago

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"the things that this story turns away from is more interesting than what it's actually trying to do" just like in billions

#tragic resonance w/the analysis of the disaster that is a whole other series like yeah....yeah plenty of relevant things #not being About what it is ostensibly about or at least not exploring it b/c it can't b/c it doesn't even really believe that or like #explore anything through a lens of Choices Guided By Principles rather than Who Was Born Good. the Born Gooded make the principled choices #also it was another episode of this [lengthy & entertaining enough to reliably fire up & draw to] media analysis podcast where it was like #& perhaps another authorial touch that invoking effects of like compassion / warmth / kindness in dynamics p much always fails #like yeah wow once again....just like on billions. it's the more Jokey Loserly Weird dynamics that are tossed [wow actually positive]?#amazing. while billions obviously does its gymnastics sometimes Or just gives the widest berth to engaging w/ideas that oh yknow #would challenge the not only unquestioned but embraced hierarchy of wendy Great Woman Theory ostensibly at the top #while obviously her burden is really to be sidekick enabler to Men vs like. a National empire. then the various more shitted on tiers #doesn't get worse than if you are a disabled man who doesn't look enough like damian lewis or someone allowed in the mcu (non villain)#winston billions

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evolutionslegacy · 3 days ago

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not to be entitled but I literally deserve the Byte This archives 😔 hand ‘em over please WWE

#I mean now there’s no network I have ZERO faith #but a girl can dream #must be so much good shit we’re missing out on #I’ve seen the few episodes that were actually archived and some less than reliable transcriptions of others but it’s not enough…#there was an episode in 2003 that had randy and hunter on it… sigh

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wat-zu · 10 months ago

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Absolutely love your art. I want to nom it.

Also, Hollow Heads Siblings my beloveds,,,

Theyre the doomed siblings ever its not even funny

#Oouugh i have thoughts abt the hollowhead siblings. How theyre so intricately tied to eachother since their birth but they'd be #Eachother'd downfall. Esp when it's Dark and his relationship with the others #Dark would never understand what chosen went through. Mainly bc i think chosen is used to fighting his internal battles on his own #While he was in captive as an ad blocker. He loves Dark. He's grateful for Dark bc without him he wouldn't be free #But Dark isnt exactly someone reliable enough for Chosen to get the necessary healing he wants and needs #But that won't stop Dark from trying to fix him. Creates the virus for revenge. As chosen watches his brother spiral and spiral #As he watches him drift further away. Unable to get him back without a shouting match. As he watches with his heart heavy and cracked at-#Their stiffed interactions and strained relationship. He can't remember a time where they shared geniune laughs.#Then tsc coming came and changed everything.#Because this is someone who went through Chosen's pain albeit a lil differently. Someone who knows. Someone who /understands/. And this-#Someone is so much more younger than them and had to go through that pain in such a short amount of time since their birth #He sees himself in them. And he's rather walk up to alan demanding to get his hands cuffed than let tsc fester in that pain.#So tsc became chosen's priority. Healed eachother in many ways than one and are at echother's beck and call if need be.#As for Dark. I think he'd manipulate tsc into using him for his revenge. After stalking out his code and finding out about his potential #And TSC cant help but fall for his manipulations. Since this person is very very important to Chosen and they want so badly to impress-#Them both. They agreed and overtime grew to love eachother. And overtime Dark shifted his goals just a tad bit. Getting TSC more and more-#Involved. Since hey if Chosen doesn't like touching alan with a 10 ft pole why not let this kid do. And TCS agrees to this thinking that-#This is it. This is can finally heal them completely. Finally out of sight and out of mind. Finally can't live without the pain lingering #And chosen watches them with a sense of deja vu. At loss at what to do and so so afraid to lose two of his lil siblings #Then shit hits the brick UBSJDBSJSN #They make me so ill im not even kidding when i said theyre so so very very doomed!!!!!!!!!#This is abt the au btw BAHHAHAHABHA

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guinevereslancelot · 3 months ago

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hm am i going insane or is it just november

#is my life falling apart or am i just 27 #it's dark at 4pm and i have no life when i'm not working #😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫#and my career plan sucks #it's unrealistic and i can't afford it and teaching pays absolute shit #but its the only job i dont suck at that won't drain my soul or kill my body #so i want to go for another associate's or (kill me) a bachelor's #bc i NEED a job that is full time and pays actual money so that i can get my own car and start my daycare business #and i cant do that without a minimum of an associate's in early childhood #they wont let me work full time as anything except maybe a pre k aide without an associate's in ece #and that job may never become available #but with an associate's i could be lead in prek or kindergarten i think or full time as an aide in any grade #and substituting just isnt reliable enough and there's no benefits #tho the pay probably isnt that different by the hour i dont get enough hours rn so #ughhhhh #im gonna take one class in january bc its all i can afford and idk how hard it will be w my current job #then hopefully the next semester i can do two at a time from then on while still working as a sub #or hopefully by then i can at least be an aide part time and a sub the rest of the time #but anyway 😵‍💫#its all so expensive and unrealistic just to get qualified to get paid not very much lol #and i wouldn't want to work at any other school than the one i'm at either #so while being more qualified will make it easier to get a more permanent position there it still wont open up my job prospects beyond that #anyway why does the world always start ending for me in november lately #how am i supposed to have myself a merry little christmas in these conditions

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cowboy-robooty · 1 year ago

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MANHWA WHY ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO LETTING THE YAOI BOYS HAVE A SEASON TO BE ESTABLISHED AND EXPLORE THEIR RELATIONSHIP TOGETHER. WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO END ONCE THEYRE TOGETHER OR THEY HAVE TO KEEP GOING BACK N FORTH SO THE MANHWA CAN CONTINUE. JUST FUCKING GIVE ME THAT SLICE OF LIFE SHIT YOU HAVE GOOD CHARACTERS YOU CAN WORK WITH THEM WHEN THEYRE ESTABLISHED I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT

#yet another reason why killer crush rises above the rest #I HATE IT OKAY #LIKE OMIGAWD IF I LIKE A DYNAMIC ENOUGH WHEN THEYRE NOT ESTABLISHED TO READ ABT THEM #I MOST DEFINATELY LIKE THEM ENOUGH TO WANNA SEE THEM ESTABLISHED AND JUST DOING SHIT TOGETHER #FOR A LOT OF SERIES THAT BOTHER TO DO THAT THATS WHEN IT TRUELY PICKS UP FOR ME EVEN #thank you his favorite for becoming established instantly #me when im ngl i only reread third ending from when theyre established onwards #third ending would not have as high of a rating in my head at all if they didnt bother with that shit #TRUST ME OKAY. THE FANS WANT THIS.#placebo san told me that she only fuck with jp yaoi and doesnt trust korean or chinese manhwa...#imma be ngl jp is the most reliable for higher quality and its probs cuz they dont force you to endure 50 chapters of back n forth bullshit #and then end it right when its time to get to the established goodness #im a true yaoi connesiuer though alright dont knock korean and chinese manhwa completely bc theres always gems #my favorite comic ever is 2 comics tied and one is a jp yaoi while other is a korean shoujo

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tchotchkez · 4 months ago

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[sorry for the hardcore tag rants, y'all]

#more than a little exhausted by certain things #no stability anywhere in life #not in work or family or even friends #would settle for literally just one single shred of continuity and reliance #one single piece of my life I can count on to be there for me and reliable and safe #just a shred of something or someone being there for me in the long run #work has proven garbage #family is so fucking volatile it might as well be an unhandled explosive #and the very few threads of friendship I've found and thought were worth the time and effort to strengthen have just #left me abandoned or floundering doing either all the work to be left behind or what I can to be uncounted for #either nothing or not enough and not counted for in the long run #because apparently my friendship is just as forgettable or easily disregarded as every other part of me #or at least that's how it definitely fuckin feels #and I'm So Spooked when it comes to making friends!#I'm scared to connect with people who actually seem genuinely interested in getting to know me and talk to me!#and that sucks bc I want to get to know them but everyone else seemed interested at first too and then a few months later!#they're just as hard to get in touch with as everyone else who turns away!#I don't want to annoy anyone or be too much anymore #I'm tired of getting my feelings hurt like a big giant fucking baby!#i know it's mostly on me and managing shit but it still just. sucks ASS.#I don't wanr to be scared to make friends because people abandon me #I don't want to run people off #I want to be better and have better because I know I deserve it #sorry for ranting I'm just. incredibly jacked up about some more recent stuff bc it brought up long term stuff #i am not immune to hating myself bc of bad friends #anyway yeah sorry i am done grambling #grant grumbles #grambling is my new grant grumbles extra #also to you amazing guys who are so full of love (myccc and hack!!!!!) ily tons and you bring me life #i am trying to be just as cool and worthy as you both!!!! please don't ever leave me! you keep me going even if I don't show it well!!!

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fire-on-fuel · 8 months ago

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I do think it's really overplayed and unfortunate and honestly probably dl racism that lance is the stereotypical flirty playboy but I think that aspect can be salvaged if you factor in that he's probably a loverboy at heart and is just scared to give people too much of himself

#normally I'd go ''bad move'' and scrap smthn like that in my interpretations but its so heavily hammered into his depiction I think I have #to work with it #plus like there are people who fit the stereotype 💀 I know this to be true there are so many latino fboys #are they setting our people back? yeah. But honestly more calling out of cultural values needs to happen to stop it #I like to think lance is smart enough to buy into machismo but I think it's something he can fall back into when he feels defensive/insecure #because its been marketed to him as this very reliable thing that's how he's Supposed to act #this also applies to his bisexuality I feel he really struggles with not running back to whatever he thinks is ''normal'' whenever he feels #embarassed/threatened #there's so many directions that could go as far as substance use/patterns of responsibility but I'll leave it there #also growing up getting made fun of 24/7 assuming his family is classic latine #if I was hard klanceposting I'd make some comparison about how keith is so subconsciously agressively himself and doesnt have all these #cultural and familial and social expectations for himself #so its grounding for lance #I mean the lack of those things (not like the expectations the things themselves) is part of why keith is deeply lonely #idk man 😭#oh shit ****smart enough NOT to buy into machismo #that rly fucked up what I meant to say #voltron #lance mcclain #txt

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antrunner · 2 years ago

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thinking about gotham doordash today

#the batkids want cash when bruce freezes their cards #do you think they're the only reliable dashers #that shit would get there FAST #bats aside do you think theres anyone insane enough to deliver in gotham #you order a pizza and papa john himself calls you to say sorry our driver got hit with toxic fear gas ummm... sorry #dc #gotham is such a funny concept in general

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chipped-chimera · 1 year ago

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I hate money💀

#kerytalk #I'm stuck with a lot of shit I need to buy already and not enough money to do it ever #sure I can save up for big things like computer parts #that was 10 months of me doing nothing #I'm no longer in a void state so that is no longer maintainable #ugh the med cannabis is working really well but it's expensive as fuck and I'm goddamn scared #sure I could pull out the commissions card but I need a bunch of them to make the money #and idk how reliable that'll be anyway between my health and my lack of art audience #oh AND someone stole 260 out of my goddamn bank #ventpost

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