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I don't recommend trying burning;it's a bit like drowning in the end. The heat scalds your airways and the interior of your lungs, causing them to swell and bleed. Those are what usually kill you before anything else. It's just probably more painful in getting there than whatever body of water you ended up in.
Not much risk of that, anon. The only fire around here is inside the house, and it's most likely frozen in time like everything else in there by now.
[You know it is. You've checked.]
[....Curiosity isn't the right reaction, is it? This wonder, at feelings you've yet to encounter - a burning throat, smoke filling you with warmth even as it drags you back to the edges of the cold beyond - The furthest you ever seem to get.
You've choked on your own blood before, of course, but the idea of it boiling, bubbling as it spills from your own mouth is... Unmistakably appealing.
You've drowned before. But it was so cold... And dark... Bright and burning sounds very different indeed to you.
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There's something deeply, deeply wrong with you. Isn't there?
Perhaps there always was.
Disgusting.....]
#stardust.txt#asks#anon#((#darker part is under a readmore jic#uh... how to tag this...#drowning#burning#suffocation#death#description of death#not happening but being pondered#ask to tag????#y eah :)#))
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the subtitler understood the assignment
#i already love Brook#the chaos that ensues lmao#chopper with his cross pendant#usopp with his “anti-evil” kit#chopper going to sleep relieved thinking it is a dream#and brook waking him up saying “ohioooo” literal masterpiece#why does he keep asking the girls to see their panties?????#is this what happens to people when they do not have contact with living beings for too long#would we also be panty starved if covid lockdowns lasted longer?#deep ponderings#one piece#thriller bark#straw hat crew#straw hat pirates#monkey d luffy#roronoa zoro#vinsmoke sanji#usopp#nami#tony tony chopper#nico robin#cyborg franky#soul king brook
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Sooo I started to read other articles. I didn't after reading the ones that came out right after the episode that justifiably got everyone upset.
This one from tv insider had Tim saying this:
Moving on to Buck and Tommy’s breakup, talk about your approach to it. Why was Tommy sure that Buck would break his heart?
Tommy’s older and Buck is very new to this, and whether Tommy was correct or not, I think what he felt like was exactly what he said: I’m not your last, I’m your first, which is a special thing to be, but as Tommy says, it doesn’t usually end up being the same thing. And I think based on what we know of Buck, he’s maybe not wrong. Buck’s a little impulsive when he’s feeling a certain kind of way. He’s like, move on in, bring your couch. So I just think because Tommy’s a little older and wiser or maybe at some level he feels like he doesn’t deserve Buck, I don’t know. But I think he accurately diagnosed Buck. Buck’s still figuring himself out, and boy, that would be quite risky to move in with that guy as much as you would love to.
That does seem to be Buck’s go-to, which isn’t the best.
Exactly.
Are we going to see Buck single for a significant period of time now? Is he trying to figure out what he wants really out of a relationship?
Yeah, I think that’s right. As Tommy said, you’re still figuring yourself out, and his options have increased by 50 percent of the population. So knowing Buck, that’s going to be choice overload. He’s got to navigate that with a little self-awareness.
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So they definitely planned for this. That's what this reads like...they wanted to break them up so that they could send Buck through a period of exploration. Tim says everything Oliver said here in much nicer terms. His view of Buck is so...Idk, it's like he sees Buck as a kid that still doesn't know what he wants. And he decided to put that view right into Tommy's head too. It's a little jarring I guess but this show...has it ever been consistent?
What sucks is that 8x05 was written like they were doing so well. And then right off the back with 8x06 we have warning signs in the date scene with the girl that approaches Buck and how Tommy sort of shrugs off Buck checking her out. I really do wonder where hot waiter fit into this and I'm so glad we didn't see Tommy like checking hot waiter out or something. But I guess that scene was there to sow the seeds. We have Buck spiraling because of the Abby thing and we have Tommy maybe not realizing but reinforcing for himself that he's a stepping stone for Buck and being okay with it in the status quo.
The way that Tim speaks about Buck asking Tommy to move in, he makes it seem like Buck is just barreling in without thought...like if they went through with it Tommy might be proven right. But then what is the point of the scene with Josh where Buck is right on the cusp of an "I love you" just to then be like no actually Tommy knows how this ends and he can read Buck and knows they're not forever. But Tommy is not a mind reader.
Where there is hope is in that Tim doesn't outwardly say anything about Tommy being gone for good. As someone else pointed out the Lou interviews were done by buddie journalists with a bias so there is a question to how much that colored what we got and why they were so determined to close the door fully. Also...why did we get exit interviews in the first place for a character that only had three episodes...it's so odd.
The writers made a point of leaving this open. Do I think we'll get Tommy back any time soon. No. But after the doom and gloom and the time to mourn this a bit I want to be positive and there is really no knowing. Tim says he thinks Buck will be single for a while...okay fine...picture that being the rest of this season.
Buck won't just jump into another relationship...and Oliver gets his Buck slut era 2.0...what if S9 brings back Tommy? What if this is the long game...or at least the thing they can have in their back pocket if Lou is available later on to come back. But that's not something they can promise or that they can commit to and Lou isn't on contract clearly and Oliver wouldn't know if that's the plan...hell even Tim probably doesn't know if they'll do that. Or I'm giving him too much credit because as we've seen this season storylines have been rushed to close up at breakneck speeds so it would be an anomaly for him to prolong something like this.
All this to say, showing the network and Tim that bucktommy matters to a lot of people and that Tommy matters...it may just make a difference.
#911 abc#bucktommy#tim minear#911 discourse#911 spoilers#I said I wasn't going to keep looking at stuff but then I accidentally opened this article and also the variety and thr ones with oliver#they made me wonder#and ponder#right now my view is the door is open and they could revisit at any time and make them have another go at it#but it won't happen any time soon#certainly not this season#but it also leaves tommy as an option for buck if they need to just quickly close up the series as a whole#but idk this is me being delulu about it
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i can't tell if i'm just not paying attention or if mouthwashing just doesn't make any sense
#random thoughts#mouthwashing#watching a playthrough and am on the Big Twist so more stuff may happen or whatever#like jimmy raped anya. none of her behavior before this really like clued this in but whatever#doesn't really. add anything to the story so far. could really replace it with anything and the story would still be the same#seems like it's just there to give jimmy a reason to crash the ship#also don't like that he crashed the ship. curly crashing it made him more of a compelling character for me#like it's established he gives the same answers every time in the mental health check ups#make him like. succumb to the pressures of the job. instead of just being kind of a shitty normal boss#and like. anya doesn't want to give jimmy his check up and be alone with him while he makes up sexually deviant lies. could be foreshadowing#but she asks him to give curly his medicine. she doesn't seem to OBJECT to him becoming captain.#she was also a lot more compelling when it seemed like she was struggling due to the pressures of the job#i like swansea. reminds me of uncle billy from the outcasts of poker flat#his final where's johnny moment is kind of out of nowhere. is it because jimmy has the gun?#i doubt it's about the rape. did jimmy do something else? did swansea find out he crashed the ship?#i wish i didn't get to see curly's face before the crash. like give me some room to ponder dude#daisuke and swansea's dynamic is really fun! especially in the pre-crash scenes#my main problem with anya is she didn't have any single character to play off of. daisuke had swansea. curly had jimmy.#she's just kind of there. and miserable. and sucks at her job#also why is curly still alive??? like she killed herself in front of him but didn't take him out? tf anya#there's like 30 mins left so idk maybe some of my complaints will be rectificed. or maybe mouthwashing just isn't for me#literally my main complaint is the rape subplot so if they do something interesting with that then we're golden
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lila and nino are sooo triggering to me because they made me classify my nino sarratore as nino sarratore and that made me realize he is the origin of most of my problems when it comes to romance
#jo in the tardis*#i can't believe it took me this long... of course i have other stupid person reasons for being this way#but this is the one i didn't willingly pick as my reason#i feel like i am going to stop breathing because of this can't imagine what would've happened if i said it out loud#Processing Pondering Resting Girl Summer. Introspection Summer#i am doing very well i think too bad it feels like EXORCISM
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stupid thought but sometimes i wonder if big run also can double as a reunion/visiting trip for some salmonids. or buddies of salmonids. oh... the sky's red? ominous rumbling in your neighborhood and in the sewers? wonderful my dear brother second born of shiojake, the undying champion of bonerattle is coming to visit
#squoob says a thing#splatoon#splatoon 3#big run#salmon run#i do like the absurdity that comes from apocalyptic situation being heartwarming for someone else but that does make me ponder#considering grizzco lore and what has happened could it be a spot of triumph??? maybe
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Meat Marionette #11?
Thinkin about the rogues in this Au, and like, the difference between their relationship with the bats vs this Au.
For example, Selina. I’ll admit I take a bit of inspiration from the 2022 movie and mix it with comic depictions along with the different cartoons, which honestly isn’t too different from each other by too much. Now, I don’t think that Catwoman would flirt with this version of Batman, what with his body being a meat puppet that is visibly not human and off putting. There’s also the fact that she would have been an early-ish rogue of his, at least in order of encounters. Which means that she probably encounters the Bat for the first time while Bruce was still getting used to said gifted body, which in turn was probably terrifying. So there’s still a cat and mouse game happening, but it’s more akin to Selina doing her darn best to avoid the Bat no matter what, because to her it isn’t above trying to kill. It’s like seeing a lion where you figure you’re safe at this distance, until it starts moving and you realize that you are definitely not far enough away.
Another rogue that I am thinking of is Harvey and Two-Face (Which DC, give Two-Face a proper name :/ he’s his own dude even if they share a body). Harvey was best friends with Bruce, hell they were practically high-school sweethearts in some cases! And Bruce still visits him in Arkham, canonically still talks and interacts with both his friend and TF. Now if anyone is going to notice the changes to Bruce, it’s going to be Harvey. He’s going to be the first to notice how Bruce’s movements are now dangerous and downright predatory, with too much grace even for a dancer or martial artist. There’s something familiar about that movement, and Harvey isn’t an idiot, TF isn’t one either. They know there’s something wrong with Bruce even if he insists he’s fine. In canon Harvey straight up broke down and cried when he found out Bruce was Batman, so I’m wondering what their reaction to this version of the bat would be…
There’s also rogues like the Riddler and the Joker who are downright obsessed with Batman, but would they still be with this one? I could see Joker slowly becoming obsessed as the creatures continue to thwart him over and over again, but I’m still rotating Riddler.
But y’know who would definitely be obsessed with the batclan?
Scarecrow. The man is obsessed with studying fear, with the effects it has and how to cause it. So the bats, who bring terror wherever they go, with something about them continuously tingling at the back of ones’ more instinctive mind that this is something to fear? He would be utterly enthralled, he’d need to know more, he’d need to know Everything. Especially if his fear toxin doesn’t work right on them. After all, how would a gas effect something without lungs? How can you inject something that doesn’t have blood, that’s not quite alive, not in the way that we as humans understand? How can you cause fear of something that has stared into the Tunnels’ heart and lived? Or something like that lol.
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AU is a combo of my cryptid batfam and @phoenixcatch7 's Possessed Doll au, go check them out, they're amazing
#rambles#meat marionette au#batman au#I am just pondering how the dynamics with certain rogues are effected#Like Harley and Bruce both went to medschool around the same time and definitely could've shared classes#Like mans is surprisingly connected directly to so many of his rogues#Not to mention the main thing that got me pondering this being the Al Ghuls#Like in my Genesis story I have Damian created from stolen blood since they don't know that the bat is the same as bruce#But idk if this would also happen in this AU or not seeing as the meat puppets don't exactly have blood per se#But maybe it could have something to do with them literally drinking lazarus water too#hngh i have no idea what to do with them :/#batman#batfam#cryptid batman#cryptid batfam#wayne family#gotham rogues#But seriously pondering about their relationships#Not just the rogues but I'll probably elaborate more on that later#like for example would Dick found the Titans when he doesn't have a falling out with Bruce?#hm
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Having a blorbo that shares your birthday makes one's dash an incredibly happy place to be
It's like giving yourself a birthday gift with the added bonus of Intensified Blorbo Content™️
#my ponderings#as a ferrarista. my birthday twin being Charles Leclerc is literally the best thing that could happen to me#there are so many Libras in this sport what is this about#drive for me too this weekend bebe ❤
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a mind palace’s (unasked for) renovations [DO NOT TAG AS SHIP]
bonus under the cut:
white mushroom more like “butlershroom.”
anyway. yep! my headcanon is that the mushroom series of heartless were essentially like early versions of ansem. experiments to see if creating a heartless with a will of its own were even possible. (the mushrooms just wanna play charades and go on nice walks! they wont steal your heart because their instincts tell em’ to! they’ll only snatch it if they feel like it <3) how can you make an “immortal” successor if they cant even understand the research you left for them? so thats why they were created!
#beep boop you want fries with that#kingdom hearts#re:kh#ansem#riku#ansem you cant slutspread infront of the children …#<- in his defense he wasn’t expecting riku to walk in#i feel like ansem craves attention but also wants to be left alone but also wants someone to talk to but also#he loves to ponder about his own existentialism but as soon as hes asked about it he changes the subject#hes been alone for so long and was never allowed to make friends with anyone that he doesn’t understand friendship#perhaps riku will be the one to show him#in short. yes ansem will be getting a redemption arc of sorts. but hes going to be really annoying about it.#his arrogance was his downfall and he loves being an annoying little shit <3#love youuuu 🥰🥰🥰#ansem infodumping but it’s about human experimentation and not a novel series from the hollow bastion library#is a thought thats really funny to me.#also if youre confused about ansem still being in rikus heart. in my rewrite he doesnt ‘die’ in kh2#the blast of light only causes ansem to go dormant until in my dream drop rewrite#‘something’ happens (im not telling) that causes him to reawaken and he attempts to take control again. which ends poorly for ansem#(riku defeats him again)#riku wont get rid of ansem. because he is tied to riku’s darkness. riku claims ansem is going to have to live with this. and that hes#already accepted this fact. ansem just needs to do the same.#so ansem begrudgingly resigns to his fate. but this isnt enough for riku. he wants to do something he never thought he would ever do#maybe his friends are rubbing off on him but. riku wants to see if maybe….. they could be friends? perhaps? this isnt going to work …#.. is it?#you’re grasping for straws here boy. give it up.
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thinking about shadow of the erdtree again. I'm now a little more ambivalent on whether radahn agreed with miquella's vow or not - but assuming he did - would that mean the reason radahn halted the stars, and thereby carian fate* is so ranni would not be able to enact the age of stars before miquella was to create a new order? food for thought.
*it's also ambiguous (imo) whether radahn did this intentionally but im just having a thought experiment. blaidd leaves a sign calling someone a "traitor" in front of nokron right after radahn is defeated. maybe him siding with miq would explain this
#elden ring#sote#radahn#miquella#ranni the witch#still iffy on why malenia had to fight him in the end#assuming radahn had a (perhaps literal) change of heart - did this happen between halting the stars and the battle of aeonia?#for me personally the fact the battle happened at all points to him and miquella falling apart#and i *love* complicated motives and characters. I'd genuinely love if this was the case. so i might be biased#idk what if he regretted his decision but it was too late... what if he held on#both for the bitterness at being labeled a traitor and not wanting to play along miq's whims#thinking pondering even
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I genuinely wonder about Ariane and the Itous friendship they’re such a delightful little trio of outcast weirdo kids to me
#I say this as someone who was the outcast weirdo kid 💪#anyway to me their first interaction is Isa and Erika seeing Ariane’s yuriful sketchbook#and then being like oh yeah. we like this freak (affectionate)#history from there#but yeah!!! the three of them are the only ones that stick out like sore thumbs#they gotta stick together!!!#In my heart of hearts Ariane isn’t nice especially during her school years but there is an exception for the Itous#Ari’s also more isolated compared to the Itous. I think Isa is quieter but both of the twins still are more outgoing than their friend#with Erika of course being the boldest of the three#that being said I think Ariane got away with a lot of shit bc she was sneakier#u just know that girl had the good vinetan weed hidden somewhere#anyway just thinkin about the three of em!!#I do wonder why Erika’s face is erased throughout the game#my personal take on it is she was the twin that was closer to Ariane (either platonically or perhaps there was a mutual crush or more)#and she either did something/something happened to her#and it’s caused Ariane enough grief that she wants to forget it all hence blotting her out?#just pondering#signalis how have u gotten me to start actually yapping my thoughts out here what is this lmao <3#lynx talks
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I'm trying to come up with a reason why genisis would be able to force someone to act
#what about a being which is a combination of an angel and a demon = over rides free will. like how#maybe genisis could influence urges? like bring a really really string feeling to do as its told?#or maybe. gods power to command the universe is diluted by the many many splits. and that#genisis integrating two severed parts of existance restores more command?#and the answer to like “why does god make bad things happen” is that. this has spiraled past the place that god has any power to stop it#. we will continue to ponder it. open to suggestions
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screaming to the crowd. zero escapers i need to know your thoughts/hcs on 1904!phi and her partner.... im thinking a lot about phis insane ass backstory. need to Know.....
#personal supporter of old woman yuri. thats what they are to me#to me they are like. very much not a normal family by the time they take in phi and foster her the Other phi would be 104......#assuming she is also just kind of weird with age like delta is i guess LMAO. but yeah#phis autistic tgirl swag carries over to 1904 phi too . to me#though there is also something to be said about how they specifically Fostered her like she said and didnt . adopt her. delta was adopted#she was not#unless 1904 phi was but like. fostering and adoption arent the same thing! far from it#like it kind of implies they didn't intend to keep 2008 phi around permanently? if that makes sense#plus the way phi talks about her foster parents (barely at all and she says that she doesn’t have a mother or a father)#makes it sound like she doesn't really consider them true parents. and how she talks abt the brooch and everything in vlr makes it seem lik#the mystery of what happened to her birth parents was probably on her mind a lot considering that brooch was the reason she studied latin a#all. she says she kept its message close to her like a prayer. its interesting. is there some kind of strain between her and her foster#parents? are they just busy a lot with their research work?#is it a matter of the idea of being wanted? wanting closure on what happened to her birth parents?#idk! lots on the mind i think its conceptually rly interesting bc of All That combined with the fact that she essentially raised herself#i like pondering how she ticks. yknow#zero escape#ztd spoilers#phi vlr#zero escape phi#zero time dilemma#ztd#trevor.txt#phiposting
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impaled
#nathan being impaled on that tetanus inducing loose steel pipe. tho tetanus is the least of his worries on account of. well u know 🕳#nathan can be a body horror fans best friend if u let him into ur heart. living human crash dummy#i really cant believe he gets impaled. twice.#hole moment!#love turning nathans immortality round in my head. but healing factor....?#thinkin today about how the video game guy tim threatens to cut one of them in half with a chainsaw and simon is like:#[😐nathan u obviously have to volunteer]#but what woulda actually happened if that followed through [probably why it didnt lol]#would the others have had to drag each severed bit of him back to the community centre and let his guts re fuse#fucking hold him together with gaffer tape and plasters. cause i doubt he coulda regrown a whole half#his 'healing factor' only comes into play when he dies. fresh canvas etch a sketch reboot and all that. hes not fuckin wolverine#all the deaths r: impaled on fence. impaled on pipe. beaten to death. blows his own brains out. falls and snaps his neck#but chainsaw... ? one can ponder. fingers to head i can imagine anything image#readin his wiki rn 'his body will never get sick. rot. age. or truly grow old'#may not get sick but he can still shit his guts out. hashtag oblivious lactose intolerant king hashtag milk drinker#forever the worlds most annoying twenty yr old#and then the wiki goes 'the user does not need to eat drink or breathe' ....hello#ive rotated him not aging any further cause it lines up with the whole stuck in his ways. never changing [kelly voice: its just who u are]#but eatin and drinking and breathing??? we know he still experiences hunger [<-kebab]#and he dunks his head in a bucket of water when hes testin for powers with simon. gaspin for air afterwards right#firm believer in the. he suffocated to death several times in the coffin before they dug him up#oh waaait. is it stating this like. he doesnt need foodwaterair. cause it doesnt matter if he dies.. ohhhhhh..... Oh..😃#staring at nathan sleeping in the community centre surviving on bags of crisps from the vendies so hard i burn holes through my monitor#this got away from me. uh. living crash dummy. oil pastel guts and water colour jumpsuit yessir#having fun doin art. expect more hole art. sorryfor putting this in the misfits tag hehe. not really#gore#blood#misfits#my art#chewtoy
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beloved esoteric rarepair part 2 electric boogaloo ft. a part where i mash my interests together (roland stories and R1999) because it's been a week pass the yaoi
long-ish post, see under the cut
yes i devastated myself too much by reading angsty rolavier fics. yes i made a r1999 reincarnator olivier x knight au to cope. yes i've been hyperfixating for 2-3 months. huzzah. thank you 1.5 for introducing the concept of reincarnators! even outside of this, it's a really interesting concept to tinker with imo. opens a loooot of AU potentials (im a sucker for reincarnation AUs)
can you imagine being reincarnated in the new age and remembering who you were in the past. and then after recovering from the initial shock you immediately set out to find your one and only best friend from your past life not knowing if he even got reborn like you did. and if he did will he even remember you (coughs remembering that part in oliver fog's anecdote where he laments over the peers and olivier). and then through some silly twist of fate you find him living in some poor teen's suitcase. as a bodiless floating cloak and gauntlets. but you still remember where to hold his face anyway
I'LL GO NOW
edit: ITS NOT KNIGHT'S ANECDOTE IT WAS OLIVER FOG'S I MEANT OLIVER FOG'S KNIGHT'S ANECDOTE ISN'T EVEN OUT YET
#martin ponders#martin doodles#roland tag#not putting these in the main tags. whoever finds this Finds This#sorry for being delusional it will happen again
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Please dont use pre-frontal cortex development as if its a real medical thing, it’s internet pseudo science that is incredibly ableist and used to harm neurodivergent peeps like me
There is. So much I have to say to this but three points
1. I am literally a psychology major. I’m in two research labs, one about psychophysiology and one about developmental psychology. I got an A in Behavioral Neuroscience last semester. Pre-frontal cortex development is 100% a real, scientific and medical concept that happens as we age from children into adults. I am more than happy to cite the past 50 years of research that indicates as such.
2. What the hell is this, the oppression olympics? I’m also neurodivergent — I’ve got ADHD. That’s got nothing to do with typical pre-frontal cortex development like I was referring to with Basim.
3. PLEASE go outside I’m absolutely begging you
#babblingbrook babbles#I pondered over this so long because I was convinced this was a bit#what exactly do you think happens to your brain as you grow up#it DEVELOPS#and stops around 25 ish#that’s why in the U.S. you can’t drink or smoke legally till 21#it’s bc it fucks up your brain development#the original post this is referring to is literally just referring to basim’s brain not being developed#someone sounds a little salty /j#genuinely tho as a psych major I think it is partially my responsibility to let yall know this is not pseudoscience 😭
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