#no hate to this person but holy shit lmao
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u cannot be serious
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So I was taking a shower and thinking about Siffrin having sex, as one does, and it finally hit me as to why I generally dislike the idea of Siffrin not having a great grasp on sex or being a blushing virgin stereotype in fics. It's cause I'm strongly opposed to people babying neurodivergent individuals, which is most commonly seen in fan hcs that characters don't know what sex is! I was like! Oh my god it's cause I feel like people are infantilizing Siffrin when Siffrin is the second oldest member of the party!!! And even comments on the porn in the game!!! It's cause I don't feel like people are seeing him for the adult he is! Oh my god!!
#No hate on people who do hc that stuff it's just a personal hangup I fucking guess??! Holy shit???#Tbf I hate the fandoms general babying of Siffrin a lot#And whumping to an absurd degree#It's like come on give them some consequences lmao???
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I just finished reading Fourth Wing after picking it up because of all the hype, and because I love dragons, and... I have to say it's the worst book I've read in quite a while lmao. the dragons were its only redeeming quality
#seriously not worth it y'all sorry#not tagging the title bc i don't want to rain on other peoples' parade#it just was notttt my cup of tea at all#if you like a court of thorns and roses you might like fourth wing. personally I hated ACOTAR for a lot of the same reasons#mainly: language and writing style that clashed painfully with the supposed genre#(fantasy characters saying shit like 'Holy. Fucking. Hot' and 'looking respectfully' and 'vibes' is just NOT believable lmao)#plus the characters and plot were very shallow! nothing was fleshed out! nothing made me *care* abt the characters!#the worldbuilding had sooo much potential but nothing was really explored and it felt so slapdash!#idk it just felt like a YA smut/romance remix of ACOTAR/Shadow & Bone/Divergent wearing a fantasy trenchcoat#it did have a lot of potential but i'm sorry to say the author did not manage to pull it off. :/#oh well. at least the dragons were cool as hell#books#anti fourth wing#if you want to read my more coherent review just message me and i'll give you my goodreads info
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I fucking HATE how the fandom treats m.ine. it's so bad 😭
#ash rambles 💚#so many shitty takes... too much time on twitter ruins a man#i hear one more person call him a crazy obsessive yandere and i think I'm actually gonna lose it#he's either portrayed like that or as one half of a ship#his actual character is lost on so many people because oOoOOoOOooOoO mInE wAs GaY#i dont doubt that he likes men. it's just that I've seen so many people be weird about it-#also. it's not fucking sexy to wanna kill your partner. a bullet between the eyes isn't an act of love.#I saw a tweet today about how m.ine actually wanted to kill k.iryu because he thought d.aigo liked k.iryu romantically#and m.ine only wants d.aigo to himself. and THAT'S why m.ine wanted to kill k.iryu.#let that sink in. 😐.#i hate how the fandom treats him SO MUCH#i will sit in my corner here. and i will kiss m#m.ine. and we will kiss a lot. and things are good. we are happy. we are far away from all of that.#I'm not saying every fan of his is horrible. I've seen a lot of great stuff and content! but holy shit I've seen some horrible stuff too#and it's hard to not feel like I'm doing something wrong by shipping with him. by loving a guy who the world has always hated.#and ofc I'm not! but still! even whenever i rb content of him here I'm always so afraid ajdhajsj#like ah yes this is the day i finally get cancelled on tumblr dot com for (checks notes) ... shipping with y.oshitaka m.ine??#I'm honestly afraid to take him up to being an official f/o ajdhajsb i think he'll stay in crush jail a little while longer..#i hate how the fandom perceives him so much!!!!!!! i also just hate the y.akuza fandom in general lmao#i do also like k.iryu so.. I've seen shit 😐#I'll delete this later but oh boy i am in a mood#and i know this isnt the first time I've blogged about this#and for that i do apologize. but i really do love this guy and despite wanting to look for content of him i always end up finding the most#infuriating shit!#i know he's done fucked up things. he's not a great guy. but! our relationship is built on mutual trust and i will NEVER write any of that#creepy obsessive shit that the stupid fandom always portrays him as doing! he's not going to kill someone for getting too close to me-#I'm just... upset- get behind me honey! I'll shield you!#and by kissing him I'm not brushing over any of the shit he does in the game. yes he beheaded that guy. yeah he slapped that orphan.#but i adore him and omg i hit tag limit... oopsie daisy lol sorry guys 😭 I'm really sorry for always talking abt this#you were beautiful 💸
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last rb stressed me out lowkey akakska i had an ex like that and it became a self fulfilling prophecy kinda thing..
#like oof where do i even begin#for one... would recommend looking up what pedestalling is so u can catch urself when ur doing it.#and. hm. honestly even working on self worth n whatnot i think rly internalizing not 2 pedestal ppl cuts out a lot of self sabotage#like hello ppl in ur life r there bc they choose to be. you are worth it to them and they are showing u that w action.#u gotta be vulnerable.. u gotta trust in other ppl.. cautious optimism is fine but 😮💨😮💨#i hate when ppl assume what im thinking and feeling and act upon that. assumptions on assumptions.#my mom was like that in a mean spirited vindictive way. my ex would spiral if i took too long to respond stressed as hell#thinking that i had all these horrible thoughts about her or that i was just using her like holy shit I'm just sitting here drawing ajsjka#i am trying to make friends. i am recovering from my own personal circumstances and trying to figure myself out etc.#was also actively working on finding myself as a trans woman bc it was so early in my transition.#idk. like damn ppl have Lives‚ hobbies‚ other ppl they talk to‚ they take time for themselves.#if u don't know and ur stressed about it‚ ask..? but then believe ppl when they answer idk.#sorry.. I've annoyed myself lmao. it was wild... things were dead simple on my end but she came up w hella things she swore HAD to have bee#true and after breaking up w her she kept DMing me w long ass self deprecating vents and mischaracterisations#i had to block her after a while like 😐 u ever see somebody go to therapy and get worse somehow#i cannot fw people who have low self esteem anymore but like i sympathize from a distance lol#hello from the other side of the interaction... self love/worth is hard but please try#ur mischaracterization of ppl based on assumptions is hurting them and it will alienate ppl n push them away#and then become a sort of self fulfilling prophecy.. but also take what I'm saying w a grain of salt 🤷🏾♀️#i just have my personal experiences
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average adobe experience
#I FUCKING HATE ADOBE ILLUSTRATOR#IF ADOBE WAS A REAL PERSON I WOULD TELL THEM TO KILL THEMSELVES#I HOPE ILLSTRATTOR FLINGS ITSELF OFF OF A BRIDGE#STUPIDEST PIECE OF FUCKIG SHIT I WISH IT WAS DEAD GOD FUCK I HATE IT#WHY IT IT THE SHITTIES FUCKING SOFTWARE#OOOOOOHHHHHHHH WERE ADOBE WERE SOOOOO UNQUE SO OUR PRODUCT IS GOUNG TO FUCKING SUCK#WHY WOULD WE MAKE THE UNDO BUTTON CTRL Y LIKE IT IS FOR EVERY OTHER PROGRA NO FUCK YOU ITS CTRLZSHIFT#OOHHHH DDI YOU WANT TO DO THE MOST BASIC THIN???#FUCK YOU!!!!!#YOU HAVE TO GO THROUGH THREE DIFFERENT MENUS TO TY AND FIND EHAT YOU WANT AND THEN IT WONT EEVEN WORK BC OF SOME BC REASON#“teehee” ILLL KILL YOU. OH MY GOD#COME HERE. COME HERE. LET ME FUCKING STRANGLE YOU#PIECE OF SHIT COMPUTER#WE CANT DO ANYTHIN NORMALLY NOOOOOOOOOO#WERE SO SPECIAL WE JUST DO FUCKINGR ANDOM SHIT THAT MAKES NO SENSE BECAUSE WHY SHOULD WE#MOST UNUSABLE PIECE OF SHIT SOFTARE HOLY FUC#THIS SHIT IS WHY IM DROPPING OUT OF ART SCHOOL. GENUINELY KYS#I HATE THAT ITS INDUSTRY STANDARD AND ITS FUCKING PRICE GOUGIING JESUS CHRIST#GOD. G0D. GOD. I HATE ADOBE#FUCK ADOBE#I HATE THIS FUCKING PROJECT AND THIS FUCKING CLASS AND THIS SOFTWARE GOD IM GOING TO GO INSANE#I LOVE SPENDING 30 FUCKIG MINUTES TRYING TO MAKE A HALF CIRCLE#GOBNA FUCKING PUNCH THE SCHOOLS MONIOR. FUCK YOU#THE ADOBE CEO PRAYS HE NEVER MEETS ME IN THE STREETS CAUSE I AM BEATING HIS ASS#GOD.#lilac post#vent#lmao i am feeling slightly less homicidal now <3
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Socializing with neurotypicals is like trying to cut the right color chord but you’re colorblind. And you’re also a fucking horse. And no matter which wire you cut, the bomb will still explode.
Edit cus I published this post too early: Possibly triggering rant in tags oops lol it’s my personal blog ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
#bleats#actually audhd#personal experiences#MGM experiences#not a flex btw#decentering men#centering myself#shouting into the void#‘reward eye contact with a smile!’ no. Absolutely not.#’there’s lots of hidden meaning in your body language AND even in what you say no matter how well articulated!’#HOLY FUCKING SHIT#I don’t have a lot of irl friends and I’m so glad 😭#it’s even worse when you’re a ‘triple threat’ and won’t respond to humbling tactics from jealous dusties 🙄#tfw I wont tolerate anyone projecting their internalized racism onto me#your inferiority complex isn’t my problem man#it’s just rly disheartening especially when u only have good intentions??#male centered women are genuinely fucking terrifying#imagine feeling genuinely threatened by my existence#but also being unhealthily obsessed with me???#I’m not fighting over ANYONE especially not a man. you’re in this competition by yourself.#I literally never chase or pursue nor do I care to do like… you’re in this by yourself lmao#but anyways#side note ->#im reclaiming the word ‘Exotical’ 🙄#‘reclaim’ the N word (🙄) and nobody bats an eye…#but the SECOND a mixed person reclaims the word ‘Exotical’ then all hell breaks loose :3#how tf is that ANY worse than the N word#not to mention fake outrage from white liberals with white savior complexes thinking they have any right to speak for me?????#it’s genuinely fucking annoying how race obsessed most other black ppl are man#like I don’t have to tolerate u projecting your self hate onto me???
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you procrastinate making videos cause being judged is scary you're so close to being forgotten the hate's imaginary. kind of a raw ass line tbh
#<- me posting my story#i'm always like ''ahhh what if everyone hates this and blocks me and talks about me behind my back :((''#literally no one cares anymore lmao#i can't even remember the last time i got a hate comment#i used to get them at leastttt once a week#then i got in my head about everyone hating me and now i re-read my work literally HUNDREDS of times before i post it#it's one of my worst compulsions but i can't make myself stop#its not even like i'm proofreading them?? my mind kinda blacks out after the second re-read#it's why i always announce that i'm going to post a story post a day in advance so i have some accountability hanging over my head#otherwise i literally will keep re-reading it for weeks and never post it#thank god i never pursued writing on a professional level because holy shit i would be useless#i'm posting this on this personal blog because it's embarrassing lmaooo#this account is my diary for the 5 amazing weirdos who i appreciate dearly
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i need to take a nap after looking at the steam discussion boards for dragon age ...
#[static]#literally every game i ever go look at has ppl being like 'is this game woke?? go woke go broke' like holy shit what a cesspool#it's insane the shit they say as if it's Fact and not just a really stupid loud opinion#the audacity these dude bros have. and they wonder why no one is interested in them and their friendships fall apart all the time lmao#maybe it's because you're a hateful person with no willingness to learn and accept other people :)
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Sorry for the lack of updates again, but next week i'll be back to posting art soon c:
#ruii.txt#cookie run and arknights have taken over lmao#i also bought the metal fine point tips for me apple pencil and holy shit it's like im drawing in my sketchbook again#i hate their stubby as fuck tips they ugly bleh#too damn thick#it's why im more of a mechanical pencil person#plus i hate how you're forced to use no.2 pencils for standarized tests#thank god i don't have to suffer to that anymore#but for those who do: my condolences#off topic aside: twitter making their site worse one bad decision at a time what else is new lmao
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Thinking Abt how I saw a post talking Abt how angsty and great it would be if DBK and Iron fan got redeemed from Red Sons death (one where he was put under so much stress to please them he burns out completely like an actual fire) and I absolutely HATE that idea with a burning passion like BRO WHY DID YOU THINK IT WAS GOOD FOR ABUSERS TO BE REDEEMED AFTER THEIR VICTIM DIES BY THEIR OWN FAULT???
#text#it makes me so mad i hate the angst community sonetimes yall have 0 braincells#that is the worst way to use agsnt like holy shit lmao#red son should not have to suffer for his asshole parents to get a redemption fuck off with that#this was around s1 and 2 when i saw this btw#i think it was between s1 and 2#i hate that i get reminded of it i shouldve told that person they were fucking stupid#and that the idea sucked
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If I start posting about how much I love my boyfriend just keep scrolling because at this point I'm about to launch like a fucking nuke and only talk about him
#He is my hyperfixation now tbh like fuck Hetaria™ I only care about this mf#Anyways I have some wips I could mayhaps share here if people ask nicely#All kinds of ships that I brainrot about really#Back to my bf for a second I'm trying so hard not to be one of those annoying bitches that flexes their s/os but holy shit my mans is CUTE#Like he just makes me so happy#I used to hate those couple tiktok weird things but all that cheesy shit is so real I catch myself saying things to him that are so gross#Like I am a Hallmark wife for him at this point (my food is seasoned tho)#He keeps saying he's the malewife but I need to take care of him forever#Here I go again#I just am really glad I found somebody who makes me happy LMAO it's been a rough few years#Anyways to the person this post is about if you see this no you don't I'm just cringe 😩😩💙#personal
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Okay I may be stupid but I was feeling better today and it's finally nice enough outside to go running again, so naturally I did, and for like fifteen minutes after I was coughing my lungs out 😭 it's been like half an hour now and I'm still coughing intermittently like wtf 😭😭
#not snz#i don't regret my actions tho and i will be doing it again#my chest still feels rattly tho holy shit lmao#and my throat is super tickly#literally was coughing so hard i was gagging like excuse me we don't do that here#hate it here#shoutout to every single person who told me it was a bad idea lmao i will never listen
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damn 2023 was a trifflin ass year 🙃
#me#personal#fr#lmao#actually#i hated this year#there's lil blessings here and there#but holy shit it was fucked
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i love you anti-anxiety medication
#this is the most drastically i’ve ever felt it kick in lmao#i was like holy shit i feel so so much calmer than i did twenty minutes ago#thank god for modern medicine#and something finally fucking switched and my stomach has stopped hating the idea of eating whilst simultaneously complaining about being#empty and i am eating this breakfast bar and it feels better#okay. maybe today will be okay. i can recover it.#personal#shut up hannah
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So tired of seeing my friend pqrting people that are just good friends with her bf so I messaged the person being pqrted and told him what acc it was and stuff so he could block it
#I’m just tired of it#said person is 15#a child#I just can’t comprehend how mad I am lmao#I know my friend won’t listen to me actually rn she’d probably spiral even further so I just skipped to the better solution imo#she tweeting a lot these past two days that she thinks her friends hate her so I don’t wanna give that fuel but also holy shit be better#you’re harassing a child#because you’re jealous#there’s just no excuse
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