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drowsyanddazed · 2 years ago

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shuffle your library and list 10 songs

thanks for the tag @colgatebluemintygel !!

1. chinatown - shakey graves

2. is there a place i can go - trudy and the romance

3. white daisy passing - rocky votolato

4. heart-shaped box - nirvana

5. make out in my car - sufjan stevens & moses sumney

6. wiggle room - drug cabin

7. miss you - the rolling stones

8. i’d like to walk around in your mind - vashti bunyan

9. i think i like when it rains - WILLIS

10. do it again - steely dan

no pressure with the tags! @oohloverboyyy @lizpaige @squidgilator @shipsnsails

#not bad bit all over the place though #tag game

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camelspit · 1 year ago

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uhh very quick alternate graphic novel clothing design ideas for sophie.

@skylilac @callas-pancake-tree @arson-anarchy-death @steal-nightmares-leave-dreams @neverseen-nevermore @abubble125 @purplesoup-lad-le @gay-otlc @thefoxysnake @keeper-of-the-lost-dadwin @ravs6709 @did-i-say-you-could-get-up @kamikothe1and0nly @that-glasses-dog @presidentroarie @even-if-in-another-time @nyxpixels @slozhnos @katniss-elizabeth-chase @sofia-not-sophie @moontoastt @lemon-girl-in-devil-town @three-bunnies-in-a-trenchcoat @purpleunicycle @just-a-honey-badger @loverofallthingssmart @antisocialdork @tamsong @cutebisexualmess

#these arent very well thought out but still! not that ugly!#i do kind of get the gn artist now though #she wants to blend into the background and she has little to no experience with elven clothes #she doesnt like fancy things but she also has a certain weird girl charm that needs to be kept #all while keeping things simple enough to draw over and over #overall i dont think mine are bad but! would def have to go through more drafts that i dont feel like doing rn #im guessing the bird dress from the last scene in the book #and the weird greenish orangish dress from everglen #came from the desire to make her a bit weird and out of place #this girl wears gray her whole life! shes suddenly tossed in a world of bright colors and fancy clothes!#ofc shes struggling #i think dellas really the one to blame. for buying her those outfits in the first place.#kotlc #kotlc fanart #sophie foster

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angelstrawbabie420 · 3 months ago

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grief will have you saying shit like goddamn and fuck maybe the abuse was worth it

#ive made this post before i just cant find it and it’s all im feeling rn #god i miss my parents so fucking much even though they were the cause of SO MANY of my problems that idk if i’ll ever heal from #but navigating life w this grief and without their support- however little it was- feels like hell #but the abuse felt like hell too.#ive said it before but i was JUST getting to a place where i felt i could stand up for myself and knock down thwir shit a few pegs. or at #least become more resistant to it #i saw a future with them in it for the first time in my LIFE #and it was bc i’d done SO MUCH FUCKING WORK. and now i feel like it was all so fucking useless #it’d be easier if i was still in the phase of anger i was at like 19 #but i’d processed that quite a bit and was trying to move on #FUCK. i had made SO much goddamn progress right before my mom got sick #then everything went down the toilet cus i cannot fucking have anything #it’s so unfair. i wish i could at least redo the last 3 years of my life #i would’ve done things so much different but i was so traumatized and still so angry and bitter and trying to preserve myself #ive come to the realization tjat the person i am today did not exist back then and therefore i shouldnt beat myself up bc it literally wasnt #available to me. i couldnt have done anythimg different bc i was in such a state of survival #and truthfully ive grown a lot since then even if im still in the trenches #the timeline of my entire life has been so fucking unfair #and i dont know how to reconcile any of it i dont know how to cope with my worst fears coming true #and i mean worst fears. even the way they passed. spot on to my worst fears #i despised what they did to me but i still didnt see life without them until i was at least 30 #it was all so sudden and quick and shocking #yeah they were horrible parents but i was a horrible kid too. maybe i straight up just deserved that shit #and i’d go back to that and seeing a future with them in an instant #over this bullshit #it’s so hard. and then losing all my pets too at the SAME TIME. all my babies #everything that i loved ripped away from me in the span of MONTHS #it’s all too much. l oh fucking l. no wonder im 3 shots deep at fucking 3 pm #it just hurts so bad. so fucking bad.

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fluffs-n-stuffs · 1 year ago

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"For a self-proclaimed researcher... I thought you'd know by now that Psychic-types are weak against Ghost." "Morty-ehehe! B-But I'm nohohot a type specialist!" "Maybe should've thought of that first before deciding to wake me up so early."

A spiritual successor to this lil doodle of mine 🫣💖💕

#sacredshipping #morty x eusine #morty/eusine #gym leader morty #morty pokemon #eusine #mystery man eusine #eusine pokemon #pokemon tickle #'tis the season to be giggly or however that song goes askjdasnd//////////////////#pretty much a self-indulgent treat for myself this holiday season SDKJFSNKDFNS it's been real quiet this time 'round #I honestly don't usually look forward to christmas anyways since I have some bad memories tied to it :'D though it has been exceptionally--#--all over the place this year; partly on the busyness and errands being run on my household's side--#--though mainly on my own headspace and how I haven't.............. been great- these past few months #December in particular has been a time of reflection for me and it's just--been a lot - to grapple with #I needed to distance myself from things to try to make sense of myself---and still - I'm not quite sure where to go from here just yet #but I'll figure it out - one day. I finally do have a schedule with that new psychologist so that's something to look forward to #and I'm trying to get my bearings where I am now so--that's at least something to be grateful for I feel ❤️#got a bit sad there so I deserve to draw my sillies being tickly as a gift for myself yes yes akjsdajsknd #I've always wanted to draw a lee!Eusine ever since he's been implanted in my mind graaaaaaAAAHHHHHHHHHH /affectionate #let them be soft and sweet and domestic and silly with each other it's what they deserve 🫵🫵🫵

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aroaessidhe · 4 months ago

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2024 reads / storygraph

This Ravenous Fate

start of a sapphic YA duology set in 1920s Harlem, in a world where reapers (vampires) are the result of horrific human experimentation

follows a reluctant heir to a powerful reaper-hunting family, who has just returned from paris

and her childhood best friend who she hasn’t seen since she was turned and almost killed her five years ago

in the wake of a string of murders, they’re forced to work together to find out how they’re linked, and investigate rumours of a cure

#this ravenous fate #aroaessidhe 2024 reads #sapphic books #I thought this was pretty decent! I thought the concept of the origin of vampires and how it discussed Black oppression and #treatment of vampires; and discussions of class privilege etc was interesting.#The main characters and their dynamic was great! I liked the friendships (though they fell off a bit…) and some of the family dynamics too.#I found the plot and pacing a bit all over the place though.#And I’m not sure how much is the writing and how much is the narration but I didn’t LOVE the writing.#The narrator doesn’t pause between POV switches which made it hard to keep track of sometimes.#I found a lot of the adults (/antagonists) a bit too cartoonishly evil? Though that might also be due to the narration -#eg after a whole scene of her dad yelling at her his voice is described as ‘steady & calm’ & I was like oh…..so not at all how that was act #It might have come across a bit more subtle and nuanced without such dramatic acting.#some of the lore was a little silly (like they age til they’re 25 then stop aging….ok sure)#but also sometimes with vampires the point is to lean into those aspects haha!#it reminds me of these violent delights - like obviously the enemy exes solving a supernatual murder in 1920s -#but also writing wise (both good and bad)#I think if you just want a good YA urban fantasy enemies to lovers with Black lesbians? if you wanted first kill to be a bit better?#then yeah check it out!

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topicaltropic · 6 months ago

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oops! all wips

#dndads #1st img is morgan . tried to solidify the type of person that would marry glenn & jodie and its like #manic pixie dream girl meets wife under bedsheets. fun loving carefree extremely irresponsible i imagine shes as much a bad mom as glenn is #a bad dad #close family dinner for each day of the week #i imagine its very depressing cool for kids sad for adult/college life meals #i had like a pmv/animatic of tmbg erase to nicks everything but ill never finish it sadge!#comic in the middle i was gonna do like a immediately after the final where willys defeated and schools out for summer norm and scary run #into eachother while theyre walking home #and scary would ask whats wrong and normal would be like #well knowing that the entire world ended because of me has been sort of weighing #on me yeah“ and then scary would go ”normal...do you wish that *was* the reason?“ which would lead normal getting dumbstuck cuz she hits #the nail on the hammer. and then hes incredibly defensive and hes like uh b buh NO !!! MAYBE !!! and scary would share her experience #but itd make normal more resentful cuz hed be like well it all worked out for you in the end with you and your dad and you mom who all love #you. and then scary would get irked and start to call him out but then now that the bottles been uncorked his resentment would start #spilling out.#“you burned my house down! i thought it was *my* family that had the connection with the doodler ! but why- when- ”#and normal would be so frustrated and he couldnt get his words out and hed refuse to look at scary while she looks at him w/ the hardest #look of conflicted sympathy and pain #and all she could say would be stop comparing yourself to me and shed mean that in the most compassionate way possible and norm would just #be like i know #and then the bus would come and scary would have to go but shed look back and then be like “am i still coming over saturday to play #and him busy crying would just give a thumbs up #god now that i write this out maybe i will draw it i have a little bit of time left why not #to me i think scarys someone normal would have the easiest time being mean to #one because of his latent misogyny and this like unconscious superciliousness he holds towards her yet shes the one receiving the #validation he sorely craves and knowing if theres anyone he could talk to and whos understand what hes going through its her so though he #isnt able to be emotionally vulnerable or engage in a deeper level but he does feel comfortable enough to lash out at her #last pic is if nick woke up post doodlerized and found himself on cassandras couch (where the teens placed him) and shes there to greet him

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runningatypufullspeed · 9 months ago

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WOULD YOU GUYS LIKE TO SEE MY FUGLY UGLY ASS ALLEGORY OF THE CAVE X FAHRENHEIT 451 CROSSOVER DRAWING THAT I WAS FORCED TO DO FOR SCHOOL….. ITS SO UGLY AND MONTAG IS

WHITE.

AND THE HOUNDS ARE DISGUSTING THE COLORING IS SO SHITTY AND MILDRED …. Well ok she looks alright kindof but the COLORING ….. SKETCH WAS BETTER but do you guys. Do you still want to see it…….,,,,,,

ALSO NO OFFENSE TO WHITE PEOPLE PLEASE I LOVE YOU GUYS 🫶😁👍 within reason

#like ok maybe it isn’t. THAT bad #NO NO I TAKE THAT BACK I JUST LOOKED AT IT RIGHT NOW AND THE COMPOSITION IS ALL FUCKING VOER THE PLACE #IT. IT IS. THAT BAD #IF YOU GUYS SAY YESS YOULL SEE #ok but nasty bad art aside I know some of you will be asking why white Montag is such a bad thing and #there isn’t anything wrong with it!!! it’s just that for me personally #after I did a bit more thinking I was. physically incapable of perceiving Montag as anything other than POC/nonwhite #so when I look back at my old f451 art and stare into the eyes of a pale skittish twink it just #it doesn’t click. like that isn’t MY Montag if ykwim #now trembling BROWN skittish twink. that’s a different story #AGAIN I DONT have any issues with ppl making their own versions white I just think that . for me specifically. he looked a bit funny #a little off. a bit too crackerish for my liking #where is bros melanin 😭#I’m complaining right now but if I wanted to I could just… go in and try and make the skin tone darker #I might do that depending on how tired I feel after doomscrolling #also if it matters even though I have read the book over at least 8 times now not once have I touched either of the movies.#and it will STAY THAT WAY. until I completely log my notes for the book #then I can move on to the movies 🥰#but I will admit 2018 did sort of lead me to having a change of heart w my design. just a little. just a teensy bit. kinda. sort of?#actually not really now that I think about it #I have my own reasons.#TOO MANY WHITE PEOPLE MY EYES THEY BURN AAAYHHHHH MY EYES OW OW OW OWIEEEE #my Beatty design was so white that my eyes developed stage 4 cataracts #I needed a palate cleanser that WASNT Millie… oh god my Millie design…#she was white there too. terrible #it’s okay… 💔 I’ve since learned and moved on #ARGH GUYS I DONT HATE WHITE PEOPLE I JUST THINK THAT MORE SKIN COLOR VARIATIONS WOULD E NICE

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queen0funova · 2 years ago

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The other day I had someone say they thought it sounded like I would be happier focusing on writing instead of coding (they're not really wrong but we're not getting into that)

I mentioned the comment to my dad yesterday and he responded with something that really pissed me off: "Well writing is going to become pretty obsolete soon thanks to AI like Chat GPT"

First of all, GPT is a stupid idiot. It can't even write a poem that doesn't rhyme when specifically directed to do so, or when it's told to remove the rhyme after failing to write a free verse poem in the first place.

It's never going to top human creativity. It won't make a rant about romantic attraction wrapped in a prayer to frozen yogurt. It won't pull off Amphibia's Rube Goldberg machine of Chekov's guns. It won't do a good job telling the story of a Latina, neurodivergent, bisexual girl. These are all human things that humans will do better than the stupid AI. I'm tired of people having more faith in Chat GPT than other people

#That frozen yogurt example is a real thing I wrote #I don't think I'm gonna share it though #at least not right now #Also Dad is next on the list of family members I'm gonna bitch about in a poem #I already have ones where I get angry with my mom or sisters or one particular cousin #dumb stupid ai #Chat GPT #AI #writing #rant #amphibia #the owl house #It sometimes feels like my parents don't have much interest in me the human #One thing that I saw quite a bit over the last few months was people on CS discords saying they didn't understand a certain problem #someone else would then respond suggesting Chat GPT but warn them that it WILL be wrong but it's a 'good place to start'#I personally believe if it's wrong then that's actually a very very bad place to start and you should stop suggesting it #If I'm desperate enough to be asking idiot-incapable-of-freeverse AI for help I'm doing something very wrong #That's all just my two cents though idk #I'm just frustrated

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yume-fanfare · 1 year ago

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←thought a bit too hard about baby tori and tsukasa and got sad

#listen. they were best friends #tori mischievous kid and tsukasa who got into trouble with him #tsukasa who hid behind tori the big kid............#and tsukasa is someone who loves to meet people's expectations and follows the rules properly #so he must have wanted to be tori's friend That bad #but :(#expectations sure are a thing #they really had tori say ''the enemy of the parent is the enemy of the child'' in white brim of all places and expected me to get over it #it makes me so sad that they grew apart #you can tell they still gravitate towards each other despite it #but they're still hurting #and it's really. something how much tori broke tsukasa's worldview #''an existence as empty as the antiques scattered throughout the mansion'' wagh #tsukasa is still maybe a bit too stuck trying to be a good obedient kid though i hope he gets to move a bit further forward #mar's midnight rambles

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waheedawolf · 10 months ago

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#the day was going so well until my mom decided to be mean to me for no reason in a piblic space where i was already feeling scared and over #stimulated. i wanted to try out the skateboards in decathlon but there were too many people and i got scared. and my mom suddenly said that #the skateboard that she was going to buy for me after/on my birthday. she had decided to buy now. since we were alr in theshop and i said no #way bec i hadnt decided which one i wanted yet and i was soo panicked. and then after some time when id calmed down a bit and was gonna try #to skate anyways she started questioning me abt when i planned on peacticing and where i was gonna do it and i obviously just started saying #things that i thought she would approve of. and then she told me i didnt have the time management skills or resolve to make it work. and she #just kept on passive aggressively bullying me until i just couldnt do it anymore and i told her i wanted go leave the store bc she was #spoiling the mood. and then she started bullying me louder and she told me to stop blaming her bc she was only asking me a question and she #didn't want to waste any more money on things that i wasnt gonna do even though ive wanted a skateboard for years now and have been actively #asking her for months. and i just lost my emergy and my appetite and i wanted to leave the mall and go home but insteaf she gook us to a #bagel place that ive been trying to get her to take us even though i felt like throwing up before we even left the mall and i told her i #didnt want to go there. and my brother even told her that she was ruining things for everyone. and he still ended up blaming me in the end.#but whatever. i kept getting flashbacks to insanely traumatic moments where shed yelled at or bullied me or cornered me or tried to #embarass me in public. and this is most likely my last year at home. and my last year of childhood. and its all going to be remembered in my #brain as underwhelming and depressing and mostly horrible. and im going to leave home and never cone back and my last year at home is going #to be just as shitty as every other year and ill just have to deal with that and try to build something good and new and kind when i leave #she shouldnt speak to her own children like this. she shouldnt be looking for reasons to make things miserable for me all the time like this #i should study. my head hurts. my entire body hurts so bad #delete later

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dandyshucks · 11 months ago

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i think the simultaneously funniest and most frustrating thing abt my brain when things like this happen is that my brain freezes up a bit and can only think of like "aw gee whiz now xyz mundane thing i had scheduled into today won't happen" like girl WHAT there is shit going down and thats what ur thinking about ???

#in emergency situations where i am able to Do Shit i actually am very good at keeping calm though #and doing what needs to be done #in general in stressful situations where im helping other ppl then im such a good person to have around dhdkdl #this came in handy at two of my past workplaces bc i would be able to just do what needed to be done quickly and efficiently #when things got Bad in those places #but shdksl when it comes to situations where I can't do anything or where i dont Know what needs to be done ... augh #then i just shut down a little bit or go numb at least and my brain automatically starts thinking abt mundane and routine things #girl there is a medical emergency happening !!! (''but we've been through this before. several times over the past few months'' says brain)#example a: i feel a little disappointed that i won't get to do crochet with mother like we had planned #example b: i want to go back to sleep even with this all going on #(i feel awful that this is what brain is thinking about rn dhdkdl but. better than incessantly worrying ig? though im doing that too...)#ah well djdlsl I'll go shower so if anything Really Bad happens then at least im clean and dressed and ready to get over to the hospital #dandy.cmd #vent //#medical tw

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seithr · 1 year ago

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I GOT A ROSE FROM A KNIGHT AT THE REN FAIREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

#im nb but that can wait if hot knights in my area would like to win the damn torunamant in my honour. by the way. uwaugh...#u guys.. dont know how flustered i was.. mr knight ser riding over... hi... god the faire was so FUN just in general though.#but the rose kicking it off made me all giddy carrying it wit me thru the day. LISTEN I KNOW its a whole Show Bit but. face in hands. wah.#i got a lil dangly bit of chainmail+scale / a dragon pin / a giant turkey leg and nonalcoholic mead like i wanted for so long..#wah. WAHHH. apex gets out of his weirdbad emotional funk and immediately frameone into all the stuff i like. im so...#i woke up irritated today! thought 'man fuck this okay maybe im still not full outta it' then i had such a fucking nice day man. so nice.#im going to miss it so bad... i need to have smth to dress up for next time though for sure for sure !!#armour clanking #<- guy whos chatter tag refers to general sounds of metal clamour when placed in an environment with clamouring armour: :0‼️

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phoenixyfriend · 2 years ago

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Ask My Top 3s

Top 3 fictional parents

Portgas D. Rouge from One Piece

The Organas in Star Wars

Scott Lang (MCU version)

#phoenix answers memes #I wanted to include a GG character but all the parents there are like. 'trying but bad at it on account of sparkhood' at best #Klaus does experiments on his own kid #Zanta sent her daughter on a mission to an unknown land #Punch and Judy had Agatha wear the locket for over a decade (though that's at least a bit a limitation placed by Barry)#and lbr the less said about Lu and Aaronev the better

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quietrobots · 2 years ago

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If I got an undeserving amount of serious about cloudy characters would you guys laugh at me

#don’t let the autistic listen to mother mother #listening to getaway and a very good bad thing on loop thinking about how experiencing a traumatic event #leaving the place it happened (which is also where you’ve been your whole life)#and then shoving yourself into a new purpose that was ultimately for nothing even though you sacrificed so much of yourself for it #maybe might result in a bit of unresolved trauma #maybe just a little bit of a lot a bit #you know #coltontalks #yeah I think Flint was affected the most in the long run #but all of them were traumatized obviously. the world almost ended and then they had to leave their homes.#even Sam #anyways #rips myself apart and throws up over animated movie

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mechahero · 2 months ago

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@demonsfate asked- 23 & 24 !!? Romanticism: Original Character Ask Game (accepting!)

What sort of routines, rituals or rules do they have or set for themselves?

Lambda has a pretty normal routine all things considered? At least, at home. Eat, change clothes, go to bed with something to hold for maximum comfort, take long showers to decompress or start the day- er, night. And then it's go out once night falls, whether it's to go out for groceries or what he usually does during the night, going out to track down and kill whoever happens to be on his shit list at the moment. And when he gets back, he cleans himself up and as stated before, decompresses by watching tv, playing video games and chowing down on snacks. It's just how he gets by.

As for rules, he's got a few for himself that he strictly adheres to. Treat others the way you want to be treated, give back the disrespect that is dished out to while attempting to correct the other person on the right way to talk to people (though he tends to forget this part when he ends up insulting someone back), and most importantly: always, always watch yourself. Now as to what that means, it means Lambda cannot misuse his power.

If he so much as begins to think about how he could use his powers to make people think or do what he wants or how he could use them to do horrible things to people that displease him, he has to be quick to stomp that thought down. He can't indulge in thoughts like that, not even once.

Is mental, physical, or emotional wellbeing more important to them?

Frankly, he's not entirely sure. He knows all three are important and need to be cared for and attended to but very rarely does one seem to be of the utmost importance to him. (If only because he deliberately goes out of his way to ignore them.) And he won't admit it, he does tend to take care of his emotions more than anything else.

#//idk how to describe the first answer as bat.man rule but if it was okay with the murder #//massive tl;dr: he's aware of characters that would misuse their powers to take over the world and turn it into a miserable place when-#//-they're in charge and he's like 'ohhh i do not want to do that. that's very bad actually'#//but also this is another episode of lambda does not take very good care of himself!#//this is a guy that could chug soda until he died due to the lack of water and then get back up to do it again #//or be like lol lmao even when he's told he's probably depressed before shrugging and being like well what can you do? damn near everyone-#//-is. even though no. that's very much not true #//he's a mess. a massive massive mess of a person who's somehow still functioning despite it all. it's a bit strange like that #make it quick {starters/memes}#hidden depths {info}#demonsfate

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domesticated-whores · 2 months ago

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choked so hard swallowing my drink down the wrong way that I almost puked and I'm still kinda nauseous hours later, so lol. also, friend (the mutual work friend of me and my man that actually hangs out with him outside of work) witnessed and started saying something about how some people choke on things like that bad enough that it kinda spooks them from drinking and they get dehydrated out of paranoia (no idea if that's true, sounds fake but whatever, he's one of those people yk?) and my dumb ass, full of autism and pure thoughts only, said "damn, if that were a problem I wouldn't be able to put nothing in my mouth, my gag reflex is shit 😞😞" which has probably made it's way to my man. because I'm stupid and was really woozy from coughing til I almost vomited and totally didn't think of what I was saying.

#doesnt help that a few days ago we were all hanging out smoking #and i dont get high easy with others evidently but they all have MAJOR tolerance and experience and im baby #so i feel pretty mellow and dazed pretty quick when we do anything despite them all feeling almost nothing #(even though my man is very quick to tell me when something isnt even strong so idk what everyone else ive smoked with is smoking)#(because i hardly get the slightest bit chill from it any time i smoke with anyone else usually)#(but i digress)#and so i was higher than i mayhaps should have been from what i had because again hella baby #but i heard friend say *SOMETHING* that 100% had my name and i think had the word “head” in it #in like a whisper to my man who was sitting on the couch between us #and i was like “okay im feeling kinda dazed and shit and i have hearing issues and hes very much talking so i cant hear--”#“--so i shouldnt make assumptions on what he said because im probably REALLY mishearing what i did hear lol”#but then my man kinda glanced at me and made a noise (an almost laugh??) and said “nah not yet” quiet but not as much as a whisper as friend #so i do lowk wonder if i heard right lol #and if i did thats a whole other story #because pooki cmon #babygirl get real #i sleep over there not infrequently and we cuddle hella intertwined and kiss and all #ive told him that im stupid as fuck and have anxiety so i need things EXTRA communicated with me #ive hinted at kink #ive told him that i trust him fully not to force me to do anything that i dont wanna do and that as long as hell take no for an answer--#--id have no issue with him telling me what to do more often because i again trust him and would say no if i really didnt want to #(in nonsexual situations like him asking if i wanted to go run an errend with him or wait for him at his place and such)#that i was hoping hed be more confident in making a move by now #but im acespec and in zero rush because sex is take it or leave it to me #id do it for him and i really do want to but its so not a need or even much of a craving #but i might bring it up eventually if he doesnt because he is so sweet and cute and i think he just doesnt wanna assume #because he had to be told that its okay to kiss me and that he can and should talk to me at work like a normal person #so i deadass think he just doesnt want to force me into anything but is also bad at communicating so he doesnt really ask either #its just funny that i think they were talking about me giving head a few days ago and i choked and said something stupid today tho #whores lovesick musings

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