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Beautifully Cruel World-Chapter 16
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Chapter 16
“Are you excited?” Felix bounces in the passenger seat as Jeongin drives, Y/n in the back.
“You won’t even tell me where you’re taking me.” The omega laughs. “All I can be excited about is spending time with you two.”
“Well, are you excited to spend time with us?” Jeongin looks back at her in the rearview mirror.
“Of course I am.” She smiles. “I love doing anything with you guys.”
“Well we’re here.” Felix points to the building that they pull up to.
Y/n leans forward to look between the front two seats for a better look. “A video game cafe.”
“Do you play video games?”
“Hyuk and I would play a lot before I presented.” She smiles. “And one of my friends and I would play in college too. Can’t tell you how many all nighters we did.”
They all step out of the car, Felix waiting for her before shutting the door behind her and grabs her hand as Jeongin comes around the car.
“Another reason we chose to do this is because Lix is too sunburned to be out in the sun today.” The alpha rubs the other male's cheek that is tinted red from their beach day.
“You and Hyunjin really should have listened to Chan yesterday about sunscreen.” Y/n squeezes his hand as they walk towards the door of the cafe.
“I know I know.” Felix sighs. “I will next time. I’m learning from the consequences as my skin hurts.”
Jeongin laughs. “Your skin hurts?”
“What? It does.”
“That’s just a weird way of saying it.” Felix pouts at Jeongin’s teasing.
Once inside, Jeongin talks to the person at the desk as Y/n looks around seeing all the computers set up with comfy chairs. There's even a few VR set ups around the place. And of course a snack bar.
“Alright, we’ve got one of the VR stations and the three computers next to it reserved for a few hours.” Jeongin looks at the paper he was given to see which station and computers are theirs.
“And this is why you are my favorite alpha.” Felix hugs him. “The other three would never have splurged on one of the VR stations.”
“Just don’t tell them that I did.”
“Won’t they know after they see how much you spent with their card?” Y/n asks as Jeongin leads them to the stations that is on their reservation.
“I’m just hoping they don’t question it.” Jeongin sighs and they all take a seat at the computers first.
“What games did you like to play?” Felix asks as he’s already loading up League of Legends.
“Umm, my friend and I spent a lot of time playing Stardew Valley as well as a lot of horror games.”
“Felix is obsessed with playing LOL.” Jeongin points out. “Plays it all the time at home.”
Y/n looks over at the other omega’s screen. “If you play it so much then why are you still bronze?”
Jeongin bursts out laughing as Felix pouts. “Yeah Lixie, why are you still bronze?”
“Shut up.” He mumbles.
“What do you want to play, Jagiya?”
“Well I’ve never played LOL.” She says as she watches Felix play. “So I wouldn’t mind learning that.”
“I’ll teach you then.” The alpha smiles and they load the game up. “Maybe you’ll be better than Lix and can help him get to silver.”
“Yah!” Felix gaps at Jeongin before pouting again.
After Jeongin teaches Y/n the basics of League of Legends they play for a while and sure enough, the female omega is better and actually carries their team.
“I’ve had enough.” Felix rage quits and pulls up the ordering menu on his computer for the snackbar. “Let’s order food then do some VR. What do you want, sunshine?”
She looks over the menu as he scrolls before pointing at the screen. “Some tteokbokki please. Ji had let me try some of his the other day and I had liked it.”
Felix adds three things of tteokbokki for all of them as well as gets some fried chicken, cheese ramen, and Korean corn dogs for him and Jeongin telling Y/n she can have some of theirs too if she wants.
“Have you ever done VR before, Y/n?” Jeongin asks as he sets it up.
“No, I haven't.”
“Why don’t you look through the list of games and see which one you wanna play and we’ll have you go first.”
She scrolls through the games before her eyes light up. “I’ve heard of beat saber before, it sounded fun.”
Jeongin gets her set up with the game and she has fun for a while playing different songs, failing at a few fast ones before Felix tells her to play Job Simulator. She has fun working the convenience store, throws a few things at some of the robot customers and the boys just watch her as she laughs and smiles, acting so carefree.
She takes a break when the food comes and eats her tteokbokki and some of Felix’s fried chicken and Jeongin’s ramen. She wasn’t a huge fan of the corn dogs though. Jeongin then gets up and continues with Job Simulator playing the mechanic job, confused as he tries to figure out the different car parts.
“This is why when we have car trouble I let the hyungs deal with it.”
“You are definitely no mechanic, Innie.” Felix laughs.
During Felix’s turn he plays at the restaurant. At first he was actually doing really well, until he left the food on the stove too long.
“Uh, Lixie, the steak is on fire.” Y/n laughs as she watches what he’s seeing on the computer screen.
“Oh shit.”
“And this is why Minho hyung doesn’t let you be unsupervised in the kitchen.” Jeongin laughs.
“Minnie and I burned pancakes one time.” Felix huffs.
“Just be happy they still let you bake and help Min.” Jeongin reminds him. “Seungmin isn’t even allowed in the kitchen anymore.”
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“Hey pups.” Changbin smiles when Jeongin, Felix and Y/n walk back into the vacation house. “Did you have fun?”
“Yeah.” Felix purrs as he hugs the alpha, seeming to be in a really good mood.
“Y/n’s better than Felix at League.” Jeongin smirks. “And she had never played before today.”
“Binnie, Innie’s being mean.” Felix pouts into his chest.
“Why does he seem to be so spaced out?” Changbin eyes the omega in his arms before looking at Jeongin.
“I may have heavily scented them both when we left the cafe and they cuddled in the back seat the whole way here.” Jeongin watches the female as she curls up on the couch having not said anything yet. “Y/n’s a bit spacey too.”
“Aww, is my angel all spacey.” Jisung, who was eating a snack in the kitchen, overheard and went to the omega on the couch. “Come here my baby.”
“Hi Jisungie.” She purrs as he wraps his arms around her and pulls her to his chest.
“Why don’t you go join them?” Changbin nudges Felix over to the couch and he cuddles up on the betas other side who is loving every moment of this.
Changbin and Jeongin watch over the three of them as they cuddle until Chan comes back with Hyunjin and sees the cuddle pile on the couch.
“Who allowed a cuddle party without me?” Hyunjin pouts.
“Innie scented the omegas into sub space after their date.” Changbin explains and Hyunjin moves over to lay against Y/n’s back.
“Are they okay?” Chan leans over the back of the couch to check on them and Jisung tilts his head up to look at him.
“They’re good. They’re napping now.”
The alpha pushes a strand of hair out of Felix’s face before looking at Jeongin. “We need to work on how you scent them. Y/n’s still new to all of this and is more sensitive to being scented, especially when you do it so hard like this.”
“She asked me to heavily scent her.”
“Really?” Hyunjin leans up to look at the youngest.
“Felix and I both warned her that she’d slip into sub space if she allowed me to do that and be vulnerable but she persisted.” Jeongin looks down at her. “Felix told me to scent him first so she could see how it is. I didn’t even have to do a lot for her. Like you said, she’s still sensitive to it so she slipped pretty quickly.”
“I’m glad she trusts us enough to be vulnerable like this in front of us.” Chan looks over her closely. “But I can’t help but wonder what is going through her head that made her feel like she needed to slip for a bit to get away from it.”
“What do you mean?” Hyunjin looks worried now.
“Oh yeah, I guess you wouldn’t know.” Jisung looks at his fellow beta. “You and Minnie never feel the need to slip like Felix and I do. Normally we’ll ask one of the alphas to heavily scent us when we’re wanting to mentally get away from everything. Me normally when my anxiety is high. Lix when he’s having a rough day.”
“It’s kind of a safe space for them mentally.” Changbin continues. “And they know they’re safe with us there so they don’t need to be mentally aware.”
“But then why would Y/n ask Jeongin to help her slip?” Hyunjin frowns.
“Did she seem anxious to you at all while you were at the cafe?” Chan turns to the young alpha.
“No.” He shakes his head as he thinks back to their date. “She actually seemed to be so carefree for most of it. The only time she seemed off was when we got into the car and she asked me to heavily scent her into sub space.”
“Let’s not think too much about this.” Chan shakes his head. “She might have not been wanting to mentally get away from something but just wanted to feel what it was like. Lixie might’ve told her about it at one point and she just wanted to try it so she asked Jeongin to do it while having him there.”
“That’s a good point.” Changbin agrees. “But everyone still keep an eye on her just in case. I’ll tell Minho and Seungmin the same thing.”
Everyone nods in agreement and Hyunjin looks at Chan.
“Hey hyung?”
“Yes Jinnie.” Chan moves over leaning on the back of the couch where the beta lays.
“Could you… scent me into sub space too?” Hyunjin looks up at him deep in thought. “I don’t really need it but I want to know what it feels like.”
“I can do that for you sometime yeah.” Chan nods. “But if you’re not needing it right now then it’s best to keep you here. It’ll already be hard enough having two omegas in sub space to deal with.”
“That’s okay.” Hyunjin smiles. “I was thinking more of doing it when we go back home so I’m somewhere I know and am more comfortable in.”
“Sounds perfect baby.”
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hello!!! can i have a 781 trio with fem reader that is book smart but not street smart? shes just a little airheaded and can't tell social cues!!!
so when she gets hit on, the 781 just watch as she obliviously declines all the other persons flirtations!!
˖⁺. ﹙ the trio 781 x oblivious fem reader. ﹚ .𖹭 ݁
. . . that girl is mine !! 🍒 : Rishen: hero ˖ moth-spider-mantis hybrid ˖ preppy nerd character ˖talisen: poet ˖ grim reaper ˖ naga character ˖ alessio: punkgoth ˖ mercenary ˖ immortal character﹙ verse 781 rishen, talisen & alessio.
Someone approaches the trio's oblivious girlfriend to try and flirt with her. She doesn't notice at all though
“Doesn’t that bastard know she’s taken?”
“Sshhh, Essio, watch.”
A small swat to his boyfriend’s shoulder, Rishen never once takes her eyes off of you. Joined at his side with Talisen who stares with the same look as Alessio. Lips pressed into a thin line. Should he be amused? Protective? Well, he can’t act like the mercenary on his side. Looking as though he’s ready to charge forward and swing the guy off of the staircase. No, he must remain elegant. Composed.
All three glue their eyes onto your cheerful face. The raise of your brows as you grip your books closer. As though they are far more interesting than the man before you. To you they were.
“You do pilates?”
“Hmm? No. But I do dance with my boyfriend.” You chirp. At least some balm to his nerves. Alessio eases in the slightest. Not without flexing his sixth finger. This man was two more counts from getting a fist to the face.
The perpetrator grins through a tight jaw. His charm dwindles. Obvious enough for Talisen to scoff from the side.
“This is pointless. Let us just —”
“Is it so hard to get a girl’s number nowadays?”
“Now why would you want that huh? I don’t know you.”
“Oh for fuck’s sakes woman -”
Your guard dog’s at your side in seconds. The leather of his jacket graces your shoulder as his arm throws around you. Emerald eyes staring dead centre with a grin split across his face. “Heeeyy baby, got a problem here? Who’s your new friend?”
The man seems to falter at the sight of your boyfriend. Of the second who joins at your other side. Talisen stands tall with his ever-blank look. Not an ounce of emotion written across the poet’s face. Other than a small twitch when Rishen catches up to the two.
Where did they all come from? Nothing that you question as you snuggle up into Alessio and croon at the others. “There’s my favourite boys!” A squeeze to them both and a peck to Rishen’s lips. “And my favoourrittteee girl.”
She giggles at your affection and in turn gives your side a little squeeze. Before shooting the other two a look. “Behave.” The sterness in her voice is the first thing you’ve caught in this entire interaction.
The man scrambles off, leaving Alessio with a huff and Talisen looking elsewhere. Your big, confused eyes look between them, before back to Rishen.
“Nothing to worry about, cielo. They’re just acting like dobberman.” He squishes your face while Talisen scoffs a ‘tch’ of offense. Before he’s squishing up into you next.
Oh, their sweet girl. They’ll just have to keep an eye on you, huh?
#﹙ cupcake rush. ﹚: trio 781 𖹭 ݁#monster boyfriend#teratophillia#monster fucker#terato#monster x reader#hero x reader#mercenary x reader#grim reaper x reader#hybrid x reader#immortal x reader#nerd x reader#antihero x reader#oc x reader#x reader#reader insert#alessio 781#rishen 781#talisen 781#trio 781#asterism
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!! ⊹ ࣪Hazard dating hc's⊹ ࣪ ˖ !!
A/N: @yourpalrowan requested this!
I FINALLYYYY got my grubby little hands on a laptop I’m so sorry this took fucking forever to come out 😭
Warnings: phantom pains, depression(?), struggling with stuff, angst, fluff, swearing(?), the phreaks teasing the hell out of hazard, slight oblivious reader, girl boss pussy queen hazard, gentleman!hazard, mention of taking pills
⚠︎︎ Hazard first met you through Suzie, Suzie and the gang were at the same bar they usually go to, she first met you when she went to go grab something for the gang and after you and her started talking and hanging out you and her immediately clicked, after all the hangouts and bff dates she decided to take you to go meet the rest of the phreaks.
When Suzie first brought you to the Phreak’s place, they were all wary of you thinking you were a spy of sorts, but after Suzie started bringing you back more and more you started a friendship with all of them.
Hazard, however started to develop a huge crush on you, everytime you came he’d look at you with love in his eyes which the Phreaks saw besides you, cue them teasing the fuck out of him and them pushing him to confront you about his feelings, as to which he did :D
⚠︎︎ He first took you out on a date to a punk bar which during that date thought was a bad idea after both of you witnessed a fucking fight so he just took you out to go eat at a local diner 😭
After the both of you got done it started raining and him being an absolute gentleman used his jacket as an umbrella for the both of you <3
⚠︎︎ after a couple dates you and haz decided to make it official and also decided to tell the Phreaks, after you told them they started fucking CHEERINGGG for you and him (mainly for him), when Revel and Jackdaw were talking to haz Boomslang, Touch-up and Suzie pulled you to the side to congratulate you which left you confused cuz they’re acting like you and haz got married but still you were grateful for them
⚠︎︎ Hazard likes to play his guitar for you when the 2 of you are alone and you like to sing while he does play, hell even he’ll join you
⚠︎︎ sometimes he gets phantom pains really fucking badly that if there’s a mission they had planned for they need to push it back for him to have a rest day, but after you met him, he begrudgingly agrees for you to help him, but after you help him his ass is in HEAVEN
⚠︎︎ he loves seeing hang out with his friends and with maisie, even if you aren’t a big dog person, you like playing with her, and if you ARE a dog person that’s even better for you and Haz <3
⚠︎︎ on the term of you not being a dog person Hazard will take you out on a date to like a cat cafe or another animal cafe and you and him WILL be having a blast at those cafes, like he’s a sucker for raccoon cafes, otter cafes, cats cafes and dog cafes (you decided to take him out to a dog cafe against even if you don’t like dogs)
⚠︎︎ also on relaxing days with the him you guys like going to small businesses or like the farmers market for funsies, I picture him supporting small businesses in his free time because he likes seeing more art and trinkets made with love instead of the same ideas bigger companies make
⚠︎︎ he has depression, I think we all know that after everything that had happened to him, he takes antidepressants to help but sometimes when somethings wrong he’ll look for you, lay his head on your thighs and take about what's going on with him, and you’ll just listen to him quietly and sometimes you’’ll reassure him otherwise, he’ll also sometimes forget to take his antidepressants so you’ll like text him or tell him “remember to take your pills love <3”
⚠︎︎ have you guys seen that spray of hazard of him curling a weight? Yeah he’s hella strong man, like he everytime he sees you he’ll pick you up and spin you around like you’re a pretty princess :>, you like “helping” him do situps but in reality you just sit on his lap and everytime he sits you kiss him, he really loves it when you do that, if your short he’ll like put you on his shoulders and it doesn’t matter how much you weigh he does NOT give a flying fuck cuz he loves you so much.
⚠︎︎ he looks at you with so much love, like I said it doesn’t matter how much you weigh, or how you looks he loves you all the same
⚠︎︎ either boomslang or Touch-up are his wingwomen and Suzie’s yours.
I just felt like putting that out there
⚠︎︎ he likes it when you express yourself with clothes, art, poetry and more, he likes that you’re yourself without anyone telling you who or what to be, he thinks its so punk
A/N: I feel SOOO bad about taking 5 thousand years to fucking make this, but I hope you enjoyed and thank you so much for requesting!
#hazard overwatch#overwatch#overwatch x reader#overwatch hazard#findlay docherty#hazard x reader#overwatch 2 hazard#hazard#overwatch 2#Findlay docherty x reader
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I saw this trend and I simply had to. For the record, I did not intend to end up with a worldstate featuring 3 elf rogues, but my wife and I keep getting attached to our boys. We've got:
Nevyth Tabris. He/him. City elf. Ranger. Warden-Commander; Hero of Ferelden; the most horrible little man you'll ever meet. The ciggie is permanently attached. Loves Zevran. Respects two people and two people only: Anders and Shale.
Garrett Hawke. He/him. Human mage. Champion of Kirkwall. Purple as can be. Incredibly powerful, unbelievably silly. Loves Fenris very much, even more than he loves bread.
Arthyr Lavellan. He/him. Dalish elf. Lord Inquisitor; Saviour of Orlais (begrudging); Honourary Avvar. Loves his Mam. Genuinely terrifying assassin rogue (people really underestimate a man with an overbite and a Welsh accent). Married to Dorian Pavus. The Iron Bull is their boyfriend. Cole is his boy best friend.
Lorant Aldwir. He/they. Veil Jumper: originally a city elf from the Starkhaven alienage. The tiredest looking twink you've ever seen. On a """break from their studies""". Definitely not a missing person back home, don't even worry about it!!! Very good at talking his way out of situations; better at talking his way into them. Wants to be Emmrich's controversially young spouse.
(Arthyr and Lorant are not related for the record, Arthyr just takes one look at this sleep deprived 22 year old and puts them straight in the Son Zone. Poor Lorant (a known Old Man Enjoyer) is too busy trying not to call him Daddy to protest.)
Transcript because my writing is small. Top to bottom:
Hawke -> Arthyr: Can I offer you a dog in this trying time? (alt: Rather you than me, man)
Arthyr -> Hawke: would
Hawke -> Nevyth: Oh shit, Anders' sugar daddy!
Nevyth -> Hawke: You should've let Anders do more terrorism
Hawke -> Rook: I can't look directly at you or I think about Varric and start crying
Rook -> Hawke: I can't look directly at you or I think about Varric and my head hurts?
Nevyth -> Arthyr: lmao
Arthyr -> Nevyth: SECOND WORST GUY I'VE EVER MET* I HATE YOU
*The title of First Worst Guy Arthyr has ever met goes to Grand Duke Gaspard.
Nevyth -> Rook: Why are you 12? (derogatory)
Rook -> Nevyth: L + ratio + old + blighted
Rook -> Arthyr: i think i hauve the blight
Arthyr-> Rook: 🎵YOU ARE MY SON🎵
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sleepover with bf!Toji ⸻ Fushiguro Toji x reader
by popular demand i give you this, because of that one post.
cw: fem oriented person, no use of clear anatomy, no use of specific pronouns, fluffy suggestive stuff, just bf toji <3
Bf!Toji, who does not like to call it a 'sleepover' when he stays over at your place. But if he tried to correct you, it would mean looking at your, perfected kicked puppy dog eyes, and he is armed helpless against them.
He comes over with all of your favourite food and snacks! Even if he's grumbling about how bad inflation is.
Bf!Toji Who would however forget to get you icecream in a rush so you guys got some delivered. And when the delivery man comes to your door you open the door in your cotton tank top, with lace trim. No bra, and well—booty shorts.
The delivery guy was definitely staring you down and prolonging the whole exchange for longer than needed amount.
Bf!Toji Who slides up behind you at the door and goes " what's taking so long doll?" And casually brings up his hand on your tits to squeeze it. And the other wraps itself around your thighs.
Bf!Toji Who has a very explicit way of asserting it clearly that he's your boyfriend and honestly he doesn't spend that absurd amount of money at the gym for nothing.
Bf!Toji Would successfully scare away the delivery guy, who he towered over by 5 inches. The poor man couldn't even look you in the eyes when you blissfully got your icecream from him and gave him a thank you.
Bf!Toji Who afterwards would sit you down on his lap, one arm wrapped about your back and the hand on your tits, the other hand crawling up your nonexistent shorts.
"we need to teach you some manners doll."
"rich coming from you."
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Who let the dogs out
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nonhuman burr, washington, and eliza!!!
#okay yes proportions r funky ignore that please its design explaining time#burr has a squirrel tail bc he reminds me of the squirrels on the road when ur driving towards them and they panic. not really#i thought itd be funny. he has a deer nose and when he was younger had had those fawn spots on his cheeks. v cute#he also is like stony around his joints. uhm. bc he's grounded and unchanging and it just fits yknow#and then he has the horns that form a halo. he got that from his grandfather.#okay now washington isnt just eagle wings i promise he just hides everything else bc of some leadership physiological thing#he probably has some tree shit going on. maybe a dog idk yet#if yall have ideas let me know#okay so eliza !!!!!!! i wanted to give her wings from the very beginning so here you go#(does alexander have a thing for wings..... idk you'll have to wait and see my maria design /hj)#uhm horns and flowers/plants bc i felt like it???#she has lightning down her back btw. and a feather tail. cant see it bc dress#and she also has those orbs around her. for fun. its like those spirit lights you see in ghost/alien footage#i added the lightning bc of her personality from what i can tell.#amrev#amrev au#elizabeth hamilton#elizabeth schuyler#eliza schuyler#guys which one do i use she has a lot of tags#aaron burr#aaron burr fanart#george washington#george washington fanart#.... is that not a popular tag#anyway#amrev fanart#digital art#art#if youve read this far comment “i love eliza's flowerrr” or something similar.
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At work today I wore my DOG NERD shirt my dad made me and it happened to be the day the service dog trainers came in again and I finally got to compliment their dogs (a very well behaved sibe, a giant brown and black dog that looks like. Idfk a malinois Dane mix or some shit, and today a new dog; a 14 month old black gsd). They complimented my shirt and were so happy I recognized the shepherd as a shepherd and not like. A wolf or something. My coworker excitedly told me 5 minutes earlier they had a "baby wolf or something like that" lol. They also loved the photo I showed them of Torch and gave me a business card with their YouTube on it.
#this was the like. one good thing about todays work shift lol#months ago when i worked in the back i saw them and pointed them out to dog boy and begged him to find out about the big brown dog#if he got a chance to. i spent at least a full minute being like. dont be that annoying nosy guy asking about their working dog but PLEASE#ASK ABOUT THEIR WORKING DOG. but dont be that annoying person they get it too much i know. BUT PLEASE USE YOUR SOCIAL SKILLS FOR ME#anyways i wish i could tell him and hed be happy for me or proud of me being social#but we dont talk anymore :')#also i wasnt impressed to see the training they were doing with the puppy; they were more focused on correcting what they didnt want#vs setting the pup up for success; rewarding good behavior with more than a half hearted “good boy”; or showing it what they did want#but wHATEVER not my circus not my dog#idle rambling
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I have Got to get more transgender
#100% секретный дневник левы НЕ ЧИТАЙ#transmasc#trans ftm#transgender#i like 2 say i'm very trans already but unforch i am Not Really. mostly boring ftm Guy Ever#so tempted to cut my hair again but my sense of what i look like is already so fuzzy i dont think it'd help..#want to dye my hair anyways. at this point i'd take whatever color i can get if not purple LOL#it's almost everything i could want and yet ... still me. still the same life. stuck.#soooo high functioning like you wouldnt believe EXCEPT istg i need an emotional support human who will guide me through tasks#such as 'pay with your Moneys Card at the Store'#or... idk that's it really. maybe go grocery shopping without feeling like i'm not meant to be there also#or like. exist in general maybe#reasons why not emotional support Animal: creature cannot understand capitalism. and also is not as necessary as a service dog specifically#idk! every time i come on here i fall apart (in text) and then pull myself back together for another day of ... this i guess.#i'm not even having like crying breakdowns or anything to go along with it i'm just held inside this shell of a body. typing away again#i'm soso tempted to make things worse. progress wouldn't matter anymore... at least maybe it would feel real that i'm like this#i wish my face fit on my body right. and also that i did not look quite so much like a vaguely gnc lesbian#like at LEAST let me look butch as hell but no. curse of sad hair & uncertainty#miss my little mullety thing from that brief period in october... miss my short hair from back in 2017 ...#just dont feel satisfied with what i am now. in general.#top surgery is literally Within my reach but i'm not sure about cost and i need to wait because of doing guard now......#my list of do i want t i kept for the past month turned out to be a bunch of maybes#partially cause i got sick. partially cause it stopped being shark week and i forgot about it#as always happens...#still unsure in my new(er) name. only heard it once#didn't feel the same way as with my old one? but idk. just don't know.#missing guard also but feeling conflicted about not having time for other hobbies...#since winter season is over i've had so much time to play guitar! that's insane! mostly cause i stopped playing for unrelated reasons...#just tired again. wonder if i need more sleep than what i always get. kind of restless.#there's nothing else to say i guess. just wish i could be a person the way everyone else seems to be.
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gratitude list time I'll go first
#stopped caring about some things I was caring far too much about#it's another rainy dreary day which means I can wear cozy clothes and curl up with my brother's dog and coffee and a book#little guy and I are just chillin. he's tiny and shorthaired so he gets cold easily and likes to cuddle up#and seeing as I'm the only person home rn... doggo cuddle time it is!!!#I've been reading more lately!! I'm having trouble with tbosas so I got out a couple other things (sea of tranquility included)#that I've really enjoyed. I'm reading turtles all the way down right now and oh boy I forgot how nice a little contemporary#coming of age novel can be at times. also forgot that john green is a genuinely good writer. as in I personally enjoy his style.#let's see... my favorite sound guy for church is home from college for the summer which means THERES SOMEONE HERE#WHO ACTUALLY KNOWS HOW THE SOUND SYSTEM WORKS. me and the other sound guys have been barely#managing the last couple months bc there's been a ton of random technical glitches (the system is pretty old tbh)#so HALLELUJAH THE PERSON WHO ACTUALLY KNOWS WHAT TO DO IS BACK!!!!#I've been branching out into a bunch of things I wouldn't have thought to enjoy lately bc of the time I've been spending#with my sister in law. music and tv shows and even foods and stuff!!!#Gurt is coming to visit me in a week and a day!!!!!! I'm SO EXCITED#and last but certainly not least I gave myself bangs again and honestly I'm so happy about it.
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i have depriving myself down to an art form
#why am i like this??#why do I keep breaking my own heart?#apparently I've also got to finish the job by posting into the abyss#wish someone would fix me cos this cycle ain't stopping#(missed out on adopting yet another rescue dog I had my heart set on)#i should be fine with this cos I said I wanted to give a home to a dog who had trouble finding one#or who would struggle with inexperienced owners#and this dog was rehomed in just days so he clearly didn't need me#but after the extreme grief of losing my last dog to cancer it's been really hard for me to find a dog I'm ready to commit to#(especially in my town cos I'm just not a staffy/pig dog person and that's 99.99% of dogs here)#and I don't know when it's going to happen again#I finally got ready to hit that button to enquire and then got the news on page reload. it hurts#the other dog I like is too far away to meet and would hate the 2-day car ride back.#he's been getting overlooked for too long. but he's also like 30+kg which dramatically increases his ongoing cost of care#and I'm still trying to find work. (I could have afforded looking after the little guy inc. in any emergencies with my savings)#anyway I have to pick myself up cos my nieces have asked me to [“help them”] train their big unruly dog#that it was 100% irresponsible of my sister to get#but as usual she gets to have whatever she wants and everyone else has to pick up the pieces#and then I get to hate myself for growing bitter from being responsible and caring about the situation I put others in (ppl and dogs)#anyway gonna go cry myself to sleep#maybe one day I'll get sane and stop my belief in “signs from the universe” to guide me re: whether it's ok to let myself have something#(after I've done the logic math)
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Some possible* Tala stickers :D (Patreon)
#My art#Original#Tala#*I'm more just playing around with the idea of making some - personal stickers!#I mean I'm the biggest Tala fan anyway it's fine if it's for an audience of one lol#I finally got my hands on some sticker paper a bit back now it's just a matter of getting them the size I want and finding a good printer!#Ours is uh....well just don't look too closely at some of the greyscale pages I've posted they leave a bit to be desired lol#And that's just black and white I'm a little concerned what it'd do to pictures! :'D#Though I say that but it did print the art from Roundabout quite nicely so hmm! Maybe! But I do have other avenues if I want them :)#It's nice to have options!#For the time being they're just cute little guys of one of my cute little guys! :D In her doggy form and specifically her plush puppy form ♪#I really have been enjoying adding to her physical accessories haha - she's always got her little gold stitch/scar#And then her first accessory being the bracelet - and then her face mask - and now her ribbon! :D It's all very cute she's very cute#She's also good feral practice since I'm still not very good at drawing dogs or cats or the like :'D#I used references for that first one! Wowie!#I'm a fan of how she turned out overall :) I can still see some work I'd like to improve for her back legs but other than that :D#Baring her little teefsies hehe she's so scary ♥#My love of drawing plushies rears its head again - she is added to the list! No soft shading or lighting like MewTwo tho that's alright#The stitches are the really important part :) I like them!#I wish she could sit like that irl haha she's actually very stable to stand! A little awkward to sit#And finally a cutesy cartoony one :D She doesn't have paw beans irl either but come on I had to!#I debated whether they'd be pink or brown but I think I'm happiest keeping her palette simple :)#She's so cute <3
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Y'all are gonna think I'm so weird.
But I'm running with this idea I've had for a while for my mcl ocs. Well, other than the actual other mcl ocs I've made.
It's part lazy, part bizarre.
Clones.
Yep, clones.
My MCL NG oc is a clone of the original Puku, but different. I haven't figured out the details yet, but it's like what I did with Pukun, Puku's male clone. It has the idea of a type of clone theory idea of nature vs nurture. The DNA and nature of the puku clones is the same, but the nurture is always a bit different depending on circumstances. Puku "prime" is the parent of all the clones made, but Puku "prime" had a different parentage and upbringing than the clones. Not to mention, the events of each mcl game has different outcomes for clone Puku.
This Puku has -teal- hair and is a zoomer, I guess. Raised by Puku "prime" and has the existential grappling of dealing with being a clone in general.
There's... still a lot of ironing out to do. Like... Where does Kentin fit into all this? How should I incorporate the family given to Puku 2.0 in New Generation?
Why am I giving this plot to an MCL OC!??
lol
#my candy love#my candy love new generation#mcl ng#not that it matters at all. i don't believe I'd really write much lore on all this. it's just what my mind thinks of when regarding thispuk#actually I'm leaning more towards Puku 2.0 being raised by the family in universe. but Puku prime is like the creepy person that pops in#from time to time to make sure teal puku is doing alright#all of the pukus are adopted anyway lol#i have to study zoomers so I can know what zoomers are all about#wait... being a zoomer is all about upbringing during a certain time period.. so technically this Puku should be a gen alpha but JUST GO WI#dw guys I'll program this puku with the memories of a gen zoomer#When the teal puku was “born” from the test tube#puku prime put all the things zoomers grew up with on a crt television and had her watch it for a couple years while the body grows rapidly#it's all good fams we got this#teal puku would be like to peers “what do you mean your parents didn't have you watch your memories before they became memories?”#so like... teal puku will be “raised” by puku prime for about 4 years with programming. Then she'll be dropped off at the door step of the#family in NG with the instructions that she needs them to be her new family#yeah it's perfect!#just... so many of those gen z starter packs that I seen around#like minecraff and fortnite and the wii... yeah it's perfect#i need to remember how much aging happens in one year that I must have decided at one point. like a dog.#i think it was 1 year = about 4 years of growth but I can't member rn#but as per usual that growth cycle only goes on until reaching the age of the dna sampled. then it goes back to normal puku dna human growt#so actually 1 year of zoomer childhood programming#wait... the plot holes... are still.. T__T#I'll workshop it.
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no im still on maffhew calling the forsymaffhew lovechild a missile
#txt#missile#i have also learned ive mispronounced missile all my life at least in american terms#wdym you guys dont say mis-AISLE#the culmination of living in city where we're all 1st/2nd gen immigrants whos primary language at home is not english#anyways male equivalent of rocket... missile#sorry my queer mind can't understand that#my gender is when we played house in 2nd grade i didnt want to play because i had to be mom or dad and i went well im only playing if i get#to be like the family dog and they all got nervous because that felt mean and the teachers would scold them#and i was like nah its fine check this shit out (runs around and barks)#my gender is when the classroom got seperated into boys and girls i staunchly refused and insisted i be in my own group as a joke and#everyone was okay w that because it was the height of lolz so random! and i was the poster child for that so naturally yeah thats#charming and cute yeah tumblr user ratatatastic you can have your own group and that was the class joke and it never felt mean because#it was a small sheltered school and weve all know eo since we were like in daycare#my gender is hey i volunteered at a pride festival and ive always struggled with expressing any sort of femininity and bristled pretty#badly because it gets beat into you and after the pandemic i chilled out a lot after sitting with it and this is all to say#i got partnered with a brazilian guy because i was the only one who spoke spanish on shift at the time and while he spoke 3 languages#(eng esp por) sometimes he struggled with how to say something and changed languages like he was channel surfing which was refreshing#because i do the same thing so it was this weird culmination of both of us code switching heavily and acting as translator for eo anyways#this is all to say when i toddled in no one really knew what to make of me pronoun wise and what he decided to do instead of just ask me#like a normal person he just he/him'd me and then proceed to call me good girl in the exact same sentence and i laughed about it at the time#proceeded to file it at the back of my head for when i got home so i could despondently stare at a wall for 5 hours of what exactly that#entails about me and why it didnt bother me at all and i was like huh the panic never stops thats fun you can just have random revelations#even when youre an old dog in the game at 23 and known your gender fucker wuckery since you were like 12 like oh great#conclusion is that i dont know why god sends me his toughest battles im a crybaby AND a whiner LIKE PICK SOMEONE ELSE ALREADY#anyways hehe missile#sorry we lost the thread here
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honestly do not get comfort characters any character is a discomfort character to me i look at them and get really uneasy and it physically hurts and i wanna hide in a cave curled around them like a dog for the rest of my life and never see sunlight again. is that a thought you guys find comforting?
#mik talks#fictional characters rarely inspired anything but deep deep separation anxiety in me#its like i have a really bad crush on someone but no idea if they like me back#and also like 11 thousand people say they also have a crush on that person so am i really that special?#oh god i am so autistic jesus christ#anyway no i can not imagine making any of like. my top 5 favorite characters my public profile picture or something#not a single time where i have even uttered their name on any public website#that is between me and god and my discord friends#so yeah. the cave. darkness. dog. no sunlihgt#syd is my pfp because hes my silly little guy and i am able to be normal about him lol i can appreciate his awesomeness#without becoming really possessive and weird and being like GRRRR HES MINE HES MINE HES MINE I AM HIM NO DOUBLES#or whatever#that just sent me back a few years wow. ... kin discourse.....#honest to god i understand kinnies its a real bad way to cope with your life but i get it. wanting to claim complete ownership and kinship#over/with a fictional character lol...#for me its like a sliding scale of intensity but theres like idk... a handful of guys iwill never be able to mention publicly :/#thats why im pretty sure none of my mutuals know what my favorite shows are lol#and u wont find out unless were like 3 years into friendship or something#yes i am normal#just realized technically i did utter all these shows names on my very public website but. well idid take the link out of my profile bc#i got too lazy to work on it haha
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damien and linebeck have the minor dynamic of damien being a guy who’s pretty well built and has a healthy bit of fat on him and linebeck having the prestigious title of ‘boniest man on the great sea’
#salty talks#damibeck#damien fletcher#linebeck#sure! i need to stop worrying abt putting my oc x canon and other post ph atuff in main tags#anyways. its a fun dynamic in the sense that linebeck generally isnt tooooo interested in sex and doesnt typically get a lot out of it#at least not really touchy feely ‘normal’ sex while damien has more of a sex drive and gets more enjoyment out of it. he likes the bones#but he also has the occasional thought of man it feels like im fucking a redead. anyways. this is important for post ph#cuz like. hes bony partically bc hes iust like thst but primarily bc hes underweight n has food problems. so thats smth they work on w him#so damien’s perspective as smth who enjoys being physical abt linebeck and pays attention to the shape and feeling of his body#is an intimate metric of. through damien holding him by the end of post ph its known that hes at a little bit of a healthier weight#linebeck likes being skinny and generally will stay in that area through how he lives and his preferences genetics and stuff#its just like. hey man. you are skin and bones rn. goal is. healthy weight. and damien holding him is the periodic measurement. yeah?#this is partially why i typically hc him as bein gaunt to the point of emaciated i can have this development n its tied to my hc backstory#the other reason is bc bony guys make me feel like a rabid dog#when my mom and i rewatched arcane a few months back she asked why viktor is my favorite character#and i had to take a minute and come up with an answer that wasnt i feel feral when i can see a man’s ribcage#but anyways under the overarching plot and minor arcs post ph is very much recovery as its personal plot#its a bit inspired by berserk in that way (not explaining itd take a whole but iykyk) so its. linebecks condition is important#his is the most important bc he needs the most work done and hes the most in need of the support group the crew makes up#yeah. anyways linebeck is bony as fuck and damien kinda has a thing for it tho linebecks tailbone is a fucking DAGGER so thats smth for him#slightly similar is body hair comparison- damien doesnt have much the T let him down hes got a lil but not much in post ph#while linebeck is generally pretty hairy and damien also likes that. he sleeps with him like mmmm chest hair and then Bones. im losing it
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