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I really don't get how Lea could ever think they and the Hunter were a team, when apparently they knew about the collar thing while the hunter didn't even know??? They are the literal embodiment of the Hunter's alienation and dehumanization. Will Lea (and the narrative) ever acknowledge how fucking despicable the order actually is??? They're a bunch of child abusers who prey on poor families and practice human trafficking. On that note I actually deeply despise the Hunter's mentor. That fight scene with him forcing us to stand up again and again? I don't care that the same was done to him and he did it to make the Hunter stronger or whatever. That was the same logic my grandmother had when she hit my mother, and she would have done the same to us if my mother hadn't cut ties with her and broke the cycle of generational violence. I'm sorry. I probably shouldn't play this game right now as it very clearly trigger some things within me that I should address elsewhere than in your ask box, but I guess I needed to express how helpless the Hunter made me feel. Especially with Lea. My character (and myself I guess) couldn't sit down and have a normal conversation with them given how blind they were to the Hunter's situation, and that was even before I understood what the collar thing truly meant after replaying the demo and reading the last snippet you published. Lea comes from a powerful family with ties everywhere, they are literally called our 'handler', and they know what the ladder does to someone (both short term and long term, mentally and physically)... And they truly think them and the Hunter are the same??? Equals??? The only explanation I can find is that they grew up their entire life within the order and never knew anything else, and so this is a case of great ignorance and deep denial. They need a good wake up call and a lot of character development, but when I see Noel's reaction and Lea's behavior during their rival route, I'm kinda worried.
well... i mean most of what you've mentioned here is The Point. Lea is a hypocrite, and the hunter can argue with them and refuse their partnership because of it. Jorah is an asshole and treated the hunter poorly at times, to the point that him and Rodrick argued about it frequently, and is why Rodrick attempts to intervene when they spar. the Order does cause harm and coerces people into their ranks, usually children or those that are more vulnerable and lack other options; and this is always true no matter how the hunter tries to justify it and convince themselves otherwise. all of the people and institutions in this game are complex, none of them are righteous, and they exist as they do because i have something i want to say-- all of these are choices i've intentionally made when writing this story.
and we're only on chapter 1 right now (and even before the rerelease, only on chapter 2), all of the characters need character development, none of their arcs have even started yet.
this story is supposed to make you Feel, big feelings and little feelings, my goal is for people to connect with the characters or at the very least just empathize with them and have a desire to see their stories through. i'm not out to trigger people but this game is intended to be a dark fantasy that explores heavier topics. i'm always open to discussing my thoughts behind certain characters/narrative choices and i will always welcome suggestions if you feel i need to add something to the content warning list, but i really don't like asks like this, and i'm not really sure how to respond as a stranger on the internet. you can either trust me and my intent as the author, or maybe it would be better to not continue with the story if that's what is best and safest for you. only you can know and make that choice, not me.
#no judgement either way i have the content warnings there for a reason i know this story isnt for everyone & can be upsetting#but i would appreciate in the future. for people to not vent personal traumas to me in my inbox#ask#anonymous
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A Message for our Dearest Friends ✨
[[ Before anything, I do give a TRIGGER WARNING for those who may not want to read about anymore of Nirmal's escapades, and also who may not want to look into discussions of z!on!sm, harrassment of children, and just general nasty ass behavior from Karen Supreme over here. If you do read though, I very much thank you! ]]
So y'know unfortunately I was not added to The List™. Really sad, might just piss and die from it all. HOWEVER, I care about this fandom and I'm always for being petty, so I guess I'll take the bait and send a nice little message to our dearest friend @gordontheengineswifenirmal and her little bestie boo @drackara for trying to fuck with MY friends!! 😁
FIRST OFF, I am not nor will I ever take shit from some bitch who named herself after that fugly ass grey cat from Garfield, so no I am not scared of you and actually I'm SO happy you chose a fandom I happen to be in to try and be a little prick to so I can go into some of the shit you've done!! Like omg thank you SO much for this opportunity, girl! 😊✨
SECOND, you are old enough to be the parent to about 60% of this fandom yet lack the simple maturity basics that even a 5 year old has, so like idk but maybe you should look into going back to school and doing something with your life, since it's obvious you're just rotting in your friend's basement and don't have any sort of diploma or certificate to your name teehee!! 😘
THIRD, going on with how grossly uneducated you are at your crusty dusty ass age, let me remind you that nobody, I mean NOBODY- Actually, here, lemme add the definition so you can get it:
NOBODY [pronoun] / ˈnoʊ.bɑː.di / : not anyone
(SOURCE: Cambridge Dictionary)
Yeah, so that? Yeah, nobody owes you shit over actual families who are going through one of the worst mass humanitarian disasters we've seen in modern history! There's this other thing called "independence", yeah, and THAT means that we ALLL get to choose where our money goes! Isn't that so great? Yeah so that means… People get to choose if they want to monetarily support you!!! 🥳 Isn't that just so lovely?
And y'know, maybe it's just me, but I dunno if people would want to use their independence over their money to send it to a random 42 year old over helping people escape literal genocide. Doesn't sound so great does it? Yeah, maybe it's kinda like people have hearts and understand that genocide is far worse than some random 42 year old who spews z!onist rhetoric, disrespects sex work, and demands monetary gain from literal kids who she not only calls slurs but also actively exposes to NSFW content on her little confessions blog!
Y'know… maybe THAAAT'S why people don't send you money! Yeahhh it's cuz you're a basement-dwelling prehistoric z!onist toad who actively threatens the safety of literal children in online spaces!! I got it figured out!! And y'know, I got you figured all out too, darlin', because I sure as hell know this ain't your first rodeo and this post sure as hell ain't mine!
And y'know I could just keep going on and on, but considering you're probably red in the face and sobbing like the infant-minded subhuman creature you are over lil ol me simply going over just one single little atrocity you've committed on this fandom, I think I'll spare you from holding you to the mirror for ALL that!
Anyways, I do hope this all finds you just SO well, and maybe you can understand just a teensy bit why people y'know… Don't like you! Yeah, so uh hope your holidays go great, hope the new year treats you better than how you've treated ANY of us, and I do hope that poor single braincell gets some friends in the incoming year because he sure is real lonely in that hollow head of your's! Anyways buh-bye hon, hope you have a fantastic day 🥰
#rennys trainrot#<- except this bitch is actually rotting my brain#imagine being 42 and bullying kids like??#get a job lmao#tw z!o mention#also tw for some ugly ass hag bullying children#tldr do NOT fuck with my friends
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#vent#emotional#not really but as a trigger warning‚ kinda#sometimes i look back at shit growing up and go.... i think my parents went the easiest on me because they had given up by the time-#number 4 popped out. and you put that in context of how they got me‚ at about 15 years old‚ to remove rat shit infested fiberglass-#insulation from the garage without giving me a mask‚ which they absolutely had because my mom does a lot of crafting which involves-#small materials and chemicals that need to be not breathed in‚ plus they both worked (still do) in healthcare‚ so regularly had masks of-#decent quality at the ready#like i definitely didn't get the worst from my parents (my siblings admit to having bullied ne the most as kids‚ so i specify) but isn't-#that just even sadder#i have more events in mind‚ however breathing weird usually triggers that memory‚ and I breathe weird a lot#me posting
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If it can be helped, avoid making sudden loud noises around others without giving them a warning first that you're about to make a sudden loud sound.
If you absolutely need to make a sudden loud sound for whatever reason (for example testing your home's smoke alarm) warn the people around you within earshot first (such as your housemates who are home at the time you're going to test the smoke alarm)
First of all, PTSD is far more common than many might think, and sudden loud sounds are a very common trigger for PTSD.
Or even if someone doesn't have PTSD they can still be startled or frightened by a sudden loud sound, and obviously it's pretty unpleasant to be startled or frightened. But also, you never know who around you might have PTSD that could be triggered by a sudden loud sound without warning.
#manners#courtesy#good manners#etiquette#politeness#I came up with the idea for this one while I was half asleep#and jotted it down really quickly#and then I hemmed and hawed about it for weeks#wondering if this was actually a good idea or if this one was kinda silly#but I think actually yeah maybe not enough people are aware#that sudden loud sounds can be triggering#so you should at least warn people first before making one#if you can help it
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Perhaps on of the false BB’s we see throughout the games, like the moral art BBs or one of the BB killer cosplayers.
day 33 - if you meet bb in the road…. you’re DEAD
#scopophobia#eye contact#unsettling#anthology of the killer#of the killer#bb#face of the killer#asking the killer#artwork of the killer#all of these were really good suggestions but i’m kinda obsessed with this killer bb#creepy face#uncanny#eyes#teeth#blood#<- idk if tags this far down even get blocked since after a couple the tags stop being searchable#or whatever#but just in case i wanna try to trigger warning this with as many things as i can think of#ask to tag#if it needs more tags please let me know
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Itssss bingo time. I wanna interact with you guys on a bit more casual(?) level. Already did this a while back for my other fandom, but I wanna do it here now
Send me a DP character and/or ship and I’ll fill out a little square on here. DPxDC and other crossover ships are also welcome.
#danny phantom#revenant rambles#dpxdc#character bingo#ship bingo#I’m going to answer those prompt asks I swear. but I would like some simple stuff for a bit#also going to be very busy working on stuff for this fandom that y’all won’t get to see for a while :( but I wanna be more active here#so give me asks as a compromise mwah ha ha#also also I just tried to watch a video about chimps. Let’s just say it did not go well for me mentally.#it really needed a trigger warning in there for the police call contents.#so I kinda need this to cheer up a bit haha
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Stephan Leyhe/Andreas Wellinger - "Quiet of the night." (fic)
well well well. what do we have here.
right after welle won the first four hills comp in oberstdorf this season i wrote like a thousand words, then completely forgot about it. i just discovered it again and in a lovely case of hyperfixation wrote the rest of it in about an hour, so do with that what you will. better late than never, right?
so as for the timeline, this takes place after andi won the first comp of the 23/24 four hills tournament. for the sake of plot they’re not roommates in this (although we all know they always share, but let’s just pretend they all got single rooms for the tour). even though it’s a rather quick and short one at 2.2k, i hope you guys enjoy it. as always, i’d love to know what you think and appreciate any kind of feedback <3
Knock Knock.
Stephan turns over in his bed towards the door, sheets tangling with his legs. The room is pitch black when he blinks sleepily, eyes protesting the unscheduled awakening. There’s someone knocking at his door, which isn’t an uncommon occurrence in the team hotel during the tour because someone always wants something, except it’s two at night and they only went to bed like two and a half hours ago. Stephan‘s brain is still muddled with sleep after the adrenaline crash that inevitably always follows a competition, especially one as electrifying as yesterday‘s. So, what on earth-
There‘s a third knock and Stephan squints at the door as someone gently pushes it open, causing a sliver of light from the hallway to spill into the darkness of his room. He can barely make out a silhouette when there‘s a whisper- “Stephan? Are you awake?”
Andreas.
Stephan sits up abruptly, every last trace of sleep gone. “Yeah,” he whispers back, which isn’t true at all given that Andi quite literally just woke him up but he’d rather fling himself off a hill than tell the younger that. It’s not like he minds, anyway, he’s got an open ear for all of his teammates, although maybe it’s a bit different where Andi is concerned. Stephan tries not to think about it.
Andi tiptoes into the room and closes the door behind him. Darkness falls back around them and for a long moment neither of them moves. Stephan looks in Andi’s general direction and waits for him to offer some kind of explanation, to start talking the way he always does without paying any mind to time, company or circumstances. After a full minute goes by without a sound Stephan starts to grow increasingly concerned. “Andi?,” he prompts gently, eyes searching the darkness for any kind of movement.
“Yeah, uh, sorry. I shouldn’t have woken you up, it’s late, we’ve got training today and it’s stupid anyways, I’ll just-“
“Don’t you dare open that door, Andreas. It’s the middle of the night, what’s wrong?” Stephan hears Andi shift on his feet followed by the faint click of the door handle being released. The silence returns as the questions hangs between them, unanswered. Despite the odd situation, Stephan smiles quietly to himself.
“Stop biting your lip, Andi. It’s gonna be all raw and red on camera tomorrow.”
He hears Andi sputter over where he’s still standing by the goddamn door. “I’m not! It’s pitch-black in here, Stephan, you can’t even see me! How would you know that?”
Because I spend most of my time watching you. Because I could paint your face in a thousand different ways if I had just an ounce of talent.
“Because you always bite your lips bloody when something’s bothering you. Now come on over here and tell me what’s wrong, please.” Stephan sits up straighter as he hears Andi shuffle through the room, leaning against the headboard. The mattress dips beneath him as Andi sits down on the edge of the bed next to his stretched-out legs, which isn’t as close as Stephan would like him, but it’s better than the other side of the room.
He figures this is the moment they should turn on the lamp on his bedside table since they still can’t fucking see, but something about Andi’s behaviour stops him. This isn’t like the younger at all; to be so caught up in his thoughts and feelings that it drives him out of bed in the middle of the night. Maybe it’s got something to do with how young Andi was when he started into the whole world cup circus, but Stephan has always admired how good his teammate seemed to be at compartmentalizing. One problem after the other, brain turned off periodically to rest, then switched back on to work out the issues at maximum capacity and all of that with endless optimism and a quick smile.
So yeah, the more Stephan thinks about it, the more alarming he finds this entire situation. The least he can do is offer Andi the courtesy of keeping the lights off.
Not that it helps much. He can feel the tension in Andi’s body, every muscle coiled as if he’s preparing to make another jump from the hill. Stephan bends his knees a little, tucking them closer to his body in a silent offer for Andi to lean against them. He takes a deep breath and tries to prompt the younger into talking with an easy question.
“Did you sleep at all?”
Andi sighs. “Uh, not really. I think. Kinda been dozing on and off since we all went to bed but…time hasn’t really felt real tonight anyways. That’s so weird don’t you think?”
“What is?” Stephan’s eyes have adjusted to the darkness enough to make out Andi’s face turned in his direction to look at him, eyes way too wide and awake for this time of night.
“This! Me waking you up at this godawful hour just because, what? I won a competition? Been there done that, it shouldn’t be that big of a deal. And yet here I am and my body just doesn’t- it doesn’t-“
Andi cuts himself off with a frustrated sound, dropping his head into his hands and pulling at his hair. “My brain’s not shutting up, Stephan. It wasn’t like that after Lake Placid last season, right? What’s different now?” He’s desperate for an answer, voice breaking on the last word.
Stephan’s heart breaks a little, too, because Andi sounds tired. Utterly tired; the kind of exhaustion that creeps up on you after an entire evening of adrenaline and endorphins and riding the high of a victory. He puts a hand on Andi’s shoulder and just leaves it there, applying a bit of pressure to let the younger know he’s here. His heart breaks a bit more when Andi leans into the touch, instinctively chasing the comfort. “What’s different, Stephan?” Andi repeats quietly. “This wasn’t my first win since- since everything, and it’s not like it came out of nowhere. It’s been building up for a while, right? I’ve been doing great so far, I feel good, I-“ He stops for a second before dropping his gaze to the ground. “I think I’m scared.”
There it is. Stephan has started to rub soothing circles into Andi’s shoulder and back while the younger was clearly working something out. If there’s one thing Stephan’s learned in all the years he’s spent with Andi, then it’s that sometimes he just needed to rant. They’re different that way, Stephan supposes. Whereas he himself tends to work things out in the relative peace of his mind, Andi needs to voice his concerns. Contact, feedback, the weight of spoken words in a space to be able to see clearly. And if he needs to do that at two in the morning, then so God help him Stephan will be the one that listens.
“What are you scared of, love?” Stephan asks softly. Andi scoffs.
“I don’t know. Messing up? Disappointing everyone? It’s like…it’s like this victory comes with a price tag, you know? With conditions. The last few years nobody expected anything. I was the Olympic champion with the tragic injury, so getting back on track was the only task I had and nobody cared when I messed up. Every good jump was a bonus. But now people keep saying I’m back and then I went ahead and won the first comp of the tournament and now-“
“-now everyone expects you to win the rest as well.”
Andi deflates the second Stephan speaks the words out loud. His head drops forward, messy hair tickling Stephan’s arm. The older carefully moves his hand from Andi’s shoulder to his scalp, gently carding his fingers through the unruly strands. “I don’t know if I can do it,” Andi whispers after a few seconds of silence and lifts his head to look right at Stephan, eyes desperately searching for answers. Stephan holds his gaze.
“Listen, Andi. You don’t owe anyone anything – not the fans, not our coaches, not us. The only thing you owe yourself is to enjoy competitions like yesterday’s since you went so long without them despite always trying your fucking best. What you do is enough, Andreas. Every jump you pour your heart and soul into is enough, no matter where you rank in the end. This victory isn’t worth more than the one in Lake Placid just because it’s got Four Hills written all over it, alright? You could’ve given up long before you ever reached where you’re at today, but you never did. That alone matters more than whatever happens in the next few days. Because I know for a fact that you will fight for every point and if that’s not enough, then that’s not on you. I believe in you and so do the team and the fans and whoever measures your talent and worth by whether you win this damn tournament or not can go fuck right off.”
He inhales sharply after his monologue, which was admittedly longer than he’d planned. Andi stares at him, eyes wide and mouth open.
“Uh, so” Stephan finishes eloquently. “You know. Don’t worry too much.” He shuts his eyes briefly, cringing at himself internally. Way to ruin this, Stephan. You’re doing fantastic.
He looks back up when Andi snorts and dissolves into quiet laughter. He can feel a smile fighting its way onto his own lips because honestly, no one is immune to the sound of Andi Wellinger’s joy. It’s even sweeter when Stephan’s the reason for it.
Andi’s voice is breathless when he teases Stephan. “You say all that and end it with ‘don’t worry too much’? Really?”
“Well excuse me,” Stephan retorts, untangling his hand from Andi’s hair to put it on his own chest in mock offense. “I apologise for running out of sensible things to say in the middle of the night. If you’d like to register a complaint, I’m gonna have to ask you to do it at a reasonable hour.”
Andi giggles again, wiping his eyes with his hands. He looks back at Stephan then, tilting his head in such an adorable way that Stephan’s heart skips a beat or three. The silence stretches on for a while, the mood turning serious once more as Stephan practically sees Andi going over his words in his head.
One of us is gonna have to say something because if it gets any quieter, he’ll hear how loud my heart is beating.
Yet Stephan doesn’t break the fragile silence. Andi doesn’t, either. Instead, the younger shifts, turning to face Stephan properly with one leg folded under him while the other hangs off the bed, and pulls the older forward into a hug.
Oh.
Stephan wraps his arms around Andi’s waist instinctively because that’s just what his body is wired to do at this point. They’re usually in an outrun when this happens, but right now, as Andi is tightening his arms around Stephan’s shoulders and hiding his face in the older’s neck, Stephan would gladly never see an outrun again if it meant he could stay right here for the rest of his life.
They hug in a way that’s only really acceptable in the tranquility of the night, when the sole witness is the moon and the darkness swallows the thoughts of any consequences a touch like this might have. Time passes and while Stephan doesn’t know if it’s seconds or minutes or hours, he never eases the pressure around Andi’s slim waist. He’s unconsciously started to rub circles into the dip of it with his thumb and he doesn’t stop when he notices. Andi’s breathing is quiet and steady against the side of his neck. Stephan can’t help but smile when the tension finally bleeds out of the younger’s body.
“Did you mean it?” Andi asks after a while, voice little more than a whisper. “What exactly?” Stephan whispers back just as softly, tucking the other impossibly closer. Andi makes the transition with ease, laying almost entirely on top of Stephan, face still hidden against his shoulder. “Everything. That I owe my victories to no one but myself. That you-,” he clears his throat, a bit awkwardly. “That you believe in me?”
It comes out like a question and something in Stephan’s chest cracks a little when he hears it. Impulsively, he turns his head to press a soft kiss into Andi’s hair. “Of course I do, love. Never stopped. And I always will, no matter how the tour ends.”
Andi exhales then, a bit shakily but Stephan can feel him settle. He removes one arm from around Stephan to search for Stephan’s hand in the dark and holds on tight when he finds it. Stephan squeezes back, interlacing their fingers. Through it he takes everything Andi gives him; all the doubts and thoughts and uncertainty that overwhelm Andi’s infinite optimism only in the shadows of the night. Stephan knows that when the sun rises in a few hours, it’ll be like the clouds in Andi’s head never existed at all, because that’s just how he works. Stephan wouldn’t want to have it any other way.
Until that happens, he holds on tight to the boy in his arms.
Andi doesn’t go back to his own room that night.
#ski jumping#i’m actually scared#this was kinda rushed bc hyperfixation is a bitch i’m so sorry#i do really like parts of it tho so i hope you do too#no trigger warnings really??#maybe very mild ones like overthinking and pessimistic thoughts#but other than that it’s really hurt/comfort#heavy on the comfort#that’s so unlike me idk what i was on#sj fics#sj fanfics#ski jumping fanfic#fanfiction#ski jumping fanfiction#andreas wellinger#stephan leyhe#lellinger#lellinger fanfic
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Something that fascinated me about the Chapter 2 trial was when Makoto says this (pardon the screenshot quality and SPOILERS AHEAD of course ^v^)
For one, no Makoto, you cannot know the exact thoughts Byakuya was having in that moment, not that I'm mad at you for that Makoto. But, anyway, I was thinking and, the only scissors we know of in the school for a fact are Jack's. And, unless there were kitchen sheers or perhaps anything in storage, there's no other scissors in the school that could be used. Plus, there is no way Byakuya's going to try and get closer to Toko and Jack any more than he has to just to nab some scissors. Which, another thing of note is that, in most of the pictures of Jack's murders, the victims are pinned to walls with the scissors which must be made of some strong stuff due to the fact that they were lodged into the walls strong enough to break said walls.
Another thing of note is, according to the localization in the little bit of the case file we're giving (shown up above of course ^v^), there's some more patterns with the cases. At least with what we're shown, two victims were both outside of their apartments in a parking lot which makes me wonder of Jack specifically also choses to do the murders outside, almost as if displaying the bodies out for the world to gawk at, to show the world their filth as a display of the betrayal they did to her. That's leaning towards speculative territory though. This also got me wondering some other stuff though. One, is Toko secretly buff in the arms or something? This is mostly a joke but also seriously. Toko is a twig unless Jack's adrenaline rushes are just that powerful! Though ghosts and martial arts teleportation (among other shenanigans) exist in the world of Danganronpa, so who am I do judge the realism here! Another thing I want to mention is, have we even been shown enough of Byakuya's own strength capabilities to judge if he is capable to break and crack a wall like that? Maybe he could. But, would he even deem it worth the physical effort? Which this all goes back to the specific phrasing Makoto uses here; "He consciously" chose to use the extinction cord". Maybe he did, using the train of thought that Byakuya might have felt it as "too much effort" to try and make it more believable or to have it be too much effort to find anything else to suspend Chihiro's body. But, this is also the same man who went out of his way to do all this in the first place. Which brings me back to the idea that maybe it wasn't him specifically using the extinction cord like that. Perhaps it was that lack of resources idea I mentioned earlier, not being able to get any other scissors in the school. He is a resourceful guy after all. He knows the Genocide Jack cases to the finite details to probably clock out that the victims where specifically suspended via the scissors being lodged into the walls and through the victims themselves. Moreover, he probably could have noticed that all the victims were guys too and, Chihiro being perceived as a girl at the time by him and everyone else, would have perhaps known all along that there would always be holes in this plan of his. He was at least carful enough with Chihiro's body not to touch it inappropriately, perhaps a hint of the gentlemanly upbringing of his (though that's speculation and cannot fully be proven) Additionally, there is also the aspect of time. Did he have the time to attempt to rummage his way into potentially finding scissors to make this crime scene look more realistic? Did he have time to potentially get close enough to Toko in the span of a night to find a way to snatch Jack's scissors somehow, and then be able to scurry his lanky ass back to the scene of the crime to pin up the body? Would he have time to think up of any other alternative to suspending the body other than to use the extinction cord? Would he even want to do all of that in the first place? This is all once again speculation but it just makes me curious. And, yes, he disrespected the dead by doing that to Chihiro. He didn't scathe the body though and it's already established he did not touch the body any more than he deemed necessary. That's a fact with the twist of the second trial and how much he really didn't know despite knowing who the true culprit was the whole time. So, who knows. Maybe deep down, there could be a part of Byakuya that didn't want to go that far with making the scene, which he knew deep down would never look real enough, knowing Jack's type of targets. There's just so much to this though. After all, Makoto himself isn't a reliable narrator in a way. The closing arguments are close to reality, yes. But not fully. After all, in chapter 2, since Makoto only knew so much before Monokuma gave the reveal and the closing argument was before that.
Who's to say he was EVER this sinister during the night Chihiro died. Who's to say that he CONSIOUSLY chose the extension cord. Perhaps he did in a way as a twisted sense of pity for Makoto who he suspected could be a far stronger threat to his chance of winning the killing game. It all depends on your perspective, your interpretation. I'm just rambling about all of this though! Stuff like this just fascinates me ^v^
#danganronpa#danganronpa trigger happy havoc#trigger happy havoc#dr spoilers#thh spoilers#danganronpa spoilers#spoiler warning#danganronpa byakuya#byakuya togami#part of me feels i was starting to sound like byakuya while writing this though that might just be in my head O_O#btw even though this probably isn't that crazy of an analysis i kinda feel like proud? proud of myself? like i feel smart and all#which yeah. i bet this isn't some crazy thought to think. game's over a decade old. but i dunno. i just like thinking about this stuff#plus even though i love to joke and gaff about this loser i really do like his character and the nuances in it. the aspects of his intelect#the areas where he falters and the areas where he excels with his knowlege of the world. all that kinda stuff and so much more#and sure. i don't think i'll ever stop thinking of him as some dorky loser. but i dunno. i like that. i like the facets of his weirdness#the stuff that makes him multifaceted and flawed. the stuff that one can look at and see his history shine through his actions#plus he's fun and easy to draw for me and i like making fun of him and somethimes drawing him cool SOOOOMETIMES ^v^#havoc rambles#text sector
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just… think about it
Trigger warnings for: sh and sewrslide (I’ll abrévate with ss)
so uh. I’ve been reading a whole lot of humans are weird/space orcs reposts on Pinterest and they got my thinking. what if, what if we’re the only species that would intentionally (and sometimes not) hurt our selfs. What if we’re the only ones who would ss. (I don’t know how to word it best) Now let it be known this won’t turn into a story like most do as I can’t write for shit but this has been on my mind for days now and I finally got the courage to type it out. I don’t know if someone has already talked about this or not (if they have I wanna link pls). Just the concept(?) that a person would sh or ss themselves idk be unheard of to aliens.
with alleged screenings for mental health before space I can asume are in the world building it wouldn’t have been to brought up but over time I can see people giving birth in space and even if your in space shit happens. How would you explain this to aliens? Idk it was just a random un completed thought I had that stuck with me.
#Trigger warning#humans are weird#humans are space orcs#kinda sad#i apologise in advance#not good at formatting my thoughts#I don’t even know if anyone will see this but if you do pls discuss or tell me ways to word it better#I really tried my best ;-;
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Broken Chain AU
Steam is dead.
Speck continues to reprise his role as the Only Link In Touch With His Emotions, and continues to drag the rest of the Chain down with him. Mourning ensues.
...and then the Spirit Train, apparently sentient and also apparently incredibly pissed off that someone killed its conductor, performs the railway equivalent of breaking and entering, followed by kidnapping, followed by attempted murder. The breaking and entering being barging straight into the Revenge Session, the kidnapping being scooping all seventeen remaining Links into the passenger car and blazing new rails into the distance before any of them can process what's happening, and the attempted murder being when the Spirit Train does its level best to repeatedly run over whichever villain killed Steam.
The attempted part is where the kidnapping comes in, because the Spirit Train eventually needs the rest of the Links - i.e. someone with thumbs - to actually Do The Revenge. Because Trains do not have a gentle touch, unfortunately.
#Changeling Answers#DL Questions#Dimensional Links#Broken Chain AU#Trigger Warning#A Link Is Dead#Steam#Spirit Train#the Spirit Train really kinda took over this post huh
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Ryoma you dont look so good
Aftermath of overusage of powers or gadzooks transformation. Really sucks. More info in tags
#body horror#uhhhhm uhh#idk how to tag this#btw if anyone has like triggers n stuff pls tell me i will try my best to warning tag#ryoma#i love putting my ocs through the ringer#my daydreams are perilous and thats comforting for me somehow#blood tw#ryomahaving really dark blood makes sense to me#deoxygenated blood#also spooky shi#their blood doesn’t coagulate well so it really sucks when they get a bleed going#ryomas face looks like that bc their blood vessels blow up during the process#somehow it dissapears in a day or so#kinda has 2 cos or else theyd look like this like. a lot of the time#its not always this bad but youknow
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The amount of people that seem to be upset or side eye me over my nickname, since i've started dressing really masculine and wearing a binder and i've cut my hair short, it's crazy tbh.
#i'm not complaining#it doesn't even bother me that much tbh i'm just thinking about it yk#idk if people side eye me for who i am i'm kinda used to it for one reason or the other they always did it#but it's horrible how unfair things are and i wish i could really do something to make them better#and make a difference yk#but anyway#tw transphobes#tw homophobia#idk if i should add other trigger warnings#lesbian#nonbinary
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Just felt right to post this today
#happy doomsday!#technoblade#Philza's also kinda there but not really?#crows#l'manburg#l'manberg#however you spell it#ignore my poor photographing skills#I guess these are trigger warnings?#crossbows#firecrackers#skulls#i love his design so much#he was meant to look savage and emotionless at the same time and I think i nailed it#art#sharpie#marker#Traditional art#also the marker and the sharpie didn't mix together and kinda got smudged#so ummm#don't try this at home kids#dsmp#dream smp#doomsday#fanart#oldish art
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been trying extremely hard to stay clean from sh because it can very quickly get out of hand and last time we did it it was so bad that it scared our partner into a panic attack at the mere sight of it and I really don't want that to happen again and I really don't want to relapse into this addiction but there are triggers everywhere and no one seems to understand that it's really really unfair to act like people are weak for being triggered
#sh#i really hate sh culture#I really do#I'm not weaker than you#i just don't want my sh to destroy my relationship because i love my partner more than I love cutting myself#i really hate that people act like needing trigger warnings or censored pics is some kinda shameful thing#it's not that i can't handle it it's that I'll fall in love with it again#and i hate that
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I don't know why random bursts of nostalgia happen but I am very very suddenly sad that the bowling alley my grandma used to play at got shut down a few years ago. And that I will never be 7 years old again, sitting in the backseat of her car at 11pm on a Wednesday, half asleep because it's far past my bedtime, with a box of half-eaten tater tots and burgers in my lap (which the cook always cut into a heart shape for me when I tagged along after school) and my backpack full of homework and the whole A Series of Unfortunate Events collection next to me, sleepily crunching my way through a box of Boston Baked Beans (given to me by a now long gone family friend), listening to the oldies rock station and the soft rumbling her car makes and trying not to fall asleep so I can ask mom to read me a story before bed when I get home. I miss the bowling alley so much sometimes.
#vent#kinda#gerascophobia#gerascophobia tw#gerascophobia trigger warning#just in case‚ i know that's kinda a little bit a factor for me in this#but it's also a very fond memory of one of the nicer times in my life so it's hard to be too terribly upset right now#just. got a very vivid image of it in my head#also slightly related i need to find where i put Ambulance Bunny‚ she got put in a bin somewhere while moving and i don't remember where#she's one of my stuffed animals that's a little white bunny in a pink sundress and straw hat#when i was little a family member got in a really bad accident (they were okay but i was very tiny and very scared back then)#and one of the doctors or drivers or firefighters or someone (it was dark and i was very small and crying a lot so i couldn't really tell)#gave me the bunny to cuddle with and cry into and keep me company while the adults handled the situation#and i know i still have her i think she's in my closet somewhere i need to find her soon i miss her so much
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Some doodles!!!
TW: Gore and cringe
Tap for better quality and more stuff!!
#cherrybeegone#pcg#my art#art#mlp#my little pony#mlp infection au#creepypasta#cringe#mlp art#mlp creepypasta#oc#yay#I really like the new au that’s been creepen’ around#I have the worse cough rn btw it sucks#cw: gore#trigger warning#scary#kinda#tw: blood#tw: bugs#tw: corpse#tw: fear
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