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Hunger for love... and ex boyfriends.
In which venom eats your ex boyfriend and takes you to a rave. (Headcanons) (Warning: suggestive sexual themes)
🖤 You were the cute, sexy hot girl next door.
🖤 (quoted by venom) but Eddie definitely agreed.
🖤 your apartment from across the hall got boring and lonely from time to time and so you had no choice but to investigate the strange shenanigans that sounded from Eddies apartment during the late nights.
🖤 eventually you uncovered the truth. That eddie didn't live alone and to your surprise not just your average roommate.
🖤 you were in awe instantly from the moment you saw venom. Eddie never felt so relieved.
🖤 From that point onwards they became your bestest friends.
🖤 You became their angel.
🖤 always protecting you, always keeping you company, keeping you happy and keeping you safe.
🖤 all the while you supported them, gave them the love and support and nurture they both needed.
🖤 then they saw you in a different light.
🖤 it wasn't friendship they wanted now but love, all of it.
🖤 But the chances of that faded to nill when your douchebag boyfriend came along.
🖤 God knows where you found him, they thought. The trash maybe? Since the man boy himself was absolute trash. He was filth and infact treated you like it.
🖤 The rough nights of arguing, him going out and leaving you alone. All the times you cried or threw something in anger.
🖤 those nights were the hardest for Eddie and venom to control themselves. So many times they had to fight the urge to go over to your apartment and rip the guys head off.
🖤 Eddie was definitely the strongest out of them both. Trying to tame venom had him a sweaty mess, fighting all around the apartment.
🖤 "Eddie!" *Crash* "listening to them! She needs us!"
🖤 they hadn't heard from you for a whole week after that but that didn't stop them from keeping tabs on you.
🖤 they stalked your routine. 7am you would leave for work and by 7pm you were back home, dressed in something comfy and already heading down the street to get your daily dose of wine and chocolate from the 7:11.
🖤 they couldn't help but stalk. They missed you and they wanted to make sure you were okay and as much as it killed them, they knew it was best to give you space.
🖤 "how is she doing?" Eddie sighs as he looks up at Ms Chen with tired sad eyes. He was careful not to get caught by you as you left the store.
🖤 "a bit better today, she said she's in need of a good night out but her friends are out of town"
🖤 "Eddie!"
🖤 "No."
🖤 venom was not impressed. Surely Eddie would do anything at this point to cheer you up, even if it meant going out partying.
🖤 "i'm planning to bring her some flowers tomorrow, chill alright?"
🖤 okay so the flowers didn't work. You were absolutely heartbroken.
🖤 As much as it was for the best, no breakup is ever easy and flowers from a friend across the hall was not going to make things better right now. You were S A D.
🖤 You were moping about your apartment on your favourite night of the year. Halloween night.
🖤 No friends. No dressing up and no going out. Awful.
🖤 you wanted the heartbreak to stop. You wanted to be happy. You wanted Eddie and Venom. You felt like you had pushed them away.
🖤 until...
🖤 A knock at the door. And it was venom.
🖤 You look down the hall confused and then you realized. Halloween night. Venom would be disguised.
🖤 "No Eddie?"
🖤 "just us baby, we are going to a rave!"
🖤 Your heart jolted while excitement flushed through your veins. Partying with Venom was something you never thought you needed until now.
🖤 You chose the sexiest, revengeful dress.
🖤 A tight black latex dress that paired well with Venoms shiny form.
🖤 Venoms white, sharp smile was practically drooling. His white eyes gleaming at the sight of you.
🖤 you looked insane.
🖤 both matching, you strutted to the club like you owned the town.
🖤 the majority of the way venom carried you, throwing you around because he knew how much you liked the thrill.
🖤 feeling you squirm and hearing you giggle gave him a rush of joy, happy to have his angel back.
🖤 your smile faded when you came to a sudden halt, normally this meant Venom could sense something bad.
🖤 and it was.
🖤 in fact it was badder then bad.
🖤 it was your ex boyfriend.
🖤 Venoms veins and tentacles pulsed with anger when he witnessed him. Sneaking around in a nearby alley with a girl.
🖤 bad timing for the ex, let's just say.
🖤 There was no trying to calm Venom, beg or distract him from what you knew he was going to do.
🖤 might as well just enjoy it.
🖤 As if venom could read you for a moment he held back as you strutted towards your traitor of an ex.
🖤 As you got closer you came to recognize he was with the girl he denied cheating on you with.
🖤 venom sensed this and he was raging.
🖤 all the more satisfying.
🖤 your ex couldn't believe what he was seeing. You, out of nowhere, strutting over in stiletto heels and the sexiest outfit. The Douche bag was already regretting his choices.
🖤 "wow, um.."
🖤 He was nervous. So he should be.
🖤 of course you gave a little speech of hatred all the while expressing how much he broke you.
🖤 This was only fueling the fire for Venom. Nobody hurts him and Eddie's girl and gets away with it.
🖤 You never thought it would make you feel better seeing Venom eat your ex but it did.
🖤 Best alien ever.
🖤 He licked the blood from your cheek that splattered onto your face in the process.
🖤 In a way that was also his kiss to you. A kiss to make it all better and that you were safe and with him now.
🖤 Okay so the rave afterwards. INSANE.
🖤 like the best night ever.
🖤 Everyone looked amazing in their costumes but it was you and Venom who stood out the most.
🖤 The lights reflected off the black shininess of you both.
🖤 You both glistened and moved together like silk as you swayed and grinded together.
🖤 you don't believe me when I say everyone was OBSESSED.
🖤 the sexiest couple.
🖤 it got hot at the rave. The heat was rising.
🖤 There was so much tension.
🖤 venom was completely moulded to you
🖤 his mind racing with the wildest, nastiest thoughts of you.
🖤 Eddie was really missing out.
🖤 Eventually you got tired.
🖤 Both craving chocolate and the warmth and comfort of Eddie.
🖤 Venom effortless races home with you, tentacles wrapped around you tightly and protectively.
🖤 your heart races. It always does when being carried away by Venom.
🖤 Eddie did manage to get a glimpse of you in that sexy black latex dress.
🖤 WOW. No words. Only stutters.
🖤 and if you weren't fresh from a heartbreak he would of taken you right there and then.
🖤 Venom licks his lips at the racing thoughts he could read of Eddies.
🖤 You decided you wanted to stay over for the night.
🖤 Though Eddie and Venom didn''t give you much of a choice.
🖤 Before you knew it you were already draped in one of eddies comfy oversized vacation T-shirts.
🖤 and cuddled up on the sofa in Eddie's warm strong and reassuring arms.
🖤 you snuggled into his chest, breathing in his sent. Home.
🖤 Eddie plants a sweet lingering kiss to your head, Happy to finally have you in his arms. Where you belong.
🖤 venom was now at bay inside of Eddie, resting from the eventful night of eating ex boyfriends and partying.
🖤 but that didn't stop him from slithering out some tentacles from eddies rib cage to wrap tightly around you also.
🖤 you might be their angel but they were also yours.
🖤 Eventually you staying over become a regular thing.
🖤 And the next time you wore something sexy Eddie and Venom wasted no time in devouring you.
🖤 eventually they had your love. All of it.
🖤 and you did theirs.
🖤 real love.
🖤 man you were all hungry! 🤍
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i’ve always wondered what worst logan thinks of main logan. is he jealous at all of how revered he was? i mean what do you even think of the guy that’s considered the “best version” of you when you’re seen as the worst.
#no one could possibly be okay after hearing that they’re the worst in all of the multiverse#i mean that fc kn hurts#theres a part of me thats like god im so proud of my og baby main foxverse logan being so loved#literally the TVA watch LOGAN 2017 in tears#they respect that man so much#but but also my number one boy WORSTIE LOGAN#aka best logan (in my heart and wades)#i just im so attached to him specifically#because hes just so sad and lonely and god#he doesnt think he deserves love#but but he very much does because HES A GOOD MAN#despite everything he fought sooooo hard to prove to himself and everyone else that he could be the man that charles always thought he was#dude literally cares so much. he was willing to die just to help this guy he met about three days ago#idk im just saying stuff#anyway hes sweet and he loves hard#and hes made mistakes yes bad mistakes but hes trying his hardest to make up for those#logan howlett#james logan howlett#worst wolverine#james howlett#wolverine#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool & wolverine#deadpool 3#hugh jackman#poolverine
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Learned today everything I thought I was reading way too into the assassins guild is all literally real and fully canon and fully intentional and so much more fucked than I ever thought has me still reeling. Im still so insane over this.
#GOOD NIGHT OF KNIVES TRANSLATION SAVE ME.#txt#I literally can not emphasize what learning how Horrifically Sad and Lonely zato one is did to my understanding of the guild as a while#he feels abandoned and hurt by slayer leaving.#his need for power and need to control every aspect of millia and venoms lives is directly tied to that.#he hates millia not for getting him locked away. but for Abandoning him. he was Left.#he cant sleep despite sleeping pills and other shit without holding onto her.#eddie cant die without being in her arms.#oh my fucking god.#millia willingly accepting some of his abuse because at least during sex she can forget.#millia lashing out at zato in a moment of weakness asking if shes happy because shes Not#because happiness to her is freedom. and he knows he is the reason she doesnt have that.#him just Accepting her Dream is to never see his dream ever come to fruition.#also like#venoms jealousy of millias abuse makes complete sense w this.#and of course millia would laud it over him. hes an ass.#god I literally havent stopped thinking about this since I read the wip. I cant. its so.#I cant fucking believe Assassins Guild is a narrative about how cycles of abuse and violence are perpetrated.#and how freedom from the cycle of your father and his father before him is Happiness.#THATS REAL. THATS NOT MADE UP. ITS REAL. god. holy fuck.
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chief of the autopsy department Y/N and god of the death Matsukawa send tweet
#listen..........#he watches them working way past midnight all by themselves carefully dissecting the bodies on the table#and notices their tiny little rituals to show their respect to the dead#it pleases him and fascinates him#almost feels sacred to watch them discover all the secrets those bodies hold#as if he gave them a riddle to solve but the answer is always just fucking sad#and one night he shows himself but this human isn't scared or surprised even#bc they noticed his presence before but were just too socially anxious to say hello to a damn god LOL#they start talking through the midnight hours#it's starting to feel less lonely#they argue till they understand each other's point of view better#maybe they fall in love even#but they can never have a happy end#because they both know that one day Mattsun will have to pick up an oddly familiar soul to bring home#and he can't guarantee that it'll be gentle or kind#not that y/n wants him to be#maybe they'll be like hey i finally get to see your world instead of the same four walls and neon light#it's the day Mattsun learns he has a heart that can actually shatter#anyway this is rotting my brain and i had to get it out i'm so sorry#cw death#lale.txt
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#okay I'm talking in the tags of this post cause shit is happening in my life and I gotta talk about it somewhere#one part of it is my step brother crashing and burning before my very eyes and there's nothing I can do to stop his own destructive actions#so it's just me watching this poor kid ruin his relationships and blame everything and everyone around him as he does so#despite the fact that he's undeniably been treated horribly at times- he's just turned that anger back onto others and himself#and I have no idea what to feel as I watch him get arrested. have drug problems. because I'm just waiting for the inevitable spiral#it doesn't help that my mom has been comparing us and saying that I'm the much better child and she wishes he was like me#not understanding that I could’ve been him if I was just more angry at the world at that age instead of being so sad and scared#and that leads me to my fucking mom cause like- I love her. we've been through alot of bad shit with her#I've almost done some really bad shit for her and I know that she loves me more than anything else#but it feels like its been getting more and more suffocating cause I'm not sure she's able to start seeing me as an adult#and start loosening her grip around me and let me breathe. to have my own experiences without her by my side#to be able to go places and imagine a future without her constantly by my side#she talks and it's like she doesn't even think to wonder that perhaps I want to form my own experiences#and experience the world on my own terms because I feel like I've spent my whole life having so little damn control#religious family. shit and neglectful father who turned into the exact opposite and nearly killed me. family who refuses to listen and talk#having to move and run immediately. put survival above all else. go to school. get out. and god I just wanna breathe#she loves me so much and I love her too. but I feel like I'll be sooner crushed if I stick here for long enough#I'm just mad that my life has been nothing but absolutely no love. sudden waves of intense love. absolutely nothing. sudden spike#and I feel like I'm just finally starting to form good. healthy relationships on my own terms and actually make friends#because I had no idea what I was doing when I was a kid cause I was so fucking lonely and hurting#now I just. gotta figure out how to tell my mom that I can't carry this expectation that I'll continue to stay forever by her side#it just feels like I'm her child first and a person second. and it sucks. it really sucks.#ough. spins and spins and spins and spins-
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i can't stop thinking about this scene and how hesitant barbara looked as she was telling the cameras about their tradition. i'm not sure if it was an acting choice or if sheryl kept getting her lines wrong so she wanted it to be perfect but every word barbara says here just seems so calculated. as if she was carefully placing words as she spoke. she looked so uncomfortable. even her saying "you know, in between school madness and family chaos," it came off more as reasoning that she finds spending time with melissa like this, their little tradition, as a "slice of heaven." as if she can't just say she likes spending time with melissa or if she admits that's the only reason it exposes her a little too much. and melissa is standing next to her beaming while barbara looks like she's about to have a breakdown and i love it.
#maybe im reading too much into it#but im obsessed#someone easily could've been choreographing this and it stressed sheryl out and showed through the scene#but im running with my reasoning instead#because even when her face softened when she looked as melissa you could she was so worried#this has me rethinking the reasoning behind her inviting jacob#like of course he was sad and lonely but she didn't invite to her house for christmas#or give him some other event#she made sure to invite him to melissa & her dinner specifically#so he could act as a buffer or something#on top of her being 'saint barbara' of course#again#im just rambling#barbara howard#woman of god#repressed lesbian#barbara x melissa
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you understand me. you get it. creator might be having a fuckshit time but at least you can be a creature! but i’m also imagining… imagine just hanging out with your favorite characters as some kind of little animal bc sure they’d kill you if they knew you were the person they’re hunting down but pets and scritches are so nice…… worth risking your life for? yes. god yes. absolutely.
is this days late? yeag. i’ve been busy doing Things and god there are so many things to be done - teddy anon
i thought your last ask abt this was like two-three days ago but…. no…. i posted it ystderay…. huh-?
anyway you’re still so right. be a snowfox and hang out a albedo in his lab. shift into a cat and stick around the angels share. diluc let’s you stay. be a bird and fuck w the wanderer. just stay away from the narukami shrine.
like i…. if it was some sort of defense mechanism or like something you fell back on when injured…. razor following the sound of whimpering to you, an injured wolf pup, your form small in your weakened state. you can’t convince me zhongli wouldn’t help a bird with a hurt leg. beidou checks w the crew before saying yeah, kazuha can bring his friend of a stray onboard, since cats always land on their feet don’t they?
oh, and good luck on your Things!
#m1d : [chats]#m1d : [secrets]#teddy anon#oh to be a creature…… laying in my beloveds arms……….. ugh#translation it’s been way too goddamn long since you’ve had any sort of positive contact with another#if in your fear you bite at zhongli’s hand nobody can blame you; not even himself. he just picks you up gently#he wonders why he’s so insistent on helping a bird that doesn’t want to be helped but when he’s got you reasonably patched up and you trust#him a bit more he’s glad he did. being a god can get lonely and the fact that you willingly stay with him despite your unclipped wings…#or maybe ventis not allergic to you—because you’re not really a cat—and begs diluc to let him keep you because he’s never actually pet a cat#before and holy shit cat’s fur is so soft come on diluc pleaseeee?#he agrees with a sigh—he’s sad to see you go—and venti immediately takes you to whatever apartment he has that he doesn’t use#yeah he doesn’t have proper cat food or enrichment toys but it’s fineeeee he’ll figure it out (he won’t)#you end up eating cooked fish for like the next two and a half weeks while he convinces diona yes he actually does have a cat and yes he#genuinely does want the best for said cat so please just believe him and tell him what he needs to get. he’s so confused. what’s catnip.#oh to be a creature……. laying in the arms of my beloved….
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it's never going to happen but i would love it if dc expanded on what garth's life was like before arthur found him. like yes he was a feral child living alone and he was scared of everything but what was he doing? what was his life like? did he ever run into other people? did he hide from them? i assume he just ate plants honestly but even then what did he eat and how often did he eat? did he ever have to fight? yesyes atlan helped him but how far did that go!! what did garth do!!
#like i want a play by play man#this literal feral child scared of everything living all alone not even getting along with the animals around him...#Tell Me More ?????#did garth ever even question how he survived ajdg#and yeahyeah they say he's not feral just cause he can talk but God Dude#also i Know logically garth doesn't like to eat fish because he can literally talk to them#but the idea that he had to eat dead fish vulture style as a child so it's too triggering as he gets older is very juicy to me#anyway i'm just thinking of garth being So Lonely and having to fight to live and like...#dude...#garth's hope is so integral to his character and it makes me so sad to see that get taken away from him in recent stuff#like the ecoterrorist arc? dude... blorbo would not fucking say that
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when i write my priest man, it takes 10 years off my life because of how beautifully tragic he is.
#i love him so much but he's just so..#sad. so lonely. & he'll always be lonely. his love is meant to be fleeting.#he has so much to give & he pours it into god because that's all he's been allowed#his dad made sure of that#misc * / out of character#i fucking hate myself for making him 4 years ago he was supposed to be a mac daddy and now he's a fucking pathetic little meow meow#irony in a man who loves so passionately yet#...
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some of my most random fucking original characters from half-baked story ideas i have yet to fully develop are the most tragic ones to ever exist. like yeah the people from my current work are pretty fucked up but they don’t inspire as much pain in me as when i think about citydale characters. min truly and genuinely makes me want to cry
#it’s just. auuugh when you’re a writer and you’re sooo lonely and you’re this like 15 year old trans kid and your sisters dead and your mom#hates you and all you can do is live in your own delusion and form parasocial relationships with strangers in your class or on your tiktok#but for some reason god picks you why does god pick you is it even god??? and you create ur own little fucking self contained world through#your writing and as you write your characters based off these real life parasocial relationships you suck these real people into this fake#world and you rewrite their lives and everything about them and make them more relatable and more you and control their fates the way you#can’t control your own. and suddenly ur 16 and ur a miniature god and everyone you were obsessed with hates you so so much but you never#meant to do anything bad. and there’s one kid who gives you a chance and he’s just like you but yeah of course he is that’s because you MADE#him just like you you wouldn’t give him a happy ending or a happy life and he hates you too he has to!#and then you’re road tripping with this kid through a town that’s not real and a world that’s not your own even though you made it#and ur meeting god and ur meeting angels but who fucking knows you might just be hallucinating everything’s so murky and you don’t know when#you got blessed/cursed with these powers and you don’t know if the boy next to you is real#and you’ve spent ur life scared of god and now you become him but he can’t be bothered with you and you’re not even the only one you’re not#even special#and all this time ur sisters dead and ur parents suck and you try to rewrite both those things but it hasn’t quite worked. and ur really sad#and fundamentally you’re still 15 and stuck in ur room creating a false reality#*will toledo voice*: heyyy space cadet it’s alright to want to dream it doesn’t mean reality is mean-#Jesus fucking christ ahyway. one of these days i will sit down and i will write citydale#oc posting…#citydale#oliver talks
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Literally transfem characters are five from umprella academy and majima from yakuza and tricky from madness combat
#Listen to my problems#thinking of how many characters ive turned to girls#the one thing these girls have in common is their love for violence#now hold my hand and imagine comic five rocking her gigantic white old guy beard#other tgirl characters are like mars and phobia who permanently set up shop in my brain. they just never left#imagine being way too hard on your oldest son and then she becomes your oldest daughter and youre just like huh ... i eidnt know you could#just switch like that. pretty cool. and then never think about your gender again. mars has that uncrackable egg appeal#also fives controlled downward spiral post apocalypse was so ...... like youre thirteen and youre the only person on earth left alive#you pick up a department store mannequin and give her a name you think is beautiful. a name. a NAME !!! something you never felt the need to#give yourself. you are simply five ... its not like you like that name but its. functional.#you drag this girl along with you even though its not worth lugging around desd weight not when you need to carry food and water. you dress#her up in nice clothes and you spoil her rotten. as much as youre able at a time like this. youve never done this for anyone else before ...#you cant be alone so one of you has to become two and thats an alright number. not the best but at least youre not so alone anymore#and thats how you grow up ... with dolores as company. you hear her voice in your head. you talk to her every day chattering on nonstop when#you should really save your breath. you cling to her because shes the only one who knows ... who gets it ... and when five waves delores#goodbye he knows he cant play pretend anymore ... delores is gone now so its just sad old lonely five who never really grew up#this idiot never once considered that he is delores ... he is delores. she never left him she is him ...#god i need to go to bed actully goosenight
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season 2 of the jdrama doing a stunning close up of nino crying during the reveal scene was honestly some kind of psychological warfare designed to inflict the maximum amount of torment possible on me
#its UNFAIR i couldnt even appreciate how pretty he looks when he cries because i was too busy going 'oh god ohhhh my goddddd'#like. the whole 'my heart has ALWAYS BEEN BROKEN!' and it's not even about his most likely fatal heart condition#it's literally just. he's sad! he's fucking sad and lonely and there's always been a space in him where his brother was!!!#they were twins!!! god. their mother planted trees. she never forgot about him. he thought he was going to die under those trees#what the FUCK is this SHOW i thought it was going to be Artistic Medical Malpractice: Gambling Edition and instead its#(gestures vaguely) idk man. I'm about to purchase some grammar books so i can get to a point where i can read#the novels
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real sad boy hours
#why? just ‘cause.#actually I’m here at this chess tournament my brother is entered in. sitting by myself in the lobby waiting for him to finish his last game#and I’m honest to goodness trying not to openly weep. I feel so stupid#hold on. give me a second bc just writing this makes#makes me start crying a little and there are people around#life is too short#I love this kid. I’ve loved watching him grow up. and I’m always ALWAYS aware that everything is passing so fast#will I be here with him next year? will he outgrow all of this?#we don’t hang out as much anymore. he’s got his teenage things going on. his own life.#I don’t know. I’m trying to appreciate these moments as much as I can#it’s hard though. I feel like shit. my head hurts. my tinnitus has been driving me crazy#it’s hard to be present when you’re in a fog#last night in the hotel room we didn’t even really hang out. he just played on his phone until he slept. which is totally his right.#I just… I just hope I’m really appreciating this time#ok now I feel stupid for kind of crying in this hotel while lots of people walk around#i don’t know what more I could even do now. it’s not like I’m allowed to go watch him play or I can do anything but wait#I suppose I have to keep asking myself ‘am I appreciating this enough?’ and if I’m not then try to work on that#life is really shitty right now but I know there have been countless times I wish I’d been more present#so I wake up tired today and drink coffee & 5 hour energy and still I’m tired and my head hurts but I’ve still gotta try. just a little.#in a couple of years he’ll be off to college and have his own life#and it won’t be him and I going to the movies or driving him to school or having dinner together#anyway… juuuuust sad. and lonely. straight up not having a good time#but also I’m glad I’m here if only to hang around my brother a little bit#IAN! stop! god I feel so stupid letting myself wallow like this. it’s not helping. it’s just making me sad. focusing on the negatives.#whatevs. I’ve got major depression. suck my butt. I’m allowed to be sad sometimes.#this weekend didn’t really go like I thought#I guess I expected to read more and shoot the shit with my brother and hang out more but it’s whatever. life happens.#my mental & physical health has been bad for a couple months now so I couldn’t have reasonably expected to suddenly be great just because 🤷🏻#oh well!#text
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@ncmad said: ‘👀’
(send me ‘👀’ for something my muse has said about yours to someone else / when they’re not around.)
💬🥀— "Unintentionally a handful, that one..." He mutters to a little Whisper floating about. Mindless things, for the most part... but they used to be sentient.. Small casper-like entities that putter about the shop often enough to consider them residents. He finds himself more often than not muttering to them. They make the softest little noises in response sometimes... it's endearing. "... oh, how I loathe to think of the day she should leave this place forevermore..." Time and place, that is. The demon's yellow eyes flicker over to the little creature as it lets out an unintelligible little coo, and he chuckles softly, leaning on his elbows atop the old wooden countertop. "Indeed, little one... It is odd, isn't it? To fear... to be totally helpless once more to forces beyond one's grasp and knowledge... Here I'd believed I'd escaped such things... and yet, I'd all but scooped her up and carried her home like an alley cat, unknowing of her plight..." Artemis falls silent, glancing back at the bauble between his gloved fingers, lazily rolling it between a finger and thumb. There was no one else in the shop, at present, aside from the whispers and he, of course. "...more is the fool me, no?"
#( asks )#ncmad#HI THIS ONE HURT... OOF OUCH...#the idea that he talks to the whispers -- non sentient little floating puffs of echoed magic/souls or w/e#when he's feeling lonely or something is bothering him or smthng is#<:' )#ellie he loves and adores you way more than he has ever possibly let on and the day you disAPPEAR he is going to be VERY SAD#i mean granted he's an immortal entity so time is Different (tm) but regardless he'll miss the fuck out of her the day shes just not there#anymore -- be it bc Human Life tends to yknow. go on. because death or bc of her Thingy jhyghjfsd#i hate him so much for the sole fact that he unironically says shit like 'forevermore'#suHHUT UPP OLD FART GOD
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as a bi person, the bisexual flag brings me infinite joy and always puts a smile on my face, however as a person who has a Passion for Graphic Design, that undersaturated shade of purple infuriates me when it's used digitally
like, on an actual flag - which was its original purpose - it looks great!
those look fine! lovely, even! with the semi-transparent fabric, the way it catches the sunlight, it looks beautiful!
but now look at how it looks digitally
the pink and blue are so vibrant compared to the sad, lonely lavender!
and let's look at this statement from Michael Page, the creator of the bi flag:
(sidenote: he created this flag in 1998, so if his takes on bisexuality is different from yours, it's okay to notice that! a lot has changed since the 90s when it comes to lived experiences and the way we describe them. but, it's also important to respect his thoughts about this and the way he presented them, even if today, we'd probably not say that bi people "blend unnoticeably into both the gay/lesbian and straight communities.")
so in pantone colors, the pink is 226 C, the blue is 286 C, and the purple of the flag is 258 C.
but...here's the deal
Michael talks here about how the key to understanding the symbolism is to know that the purple blends into both the pink and blue. and on a physical flag, I think you can see that!
but digitally, it absolutely does not blend. it clashes badly, and looks oddly separate from the other two colors.
which got me wondering...what purple do you get if you actually blend 226 C and 286 C?
oh! oh, my god.
look at that! look at how nicely it fits between those colors!
look at it next to the original color scheme! look at how much more vibrant the purple is!
and friends. this is just blending through rgb! you get even more purple variations when you use other color spaces!
let's compare all of them:
(top: original, lab. middle: lrgb, lch. bottom: rgb, hsl)
look at all of the different purple options you can get just by combining these two colors!
if you want almost too-vibrant saturation, you can go hsl, if you want something more relaxed that's closer to the original, you can go lab or lrgb. and if you want to split the difference, lch is bright and violet, while rgb is there with its saturated but darker purple.
anyway, I guess I don't really have a point here? this isn't so much an informational post as it is Me Getting Weird About Colors, but I think it is a useful lesson about how colors look very different on screens compared to how they look on objects in real life.
and sometimes, I think it's okay to compensate for that.
out of all of these, this is my favorite bi flag:
it's the one where the colors were blended in lab color space. for me, the lighter, softer purple is close enough to the original bi flag purple, while also feeling like a smoother blend of the blue and pink
but that's just me! and it might not even look the same to you, since every screen is different, because technology is a nightmare!
anyway, thank you for coming with me on this colorful journey! I will now retreat back to inkscape and make pained sounds about inkstitch gradients until something tangible pulls me back into reality
#bi#bisexual#bisexuality#bi flag#bisexual flag#sbs rambles#graphic design is my passion#id in alt text#but#the ids are probably deeply unhelpful for the different variations of flags#in the alt text of the six flags all grouped together#I just put what method the purples were blended with#and then tried to describe them more in the paragraph below#but this is an inherently visual post#so if you're reading it with a screen reader I am sorry :(
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See this is how I know I don't have will issues
#waited kind of like a sad puppy like all day long for him to awaken (felt lonely today)#and when he awoke (!!!!) i was told to go away :(#and im just a little bit sad and disappointed#instead of inconsolable sobbing on the floor tearing my hair out gasping for breath screaming throwing up#which is how you know i dont have will issues because I WOULD be screaming crying throwing up sobbing on the floor#this would have KILLED me if i had will issues#as it is im feeling pretty frowny face right now gamers.#i dont know why I'm so weird today. i wouldn't normally sad puppy all day long#i woulnt normally 'what do you usually do when im gone' 'wait for you to get back'#as it is im. sad. i made dinner. and also breakfast but he slept through that. and im sad.#gods why am i so weird today???????????
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