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omniscient reader’s viewpoint is the one piece of web novels
#i havent spelled out the whole title in forever lowkey it looks wrong#not expanding on this im going to sleep#💤💤#orv
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harley quinn (2000) #35
[ID: a sequence of three panels focusing on an abandoned cup of tea as drops of blood drip down into it. Harley Quinn's internal narration boxes reads, ‘I was a tomboy growing up. Tackle football with the local boys? You bet. Under a car hood changing a filter? Sure. Dances? No. Pedicures? Pass. Sewing? You have to be kidding.’ The panels expand, revealing Harley hunched over. She's shown in a profile view and from afar, her face hidden by shadow as her blonde hair is in a slightly overgrown pixie cut.
The blood continues to drip as her narration resumes, ‘I remember watching my mother. Sewing. Sitting in this old chair with a pile of clothes my dad or brother needed fixing. A rip, a tear, a patch. Just kept a smile on her face as that pile got higher and higher. I resented her so much. Sewing. I vowed I'd never learn.’ Her hand comes onto panel, revealing she's holding a needle as she yelps, ‘Ow!’ We finally see her bloodied face when she looks up at the suddenly ringing phone, it being revealed that she had to give herself sutures to close a large gash on her forehead. END ID]
#i think thats a cup of tea?? it looks like it with the sugar cubes? maybe. its not the point#love love love this little sequence and when her character and background is expanded on#i disagree with some of the choices (like her sleeping with & blackmailing the dean to get into a college)#but im a sucker for messy homelife and having that filled out more. her own personal resentment to her mother for doing the needlework#and being a housewife with a (forced?) smile and how it plays out to harley wanting to be so fiercely independent but how she#still struggles with it. from staying with the joker and that toxic relationship and the way its different than her mother's yet is#repeating the same cycle just with different mistakes#to her and pam and wanting and begging her to go with her. to being scared of being alone in a sense#she can manage fine. shes smart shes strong shes clever. but the abandonment issues run deep#how much is she aware of? how much does she resent herself for it? telling yourself as a little girl over and over you wont be like#your mother just to find out youre her if not worse?#again. repeating the cycle just with different mistakes.#also love when women are cringefailures and damp and pathetic looking#c: harley quinn (2000) | i: 35#crypt's panels#harley quinn
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FF!Chiaki for an au idea I had!
The basis of it is that Chiaki survived her execution but her class is still brainwashed and she ends up getting recruited by future foundation sometime later to search for the remnants
She also becomes roomies w/ Izuru & Nagito at some point lol
#i have a few ideas for how itll go already so i might expand on it more later#but right now. i need sleep goodnight#have a lil chiaki as a late night treat#remnant searcher chiaki au#thats what im calling it i decided just now#chiaki nanami#danganronpa#super danganronpa 2#sdr2#art#my art#xanders art#xanders haunting art#digital art#fan art
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hey guyss,,,, if i did a like.. murder drones lmk au would you guys like. be fine iwth it??? pls i need confirmation
#the rabbits are going wild on my head#i just#theres thismd au qhere red son is a murder drone and mk and mei are workers i once saw and i just#i had creted some small ideas in my head about the au months ago and thought that was it but like#it was never really expanded on or at leas thte creator didnt post much aobut it but my head#ooo my head is full of gears and theyre spinning FAST rn#like is it bad if i just take hte concept of red being a murder drone and the other two being workers??#like from what the creator of the au has shown they were doing a whole different thing than I want to do so like#its not plagiarism???#at least wukong's role is diferent._.#and there's no spicynoodles#i find the ship cute but i dont ship it#i just want some traffic light trio content man#with maybe murders and arson and eldritch beings#is that too muhc to ask??#im talking about the trio but the thing im sorto f focusing on rn is wukong and macaque because like#i may be a md fan but i dont undestand the story i just v i b e#so since those two are sort of taking nori and yeva's roles and theyre heavly involved on the Absolute Solver lore#plus the whole 'lets add a new type of drone because i need an explanation as to why theyre a bit stronger than worker drones'#i have no idea what im doing with them XD#the au is not a full roleswap thing i'm mixing and matching a lot#like macaque's current role is more similar to doll's but his bakcstory is a mix between nori and yeva's with my own original bits#almost the same can be said aobut wukong#but he leans moe heavly on nori's part on the current story#i think its funny how much im thinking about these tow because like#i cant find a role for nezha so hes currenlty not part of the au so my mind is just going to the second best option which is macaque#and wukong#stuff#i sohuld go to sleep its like 00:05#so yeahh
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Itgr is a crazy comic because literally only one character is practically canonically aro and yet I could make a genuinely compelling argument for almost every character in this comic (including Satan) being some shade of aspec
#i will expand if someone wants me to#going to sleep now but i needed to get this out there#i do a bit of speaking <3#webtoon#i'm the grim reaper#im the grim reaper#itgr
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WE DID THE HILL A DAY EARLY
HELP
For context at band camp there's a really steep hill and when we march on the streets we go up and then down said hill, while playing etc
I'm not kidding it's probably a 70 degree angle and I know math stuff
I hate it so much because I have snare drum and I can't lift my knees very far without hitting the bottom of the drum so the entire percussion section is just struggling for like 30 feet
#im in so much pain#when i walk enough i go numb but i am now dealing with the consequences#also i got a mild sunburn todayy#and like 7 hours of sleep :')#i was literally about to cry before we started#it felt like my spine was going to collapse in on itself#and my lungs hurt in a weird way#and my ribs are cramping#the mild asthma that i keep forgetting i have has returned so im audibly wheezing a little#why why why why why#ow#everything hurts#and i can still hear the music in my head#typing out words sounds like percussion patterns now#i cant escape#im only halfway done with this#i still have a day and a half#i couldnt breathe while wearing my harness either bc it sits on my shoulders and then goes flat across my chest and stomach and stops#right before my hips so i can bend my legs#and the shoulder part is not made for my chest size#so i physically cant expand my lungs enough to take a decent breath#i thought i was gonna be lightheaded but i got lucky#oof i was ranting sorryyyy#potat rambles#marching band#band#band camp#potat's band chronicles
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chrysanthemum
#PSYTIXOL#i liked drawing the goat mask#revised it a bit#I might update PERPETUITY#Nevertheless imma be a tiny bit more active in honoratio stuff#The game got alot of support since it reached 1k visits so im really happy and want to expand more of the place !!#Though progress will definetely be slow since my lack of motivation hasnt changed . and also because im working on more projects too#Aka psytixol#Im also overworked with tons of irl stuff so#Yeah thats basically it#Imma stop yapping now and i may go to sleep since its 2am in here#Why am i still talking#Nvm#Spotify
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Chatgpt and other genai really cool and convenient when you use them for what they've been made actually. This does not change the workers rights issue, but they are amazing tools that I hope will get improvements on both the ethical and technical aspects because Christ are they saving time and brain juice. Good night.
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you people don't understand how insane i'm going over jing yuan that man must smell so good all the time like breeze and cedar and a bit of sandalwood mixed with his natural scent, like??? imagine falling asleep to that smell all the time i'd die i'd die and explode and die he must be so warm and comfy to curl up against and i can imagine he really has a set routine before bed- maybe some calming tea to relax even further just mindless self-indulgence because sleep is so blissful and jing yuan lived for more than long enough to learn to treasure how precious uninterrupted sleep can be...
#every time i don't wanna go to sleep i just think jing yuan would want me to sleep and i'm out like a fucking light motherfucker#jing yuan#peach rambles#he's got me by the balls by god#i need to expand upon my views on his relationship with sleep and how that can provide depth to his seemingly tranquil character oh god#fuck me sideways woohoo i'm gonna go insane once 1.1 drops#hsr#and also im thinking about this because i have to go to sleep.... istg its always either stsg or this motherfucker so i can fall asleep...
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Every time a new Bloodborne comic comes out and the Nameless Hunter is nowhere to be seen, I am not at all surprised but eternally disappointed.
#sin speaking#(YES I KNOW THEIR STORY IS OVER BUT DO I GIVE A DAMN?? NO I DONT!!!)#(i owe everything to them!!!!!!! theyre the reason im even in the bb fandom!!!!!!!)#(well. I care. I CARE DEEPLY ABOUT THEM.)#(honestly. ugh. death of sleep restructured my brain in unthinkable ways)#(and this isnt to say i dont enjoy the other comics btw lmao i have read and enjoyed them all)#(But WHERE A R E THEY????? HOW AM I MEANT TO GO ON....)#(hi. all this is to say i had a VISION for some art of them lmao)#(my ever expanding list of stuff to draw JUST KEEPS EXPANDING YALL)#(im just cursed down to every neuron in my brain by the gods eternally i cant help it)#(well anyway ruzas new sketches are all done. i just cant decide whether to colour them all or not LMAO)#(the struggle persists...)
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family FrostyFest trips <3
#dont you love family christmas trips when you all gather around the table to prossess the deer your cousin shot?#(the answer is no we dont me and my siblings all hid upstairs to avoid it)#these are a collection of drawings representing some of me and my siblings shanagins over our trip to our grandparents for christmas brake..#should i post these dureing the hollidays?.. yeah probobly... will i remeber? oh god no. so im posting these now!#last comic explained: there was some trimmings from the carcius that whould be tossed in the woods later but for now we needed it off the#gator so we chould use it to haul around rocks.#none of us wanted to carry the meat...#first comic explained: we were packing to go to the farm. i made a funny that my mom found very not funny.#drawing too was me working on a recreation of my siblings and I as we hid from the rest of the family. originally i didnt include my older#bother but after i showed it to the gang i was convinced to expand it to include him#this is a 1 for 1 of how we were all sitting.#you will see this room again later in a pokemon au i did.#i sleep on the bed on the left. it used to be my moms bed when she was a kid. funny enough both of us have had nightmares of something#comeing up the stairs becuse there is no door between the stairs and the kids room.#so the bed is slightly cursed but i cant sleep anywhere else so i dont really care honnestly.#my art#splatoon art#videogame art#splatoon#videogames#frostyfest#comic#splatoon comic#videogame comic#ALSO SHOUT OUT TO MY OLDER BROTHER WHO IS GLAZEING MY WORK FOR ME :D#he got fed up with watching me boil my laptop and offered to glaze my art on his pc with dedicated ram and a graphics card.#:]#to differentiate my brothers: younger has shorter bangs and my older longer bangs and back tenticals tucked#this is not comprhensive of all siblings#these are just the ones ive drawn
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? Olive has the same meow for "please come pet me while i eat" and "please come here and play with me" now, which only developed after i bought her a new toy (quickly became her new favorite) which is interesting. maybe this is a general meow for "pay attention to me" now .. she no longer really meows for being pet while she eats anymore after buying this toy for them both, for some reason, which is good (that was a REALLY bad habit of hers ive been trying to wean her off of)
#her meow for ''please play with me'' USED to be a very high pitched cry which changed#i feel like ive been playing with her in the same amount as i used to though so i dont think its that#she has the ''pet me while i eat'' habit because as a kitten my family had many adult cats that used to bully her#so i would make sure they didnt push her away from the food dish by staying near her when she ate. which she then wanted into adulthood#i then specifically would feed my cats upstairs in my room after that went on too long#that was a combination of a lot of bad things all at once that she grew up in (family only giving cats one food dish & free feeding them)#i would later atleast convince them to add a second and third dish to different areas that i'd maintain#while having my own food and water up in my room for my cats#.. still .. there were 7 cats.#its a lot better now though. there's only 3 cats that live in that house now. and i took my two girls with me here#i get to care for them how i'd like now .. its better that way#she developed the very high pitched cry when i left for a year while i was trying to sort out my living situation.#apparently she used to meander the house carrying a toy around and looking for me the year i was away#i know thats a separation anxiety thing (she also does this when i go to work and go to sleep) but she'll do it for play as well#they both have different toy collections and styles of play they prefer that im trying to add to and expand#i wanna get one of those kick-y toys next. those fish that wiggle. i think Olive specifically will LOVE that#Hope is more of a ribbon-toy and laser light girl. Olive likes to kick and kill her toys but has overlap with toys Hope likes too
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#on Wednesday i have to talk abt myself for departmental seminar for like 4min. all the new grad students have to#like where ur from. what u do. what u do in ur freetime and i can guarantee that at least 80% will b like#i like to hike and b outside!!! with outdoors-y pictures. and i like to b outside but mostly i like to consume media and draw#so im like do i put myself on blast for drawing by showing something ive drawn? i dont particularly want to#i probably will tho. im tempted to try to draw this insane thing. it will b cool if i can do it but i have like 3 presentations to get ready#this week so i probably wont have enough time to do it unless i stop sleeping or stop being depressed#god it woulf take so much time i dont have. but it would b cool. it would b a fucking insane thing to show to my departure tho lmao#which kinda makes me wanna do it. like my advisor wont b there so he wont be there to go: ...is that along [insert sampling location]?#and i dont have to b like yes that is in fact a petrified angel laying in [insert sampling location]. i assure u im extremely normal and#this has no reflection on my state of mind lol. also showing a bunch of Evolutionary Biologist religious imagery seems insane#which again makes me wanna do it lol. well see. ill probably just put up that drawing of a cat in a poolside chair that i took in Portugal#ay ay ay. so much to do. relax they say. take care of urseld they say. and yet the list of things i have requirements to get done is ever#expanding. so it goes. maybe ill draw my angel anyway#unrelated
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RP:
Log 225
FTL: Alright. I have been planning my next project over the course of the last cycle. I've also been replying to everything that I've neglected to during the crisis. I do feel that perhaps I've missed some important events, but I didn't know about any such events before I partially repaired my communication systems, it's not much of a change.
FTL: As for my next project, I plan to attempt to create a beneficial Rot that will take over the role of the micro-organisms that repair the outer structures of Iterators - henceforth I will be calling them SRMOs, short for Structural Repairment Micro-Organisms. Calling them 'micro-organisms' is too vague, and the files I have on them don't give them any one specific name. Even if they did, I have no reason to utilise that name. SRMO it is.
FTL: Metal Rot is a now-uncommon byproduct of making a mistake when experimenting upon the genetics of an SRMO. The process of their creation is the same as any other Rot, and Metal Rot often ends up being an Expanding Rot. The reason that it becomes its own category (though Metal Rots can still fit into any of the sub-groups of general Rot) is due to its nature of being microscopic in starting stages, and therefore incredibly difficult to detect, as well as the fact that it can only consume the metal that the SRMO it was created from was capable of repairing.
FTL: SRMOs are actually very interesting themselves. From what I understand, they consume the metal, divide it into half, use up a bit as a source for energy, and then replace the metal that they previously consumed with double the coverage of the material that was previously there. Of course, this does mean that every single time this process happens, the metal gets thinner. SRMOs were never meant to be the primary repair mechanism, they were always just a backup for the meantime between maintenances. But with the Ancients now gone, they have indeed become the primary outer repair system for any Iterator that has them.
FTL: They were never sustainable. Just another example of the Ancients' lack of foresight. Truly, it astounds me every single time that I find a lapse of judgement like this on their part. I hold no true ill will towards Ancients, truth to be told, I hold no stance on them at all. I just do not understand how it's even possible to mess up so many times, and never do anything about it, simply leaving forever.
FTL: My project that I will now be embarking upon consists of my attempting to create a Metal Rot that has the exact same functions as an SRMO, except more efficient and sustainable. And, of course, not fatal or even detrimental at all to the structure that it is repairing. Sounds absurd, a beneficial Rot, does it not?
FTL: If such a modified Metal Rot is allowed to spread over the surface of an Iterator, then it could fulfill the same purpose as an SRMO while being, as previously mentioned, more efficient and sustainable. Efficient due to its nature of already being everywhere as well as being much quicker at the task, capable of redistributing resources across the surface instead of keeping faults concentrated in one place. That plays into the sustainability, which is also comprised of the fact that it'd ideally be able to gather nutrients from sources other than what it is repairing. Potentially the air? Unlikely that it'd ever be capable of gathering nutrients from biotic things, due to the fact that it is a Rot made from a creature that does not consume living things.
FTL: Most Rots are capable of consuming both biotic and abiotic materials, though most tend to stick to organisms as those contain more energy that it can utilise for itself. A Rot that can only consume one of the two would be rather interesting. Such a thing wouldn't typically happen, as it is extremely detrimental to it, especially so on the side of not being able to absorb biotics.
FTL: Of course, this solution too is unsustainable. While it would make structures last for longer than SRMOs would, the base mechanic of redistributing ever-thinning resources remains. But that is merely yet another fault of how Iterators were created in the first place; we are unsustainable in nature.
FTL: If I do have what I perceive as success in creating such a Rot, then I only have one option. That being to, of course, test it on myself. I do not know what I will do with it if it is successful, as I am doing this out of sheer curiousity, as is part of the motivation for many things I do. If my suspicions about me being successful are proven wrong upon my testing of the results, well. Same rules apply as always.
FTL: If I fail and succumb, it merely my fault, and those are the consequences that I must face.
FTL: It's nice to have a proper project once more. Engineering Rot will be an interesting endeavour.
#!!! the whole metal rot thing is an idea made by @registered-anonymous#am just taking it and expanding upon it o7#MORE SHITTY SCIENCE AND SPECBIO LETS GOOOO#just ignore the fact that the more you think abt how this modified rot would work the less it makes sense#shhhh#OKAY IM DONE WRITING FINALLY#its 3:30 rn#thats. better than the last couple times. definitely.#aaaa this arc is gonna be so fun to write!! specbio galore#sticking to the theme of rot tho lol#ftl learned NOTHING from the whole ftlr-3 thing#beyond what happened with songs of the negative sunlight and stuff but thats not what i mean#shit speaking of sns i need to write ftl talking to ep and dd#eh later#i am going to sleep for now#rp#finely-tuned line#ftl logs#(i didnt forget tje ftl logs tag woooo!!)
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first time I've painted clouds & didn't just try to wing it. I’m starting this thing where I wind down with a study of some kind before bed
#artists on tumblr#artists of tumblr#digital art#digital illustration#illustration#clouds#my art#walt vault#because heres the thing#between 10 pm and midnight im too awake to sleep#but im too tired to commit myself to a big piece of work#so im going to just study things i dont know how to do#because studying something is less about perfection and more about experiment and finding your own weak spots#and practicing them#and because its so tame it lulls my brain into actual sleepiness#i dont expect perfection or gorgeousness out of these studies but rather baby steps toward expanding my horizons#and a way to exhaust my brain so i dont stay up till the ass crack of dawn
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#delete later#swinging wildly between excitement/relief and overwhelming anxiety/dread. its. a lot. the change is coming and i am freaking out a bit#im struggling to concentrate on anything bc there's so much to do and also so much waiting#on the upside my low energy crochet projrct is going great so that's nice. im exhausted and keep having nightmares so less nice#but i can actually relax this weekend. well i can stay home. no travelling multiple hours!!! i can sleep in!!!#i can organise. i have a plan for maximising packing space in my room bc im already out of it and there's no living room#tp store boxes in so ill just be clambering around my room for a bit i think. i cant wait to have SPACE to move and organise#I'm also relistening to taz balance which always makes me happy. and making sure im talking to ppl. my first week in new place#will be a good test of where my social skills are. essentially not great but better. better at knowing that socialising makes me happy#and is necessary anyway#its just a big thing and that's hard. but it will get easier.#and im gonna eat so much fish holy shit. have a spreadsheet of possible white goods to get and furniture. priority will be#white goods and probably a new desk for work. then sofa so im not spending all my time in bed. and i can slowly expand from there#god i can't wait to have carpet i fucking hate lino it feels so bad on my feet#but ya know. im sad i won't be living with my friends. and no cat. but nothing can be done there. i will instead maybe try plants again#im gonna have a lil patio!!!
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