#not me being sad on main
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got to hang out with a rlly close friend of mine today and kinda realized on the way home that i didn't feel sad?
like i used to always have to be peeled away from people bcs i didn't have many friends/ppl to hang out with, but now it's become a normal and regular enough occurrence that i just get to feel happy?
maybe it really does get better.
#not me being sad on main#but it rlly does get better#find the right people and life doesn't suck!#what a concept!#i love my friends#rayne's insanity
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poetry time again!
august 26th, 11:46 pm
i still have the drawings you gave me, the painting too
i threw away the necklace though
it was tarnished from wearing it everyday for months straight anyways
i hate that you made me like myself again because it means i can’t say i wish i never met you
i still have the drawings you gave me, i’m gonna hang two in my college dorm
the college you encouraged me to apply to
i’m happy i did
it seems nice there
i wish i could hate you without feeling guilty
you gave me so much good and so much bad at the same time
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Artea, the admin for QSMP13 aka Ramon’s second admin (played him since xmas event until recently i believe) has announced that they left the QSMP
Link to their profile below, they translated their statement in many languages if you’re interested ⬇️
https://x.com/arteamissing/status/1770571029326283195?s=46&t=fDVoT5qDN_AAqnxYhZF3uQ
Thanks to them for everything that they did during their time on the server ❤️
#qsmp#godspeed to them#as a fit main i loved how they played ramon they did such a good job for being a replacement#aaaaaargh this makes me kinda sad#wishing them the best
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I was genuinely bawling my eyes out when I drew these, it's crazy man I haven't cried in MONTHS Anyways, remember to be kind and patient with yourself if you're going through a rough patch. And let your friends know if you're feeling bummed out or lonely while dealing with this rough patch alright?
#I won't but you guys should#ultrakill fanart#ultrakill#mirage ultrakill#ultrakill mirage#v2 ultrakill#ultrakill v2#ultrakill mirage fanart#ultrakill v2 fanart#dect#mv2#Lord please do not let my mutuals know I cried over the idea of being comforted by my favorite robot#in such a way it would also comfort my lack of self and my inability to feel as though people can actually see me as a person#worthy of thought#please do not let them know I I love these two so much because the love they have for each other is something I yearn for so bad#I would genuinely dedicate my life to drawing nothing but them exploring the meanings of their own lives together in the comfort of a home#amen#Mordecai's being sad on main again#someone send a cute v1 pic
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i’ve always wondered what worst logan thinks of main logan. is he jealous at all of how revered he was? i mean what do you even think of the guy that’s considered the “best version” of you when you’re seen as the worst.
#no one could possibly be okay after hearing that they’re the worst in all of the multiverse#i mean that fc kn hurts#theres a part of me thats like god im so proud of my og baby main foxverse logan being so loved#literally the TVA watch LOGAN 2017 in tears#they respect that man so much#but but also my number one boy WORSTIE LOGAN#aka best logan (in my heart and wades)#i just im so attached to him specifically#because hes just so sad and lonely and god#he doesnt think he deserves love#but but he very much does because HES A GOOD MAN#despite everything he fought sooooo hard to prove to himself and everyone else that he could be the man that charles always thought he was#dude literally cares so much. he was willing to die just to help this guy he met about three days ago#idk im just saying stuff#anyway hes sweet and he loves hard#and hes made mistakes yes bad mistakes but hes trying his hardest to make up for those#logan howlett#james logan howlett#worst wolverine#james howlett#wolverine#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool & wolverine#deadpool 3#hugh jackman#poolverine
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Not trying to be a downer on main, but no one talks enough about how lonely it is to be surrounded by people who are getting married, having children, buying houses with their soulmates, and then you’re just here single for years. And let me tell you, some nights are very tough. Dating these days is insanely hard, and being alone for years can feel extremely lonely. Writing is a way I get past a lot of my loneliness and emotions, and I’m just very thankful to have this outlet 🥹
#being sad on main tonight#but we will get through this#don’t mind me I might delete later lol#just venting
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"I think this is the most inhuman; and human, that I've ever felt.." MUCH CAN HAPPEN IN A YEAR. IN FIVE YEARS. A DECADE. imagine how much can happen in a century. just ONE (1). How will you grow? what phases do you find? even in 5 years, you will find patterns.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi suckening#jrwi suckening spoilers#jrwi the suckening#arthur bennett#HEY SO THE REALLY FUNNY THING THAT THE CHARACTER DID THAT SEEMED RLY SILLY N GOOFY IN THE MOMENT?#LIKE THE WHIPLASH BETWEEN SERIOUS N SILLY ALMOST PISSED YOU OFF? WHAT IF I FOUND A WAY TO MAKE YOU SAD ABOUT IT#this was meant to be a scribble that would be a bigger part of a bigger page.might leave it on that page.#but still. bc o that i nearly posted it onto my wacky side blog.BUT NAYY I SPENT TOO MUCH TIME N ENERGY N YOU GOTTA SEE IT#ARTHUR BENNETT DRIVES ME CRAZY. I FEEL LIKE ITS ODD FOR HIM TO BE SO TECHNOLOGICALLY OUT OF TOUCH#WHERE HAS HE BEEN. HAS HE BEEN IN WAR? IS THAT WHERE MAGNUS CAME FROM? WHERE WAS HE WHEN HE WAS WITH EDWARDS CREW?#ARTHURRR I HAVE QUESTIONS ARTTHUUURR!! HEY CAN I ALSO ASK; WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU BECOME#DO YOU THINK HE HAD ANY IDEA HE WOULD VEER CLOSER AND CLOSER TO THE MONSTER HE DESPISES. ALL BC HE DESERVES IT. OR WATEVER#HE FASCINATES ME SO MUCH. TO LOOK AT THE STONE COLD STOIC FOOL FROM THE START OF THE SHOW#AND TO FIND OUT THAT HE USED TO BE A BAD BOY.. A DELINQUENT... A LIL PRANKSTER.... MY GODDD THATS ADORABLE#I WOULD LOVE TO KNOW MORE.... BUT I DOUBT THE LAST EPISODE IS GONNA ANSWER THOSE QUESTIONS..i love arthur bennett so much....#AS FOR THE ART!! i mostly used the fire alpaca watercolor brush. tbh im not a brush guy. anti aliased default pen tends to be my main game#but LATELY IM SQQQUIRMIN OUT OF AN ARTBLOCK so expirimenting like this is helping#DONT LOOK TOO HARD AT IT!! im still proud tho. colors are fun :3 im also very proud of the backgrounds#I LOVE THE CARTOON THING where the background looks all fancy n painted but the characters are solid colors#what else can i ramble abt. OH YEAH. i looked up the bikes to make sure they were time accurate tehehehe. 1913 to 2012.#almost a century apart!! isnt that neat? ALSO FUUUCK CAN I JUST MAKE A QUICK CONFESSION. DOWN HERE IN MY TAGS.#only the strongest can read my tags anwyay. SO I REALIZED WHY I LOVE ARTHUR SO MUCH. TIME IS A FLAT CIRCLE#while arthur is a Stoic and Cool vampire w a knack for being playful/silly; who alsos been alive fora century thus witnessing HORRORs#THERE HAPPENS TO BE A ROBOT FROM A BAND W A TITANIUM ALLOY SPINAL COLLUMN#WHOS A Stoic and Cool ROBOT w a knack for being playful/silly; who alsos been alive fora century thus witnessing HORRORS#the fuckkkiiinnngggnn The Spine from steam powered giraffe. WHATEVER. i cant escape from my heart. i guess.#i think The Spine and Arthur could be friends. Arthur saw the band perform back when they were the Steam Man Band#EDIT: WOOPS I DIDNT REALIZE THIS WOULD END UP IN THE SPG TAG. HI GUYS DIDNT KNOW U WERE STILL ALIVE SORREE 4 THE CROSS CONTAMINATION
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I would pay for a whole series of Rody and Deku going on silly adventures together.
#it makes me sad to think about how the whm plotline could've easily been implemented in the main storyline :(#then again mha is pretty long as it is#maybe rody being a movie exclusive character is a blessing in disguise#i don't even wanna know what the early fandom would've done to him...#rody soul#rody#deku#rodydeku#izuku midoriya#mha#bnha#my hero academia
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played dragon age 2...just simple scribbles
#dragon age tag#i doubt that will see much use again..but who knows. vvv rambling below#weird game..the characters dialogue stuff and ending were good tho :')#i've played some of the first game but it kept crashing. i knew already despite knowing nothing that this guy was going to be my type#it doesnt feel right making video game art any more bc games like this end up feeling really personal - an experience that happened to me#if i design the main character a bit and fall in love then..that happened to me..i can't make Fan Art of that..only ive been through that..#like i cant make fanart of my dear companions in bg3 despite it having been a huge part of my heart in the last year#almost 1000 hours of playtime in something i can barely talk about bc it means too much.... lol#tons of ideas and conversations and extra thoughts and scenes and emotions about all the incredible times i've been through in bg3#and the maelstrom just rotates around intensely in my own heart forever...but that's ok too...that is so precious to me#but fortunately i already knew people that have played this game and talked/drew abt it recently so it was saved from that for me#sharing scribbly fanart on my Blog is a way to capture the feeling just after experiencing something so it has good points#witch hat atelier escapes that by not being a GAME. games are so immersive. but my wha art & feelings are incredibly immersive too#which makes it difficult sometimes now. i live a complicated and emotional life <3 i am not suited to fandom <3#my character ended up looking so much like oru without me realising that's what i was doing. Kind bearded fireball throwing gay mage. Hmm.#falling for a sad white hair memory trauma fellow that keeps you at a tragic distance. Hmmmmmm.#i see also how very much bg3 is inspired by stuff like dragon age now lol so i'm glad i experienced it. I WANT MY KIRKWALL LIFE BACK...#so dated though as well and unpleasant at times (the city and the dismal atmosphere was depressing.) i hate violence/horror..#bg3 is SOOOO very dismal but it feels like I am killing people and going through horrors because i have to survive i have to be free#Well anyway. ahh it's so refreshing to fall in love. my gay journey continues...
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this is such an insane moment
#the turning back/avoiding his eyes as he says ‘the required standard’ ??????????#the look bertie gives him right after ????????#the score being the main theme in a descending/sad way ??????#hello ????#do not even get me started on the whole tea ritual scene just before this. do not#jeeves and wooster#series
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Can we just talk about how amazing and just so goddamn wonderful the Animationsfamily adventure was?
At that time, I was pretty much just thinking of Bobby, hoping and praying that at the end of the journey, they could get him back. That Cucurucho can reverse his death and everything will be alright.
But, Bobby wasn't revived, unfortunately. And I remember I was just sitting there for a bit, feeling the tears sting my eyes, and I thought, "then what was the point of traveling 8000+ blocks on foot, if we couldn't get Bobby back anyways??"
However, the adventure with everyone on the server was never about resurrecting Bobby from the dead. It was never about bringing him back.
Ever since the beginning, the QSMP was always about uniting everyone regardless of the language they spoke. It was about forming friendships and meaningful connections with people from around the world.
Everyone on the server, including the new players-Baghera, Etoiles, and Kameto- working together to protect Jaiden and Roier and help them achieve their goal is everything to me, because it shows that despite not knowing each other that well, they care for each other a lot, and would do anything to help each other out.
Despite the conflicts, horrific lore, and telenovela levels of family drama,
QSMP is a story about love, friendship, and family.
It was, since the beginning of the server, it still is, and always will be about friendship.
#qsmp#can you see now why the qsmp means everything to me???#all this time#and i can't believe i forgot about its main message#the trauma got to my head lols#despite being a very sad day it was still beautiful#qsmp eggs#q!bobby#jaidenanimations#roier#badboyhalo#cellbit#qsmp maximus#forever player#mikethelink#pactw#qsmp tazercraft#baghera jones#qsmp etoiles#qsmp kameto#feel free to tag any other players that were present during the event that I might've missed#srsly my heart#found families my beloved
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i would like to say my ideal PJO adaptation (if i was being physically forced against my will to have to pick a live action adaptation over an animated one for some reason) would be a combo like writing of the musical + casting of the show + visuals of the movies
BUT the show actually does have the playwright for the musical as one of the major writers for like three episodes and that did nothing for it. so...
#pjo#riordanverse#pjo tv crit#i do love the casting for the musical lots and lots though#it was really good#i do also have some nitpicks for show casting but they're largely inconsequential#like majority i very much enjoy and think are cast well#i only have one i'd say im actually disappointed with and that's Poseidon. idk he just feels. bland??? does that make sense?#like idk maybe it's the costuming but im not getting Sea God *or* Fishing Dad from him#like i think i kinda see what they were going for and i saw some gifs of him in another show where he plays a pirate and its like#okay. *little* bit better. but idk im just not getting Poseidon from it#in general most of the immortals in the show dont feel very Immortal(tm) but thats definitely mostly just the writing/show itself#not any reflection of the casting#my only other two are i would have liked plus sized Clarisse. i am VERY sad we didnt get that#Dior is a VERY good Clarisse though so i'm not too upset about it. i like her Clarisse energy. the yelling is fantastic.#my most controversial pjo tv take is im still meh on Walker. like he's fine. but like he's kind of Just Fine to me so far#its probably mostly the writing being bad but he hasnt grown on me as Percy yet. i can tell he has the energy though in interviews n stuff#and the main trio dynamic in interviews and stuff is *very* good. i just wish the show writing was better#because the casting IS very good but they have so little to work with. you can really tell theyre trying their best#i like to joke the show would be better if they just set the cast loose in the woods doing in-character improv#like its clear basically all of them know their characters SUPER well. id watch 8 episodes of in the woods pjo cosplay improv.
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it’s so hard being a datv lover on the internet right now, i can’t make any comments about how much im enjoying the game without some weirdo on reddit being like “yeah but dont you find the dialogue so cringe? doesnt it feel so disney+ to you?” and when i ask what they mean without fail they’re like “well have you seen taash talk about their gender” 😐
#like idk how to explain this#bc obviously ppl can have criticisms of the game 😭 but so curious to me how many ppl are like#only giving one example of ‘cringe’ writing and it’s always ab taash’s gender exploration 😭#i thought their talks were extremely touching as someone who is nonbinary but sure lets let a bunch of cis ppl control the narrative#idk it makes me sad to see how adverse ppl are to having a nb main character#i get it that the whole ‘discovering your identity’ trope isnt everyones favorite but#the way i see it i think it is amazing that theres a character who is vocal ab their identity#too often i see cis ppl have sentiments like#‘you can do what you want in your own home just dont talk to me about it’#so i appreciate that taash is vocal about this. i like that they’re not afraid to talk about their identity#like idk but i can’t remember EVER having a nb main character who is explicitly so#so genuinely seeing someone being vocally represented. it’s nice. idk!#i just hate how much ppl are attacking them bc ‘talking about gender identity is cringe’#like maybe you just think nb people in general are cringe if you recoil at the mere discussion of one’s identity idk#anyways. this was long winded. i’m gonna stay off reddit for a while bc everyone annoys me 😭 ty tumblr for being the only place w#good opinions
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You know the main character’s being a manipulative little shit when the story stops speaking from their perspective and only speaks from the others around them’s perspective
#y’know#I thought it was so strange how weak and sad Yoojin was acting#since he was acting so confident before#and then I realized#it was referring to him from a third person perspective#so he was just being a manipulative little shit#love that for him#and then when the perspective switched back he was just internally disrespecting the crap out of the guy 😭😭😭#like ‘what’s-his-name said’ or ‘ugly expression’#okay go off Ig#every time he referred to the other person as ‘something something-ssi’ had me crying#story#novel#mc#main character#novels#webnovel#sctir#orv#and then there’s the referring to Kim Dokja from the third person after he tricked the company with 49%…#but uh#I don’t rlly wanna talk about that.
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it just occurred to me, martin wilby is the alex rider tv show's ash. there's a line in season 1 where the department is talking about wilby being responsible for ian's death and how ian “thought the world of him.”
very similar to how ash was responsible for john (and helen's) death, but john very clearly loved the guy. enough to make him alex's godfather and save his life. another very interesting parallel for the rider brothers.
ash and wilby are different to each other however. at least ash had somewhat more of a reason to join scorpia? a vendetta against alan blunt. wilby just straight up wanted money. yassen gregorovich stabbed both of them though.
#i kept typing wilby wrong and it kept autocorrecting to winky and i thought that was funny#but thats besides the point#both ash and wilby were killed by alex's older mentor guardian figures too. ben and yassen respectively#poor rider boys keep getting betrayed by being too loyal to men who didn't deserve it#i didnt wanna say it in the main post because it seemed to mean but wilby seems like a bit of a sad wet loser of a man#unlike ash who seemed a bit more. idk the words for it. cool? suave?#idk call me yassen gregorovich with how fascinated and obsessed i am with all the rider boys#alex rider#yassen gregorovich#john rider#ian rider#martin wilby#alex rider tv#alex rider books#maybe this has occurred to people before but i woke up from being half asleep and frantically skipped through the episodes until i found#that quote that john crawley said about what ian thought of wilby
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Finished these finally, been clawing time from uni work to finish something.
#janaff#ulki#tibarn#fe9#fe10#tellius#path of radiance#radiant dawn#fairy#faerie#my art#fire emblem#these are inspired by these puzzle books i had as a kid#youd have a story on one side and the illustration on the otherside was a puzzle#main point being all the fairies had pretty brown wings and janaffs wings having the light and dark feathers#reminded me f them so here we are#the feh fairies make me sad slightly because no one has brown wings#they are all so saturated rip
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