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about the timebomb healing period ..
particularly interested in the idea of ekko also struggling to adjust having returned back to the current universe so suddenly and being whiplashed by a lot of things like the scar & sevika team up 😭 (i assume anw by how casual the two pop in tgt during the recruit meeting) it does offer a neat foundation of a shared sorrow of some kind between timebomb .. jinx watching him pour so much of himself taking care of her and also catching glimpses of him when he's away struggling to digest all the happenings of the firelights during his absence, grieving heimerdinger, rebuilding a semblance of a relationship with sevika, seeing the current dissipation of the tree, getting bombarded by news of an upcoming war and still having a big chunk of his heart to help jinx, making sure she's eating, her bed is warm, water is always ready .. a boy of many burdens ..
maybeee. the sadness cycles back to jinx because the sight of it all tugs her heart to guilt (maybe even anger) and she has this sudden urgency to save him from what hes committing to by taking her in . a part of her actually wants this second chance but she still doubts ekko understands who she really has become and desperately wants assurance that he does . But instead of asking for it she opts to try and convince him to give her up again via rashing out in cold-hearted anger . with the outcomes of either ekko actually giving up (which, in turn, to jinx, 'saves' him. which is viewed good! ekko doesn't deserve another burden. ekko deserves the 'truth'. at least to jinx) or, ekko not giving up (which, in turn, to jinx, assures her. affirms she is still worthy of love at all even at this point. maybe it's not too late. but jinx won't admit how appealing it all actually sounds or how she would much prefer that outcome).. I don't think ekko would react w comfort .. i want to think he'd break too . All the rage cracking thru .. but in the end he still chooses to pursue this path .. something something
A shared sorrow . Kinda. A cycle of sadness . Kiiinda. Just two broken people trying to figure it out .. carrying a semblance of a want to save the other but each of their efforts costing a part of themselves
#Like jinx's guilt could probably be rage too .. how dare u not see how bad i am. how dare u take these lengths#Maybe she would try to convince him hey this commitment isn't worth the time U R dumb . Make him hate her again#she doubts his commitment and his understanding of what he's getting himself into#the way you look at me is shrouded by the past. think of the dead bodies. think of the shimmer. the bombs. remember now#The past is gone#you are still so naive#(Please look at me as I am) (please prove I am worthy of this forgiveness)#(I as in me in all my terrible)#And then she slowly would see the evidence Ekko did not in fact take her in with rosy lenses#he saw her completely#from the innocence of their childhood to the hurting of their parting sumthsumth he did not take her thoughtlessly .. he knew her completel#I do not look at you half-heartedly or through a past we have lost I look at you with a love I can not leave#I have tried#I have tried to rid of it but it keeps coming back. Now it is here and I have decided to let it stay#I know your mistakes I know all the pain you have caused. I know the ones you felt#I know as well the ones you caused me. I know a part of me hates u still . I know. I know#there's this reassurance he did not make the choice with a different person in mind He Had HER in mind fr fr. All of her#jus brain slopping like goo!!!!!#not good explained but whatever#!!!#Ekko#timebomb#Jinx#Ekko x jinx#Arcane#idk I get the vibe. That desperation that u love me for me right? Not the facade . Or anything. U saw my imperfections right?#i hope u did. I hope u know what ure getting into . THAT KINDA THING.. eats door..
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i for one would love to share the peace and comfort of his reign 🙏
#he has constantly been on the brain since the lightning blast not gonna lie#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#datv spoilers#elgar'nan#my art#i can't explain why but his armour is soooo satisfying to draw it's such a good design#also i was gonna post this tomorrow because it's fucking 11pm but i'm too unhinged about him right now so whatever#i trust that the faithful shall find him no matter the time of day
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maffhew who refuses to say runebergin torttu because he knows hes gonna butcher it so bad he might be kicked out of the country the second he tries and staunchly avoids that by going "the one dessert that barky is going to have to explain 😃"
sasha who gets faced with the most generic description of everything hes ever eaten in his life so far because of maffhew and going "???... oh you mean runebergin torttu!"
"he did good he liked the food and he likes the finland so far so its good" sasha says with so much pride now that all the anxiety has left his system that his husband teammate is enjoying his country and doesnt hate it
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the smile of a man who knowlingly doomed his husband and said husband using all his brain power to context clues his way to whatever the fuck he just got asked that his brain is running hotter than a mid 2012 macbook air thats somehow still alive in the year of the lord 2024 but girl does she chug along shes louder than a fighter jet
#matthew tkachuk#aleksander barkov#florida panthers#2425#the famous vanha kauppahalli date™#we know how bad he is at pronouncing words not in english he does not want to fuck up his husbands language in front of him#(the nhl stars try to speak german video has entered the chat)#different attitudes here lmao#“he did good” mate he was... eating food... what... what is there to praise here..?#i shivered sweet mary and joseph sasha this is how you praise maffhew? yeah id be an annoying little shit about it too#whatever they have. unexplainable. i wont even bother#im glad to see pie and cake are still very confusing for esol#somehow ive had the conversation with several different people in my lifetime and realised even i dont know what the fuck it is#in the sense that when i translate pastries into english for my american friends i just pause and go#wait... i think this is a pie... but its called a tart in spanish but its also kind of a cake? and- [windows reboot sound]#ive had to do this with pastafrola and im like please just eat it dont make me explain im gonna cry if i do#I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS IN AN ENGLISH CONTEXT BECAUSE IT DOESNT EXIST IN AN ENGLISH CONTEXT TO ME JUST EAT IT#“so whats the difference between a torta and a tarta and isnt a tarta kinda like a pie-” “stop asking questions you dont want answers to”#you have no idea how upset i get trying to explain#im glad sasha at least protrays a little of that frustration by going “i dont know english word” girl SAME
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#i kept... procrastinating........... sorry to everyone who gave me a character for taking so long....#my art#digital#worm#wormblr#i like.. most of these 👍#ive struggled a lot with my alec design but i think im finally starting to get somewhere with him#that specific emma is from arc 5. her dad mentions taylors moms death and taylor lashes out and emma cant help from smiling#so she leans forward on the desk and covers her mouth#the sleeper.... ok so his whole deal is intentionally vague in canon#because someone told wildbow he doesnt need to explain every single deatail about every cape that shows up#so i was able to do whatever the fuck#basically his power is visually described as a not-rainbow storm thats large enough to cover a good chunk of a large city#out of canon wildbow says the only capes whod be able to survive his storm would need to be indestructible or have an impenetrable mind#so i thought yo. i recently watched a video about a short scifi horror story about how certain fractals make people die from looking at the#and the only person who didnt die from seeing the worst one had trained himself by looking at less dangerous fractals#so.. there the sleeper is ig.. a vague figure in the center of a giant fractal mess#i didn't INTEND for aisha to be looking at alec but no harm no foul. its kinda cute#anyway i spent most the day finishing this and now i think i dont wanna draw digitally ever again?
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(After betraying the Winchesters)
Sam: This isn't what Adam would have wanted!
Michael: You clearly didn't know him that well.
#spn#supernatural#midam#michael#BLESS jake abel for saying adam would have found it funny. hes so valid for that#i KNOW they had a convo in the cage about this exact scenario and adam gave him the green light for a betrayl#adam coming back and when sam and dean explain the betrayl he just says “good” and walks off#even funnier to imagine that michael didn’t even want to do this but adam had made him promise to avenge his death or whatever
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Fiddlestan 2: Electric Boogaloo? 👀
Sorry, this got out of hand
This was the best quality I could find of the poster (I didn't search that much but still)
#I've never seen that movie. I was just gonna search the poster and do a quick drawing. fast forward 2 hours later#Ford third wheeling#I saw '2' and I went 'mmm the sequel. old man yaoi'#sorry this isn't what you wanted but it's what my brain made me draw#ask#not anon#gravity falls#stanley pines#stanford pines#stan pines#ford pines#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#fiddlestan#art#fanart#digital art#redraw#poster redraw#more like poster trace but whatever. I drew bill from scratch tho#bil cipher#electric boogaloo#only good thing about digital art is the unlimited color palette that comes with it. no need to make the colors they're there#Stan is the only one without his usual outfit for reasons even I can't explain
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if you have the feeling this arc may feel incomplete or something is off, take into consideration fujimoto is doing it on purpose
From this 2021 interview with Da Vinci magazine. Fujimoto doesn't spoon-feed you the content, he never has and I think the charm resides in that he never will
#you can argue that this being done on purpose doesn't automatically make it good. but to me fujimoto can cook whatever he wants idc#you can like it or you can hate it. but that's how he chooses to narrate his work and again. i feel like i need to get inside his head#i like the way he thinks outside the box with stuff that some may not. again it doesn't make it “good” to you. but AGAIN that's subjective#so far i like this feeling of “that was IT?” because somehow it never quite is just that. idk how to explain it#part 1 felt messier in a way that somehow things made sense. part 2 is more structured but at the same time it isn't#things are happening. u kinda know why but suddenly they are not. and suddenly there's a clone somehow but maybe not#idk. i like stuff like that. ofc not everyone is gonna like it. but that's the beauty of art me thinks#now im gonna watch that movie because idk what it's about... sighs. i dont like movieessss i can't believe this man is making me watch movi#chainsaw man#csm#tatsuki fujimoto
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my stardew farmer ^_^ he doesnt have a green thumb for shit so he keeps animals and does mining
some tidbits i came up with while playing hehe
reclusive and doesnt really go out of his way to talk or visit people unless its an errand. but he also doesnt try to befriend others to get something out of it, so he has a very easygoing approach to making friends. on good terms with linus and sebastian since he runs into them most often.
if he respects or takes a liking to someone, he'll greet them with miss/mister (name). if you get close to him he starts using first name basis. if he doesn't like you, he'll refer to you by your title without using your name. only a few people have caught on to this.
the farm he inherited, Milky Way Farm, was the site of a meteorite crash and sometimes you can find shards of meteor debris littered around the farm (i picked the hilltop farm bc of this lol)
lost his sweater and pants a long ass time ago and doesnt have the time to look for them, so hes been working in his sleep clothes ever since
isnt actually grandpa's real heir to the farm... ;)
#sorry i havent been getting around to artfight attacks or art of anything lately bc my pen :) decided now would be the perfect#time to fucking bail on me :))) its gen 1 apple pen too so the fucker is discontinued hate and death on plsnet earth#like it TECHNICALLY works but only if i pair and re-pair it with the ipad until it senses it and that can be up to 38 tries#even then itll suddenly stop working if i take it off the ipad for more than 10 fucking seconds so i am not having a good time. this is the#second pen that this has happened to and i dont think its my ipad or software jesus christ. whatever. ill pretend not to care so it#fixes itself faster#ANYWAY COSMO!! YEAH. STARDEW IS STUPIDLY ADDICTING. i got it during the sale but im playing it on ios rn since i#dont have steam on my pc rn. i started a new save after the first one fizzled out and i think im doing way better this time yay#its a special kind of stress when u need to be in bed and its 1:50AM but the cat is in the fucking way#i wanna make more stuff with this guy i have a lot of stuff i wanna draw for him. i have a little backstory for him in mind#ill probably make a separate post to explain it but its a very long series of misunderstandings and ouran haruhi gender fuckery#my art#myart#my oc#oc#stardew farmer#sdv farmer#sdv#stardew valley#doodles#stardew
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Gearing up for the stat boosts
MDZS Disco Elysium AU Part 3 (Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 4)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#MDZS disco elysium AU#It's not really disco elysium unless your protagonist is dressed up like they're going for the stat boosts#And coming out like a moderately deranged cyberpunk fashion disaster#The AV cable hair ties in particular were the answer to 'How can I explain wwx finding something to tie his hair up in a trashed hotel room#as well as 'How can get him to look even more like a disaster cyberpunk OC?'#WWX woke up after years of being in the eternal pale only to find himself in a different body -hungover and bleeding.#The lack of shirt is due to emergency first aid. The rest of the outfit is him finding whatever he can.#and what better way to pair a lack of shirt than with fishnets?#Lan Wangji doens't have the historical cosplay thing kim has going on but he does wear cute bunny socks. As a treat.#and YES it would be electrochem getting the boost.#It's the skills for *more* than just drugs and sex! Its also the one that goes 'YIPEE! I love solving cases! ^_^ I love a good sandwich!'#Electrochem is the skill for 'you deserve a little treat' and it doesn't care what that little treat is as long as it sparks joy!!!#Please keep that red memento in mind. I will be returning to that plot point.
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Any story where Cass learns to be more like Shiva and less like David Cain is a good one to me. Cain took Shivas abilities and bastardised them, twisted a child into a murderer which left her feeling guilty for the blood on her hands and her gift for violence for years. And the batfam helped Cass realise that she wasn't doomed to be evil just because she enjoyed violence, that in the right context she can do good, can BE good.
But it's always limited. Always as gentle as possible (Cass, not Bruce). Always restrained and controlled and with the executioners axe hanging over her head, waiting for the second she goes too far. She can imitiate them, do good work the way they do, but in her eyes she will never truly be fully like them.
Enter Shiva. Who understands Cass in a way no one else can. Cass's ability to read body language, her talent with martial arts. David Cain pushed them to extremes but the gifts originated with Shiva. Cass will never share her birth mother's comfort with death or her detachment from the world around her but she can reach her in other ways. Connect with her, talk to her as an equal and peer the way no one else is for them. And she can learn from Shiva too, not just skills but philosophy. How to live with all the different contradictions that make up your personality. How to reconcile your love of violence with your desire to help people. How to be unafraid of what you are capable of, to let go and enjoy it because it is not evil, it is simply you.
Shiva will never be a mother or a mentor or even a trustworthy ally. She doesn't want to be and she doesn't need to be. Cass has all of those things already. Her connection with Shiva is based off something different, and it works for them even if no one else understands it.
#dc#cassandra cain#dc rambles#Lady Shiva#I can't explain it properly it buzzes around my head but it's too complex for me to get the words out right#But Cass and Shiva and understanding her heritage#Understanding that David cain may have taken and used her but the core he stole from is not evil or good it simply IS#It's her culture it's her legacy it's her birthright. Not David's not Bruce's not whatever white boy of the month dc throws at Shiva#This language that only they speak is the closest Cass will ever come to having roots beyond David cain#And it's so important to me
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Trying to find nice stuff for Wish but everywhere you go people are being painfully wrong in their interpretations of the movie
#i don’t care if people don’t like it but i want people to at least stop being so wrong 😫#i shouldn’t have to explain that hoarding the most important part of people’s souls under false pretenses is bad#his trauma does not make the person he became any less bad and his way of ruling is not reasonable and morally better#free will to pursue your dreams is good. a soul should not be locked up by a man who is likely never to give it back.#i’m sure he STARTED as protecting rosas or believing he was but absolute power corrupts absolutely and all that#magnifico by the time we see him is controlling and paranoid and selfish#and asha is not bad for *reads notes* wanting people to have a chance to actually live their lives for themselves and not be deceived#she never asked him to grant all wishes and the movie never tried to say that all wishes should be granted#it’s not saying that you should always have whatever you want. it’s saying you have the right to your agency and choice to pursue your wish#without someone else controlling whether you can ever have it and even making you forget you wanted it so you CAN’T choose to pursue it.#this is literally just a free will vs control story. how was this movie so lost on so many people.#you can debate until the cows come home about whether it was executed well but what they actually tried to say shouldn’t be so hard to grasp#and then there’s people spreading misinformation about star boy and various behind the scenes factors and you can’t escape it and i just…#i am in pain. everywhere i go i am in pain.#disney#wish#mini rant
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I rewatched Tron Legacy and for some reason I remembered the portal as opening and closing on its own once a cycle, but apparently that’s not what happens?
The movie implies that it opens when a User comes in, closes after 8 ‘hours’, then NEVER opens again? It just…closes forever until he returns from outside?
And Kevin’s plan in that event seems to have been to page Alan and be like “yeah so I borrowed your wife’s portal into the digital world and made my own universe, and I got too into building a new city with the program homies so I was late getting out and the portal like closed on me and now I’m trapped in my computer forever unless someone logs in and releases me. Can you come pick me up”
Yeah that sounds like him
Tron in the flashback telling him “I don’t like when you cut it this close” gave me secondhand stress after realising it
#kevin flynn#the man ever#tron legacy#tron betrayal#tronblr#also who tf only stays for eight ingame hours? Unless he means eight real hours which should be longer#Imagining him going ‘damn I want to stay longer but my own doofus rules prevent it’#*takes a ship across literally the entire Grid just to log out and back in again*#‘why did I set it up this way what is wrong with me. Oh well too late to change it now’#how do you explain that over a pager#how good is a pager can you text someone with it#*googles* ok some of them you can#Kevin: ALAN HELP STUCK IN COMPUTER#Alan: what does this mean is this a typo#Kevin: REPEAT AM STUCK IN COMPUTER. PUT A COIN IN THE TRON MACHINE AND LOG IN#Alan: *siiiiggghhh*#Alan: Ok I’ll play along with whatever this is. But only because you said this is for emergencies.#Alan: How do you get stuck IN a computer anyway? You better not be doing what I think you’re doing
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Made myself one of those ship memes and filled it out with my two favorites, empty template below if anyone wants it
#I needed a good way to explain my fukutora vision#tsukkiyama tagged along cause i love them too#my ogs vs my current brainrots who will win in a fight to the death?#neither they will all drop dead in t-minus 10 mintues#yamamoto taketora#fukunaga shouhei#fukutora#yamaguchi tadashi#tsukishima kei#tsukkiyama#haikyuu#hq#my art#does this count as my art? idk but whatever
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“If Bakugo and Midoriya don’t end up together by the end I’m gonna be disappointed not because I want it but since the fanbase and show hyped them up so much,” says my husband, who only watches the anime
#I love him but my god. sometimes.#I don’t tell him in detail what I do in this fandom#I had to explain the Kudo and Yoichi backstory to him after this conversation#I had to tell him about the togachako stuff after this#bakudeku#my hero academia#mha#BNHA#I didn’t even do a good or in depth job#I just gave the bare minimum and shared the parts I thought were funny#my favorite character is Katsuki Bakugo in part because no matter how sloppily or weirdly he expresses it#I know his love is true#he is devoted#and he is doing the breakdown of the self and the heart just in the confines of a shonen#and this includes whatever is happening with Izuku#I dunno how to tell my husband Katsuki is my favorite because his entire story is coming to understand what love is and how to#and how to give and receive it
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y’all i finally unlocked caleb’s whole myth… nobody hmu i literally almost cried my eyes out wtf
#[𐐪— rheya talks. 𐑂]#it’s so much worse than i thought it’d be#plus it explains so much more than the main story did#i wish haters would read the myth before saying all their crap#but yeah …#i’m so so curious what the two of them went through when they were kids#and mc being just as crazy about him is soooo delicious#she went on and on about not wanting him to ever leave her side and doing whatever it takes to keep him with her#and then her not telling him that she didn’t lose her memories???#OH ITS GONNA BE SOOO GOOD#really need to kick that professor guy for trying to make my man a whole ass weapon fuck you dude#but yeah that explains why caleb’s so possessive in the first place#like fr she’s the only thing he’s ever known and found safety in#and clearly whatever that chip is doing is fucking him up even more#he is quite literally broken and i love that they added a character like that#UGH#my emotions were all over the place while going through#when mc was trying to keep him in her “dream” but couldn’t and then they shared that secret kiss#and when caleb saw the mc from his childhood and dropped the banger of a line that is#i love you a little more than you realize#oh i’m gonna hurl wtf#the only myth to ever fuck with me like this#zayne got me close to crying bc he was just so tragic#but caleb is ANGST and there’s a difference in both of them#ugh i’ll never recover guys#lnds caleb#love and deepspace#love and deepspace caleb
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Complaining abt Suicide Squad yet again but the fact that they have Waller exposing the alien community to space racist attacks and talking abt how she got to her position through deceit and being a terrible person and stuff is just. Ahsfiwueh JUST SAY YOU DONT KNOW WALLER.
Anyways literally the 3rd mission of the Squad ever (and the first framed as smth Waller picked and not orders from above) was the Squad discrediting and stopping a rogue vigilante who was only arresting POC and funneling white people into white supremacy groups (of which he was the most prominent member) in SUICIDE SQUAD #4. and it's explicitly framed as this mission being personal for Waller that she's hiding from the government bc its illegal like. Guys. Please why are we having her incite (space bc comics) racist attacks now
Also the whole "Amanda got her position through deceit and being a terrible person" NO. she KEPT her position through being shitty and playing complicated political games!!! She wasn't always that way like there is a difference and it is IMPORTANT ppl PLEASEEEE. In Secret Origins #14 we learn Amanda's backstory and she used to be a normal, caring person! Like even after she entered into working in government and politics she wasn't automatically morally bankrupt like please people. She was originally given control of the Squad by Reagan (*sigh* 80s comics...) to distract and get rid of her because she was so successful at pushing progressive social policy in Congress. Acting like she's this static pillar of evil is such a waste of her character and so fucking uninteresting and disrespectful to her arc it drives me MAD.
Like I am NOT saying Waller is all sunshine and rainbows, she fucking SUCKS (said w love <3) but like there's a human being there. It's a progression, she has a character arc like please, DC, please!!! They've fucked up Waller so bad and made her so opaque and uninteresting she can't even be the protagonist of her own story for fucks sake!
Like I don't know how many times I have to scream it until DC hears me or remembers but WALLER IS THE MAIN CHARACTER OF SUICIDE SQUAD. ITS HER BOOK. yet right now she's a cutout to be used as the villain wherever the writers please. Even in her book we get none of her perspective really displayed, no exploration of her thoughts with any kind of understanding of the role she traditionally has played and was made to play in the story.
#its like youre unable to root for her in any form. which is annoying bc shes actually awesome actually#also having her say “actually im the good guy fuck you'' w/o any actual deep analysis of her psyche or whatever while doing these things#doesnt count as development or showing shes 3 dimensional. its just having 2 dimensional waller say shes right when everyone is obviously#supposed to believe shes wrong#anyways i want real waller back please i miss herrrrrrrr#anyways hope mr john ridley has read secret origins no 14. i know its from 1987 but please guys please. my only hope#also it was a few months ago but i think they tried to push certain elements of a diff backstory in dream team and sorry but fuck that. and#any mention of another waller background like my eyes are closed sry. im a preboot truther#actually im just ignorant of most squad comics outside the original series. im gonna do a readthrough and become knowledgeable on other#stuff i just need to find time. so if im wrong then sorry if its smth factual and if you disagree with my opinion then uh sorry for ur loss#anyways shoutout to the time i had a nerd night w my one friend and she was asking me abt dc and said my favorite villains and i said waller#and silver swan. and she had a “yuck WHY” to waller and a ???? to silver swan. love shouting out my faves and explaining them to the less#informed. didnt say a number 3 but would probably be parallax ig. idk hes kind of slay. or maybe someone else honestly i like hal but waller#and nessie are blorbo level for me i could think abt them for hours#or maybe it wouldnt be parallax actually idk who my 3 would be. hes definitely up there but way below the other 2. maybe the cheetah#interpretation that i personally have. v different from the popular cheetah interpretation esp rucka vers actually. much closer to the pérez#and esp develops some subtext there surrounding barbara and the exploitation and theft of sacred cultural artifacts and pieces but also#like british colonization a lil bit#but i actually despise the cheetah that lives in my head but think shed be interesting to use narratively and see diana fight#vs the other guys who i find interesting and sympathetic and like for themselves#whereas my fave interpretation of cheetah can rot in hell#i got off topic here#blah#swishy rant#also disclaimer that w the main character ik dreamer is the main character of dream team. im talking more in general and that amanda should#always have a huge role as shes the main character of the squad and yet is treated like its villain and not its protag#sui sq
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