Hello Tumblr. Yes,I'm alive. And no,my mental health is so screwed that I slept just 2 hrs before all 3 exams. And yeah,I totally fucked up today. Who told me that Microbiology is easy? Now I have an evening full of trauma and fear and I for sure think I'm gonna screw the 2nd paper of Microbiology too, then I will be detained and then I study the whole year again. I felt like stop writing in the Middle of the exam ,cry aloud and run out of the exam hall.
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the brushes you use for digital art dont Actually matter that much and its more about core art principles and technique or whatever. but maybe this next brush will be the one
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I found something I shouldn't. I looked too hard and actually stopped to read the things I was searching for. She probably did it. I think we have a plausible reason for a reason why she would try something like that but honestly? what would that prove? how does this even fix us? if I was tortured or casually hurt by everyone around me and all I can point to is just one dot on the board then.. what now? I can't deprogram us if that even happened, what happens now? do I just suffer and work around it? or hope time will break them down on their own again? they already separated us, I don't know how I'll be sane when he's not policing me. I loved him. I wish he could break it and be free and come back to me but they'll mangle me again and send me back. what am I possibly supposed to fucking do if we're even right to begin with? there is nothing to do, and thankfully I'm hopefully making it all up and blowing things out of proportion! because who would do something like this? to me of all people??
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I want to suffocate,
And feel the air leave my lungs.
For the life leave my body
And maybe, just maybe
I'll be able to finally breathe..
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let you hurt me and let me pass it on to an innocent. and i’ll be introduced as an antagonist in someone’s new story.
- a horrid continuous game of tag that i never wanted to play
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Apparently much-needed reminder that reposting artists' art (by saving the images or screenshotting them and reuploading them yourself) on other platforms without the artists' expressed permission and without credit is theft and an insult to their passion and craft. You are profiting (in views, in attention, in feedback) from someone else's work and ideas, who do not get that feedback for sharing their creation.
If you are an art reposter, you are a thief and I have no respect for you.
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