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@sizzlingcomputerpoetry infected me with Ultrakill so now I am...uh...
GABV1EL
Also what if instead of body hair Gabriel has body feathers?
#ultrakill#ultrakill Gabriel#gabv1el#gabv1el fluff#fluff#I am having serious brainrot#no need to save me tho
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ty to @icedmatchawoatmilk13 for sending this to me! i may have gone a bit overboard but this was so much fun to fill out/think about BAHAHA💖 ill still never get over how perfect the song sarah smiles is for them...the lyrics AND the fact that its an alliteration...im gonna do an animatic about seb and clora to that song one day i swear 😩 ((blank template by oakwolves!))
#like fr....'i was fine just a guy living on my own/waiting for the sky to fall/till you called and changed it all doll' LIKE!!!!!#makes me think of seb just waiting/dreading for anne to die but then clora comes along and changes everything/saves anne AND him#ok sorry my squeeing and yapping about how perfect this song is for them is done#choccyart#clora clemons#the hardest part of this chart for me to fill out was the starting arguments one honestly...but i think theyre pretty even LOL#clora is the ROOT of their arguments usually and then seb just reacts to her bullshit......so its a 50/50 LMAO. cause and effect#also sebs pda WOULD be at 100% if not for clora LMAO#and sorry for making seb h*terosexual😔 honestly i cant see either of them with anyone else hes just clorasexual tbh#also if i could have given seb an autumn birthday I WOULD HAVE but i needed his bday to be early on in my fic...for reasons...#looking at aquarius personalities tho i DO think it unintentionally suits seb a lot#i wouldnt have made cloras bday in april either if i could have chosen freely i would have done either summer or december#but then again i just recently learned that the birth flower for april is DAISIES!! so its perfect🥰#youd think i would know this since my bday is also in april LMFAO i like how i only care/do this research when its about my ocs and not me#BAHAHAH priorities!!!
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you were raised in comparison.
it wasn't always obvious (well. except for the times that it was), but you internalized it young. you had to eat what you didn't like, other people are going hungry, and you should be grateful. you had to suck it up and walk on the twisted ankle, it wasn't broken, you were just being a baby. you were never actually suffering, people obviously had it worse than you did.
you had a roof over your head - imagine! with the way you behaved, with how you talked back to your parents? you're lucky they didn't kick you out on your ass. they had friends who had to deal with that. hell, you have friends who had to deal with that. and how dare you imply your father isn't there for you - just because he doesn't ever actually talk to you and just because he's completely emotionally checked out of your life doesn't mean you're not fucking lucky. think about your cousins, who don't even get to speak to their dad. so what if yours has a mean streak; is aggressive and rude. at least you have a father to be rude to you.
you really think you're hurting? you were raised in a home! you had access to clean water! you never so much as came close to experiencing a real problem. sure, okay. you have this "mental illness" thing, but teenagers are always depressed, right. it's a phase, you'll move on with your life.
what do you mean you feel burnt out at work. what do you mean you mean you never "formed healthy coping mechanisms?" we raised you better than that. you were supposed to just shoulder through things. to hold yourself to high expectations. "burning out" is for people with real jobs and real stress. burnout is for people who have sick kids and people who have high-paying jobs and people who are actually experiencing something difficult. recently you almost cried because you couldn't find your fucking car keys. you just have lost your sense of gratitude, and honestly, we're kind of hurt. we tell you we love you, isn't that enough? if you want us to stick around, you need to be better about proving it. you need to shut up about how your mental health is ruined.
it could be worse! what if you were actually experiencing executive dysfunction. if you were really actually sick, would you even be able to look at things on the internet about it? you just spend too much time on webMD. you just like to freak yourself out and feel like you belong to something. you just like playing the victim. this is always how you have been - you've always been so fucking dramatic. you have no idea how good you have it - you're too fucking sensitive.
you were like, maybe too good of a kid. unwilling to make a real fuss. and the whole time - the little points, the little validations - they went unnoticed. it isn't that you were looking for love, specifically - more like you'd just wanted any one person to actually listen. that was all you'd really need. you just needed to be witnessed. it wasn't that you couldn't withstand the burden, but you did want to know that anyone was watching. these days, you are so accustomed to the idea of comparison - you don't even think you belong in your own communities. someone always fits better than you do. you're always the outlier. they made these places safe, and then you go in, and you are just not... quite the same way that would actually-fit.
you watch the little white ocean of your numbness lap at your ankles. the tide has been coming in for a while, you need to do something about it. what you want to do is take a nap. what you want to do is develop some kind of time machine - it's not like you want your life to stop, not completely, but it would really nice if you could just get everything to freeze, just for a little while, just until you're finished resting. but at least you're not the worst you've been. at least you have anything. you're so fucking lucky. do you have any concept of the amount of global suffering?
a little ant dies at the side of your kitchen sink. you look at its strange chitinous body and think - if you could just somehow convince yourself it is enough, it will finally be enough and you can be happy. no changes will have to be made. you just need to remember what you could lose. what is still precious to you.
you can't stop staring at the ant. you could be an ant instead of a person, that is how lucky you are. it's just - you didn't know the name of the ant, did you. it's just - ants spend their whole life working, and never complain. never pull the car over to weep.
it's just - when it died, it curled up into a tight little ball.
something kind of uncomfortable: you do that when you sleep.
#writeblr#warm up#my dad was actively doing bad shit to us and we STILL were told we were lucky . and to a point i do think im lucky#i just think also there's somethin to be said about like. how about we stop using comparison to dismiss ppls individual struggles#yes there are people who have no perspective. for the reference tho having perspective actually made me really unwilling to get help#for what was a serious and debilitating mental health issue. bc i thought i didnt DESERVE IT#and i would rather have 600 ppl who aren't THAT bad get help and get heard and get seen#than make any 1 kid. do the math that i did: look at the world that is dying and the people who are hurting and say#''oh. okay. others have it worse. they are probably better people than i am. i am being unreasonable. i cannot ask for help#i am not good. i am taking too much space. i am not worth saving.''#bc our WHOLE lives we are taught a scarcity mindset - that you can 'steal' from someone. so that instead of changing a system that doesn't#actually offer fair support to everyone#we put the impetus on the individual to just... demand less.#and here's something - there are probably ppl who think i DIDNT deserve to get help#bc i DID have it better than other people#and something about that is ... so sickening. bc i think all of us in some way at some point WILL need help.#we were supposed to make communities. we were supposed to offer our hands. we were supposed to raise the barn#instead we said: it could be worse. now handle it yourself
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Me, a dinosaur, looking at Levi's new card going:
...... Nerd <3
#this card slaps tho#good cause i needed levi in blue#and i had a lot of saved up vouchers#tossed them in the fire with no shame#obey me#obey me leviathan#obey me nightbringer#obey me cards#not my art (obv)
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equipping Akechi’s tie to fight Shido 👊🚢
#persona 5#goro akechi#shuake#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#persona 5 spoilers#it's a useless default accessory TO YOU maybe#I however 😢#I got way too hung up on the design for that necklace#even tho the design of it doesn't matter#i just needed a reason for him to take off his tie lmao#but i wanted it to kinda match robin hood's aesthetic#and in game it's the heavenly necklace#hence wings#but for some reason everything i drew kept looking super yonic?#i was like why is this happening to me lmao#in the group chat at 2 am trying to explain that no i can't just make it a pussy necklace#yeah no i see why you would think that was a positive#we'll save these ones for later maybe#ANYWAY goodnight everyone ❤️#comics
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The Bifrost Incident: Any School-Child could tell you about it...
Facing the horrors <333
ID in Alt, titleless ver under the cut:
#im actually pretty proud of this :0c#my tones need work for sure but other than that!!#i should paint like this more its so fun i just have to. know how colours work </33#firealpaca crayon pen save me... save me firealpaca crayon pen#the original bg from this was gonna be the chatter from terminus ahsdjljksad thats why i was looking for a transccript#this probably looks better tho its for the best lmao#i love it sm <3333#my art#the-aurora-strikes-again#the mechanisms#the mechanisms fanart#the mechs#the bifrost incident#marius von raum#raphaella la cognizi#ivy alexandria#prison mechs#lyfrassir edda#inspector lyf
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buncha wanpee busts from may (boa) + 2023 (the sketches) that i never uploaded.. saw da wanpee news on twt today so ive been in the mood
#one piece#boa hancock#nico robin#nami (one piece)#nami#roronoa zoro#vinsmoke sanji#monkey d. luffy#that robin+sanji+nami is genuinely so good like. i could not draw like that again to save my life.#i dare not even try to clean up the sketches...#my art#so envious of people who can sketch well.. ive never been much of a sketcher bc everything always took so longgg even a single doodle used#to take me 1-few days back then#but i want to get back into it/unlearn the perfectionism..#how do you guys find sketching enjoyable and churn out poses? please genuinely do tell ..#real men need to be more like sanji. minus the lovestruck thirst part i mean the gentleman cook part#one piece women are really on another level tho *faints*#im not talking about the thin waist no abdominal organs thing i mean when fanartists draw them. im. weak at the knees
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—ATLAN TREIN
All information on Atlan Trein ATM! Will most likely be updated ☆
—MORE UNDER CUT
BASIC INFORMATION:
Class: 2-A
Birthday: February 12th
Height: 179cm
Dominant Hand: Right
From: Land of Pyroxene / Shaftlands
Club: None
Favorite Subject: Music
Best Subject: History of Magic
Likes: Making friends
Dislikes: Being called “Mommy’s Boy”
Favorite Food: Bread
Least Favorite Food: Pumpkin
Speciality: Getting people interested in drama
GALLERY:
VOICE CLAIM:
CALLING HOME…
— Pomefiore Dorms - Atlan’s Room —
[VOICEMAIL BEGIN]
…Moooom, I know it’s kind of late, so I’m sending in a voicemail, but— You can listen to this in the morning while you get ready, right?
I know it’s only the first day of this school year but please, can you just give me permission to go home or something?!
I don’t wanna be here anymore! Just take me back home! I’m not learning anything new at this school. Sure, the drama and gossip is kind of interesting, but, ugh, it gets old really fast.
—N-Not that I’m the one spreading it around. Of course not! You could never expect that from your beloved son.
Uncle is already starting to freak me out, though. I swear whenever I looked up from my desk during history, either he or Lucius would be staring straight at me. He didn’t call you before me, right? Don’t tell me he did! I promise, I haven’t done anything—!
Ugh, not to mention, it’s just as hard to provide for myself as last year… I honestly think the lack of roommates is more of a con than anything. It makes it even harder to talk to people, tch.
…Like, I get that you want me to learn how to survive on my own, but seriously…? I don’t think being surrounded by all of these… what’s a word that’s not pleb but similar… Ah. Idiotic peers, is the right way to go about it.
Oh! I almost forgot the most important part about today. At the welcoming ceremony, there was a huge and giant fiasco. Apparently some person not from here crashed the ceremony. And no, not not from here as in Sage’s Island, I mean Twisted Wonderland! Isn’t that crazy? It would be funny if it was through time travel, hahaha!
They seemed quite out of it. Lost for words and confused. I think they even got caught on fire. I couldn’t help but laugh a little. I think I even heard house warden Vil critique them!
Ah— Sorry if that was a lot. You take a long while to apply your makeup anyways, right? It’s just that I don’t really have anyone here to talk to about this, and I’m quite bad at small talk, so…
You know.
…Well then. I love you. I hope I see you soon. And consider my request—!
Goodnight.
[VOICEMAIL END]
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TRIVIA:
Atlan is twisted off of Anastasia from Cinderella!
Despite this, he isn’t Trein’s son. He’s his nephew. I figured it would be a little funnier this way.
Atlan isn’t exactly liked at NRC. To say the least, his entire personality is that he talks about other people. That’s it. Not in a praising way either— He’ll talk about whatever things he’s heard around. Hence, his ear for gossip.
His tie to Yuu would most likely stem from Yuu hearing that someone had been talking about them in a gossipy way, and therefore finding out who it was (because Yuu protection squad is a very real and scary thing). Either that or tracking him down because they think he might have information.
Atlan’s reasoning behind all his talk being rumors and topics about other people is because he’s not very good at socializing himself. He grew up a little sheltered with a bratty older sister who he’d always fight with. Lots of screaming and the such. Both of the siblings ended up being a little spoiled, and with some unbearable personalities, resulting in people not really wanting to become their friends.
The rest of his family didn’t seem to mind the fact that they weren’t as liked as others, but Atlan always sort of wanted to find out a way to reach out. To have friends and see what the normal person’s life would be. However, due to the lack of support, every time he attempted to reach for his goal, it would end up in failure. Nobody to correct his behavior, and nobody who would try to help him understand himself.
His mother, noticing this behavior of his, decided that the best course of action would to be to send him off by himself to a school filled to the brim with other people his age, who he could learn to interact with— Night Raven College.
But you would guess, something like that doesn’t go well for a boy who depended on his mother and her money for comfort.
Like a fish on land, Atlan tries his best to be open and talk to people, but upon becoming independent, he realizes that he doesn’t really have much going for him. And as people got to know him, he felt as if they were right— He’s nothing but a person who trash talks people and brags about his money.
He cracks under pressure easily when the atmosphere is awkward, and has no idea how to go about small talk. Atlan isn’t the best person to tell your secrets to, as he’ll probably end up using it as a conversation starter.
Atlan has an oresama air to him, but he really just wants to be part of the crowd rather than someone alienated for something he doesn’t know how to navigate. Maybe one day he’ll find the right crowd to surround himself with. A helping hand to guide him. But for now, he’s stuck, enrolled in NRC under his mother’s word.
More to be added!
#atlan trein#ashi’s ocs ♡#HE EXISTS? KY BOY? ATLAN EXISTS????#he’s defo Not as fleshed out as niko but he sure does exist#he’s so funny to put in situations. sopping wet guy who will get offended w everything#his sprite was so fun tho. his hair and his pants!!!!#but also his va was SUCH a struggle#it honestly is not what I had in mind for him like at all but it’s so hard to find the tone of voice I wanted + the deepness#sssso. haha#it may change! probs#he needs friends so bad tho. he’s such a loser save me#BUT YEAH!!! I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE HIM. HES SILLIES#aaanyway#twst#twst oc#twisted wonderland oc#twisted wonderland#twst wonderland#disney twst
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sorry to ask again but I only have $8 and the only food in my house is potatoes and yogurt, I have no lunch food for work next week 😭 I only need $55 to be able to buy myself some groceries until I'm paid in a week and would very much appreciate the help!!
venm0: ben-cg
p@ypal: benccg
#sorry the over $300 in vet bills recently really fucked me over 😭#but its summer which means 40 hr weeks so 🤞🤞🤞#even tho next paycheck will have to go to finally registering my car.....#the paycheck after That can go to savings#except of course something else will inevitably happen#ah I need a new job with more reliable school year hours huh....#anyway. uhm I would love to be able to buy some bread at least 🙏#ghost posts#text
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Get ambushes by Ammi!! [Again]
Pls be gentle with her UwU
Bb is very shy with new people
#i had a lot of fun drawing ammi in so many poses XD#I see her as very energetic and intense#Marupyon is very bubbly but usually in her own world#she loves people tho ! just needs to know them XD#these girls will be friends in no time#i finally got some time to draw#School can't stop me from drawing turtles !!!!!!#shabiest turtle oc#ammi#magic bbs :3#pyonpyon#save rottmnt#rottmnt oc
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something something, i like dress shirts
#this brush just saved my life man#its so fun to use hh#practice#emilie#genshin impact#fanart#my art#yes sghe need a dress shirt !!! her top is driving me crazyy#love the dress tho
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domestic skk
#'why did u pick vampire chuuya for the icon' idk leave me alone#I'm actually so bored (i have dozens of tasks to do)#didn't even play genshin today#i think childe and zhongli dropped today? but i have them both#I WANT FREMINET THO#i have like. 198 primogems.#I'll do around 10-15 pulls for freminet and then stop because i need to save for navia#does anyone know when they're releasing my girl from the basement#lowkey went on a genshin rant in the tags here oops#anyways#skk#soukoku
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I’ve mentioned it before but I’m a fucking sucker for unhealthy dependent relationships. There’s just something about them that is so. Chef’s kiss 👌
Anyway I’m still thinking about how Law was so attached to Cora and was so traumatized by his death that he literally devoted thirteen YEARS of his life to revenge killing Doflamingo. Even though all Cora ever wanted was for Law to just be free and live his life happily. And Law spending all his time in a hateful revenge spiral is literally the exact OPPOSITE of what Cora wanted for him. BUT WAIT THERE’S MORE. If the thirteen years of endless devotion to avenging his savior wasn’t enough Law 1. Named his pirate crew the Heart Pirates in honor of Cora, 2. Covered himself in permanent heart-themed tattoos in honor of Cora, and 3. Fashioned his Jolly Roger to be a mockery of Doflamingo’s and ALSO to honor Cora. Homie is a walking memorial for a man he only really knew for six months and again crafted the most intricate plan known to mankind to murder Cora’s killer. Because losing Cora fucked him up THAT much. Because even though Cora set him free, the moment Doflamingo shot him Law was chained to the memory of a man who no longer existed. Law literally fashioned his entire life down to his own appearance after Cora and it makes me so insane. I cannot even imagine what went through his head after Dressrosa I mean how do you move on after a thirteen year grudge is put to rest. What is he supposed to do now. Avenging Cora was literally his entire existence, his entire reason for living for half of his life. He needs therapy probably. If Cora somehow ever did come back to life Law would lose his fucking mind. The dependency is SO unhealthy and I am SO here for it
#Anyway this is not me promoting unhealthy relationships irl#If you are that dependent on someone that you can’t bear to live without them. Get help! Therapy!! Actually!!!#In fiction tho it is a wonderful treat. Haha yes I love to watch my faves suffer.#One Piece#Trafalgar Law#Donquixote Rosinante#Donquixote Doflamingo#Doflamingo#Cora#One Piece Cora#One Piece spoilers#Dressrosa#Shima speaks#I AM SO. HNNGHHH. I AM UNWELL. I probably also need therapy. LMAO#Oda why did you do this why did you kill Law’s dad (again)#Law: Feel like shit just want Cora-san back#Also I didn’t even get into how much Cora influenced Law’s life VS how his actual blood family influenced his life#Flevance was traumatic as FUCK and yet all of Law’s notable trademarks are still Cora-themed…#(Bc Cora saved him. Bc Cora gave him a reason to live after he thought he’d lost everything)#Slams my head into the wall and howls
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#tv: sga#rodney mckay#stargate atlantis#my gifs#just rodney always being the most brave when it comes to his friends#tho honestly#i think in some ways fandom has ruined me bc theres a lot less coward/weak moments than i was expecting#so i think its one of those moments where i may need to go back to the canon source and remind myself fanon is not always right#i also think its interesting to think about rodney being brave for himself#and brave for others#because hes always a lot more inclined to be yell-y and stuff when hes being brave to save himself#but when hes being brave for his friends?#hes focused#he's intent and hes gonna fucking help them#my brave little toaster i love him so much
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Garth, thank you for existing
@assigned-k9 thank you for creating her!!
#sheerak#this fan made palisman gave me more serotonin than the entire For The Future#i don't have patience for backgrounds#the last one was kinda fun tho#Hunter was vibing in dark classrooms and then Luz came saying that she's joining his emo club because she and Garth need a rest#after all the fun they had together#Hunter was not pleased#Garth is canon for me#since Flapjack left the stage it's her time to shine#Garth was eventually returned to Matt#But Luz insisted on Matt joining their party just to have Garth with them#at the same time if Matt died during their let's save the world but actually only eda and king mission Luz would adopt Garth#the world is a cruel place#look at me go totally making a mess from these text bubbles breaking all the rules of proper text bubbles#but the fact is that I tottally did not plan it and made it as I go realising that it's not working but fuck that#the owl house#luz noceda#hunter toh#toh hunter#Gus Porter#mattholomule
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"Anyone can find happiness. That's the world we're striving for!"
#kamen rider#kamen rider geats#jyamato awaking#michinaga azuma#haruki usagami#fanart#artists on tumblr#comics#kr geats#the more I think about this movie the more I think it was specifically made to cater my needs of a decade ago#because listen— perhaps my weakest spot in fiction is family drama and most of my fav chars have some siblinghood#especially if one of the siblings is a child with unknown powers that needs to be saved or sth like that#but michi managed to become my fav geats char (and so far i daresay my fav rider overall) without any family mention#his first impression was super strong tho and i tend to cling onto those — i'll give him that#while right behind him I have keiwa and sara — which if you ask me i identify myself a lot on sara#then the master micchi special gives 5 secs of family drama onto him aND THEN WE HAVE THIS MOVIE#ENTIRELY CENTERED IN THIS JYAMATO CHILD DOOMED TO BECOME THE DESTROYER OF FUTURE#THAT CULMINATES ON THE JYAMASTAINED HUMAN PROMISING TO TAKE CARE OF THE JYAMAORPHAN#I just didn't cry bc i was on call w my friend thanking foxjesus for giving the banquet i've been starving for#some minutes before the hug scene i was like "PLEASE GEATS LET MICHI HUG THE KID I KNOW I'VE BEEN ASKING YOU A LOT BUT JUST THIS ONCE#and i mention my needs of a decade ago bc of my ygo zexal times when i used to siblingship haruto and mizael EXACTLY LIKE THAT!!!!#LOOK IF IT ISNT MY FAV CHAR STARTING WITH 'MI' AND AN ENEMY FACTION POWERED 'HARU' CHILD
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