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Ahhh hi hey hello! I didn't realise you'd missed me so thank you for the lovely comments on my latest piece! I missed you guys too. Sorry it's been so quiet - I'm gonna tell you why so you'll understand. My boyfriend and I are building/renovating our future home so that's obviously a lof of work and takes sooo much time. I use what little time I have to work on my book and sadly there is hardly any time left to write and update my socials regularly. I miss writing and I miss sharing my pieces with you, but I'll try to check in frequently and whenever I find a spare minute to pen something down, you'll find it on here☺️
See you soon! 🤍
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Another thing that haunts me about this entire thing is that Amanda wasn’t just funny like her coworkers, or funny like other Disney and Nickelodeon actresses. Amanda Bynes was funny like Carol Burnett. Funny like Lucille Ball. She was effervescent and classic. Her comedic sensibilities were deeply intelligent. She had *it*. And she should have grown into one of the best actresses of our generation. But *something* happened and derailed it all. Even if she’s not the same, I truly hope she’s well and happy. I want nothing but the best for her, even if it’s a quiet and private life. I adored her back then and always will.
#Amanda Bynes#quiet on set#it feels ghoulish to hope she comes forward with her story#we aren’t owed anything#I think she just felt like a friend to everyone and we all want to know how to help our friend#whose ass do we need to kick#can we fight for you can we support you can we help you with what you’ve gone through#dan schneider#Nickelodeon#the Amanda show#I spent so much time on amandaplease.com at the library
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Hello azu, I have a question about the cover of your fancomic "Godfather"!
I like your comic, but I don't understand the symbolism of the mourning frame next to Shane, could you explain it to me?
I just think that the grief of losing his loved ones killed him too, if that makes sense.
Godfather comic
#stardew valley#stardew valley shane#shane stardew valley#sdv shane#shane sdv#stardew shane#shane stardew#stardew#sdv#sv shane#shane sv#if youre curious: my hc is that jas' mom is shane's sister#and jas' dad is his best friend#they were the only two people in his life at this point that he really opened up to...#and his whole world was just him jas his best friend and sister. and he was just satisfied with this quiet little life with them#and of course when they were gone it left a sizeable hole in his heart and it took him a long looong time to recover from that grief#because he didnt process his feelings properly and bottled it up. and it was killing him#he didnt want jas to see him look weak or vulnerable because he knows jas is relying on him to be her father now#but it really wasnt good for him to keep all that inside. and thata why he spiralled in sdv hence his heart events#im talking too much im done now alfkakgksgkskgk
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very pleased to report that i tried literally counting sheep last night and got my first full night's sleep in like a week in a long period of sleepless nights!!
#not sure if i should say 'this works guys!' because while it worked for me#i'm not sure if it'll work for everyone#but yeah! focusing on counting sheep gave my mind one thought to focus on#so it could drown all the others out! much more effective than just trying to 'think of nothing' which i CANNOT do#and as i got further i began spacing out the counting. i listened to my heartbeat#and after like ten beats i'd count the next sheep#and in between the counting i found my mind drifting sort of aimlessly#vague noise i wasn't fully consciously thinking of#which i think is generally a good sign for me. cause i'm losing control of my thought processes and slipping into dreaming#but every time i'd count another sheep it was fascinating.#'one hundred and sixty sheep' and just like that the background noise was all gone. and my mind was quiet again. wow.#anyway i had a full dream for the first time in a while. my cousin was there. i missed school by accident and was disappointed.#love you all💙 sweet dreams and restful nights on planet earth even though it's ten am for me
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decided to fill my oc Princeton with bugs, she's all about family, yknow?
#art#my art#oc#princeton oc#au#Trypophobia#cw Trypophobia#cw body horror#body horror#not too bad but its all subjective#technically tma related#decided shed be corruption affiliated#smthn smthn she lived so long in a house of corrupted dying memories#her family all dead and gone#that her loneliness ACHED#but then termites or something Other invested her walls and foundations and just having that something Else in her home was almost a comfor#the exterminators she called never found much but they were good enough company#she was thankful for the bugs and their quiet songs#but she didnt expect for when the house finally gave way due to the weakened and bug ridden supports#but she was even more thankful when the bugs who loved her and sang to her held her together and picked up her pieces#theyre her family now#her darlings#he named all of them
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realized a drawing i'm doing rn is almost identically posed to one i did 8.5 years ago of a different oc, except the old drawing was instantly tainted by one of the players featured messaging me asking if i could take it down because their abusive, possessive rp partner saw it and got jealous of them "roleplaying behind their back" and i said "nah" and it became a whole Thing that i should have walked away from at that exact moment but didn't and the 6 months that followed contained some of the most truly condensed batshit i have ever witnessed in an rp community already well-known for its batshittery.
... anyway i love my friends. so happy to accidentally redeem the pose.
#idk if ill ever open up completely about that shitshow but#i think 8 years is past the statute of limitations to vaguepost about it#late tag addition but man now i'm thinking about it all at 4am#how did in the good goddamn did i witness that and still not only let them make me an officer#but also let them put me functionally in charge of their guild IC#while those two fucked off and erped in instanced zones or played overwatch#and i and my then-rp-partner took the heat for the meandering plotline#until my partner vented to the wrong person about the abuse#and it got back to them#and we got to experience the surreality of an honest to god guild coup#all to salvage the image of some egomaniac abuser#certified fucking wra moment#its been 8 years and thinking about how i was treated in the end makes me feel sick lol#they made a new guild discord and invited everyone but us#and when i noticed the channel had gone quiet i asked what was up#and was met with gaslighting about how i'm 'thinking too much' about the channel being a 'little slow'#and it took pushing to get an early admission of what was about to happen#so we logged on and quit ourselves#which fucked up the narrative they had constructed#and they lied in the new channel that WE were the ones doing a 'coup' and that we stole the members who left with us#i guess i am opening up after all#i had to play the fucking villain of that scenario for the past 8 years#all to protect the mental health of people who hurt me#why#if you were there and know what i'm referencing with all of this... there's the fucking story#the person in question is a massively popular artist#i just dont have it in me to fight that fight
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i wish there was a way to psychically send someone a little pulse of energy that says "a stranger a long way away is thinking of you with care"
#a blog i don't follow but periodically check has gone ominously quiet after some very suicidal-sounding posts#and i fear the worst but have no way of knowing either way#and i just wish i could be like. hey. you do matter. i have noticed you're gone. other people have noticed you're gone.#you are having an impact even in these small and abstract ways
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i think she was the most annoying baby on earth i wouldnt be able to take it (affectionate)
there are only two kinds of autism. the one where it takes you so long to start talking that your parents are worried something's wrong with you and then you suddenly start speaking in full sentences when you're 2 years old (laios and falin) and the one where you simply Do Not Shut Up the second you can make even vaguely word-like sounds (marcille)
love her. she's so funny. im so sure she was babbling on with the full intonation of someone who knows what they're saying but in completely unintelligible noises, some half-words borrowed from elven and common lmao
#asks#marcille donato#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#love her soooo much. mwah#i was the quiet kind of baby autism#i did it for korean and then funnily enough#my mom sat me in front of korean-subbed disney movies every time she had to do chores bc i'd sit SO quietly and do nothing the entire time#and then one day i just started reading full english words off random stuff in the house#nearly gave her a heart attack. literally i hadn't even gone to kindergarten yet but the autism was too powerful#marcilleposting
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despairful day. remember to take comfort in anything that brings you joy. for me, that is Binah. for you, it might also be Binah. that is alright. she has hugs enough for all.
#project moon#lobotomy corporation#library of ruina#binah#binah lobcorp#binah library of ruina#i have sworn to myself that i will keep going#that i will try to have something that sparks delight#it will be difficult#but who will do the things we do#who will make the things we make if we are gone#in troubling times think of everyone you love#binah is there. sitting with a cup of tea#queequeg is waiting patiently to embrace you for she loves the feeling of you in her arms#for those who follow the bus. your coworkers are there too#yi sang is a quiet comforting presence#faust will tell you facts to get your mind off of events#don distracts you with stories. or perhaps she just sits with you and knows what despair feels like#ryoshu will show you how she paints. just this once#meursault is steady and always reliable if you are in need of anything#hong lu messes with your hair however he can with a smile#heathcliff allows you to lean on him. for he is warm and comfortable#ishmael.#rodion paints your nails and offers to help with your outfit. anyone's nails can be painted#the tick of dante's clock is slow and soothing#sinclair can exchange tips to not wallow in nervousness#outis is more lenient. she carves wood did you know?#gregor's not sure what advice to give you. but his voice is calm and soothing#this became long#good. it needed to be
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Hey, do you guys remember that agony//ghost thing the FNaF lore has? Yeah? Cool
Do you guys know any of the synonyms to agony there are? Like, suffering, torment, throes, and the like? Yeah? Cool
Are you guys familiar with my Quiet Throes au//fic thing? Yeah? Cool
Agony ghost Bloodmoon. They torment the hell out of the bastard, and hang around Solar sometimes. But mostly stick around Ruin, staring at him, messing with his things, throwing stuff at him, and generally making his life miserable (as it should be)
Tw for the images below: implied suicide attempt, referenced character death, and implied torture//sa
#this was genuinely fun to think through#is it tragic? yeah very much so#is it cathartic? a bit I guess#they get to torture the bastard so that’s a good thing#tsams#sams au#sams bloodmoon#sams bloodtwins#sams solar#sams ruin#tsams au#Quiet Throes in Pooling Oil#au variant#which by the way technically already existed? I have been thinking about the different ways the story could’ve gone in—#—and the twins dying was one of the first things that came to mind. it would be very fucking sad and tragic and definitely wreck Solar a bi#—but they’d get a nice tomb under a tree near that place the first ones saw that blood moon in#but just today I was thinking about classic FNaF when suddenly#agony ghosts#and throes *is* a synonym for agony…#tw sui attempt#tw character death#tw implied torture#get his fucking ass Bloodmoon#wreck his shit#*make him pay*#(and just imagined ghost BM and Jack 2v1ing Ruin in making his life miserable. how lovely ^w^)
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immersion-breakers when playing as origin astarion for the first time:
he's the camp leader
all the companions wanna fuck him
#this camp is about to get so messy#don't think i won't make them all kiss anyway i'm already on it#so far he has kissed shadowheart#and slept with lae'zel TWICE?#both experiences were strange and kind of off-putting#bc they both give me “ i'd rather decapitate that man ” vibes#he has had that Weave moment with gale#wyll and karlach and halsin are not safe from his flirting when the time comes#idk who i'd commit him to though if i will at all#also another immersion-breaking experience is that#he's so quiet#𝒾𝒾. ooc.#ALSO HIS TENT IS GONE??#i actually wanted to cry when i saw the empty space#anyway not ragging on my handsome gremlin whom i love dearly#i'm just so used to playing as tav/durge#you get used to the companion dynamic that way#and then suddenly astarion is in charge#no minthara mention because she'd kill him
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no thoughts only tsukasa and the way he emphatically includes anyone without a second thought
he may be just the littlest bit dense and overwhelming when interacting with others but he has that bright-eyed enthusiasm and willingness to accept others wholeheartedly that reminds me of how younger kids are. and not in a “wow he’s so childish and immature” way. he’s just so BRIGHT and unapologetically himself in the way that kids who are beginning to experience the world tend to be. and that’s such a perfect contrast to the rest of the cautious heart class.
despite his childhood loneliness, his personality wasn’t dampened and he’s honestly not what you’d describe as “cautious” lmao. he kinda skipped that phase where kids become self-conscious of their actions and suppress themselves for the sake of fulfilling expectations. whereas the others in the aptly named cautious heart class have aren’t as true to themselves in some way and are working to be more so
mafuyu, trying to find herself again and obviously having her “good girl” persona
honami, working to stand for her own opinions and ideas instead of always appeasing everyone
kohane, learning to be more out there and to stop worrying about what everybody thinks so much
haruka, always being in idol-mode and realizing that it’s okay to take breaks from that. (her story is different from shizuku’s and how shizuku previously had to hide her clumsiness and whatnot to be the perfect idol in Cheerful*Days, but I think that naturally as an idol, there’s going to be discrepancy between Haruka as a person and Haruka in the eyes of others/fans. this is very apparent in the miya girls school festival event where a girl tells haruka that she’s realized haruka isn’t some unapproachable professional idol that people think her to be. saki inviting haruka to the event committee provided haruka the opportunity to relax and show the less serious, regular-high-school-girl side of herself)
at first glance, tsukasa might seem like he’s an outlier in the cautious heart class. but in actuality, he fits so well because he’s just so great at encouraging the rest of the class to throw away any “cautions” about fitting into a certain expectation and just be themselves instead. obviously he himself doesn’t seem to care much about what others think of him, so he shows the others that it’s not so bad to put yourself out there
hence why he seems to be leading the class in the MV (when I watched it, I initially found it odd that he was so prominent lmao. I have thoughts on rui’s placement in the MV as well but i feel like that’s gonna turn out to be another long ramble LMAO)
tsukasa tenma, you endearing, endearing little man <3
#as an anxious quiet kid myself I just was so touched by honami’s line about getting invited to kickball LMAO#i haven’t gone through the convos of the april fools event yet#so I feel like I’m gonna find out that my long ass rant about them was just a reiteration of a convo#pls don’t mind this post if that’s the case 🙏🙏#guys ik this is just a silly april fools event but sooooo many thoughts are running around in my brain :’D#tsukasa tenma#pjsk#project sekai#colorful stage#hatsune miku: colorful stage
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#coquette#girlblogging#female hysteria#lana del rey#female rage#angelcore#just girly things#melancholy#painting#art#just girly thoughts#im just a girl#hell is a teenage girl#ultraviolence#this is what makes us girls#lizzy grant#alana champion#girl rotting#gone girl#girlhood#innocence#daydreaming#quietness#lily rose depp#cecilia lisbon#vergine suicides#cherry coke#observer#lux lisbon#girl interupted syndrome
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someone who's being very vocal about their need to pee and then watching as they get less vocal and less antsy and less squirmy.....bc now they're really desperate.....and they don't have the resources to waste on anything but trying so so so hard not to lose control....
#omo#omorashi#omo kink#omo cute#when someone goes from OMGGGG I NEED TO PEE SO BADDDDDD#to just sitting there...tensely....gone all quiet ....#OH BABY that's the good stuff
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HAPPY ST PATRICK'S DAY INDEED. GOOD GRAVY
#new kink just dropped: being walloped by a short irish man in boxing gloves#i'm cosplaying as a punching bag#i swear everytime i say he's gone quiet he posts again#we are so back#the pink socks i'm head in hands weeping#barry keoghan#saltburn
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#female hysteria#female rage#being a female#being a girl#im just a girl#girl hysteria#girlhood#girl interrupted syndrome#girl blogger#girl blog aesthetic#girlblogging#this is a girlblog#just girlboss things#just girly posts#this is what makes us girls#gone girl#black swan#soft pink aesthetic#soft aesthetic#pastel pink#pastel moodboard#this is the experience of being a quiet girl#<3333
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